The Memory Tree
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2084: In a post-apocalyptic world controlled by UniCorp, where the memory of the “genetically inferior” has been chemically tampered with, Alowa escapes her captivity as a dispenser. She is sheltered in the reservation where dangers abound and her fears grow that she might be an “immigrant” – a bioengineered facsimi
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The Memory Tree - Glenn Haybittle
Part One
2084
1
Alowa and Nya enter Suite 911. Suite 911 repeats every other executive suite in the dome. Everything streamlined, recessed, encoded, computer-plotted. Inside, three adolescent boys in hygiene suits are watching media streaming of History. Alowa’s heart quickens as she dares a glance at the exotic images on the wall. Women with beaded hair in bright painted clothes dancing beneath the moon and stars to a pulsing drum. A pulsing drum that enters Alowa’s bloodflow as a kind of entreaty. It’s all she can do not to sway her body in time to the hypnotic rhythm of the drum. The hypnotic heartbeat rhythm of the drum. She wants to respond to a memory of a dance in her feet, in her hips and in the muscles of her legs.
Access to streaming of History is denied all cash neutrals.
The things I have thought. Gone. The things I have seen. Gone. The things I have done. Gone. My face in the glass.
How may we be of service?
asks Nya.
Alowa feels a prickling wet patch developing beneath her armpits. She has no memory of any of these executive sons. But she has a bad feeling. An agitated pulse in a vein somewhere in her body. In her head she names the boys A, B and C.
Boy B, who has hair the colour of egg yolk, asks, Are they immigrants?
Boy A says, You are so naïve, Hal.
Well, are they?
You tell me.
Boy A looks into Alowa’s eyes. Which one do we choose?
Why not both?
Because how are we going to explain the disappearance of two chattels?
Boy C speaks for the first time. If it comes to that how are we going to explain the disappearance of one chattel?
It was your idea.
Boy A swipes his wrist. The dancing women vanish from the wall. Replaced by grainy monochrome footage of nature into which acrylic colour begins to bleed. The camera stalks over trees and bushes. Trees and bushes dusted in white powder. Alowa tries to remember what this white powder is called. She has the knowledge somewhere in her neural archives but cannot access it. The things I have thought. Gone. My face in the glass.
Then the camera zooms in on three animals. Alowa does not recognise them except as animals but the nonchalance and restrained power of their movements is mesmerising.
There are the lions,
says Boy A. About a hundred yards from the chute exit.
Alowa catches Boy C staring at her legs, the naked zone above her red vinyl boots and below her red vinyl skirt.
So, which one is it to be? Which one are we going to remove from the database?
How about eeny, meeny, miney, moe?
Alowa’s neck muscles stiffen inside her Unity collar.
I say the less attractive of the two,
says Boy A.
It’s wrong to wish with all her neural circuitry that Nya is the least attractive but Alowa’s skin prickles hot and cold with the shame of this wish.
Boy A scans Alowa’s face and then looks at Nya. In that case, this one.
Okay,
says Boy C. You get her feet.
Boy A squats down in front of Nya. You are programmed to obey my commands,
he tells her. Nya, Alowa can tell, is caught between a natural impulse to struggle and the sacred Unity pledge of obedience. Boys B and C help Boy A bring Nya down. Alowa stands wishing she were invisible. The boys pick her friend Nya up by her feet and shoulders. Nya pleads with them not to do this. She looks at Alowa. There is nothing in Alowa’s memory she can draw upon to help her through this ordeal. The things I have thought. Gone. The way her friend Nya looks at her makes Alowa’s collar chaff at the skin at the back of her neck. It makes her skin bristle with too much sensitivity. Like when the overseer cuts her nails or hair. She watches the boys activate the emergency exit chute in the wall. Watches them carry Nya there. Watches them force her head inside the oblong hole. Then shove the rest of her body into the portal until finally her twitching feet in the red vinyl boots disappear too. Her friend Nya’s cry of alarm is more full-blooded than any noise Alowa has ever heard but it quickly becomes thin and is finally sucked away like a hygiene flush. The boys have all turned to look at the grainy footage of outside on the wall. They have forgotten about her. They have forgotten about Alowa.
Alowa watches the film. Nya tumbles out of a gash in the wall and lies in a crumpled heap. Alowa is relieved to see Nya get to her feet. Alowa feels her friend’s indecision in her own muscles. Alowa feels more inside her friend’s body than inside her own. Except she feels guilt. Like a sludge sucking at her thoughts.
The camera pans out. The animals have been alerted. They begin moving stealthily towards Nya. Fanning out in a semi-circle as if this is something they have discussed and settled on as the best plan of action.
Boy A says, What would you do if you were her now?
Boy B says, Try and get back in the chute?
Boy A says, You’d just slide back down into their jaws.
Boy C says, I’d climb a tree.
Boy B says, Can lions not climb trees?
Boy A says, You’re so naïve, Hal.
Alowa has been watching the animals move towards Nya. She sees the expression she knows is on her own face on her friend Nya’s face. She is startled by how vividly she is imagining herself into Nya’s body, into Nya’s mind. It’s as if they are one and the same person. That’s how her heartbeat is experiencing the moment.
The animals are all crouched down low in the powdered white scrub. Watching Nya. Alowa isn’t sure if Nya can see them. The tension down there is fed up into Alowa’s own body as if she, Nya and the beasts are all wired into the same circuitry.
Then one of the lions nonchalantly lets itself be seen by Nya. Nya edges away from it, towards the two crouched down in the grass to her right. When the more brazen of the beasts breaks into a canter Nya runs, straight into the ambush. One of the animals jumps up onto her shoulders and brings her to the ground. Alowa turns away just as a splash of blood spatters the gleam of white powder on the ground.
Alowa acts before thinking. Something she has never done before in memory. She slaps Boy A in the face. For a moment he is too stunned to react. She too is rooted to the spot by incredulity. She has committed the cardinal sin. Then she is being wrestled to the ground. She too is shoved into the chute. Her body shuttled down through a black void by a force she has no knowledge of or power to resist.
When she gets to her feet everything is more bright and strange than dreams. It is the first time she can remember being outside. Her first time under the sky. Her breath visible on the chill air is one wonder. The scent of the earth is another wonder. The things I have thought. Gone. The things I have seen. Gone. The things I have done. Gone. My face in the glass. The lions are about fifteen feet away. Feeding on her friend Nya. Alowa sees Nya’s unseeing eyes are wide open. All three animals look up at her. Alowa feels everything within quickening and everything without slowing down. As if a Unity needle has entered her vein. Adrenalin surges into her muscles. But Alowa doesn’t move. Despite the wild throbbing pulse in her veins. She pretends she is invisible. She pretends she is erasing herself in smoke. An image that has mysteriously streamed into her mind. She looks down at the trail of her friend Nya’s blood. She remembers what Boy B said. I’d climb a tree. The animals have returned to feeding. She edges towards the nearest tree. The novel crunch and slide of a surface taking an imprint of her footsteps. The first branch of the nearest tree is beyond the reach of her hands even if she stands on tiptoes. But there is a vine wreathed around the crooked trunk. Alowa reaches up for a tendril and hangs suspended for a moment. Testing its strength to support her weight. And then she hears a noise. Except it isn’t really a noise. More like the silence heightening to a new pitch. More like a displacement of the air. But she suddenly feels something magnetised to her with murderous intent.
The animal with burning eyes is padding towards her. She heaves herself up. Her heart is pushing through her chest. The beast is no more than six feet away from her. Its smell reaches her at the same time she hears its breathing. It makes a deep ferocious noise that resounds in the chill air. It’s the most powerful and frightening noise Alowa’s body has ever had to withstand.
Alowa sits pinioned in the crook of the branch. She is so cold her thoughts seem to be floating away from her body. Floating up towards a solitary silver point visible through the grey haemorrhage of sky. For the first time it occurs to her that her thoughts might be more durable than her body.
Inside the UniCorp dome where Alowa dispenses her good will the temperature is always the same. Alowa has never experienced cold. She doesn’t understand how it thieves inside her body and then begins to take her body away.
The beast is still down there. Avoiding eye contact. It exerts a pulsating allure. Never has anything demanded so much space in Alowa’s mind. There is no room for anything else. Alowa thinks that if she talks to the animal it might change its mind about her. Understand she deserves sympathy, that she is a loyal dispenser of good will. She tells it she bears it no ill will for eating her friend Nya, though this, of course, is a lie. It is the first lie Alowa can ever remember telling. She finds it doesn’t distress her to tell a lie as much as the overseer led her to believe it would. She tells the animal, with a note of indignation that is also new to her, that there is more to her than just calories. I have a heart,
she says. I have feelings.
The beast yawns while she speaks to it and she looks down into its bloodstained mouth with the deadly curving canines. Otherwise it prowls back and forth around the tree, ignoring everything she says. Then it reaches up for her. Rests its two front paws on the trunk of the tree. Primeval claws. Drool ebbing out from its mouth. Its smell catching at the back of her throat. For a moment she thinks it is going to climb up the trunk.
Another flurry of white starflakes begin falling down. They settle on her eyelashes. She licks at them as they slide down onto her lips. Soon she can no longer see even the coloured neon logos of the domes. The animal pads off. As if these wet white flakes carry some kind of menace. Or perhaps it is trying to trick her into climbing down? Alowa wonders if the overseers will come looking for her. The tracking chip in her collar will tell them where she is. Or perhaps they will think the lions have eaten her, like they ate her friend Nya.
Soon there is no longer any feeling in her body and she is no longer aware of where her limbs stop and the tree begins. Everything seems to go out of focus. The world becomes a smell. A thick pungent earthy smell that flickers light into Alowa’s mind, a guttering image.
Look how beautiful the flames are, Alowa. Look how beautiful my naked body is, Alowa. Are you looking at my naked body? I’m dancing towards you.
The light bleeds away. The image of the naked boy fades. Alowa knows she has to move or the cold will kill her. I have a heart. I have feelings. My face in the glass. She climbs down from the tree. Smoke seems to lift off the black swell of the trees and foliage. She feels the darkness enter her. And then extend her out into the surrounding silence. As if it is a medium that allows her to flow out into it. Alowa strains her eyes into the shadows. Her ears pricked like a night creature in peril. Her skin tells her the lions are awake. Her skin tells her the lions are aware of her presence. Her skin tells her that the lions are listening to her fear. The wild throbbing pulse in her veins. She pictures the lions about eight hundred yards away, over to her right. Crouched down in the long grass. She pictures them forming into a hunting party. Working as a team. Noses lifted. To catch her scent. To sniff out her fear. Three lionesses.
The dry bracken dusted with white flakes beneath her feet crackles. Shadow unfurls from her like smoke. Look how beautiful the flames are, Alowa. Look how beautiful my naked body is, Alowa. Are you looking at my naked body? I’m dancing towards you. The memory edges towards her and then wanes. A blurred image she can’t bring into focus. She feels the presence and smell of the smoke. The smoke seems to envelop her. Making her limbs feel lighter and lighter. The memory freezes her to the spot. Even when she senses a crackle of current move just beneath the surface of the earth. Over to her right. She thinks she senses the black grass sway. Something she feels rather than sees. She hears the rustle of agitated foliage. She still has the sensation of being shrouded in smoke. Her instinct is to run. But she remains a statue. She feels the muscles in her abdomen contract, her blood thicken like melted candle wax in her veins. Then a black shadow bolts out into her field of vision. A living creature scared out of its wits. Behind it is an explosion of power that comes surging towards her. The lioness appears within six feet of her. Both a whirlwind blur and the most vivid thing she has ever seen. It charges by her. Ignoring her, as if she is invisible. As if she is shrouded in smoke, as if she smells not of skin and blood but of smoke.
2
You passed out. Hypothermia. Lucky we found you. Me, Spoon and Bolt were out scavenging. In the lion park. We carried you here. I took off your Unity collar. So they won’t know where you are. They’ll think the lions got you.
Alowa has just woken up. Her mind a torpor of cloudy sediment. Her blood anticipating the kickstart of morning medication – the o-zone capsule. Her hand goes to her neck. The collar is an echo there. Still there but gone. The collar is your identity. Without it, you are a fugitive and will be terminated. Her heartrate increases. Her skin flushes. The absence of her collar floods her with fear. The things I have thought. Gone. The things I have seen. Gone. The things I have done. Gone. She sits up. There are noises above her. Like an irregular heartbeat. High up over her head. A boy is kneeling by her side. For a moment she thinks he is the boy she saw taking off his clothes in the smoke. The boy she still can’t remember. This boy is wearing a black hood that covers his face except his nose and mouth. He has blackened teeth and a spittle of saliva on his lower lip.
She throws off the piece of plastic sheeting covering her. She jumps to her feet. She bows. How may I serve you?
she says uncertainly.
You don’t have to serve me. We are all equals here. No masters, no slaves.
He pats her arm, as if seeking to guide her to embrace the kindness in his eyes.
Where am I?
District 17 of the reservation. My name is Digger. I’m a hacker. That’s a secret I’ve told you. To build trust.
The boy removes his hood and leans forward into the light of the fire. His skin is like the delicate wrinkled white petals of a flower. Don’t worry. I don’t have the sickness. You must be used to well-nourished people. Working in one of the domes. I’m afraid that isn’t the case here. We’re all starved. We’re cash neutrals. What’s more, they say all us cash neutrals are medicated to keep us compliant and the medication damages the ecology of our minds. We lose our long term memory. That’s why we’ve stopped eating their rations here. We grow and catch our own. On the roof is where we grow our nutrients. Hidden from the spy drones. They say all our most important memories are stored in our bodies and with the right training and discipline we can retrieve them all.
Can I ask you a question?
Of course.
Am I an immigrant?
I don’t know. You might be. I don’t mind, even if you are.
What is an immigrant?
It’s slang for a bioengineered facsimile of a human being. You know, an individual whose neuropaths are plotted by computer chips. Or something like that. Apparently you have to understand consciousness as information. Once it’s been understood as information, encoded as ones and zeroes, it can be archived and uploaded. I’ve never seen an immigrant. At least not to my knowledge. There was a girl where I worked who was accused of being an immigrant but I don’t think she was. I think it was just my co-workers being cruel again.
How can you tell an immigrant from a normal person?
I don’t know. I guess it’s a feeling they give you of something not quite being right.
Do I give you that feeling?
No. I like you.
Thank you.
Tell me what it was like working for The Black Snake.
The Black Snake?
UniCorp. It’s what we call them here in the reservation. They fucked up the whole world. They are a freemasonry of the rich and powerful. A complicit and elite minority of greedy power-crazed executives. For decades they sponsored and organised terrorism and hazardous environmental projects that caused catastrophic natural disasters. And when they had whipped up enough fear and division and poverty they took over. One by one sovereign countries were replaced by militarised authoritarian states. All run by UniCorp. And that’s what we have now. The ethos of UniCorp is short term gain at the expense of long term consequence. Short term memory at the expense of any kind of detailed overview. Obviously they’ve erased your memory. I’m curious to know what it’s like to be on the inside.
Alowa has no idea what he’s talking about. The things I have thought. Gone. The things I have seen. Gone. The things I have done. Gone. Her ignorance leaves her without a voice.
My ignorance leaves me without a voice,
she says.
That was their weapon. Ignorance. One consequence of ignorance is that it misdirects anger. This is what our ancestors did. They blamed people in the same boat for their dwindling autonomy. They fought among themselves. Our ancestors have a lot to answer for. But you shouldn’t blame yourself. They’ve obviously tampered with you.
Can I go outside? I’ve never been outside. Except when the lions ate my friend.
Of course. But go into the backyard. It’s dangerous out in the district. We need to verse you in its customs before we let you out there on your own.
Outside a powdery mist shrouds a long high-walled enclosure. In the near distance she can see flames. She walks towards them. An old man is standing by a mound of burning leaves. He is ushering the smoke up into his face. He is a wizened old man blackened with dirt. Wearing loose scarecrow clothes. His filthy breeches have clotted paint stains. Bright greens and reds. The sleeves of his coat are so large they look like black wings when he lifts his arms. He is an old man until he smiles when he seems to become much younger.
Greetings,
she says. It’s what she has been trained to say to strangers whose authority is ambivalent.
Hello Alowa. I’m glad the lionesses liked you.
They ate my friend Nya.
Sometimes we have to part company with our friends. It’s the only way the next part of the story can begin.
Do you live here with Digger?
You can call me the janitor, Alowa. The smoke brought you here. I think you know that even if you don’t recognise me yet. I am to remain a secret to everyone else. You’re never to talk to anyone else about the things I say to you. I’m going to help you recover your memories. To do this I’m going to teach you how to enter your dreams and manipulate them. Because there is a dance inside you, Alowa. And you have to learn this dance again. Be quiet for a moment and tell me what you hear.
Alowa does as she’s told.
I can hear a distant ringing in my ears.
They did this to you, Alowa. They anaesthetised you. It’s what they do. That tone you hear in your ears is the sound of you sleeping. The sleeper in you needs to awaken. Your mind is nothing at present but a running stream of text updates, Alowa. Isn’t that so? You’ve lost all your pictures. Come closer. Let the smoke envelop you.
The old man begins to make bewitching moments of dance among the smoke. A wind arrives and lifts some of the burning leaves high into the air. Fiery red sparks dance in the air. The leaves float and swirl about in the air. The old man is studying Alowa closely. Alowa is mesmerised by the dance of the sparks and the leaves.
Now sit down here by the smoke.
He is fanning the smoke towards her. It makes her cough and then it makes her drowsy. Her eyelids flutter. Her head slumps forward.
She is close to moving water. Salt on her lips. This is how the dream begins. A man in a surgical mask wields a primitive knife. He draws a line with the blade across her arm. Bubbles of blood emerge and run into a hot trickle towards her elbow. Cruel-eyed dirty white birds hover and fight and screech. Then she is in the water. She has to swim to the opposite bank. A grandstand of spectators behind her. A low hum of excited anticipation. A drone low in the sky overhead. There are about fifty other swimmers in the water. It surprises her that she knows how to swim. She enjoys the sensation of marrying her body and her will. Her body obeying commands she doesn’t need to think about. Her breaststrokes become ever more fluent. She has never felt so gracefully in possession of her body, so exalted in it. Then something flashes across her field of vision. A war party of nagging patrolling fins in the water. She is aware of a disturbance to her left. The water kicks up into a froth, a spiral of turbulence. She catches a glimpse of a huge powerful grey beast and the flailing arms of a swimmer disappearing beneath the agitated surface. A thin red dye seeps up onto the surface of the water, pooling and becoming thicker. Then the nightmare vision rushes into her eyes. Turns her inside out. The beast shimmying up towards her. Huge snout, mouth open, razor teeth and the small skewering black eyes. About three times her size. It is rising up through the water towards her. She has the sense of an implacable deadly will streamlining straight for her. She panics. She turns in the water. Begins swimming away from it. But it is even more frightening to feel its swift power and not to be able to see it. All of a sudden she no longer has control of her legs.