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Award-winning horror writer Graham Masterton brings you a collection of fourteen stories as fourteen mirrors reflecting unimaginable secrets and unknown cruelties.
Look closely, and see the tempting face of the girl who refuses to die. Look closer still, and see the greed-filled face of the man who craves the most terrible meal of all, and the ashen-grey faces of the men who returned home long after they were buried and, if you dare, the heart-stopping face of the guardian of the woods.
Graham Masterton
Graham Masterton was born in Edinburgh, Scotland, in 1946. He worked as a newspaper reporter before taking over joint editorship of the British editions of Penthouse and Penthouse Forum magazines. His debut novel, The Manitou, was published in 1976 and sold over one million copies in its first six months. It was adapted into the 1978 film starring Tony Curtis, Susan Strasberg, Stella Stevens, Michael Ansara, and Burgess Meredith. Since then, Masterton has written over seventy-five horror novels, thrillers, and historical sagas, as well as published four collections of short stories and edited Scare Care, an anthology of horror stories for the benefit of abused children. He and his wife, Wiescka, have three sons. They live in Cork, Ireland, where Masterton continues to write.
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Faces of Fear - Graham Masterton
FACES OF FEAR
GRAHAM MASTERTON
Contents
Introduction
Evidence of Angels
The Hungry Moon
Grief
The Secret Shih-Tan
Men of Maes
Fairy Story
Suffer Kate
Spirit-Jump
A Note on the Author
Introduction
Fear comes in many guises. It can wear the face of a stranger, watching you with unnatural interest. It can wear the face of a long-lost friend. Sometimes its face can be imaginary – a glowering beast who appears in your wallpaper, or in the whorls of woodwork in your closet, when you’re trying to sleep. At other times, it can press itself pale and horrified right against your window.
In this new collection of stories. I have brought together many different faces of fear, from many different parts of the world. Some of the faces are subtle. Some are erotic. Others are out-and-out horrific.
I wanted to show that life always has more than one face to it – that there are other existences and other realities some of them terrifying, but some of them magical and irresistibly alluring. I wanted to show how people from all kinds of different cultures share the same fundamental fear – the fear of parallel worlds where the dead still walk, and any kind of horror is conceivable.
I wanted to show that not everything in life is what it appears to be, and that we should always be wary of taking things on face value. Very wary indeed.
In Faces of Fear, you will find stories of Celtic terrors – sinister strangers who can entrap you with guile and charm, and by offering you your heart’s desire. Fathers and brothers from Wales – long dead, but walking through the foggy valleys.
You will find stories set in rural England, where the face that pursues you through the woods is too terrible to look at. You will visit France, too, where even the face that you adore will frighten you to death.
In America, you will meet the faces of hideous greed and the faces of terrible self-destruction. You will also confront one of the most malevolent faces of Native American magic.
Even in Scotland, you will come across a miraculous face that embodies the greatest fear of all – the fear of God.
Before you read these stories, take a long look at your own face in the mirror. This, too, will become a face of fear.
And when you’ve finished, take another look – not just to see how much you’ve changed, but also to make sure that there is no other face beside you … that you’re really alone.
The danger is not so much that you will forget the faces of fear. The danger is that they will never forget you.
Graham Masterton.
Evidence of Angels
Edinburgh, Scotland
Edinburgh is my family birthplace, so of course I always feel a great affinity for it, quite apart from the fact that it is one of the finest and most ancient cities in Europe. The rock of Edinburgh has been a fortress since Roman times, and its imposing castle is still an essential tourist attraction, especially for its wide views over Leith, the Firth of Forth and the hills of Fife.
The backbone of old Edinburgh is the street which runs along the steep ridge from the castle to Holyrood Palace – variously called Canongate. Netherbow, High Street, Lawnmarket and Castle Hill – but together known as the ‘Royal Mile’. The houses along this street are very old and lofty, arranged in a series of closes. A close which is wide enough to admit a carriage (2 m) is called a ‘wynd’.
Apart from its political and social history as Scotland’s capital, Edinburgh is also the seat of Scotland’s presbyterian religion. And it is religion – with all of its glory, and all of its awesome trappings – that brings us into confrontation with our first face of fear.
EVIDENCE OF ANGELS
Before he was born she loved him with a fierce and sisterly love, and called him Alice. Her mother let her rest her head against her stomach to hear his heart beating inside her, and sometimes she felt the strong fleshy ripple of his kicking. With some of the money that her parents had given her for her thirteenth birthday, she went to Jenner’s and bought him a little lace-collared dress in the Stewart tartan, and kept it hidden to surprise him on the day that he was due to be born.
She was so sure that he was going to be a girl that she played out imaginary scenes in her head, in which she taught Alice her first ballet steps; and in which they danced the opening scenes of La Fille Mal Gardée to amuse their mother and father. And she imagined taking her for walks on winter mornings up to the Castle Mound, where strangers would stop and coo at Alice and think that Gillie was Alice’s mother, instead of her older sister.
But one January morning she heard her mother crying out; and there was a lot of running up and downstairs. And father drove mother off to the Morningside Clinic, while the snow swarmed around them like white bees, and eventually swallowed them up.
She spent the day with Mrs McPhail, who was their cleaner, in her neat cold house in Rankeillor Street, with its ticking clocks and its strong smell of lavender-polish. Mrs McPhail was tiny and disagreeable, and kept twitching her head like a chicken. She gave Gillie a bowl of greyish stew for lunch, with onions in it, and watched and twitched while Gillie miserably pushed it around and around, and the snow on the kitchen windowsill heaped higher and higher.
Mrs McPhail’s rotary washing-line stood at an angle in the centre of her back-yard, and that was clogged up with snow, too. It looked to Gillie like a seraph, with its wings spread; and as she looked, the sun suddenly broke out from behind the clouds, and the seraph shone, dazzling and stately, yet tragic, too, because it was earthbound now, and now could never hope to return to heaven.
Do you no care for your dinner?
asked Mrs McPhail. She wore a beige sweater covered with pills of worn wool, and a brown beret, even indoors. Her face made Gillie think of a plate of lukewarm porage, with skin on, into which somebody had dropped two raisins for eyes, and drawn a downward curve with the edge of their spoon, for a mouth.
I’m sorry Mrs McPhail. I suppose I’m not very hungry.
Good food going to waste. That’s best lamb, and barley.
I’m sorry,
she said.
But then, unexpectedly, the disagreeable Mrs McPhail smiled at her, and said, Don’t fash yourself, darling. It’s not every day that you get a new baby, now, is it? Now what do you think it’ll be? A boy or a girl?
The thought of it being a boy had never entered Gillie’s head. We’re going to call her Alice,
she said.
But what if she’s a he?
Gillie put down her fork. The surface of her stew was floating with small globules of fat. But it wasn’t the stew that made her feel nauseous. It was the unexpected idea that her mother might have been harbouring a brother, instead of a sister. A brother! A son and heir! Wasn’t that what grandma had always complained about, every time that they visited her? Such a pity you never had a son and heir, Donald, to carry on your father’s name.
A son and heir wouldn’t want to learn ballet-steps. A son and heir wouldn’t want to play with her doll’s house, which she had carefully brought down from the attic, and fitted with new carpets, and a dining table, and three plates of tiny plaster cast meals with sausages and fried eggs.
She had saved for so long for that tartan dress. Supposing the baby was a boy? She flushed at her own stupidity.
You look feverish, pet,
said Mrs McPhail. Don’t eat your dinner if you don’t feel like it. I’ll warm it up for later. How about some nice pandowdie?
Gillie shook her head. No, thank you,
she whispered, and tried to smile. In the backyard, the sun had vanished, and the sky was growing grim; but the rotary clothes-line looked more like a wrecked angel than ever. She could hardly bear to think of it standing there, throughout the night, unloved, and abandoned, and unable to fly.
Let’s watch telly,
said Mrs McPhail. "I can’t miss Take The High Road. I wouldnie have a thing to talk about tomorrow, doon the bingo."
They sat on the clumpy brown sofa and watched television on Mrs McPhail’s blurry ex-rental television set. But every now and then, Gillie would look over her shoulder at the seraph in the backyard, watching his wings grow larger and thicker as the snow fell faster still. Perhaps he would fly, after all.
Mrs McPhail was noisily sucking a humbug. What do you keep keekin’ at, pet?
Gillie was embarrassed at first. But somehow she felt that she could tell Mrs McPhail almost anything, and it wouldn’t matter. It wouldn’t get ‘reported back’, the way that her grandma had once reported her comments about school back to her mother and father.
It’s your clothesline. It looks like an angel.
Mrs McPhail twisted herself around and stared at it. With wings, you mean?
It’s only the snow.
But you’re right, pet. That’s just what it looks like. An angel. Seraphim and cherubim. But they always arrive, don’t you know, when a baby arrives. It’s their duty to take good care of them, those little ones, until they can stand on their own two feet.
Gillie smiled and shook her head. She didn’t understand what Mrs McPhail was talking about, although she didn’t like to say so.
Every child has a guardian angel. You have yours; your new baby has hers. Or his. Whatever it’s turned to be.
It has to be Alice, thought Gillie, desperately. It cant be a son and heir.
Would you like a sweetie?
asked Mrs McPhail, and offered her the sticky, crumpled bag.
Gillie shook her head. She was trying to give up sweeties. If she couldn’t make the grade as a ballerina, she wanted to be a supermodel.
By four o’clock it was dark. Her father came at five o’clock and stood in the porch of Mrs McPhail’s house with snow on his shoulders and whisky on his breath. He was very tall and thin, with a tiny sandy mustache and bright grey eyes like the shells you could find on Portobello Beach before they went dry. His hair was thinning on top and it was all sprigged up.
I’ve come to take you home,
he said. Your mum’s well and the baby’s well and everything’s fine.
You’ve been celebrating, Mr Drummond,
said Mrs McPhail, with mock disapproval. But you’ve every right. Now tell us what it was and how much it weighed.
Dad laid both his hands on Gillie’s shoulders and looked right into her eyes. You’ve a baby brother, Gillie. He weighed seven pounds six ounces and we’re going to call him Toby.
Gillie opened her mouth but she couldn’t speak. Toby? Who was Toby? And what had happened to Alice? She felt as if Alice had been secretly spirited away, and her warm place in her mother’s womb given to some strange and awful boy-baby whom she didn’t know at all, the human equivalent of a cuckoo.
That’s grand!
said Mrs McPhail. No wonder you’ve been taking the malt, Mr Drummond! And a cigar, too, I shouldn’t be surprised!
Well, Gillie?
asked her father. Isn’t it exciting! Think of all the fun you’ll be able to have, with a baby brother!
Gillie was shaking with a genuine feeling of grief. Her eyes filled with tears and they ran down her cheeks into her tartan scarf. Alice! They’ve taken you away! They never let you live! She had thought of Alice so often that she even knew what she looked like, and what they were going to play together, and what they would talk about. But now there was no Alice, and there never would be.
Gillie, what’s the matter?
her father asked her. Are you feeling all right?
Gillie’s throat felt as if she’d swallowed one of Mrs McPhail’s humbugs without sucking it. I bought—
she began, and then she had to stop because her lungs hurt and every breath was a painful sob. I bought – I bought her a dress! I spent my birthday money on it!
Her father laughed and gave her a hug. There now, don’t you go worrying your wee head about that! We’ll go back to the shop and swap it for a romper-suit, or maybe some trews! How about that? Come on now, this is such a happy day! No more greeting now, you promise?
Gillie sniffed and sniffed again and wiped her eyes with her woolly gloves.
Girls of that age,
said Mrs McPhail, sagely. She’s been good today, though. She didn’t eat much of her lunch, but she’s an angel.
They crossed Clerk Street in the whirling snow. Her father had parked outside the Odeon Cinema and already the car was beginning to look like an igloo on wheels. The Odeon was showing Alice In Wonderland and Gillie could almost believe that it wasn’t a coincidence at all, but that the cinema management had arranged it with her parents in order to mock her.
They drove back toward the centre of the city. Above Princes Street, the castle rock was scarcely visible through the blizzard, and last-minute shoppers trudged along the gritty, salted pavements like lost souls struggling through a dream from which they could never wake up.
A year passed and it was winter again. She sat in front of her dressing table mirror with a tablecloth on her head and wondered what it would be like to be a nun. She liked the look of herself as a nun. She was very thin, very small-boned for fourteen, with a pale complexion and large dark eyes – eyes that were rather soulful and droopy the way that some Scottish eyes are. She could work among the sick and homeless, selflessly bandaging their sores and giving them drinks of water.
The only trouble was, nuns had to give up men and she was very keen on John McLeod in the lower sixth, even though he had never noticed her (as far as she knew, anyway.) John McLeod was very tall with raging red hair and he was the captain of curling. She had gone to watch him play and once she had given him a winter-warmer. He had popped it in his mouth and said, Ta.
The other trouble was that becoming a nun was a very Roman Catholic sort of thing to do and the Drummond family were Church of Scotland through and through.
She stood up and went to the window. The sky was the colour of pale gum, and the gardens of Charlotte Square were filled with snow.
What do you think, Alice?
she asked. Alice was still alive, somewhere in the back of Gillie’s mind somewhere dark and well-protected. She knew that if she ever forgot about Alice, then Alice would cease to exist, completely, as if she had never been thought of.
You want to become a nun? Alice replied. Do it secretly. Take your holy orders without telling anybody.
But what’s the point of that? What’s the point of becoming a nun if nobody else knows?
God will know. Devote your life to serving God and honouring the Virgin Mary, and to helping your fellow human-beings even if they’re drunk in doorways, and you will be rewarded in heaven.
But what if John McCleod asks me to the pictures?
In that case you may renounce your nunly vow, at least for one night.
She was still looking out of the window with the tablecloth on her head when her father unexpectedly came into her bedroom. What’s up with you?
he asked. Are you playing at ghosts?
Gillie dragged off the tablecloth and blushed.
Your mother wants you to feed Toby his lunch while she gets the washing done.
Do I have to? I’m supposing to be finishing my homework.
Where? What homework? I don’t see any homework. Come on, Gillie, mum’s awful busy with the house to keep and Toby to take care of. I do expect you to lend a hand.
Gillie reluctantly followed her father downstairs. They lived in a large four-storey house in Charlotte Square which they had inherited from mum’s parents when they died and which they could barely afford to keep up. Most of the decorations were still unchanged from granny and grandfather’s day: brown floral wallpaper and brown velvet curtains, and large gloomy paintings of stags at bay. About the most cheerful picture was a view of Ben Buie in a thunderstorm.
Her mother was in the large, yellow-tiled kitchen, strapping Toby into his highchair. She was slender and slight, like Gillie, but she was fair-haired rather than dark, with very sharp blue eyes. Toby had inherited her fairness and her eyes, and he had a mop of curly blond hair as fine as cornsilk, which her mother refused to have cut. Daddy didn’t like it much because he thought it made Toby look like a girl; but Gillie knew better. Alice would have been gentle and dark, like her, and they would have spoken together in giggles and whispers.
His hotpot’s ready,
said mum, and gave Gillie the open jar, wrapped in a cloth because it was hot. Gillie drew up a chair at the large pine kitchen table and stirred the jar with a teaspoon. Toby smacked his fat little hands together and bounced up and down on his bottom. He was always trying to attract Gillie’s attention but Gillie knew who he was and she didn’t take any notice. He was a cuckoo. Dear dark Alice had never been allowed to see the light of day, and here was this fat curly thing sitting in her place. He even slept in Alice’s crib.
Gillie spooned up pureed hotpot and put it up against Toby’s lips. The instant Toby tasted it he turned his head away. Gillie tried again, and managed to push a little bit into his mouth, but he promptly spat it out again, all down his clean bib.
Mum, he doesn’t like it.
Well, he has to eat it. There’s nothing else.
Come on, cuckoo,
Gillie cajoled him, trying another spoonful. She held his head so that he wouldn’t turn away, and squeezed his fat little cheeks together so that he had to open his mouth. Then she pushed the whole spoonful onto his tongue.
There was a long moment of indignant spluttering, while Toby grew redder and redder in the face. Then he let out a scream of protest, and hotpot poured out of his mouth and sprayed all over the sleeve of Gillie’s jumper.
Gillie threw down the spoon in fury. You cuckoo!
she screamed at him. You horrible fat cuckoo! You’re disgusting and I hate you!
"Gillie!" her mother protested.
I don’t care! I hate him and I’m not feeding him! He can die of starvation for all I care! I don’t know why you ever wanted him!
Gillie, don’t you dare say such a thing!
I dare and I don’t care!
Mum unbuckled Toby from his highchair, picked him up and shushed him. "If you don’t care you’d better get to your room and stay there for the rest of the day with no tea. Let’s see how you like a bit of starvation!" It started to snow again. Thick, tumbling flakes from the Firth of Forth.
They really believe that I don’t know what they did to you, Alice.
You must forgive them, for they know not what they do.
I don’t want to forgive them. I hate them. Most of all I hate them for what they did to you.
But you’re a nun now. You’ve taken holy vows. You must forgive them in the name of the Father, and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit amen.
Gillie spent the afternoon lying on her bed reading Little Faith which was a novel about a nun who started a mission in the South Seas and fell in love with a gun-runner. She had read it twice already, but she still loved the scene where the nun, who has fasted for five days and five nights as a penance for her passionate feelings, is witness to a miraculous vision of St Theresa, incandescent as the sun
, who forgives her for feeling like a woman.
At five o’clock she heard her mother carrying Toby upstairs for his bath. At half-past five she heard mummy singing to him in his bedroom, across the corridor. She sang him the same lullaby that she always used to sing for Gillie, when she was small, and the sound of it made Gillie feel even more depressed and left out. She turned her face to the wall and stared miserably at the wallpaper. It was supposed to be roses, but it seemed to have a sly hooded face in it, medieval-looking and misshapen, like a leper.
"Dance to your daddy, my little babby. Dance to your daddy, my little lamb. You shall have a fishy, in a little dishy. You shall have a fishy when the boat comes in …"
Not long after her father opened her door. Are you ready to say that you’re sorry?
he asked her.
Gillie didn’t answer. Her father waited at the door for a while, and then came in and sat on the side of the bed. He laid his hand gently on her arm, and said, This is not like you, Gillie. You’re not jealous of Toby, are you? You don’t have to be. We love you just as much as ever. I know that mummy’s busy with Toby a lot of the time, but she still cares for you, and so do I.
But what about me? said Alice.
How about saying you’re sorry, and coming down for some tea? There’s fish fingers tonight.
You never cared about me.
Come on, Gillie, what do you say?
"You never cared about me! You wanted me dead!"
Her father stared at her in disbelief. Wanted you dead? What put such a thought into your head? We love you; we wouldn’t have had you otherwise; and if you want to know the truth you would have stayed our only child, and we would have been glad of it, if only Toby hadn’t been conceived by accident. We didn’t mean to have him, but we did, and now he’s here, and we love him. Just the same way that we love you.
Gillie sat up in bed with reddened eyes. Accident?
she said. Accident? Try telling Alice that Toby was an accident!
Alice? Who’s Alice?
"You killed her! Gillie screamed.
You murdered her! You murdered her and she never lived!"
Alarmed, angry, her father stood up. Now, come on, Gillie. I want you to calm down. Let me call mummy and we’ll have a wee chat.
I don’t want to talk to either of you! You’re horrible! I hate you! Go away!
Her father hesitated for a moment. Then he said, The best thing for you to do, my girl, is to have your bath and get yourself to bed. We’ll talk some more in the morning.
I don’t want your stupid bath.
Then go to sleep dirty. It makes no difference to me.
She lay on her bed listening to the noises in the house. She could hear her mother and father talking; and then the bath running. The cistern roared and whistled just above her room. She heard doors opening and closing, and the burbling of the television in her parents’ bedroom. Then the door was closed and all the lights were switched off.
Outside the window, the city was so thickly-felted in snow that it was totally silent, from Davidson’s Mains to Morningside, and Gillie could almost have believed that everyone was dead, except for her.
She was woken by a bright light dancing on the wallpaper. She opened her eyes and frowned at it for a while, not quite sure where she was, or whether she was sleeping or waking. The light quivered and trembled and danced from side to side. Sometimes it was like a wide squiggly line and then it would suddenly tie a knot in itself, so that it formed the shape of a butterfly.
Gillie sat up. She was still fully dressed and her leg had gone dead because she had been sleeping in a funny position. The light was coming from under her door. First of all it was dazzling and then it was dim. It danced and skipped and changed direction. Then it retreated for a while, so that all she could see was a faint reflected glow.
Oh, no! she thought. The house is on fire!
She climbed off her bed and limped dead-legged to the door. She felt the doorknob to see if it was hot. The Fire Brigade had come to the school to give them all a lecture on do’s and don’ts, and she knew that she wasn’t to open the door if it was hot. Fire feeds on oxygen like a babby feeds on milk.
But the doorknob was cold, and the door-panels were cold. Cautiously, Gillie turned the knob, and opened the door, and eased herself into the corridor. Toby’s room was directly opposite; and the light was shining from all around Toby’s door. At times it was so intense that she could scarcely look at it, and it shone through every crevice, and even through the keyhole.
She