I Deserve Better: The Real and Raw Truth on Relationships, Friendships, and All Connections in Between
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Maz Dela Cerna shares her insights and tips on how to recognise the core issues in relationships and make changes for the better. Maz guides you through the journey of getting unstuck and picking yourself back up from relationships that can be damaging, while learning to cultivate your existing connections. By sharing snippets of her own personal experiences and lessons that she has learnt along the way, this will give you another perspective that can guide you to find your own answers.
The universe has a funny way of working out. Only if we allow it to. It doesn’t have to work against us, it can work with us. You have the power to create the life and the relationships you want. You can get better and you do deserve better.
Maz Dela Cerna
Maz Dela Cerna is an inspirational speaker, blogger, YouTuber, and self-development coach. With a history of abuse, drug addiction, weight gain, and trauma, she changed her life around when she lost 30kg and went on to become a bikini competitor and sponsored ProTeam Australia athlete. Her physical transformation triggered a spiritual and emotional awakening forcing her to look within and dig into subconscious thought patterns and behaviours. From what started as documenting and sharing her journey on YouTube and Instagram, Maz is now the founder of the Phoenix Rising Collective and coaches people around the world to uncover and remove their self-limiting beliefs, self-destructive thoughts, and break toxic cycles. Maz also coaches people to turn their hurt to happy and their pain to purpose so that they too can create their own passion-based business. Maz has been featured in Oxygen magazine, Lifehack.org, ThoughtCatalog, The Financial Gazette and Australian News Today.
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I Deserve Better - Maz Dela Cerna
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Balboa Press rev. date: 10/12/2020
CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION
PART 1
HOW TO RECOGNIZE WHEN IT’S TIME TO LEAVE
• That soul connection
• But they said they loved me
• Second-guessing
• Friend or foe
PART 2
ONE STEP AT A TIME
• Putting things into perspective
• Battle of the head and heart
• When future you and present you align
• The art of acceptance
PART 3
YOU CAN COME OUT ON THE OTHER SIDE
• Getting out of bed is hard
• Push and pull
• When one door closes
• Omg there’s a whole wide world out there
AFTERWORD
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
WORK WITH THE AUTHOR
INTRODUCTION
I was inspired to write this book because I know how hard it is to be stuck in cycles. With colleagues, friends, family, and especially relationships. The people we surround ourselves with play a massive role in the state of our current environment. I want to help you see things a little more clearly.
The purpose of this book is not to tell you what to do, nor is it to make you leave someone. My intention is to give you insight, clarity, those Aha
moments, and revelations. This book is written to make you think. My intention is for you to become enlightened and learn a little more about yourself and the ones around you through sharing my mistakes and lessons. I hope that by showing you another perspective, I can help you on your own journey. We all deserve love and we all deserve to be the best version of ourselves.
If you have picked up this book, it means you are ready. It’s time for you to get the love you deserve and it’s time for you to become who you are meant to be.
Because you deserve better.
PART 1
How to recognize
when it’s time to leave
THAT SOUL CONNECTION
Have you ever met someone and instantly felt a strong pull toward them? When you first meet them, there’s an undeniable spark and an intense attraction that you both can’t deny.
The meeting is somehow like a fairy tale out of a book or romance movie. It was like you both were at the right place at the right time and there was no way you would’ve met otherwise. This doesn’t happen in real life. You think to yourself, can this actually be real?
Everything about your meeting seems as if it was divinely guided and orchestrated by a higher power. The synchronicities are more than you have ever seen in your life and it’s like the universe is showing you both sign after sign. You both can’t help but think you have finally met your match. The one you have both waited for your whole lives. Could this be the one?
As you spend more time together, you realize the chemistry is off the charts and you both have so much in common. You start to open up and share your childhoods, backgrounds, and past experiences. You grow even closer because you can relate to each other. It’s like no one else has ever got you
and understood you as they have. The sex is unreal, and the conversations flow endlessly. It feels like you have found the ultimate lover and best friend all in one person.
Then somewhere along the line, you notice you’re both arguing and fighting on what seems like a daily basis. You have stopped seeing your friends and doing the things you love because all your energy is spent breaking up and making up. You’re sick of having to repeat yourself and fight about things that aren’t even worth a fight. You’re no longer happy and everyone around you notices.
No matter how hard you try to be patient and talk to them, it always ends in another argument. You notice your health and wellbeing are being affected and you feel drained all the time. You’re exhausted. You start to drift from your loved ones. Your family and friends ask if everything is okay and you tell them you’re fine. You tell them you’re only tired and it’s nothing. But deep down, you don’t want to say anything because you’re ashamed. Yet the pull toward your partner is so strong you can’t understand how such a beautiful union has turned into something so toxic.
The fights are far from mere disagreements. Somehow, they trigger you like you have never experienced, and you see a side of yourself that even you have never seen before. How can someone bring out the worst in you? How are they making you so angry and frustrated all the time? Why is there so much drama? There’s no need for this.
As you try to speak to them with honest and patient communication, it seems the changed behavior only lasts for a moment and you are both back in the same cycle, and each time the fights get worse. The arguing gets louder and the reactions are no longer coming from a place of love but anger. No matter how much you try to make it work, it’s like you are both stuck on a never-ending hamster wheel spinning into an infinity of fighting.
Deep down, you know you only have two choices; accept this for what it is and accept that this is how your lives are, or get off the spinning hamster wheel and break the cycle. You already know it won’t get better; you’ve tried multiple times. The connection is so intense, and the love is so real, yet how can it be so detrimental to your soul? How did you both get to this point?
Do you stay? Do you leave? Do you try just one more time for the hundredth time? Do you give up on trying to have a healthy relationship and just accept there are issues you both can’t resolve? Do you let yourself spiral down into the unhappy or do you cut the ties and end it?
SOUL MATES ARE LESSONS
A lot of people think soulmates are forever but, in my opinion, we meet multiple soulmates in our lifetime. They can come as friends, family members, colleagues, and lovers. Soulmates are the people we have an instant connection with. You know they’re different from the rest. Something special sets them apart and you both have a feeling you have known each other forever.