The Perfect Holiday: A gripping, addictive psychological thriller from T J Emerson
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Perfect for fans of T.M. Logan's The Catch and The Couple at No. 9 by Claire Douglas.
'This taut, elegant thriller thrums with dark menace and dread. I couldn’t look away' Kate Riordan, bestselling author of The HeatwaveOlivia and Julian are enjoying lazy days in their Spanish villa, a well deserved break from their busy lives. Especially for Julian, who after a lifetime as a carer was thrust into the public eye following the tragic murder of his first wife.
The languid heat and peace of the villa is broken only by clifftop walks, sun drenched lunches and cooling swims. Until a chance encounter with Gabriel - an attractive man, many years their junior - changes everything.
Soon their idyllic break turns into a dangerous, high-stakes game of cat-and-mouse. Will any of them get out alive?
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‘Wow! Beautifully written with a great sense of place that contrasts so well with what is going on behind doors’ Valerie Keogh
'Tense, daring and totally addictive' Emma Christie
'An immersive, multi-layered story that provokes and excites' T.L. Huchu
'An unputdownable journey into the human condition asking the reader at every turn - how good are we really? How good are you?' Louise Dean
'The last time I had this sort of reaction to a character was when I read The Talented Mr Ripley' Mark Wightman
'A gripping, atmospheric and addictive read' Lesley Glaister
'Original, surprising and absolutely brimming with menace' Amanda Block
T. J. Emerson
T.J. Emerson’s first psychological thriller for Boldwood, The Perfect Holiday, was an Amazon bestseller and received brilliant reviews. Her short stories and features have been widely published in anthologies and magazines, and she works as a literary consultant and writing tutor. She lives in Scotland.
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The Perfect Holiday - T. J. Emerson
PROLOGUE
WHO CARES? A MEMOIR BY JULIAN GRIGGS
Introduction
Many of you will know me as the victim of a terrible crime. On a dark November night, someone broke into my Edinburgh home and murdered my beautiful wife, Helen. Smothered her with a pillow as she slept. The crime attracted nationwide coverage. Many of you sent me heartfelt messages of support, and I know you shared my disbelief that anyone could harm such a vulnerable woman. A woman who, in her forty-two years of life, had already suffered so much misfortune.
Ten years before Helen’s death, we were involved in a car accident. The spinal injury she sustained paralysed her lower body. Her head injuries left her with brain damage – her cognitive abilities severely impaired and her impulse control almost eradicated. But despite these traumas, she still had the same feisty personality, and she endured her merciless suffering with all the dignity she was capable of.
When I finally brought Helen home after months of hospitalisation, I had no idea of the difficulties that lay ahead. Like many people in similar situations, we lost everything. Our jobs, our home, our independence. Forced to live on benefits, we struggled through life, but, as I often pointed out to Helen, at least we had each other. Hard as it may be to believe, the accident made the bond between us stronger than ever.
As I write this memoir, sitting with my laptop in a fashionable café not far from my London home, it is difficult to accept that, to this day, her murder remains unsolved. It is an apparently motiveless crime. Money and jewellery were stolen from our ransacked home, and the police still believe a random stranger broke in, intending to burgle us. A stranger who ended up killing Helen in the process. Thoughts of this individual often keep me awake at night. I cannot help wondering what could have driven him or her to commit such a seemingly pointless act. In all honesty, I am still amazed that despite a thorough investigation, the police have been unable to find any leads or produce a suspect. This lack of closure has left questions that may never be resolved: who killed my wife and why?
AFTER
1
Julian Griggs woke at dawn. His bleary eyes took in the dark wooden beam in the ceiling above him and the rotating fan blades suspended from it. Turning his head, he saw a pair of green shutters outlined by the golden glow of the Mallorcan sun.
Olivia stirred beside him and snuggled her warm, solid body against his.
‘Happy birthday,’ he said.
‘What time is it?’ she asked in her raspy voice.
‘About six.’
‘I’m not ready to be fifty-four,’ she said. ‘Go back to sleep, little mouse.’ Little mouse because she said he rubbed his beard against his pillow when he slept, and the rustling sound reminded her of mice.
He shut his eyes and dozed until his aching bladder forced him awake. Untangling himself from his wife, he clambered out of bed and padded across the cold terracotta tiles. On his way to the en suite bathroom, he picked up Olivia’s black kaftan from the floor and draped it over the chair beside the wardrobe. He paused to inspect himself in the long, thin mirror on the wardrobe door. Not bad for a man of forty-nine. Streaks of grey had colonised his dark brown hair, but, although it had thinned at the temples, he still had plenty on top. A neat, grey goatee had replaced his once scruffy beard, and these days, his dark brown eyes were no longer bloodshot and dull from lack of sleep.
Almost four years had passed since Helen’s death, and he’d worked on his appearance a lot in that time. His body had grown stronger and more muscular thanks to regular gym visits and the training he’d endured for his fundraising marathon last year. His stomach had developed a slight paunch since then. Julian pinched this excess flesh as he looked at himself in the mirror. With his height, he could carry a few extra pounds, but he didn’t want to let himself go again.
In the bathroom, he opened the small window set into the thick white wall behind the toilet and gazed out as he emptied himself in short, noisy spurts. Last night, they’d arrived from London in the dark, and he hadn’t had a chance to enjoy the view from the villa. The sun had yet to rise over the top of the Teix mountain, and the lower flanks of the Serra de Tramuntana range were in shadow. In the distance, he could see the terracotta-tiled rooftops of Deià village. Beautiful. The air he drew into his lungs was cool, but the blue Mallorcan sky promised a hot day to come.
He spotted a large bird circling high overhead, wings outspread. The slow majesty with which it rode the currents identified it as a bird of prey. A hawk, he thought, or an eagle. Breath held, he watched the bird, compelled by its grace and menace.
When he returned to the bedroom, he found Olivia lying on her back, a pale, freckled calf sticking out from beneath the sheet. Standing beside the bed, he had the unsettling notion he might still be asleep. He feared his new reality might be a dream. A precarious dream that could be shattered at any moment.
He climbed in beside his wife, intending to rest his head on her heavy breasts, but she reached between his legs and took hold of him with her large dry palm.
‘Come here, little mouse,’ she said.
2
After Julian finished having pleasant, unadventurous sex with his wife, he rolled off her and lay spent in her arms, her heartbeat racing beneath his left ear.
‘Fifty-four,’ Olivia said. ‘Where do the years go?’
He refrained from insisting she looked younger than her age. She didn’t, and she couldn’t bear flattery. He admired her lack of vanity, one of her many good qualities. She’d given up dying her cropped auburn hair, content to let the grey take over. She had a long broad nose and heavy-lidded grey eyes, but she radiated a warmth Julian found comforting.
‘I think you’re a very attractive woman, Olivia Pearson,’ he said.
She kissed the top of his head. ‘And you, Julian Griggs, are a truly good man.’
The pumping of her heart made him suddenly uncomfortable, and he had to sit up. ‘How about we get the birthday girl some breakfast?’
‘I’ll drive into Deià and pick up some pastries.’
‘Good idea. I’ll come with you.’
‘No, you have your swim. I know how much you’ve been looking forward to it.’
True. He’d promised himself a swim before breakfast every morning.
‘What about your morning walk?’ he asked.
‘I’ll start tomorrow.’
Olivia took a shower, emerging after only three minutes. She didn’t approve of wasting water. Even if she had, the villa’s ancient, fickle boiler system wouldn’t have allowed her to linger. She gave her body a vigorous dry before dropping her towel on the floor. Julian watched his naked wife’s beauty routine through half-closed eyes – a brush pulled at speed through wet hair, a cursory smear of cheap moisturiser over her face.
‘Right.’ She picked up the black kaftan from the chair and slipped it on. ‘Won’t be long.’ She pushed her feet into black Birkenstock sandals and blew Julian a kiss. As she exited the room, the soles of her shoes slapped against the tiles, a sound Julian found reassuring. The soundtrack to his new life. Even at home, in their Bloomsbury townhouse, Olivia wore either sandals or clogs, and he could always hear her clopping about the place. He traced her passage along the hall and her descent of the staircase.
As soon as their hired Fiat 500 started up in the courtyard below, Julian hauled himself out of bed and put on the new swimming shorts he’d purchased from a fashionable shop in Covent Garden. The same store where he’d treated himself to the tortoiseshell Ray-Ban sunglasses he now perched on top of his head.
After grabbing a towel from the bathroom, he walked barefoot out of the bedroom and onto the terracotta tiles of the hallway. He passed another bedroom, the main bathroom and the upstairs sitting room with its cream sofas and colourful rugs. His feet trod the smooth dark wood of the staircase to the ground floor, where they met white marbled ceramic. He scampered across these icy tiles, past the guest room and turned left into another narrow hallway that led to the kitchen, a large room boasting traditional features – a rectangular stone sink and cupboards made from the same dark wood as the villa’s doors and window frames. From here, a set of steps led down into a shady dining room with a round oak table and a set of patio doors that Julian pulled open.
He stepped out onto the terrace. The terracotta tiles beneath his feet, smaller than the ones indoors, were already giving off heat. Overhead, a canopy of gnarled vines wound around a metal frame to create shelter from the sun. Only the first week of July, but he could already sense the heat as a separate entity he would have to share his holiday with.
He gazed at the view he could not believe was his to enjoy. The sky, vast and cloudless. The Mediterranean, stretching into the distance like a big blue dream. At a recent drinks party held by one of Olivia’s London friends, Julian had overheard his wife saying, ‘We’ll be in Mallorca this summer. We have a villa there.’
We.
Blue ceramic pots filled with succulents and herbs decorated the edges of the tiled terrace. Julian stepped beyond the hardy plants, onto a strip of yellow grass bordered by geraniums and Mediterranean daisies. With the dry blades scratching the soles of his feet, he walked to where two lemon trees formed a low canopy over a set of rocky steps. He stopped to touch the waxy, puckered skin of a ripe lemon, dazzled by its actual, growing presence.
He climbed down the steps that led to the pool terrace, pausing on the third step from the bottom to brush away a stray pebble that had lodged in the ball of his right foot. Bougainvillea, luscious and pink, surrounded him. It smothered the long wall that ran along one side of the pool terrace. Through a gap in the blooms, he could see four wooden sun loungers with navy cushions and, nearby, a round, wrought-iron table and four matching chairs.
When he stepped out onto the terrace, the villa’s twenty-metre pool greeted him, a burst of breeze rippling the pale green water. Two dragonflies chased each other across it. Fighting or flirting; he couldn’t tell which.
He laid his towel over the back of one of the wrought-iron chairs and looked out to sea. At the edge of the terrace, the land descended in a series of further scrubby terraces, populated by olive and carob trees. Somewhere down there lay a trail that joined up with the nearby coastal path that ran from Deià to Sóller. Olivia liked to walk part of the trail as her pre-breakfast exercise, and they’d agreed to take a few longer hikes along the coastal path together when the weather wasn’t too hot.
As he sauntered around to the deep end of the pool, he noted that part of the nearby rockery had collapsed. Grey and yellow rocks had tumbled onto the flagstones. Maybe they should get someone from Casa Feliz, the property management agency in Palma, to come and fix it?
Shaded by a cluster of tall Aleppo pines, Julian stood and swung his arms back and forth for a moment before diving into the pool. The icy water made his breath catch in his chest. He surfaced with a gasp and, seconds later, let out an exhilarated howl. His height allowed him to stand at the deep end with his head well above the water and he bounced up and down, letting himself adjust to the temperature before pushing off from the side and settling into a rhythmical breaststroke. Kick, pull, breathe. Kick, pull, breathe. His limbs loose and free, his body weightless in the water. In less than three weeks, he would turn fifty, but he felt fitter than ever. Now he led a less stressful life, he no longer even needed his blood pressure medication.
He swam fifteen lengths before taking a break. Clinging to the side of the pool, he gazed up at the traditional Mallorcan villa that had once belonged to his wife’s parents and now belonged to her. Villa Soledad. He admired the thick walls clad with pink and honey-coloured stones from the nearby mountains, the paned windows with their green shutters and the sloping terracotta roof. A dream property, he thought with a smile.
‘Darling.’ Olivia’s voice drifted down from the villa. ‘I’m back.’
‘Jesus.’ He ducked his head as a huge insect darted at him. It had the body shape of a wasp, the black-blue hide of a beetle and it emitted a heavy drone that made it sound twice as large. He had to swat it away three times before it lost interest.
‘Julian.’
He hauled himself out of the water. ‘Coming.’
3
IN SICKNESS AND IN HEALTH
At the end of each writing day, as I walk the short distance from my favourite café to the townhouse in Bloomsbury where I now reside, I am painfully aware that my new, privileged existence is a far cry from the difficult life Helen and I were forced into after the accident. We started married life with such high hopes, and at times it is hard to accept the hand fate dealt us.
At least life had prepared me for our trying circumstances. From the age of eight, I cared for my father, who had to give up his army career after he was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. He’d served as a drill sergeant at the Shorncliffe Army Camp in Folkestone, and we remained in the seaside town after his discharge. Many of you may wonder how I coped with such responsibility at such a young age, but life as a carer was all I knew. As a sensitive child who loved books, I dreamt of one day studying English Literature at university, but my dad’s poor health disrupted my education. Hard as it may be to believe, I have never resented him for that. How could I?
Sometimes he would go through a good spell, leaving me free to attend school every day, but often, when his vision and mobility failed him, he needed me home for weeks at a time. Life is hard enough for child carers nowadays, even with the increased awareness and support services. Back then, I just had to get on with it, my caring duties a cause for pity from my teachers and ridicule from my classmates. I left school at sixteen with four O levels and had to get part-time work to supplement Dad’s benefits and army pension. I found employment at the Imperial Hotel on Folkestone Leas, starting as a dishwasher. My father, a strict disciplinarian with traditional values, had instilled in me the importance of hard work, and it didn’t take me long to make my way up from dishwasher to receptionist.
I was thirty-four when my father died. I was relieved the terrible suffering had ended, but I was also a little lost. Caring for him had been the focus of my life for so long. Soon after his death, I met Helen. She was attending a wedding reception at the Imperial, and I knew instantly that this strong, capable woman was the one for me. Like me, she had no family. She’d lost her mother to breast cancer a year before we met, and her estranged father to a heart attack long before that.
We married six months after that first meeting. A simple, no-fuss ceremony at Folkestone Town Hall. We exchanged the standard vows, minus ‘obey’, of course. When we promised to love each other in sickness and in health, neither of us could have imagined how binding that vow would turn out to be.
Not long after our wedding, we moved to Edinburgh, where Helen had secured a job as marketing manager for Hame, a homeless charity. I soon found work in a second-hand bookshop near the University of Edinburgh. It didn’t pay much, but I had no issues with my talented wife being the main earner and was happy to support her career in any way I could. I also signed up for an access course at the university, in the hope of doing an English Literature degree there, and we decided to wait a few years before starting a family.
With a small inheritance from her mother, Helen was able to put a deposit on a flat in the Bruntsfield area of the city. A beautiful property with high corniced ceilings, large, light windows and stripped wooden floors. You can imagine the pain I felt at having to sell it after the accident. I hung on for as long as I could, but with me caring for Helen full-time and no income, I had little choice.
The council provided us with a bungalow on Shawfair Street, in the Fountainbridge area of the city. At times, I found myself feeling isolated. In the immediate aftermath of Helen’s accident, friends and former colleagues helped us as much as they could but, as time passed, they drifted away. Some moved to other cities, some started families, some simply couldn’t cope with Helen’s complex needs.
I must confess I didn’t always find my caring duties easy. Every morning and evening, agency carers would come for an hour to help me get Helen in and out of bed and to shower her, but everything else I had to do myself. Yet no matter how hard things got, my wife kept me going. Her needs always came first. I abandoned my university access course and my dreams of studying, but what did that matter? In comparison to Helen’s suffering, my former aspirations appeared trivial. At least my wife was alive, I kept telling myself. At least we were still together. As I’m sure many of you will understand, it was impossible for me to imagine life without her.
4
After Julian had showered and changed into a pair of shorts and a T-shirt, he and Olivia prepared breakfast together, accompanied by hits of the eighties coming from an old transistor radio on the kitchen worktop. Olivia sang along to Duran Duran’s ‘Rio’ in her gravelly voice. She sounded as if she still smoked twenty cigarettes a day, a habit she’d given up years ago.
‘These Spanish stations are quite something,’ Julian said.
‘Aren’t they just?’ Olivia’s fleshy arm forced half an orange onto a glass juicer and twisted it, releasing a citrusy tang that mingled with the scent of the coffee percolating in the espresso pot. The gas hob the pot sat on belonged to an old freestanding cooker in dire need of updating. Julian suspected the fridge-freezer that hummed and shuddered next to it wouldn’t last much longer. He loved the quirkiness of it all, the deliberate effort Olivia said her parents had made to keep the place basic. They’d purchased it when Olivia was five years old, as a retreat from their busy, outwardly respectable lives. According to Olivia, her father had also used it as a place to get away with his numerous mistresses. The faded photograph hanging next to the fridge showed Mrs Pearson on her knees in the villa’s garden, trowel in hand and a wide-brimmed straw hat flopping over her long hair. Her husband stood behind her in white shorts, his broad chest bare, his thick fingers gripping a spade. The multi-millionaire commercial property heir and his equally wealthy, upper-class wife. Julian often wondered what they’d have made of him, had they been alive.
Olivia bustled past and retrieved a glass jug from the wooden dresser. ‘Can you get the yoghurt out?’
‘Si, señorita.’
‘Señora.’
‘Si, señora.’
Olivia smiled. ‘We’ll make a local of you yet.’
He fetched the yoghurt from the fridge and chose a small blue bowl from the dresser to put it in.
‘Not that one,’ Olivia said. ‘That’s for olives.’
‘Oh, right. Sorry.’ He followed her instructions and selected a yellow bowl instead. At least he could get to know the villa properly during this visit. Last Easter, after they’d married in a low-key civil ceremony at Tavistock House in Bloomsbury, they’d come to the villa for a four-night honeymoon. Olivia had, by her own admission, neglected the place in recent years. After her divorce from Lars, her second husband, she’d found the place riddled with painful memories of him. All that had changed now, she’d assured Julian. They would create fresh memories together. Happy ones.
He told her about the rockery down at the pool. ‘I thought Casa Feliz might be able to send someone to fix it. A gardener, maybe.’
‘Good plan. I’ll be giving them a ring this week anyway. See if we can sort out a regular cleaner while we’re here.’
Julian placed the bowl of yoghurt on the large wooden tray Olivia had laid out, next to the jug of orange juice and the plate of pastries.
‘Nearly there,’ Olivia said, hacking the head off a strawberry.
As he waited for her to finish, he browsed the photographs cluttering the walls. Polaroids of Olivia and her elder brother, Charles, playing in the villa’s garden. Charles was now a successful property developer in Hong Kong. Julian had only met him once, at his son Daniel’s wedding in Canterbury last Christmas. He’d found Charles pleasant but aloof and could see why Olivia didn’t feel close to her sibling. Unlike her, Charles had no intention of doing anything charitable with his inheritance. Olivia did, however, love her nephews, Daniel and Alex, and many of the photographs showed her with them at various ages. Others captured her with her numerous godchildren. They had names like Max and Sienna and Lawrence, and Julian couldn’t keep track of them all. Olivia’s first marriage, to a wealthy investment banker called William, had ended after she’d discovered she couldn’t have children, a misfortune she spoke of with her usual stoicism and no trace of bitterness. Lars, ten years her junior, had assured her he didn’t want children. After six years of marriage, he’d left her and procreated with a woman ten years younger than him.
‘All done.’ Olivia placed the strawberries on the tray and lifted it up. Julian picked up the coffee pot and followed her through the dining room and onto the terrace, where she placed the tray on the long white table set with yellow plates and bowls and white coffee cups. She liked to set a proper table.
He poured them both a strong coffee and savoured his first fortifying sip. They helped themselves to strawberries and yoghurt and ate sitting side by side in comfortable silence, absorbing the view. Soledad, the name of the villa, was the Spanish word for solitude. They were far enough from the winding mountain road to protect them from traffic noise, and they had no neighbours close enough to disturb them. The nearest villa jutted out from the cliff some way below, and the tall cypress trees that bordered it ensured both properties maintained their privacy.
‘These ensaïmades are incredible,’ Julian said when Olivia urged him to have one of the soft, round pastries. ‘Greasy and light at the same time.’
‘I know.’ Olivia dabbed icing sugar from her chin with her napkin.
‘Let’s have them every day.’
Olivia laughed. ‘Why not? We’re on holiday. We can do what we bloody well like.’
After they’d finished eating and had cleared away, they returned to the terrace with a fresh pot of coffee and their mobile phones.
‘I vote we do nothing and lounge by the pool,’ Olivia said, putting on her oval blue-rimmed reading glasses. ‘I picked up a few supplies in Deià so we can rustle up something simple for dinner.’
‘Don’t you want to go out tonight? It is your birthday.’
She shook her head. ‘A quiet night in with you would be perfect.’
‘You’re sure? I could book us a table at Sa Vinya.’ He was certain the owner of Olivia’s favourite restaurant in Deià would find room for them.
‘Let’s go there for your birthday instead. Fifty deserves a proper celebration.’
‘Whatever you say.’
‘Right.’ Olivia picked up her phone. ‘Better get to it.’ They’d agreed to only check their emails twice a day and to only respond to urgent messages.
‘How about we throw our phones in the sea?’ Julian said.
Olivia smiled. ‘I know you don’t mean that. We’re so lucky to do something we love, aren’t we? It’s such a privilege.’
Julian nodded but secretly thought it would be nice to have a complete break. To not have to think about other people’s difficult lives for a while. He reminded himself to be grateful. Helen hadn’t died in vain. So much good had come from it.
Olivia looked at her phone and frowned.
‘David?’ Julian said. Olivia nodded and tapped out a reply. Julian couldn’t remember a week going by without his wife’s accountant sending on forms for her to sign or arranging a meeting to discuss the management of her considerable fortune. Money is a full-time job, she often told him. Almost every day, David got in touch to discuss some aspect of her