Adrian Glynde
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Martin Armstrong
Martin Donisthorpe Armstrong (October 2, 1882 - February 24, 1974) was an English writer and poet, known for his stories. He was born in Newcastle-upon-Tyne, and educated at Charterhouse and Pembroke College, Cambridge. He served in World War I in the British Army in France - a Private in the Artists' Rifles, he was commissioned into the Middlesex Regiment in 1915 and promoted Lieutenant in 1916. He was included in the final Georgian Poetry anthology. He married in 1929 Canadian writer Jessie McDonald after she had divorced Conrad Aiken, making Armstrong the stepfather of the young Joan Aiken. He appears in disguised form as a character in Conrad Aiken's Ushant.
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Adrian Glynde - Martin Armstrong
I
In the middle of a wide expanse of reclaimed marshland, divided, like a great patchwork quilt, into fields of every shape, size, and colour, lay the little station of Wilmore Junction. Its buildings—the ticket-office, parcels-office, waiting-room, refreshment-room, and the shelter supported on slim iron pillars which roofed the platform—were all on the down side. The up platform, except for a little open-fronted wooden shelter, its walls covered with garish railway-posters and time-tables, was bare of all but gas-lamps and a large board supported on posts announcing the name of the station.
The station buildings had a spinsterish, Victorian air: it seemed as if, in the days of the Prince Consort, an exhibition had been held at Wilmore, and the exhibition buildings, not quite Swiss, not quite Chinese, nor yet wholly Sheraton, had survived to become a wayside railway station. Far along the down platform, continuing the line of the station buildings, was a bay where the branch-line trains arrived and departed. This branch-line, on leaving the station, curved away at once to the southwest, but the main line drove its long spear straight ahead into the plain until it was swallowed by distance.
A main-line train from the north had just left the station. It drew away rapidly, and the end of its van, with the red jewel of the lamp hung between the buffers, had already shrunk to half its natural size. Into the cold, sunny air of early April the engine was pouring a great shining ostrich-plume of smoke which sagged down upon the fields to the right of the line. Its huge, rolling crowns kept breaking away and floating detached along the surface of the fields, till one by one they thinned and dissolved into clear air.
Adrian Glynde, a little thirteen-year-old boy in a grey overcoat, grey cap and stockings and bare knees, stood on the platform watching the receding train. His hands were in his coat pockets and a suitcase stood on the platform beside him. The porter who had been on the platform when the train arrived and had lifted down his bag for him, had vanished into the parcels-office and there was not another soul in sight. The station was empty of all but silence and sunshine and cold air.
The train, drawing its undulating plume after it, had shrunk already to the size of a very small toy. Adrian, watching it vanish, felt a little lonely. There had been an old lady in the carriage with him, an old lady with a round rosy face and round horn-rimmed spectacles. She had begun talking to him even before the train had started. At first he had been shy, answering her only in monosyllables and all the while looking out of the window at the bookstall and the people who hovered about it like bees, bought a paper, and drifted away again. But at last he had found himself talking to her without embarrassment, and long before the train reached Wilmore they had become great friends. And now she was gone, vanished abruptly out of his life, and he felt a little ache at his heart as he relapsed into his habitual loneliness.
All his brief life he had been a lonely little boy. In nineteen hundred and fifteen, when he was only seven years old, his father had been killed in the war, and thereafter he had seen little of his mother. Though in his heart he longed for her, he had always been half afraid of her, for life with her had been a series of alarming mysteries, tempestuous scenes between her and his father which he himself could not understand. The only thing of which he had been sure was that they were always his mother’s fault. It was always she who started them, and he knew that she did so not for any real reason but because she gave way to a kind of mad wilfulness. He knew that it was her fault not only because he adored his father and felt that he could do no wrong, but also because his mother’s behaviour to him was just the same. At one moment she would be petting him and lavishing on him the endearments for which he still hungered; at the next she would be repulsing him, scolding him for some sin of which he was wholly unconscious. He had soon given up trying to understand her and had got into the way of accepting her love, not as a thing to be relied on, but as a blessed and unlooked-for treat, and her hate as an affliction which could not be explained or averted. His father’s face during those harrowing scenes still haunted him. Its expression would suddenly and heart-rendingly change, all the colour and life would die out of it and he would grow alarmingly pale, as if he were suffering from a terrible headache. On these occasions Adrian had longed passionately to rush to him and comfort him, but the sinister mystery of the situation had set an impassable barrier between them and he could only gaze at his father in an agony of helpless sympathy.
He often dreamed of his mother, of her tantalising tenderness which delighted him and led him on, only to disappoint him before his heart was satisfied; but most of all he yearned for those rare and rapturous times when his mother went away on some visit and he spent all the time from tea to bed-time with his father, and then, for a treat, was put to bed not in his own little bed in the nursery, but in his father’s and mother’s bed, where in the morning he would awake to find his father there beside him and they would have long delightful conversations before it was time to get up.
Gazing unseeingly after the train, he had not noticed that it had now vanished, that not the most distant feather of its smoke brightened the fields; but discovering now that he was gazing at empty space, he turned away with a little sigh and walked towards the refreshment-room. It was already a quarter past one, and the branch-line train did not start till two o’clock. His Aunt Clara had told him to get himself some lunch at the Wilmore refreshment-room when she had written to let him know that he was not to come to her and Uncle Bob at Yarn for the holidays, but was to join them at his grandfather’s.
That piece of news had made him very unhappy, for, being a homeless and parentless child, he clung desperately to his precarious anchorage in the home of his father’s sister Clara. As the holidays approached he always became more and more anxious lest the hope to spend them with his aunt and uncle at Yarn should be, as it had been more than once, frustrated. And now, just a week before the school broke up, the blow had fallen. Aunt Clara had written to say that they were all three to go to his grandfather’s. He had felt, as he read her letter, that his holiday was ruined.
He had never seen much of his grandfather, though he constantly heard about him from Aunt Clara and Uncle Bob, who spoke of him much and often read aloud references to him and his poetry in the newspapers. He had even discovered already that there was a reflected glory in being Oliver Glynde’s grandson, for when people heard that he himself was called Glynde they would usually ask if he were related to Oliver, and would be obviously impressed when he said that he was. But the handsome, hawklike, bearded old man with the shock of white hair had always filled him with awe, even though he had always been kind. Besides, he had been looking forward to seeing Rhoda’s pups, which had been born during last holidays, and to going for long adventurous walks with Philip, the Rector’s son, with whom he had become great friends at Christmas-time. Now all this was knocked on the head and he would not go to Yarn again till next summer—perhaps not even then, he thought to himself with a sinking heart—if some other unexpected plan was forced upon him.
The woman who served in the Wilmore Junction refreshment-room was roused from her knitting by approaching footsteps, and saw in the doorway a little boy with a face like a small, delicately tinted mask on which were painted thick, dark brows, long eyelashes, and a sad little Pierrot’s mouth. He came up to the bar, and she put by her knitting and got up to serve him. For a moment he stood looking shyly at the glass-covered dishes of ham sandwiches, buns, and fruit, then, raising large dark grey eyes to her face, eyes whose colour and unexpected depth surprised and charmed her, he asked for a ham sandwich, a bun, and two bananas.
Will you have them on a plate or in a bag?
she asked him.
He hesitated, and then said, to her disappointment: In a bag, please.
When he had received the paper bag and his change, he went out, and through the window she watched the small lonely figure walk up the platform to the seat near his suitcase, where he sat down and began to open the paper bag. If Bert had not been killed in nineteen-fourteen perhaps they would have had a dear little boy like that. But he would not have had such a sad face, she was sure of that, because they would all three have been so happy together, and even if Bert had been killed later, there would have been their brief ecstasy of married life to remember and the child to preserve for her something of Bert. Ah, if only they had not been so respectable, had not waited till they could be married. The disgrace would have seemed nothing now compared with the marvellous happiness of having a child of his to live for. With a sigh she resumed her seat behind the glass dishes and steaming urn, and took up her knitting again.
Seated on the station bench, Adrian began to eat his ham sandwich. He was hungry and the sandwich seemed to him very good. It was pleasant to sit there in the sun, and he wished he could just go on sitting, free from the necessity of catching another train and travelling to a strange place. If only Aunt Clara and Uncle Bob would always stay at Yarn so that the holidays and the prospect of holidays could be happy and secure. Or if his mother would come home from India, take him to live with her, and be always, as she had been sometimes, cheerful and kind and loving. Or, best of all, if only his father were alive now and they could have a home together with his mother always away on one unending visit. But that idea was too heavenly to have been ever possible.
His mind busied itself again with his mother and father, and, dreaming with the half-eaten sandwich in his hand, he recalled a terrible day when his mother had broken out more violently than usual. His father in those days generally came home in time for tea at halfpast four, but on that day he had been late and Adrian and his mother had sat waiting in the drawing-room with the tea ready on the table. They waited for a quarter of an hour, twenty minutes, half an hour, and he had grown very hungry. He could see by his mother’s face that she was in one of her moods, and for a long time he had not spoken to her but had glanced at her surreptitiously from time to time as she sat, with her mouth grimly set, staring at the fire. At last he had asked if they need wait for his father.
If your father chooses to keep us waiting,
she had replied, still staring at the fire, we must wait.
Then she had glanced at Adrian. My poor child,
she said, are you getting very hungry? I’m sure you are. It’s simply heartless of him.
Then with a quick, impatient gesture she had rung the bell. Janet,
she said when the maid came, take away the tea: it will be ruined by now.
The maid hesitated for a moment and then lifted up the tray.
No, not everything,
said his mother sharply. "I said the tea … the teapot. Goodness knows what has happened to Mr. Glynde."
Janet went to the door carrying the teapot.
Bring some fresh tea when he comes in,
his mother called after her. She had resumed her staring at the fire and Adrian, becoming, at his mother’s remark, suddenly anxious about his father, had stolen over to the window. At that moment he had caught sight of his father coming down the street. A lady was with him. Adrian knew the lady.
Here’s Father with Mrs. Lexington,
he had shouted, and his mother had jumped from her chair and run to the window. Adrian saw his father fumble in his waistcoat pocket for his latchkey, and next moment he had stopped, raised his hat to Mrs. Lexington, and was opening the front door. His mother returned quickly to her chair near the fire and sat as she had sat before.
Adrian felt immensely relieved. His father’s return was always a blissful moment, and now it meant not only the usual happiness but the end of his recent anxiety. He had been vaguely afraid, after what his mother had said to Janet, that some mysterious accident had befallen his father. Besides, now they would be able to have tea.
The door opened and his father came in, bringing with him, as he always did for Adrian, a warm gust of life and colour and cheerfulness. Adrian ran to him and his father put a large, affectionate arm round the little boy’s shoulders.
Well, old man!
he said, patting his back and smiling down at him. Then he turned to the immovable figure by the fire. I’m afraid I’m awfully late. I was kept at the office for nearly an hour.
Again?
said his mother’s voice, cold, incredulous, from her chair.
Yes, again, worse luck.
He saw his mother turn her head and shoot a quick, hard glance at them. What a fool you must think me if you really imagine I believe that,
she said.
Adrian felt his father’s arm twitch. I should think you more of a fool if you didn’t,
he replied with a curtness that surprised Adrian. His father was generally very patient when his mother attacked him; too patient, Adrian always felt. He was glad now to hear his father stand up to her.
But his mother was not quelled. Well, I don’t. That’s all,
she retorted.
His father ignored the reply. He came forward into the room and his eyes fell on the tea-table. Why, you haven’t had tea yet,
he said.
Of course we haven’t,
said his mother indignantly, and the poor child’s almost starving.
His father did not reply, and Adrian, glancing at his face, could see that he was keeping his mouth tight shut so as to keep in the words he wanted to say.
And I suppose that you’ll pretend, next, that I’m to blame for it,
persisted his mother.
We’ll discuss that later, Minnie,
his father replied coldly, and Adrian intercepted a glance at his mother which said as clearly as words that they were not to quarrel in front of him.
But his mother ignored the glance and flared up.
We’ll do nothing of the sort,
she said. I won’t have you making use of the child to shut me up.
His father had sat down near the tea-table, his arm round Adrian, who had climbed on to an arm of his chair. He replied with a dry, joyless laugh. Shut you up?
he said. Nothing in the world would do that, Minnie, when once you get going. But it takes two to discuss, and I refuse to discuss it now.
Because you daren’t,
she replied in a quiet, breathlessly furious voice; because you know you’re in the wrong; because you’ve lied to me and are frightened of being found out.
I simply don’t know what you’re talking about, Minnie,
said his father wearily, I’ve told you the plain truth. Do you wish me to neglect important business in order not to be late for tea, and do you mean to pretend that there’s anything to stop you giving Adrian his tea at the proper time, even though you yourself prefer to seize the opportunity for martyrdom?
All the while he spoke his arm was round Adrian and his large, comforting hand was gently stroking his side.
What I mean to say,
she persisted stubbornly, and what I have said already, is that you are lying to me. I’m not quite such a fool as I look, Sandy.
Very well. Then, for heaven’s sake, let us leave it at that: I’m a liar and you’re not such a fool as you look.
Adrian saw his mother’s nostrils suddenly contract. You’ll drive me mad one of these days, Sandy,
she said in an intense, exasperated whisper.
I can trust you to do that for yourself, Minnie,
he answered bitterly, and not only yourself, but me into the bargain.
And Mrs. Lexington too, perhaps.
She paused. Then with a quiet, fierce, cynical amiability, which so shockingly transformed her face that Adrian felt frightened and horrified as if in the presence of some half-perceived indecency, she continued: I happened, you see, and so did your child here, to be at the window when you arrived just now.
His father nodded. I see,
he said. Then he burst out in exasperation: What unmitigated lunacy! Do you expect me to cut Mrs. Lexington when I meet her in broad daylight a few yards from my own house?
Adrian had listened in agonised amazement to this seemingly inconsequent wrangle. Why had Mrs. Lexington suddenly come into the argument? It was a mystery which his six years could not fathom.
The horrible change again came over his mother’s face. How curious, isn’t it,
she said in the same soft, mock-amiable tone, that on the very day you are kept so late at the office you should happen to meet Mrs. Lexington a few yards from the house?
Her voice changed. The sham graciousness faded out of it and it became cold and hard again. No, Sandy. That won’t wash.
Adrian had remembered that phrase, because it had introduced yet another mystery. What could his mother mean?
Very well,
said his father, then ring up the office and ask Scott what time I left. That’s simple enough.
His mother gave a short, scornful laugh. A little too simple for me, thank you.
Perhaps it is, Minnie. Simplicity was never your strong point, was it?
I was simple enough until I met you,
she replied, searching suddenly for her handkerchief. It was you that forced me to be … to be …
She rose from her chair, her handkerchief to her eyes, and to Adrian’s horror began to whimper.
Run away to the nursery, old man,
said his father with a sigh, and Adrian went miserably towards the door.
But his mother suddenly burst out into hysterical incoherence:
No!
she screamed. No! You shan’t drive my child away from me.
She rushed over to Adrian, dropping her handkerchief on the way, and seized him in her arms. I won’t stand it any longer,
she screamed. You’re driving me mad. I’m going, and I’ll take him with me. I’m going, do you hear? Now, at once.
Still clutching Adrian, she made for the door. But Adrian, filled with fear and hatred of her, struggled and kicked and at last escaped and ran to his father.
Then his mother turned furiously on his father.
There!
she shrieked. There! Look what you’ve done now. You’ve turned my child against me.
She snatched the door open and it slammed behind her, and in a few moments they heard her footsteps in the room above. Adrian, after standing for a while silent and appalled, had suddenly burst into tears. His father’s arm closed round him. All right, old man. Don’t you worry,
he said, and he sat down and took Adrian on his knee. Let mother go. It’s only one of her moods.
He kissed Adrian, and then, putting him down, stood up himself. At that moment Janet entered with a pot of fresh tea. When she had gone, his father went to the teatable. Come, let us have our tea,
he said. Aren’t you ravenous? I am.
He poured out Adrian’s milk, handed him some bread and butter, then poured out a cup of tea for himself.
As they began to eat they heard a door slam overhead; then hurried footsteps descended the stairs, crossed the hall; the front door opened and was violently closed.
And then it seemed that a blessed silence fell upon the house. Adrian felt suddenly happy and care-free. He had looked across the tea-table at his father and smiled. We haven’t had tea alone together,
he said, since my birthday.
These things had happened years ago, and yet he remembered them with such clearness that they seemed more real than the things of to-day; and, living them over again as he had just been doing, he had been so absorbed by them that he had forgotten that he was sitting on the platform of Wilmore Junction and had not even noticed that he had finished the sandwich and got half way through the bun.
Sparrows were hopping about on the asphalt round his feet, picking up the crumbs that the wind had blown to what they considered a safe distance. Adrian watched them, noticing for the first time how bold and decorative a sparrow’s plumage is, in spite of its sober colours. The wind flattened or ruffled their feathers and blew the little birds about like toy ships in a pond. There were a few crumbs beside his left shoe, and he watched a sparrow fussily trying to make up its mind to dart in and snatch one. It had gone thin with apprehension and was stretching out its neck to its full extent in an attempt to reach a crumb. Then its courage failed it and it swerved away. Adrian chirped at it, but that only increased its nervousness. At last with a sudden bold dash it grabbed a crumb and shot away with a loud flutter of wings, and, seeing this rashness rewarded, the others at once began to make cautious inroads till all the crumbs were finished.
Suddenly there was a loud mechanical chirrup of pulleys followed by the hollow, woody sound of the fall of the signal at the top of the platform. With a rapid purr of wings the flock of sparrows vanished. Adrian opened his coat and took out his silver watch. It was twenty to two. The branch-line train would be coming in; and soon with a metallic clanking it coiled round the bend and ran lazily into the bay, the little tank-engine pushing behind.
Adrian made haste to finish his bun: he did not like strangers to see him picnicking. He crumpled together the paper bag with the two bananas in it and pushed it into his overcoat pocket. He would eat them later, in the train. Five or six leisurely country-folk got out and drifted towards the station exit, and soon Adrian was alone again. The little engine unhooked itself and trundled off to have a drink. Adrian chose a carriage, hoisted his bag into it, and placed it in a window seat. Having done this, he climbed down on to the platform and went to watch the engine return and join up with the train again.
When the train started, he had the carriage to himself, and he sat looking out of the window and wondering tremulously what sort of a holiday he was going to have at his grandfather’s. Aunt Clara and Uncle Bob were driving from Yarn: it was a long way, and very likely they would not arrive till after him. The thought added to his anxieties. Who would meet him at the station? Perhaps, he thought with a little spasm of apprehension, his grandfather. He felt unsettled, unhappy. It was more like the end than the beginning of a holiday. When the train landed him at Abbot’s Randale an hour later he had quite forgotten to eat his bananas.
II
By dinner-time that evening Adrian already felt reassured. The strangeness he had dreaded turned out to be of a very different kind from what he had expected. Although he was still rather afraid of his grandfather he was also very much attracted by him, and instead of feeling alienated and dismayed by the unfamiliar life at Abbot’s Randale, he already found himself in various subtle ways interested and thrilled. He no longer regretted Yarn.
The