Navigating the Clouds
By Jody Gold
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Navigating the Clouds highlights the overwhelming response of people who gave of themselves in many different capacities. The author goes on a health-care journey of necessity, followed by the hands and hearts of thousands. You will feel the far-reaching impact of what one persons struggle became to many others, who opened their hearts to touch her with kindness and love, expanding far beyond this small community. You will feel the heartwarming heat of the moment, together with the intense internal struggle to push forward. The journeys heaviness is at times lightened by humor. The care and ultimate human support reach the unimaginable. The journey and the in-depth account of the various procedures associated with cancer care and treatment are informative.
The book is set up in a way that provides reference to multiple stages of care and much more. This story will show the strength and the faith that is reachable deep within us. The power of the Holy Spirit, felt internally and expressed in many ways, will lift you up. Through Jodys struggles, you will experience how having hope and continually pressing on helped bring a deeper dimension to friends and community support. Focusing on faith and believing that you will conquer what lies ahead are brave views.
Jody Gold
The author captivates the reader with her real and at times raw life experience, together with strength and grace, all the while finding ways to lighten the circumstances with humor.She will hit your heart with truth and soften the blow with immense love and hope to conquer what is next. Jody takes you down an emotional road, including the uplifting spirit of a small community that came together to support one of its own. This is a very raw and personal account of a journey fueled by faith. She makes her home in the Pacific Northwest with her husband of 29 years. Together they have 3 adult children.
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Navigating the Clouds - Jody Gold
CHAPTER 1
Introduction
As I look around my living room on this sunny late morning weekday, I realize that God’s plan for my book began some time ago. The types of books on my shelves tell a story that I had not seen or realized was there: titles of self-help, finding joy in every day, planning your day God’s way, love languages, and many more. I believe that I have been searching for my purpose.
How my journey began: One day, I found a lump the size of a quarter in my left breast. I emailed my general practitioner to advise her and asked if I should come in for a visit. She rather urgently scheduled an appointment for the next day. I found no reason for worry on my end, since no one in my family has ever had breast cancer. The next day, she examined me and gave me some numbers to call and set up a follow-up appointment.
Before I left, she stood eye to eye with me and said, Make the call as soon as you get in your car.
I did think this was strange but agreed. What transpired afterwards set the ball rolling for me and caused me to have a bit of concern. The institution I was being referred to could not see me for three weeks because they needed my mammograms. In previous years, I recalled that I had them done in a mobile unit outside of my husband’s work. What should have only taken a few minutes took upwards of forty-five minutes while I was still in the car. My saving grace was a woman on the other end of the line at Swedish Medical Center, who informed me that they had all my films. At that point, I explained that an appointment could not be set up for three weeks.
She said, Come here; we will see you tomorrow morning.
After I hung up the phone, I realized that this may be more serious than I had anticipated. The next day, with Glenn in tow, we went to the hospital, and I met with an ultrasound nurse, who immediately took me back for the test. There were not a lot of words spoken during this exam. At the time, I did not have any concern. Back in the lobby, another nurse approached me and asked if I could stay for a needle biopsy. Right now? Yes, of course.
As we waited in complete silence, I believed in my mind that there was no need to worry until the situation lent itself to such. I honestly don’t know what Glenn was thinking at the time. We were ushered into another room with a staff of medical personnel and a team of gentle, caring folks, who explained every procedure they were going to perform on me. This was all new to me, so I did not have any expectations. From what I remember, they did two needle biopsies and sent me on my way. We were told that it would be a week or so before the results were available. I had no idea what results would come of this test. Glenn left on a business trip out of the country, as planned, and we never gave it another thought. Well, I didn’t. In the weeks to come, the lives of me and my family would be forever changed.
A week later, on Friday, May 29, 2011, a doctor called me after five o’clock; she asked if I was driving. I thought that was strange. She asked me to sit down. Before I could even process what was going on, the word cancer was all I heard. What? How can that be? I was numb and sat for a while, just absorbing what I was told. At that point, I did not cry or have any thoughts of dying.
People survive cancer all the time, I thought. I remember keeping this information to myself for a couple of days and not wanting to worry anyone. I tried to avoid talking to Glenn before he returned home. I knew I could only give him this news face to face. He knew something was not right and continued to ask a lot of questions. I held it together long enough to have him at my side, so we would support each other during this time of uncertainty. I guess I never fully believed that this could happen unless there was a family history of breast cancer. I had a lot of questions.
Upon reflection, at the time of my diagnosis, there were things that happened that were out of character for me. I now believe one of the first things that I did was something the Lord had planned. At the time, I didn’t even realize that going door to door on our small suburban cul-de-sac to tell every neighbor that I had breast cancer was out of the ordinary. Why would I do this? The events that ensued were beyond what I could have ever imagined. As days passed and the word spread throughout our small community, I could not emotionally prepare myself for the enormous number of folks who appeared out of the woodwork to come to my and my family’s aid. People wanted to help in any way they could. Day after day, friends and acquaintances came by and dropped off food, cards, gifts, and other offers of such magnitude that I could not comprehend. Many folks came in with hugs and others with arms stretched out for prayer. I spent time in the doorway with many who just wanted to pray for me without coming inside. I had reached out in a way that had touched so many lives.
As people came and left, every day, I was overcome with emotion. Why did so many people support us, love us, and take time out of their busy lives to care for us? The Holy Spirit was hard at work in me. I didn’t feel like myself and began to see things in a way I had never seen before. I thought I hadn’t deserved their care or even earned their love, for that matter. After every visit, I began to have the faith that would light my way. This was something I had not experienced before.
At the time, my kids were in seventh, ninth, and eleventh grades. My life was full. I was working part-time for the school district and had just volunteered to be on the board of one of the community groups at school. One of the hardest things that I had to do was tell people in person about what was about to happen in my life. I was not sure that I could continue to work or even volunteer. I’d never had cancer before. I had not been around anyone who had gone through it. I had no idea what to expect. What I did know is that each person I told was devastated and upset. This continued to weigh heavily on my heart. I needed to find another way to reach out. I could not take the tears and hugs every time. I just couldn’t. It hurt too much.
By this time, everyone at Glenn’s office got word, and he was experiencing some of the same feelings. I could see this was going to be difficult to keep up. After one of my appointments, I decided to write an email update about where I was in my journey and include as much detail as possible. So much of it I could not remember, let alone relate to those who inquired. I decided to share these updates with you as they reflect my thoughts, feelings, and experiences during my