The Greenhouse Legacy
By Valerie Bird
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A wartime marriage, an illicit love affair, and secrets surrounding a suspicious death have impacted the lives of two women, Elspeth and her daughter, Gina. Elspeth, once an ambitious and determined woman, confuses and angers Gina, who herself has been haunted all her life by an incident about which she
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The Greenhouse Legacy - Valerie Bird
THE GREENHOUSE
The Greenhouse 2017
Gina turns the door knob as if in the process of defusing a bomb. It’s an old door, stout wood, inclined to jam, the accumulation of year on year paint. A gentle push, an intake of cool air and it is done, the slight movement releasing glass to fly free on to the greenhouse floor. A sound too delicate for the damage done, damage that has let the cold spring in and the heat out.
The glass lies in scattered shards, whole and half panes. This is no accident, freak weather, a stray tile or blinded bird. It is deliberate, an act of purposeful destruction. The perpetrator of the deed, ‘this wanton act’ as Ivan would later say, is not her first concern. It’s the unholy memory brought back to haunt and unsettle all that had been laid to rest.
To fear to step inside is ludicrous; the distance, the time span since, two generations. It’s not unreasonable to wonder why she’s been tricked back to witness again that appalling scene.
That is what Gina is thinking as she steps down onto the concrete floor and stands amongst the sharp fragments crunching under her slippers. She only came out on this bright blue morning, a sharp nip of frost in the air, to check her seedlings, gloat over the plants pricked out the day before. She grips the sides of the staging. Panic sucks all strength from her legs, runs tingling down her arms, leaving her as limp as the discarded seedlings in the compost bin. It is cruel, too cruel that they hid what they’d done all those years ago, and have suffered for it. The despair of lives blighted, the residual anger that they allowed her ignorance, bites more keenly than any other pain she’s ever borne.
There was no warning. Nothing woke her last night, sleep undisturbed. Her bedroom on that side of the house, where the evening sun settles in the west, looking out over the garden, the terrace beds and beyond the lawn to the greenhouse, is far enough away to block the sound whenever it happened.
She walks on in to pick out the bits of glass that lie on top of the trays. All the tiny and tender plants, nothing robust, being nurtured with light and heat.
The searing beauty of a robin’s call makes her turn. Blood drips from a cut already opening up in the palm of her hand but the real hurt is for what has gone before.
There was blood then, sixty years ago. Arms crazed with cuts, deliberate wounds, her mother’s face china white, eyes pleading, weeping words that were too shocking to offer an eleven year old child. And her grandfather slumped on the floor as if fallen asleep, too tired to go back to the house, to find his armchair or bed.
ELSPETH
Elspeth 1938
Elspeth Smith was ambitious and clever. Elementary school and a shorthand and typing course had given her the tools to earn a living. Money and marriage, to be socially better than her Ma and Pa, however, were what she wanted to achieve.
Madge, her mother, she considered no role model, with little love to give. Once a lady’s maid now a drudge, in Elspeth’s opinion. Ernest Smith adored both women, but was unable to bring peace, to lessen their animosity. Elspeth’s feelings for him were complex; as a child she’d loved him because he so obviously demonstrated his love for her. But as she grew older she began to see him as a nonentity, content to be a dogsbody. He was a shop assistant with the commonest surname.
Kenneth would be a catch, netted at a tennis club dance. Not that Elspeth played tennis, the racquet and fees to join were beyond her reach, and white wasn’t her colour. ‘Auburn hair, pale skin, one needs to wear bright colours,’ she informed Maxi, the friend from the course that made her a shorthand typist, the girl who played at everything with parents who could afford for her to do so. For Elspeth, she was a useful contact.
‘Glasses, you’ve fallen for a man who wears glasses!’ Maxi tweaked Elspeth’s curls, the ringlets from rags. ‘Looks a bit sort of intellectual to me.’ She was piqued at the extortionate cost of her own Marcel wave which was much less effective.
Elspeth ignored her; the Max Factor Rose Red lipstick, worth two week’s wages, needed careful application. Pressing her lips together she pouted at the mirror. Slinky and slender in lilac taffeta, the frilled neckline emphasised her neat breasts.
To be ladylike; there was so much to learn. Other girls took elocution lessons, Maxi too. She spoke extravagantly, thought it a lark.
Kenneth asked her to dance; a poor dancer but then so was she. He held her, she clung on. He asked if she came there often, if she played tennis, if she liked going to the flicks. He spoke impeccably, sounding like the man who read the news on the wireless. He wore a dinner suit with black bow tie, his hair was slick with Brilliantine, the scent of luxury. His eyes never quite caught hers. Even when she looked up at him to say, ‘Thank you for the dance,’ he glanced to one side. He thought she was a sweet girl; he wanted a wife.
The Smiths owned a wireless. A prized possession, it sat on a table beside the mantelpiece, taking precedence over all the other knick knacks. A lamp placed beside picked up the sheen of the wood. A domed creation with an intricate cut out pattern of wood to let sound through the cloth covered speakers, it became the most prestigious object in the house. It was switched on as soon as Ernest came back from the shop in the evening. Never a talkative man, unassuming, the prospect of war changed him, made him articulate and more forceful. When Chamberlain came back from meeting Hitler flapping a piece of paper offering. ’Peace in our time,’ he was outraged.
The family - though Elspeth never thought of them as a family - were having tea when he announced to his wife and daughter, ‘Whatever they say, we’re in for it. War’s coming, times are going to be hard.’
Elspeth wanted none of it. What had it got to do with her? Seventeen and intent on sloughing off the remnants of her origins, even her pleasure meant hard work, constant wariness in case her manners and attitudes betrayed her; fun and freedom were her due. She didn’t want to accept his opinion.
‘You’re not one of those frivolous creatures, are you, Elspeth?’ her father continued as if reading her mind. ‘I’ve been proud of you, making your way, learning how to stand on your own two feet.’
Which was when she boasted of her new acquaintance, Kenneth Simms. ‘He’s a solicitor, working in his father’s firm. He said they have vacancies for shorthand typists; I might apply.’
Ernest and Madge exchanged a look which she didn’t understand; it was as if they’d been talking behind her back. ‘It’s worth a go, Elspeth,’ he said. ‘But don’t you go losing your heart, ‘cause we’re going to lose everything else before you know it.’
‘Oh, Pa, why do you have to be so glum! It’s people like you who’ll wish it on us.’
‘Don’t you speak to your father like that,’ her mother snapped. ‘He knows what’s what even if we don’t want to believe it.’
What a relief that she has the prospect of getting out from under his pessimism and her mother’s dull subservience! ‘Well, I’m going to get this job, war or no bloody war!’
‘Don’t you use that language, Elspeth!’ Madge raised a hand as if she was about to slap her but seeing Ernest’s face shook her head instead. ‘And if you think that’ll get you on in this world, I can tell you you’re much mistaken. When I was in service …’
‘Oh shut up!’ Elspeth scraped back her chair and flounced out, pausing at the door to say, ‘I’ll better myself, you’ll see, I’ll be nobody’s slave!’
Madge shrugged, ‘Well don’t come crying to me and Pa if nothing comes of it.’
It was George Simms, joint partner in the firm, Simms and Furland, who interviewed Elspeth. ‘You’ll be aware, Miss Smith, that your employment will be temporary for a month. If your work is helpful to our firm we will be pleased to offer you a permanent place on the staff.’
‘I understand.’ She would have said more, was planning to remind him of the praise she’d received on completing her shorthand and typing course and the reference from the garage where she’d worked for six months. She wore a turquoise suit lent to her by Maxi, elegant and eye-catching with matching beret. But as she sat with her legs carefully crossed at the ankle, she knew it was a mistake. In this austere room, facing this man in his impeccable dark grey suit with stiff collar and black tie, Elspeth was out of place. Far too showy, she knew that she should have chosen brown, been Miss Dowdy, played the demure mouse, which is what her mother would have advised. Under his silent observation of her, which could have been described as forensic - if Elspeth had known the meaning of the word - she shrank.
‘I believe your father has applied to become an Air Raid warden,’ he said, his voice less formal.
Elspeth looked back at him, helpless; had he?
‘A good man; we’ll need all the help we can get. This building will become an ARP recruiting post for the time being so you may encounter men arriving at the office who will not be wanting our services as such. Miss Bowker will instruct you on all the procedures.’ He smiled for the first time but Elspeth could see no likeness to Kenneth. This man had dark, almost black hair, was tall and broad. Kenneth was blond and short with pale blue eyes, the eyes which never quite met hers.
‘Have you any questions you’d like to ask me, Miss Smith?’ George Simms’ voice was benign.
Was it her father who’d helped her get this job? Had she been chosen above the other applicants not due to Kenneth’s influence, but because of her father?
She recovered herself. ‘I’m interested to know who runs which department, Mr Simms. I believe you are in charge of constitutional law and your son is head of conveyancing.’ Was this what she should be asking? ‘Who will I be working for?’
Although the hesitation before he spoke was infinitesimal, it was enough to give the impression that it was the wrong question. ‘Miss Bowker will be in charge of your duties; she will assign you to whoever needs your services.’ The distance between them was established and as he stood, holding out his hand for her to shake, the cool and brief touch reinforced this.
Outside the room Elspeth shivered wishing that she could lean against his door, let it hold her upright. It was hard to fathom why she was upset. She had the job, a real ladder to climb, people she could impress.
George sat back in his chair. A pretty girl, eager, but maybe too flighty. A bit of spirit was good, and her credentials had been excellent. Miss Bowker would cope with any silliness; Miss Bowker was the glue that held the firm together. The end of an afternoon, the room had lost some of its brightness; he switched on the desk lamp looking over to the door from where the new girl had left. He knew nothing of her connection with Kenneth; her application arrived in the post with all the others. His son was away training with the Observer Corps.
Elspeth waited to hear Kenneth’s voice, thought he might ask for her, even poke his head round the door of the room where she worked. She couldn’t mention his name to Miss Bowker; after her first encounter with Mr Simms Senior - as she learned to refer to him - she knew that questions unrelated to her work were inappropriate. Miss Bowker usually set her to type up shorthand notes of dictation which she had taken herself. She was hidden away in an office with another girl so rarely saw the men and women who entered the building.
She didn’t tell Maxi of her lowly status but boasted of how well she was progressing and how ‘beastly Miss Bowker is.’ Though that wasn’t how she felt. The woman was fair and motherly offering praise and tips on how to improve. Miss Bowker’s motto repeated frequently was ‘vigilance, courtesy, reliability, watch words for the prefect secretary’. Perfection was Elspeth’s ambition.
It was Miss Bowker who eventually announced that, ‘Mr Kenneth is away training in case of war’. Elspeth felt equal chagrin and relief; at least he wasn’t ignoring her, but would he ever come back?
In the meantime she asked Maxi, ‘Will you be going to your Pa’s golf club dance again this year?’ angling for an invitation.
Maxi shrugged. ‘Don’t know. Daddy’s in such a mood these days. Moans about money being tight and going to get worse. Nobody’ll be buying jewellery. Says, what good’s a diamond ring when Hitler gets here? But I said, good for giving him a black eye! And he had to laugh, said he’d put it in the window, sort of advert!’
Elspeth didn’t find it funny; why were they all giving in to these morbid thoughts. It was her life that was being ruined.
Maxi said, ‘Where’s that man with the glasses gone?’ Which riled Elspeth as she didn’t know and it was what she cared about most. Not that she’d tell Maxi.
‘Away on business,’ she said.
And then Kenneth appeared.
He didn’t seem to have come specially to see her when he came to the door of their office. He greeted Miss Bowker who introduced Elspeth and the other girl. He remained on the threshold, acknowledging both girls as if he knew neither of them. She was mortified until later when she found a note asking if she’d like to accompany him and friends to the pictures the following week. Chagrin turned to ecstasy. She would be eighteen at the beginning of December with the world at her feet.
George 1938 - 39
Elspeth’s bravado vanished when she was sent into George Simms’s office for the first time to take dictation. She’d seen him rarely, once going out of the building as he was coming in. He’d nodded and said, ‘Good evening,’ but he wouldn’t have heard her stammered reply.
Acting for Miss Bowker, who was absent with ‘flu, filled Elspeth with as much pride as receiving Kenneth’s invitation. Which didn’t make sense. What was work in comparison to a man wanting the pleasure of your company and to spend money on you - which was the way Kenneth had so gallantly described his offer?
Elspeth knocked on the door and waited before entering, as taught by Miss Bowker. Her hands trembled which would be useless when holding her pencil, and swallowed the lump in her throat for the umpteenth time. It was the first time that she’d been into this room since her interview. Today it seemed quite different. A low sun filtered through the sash windows lifting the polished floor to a deep sheen; Elspeth saw it as a pathway lit by the beam of a searchlight. George Simms sat as if in its shadow with his back to her, looking out at the street beyond. ‘Mr Simms, excuse me,’ she said, ‘I’ve come to take dictation. Are you ready for me or …’ The words came in a rush, too loud for the hush they were filling.
He swivelled round to say, ‘Of course. It’s Miss Smith isn’t it?’
‘Yes, sir,’ she said.
‘Please, take a seat,’ and he stood to indicate where she should sit. It was like a scene in a movie.
She liked his voice, it didn’t have the hard twang of so many of the young men she knew including Kenneth; the fashion to sound American.
It was peaceful and purposeful sitting taking dictation, listening to his measured language. He rarely needed to change anything he said, apologising when he did so. Six lengthy letters later, it seemed no time had gone by before she returned to her own desk.
Two hours passed, having worked through her lunch break, she went back to ask for his signature, all the letters neatly arranged with their envelopes inside a leather-bound blotter. The door to his office was open and Elspeth hovered unsure whether to knock or peer in to see if he was inside. As she waited a voice behind her called out. ‘Can I help you?’ It was Mr Furland, the senior partner, speaking from the doorway of his office further down the hallway. He came out to greet her. ‘Don’t worry, lass. He’s upstairs talking to Mr Kenneth.’ Elspeth felt herself blushing, hoped the dim light would conceal her red cheeks. ‘Put the letters on his desk for him to sign,’ he said, smiling down as if she were a sweet child. ‘You can come back later, in time for the post.’
‘Thank you,’ she said recovering her poise. ‘I’m deputising for Miss Bowker, sir. She’s unwell.’
‘Dear Miss Bowker, it’s sad news but no doubt she’ll be back with us soon.’ And with a knowing nod he disappeared. She thought how good it must feel to be thought indispensable.
She felt the thrill of a desire to please walking in to place the correspondence on his desk, her work for him to approve or if necessary correct. The sun still flowed into the room, warming all the dark wood of the panelling, his desk. The long velvet curtains at the windows hung to the floor, a deep gold. The piles of brown manilla folders bulging inside their tape ties were stacked on all the surfaces without giving the impression of desperation or untidiness. All was in order and the air breathed a lush scent of polish. And the final touch, which she thought quite exquisite, was the plant in a pot on his desk. The pale green leaves clustered around the stems which stood nine inches tall holding a floret of the palest pink flowers, a flower that she’d never seen before. It was so elegant, a room where she wanted to stay, would be content.
George Simms sat opposite his son, the smell of tobacco disturbing his good intentions. ‘Stop criticising him,’ his wife would have said. ‘You never see any good in the boy.’ Looking at him now he saw a replica of Marjorie. The round cheeks, the pretty pout. ‘Why shouldn’t he enjoy himself?’ had been her usual rebuttal of any discipline he’d wished to impose. The time when the boy caught butterflies in order to pull off their wings to see what made them fly. The truancies from school which he, as father, was forced to defend. The endless unkind pranks he played on their live-in maid, Ruby. ‘Please be kind to him, George,’ Marjorie had begged on her death bed. ‘He’s your only child, our dear boy. Let him be true to himself.’
‘So how was the training?’ George said to Kenneth, quashing his irritation, hoping his enquiry sounded enthusiastic.
Kenneth lounged back in his chair blowing another cloud of smoke at the ceiling. ‘Ripping, Dad.’ And as if spurred on by the words, jerked forward, stubbing out his cigarette and beaming at his father. ‘If I can’t fly, this is the next best thing.’
‘Well done, Ken. I’m very pleased.’
‘We’re going to need people like me, our organisation, aren’t we? Especially after the latest news.’
‘Is that the feeling in the Corps?’
‘Rather. Nobody’s fooled by Hitler’s supposed promise to Chamberlain. So much waste paper, they say.’
The boy’s blonde hair fell over his forehead, the discipline of Brylcreem to no avail. How young he looked. George leant forward too, clasped Kenneth’s shoulder with a rush of affection.
‘Your mother would be proud of you too, if she were still with us. You know that, don’t you?’
‘Sure,’ Kenneth pulled back. He looked away to find his packet of cigarettes, took one out, lit it with a fancy lighter behind a cupped hand. George sank back. Was he wrong to have mentioned Marjorie?
‘When do you need to go back for more training?’
Kenneth shrugged. ‘A month, maybe. It depends doesn’t it?’
‘Right.’ George eased a finger between his collar and neck. The reek of the newly lit cigarette stuck in his throat. ‘You might have time to look at …’ he noted the lack of documents of Kenneth’s desk. ‘There is some outstanding conveyancing - John’s been attempting to keep on top of the work, but he’s not fully trained and …’
‘Okay, Dad. I’ll look at them tomorrow.’
‘Tomorrow? Why tomorrow? We’ve some unhappy clients …’
‘Yeh, sure. Don’t worry, I’ll sweet-talk them tomorrow. No rush.’
‘I don’t think you understand the reputation which we’re trying to maintain.’ George heard the aggrieved tone of his own voice, and her disapproval, ‘stop nagging the poor boy.’
‘Why on earth are these people buying and selling houses anyway?’ Kenneth rocked back on his chair again, inhaled deeply. ‘Don’t they understand it’ll all have gone belly-up before they’ve set foot in those precious properties.’ And despite his languid pose there was a glint in his eye, a thrill in what he’d said.
George stared at his son. The boy should never have been pushed into becoming a solicitor. But his poor eyesight failed the test for him to join the RAF, his dream. What else was there to do? He wasn't an ogre nor was Ken a fool. ‘It doesn’t look good, I agree,’ he said. ’I’ve become an Air Raid Warden - this building is an ARP recruiting post.’
‘Well done, Dad,’ a playful tone, the relaxed pose.
George sat on, regarding Kenneth. The boy’s tweed jacket splayed open to show a striped green shirt and patterned braces. He could think of nothing else to say.
As if aware of his father’s assessment of his apparel Kenneth sat forward to lean on his desk. The old boy was such a stickler, stuck in an era long gone. He offered an amiable smile; it wasn’t his fault that Mother Mine was gone. He’d called her that since letters home from boarding school. She’d written Darling Son of Mine so he’d responded similarly. She’d loved it too, in fact had been quite ecstatic; signing off ‘With oceans of love from Mother Mine’.
‘Well,’ George rose, stood uncertain though knowing there was nothing more to be done. He leant across the desk again to clasp his son’s arm but there was no response to this act of affection. ‘See you at dinner,’ he said and left.
Elspeth was called back, the letters signed, one letter needing to be altered for an addition he wished to make.