Into the Dark
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Matthew has come with his mother to the north Norfolk coast where she has rented a cottage in the grounds of an abandoned old manor-house. A local boy, Roly, becomes his guide through a lonely and mysterious landscape of dunes and creeks and sea. These and the derelict mansion begin to haunt Matthew's imagination and he gradually senses a shadow of fear lurking beneath his deepening friendship with Roly. The truth proves to be stranger than anything he could have foreseen.
In this haunting story with a richly poetic climax, Nicholas Wilde, a master of the English ghost story, deftly combines a supernatural theme with a sensitive understanding of the emotions of a twelve-year-old boy as he explores the joys and the hurts of friendship, the reaching out, and the letting go.
Nicholas Wilde
Nicholas Wilde was born and educated in Cheltenham and went on to King’s College, Cambridge. He was Head of German at The Leys School in Cambridge. As well as writing and illustrating his own books, he has spent more than fifty years collecting, researching and curating The Nicholas Wilde Collection: a fine preservation archive of Two Hundred Years of Boyhood, a field in which he has long been recognised as an authority. His collection of books and artefacts is noted as being of national importance. Nicholas Wilde’s second novel, Death Knell, is a locked room murder mystery in the classic style. His third, Down Came a Blackbird, was adapted for television for ITV and nominated for the Carnegie Medal.
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Into the Dark - Nicholas Wilde
INTO THE DARK
Nicholas Wilde
© Nicholas Wilde, 1987, 2021
Hardback - 978-1-9168846-0-1
Nicholas Wilde is identified as the author of this book. The moral rights of the author have been asserted in accordance with sections 77 and 78 of the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act, 1988. All rights reserved. Except for short extracts for study or review purposes, no part of this publication may be reproduced without the prior written permission of the author or the publisher.
First published 1987 – Collins
2021 edition – Camera Journal
Cover designed by Paul Sutton
Cover photograph © Nicholas Wilde
INTO THE DARK
One
‘Can you see it yet? It can’t be far now! Promise you’ll tell me when you first see it!’
‘Of course I’ll tell you, Matt. It’ll be another ten minutes yet, I should think, though how I’m supposed to find my way
about with all these twisty roads I can’t imagine. It’s like the back of beyond.’
Matthew swallowed his rising excitement, yielding his body to the tug and thrust of the car as his mother tackled the bends. Then he leaned his head on the half-open window to his left, closing his eyes against the inrush of August air. The rattle of household goods in the cardboard boxes behind him was swept away and he strained his ears outward into the dark. Perhaps he would hear it soon. Smell it.
‘You’ll get ear-ache, love.’
‘No I won’t. You couldn’t get ear-ache from this sort of air. It’s so clean.’
‘It’s air just the same.’
‘London could be millions of miles away, couldn’t it?’
‘It probably is, the hours we seem to’ve been driving. Push the window up, there’s a good boy, I can’t think what my hair looks........ like.’
The glass knifed its way upward and chopped the wind dead. In the back seat, the crockery and saucepans began to chatter again.
‘Can you see it yet, Mum?’
‘I can’t see much at all, not even another car. You wouldn’t think it was 1987, would you, these roads are like years ago. There hasn’t even been a signpost for ages, we could be anywhere.’
‘No we couldn’t. This is the road all right, leading us straight there. I can feel it.’
A wave of excitement propelled him forward, and he fumbled among the maps and sweets in the glove-compartment until his hand found what it wanted. The paper slipped from its envelope with an important rustle and crackled open under his fingers. He clutched it in his lap and read from memory, staring out ahead into the darkness.
‘ "Malham Cottage, let on a weekly basis for the Spring and Summer season. £70 per week including electricity. All conveniences. Everything provided.
"Malham Cottage is set in the extensive grounds of Malham Hall, in the village of Malham on the North Norfolk coast. Unspoilt countryside and immediate access to Malham Creek, the saltmarshes and sea.
"Key available on arrival from Mrs Weaver in the adjoining cottage." ’
‘Thank you, love, that’s only the tenth time I’ve heard it since we started out. It won’t get us there any quicker, you know.’
‘Yes it will.’
Yes it would. For weeks he had felt the same secret thrill every time he’d spoken the words aloud. Malham Creek. The saltmarshes. They were a magic spell. It was as if the very sound of them brought the strange, unknown places nearer. Gently, he slid the paper back into the envelope and returned it to the dashboard, sealing it away with a click.
His mother reached out and squeezed his hand, more to reassure herself than him, he felt. He sensed her mounting nervousness.
‘I hope it’s all right, Matt. I’m almost beginning to wish I hadn’t seen the advertisement. I hope you won’t be disappointed. It’s not like Southend, I shouldn’t think, it’s only a village and there won’t be many people and ice-creams and things.’
‘That’s why it’ll be nice.’
‘I thought you liked Southend?’
The alarmed note in her voice put him on his guard.
‘Oh I do, Mum, it’s great. But this’ll be a change, that’s all. Different.’
The memories of daytrips to Southend crowded in on him again, the only holidays he’d ever known. She had gone there for his sake, he knew, so that he could say at school that he’d had a holiday like the others; if it hadn’t been for him she would have been glad to stay at home, to put her feet up
after a full week’s work. How could he tell her now how he’d hated it? The long coach-ride early on Saturday morning, then on foot along the promenade past the screaming rattle of the games-arcades. Clinging to her hand as his only anchor against the surge of bodies and noise and heat and smell. Sick with fear that she would loose her hold and leave him;
sick with the ice-cream that he knew she couldn’t really afford; and, worst of all, having to smile all the time, until his face hurt, in case she looked at him to see if he was happy. Perhaps it would have been different if he’d had a father. Perhaps she wouldn’t have had to try so hard.
Cautiously he reached up and eased open the window to a finger’s breadth. The cool air rushed in against his ear and Southend was whistled away into the past.
‘It’ll be different all right, Matt. There’s still not a soul in sight anywhere. Oh well, never mind, we’ll find things to do. I’ll take you down to the beach.’
‘It’s probably miles if it’s the other side of the saltmarshes, and you’re on your feet all day in the canteen. You always say they’re killing you. You just have a good week’s rest-up. Don’t worry about me, I’ll be OK.’
‘Well, we’ll see. It seems a funny idea, really, living in somebody else’s house. I don’t know if I’ll be able to get used to it.’
‘Lots of people do it. Lots of people at school rent places every summer.’
‘It still seems funny. I mean, why should anybody want strangers traipsing all over their house?’
‘For seventy quid, probably. Hey, I wonder if anyone’d fancy living in ours for a London holiday? We could offer it cut price.’
His mother chuckled.
‘We’d have to. We’d have to pay them seventy quid, I should think, for putting up with it. I can just see the ad: Number 73 Byron Rise, luxury holiday council flat, immediate access to three square foot of garden and washing-line. All conveniences thrown in free, including noise of next door’s dog, and Jim and Rita Parkes arguing half the night underneath.’
‘Well I like it.’
‘Oh it’s not so bad, I suppose. You get used to your own things. That’s why it’s so funny leaving it all behind.’
Matthew grinned, turning his head in the direction of the heaving boxes on the back seat.
‘You must be joking! We’ve brought most of it with us!’
‘Well you never know with these places. It says everything’s provided, but people’ve got different ideas. And, anyway, I don’t fancy using other people’s stuff. It mightn’t be clean. I’m going to give it a good going-over when we get there.’
‘Oh Mum, this is supposed to be a holiday!’
‘That’s why I want to enjoy it. I can’t enjoy it till I’ve got things straight. I only hope we don’t have to boil the drinking-water. Molly from the canteen says they always do when they go to Spain. Anyway, I’ve brought some tummy tablets in case.’
‘Oh honestly, Norfolk’s not exactly abroad, is it?’
But he knew how she felt. Her nervousness and his own tingling excitement were one and the same. It was like being abroad in a way, after all – an adventure, sleeping away from home for the first time in strange surroundings, a first step into the unknown.
Soon, now.
The whine of the engine and the backward thrust on his body told him they were going uphill, not steeply, but gradually and steadily. The low gear thrummed through him, increasing the pressure on his ears and the thrill of tension in his spine. In a moment they would be at the top. He held his breath, preparing himself for his mother’s cry, for the lurch in his stomach which would signal that the final barrier had been crossed, that the end was in sight. Can you see it yet? Promise you’ll tell me when you first see it! In every nerve of his body he knew that the cry would come.
In the next instant, it came, jolting him upwards as the car leapt over the ridge, suspending him weightless above the scene he had dreamt of.
‘The sea, Matt! It’s the sea!’
He thrust himself forward against his seat-belt, clenching his eyes.
‘Tell me what it’s like! Tell me! Describe it!’
‘Oh, it’s so grand, Matt! Big and grand, and right far out. So different!’
‘What sort of different?’
‘Well, just different. From Southend, I mean. So empty. I’ve never seen anything like it, it’s that peaceful.’
‘What colour is it? Describe the colour!’
‘Not blue. More grey, really. Bluey grey. And light, Matt, much lighter than it is up here.’
‘Tell me some more!’
‘It’s big, it goes all the way along on the other side of the rushes, all the way from left to right with the lights of the village in front. We’re going straight down towards it.’
‘What does it feel like from up here? Describe what it feels like!’
‘Oh, love, I have described it. You know I’m no good at describing.’
Hardly perceptible below the excitement, a sob caught at her voice. Matthew sank back in his seat, his eyes still closed, and controlled his panting chest. Then he swung himself towards her and buried his face in her shoulder.
‘That’s great, Mum! Thanks. Fast now. Really fast downhill. Straight towards it!’
The old Austin sped seaward. In the back seat the last memories of London jostled and chattered for attention in their cardboard boxes, but their efforts were drowned in the roar of the engine. Then a shudder of gears and a left-hand turning, swivelling him sideways, and the downward thrust was over. They were on level road.
‘It’s the village, Matt. There’s the first houses coming up soon on the left.’
He lifted his head, speaking close to his mother’s ear.
‘What’s on the right?’
‘Nothing. Nothing but the rushes, and the sea far out.’
‘Stop the car.’
‘But it might take a while to find it. We don’t want to be late.’
‘Please! Just for a minute.’
The tyres swished to a stop and the engine juddered into silence, a silence so sudden that it took the breath away. Without a word, Matthew unfastened his seat-belt and stepped out.
‘Don’t go away from the car, mind.’
For a whole minute he remained where he stood, arms crossed against the roof, eyes pressed shut, facing outward to the last of the light. A smell of salt and seaweed drifted
inland on the air. There was no sound anywhere but the wind and the rushes, and far off, farther than anything he’d ever known, the long cry of a gull, which was the spell of the sea.
He smiled. It was real, then. Malham Creek. The saltmarshes. Places conjured up inside him for so long by the touch of the letter and the sound of the words, until they had become part of him. But he was here now, like part of them. In everything about him there was a note of welcome, like a long-awaited welcome home.
‘Come on, Matt, we can’t keep Mrs Weaver waiting up.’
He turned away and settled himself back in the car. The engine broke the silence.
‘You were right, Mum. It isn’t a bit like Southend.’
‘But it’s all right, isn’t it? You’re not disappointed?’
‘Disappointed? You’re joking. It’s just what I knew it’d be. Perfect.’
‘Still, don’t talk too soon. We haven’t seen the cottage yet.’ But her voice sounded pleased and hopeful.
‘That’ll be perfect too. You wait.’
The car pulled forward towards the village and soon the pitch of its motor changed, tense and hollow, echoing back from between the houses. Suddenly Matthew frowned.
‘Have you told Mrs Weaver, Mum? About me, I mean?’
‘Well of course I have, in my letter. I told her there’d be the two of us.’
‘But did you tell her what to expect? So she won’t get the jitters when she sees me?’
‘Oh I’m sure I did. And it doesn’t matter anyway. Gracious me, there’s nothing for anyone to get jittery about.’
He turned his eyes aside and stared blankly into the darkness, wondering. Wondering whether his mother was right. Whether people in Norfolk were used to the blind.
Two
Light and darkness, these he could distinguish. But only as shadows, grey shadows on the back of his eyes, no more. Day-shadows and night-shadows. And sometimes, brief and unexpected, blurred outlines, ghosts of denser grey, trees and houses, figures in the sunlight; but whether of things half seen or merely half remembered, he couldn’t tell. Still, they gave the doctors and the teachers at his ‘special school’ hope. Just one more little operation, Matthew, and we may be lucky, you never know.
No, he never knew, not for certain. And so he put it from his mind as best he could, not daring to hope too much, happy to make friends with the world in his own way, with ears and nose and fingers.
‘Oh dear, we’re here, love. There’s a sign on the left in the bushes. Malham Hall and Cottages.
’
The car seat tugged him sideways then bumped his stomach upward.
‘What’s it like?’
‘I can’t see yet, it’s a sort of driveway by the looks of things.’
The tyres munched on gravel, spitting out the stones at the base of the car.
‘Blimey, Matt, this can’t be the right way, can it?’
On both sides the swish and squawk of branches on the windows whipped the cardboard boxes into a frenzy of excitement. Matthew slid himself forward again to the dashboard, reading the darkness with his ears.
‘It is. I’m sure it is if it said it was. It’s just a bit overgrown, that’s all.’
‘You can say that again. Gracious knows what these branches and things are doing to the car.’
‘Just doing