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Ember is a story of love, hurt, betrayal, faith and forgiveness reflected in the struggles of the Atkins and Knight families - from the disfiguring echoes of slavery in the deep South to the promise of a better life in the Imperial Valley, California during the tumultuous 1960s and ’70s.
Part mystery, part family saga, Ember traces the struggles, sacrifices, frustrations, and righteous anger of James Atkins culminating with the burning of his family home and its aftermath. James’ life becomes a window into a troubled soul trying to find his footing in a changing world where answers are scarce and healing never seems to take hold.
Laurence Ligon
Laurence Ligon was raised in Brawley, California. A Howard University graduate, he credits his love of storytelling to growing up in a family that nurtured his imagination. Ember, his first novel, is the first book of a planned trilogy. He currently lives in Maryland.
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Ember - Laurence Ligon
LAURENCE LIGON
EMBER
A NOVEL
64746.pngEMBER
A NOVEL
Copyright © 2019 Laurence Ligon.
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Contents
Dedication
Prologue
Part 1: Homesteading
Hondo, Texas – 1925
Exodus – Georgia, 1925
No Rhyme Or Reason – Texas 1926
Life After Death – Hondo, Texas
The Knowing – February 1942
A Band Of Brothers – 1942
In The Thick Of It – Buna Island
Her Turn – Brawley, California 1944
Breaking The Rules
A Promise – 1946
Escape To Los Angeles
The Atkins Boys – Hondo, Texas 1945
Hypocrites And Lies – Spring 1946
Beginnings And Endings – 1947
A Long Way From Home – April 1949
A Surprise Celebration – Brawley, 1950
Destiny – September 1950
A Special Delivery – 1951
The Build – 1952
An Eye For An Eye – 1955
Sad News – 1957
Part 2: Unearthing The Past
Chrysalis – Brawley 1960
The Black Cabinet
The Past Returns — 1964
Rage – April 1968
Dreams Deferred – Spring 1968
For Better Or Worse
Hard Days Ahead
Homecoming – June 1969
A Past Revealed – July 1969
Part 3: Secrets Revealed
Everything Changes – November 1970
The Price Of Growing Old – September 1971
Fool’s Talk – 1972
Make It Right – June 1972
Thy Sin Is Purged
The Long Drive – August 1972
Jackie Robinson - 1972
The World Ain’t Changed At All – 1973
Reunion – Spring 1974
Family Secrets – June 1974
Headed East – 1975
Acknowledgments
image%201.jpgDEDICATION
To my ancestors. I tell their story.
PROLOGUE
Secrets and Lies – Brawley, California 1972
July was a time of torment in the Imperial Valley. The desert heat combined with irrigation made for an unbearable combination of triple-digit temperatures and high humidity. The towns in the valley were eerily quiet during the day when most of the residents stayed indoors. Within an hour or two of sunset, people ventured outside to water their lawns or spend the cooler part of the evening on the patios watching their children play. The fragrance of lemon blossoms and freshly cut grass floated along on a peaceful breeze. As night approached, the quiet returned, except for the random barking dog, or the rustling of leaves and branches.
This night, on a dimly lit street, a man hidden by tall stalks of sweet corn stared across the narrow road at a vacant, wood-framed dwelling. The way ran the length of the long block and dead-ended at a canal bordering the many farms in this unincorporated part of Brawley.
A few moments later, he hurriedly crossed over to the metal gate at the front of the abandoned house. He paused, rechecking the roadway, then continued down a brick pathway that led to the front door. Stapled to that door was a notice with the word CONDEMNED
in bold letters. He mumbled a few words as he went inside. He took slow and deliberate steps, drawing a deep breath of the thick, musty air.
As the clandestine figure made his way around in the darkness, avoiding the many items strewn about the floor, he grabbed a handful of old newspaper from the floor and twisted it into a long roll. With his outline illuminated by the flicker of a burning match, he turned the paper toward the flame. His hands shook as it caught fire. In the windows, a bright light radiated as the blaze spread quickly.
A short time later, he made his way outside, returning to the field across the road into the shadows and waited. Blood pulsed in the man’s neck and wrists as beads of sweat ran down his face. Soon burning embers floated peacefully upward into the night’s canopy, resembling a hoard of fireflies.
Inside the house, the fire swept across the floorboards, consuming everything in its path. It spewed a putrid scent of burning plastic, wood, and metal into the air.
As the fire roared higher, the man’s heart pumped faster. He retreated from the road when the smoke drifted into the field and burned his eyes. People ran about frantically as he whispered calmly.
Thine iniquity is taken away.
A fire truck’s swirling red lights grew closer. The wailing sirens wound down as if they were out of breath. The man caught glimpses of silhouettes rushing about as the flashing light emblazoned random pockets of darkness. The man watched for a moment longer, his hands shaking nervously. He then moved even further from the road as it filled with curious onlookers.
And thy sin is purged.
The inner frame of the house collapsed, causing a loud explosion as more panes of glass shattered onto the seared ground in a thundering succession. Thick, blue smoke billowed into large clouds.
The firefighters worked quickly to keep the swiftly spreading blaze away from adjacent homes and the wild brush in the nearby fields. The house that James Atkins built fell mortally wounded. The man paused, glancing back one last time, not realizing that there were eyes upon him as well. He was not alone with his secret.
64864.pngFive hours later, the raging fire was finally under control. All that remained were smoldering embers and an eerie stillness permeating the air. The morning breeze carried the scent of charred remnants across the whole town.
64771.pngPART ONE
1925 — 1960
HOMESTEADING
HONDO, TEXAS – 1925
65499.png James Atkins was born on a cold, fall day in October 1919 in Hondo, Texas. He was the first-born son of William Willie
Atkins and his wife, Mabel Momma
Atkins. When the census taker came by their farm, he marked the column for Race with the letter M
signifying mulatto. Like her mother, Mabel’s skin was the color of wheat, and she had the same moles on her face and neck, passed down the generations. No one spoke of how these attributes got into their blood, but the truth of her pedigree was not a cheerful one. The slavemaster’s son raped Mabel’s black grandmother when she was only fifteen, and Mabel’s mother was born from it.
James grew up fast on his grandfather Bernard’s farm after the family moved there in 1925. His parents put him to work as soon as he could carry a sack of seed. James bonded with his grandfather during many days in the hot sun, drinking the cool creek water, and hunting rabbits in the brush beyond their home. Grandpa Bernard and James wandered many trails together.
Bernard’s small plot on the western edge of Hondo was not a prime location, but it supported crops and grazing for a few heads of cattle. The soil was a decent sandy loam good for cotton, corn, and okra. A small offshoot of the Medina River ran adjacent to the property and supplied a steady flow for both the field and home.
The family lived in a single-room hut. In a corner, next to Grandpa Bernard’s cot, was a bed made from straw and wood planks where the children slept. On the other end was a large stone hearth and wooden pantry with Mabel’s spices and dishes. Against the opposite wall was Willie and Mabel’s bed. It, too, was made from straw. The many windows in the home allowed fresh, cooling breezes to flow. A side door led to a small pen that sheltered the mules and hogs.
As a young man, Bernard worked many odd jobs to provide for his family. One was treating sick animals, though he had no formal training. He had what he called the spirits
and told his Grandson James that the animals spoke to him.
What’s that bull saying, Grandpa?
James asked one day as they passed the pen.
Oh, he ain’t thinking ‘bout nothing but eating, boy,
Grandpa Bernard answered.
How do you know, Grandpa?
See how he standing there, shaking his head?
Yeah,
the boy nodded.
That’s how I know.
Bernard had a keen sense of ailments and remedies he had learned over the years when he worked the Atkins Plantation, just outside of Uvalde, TX. A bloated belly meant the animal ate too much clover and a little turpentine or linseed oil relieved the pressure. The knowledge served him well. He made friends with some of the local ranchers and earned enough money to buy the land he now farmed with his son Willie, Willie’s wife Mabel, her daughter Sissy, and two sons – James and Samuel.
Mabel was from Natchez, Mississippi. Her skin was a milky shade of caramel that complemented her deep-set amber-colored eyes. A resourceful woman, she would barter with their Mexican neighbors for peppers and squash with the berries and wild onions they gathered.
Sissy, Mabel’s daughter from her first marriage to Edward Cavanaugh, an Irishman, was a tomboyish girl of eleven. She had the same long auburn hair like her mother, but her freckled face was more the color of a pinto bean. Sissy was three years older and several inches taller than James was. She was never without her red scarf, no matter the time of year. A woman at church gave it to her one day for her birthday, saying a young lady needed nice things. Sissy loved how well the color went with her ruddy cheeks. She’d prance around the farm, repeating what the woman told her in the same pitch and tone. That scarf made her feel fancy and beautiful. She wore it so much the ends began to fray.
It didn’t matter that Sissy wasn’t Willie’s child, she was his favorite, and this created quite the rivalry between her and the younger James. She was rough with him most times and bested him at whatever game they played. She was bigger, stronger, and faster, and Sissy let him know it every chance she got, teasing him for giving up the chase or outrunning him even when he had a sizable head start.
Samuel was Willie and Mabel’s second son, born two years after James. He shared some of his mother’s mixed parentage – the light-colored eyes and hair. Samuel had a calm demeanor and was not as rambunctious as his older brother. He enjoyed being around his mother and half-sister. He was always willing to help around the farm, but there wasn’t much for a six-year-old to do.
One morning, Grandpa Bernard and Willie set out to clear the land of the briar patches and grasses. In some places, mesquite and prickly pear trees formed a thicket that the men had to cut through with axes and machetes. Grandpa set controlled fires around the property, burning the chopped bushes and shrubs. He used a small can of oil to set the blaze, saving the tall, fountain grass for last. Bernard loved the sound the wind made as it blew through the grass. The thick, top blades braiding against each other sounded like maracas.
A blue haze rose into the sky as James and Samuel played not far from Grandpa’s fire line. The bright, orange tinder crackled through the bush, and a breeze caught the smoke, pushing it back toward the children. The sweet, peppery-scented plumes burned their eyes and nostrils.
Grandpa said you best get away from around there,
Sissy called as the fire approached. She stood a few feet away with a machete in hand, her armpits sweaty with perspiration. Grandpa Bernard had her pruning back some weeds.
I ain’t gotta listen to you,
James shouted back at her. It angered him that Grandpa wouldn’t let him do this work. Bernard told him he was too small to handle the ax. Sissy laughed at him, throwing more salt on his hurt feelings. She then stepped closer, towering over him, but James stood his ground.
You better do as I say.
She bumped him with her chest.
Ain’t gonna,
he replied, returning a shoulder bump of his own.
She dropped the machete and grabbed his shirt with both hands, then pushed him to the ground. Samuel stood by, silently watching. He was rarely the target of these incidents, but he often tired of their battles.
Stop all that!
Grandpa yelled, his hulking figure appearing through the haze.
He yanked down the handkerchief he had tied over his nose and mouth. Sissy, go on and help your momma with supper. And you boys get away from that fire!
Sissy turned on one foot and walked away in a huff as Grandpa Bernard covered his face again and disappeared back into the smoke.
64874.pngThe family worked all day, and as dusk approached, the sky shimmered with touches of red and yellow at the edge of the western horizon. A few clouds captured the last rays of sunshine. The still-burning coals hissed and crackled as Willie added some more shrubs and chopped limbs. To James, they looked like eyes. He watched in amazement as his father ran his hand slowly through the flames.
Magic,
Willie smiled at the boys; their eyes were wide with bewilderment.
Daddy, ain’t you scared of gettin’ burned?
James asked.
Iffin, you know the magic, you won’t get nair a burn,
he said, running his hand back and forth through the flames.
James crept closer to the fire and mimicked his father while Samuel watched.
That’s it. You got the magic too.
Willie grinned as James moved his hand through the flame, barely feeling the heat on his palm.
Samuel finally gathered up enough courage, but only poked his finger in and out, giggling, but James was mesmerized. He ran both hands across the fire, making circles and semi-circles above it as the flames flickered, burning blue and orange.
Supper’s ready. James, Samuel. Come on now!
Mabel called from the shack.
Samuel and his father brushed off their hands. Their clothes smelled of smoke, as they started home.
Come on, boy. Time for supper,
Willie called to James, who was still staring intensely into the embers.
James stepped back from the diminishing fire, but not before it spat one last time, startling him. He looked into the pit of smoldering remains and whispered, I’m not afraid of you.
He then ran off toward home.
Sissy stood by the door; arms folded when he got there. James tried to walk past her, but she leaned into him with her shoulder, pinning him against the frame.
That’s for talking back to me earlier,
she scolded.
James tried to push past her, but she wouldn’t budge.
Momma! Sissy won’t let me pass!
She then punched him hard in the chest, laughing out loud as she ran away. James thought better of giving chase.
After dinner, Willie ate the last piece of the pie that Sissy made from berries she and her brothers had gathered from a tree near the stream while the children played a game of Miss-Mary-Mac. Mabel enjoyed the laughter. Their voices warmed her heart. For all the animosity between Sissy and James and the hardships on the farm, they had more moments of togetherness and family that they wouldn’t trade for anything.
64885.pngBefore coming to Texas, Grandpa Bernard was the property of Colonel Lewis Wilson, who owned a plantation near Chinquapin, Mississippi, a small hamlet, not far from the Pearl River. Though the colonel was not an overly cruel man, his overseers did most of the disciplining; he gambled and did so poorly. A year before the start of the Civil War, when Bernard was just a boy of maybe six or seven years old, his life changed forever. On a muggy night, there came a pounding on the door of his family’s hovel. They stumbled outside half-dressed in a frightened, sleepy confusion, clutching at their clothes and each other. The colonel stood outside, surrounded by several men.
Well, go on,
the colonel shouted angrily. Let’s settle this quickly.
The family stared at each other in terror. They had no idea what the colonel had laid upon them.
When Bernard’s mother, Vina, realized what was happening, she screamed and clung to the children. She relived the horror of the auction block in New Orleans, where each of her siblings was sold off one by one.
Please, no….no!
she sobbed.
One of the men, dressed in a dark evening jacket and trousers, walked back and forth, boldly inspecting them from top to bottom while ignoring their pleas.
What about the wench?
he asked his partner.
No. I need a strong back.
At that, he walked to Bernard and tapped him on the shoulder. Vina turned her face into her husband’s chest, unable to look on.
Step forward,
the man commanded. The child complied though his eyes were wild with fear.
He grabbed the boy’s face and stuck his thumb into his mouth to examine his teeth.
Don’t you dare bite me!
he warned when Bernard clenched his jaw. I’ll whip you good.
Bernard relaxed, allowing him to touch his teeth and tongue. The man then grabbed Bernard’s arms and shoulders and squeezed them.
He then turned to the colonel and announced, He’ll do.
Vina screamed. Not my baby! Please, Massa Wilson. Please!
She begged the colonel, falling to her knees.
The colonel paid her no heed. Be gone.
He waved the men away.
The young Bernard walked with them into the night until he was out of sight. Vina cried until she had no tears left. She cursed herself for having children. Futility replaced the tiny bit of happiness Vina had mustered on the plantation. Here, she could at least offer her son a small measure of protection and love. Now Bernard would have to bear the pain and cruelties all by himself.
Bernard’s father, Coffey, fell into a deep depression after that night. An excellent worker, he languished in the fields, unmoved by the overseers’ whip. The events of that night ate away at the colonel’s heart. He realized the humiliation Coffey must have experienced and attempted to broker a peace when he came upon him one day, peeling husks from corn.
How’s that barley coming?
The colonel asked warmly.
Fair sir,
he answered, not looking up at him.
Should fetch a good price at market.
I reckon so,
Coffey replied in a weary voice, tossing another ear into the tub. The colonel lit his pipe, and seeing that forgiveness was not at hand, took a few puffs before moving on.
Bernard’s new masters took him to Medina County, Texas, where he endured the lash and the life of a slave for nine more years. He became accustomed to the sound of cracking whip. It startled him when he first arrived in Texas. Master Wilson’s people rarely set it to use, but not here in Medina County. The punishment was given freely, and his overseers were generous men. His new family told him to forget his people in Mississippi as if that life never existed. They were only trying to protect him, and they had no idea a war would break out among the states from which they’d all gain freedom. At the end of the great conflict, Bernard made an effort to find his real family.
But a hopeful reunion was not to be. Colonel Wilson had died a few years after that fateful night. His heirs sold their interest in the plantation, scattering Bernard’s people to the wind. Bernard had to swallow that awful bitterness.
In 1874, he married Rose Chapel, a local girl. He was a young man of maybe nineteen or twenty at the time, and his bride was only sixteen. He and Rose had seven children before a cholera outbreak took their lives. He watched them die one by one, including his wife. Only his eldest son, William, survived. With what remained of his family, Bernard moved up the road to Hondo.
Hondo was much like many small, cattle towns in Texas. Most people had lived in these parts for generations. Bernard remembered riding into town on the back of his master’s wagon and seeing this little corner of land covered with brush and briar patches. No one seemed to want this ground, and it wasn’t far from a Negro cemetery where Bernard had buried his mother and father. Not his blood parents, but the ones who looked after him when he came to Texas as a young boy. Bernard had paced out their graves from an old tree and laid some stones to mark their final resting places.
When Bernard had saved enough money, he purchased twenty acres from a local rancher. He looked out upon this corner of earth and smiled. They’d have to clear it of the Mesquite trees, fountain grass, and cactus, but it was his. Bernard had more than his father could ever have imagined; he had his freedom, some land, and a stake in his destiny. Bernard was born into slavery, and never imagined a time when he’d be a free man, never mind owning land. That was too big a wish. He had memories of chasing butterflies and climbing trees growing up. But he also remembered the master’s lash on his flesh, the pain, and the hurt of separation.
Now twenty years later, while working the mule team, Bernard took his shirt off and poured water on top of his head to cool off. It was a scorching hot day, and his grandsons sat under a shady tree and watched. They waved to him as he strapped his arms through the reins and passed them. It was then James saw the twisted flesh on his grandpa’s back.
What happened to you, Grandpa?
he asked, pointing to the disfigured skin.
He chuckled. You know why I call them white boys crackers?
No.
Cuz of how hard they crack that whip.
A cracker whipped you, Grandpa?
James asked, frowning.
Sho did, boy. For spilling some turpentine. Whipped the skin right off my bones. My momma saved my life. She knew how to treat them wounds, or your grandpa wouldn’t be here. And neither would you.
He smiled at him but turned suddenly serious. That’s why you don’t mess with none of them white folks. They are the meanest, angriest people I know.
EXODUS – GEORGIA, 1925
65499.png While James and his family were settling in Texas, Ellen and her husband Edgar Knight had decided to move from Georgia to California. She and Edgar took a three-day train ride west, arriving at the junction in Yuma before settling in Brawley. The stifling oppression of Georgia, where they both grew up, was now the past. The year the couple would leave the South, whites banished black families from the town of Jasper in nearby Forsyth County. It seemed the world was closing in around them as violence against the Negro escalated.
Ellen’s childhood memories of that part of Georgia were serene and peaceful. Dogwood trees lined the streets where children played. Folks waved to passersby, and people were quick to say hello. However, beyond the manicured hedges and church gatherings was an ugliness that weighed upon their consciousness.
Look at all these empty pews.
Alfred Adams said as he surveyed the nearly unoccupied church. Adams owned a small café in town.
Henry Evans drove off for Chicago just last week.
Added Andrew Nix, Ellen’s father.
Everybody leavin’,
Adams continued. Thomas Jones sold his place too.
I can’t see it being much better up North,
Nix interjected.
Tell that to the folks in Eudora. You hear about ole man Tobias getting lynch?
What you say!
Nix shouted.
Found him strung up along the river there. Both his eyes gouged out.
Andrew stood, his mouth agape. Lord, have mercy.
The news was more terrible than Adams shared. When they found Tobias, pieces of his body had been cut away–hands, feet, and sections of skin. All of them taken as ghastly souvenirs. And worse yet, no one had seen or heard from his wife and young children for several days. Everyone assumed the worst.
Andrew could not comprehend the depravity in white people’s souls to commit such heinous acts. Not even the life of an unborn was sacred as he heard of a few murdered pregnant women. Andrew was not one to drink, but he came home with the smell of alcohol on his breath after hearing this tragic news. Ellen’s mother, Clara Bell was upset at his late arrival. She had sat by the window for hours waiting for him.
I was worried about you.
I’m fine,
he snapped as he closed the door.
What’s gotten into you? Is that liquor on your breath?
Leave me be woman!
Andrew yelled. It shocked Ellen and her younger sister Odelle, to hear him speak to their mother this way. The girls knew their father as a gentle, hardworking man. That night, his anger came out to his family stronger than the anguish and hopelessness he felt.
It seemed no matter how the Negroes bent, gave, acquiesced, appeased, or avoided white people, they were continuously subjected to their violent whims. Ellen could not comprehend such hatred. Most white people she knew were polite and friendly, but she wondered if one of them would someday want to lynch her, too.
The impact of the seething hatred in the South revealed itself in the many Sunday sermons devoted to staying strong and finding faith in the Lord. Worry took over their thoughts each time a loved one left home for the smallest of errands. But it was not only Jim Crow that Ellen wanted to escape. She did not want the same life as her mother and grandmother. Though times were good and they had all that they needed--a nice home, friends, love, and clean clothes, Ellen longed to make her way and not only be known as one of Mr. Nix’s girls. She did not want to raise other people’s children and clean their homes.
Ellen and Edgar were high school sweethearts. He was a man of few words with soft eyes, a thin mustache, and smooth, sepia-colored skin. Edgar was the kind of person everyone wanted to have as a friend. He planned to set up his law practice in Atlanta but got work as a technician while studying for the state bar exam. Ellen would joke that he would become the fifth black lawyer in the whole state if he passed.
Edgar was good with machinery. It seemed to be in his blood, but he struggled to reconcile his fear of white people and his place in the world. He had