Holiday Wishes
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At seventeen, I thought we'd be together forever. By eighteen, I never wanted to see him again.
I had done well, I hadn't seen him for five years, until I walked into the lobby of Mistletoe Lodge for my best friends wedding and saw him leaning up against the front desk. At first, I wanted to confront him, to get some closure, so I could get on with my life. Then all the old feelings rushed to the surface again. The same chemistry that made me want to fall into bed with him.
Declan Brookes was supposed to be the love of my life, and when he whispered that he wanted me back, I wished I could forgive him. I just had no idea how to let go of the past and reach for the future, no matter how much my wounded heart wanted to do so.
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Holiday Wishes - S.L. Sterling
Prologue
Christmas - 5 Years Earlier
W hat should we bake for the fundraiser?
Honestly, I think maybe we should do the sugar cutouts and perhaps some brownies. Everyone loves your brownies!
And everyone loves those little cookies you make... You know the ones you coat in icing sugar.
Oh, I didn’t know they liked snowballs.
They sure do. Perhaps we should make those.
Well, I guess we could. I could drop by after I'm done with my last class tonight. I will bring the ingredients for the cutouts and the snowballs.
Okay, that sounds good. I'm sure I have the ingredients for the brownies.
My phone pinged with a message, and I stopped rooting through the cupboard and reached for it while Kenzie blabbed on about if I had icing sugar. Careful not to hang up on her, I swiped through the screens on my phone, finally seeing Declan's name. A funny feeling in the pit of my stomach rose as he once again begged me to respond. I cleared the message and placed my phone back on the counter, reached back into the cupboard, and finally found the bag of icing sugar she had been talking about.
No need to pick up the icing sugar. I found the bag,
I called out.
Awesome. Okay, I will see you about six.
See you then.
I ended the call with Kenzie, climbed down off the stool, and continued picking at the rotisserie chicken I had picked up from the grocery store. My phone vibrated away on the counter. I already knew it was Declan again, and even though I was angry, I still read every single one of his messages.
Once I finished eating, I sat in the rocking chair beside the Christmas tree in my living room. I sipped on hot cocoa while Christmas carols played in the background, and I stared at the twinkling lights. Tears streamed down my face as the memory of the last time I had seen Declan sat fresh in my mind. I was a mess, and no matter how much I told myself I would be all right, every night for the past two months had ended like this. Declan would beg me for forgiveness for whatever he had done, and I would ignore his pleas.
Any other night I would have been happy to wallow in tears, but tonight wasn't the night for this. Kenzie would be here any minute to bake the cookies for the feed-the-homeless fundraiser. I hadn't told her anything about what had happened over Columbus Day weekend, just that Declan and I had decided to go different paths. It was far from the truth, but it stopped her from asking me questions. Come to think of it, I hadn't told a single person about what had really happened. I'd bottled it up and refused to speak of it again, figuring that would make it better. Yet I still sat here torturing myself by reading every text he had sent me over the past five weeks.
I grabbed a handful of tissues and blew my nose just as the buzzer to my apartment rang. I wiped the tears from my cheeks and glanced at myself in the mirror before I opened the door to let Kenzie in. I just hoped she wouldn’t notice all the puffiness under my eyes.
A concerned look quickly replaced the smile she wore on her face when she saw me. She pushed past me, her arms full, and ran into the kitchen, dumping the bags on my small table. She wasted no time pouring herself a glass of wine and turning to me as she leaned against the counter.
Are you ever going to tell me what happened?
I shook my head and peeked inside the grocery bags to see what she had brought.
Come on, Harper, look at yourself. I know that something happened between you and Declan. Why don't you just tell me?
I took the last mouthful of my hot cocoa and shook my head. It was nothing. Plus, I already told you we’ve gone our separate ways, okay. Did you want hot cocoa?
I don't believe you,
she said, pulling her phone from her pocket. I'm going to have Devon call Declan and get it out of him.
I shrugged. Do whatever you feel you have to, but seriously, it’s nothing. Let's just bake some cookies and have fun, okay.
Kenzie took one look at me and shoved her phone back into her pocket. I guess I am just sad that you two aren't together anymore.
I shrugged. Me too, but let’s just forget it, please. We have cookies to bake for charity, and that is more important than some silly relationship that was probably never going to work.
Of course, it matters.
Kenzie said as she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me in for a hug.
We soon covered my kitchen counters with ingredients and bowls as we started baking. That was how I left it with Kenzie. I never told her what had transpired to