The More the Merrier: Celebrating Seventy
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How is it that I can remember every word, every bit of musical phrasing, every nuance from every song from my early years (Mitch Ryder And The Detroit Wheels, Abba, The Band, Credence Clearwater’s Revival’s Bad Moon Rising, Judi Collins’ rendition of Joni Mitchell’s Both Sides Now) but had a bit of a time recalling the last four digits of our phone number when somebody asked me for it last night?
So begins one of Judy Pollard Smith’s journal entries, which she started to write to mark her seventieth birthday.
As a fan of the memoirs, journals, and letters of famous people, she wanted to explore whether the journals of everyday people have value. How do others perceive us when we look seventy on the outside but feel twenty-seven on the inside?
She writes about light and weighty topics – from relaxing with a favorite book to considering the removal of reminders of Canada’s colonial past. “How can the past be erased for all its faults?” she writes. “If the current vein continues, Canada will end up with a revisionist history, without truth.”
The More the Merrier offers a glimpse of the rich experiences of a seventy-year-old woman living life to the fullest.
Judy Pollard Smith
In her house are boxes of thirty-five year’s worth of journals that she began to keep when their youngest child was five. “Had my forbearers kept journals that I could look at years later I would have loved them for it. I hope our children will love me for it too when they are trying to find room for them someday.” Her essays, book reviews, short stories, and travel articles have appeared in The Globe and Mail, The National Post, The Hamilton Spectator, Room magazine, and women’s magazines in England. Her name is engraved on The Lady Violet Astor Rosebowl, which lives in the library in Chawton House, Jane Austen’s home. It was awarded to her for a Globe and Mail essay by The Society of Women Writers and Journalists in England. She has written two previous books, one about Lady Alice Seeley Harris (1870-1970), whose photography of abuses in the rubber trade helped to remove King Leopold’s grasp on Congo. Her other book was the journal she started on her seventieth birthday and kept every day for one year. It was her experiment in making every moment count: The More The Merrier ~ Celebrating Seventy from Archway Publishing. She thanks her family for being wonderful, her friends because they are too, as are the good people from all over the world who have woven the richest of tapestries into the lives of her family. Threads of gold indeed. One of her favourite sign-offs is that which Emily Carr wrote at the end of her letters to her great friend Ira Dilworth, “Oodles of love,” which Emily eventually shortened to “Oodles.” To all of you, she sends “oodles.”
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Contents
Late Summer
Autumn
Winter
Spring
Summer
With thanks
Bibliography
These thoughts I
dedicate to little Hoàng Thị Lan Phương, Beautiful Orchid, who is forever tucked into a corner of my heart.
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A UGUST 23 RD , 2017 ~ It was wonderful to wake up to seventy this morning, wonderful for many reasons all of which will tumble out, one after the other, like socks from the dryer once I get going on this jou rnal.
Many of my friends are turning seventy themselves. None of us can quite believe it.
Diane called from Halifax. Seventy is all very well but it’s such a high number,
she said in a plaintive voice. We both laughed.
Journals, letters and memoirs have been my favourite reading for years, most of them about writers or people of fame. I’ve wondered if the journals of ordinary people are worth reading and I’ve decided that, yes, since most of us are ordinary people, they might have their own friendly value. My seventieth birthday has provided the perfect excuse to write an entry a day for the year. I’m not promising an exciting read. I’m promising only that I’ll make good use of my days and that I’ll try be observant of the life that unfolds around me.
On my book shelves are the journals and letters of Barbara Pym, Diana Athill, British playwright Alan Bennett, poet Philip Larkin, Susanna Moodie and her sister Catharine Parr Traill, Penelope Fitzgerald, Henry Beston whose classic, The Outermost House, chronicled a year of living on a Cape Cod beach and E.M. Delafield’s hilarious fictional Diary of a Provincial Lady, published in 1947, the year of my birth. In fact, I see that a few of my many books are circa that same year. Did I have a craving even then to know what to expect from the quotidian as I entered stage left?
Favourite of all my journals is that of the late Canadian Diplomat, Charles Ritchie. (Ritchie, 2008, 271). He had me the moment I read his words of February 1st, 1947 when he wrote, Elizabeth Bowen is here.
A reading of Love’s Civil War, the letters and diaries of Ritchie and Bowen, had me hooked forever on hearing stories from the source.
I was twelve years old when I read The Diary Of Anne Frank. Her words stung like needle on bone. I vowed eternal loyalty to the Annes of this world. Words have purpose. String them together in a meaningful ribbon and they can change world views. At twelve years of age my own future mindset was informed by Anne’s story.
I’ve called this journal The More the Merrier for a reason. I recently learned how to say it in Vietnamese, a language that has its own powerful place in my life. The more the merrier; Càng đông càng vui.
In this divided world we need more than ever to stand together, to be merry with friendships from every culture, from every creed and with every condition of life.
I bring my birthright, the cultural landmarks I’ve inherited from my English and Irish grandparents and my parents, along to this birthday. I cherish the guideposts that were taught me from my early childhood.
Seventy is indeed a high number. It’s my three score years and ten
to quote from both Moses’s prayer in Psalm 90 and the card from Rob and Helen in Dumfriesshire that arrived today.
I’ll do my best.
T HURSDAY AUGUST 24 TH , 2017 ~ Chilly. I need my navy sweater this morning in my reading corner on the back porch. Am enjoying a book about the Hanoverians (A Royal Experiment ~ The Private Life of King George 111, by Janice Hadlow. In spite of the emotional turmoil he suffered near the end of his life, it seems that George the 111 was the authour of a new form of kingship, one that would be welcomed and inform future generations of the British monarchy. He was determined that his own family would spend time together and be kind to one another, heralding a kind of household joy that was foreign to the Hanoverian line. King George 111 and Queen Charlotte were credited with trying to introduce a fresh code of authentic morality to the kingdom. History has proven that it didn’t always work.
On the deck I can hear a host of birds twittering as they hold their annual avian convention about when to head south. Overhead a hawk floats on a thermal, the vast blue sky above him. The air is clear.
Indian food and birthday cake last night at Drew and Ely’s with Jock and two of our little granddaughters, one of whom helped me to blow out the candles as the other did the salsa from the waist up in tune to Despacito, a salute to her South American roots. She is walking on her knees a minute to the mile and scoots around gathering up toys in her wake and tossing them hither and yon.
An annoying questionnaire from the public gardens today asked for information about our income, car, educations and professions and if we would like to buy tickets for one hundred dollars a pop for music nights. Yes, we would, but no, we won’t. I have to wonder where the public part comes in. Several years ago, John was the City member on the board of the gardens. They never did grasp the concept that the gardens were publicly funded, and so, belonged to the citizens, who had the democratic right to a voice. He held them accountable for that fact. For the stance he took I nicknamed him the Bolshevik. And all of these years later we get a survey today asking questions about the model of our car and our income. Can’t be a good thing to bargain nature, horticulture, lilacs and roses in exchange for catering to the monied class, of which we are not members, although the survey hopes we are.
F RIDAY, AUGUST 25 TH , 2017 ~ How is it that I can remember every word, every bit of musical phrasing, every nuance of every song from my early years - Mitch Ryder and The Detroit Wheels, Abba, The Band, Credence Clearwater Revival’s Bad Moon Rising, Judy Collins’s rendition of Joni Mitchell’s Both Sides Now - but had a bit of a time recalling the last four digits of our phone number for someone who asked me for it last night? My most beloved song was Up on Cripple Creek by The Band from 1969. As that tune blasted throughout the now defunct Sam the Record Man on Yonge Street in Toronto, I knew that I had to have that music in my life. I think it was two dollars for the 45 rpm.
Every day brings much. It’s a matter of capturing it before it flies off.
Another clear day. Charlotte stayed with us for two hours this afternoon. We walked to the bottom of the hill and she chatted the whole time. Now she remembers details, but then so did I when I was four. It struck me on the way back up the hill that this might be our last little daytime walk for some time as she will start junior kindergarten next week. There is a tinge of sorrow in my excitement for her about that. When our own three started school I knew that the umbilical cord was being given the final ditch. Can it be four years since I was pushing her in the stroller? Today I held her sweet soft hand as we walked and chatted.
John and I dropped off a salmon sandwich and a fruit salad for our friend J who is recovering from surgery. I tell her that she is my inspiration about living well and staying young. She reads, she exercises, she is social and she eats well. She said today I never drink Coke but it polishes up brass nicely and does wonders for shining shoes.
On the news front there is a cry to remove the statue of Sir John A. Macdonald, the founding Father of Canadian Confederation, from downtown, to be followed by removing the statue of Queen Victoria and other statues across the country to cleanse us of our colonial past. Mackenzie King turned back nine hundred Jewish souls who sought refuge on the SS St. Louis, all of whom died in the Nazi gas chambers. Wilfrid Laurier goes down now as a racist. This is the truest version of Canadian history, all of its shames still firmly attached. How can the past be erased for all its faults? If the current vein continues Canada will end up with a revisionist history, without truth. We will become a country with a fake past. Never in school did we learn the truth. That is what must change. Valid versions of history must be taught, not the rinsed and sparkling versions.
Twilight already at 7:43 p.m.
S ATURDAY, AUGUST 26 TH , 2017 ~ The Globe And Mail crossword comes on Saturdays. I finished it on the porch. l feel I’m doing my brain elasticity a favour when I do crosswords although the new wisdom declares that if you are a regular crossword -l over you should switch to Sudoku to give your brain a different type of jolt. Fat chance of me and Sudoku getting on well.
Down the hill to the bridge and back. Haven’t gone far all summer; too hot, too wet. The trail is now re-opened after the heavy spring rains washed it out.
Am trying to love coffee. I’ve missed out on the pleasure that I see other people have over it. I’m starting to like it so a trip to the coffee shop this morning for a cuppa and a muffin. The coffee shop’s name has been replaced with something fancier. It’s comfy worn-out seats and homey atmosphere have been refurbished. It’s been beautified and beatified, as has the other coffee shop down the street; shiny, metallic, antiseptic. It’s lost its personality. But the same good people, the same blueberry-cranberry muffins remain in situ.
Met a friend in there today. He said how in this present political dystopia he has returned to reading Jane Austen et al to preserve a bit of quietude. Me too. I’ve spent this summer reading about Augustus John and his tribe, and about the Sackville-Wests, and about the English summer of 1911 before WW 1 began. Now there’s dystopia for you. I wonder why those books appeal to me when that time period and those Bohemians were alarming in their own right?
Lunch; a tomato sandwich and raspberries, plump, ruby gems in the white bowl.
S UNDAY, AUGUST 27 TH , 2017 ~ A Wedding ~ When you love someone, all your saved -u p wishes start coming out.
(attributed to Elizabeth Bowen but unsubstanti ated)
How naïve that statement seems to me but whenever I’m at a wedding I get lost in the charm of the idea that two people from disparate backgrounds can find in one another their match, their alter-ego.
When we conquer ourselves first and then meet our match it fills us, emboldens us.
A sunny cool afternoon for an outside wedding at The Mill. John Officiated. The couple are dear friends, the bride with a remarkable history.
The union of these good young people pleases us. They have worked hard towards this beginning. It’s time for all their saved-out wishes
to start coming out.
M ONDAY, AUGUST 28 TH , 2017 ~ …as for her mother’s heart, that might have been a railway terminus, so many shining threads ran up into it out of sight – threads of pride and love and relief and maternal agitation…
( Sackville -W est , 1983, 156.)
I shed a tear of love for our granddaughter E this morning. Hayley emailed to say how emotional she felt as she watched our tiny girl walk into the huge auditorium with the masses. First day of Kindergarten means that we give our children up to the world. Good teachers have importance beyond measure.
On the day she was born, Epiphany, January 6th, 5 years ago, I went out for an early morning walk to try to forget that our daughter was in labour miles away. The sky was lit up with pink sunrise as I came back to John at the open door. She’s here!
he grinned.
We hopped in the car with our pre-packed cases and off we went for a ten hour journey. At the end of it there she was, a dear little human all rolled up like a burrito. We drove to Old Town to La Madeleine Bakery and bought an Epiphany Cake which had a tiny pink plastic baby on top. John asked me Why is the Christ Child always portrayed as being pink, considering His eastern Birthright?
JH and FH for coffee here this morning. As always, some good chatter including ideas about ripping down statues everywhere in the world. The latest suggestion is to remove Lord Nelson from Trafalgar Square, London. If they start on Belgium, King Leopold on his horse will come a cropper
as my Grandmother used to say, and all the gilt on buildings in Brussels that was garnered by the sweat of Congolese slavery will go with it. Leopold The Second is a reminder as to how base we can be, how open to corruption. We need to keep these conversations lively. It might help us to decide just who should be cast in bronze from here on in. Maybe no human is worthy of a statue. Now there’s a thought.
Conversely, a blue historical plaque will soon be unveiled in Frome, Somerset, England. I have been pressing for it for a few years and am thankful that The Frome Society for Local Study has undertaken the project as they have done in the past for Christina Rossetti et al. The plaque is in honour of Lady Harris, Alice Seeley, the British missionary to Congo in 1899. As my research of a few years ago concluded she was a heroine to many and an anti-heroine to others. That’s what life is like. And that’s what humans are like. We, none of us, are omnipotent. We toil for one group and often get muddled about whom to serve first. We are flawed.
I amused Self this morning while John was in the bank. Sat in the car and read the Personal Ads in The London Review of Books. An anonymous woman is seeking a man with a complicated mind.
Please tell me she’s kidding.
T UESDAY, AUGUST 29 TH , 2018 ~ To grocery store early to pick up some Multigrain Salad which is made fresh every morning. En route out of the near empty parking lot a burly young fellow stopped me, leaned into the open window and asked if I could give him a boost.
His battery was dead, he claimed. My first instinct was to help but my more newly developed instincts wondered if he wanted to grab my p urse.
I said Could you ask somebody else?
to which he replied No problem.
I drove off knowing that I’d let him down. Perhaps he thought that I was the dodgy one, not helping him in a crisis. But I do have my Multigrain Salad. And my purse.
Following battery/purse episode came home to make generous bouquets from our garden; roses and pink cosmos with white snapdragons in the antique blue and white pot on the bookcase, the clay jug in the kitchen filled with hydrangeas which have this week tinged themselves all over in a shade of dusty pink.
Autumn is approaching on quiet but swift feet. Darker mornings. Long golden shadows in the afternoons.
W EDNESDAY, AUGUST 30 TH , 2017 ~ The flooding in Houston, Texas breaks hearts. Television news overwhelms. Race riots. Anger. Bla ming.
John at the funeral in Burlington this afternoon for Hiền Quang Võ. Hiền’s tribulations and his successes have our admiration and respect. Phư gave the eulogy. I want to write his name here, as a sort of well deserved honouring and to mark his place as a good Canadian man.
T HURSDAY, AUGUST 31 ST , 2017 ~ How the days do fly. Another perfect weather day with little jolts of Autumn in place. Crickets, cicadas, sparrows; all of them chirping. And it’s cool. I’m wearing a sweater and a s carf.
Friendship; the word itself should be cast in bronze. One of the endowments of aging is that inside this arc in the circle of life, this section that includes muscle spasms and bifocals, is the renewal of old friendships.
We had dinner here last night with Lynn and Andrew. No words for how enjoyable, fulfilling, warming it was to be together with LB whom I have known since I was twelve and AB whom I have known since I was nineteen. I think that this was the first time that we have, all four, sat down together. I was with LB the very night that she met AB in the university cafeteria. Tonight we talked about all manner of things, asked one another questions about family, from whence our parents had come, things that wouldn’t have interested us when we were young but which now seem to be our markers, our buoys in the water. They brought along their gentle black Labrador, Killick, who laid on the floor, paws stretched out in front of him. He did what I do in the night; put a concerted effort into finding a more comfy spot, a cooler place on which to rest my head. We had chicken and the aforementioned Multigrain Salad and creamed cauliflower, green beans and sliced tomatoes and tiramisu cake chased with a few cups of Typhoo tea.
My Letter to the Editor was in the National Post this morning. I was defending Emily Carr against as an accusation made in 2005 of cultural violence
based on the idea that she was getting name recognition through painting Indigenous topics as a non-member of that group; To accuse Emily Carr of cultural violence is in itself verbal violence against a great Canadian artist. She respected First Nations people and they returned the favour by welcoming her benign presence into their communities. Were it not for her wonderful swirls of rich oils we would be missing a huge chunk of the historical record of our West Coast Peoples. They named her Klee Wyck (Laughing One) for good reason.
Now maybe to read a bit on the back porch in the fresh air. Or, instead, doze? Didn’t sleep much last night; happy remembrances chasing their tails around in my head.
F RIDAY, SEPTEMBER SEPT 2 nd, 2017 ~ Lunch with JB and RB at The Beverly on Locke Street for a catching -u p after a summer of not seeing one another. Lunch consisted of the most delicious grilled cheese sandwich I have ever eaten. Ditto for the salad. Was fun to celebrate our 70 th birthdays over l unch.
Tonight at the bottom of the hill to Princess Point, John’s favourite white goose was sitting on the grass with a man who was talking to him and smiling at him (at the goose, not at John). We stopped and waved and the man waved back. Nice to think of man and beast having a special friendship like that. And then, three deer, a family we think. The baby came out, his spindly legs on the road, saw us and leaped back into the underbrush, disappearing into dense thicket in a flash of bobbing white tail.
Very chilly tonight so winter housecoat.
S UNDAY, SEPTEMBER 3 RD , 1017 ~ A dripping, read - a -b ook sort of a morning. Not yet time to herald this entry with a quote from Keats’s Ode To Autumn as much as I’m tempted. It will have to wait until the trees put on their bright and shining clot hing.
The plan was for me to teach the Sunday School children about the gracious Queen Esther and her doing what was right in the face of the nasty Haman who set about to kill all the Jews. Haman The Evil was his nickname. The few children who were there today were happy to stay upstairs so next week we’ll have their lesson. Since the Bible stands as historical record (see Josephus) with every reading of things I learn a new item. In my bag of tricks I have a dollar store crown for sweet little Esther who never misses.
Yesterday morning had a walk to the bridge. It’s downhill all the way and I love the downhill bit; cool breeze, leafy branches overhead, birds darting. It’s the trek back uphill that isn’t as much fun.
Sat yesterday in fresh air on the porch with King George and Queen Charlotte and The Globe And Mail Crossword. Still can’t get the word for 111 Across (mathematical subgroup). If I could find 94 Down (large mackerel) it would work itself out.
I re-hung our yellow winter curtain in the kitchen window. Cosier as the evenings darken. Mornings too. I don’t want next-door to have to see us boiling our eggs, rinsing the plates.
N and H dropped in this afternoon with a bag of sweet navel oranges for us. I’ve put them in the wooden bowl and I ate one after dinner. N and H came to Canada thirty-five years ago, started over, went to work pronto and raised two of the best children on earth in Paul and Rebecca.
M ONDAY, SEPTEMBER 4 TH , 2017 ~ A steamy Labour Day. My hill -w alk . Sore leg muscles coming back up but then I remind Self of my dad who did this in his nineties down Highway 8 where he lived in an apartment above mom’s nursing home. He did it after two hip replacements and with February winds blowing against him. Engagement in World War Two taught people persever ance.
I think of him every day. His philosophies have pulled me up and out of the quagmire on many occasions. He taught us that if something didn’t seem right then it probably wasn’t. When we were teenagers they took us camping to Florida. He insisted that we do our laundry in the laundromat that said Coloureds Only over the door because there was no sane reason to divide people up into groups. He was an admirer of Martin Luther King. His unshakeable faith guided his principles. He believed in setting goals and going for them, in the oneness of the human family, in fair play and in standing up with courage for your ideals. He entreated us to do everything according to his mantra; Put a little gumption into it.
I was never sure just what gumption was but I knew it must be a good thing. He had a dry sense of humour and knew how to laugh. He made up preposterous bedtime stories complete with the character’s voices.
My mom was a pragmatist but a romantic one. She bought me a book of Keats’s poetry when I was a teenager in heart-break mode. She raced right down to the only bookshop in town and bought me back something of beauty. I have it now in pristine condition. Her sense of the appropriate is one of the things I loved and miss most. If I were to create a list of things I learned from her it would look like this: Notate the things you want to remember; bits of poetry, quotes, music. Do not gush
. Things, situations and sometimes people are often not what they appear to be. Buy good shoes because healthy feet are a must. And never trust a man who doesn’t polish his shoes. Keep yourself to yourself. Don’t tell all you know. Don’t gossip. Set a proper table. Use your cutlery properly. Iron your sheets. (Her sheets had knife-pleat edges. We could have sliced our toes off on the edges of her sheets.) If something interests you find out as much as you can about it. Keep the radio dial on CBC in the mornings and on the CHFI-FM in Toronto in the afternoon. Read. Search out your past. Try to understand it. If a neighbour comes to the door ask her/him in and put on the kettle. Look your best. (In her world that would mean a perm, stockings, dresses, leather shoes and a handbag. That was the way things were then. My slacks and turtle necks would shock her but I do throw the odd string of fake pearls around my quilted vest just to meet her halfway.) Mind your manners. (She called her friends Mrs. Harnden and Mrs. Inglis
until I talked her out of it.) And without words but with her actions and attitude she said this; keep your faith central to yourself but no need to exercise it in a maudlin or emotional way. And always know what you are doing.
As I record all of this I feel the often missing piece