The Guilty Couple
By C.L. Taylor
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‘A red-hot, non-stop rollercoaster of a book’ – Lisa Jewell
What would you do if your husband framed you for murder?Five years ago, Olivia Sutherland was convicted of plotting to murder her husband.
Now she’s finally free, Olivia has three goals. Repair her relationship with her daughter. Clear her name. And bring down her husband – the man who framed her.
Just how far is she willing to go to get what she wants? And how far will her husband go to stop her?
Because his lies run deeper than Olivia could ever have imagined – and this time it’s not her freedom that’s in jeopardy, but her life…
Your favourite authors LOVE The Guilty Couple!‘Wow. Addictive. And what an ending!’ – Sunday Times bestselling author Claire Douglas
‘A red-hot, non-stop rollercoaster of a book’ – Sunday Times bestselling author Lisa Jewell
‘The Guilty Couple is a one-breath rollercoaster ride, with twists, turns, ups and downs… then just when you think it’s over, there’s another loop ahead! A proper, classy thriller.’ – Janice Hallett, Sunday Times bestselling author of The Appeal
‘I loved The Guilty Couple so much. Twisty, compelling, tense and fast-paced and thoroughly unputdownable.’ – multimillion-copy bestselling author Angela Marsons
'Wow, The Guilty Couple doesn’t let up for a moment – you’re in for ride!' – bestselling author Sarah Pinborough
‘Twisty, taut, unbearably tense. Brava, C.L. Taylor, you’ve done it again!’ – bestselling author Emma Stonex
And readers love The Guilty Couple, too!‘A hugely entertaining, tense and twisting read.’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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‘Thrilling and exciting…the ending was brilliant.’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘My heart was in my throat throughout the entire book.’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
‘This is the best book I have read in a long time.’ ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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C.L. Taylor
C.L. Taylor is a Sunday Times bestselling author. Her psychological thrillers have sold over a million copies in the UK alone, been translated into over twenty languages, and optioned for television. Her 2019 novel, Sleep, was a Richard and Judy pick. C.L. Taylor lives in Bristol with her partner and son.
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The Guilty Couple - C.L. Taylor
Chapter 1
OLIVIA
2014
Only one member of the jury glances in my direction as they file back into the room: she’s early-forties with long dark hair and a soft, round face. She looks like a Sarah or a Helen and her heavy gaze has rested on me for the last five days. We’re around the same age and I hope that’s made her sympathetic towards me; there but for the grace of god go I and all that. Or maybe she believes that I’m the monster the prosecutor has painted me out to be: a liar and a cheat, a woman riddled with hatred and obsessed with money and death.
The truth is, I have no idea how Sarah-Helen views me, or what she’s been thinking over the course of my trial. If our roles had been reversed and I were on the jury rather than in the dock, I’d have been watching the defendant for signs of guilt: fidgeting, nervousness, swallowing and shifty eyes. I have avoided doing any of those things. I hold myself still, shoulders back, feet wide, hands interlaced, fighting the urge to lick my dry lips.
The only time my composure slipped was when my husband took the stand yesterday to give evidence for the prosecution. I hadn’t seen him in weeks and he looked tired and sallow-skinned. His hair needed a cut and the skin around his jaw looked ruddy and dry from a hasty shave. Dominic and I had not been in a good place before I was arrested but I trusted that he’d rebut the prosecuting barrister’s suggestion that I was a woman so keen to keep my house, my lifestyle, my daughter and my lover that I’d arranged to have my husband killed. Dominic did not defend me. Instead he talked, at length, about how toxic our marriage had become (true) and how much he’d wanted to mend things (not true) and how horrified and shocked he’d been to discover that I’d increased his life insurance policy and attempted to contact a hitman on the Dark Web (not as shocked as I was).
I gnawed at the raggedy cuticle on my thumb and beamed my thoughts at the witness box: Dominic, tell them the truth. Tell him! In my mind my thoughts were as powerful as a haulage truck’s headlights floodlighting a dark countryside road, but my husband didn’t look at me once. His eyes flicked from the barrister to the jury, to the judge, to the gallery, but they never rested on me. It was as though there was a force field masking me from view or maybe I wasn’t there at all; I was an invisible woman, or dead.
When Dominic finally left the stand, my cuticles were bleeding.
Now, as the jury take their seats, it isn’t my husband’s face I seek out; my fate is no longer in his hands. Sarah-Helen meets my gaze for a split second before she looks away sharply but what I see hits me in the guts like an anvil. My fate is written across her face.
Before the session my barrister Peter Stimson had told me he was still very optimistic that I’d be found not guilty, that he’d given the jury enough cause for reasonable doubt. I want to believe him but the look I saw on Sarah-Helen’s face is making it hard.
Hope is the only thing that’s got me through these last few weeks. Hope that the jury will see beyond the story the prosecutor has concocted, hope that they’ll realise I’ve been set up. I’m a thirty-nine-year-old woman, a mother, an art gallery owner, a wife and a friend. I can tell a Jan van Goyen from a Rembrandt and make a lovely batch of brownies for the school PTA sale but I can’t get past week five of Couch to 5k without running out of puff.
A frisson of excitement fills the courtroom. The judge has beckoned the court usher to come forward. Her low heels clack on the wooden floorboards as she crosses the room; the sound reverberates in my chest, matching the pounding of my heart. The judge speaks in a low voice as the usher approaches the podium. My barrister and solicitor both sit up taller in their seats.
The usher turns to address the court and a wave of fear crashes over me. It doesn’t feel real, this, me in a courtroom, waiting for a verdict. If they find me guilty, I’ll get between seven and ten years. Grace is only seven. She’ll be a teenager before I am free.
The usher turns to the jury. ‘Would the foreman please stand.’
Sarah-Helen rises from her seat and smooths the crumpled skirt of her cotton floral dress. She’s nervous. That makes me feel worse.
‘Madam Foreman,’ the usher’s voice rings out through the wood-panelled courtroom. ‘On this indictment have the jury reached a verdict upon which you are all agreed?’
Sarah-Helen clears her throat lightly. All eyes are on her and the stress of the spotlight pinkens her cheeks. ‘Yes, we have.’
‘On count one,’ the usher says, ‘do you find the defendant guilty or not guilty?’
Time slows as Sarah-Helen’s lips part. Please, I silently pray, please, please. I didn’t conspire to have Dominic murdered. I don’t know who did but it wasn’t me.
‘Guilty.’ Sarah-Helen’s voice rings out clear and loud then I hear nothing at all. The judge’s lips move and the usher stalks back across the floor. There’s motion from the gallery, shifting and whispering. Faces, faces, faces, all looking at me. The dock, once so solid beneath my feet, becomes marshmallow soft. A hand to my elbow keeps me upright, leads me out.
I seek out my husband as I am ushered towards the door that leads to the cells. He’s sitting next to Lee, my business partner, and they’re deep in conversation. Stand up. I turn on the headlights again, beaming my thoughts into his. Tell them you set me up. Tell them that I’m innocent. Tell them what you did. My husband shifts in his seat and glances across the courtroom, as though he senses the weight of my gaze. His eyes meet mine and he smirks.
Chapter 2
DOMINIC
2014
Dominic Sutherland braces himself as he approaches the side exit of the Old Bailey and hears the roar of the press pack outside as his solicitor opens the door. Over the last five days of the court case, he hasn’t been able to enter or leave without being surrounded by journalists and photographers, all shouting his name, firing camera flashes in his face and blocking his way. So far he’s managed to avoid giving them a single comment, despite the shouts of ‘Can you ever forgive Olivia?’ and ‘Will you stand by your wife if she’s found guilty?’ that trailed after him wherever he went. But he’s going to have to say something now.
The press have been chasing the story for weeks, intrigued by the tale of the suave chartered surveyor in his late thirties, his adorable ringleted daughter, his blonde wife, her lover and the crime that nearly cost Dominic his life. They’ve been picking over the details of the case: Liv’s affair, the life insurance policy she increased, the unknown hitman she tried to hire on the Dark Web and her confession to Danielle Anderson, personal trainer at Fit4Life gym and a serving detective in the Metropolitan Police.
Why? That was the question the press returned to. Why would a woman who had it all choose to have her husband murdered? Why not just leave him instead?
‘Everything okay, Dominic?’ Melanie Price, the CPS’s solicitor, puts a hand on his shoulder. ‘If you need a couple of minutes to—’
‘I’m fine.’ He smiles tightly and steps through the door.
Flash bulbs fire in his direction, making him blink, and a chorus of voices shout his name.
‘Dominic! How do you feel?’
‘Are you pleased with the verdict?’
‘Dominic! Rosie Jones from the Mirror, can I—’
‘Ladies and gents!’ Melanie raises a hand and the noise abates. ‘Mr Sutherland has prepared a statement. There are to be no questions afterwards, thank you.’
Dominic snatches a breath as he reaches inside his suit jacket for the statement he scribbled out at the kitchen table that morning as Grace banged around upstairs, getting herself ready for school. He’s already dreading the conversation he’ll have to have with her when he collects her from her friend’s house later.
He clears his throat and reads. ‘I would like to thank the Metropolitan Police Force, the CPS and the judge and jury for ensuring that justice has been done today. The sentence awarded to Olivia means that, for the first time in a long time, I will be able to sleep soundly tonight. Whilst our marriage was not perfect, I cannot fully express the horror I felt when I discovered that my wife and her lover were conspiring to have me killed.’ He pauses to take a breath. ‘It was down to the swift action of the police that their plan was foiled and I am able to address you all today. I would like to request privacy at this time as my daughter and I come to terms with what has happened and attempt to pick up the threads of our life. Thank you very much.’
There’s a lull of no more than a split second then the questions from the press start up again. Dominic ignores them.
‘Thank you.’ He shakes hands with Melanie and his family liaison officer and then squeezes his way through bodies, microphones and television cameras to reach the black BMW waiting for him further down the road. He slides into the back seat, closes his eyes and blows out his cheeks in a noisy sigh.
‘You all right there, mate?’
The driver is watching him in the rear-view mirror. His shoulders are wider than his seat and his neck is thick and lined beneath close-cropped hair. Dominic can almost imagine the man reaching into the glove box, pulling out a gun and twisting round to point it directly between his eyes. He chuckles at the irony of the thought.
‘I’m good, thanks. Oakfield Road, please. Crouch End.’
As the car pulls away he reaches into his inside pocket. His fingers touch the sleek, narrow shape of his mobile phone then slide away, to an altogether chunkier, cheaper phone. He takes it out and taps at the rubber buttons to access the unread text.
It’s just a single word: Well?
He taps out a reply: She’s not a problem any more. She got ten years.
Chapter 3
OLIVIA
Now – 2019
A fight has broken out in the middle of C Block. It’s been rumbling for a while and the wing’s been buzzing all day. You know when a fight’s coming because the air thrums with tension, like it does before a storm. For a lot of the women it’s something to look forward to, a break from the mundanity of the daily routine. Given all the screeching and shouting from the circle of onlookers, the two women scrapping in the middle aren’t the only ones releasing their anger and frustration during the fight.
I’m not entirely sure why they’re scrapping. Something about Sabrina disrespecting Gardo’s girlfriend Chanelle. They’re really going for it – grappling with each other and throwing punches, arms whirling, all elbows, nails and fists. Sabrina’s the shorter of the two women but what she loses in height she makes up for with her bulldog-like physique. Gardo’s landed some hard punches but Sabrina’s giving as good as she gets, despite her bloody nose and torn lip.
Out of the corner of my eye I spot Vicki Kelk darting into a cell that isn’t hers. I step out of my own cell to take a closer look. Kelk is a crackhead who’d rob her own granny to get money for drugs. She’s cruel too. She coerces girls into smoking spice then films them twitching and shuffling and staring like a zombie before uploading the videos onto YouTube via her smuggled mobile phone.
The cell beside the one Kelk’s raiding belongs to Janet and Theresa. Janet’s a lifer in her sixties. She’s not much of a talker but she can give you a look that makes you feel like someone’s walking over your grave. Theresa’s new and if she’s not in her cell she’s skulking around looking terrified.
In a lot of ways she reminds me of me.
It was the noise that got to me when I arrived, all the screaming and shouting and wailing and banging. I tried to hide in my room but my cellmate told me that if I didn’t go out onto the wing and mix with the others I’d be viewed as weak and attract the wrong kind of attention.
There’s no sign of Janet but Theresa is standing alone at the back of the circle surrounding the fighters. Her mousey hair is tucked behind her ears, her arms are crossed over her heavy chest. She’s watching what’s going on from beneath her eyebrows. As Kelk darts into Theresa and Janet’s cell Theresa turns her head sharply to look at me, then heads after her. I slide closer so I can see what’s going on. I wouldn’t get involved normally but I’m getting out tomorrow so if Kelk decides to wage war on me the fight won’t last very long.
‘What are you doing?’ Theresa’s voice rings out as I approach the doorway. Kelk is over by the kettle with two packets of ramen noodles in her hands.
Kelk’s gaze slides towards me then returns to Theresa. ‘I’ll pay you back.’
‘Put them back please.’
Kelk lifts her sweatshirt and sticks the noodles into the waistband of her joggers then pulls the sweatshirt over the top. She smiles, her top lip curled back to reveal her teeth. ‘Take them back.’
Theresa does nothing. She’s paralysed by fear when what she needs to do is stand up to Kelk. If it ends up in a fight it ends up in a fight. It’s the only way she’ll earn her respect. But Kelk is dangerous. I wouldn’t put it past her to have a toilet brush rammed into her joggers, the brush removed and the plastic moulded into a spear-like point.
‘Give me one.’ I step into the cell, pulling the door partly closed behind me.
‘Eh?’ Kelk shoots me a curious look.
‘She’s got more ramen on the shelf. Chuck me one. And that bag of teabags while you’re at it.’
A smirk spreads across Kelk’s face. ‘I thought you were getting out tomorrow.’
‘I am. I want to give Smithy a leaving present.’ I glance at Theresa who’s still hovering near us, the base of her throat flushed red, her hands fluttering at her sides.
Kelk throws a packet of noodles and the clear bag of teabags at me.
I tuck them under my waistband then push past Theresa. ‘What else have you got?’ I rummage around under her bunk. ‘Got any sweets? Stamps? I know Smithy would really—’
The words are knocked out of my mouth as my head hits the cell wall. Theresa just gave me a shove.
‘Give my stuff back,’ she shouts as I twist around and duck out of the bunk. She lands her first punch as I straighten up. Smack! Right on my cheekbone. Adrenaline floods through me as I fight to regain my balance but she’s on me straight away, small fists thumping at my stomach, my head and my chest. I weave my fingers into her hair and pull her head back then lift my knee to her stomach to create a space between our bodies. I land a couple of punches but they glance off her. Theresa shows no such restraint and each time her fist makes contact my body sings in pain. As we continue to grapple I hear voices from the doorway: Kelk, and a couple of other women discussing our fight.
After what feels like the longest two or three minutes of my life I shout, ‘All right, all right. I’ll give you your stuff back’ and Theresa shoves me roughly away.
She watches as I throw my spoils onto her bunk, then turns to confront Kelk. ‘And you,’ she says.
Kelk’s eyes narrow, but she rummages around in her joggers and tosses two packets of ramen noodles onto the bunk.
‘Out!’ Theresa takes a step towards her. ‘Show’s over. You can all fuck off now.’
As Kelk and her cronies retreat I wrap a hand around my body and groan softly. Theresa really put some welly behind those punches and my ribs and cheekbone are throbbing like hell.
Theresa closes the door. ‘Sorry Liv. I got a bit carried away.’
‘You’re not kidding.’ I touch a hand to my nose to check for blood. ‘You weren’t supposed to shove me into the wall. You were supposed to wait until I grabbed the stamps and then swing for me.’
‘Sorry.’ Her face twists with regret. ‘I was so nervous I forgot the plan.’
‘It’s fine.’ I give her shoulder a squeeze. ‘It made it look more realistic. Are you all right? I didn’t hit you too hard?’
She shakes her head but she’s quivering like my daughter’s hamster did, just before it died. The adrenaline’s wearing off and she needs to get her shit together before she goes back out onto the wing. She’ll have gained enough respect now to stop Kelk nipping into her cell but new inmates arrive all the time. Theresa’s going to have to keep standing up for herself if she’s going to get through the next few years unscathed. I learned that the hard way.
‘I was so nervous that Kelk was going to jump me,’ she says.
‘No. The beating you gave me put her—’
A siren interrupts me. Up in the CCTV room someone’s spotted Sabrina and Gardo’s fight. In between the beats of the alarm I hear the thunder of trainers on concrete as the women outside scamper back to their cells.
‘I’d better go.’ I make a move for the door.
‘Thank you, Olivia,’ Theresa says. ‘I owe you.’
‘Yeah, you do.’ I squeeze her hand in goodbye. ‘Stay safe, okay?’
‘Well?’ Smithy reaches a lazy arm over her bunk and ruffles the top of my hair. ‘Have you decided what you’ll have yet? McDonald’s, KFC or Nando’s?’
Food is something Kelly Smith has talked about at great length over the last three years we’ve been padmates. I spent my first two years in prison sharing with an older woman called Barbara who’d been convicted of GBH. She looked like she worked in a charity shop or a library but she had a mean right hook. Ninety-five percent of the time she was pleasant enough but if someone crossed her and she lost her temper she’d smash up our cell. On the one, and only, occasion I tried to stop her she broke my nose.
After she was moved on Smithy moved in. She appeared in the doorway of my cell and looked me up and down, her thin, mousey hair pulled back into a loose ponytail with a straggly halo of escaped strands framing her hard, angular face. I’d heard from one of the other girls on the wing that she was a thief so I was on my guard.
‘I’m pretty easy to get on with,’ I told her as she slid inside, a clear plastic bag containing her belongings in her hand. ‘But if you nick my stuff we’re going to have a problem.’
She looked at me from beneath sparse untidy eyebrows, her pupils pinpricks in sharp green eyes, and I readied myself for a row. There aren’t that many fights in a female prison but a new cellmate is always an unknown quantity. For all I knew she could be a psychopath as well as a thief.
‘All right your Majesty,’ she said, her thin lips breaking into an amused grin, her throaty East London voice filling the small room.
Queenie. Posh Bird. Chelsea. I’d been called it all by the other girls. I’d never thought of myself as posh. I was from Brighton, the daughter of a nurse, but I went to Exeter to study Art History and polished up my accent to try and fit in. It stuck, even after I moved to London when I finished my degree. Not that many of the other inmates knew that about me. To them I was ‘the posh blonde who tried to have her husband killed’. By the time Smithy turned up I’d long since given up correcting them, on the poshness or my guilt.
The only thing that’s been keeping me going for the last five years is the thought of seeing my daughter again. Grace is seven in the only photo I have with me: she’s sitting on a bench in Hyde Park in the sunshine, a 99 ice-cream in her hand and such a look of joy on her face it’s as though all her dreams have come true. She was such a mummy’s girl back then. She’d go to Dominic for a bit of rough and tumble (she loved being flipped upside down and spun around and around) but it was me she came to for cuddles. Aged seven she was already a keen artist and a straight talker. She knew what she liked and what she didn’t and she wouldn’t hold back if I bought a painting she thought was ugly. Every Sunday we had ‘art and craft afternoon’ when we’d sit around the kitchen table and paint pictures, sculpt air-drying clay or make necklaces and bracelets with beads. We’d read together every night before bed. I’d read part of a chapter and she’d read the rest. Afterwards she’d shout down the stairs, ‘Make sure you put it in my reading record, Mum.’
On my first night in prison I stuck Grace’s photo on the wall of my bunk with toothpaste. That way her face was the last thing I saw before lights out and the first thing I saw in the morning. She’s twelve now and I don’t even know what she looks like. The last time her grandparents brought her to see me she was ten. I’ve called George and Esther, I’ve written to them – my friend Ayesha even visited them to beg them to please bring Grace in to see me – but they always said the same thing: Grace doesn’t want to visit me anymore and they can’t force her to come. I don’t know why she’s changed her mind about seeing me. The last time I saw her she was sullen and withdrawn but I put that down to a hard week at school or a bad night’s sleep. Afterwards there was a tiny, terrified part of me that was worried Dominic had succeeded in turning her against me. If I’d known that would be the last time I’d see her for two years, I’d have hugged her like I’d never let her go.
‘Present for ya,’ Smithy says now, reaching under her pillow. She pulls out a thin, battered paperback; the pages are browned and wrinkled with age and several of the corners are turned down where she’s bookmarked a page that she likes.
‘No.’ I shake my head. ‘I can’t take that.’
‘Course you can.’ She waggles it in my face. ‘I want you to have it.’
The book in her hand is The Right Way to Do Wrong by Harry Houdini. It’s partly about the magic he did and the secrets of sideshow circus acts but it’s also about the methods of deception involved in burglary, pickpocketing and various swindles. Smithy found it in the bottom of a rucksack she nicked and it’s been her talisman ever since.
‘It’ll bring you good luck,’ she says, hitting me on the arm with it until I snatch it out of her hand.
‘Will it give me the last five years of my life back too?’
She laughs loudly, exposing the large gap between her front teeth. ‘It’s not a fuckin’ time machine, Liv. I told you, mate, you’ll drive yourself mental with what ifs and if onlys. You gotta look to the future, not the past. That’s long gone.’
‘Sutherland!’ Two weighty thumps on the door to our cell make me jump. A key scrapes against the lock and the door opens.
‘Come on then.’ Davies, one of the guards, crooks her finger and jerks her head to one side. ‘Say your goodbyes. It’s time to go and—’ She narrows her eyes. ‘What happened to your face?’
‘I walked into my bunk, miss.’
‘Did you, now?’ She rolls her eyes. ‘Good job you’re getting out then.’
I take Grace’s photo from the small pile of my belongings and drop the rest onto Smithy’s bunk.
‘It’s not much, but you won’t need any commissary for the next week. Thank you, Smithy. I mean it. I couldn’t have got through the last few years without you.’
‘Ah, piss off.’ She laughs good-naturedly and pushes me away. ‘I’ll see you in a week.’
‘I meant what I said, Kelly. I’ll help you out. I’ll give you the money I promised you so you can do that carpentry course.’
‘Yeah, yeah. That’s what they all say.’ She waves a dismissive hand through the air. ‘We’ll do it,’ she adds as I head for the open door. ‘Promise you.’
Davies raises an eyebrow. ‘Do what exactly?’
‘Olivia was fitted up, miss, and we’re going to prove it when I get out.’
‘Framed, were you, Sutherland?’ The prison officer smirks as she moves to one side to let me out. ‘Course you were. Come on, let’s go.’
Chapter 4
OLIVIA
Ayesha gets up from the sofa that will be my bed for the night and crosses her tiny North London living room. She picks up the glass water spray on the mantlepiece and squirts the fern on the window sill. I shift in my armchair, tucking my feet under my bum. The jogging bottoms and sweatshirt she gave me yesterday so I could get changed after my shower are too small in the arms and legs, but at least I no longer smell like my cell.
‘Aysh?’ I ask again. ‘Please.’
She sighs and puts down the water spray. ‘It’s a terrible idea.’ She returns to the sofa and pulls a cushion onto her lap. ‘If someone sees you and reports you you’ll—’
‘I know, my probation officer already made that perfectly clear.’
‘You’ll get sent back to prison. You won’t see Grace for years.’
‘No one will see me.’
‘Liv, you’ve got a supervised visit with her on Tuesday. You only need to wait another three days.’
‘I need to see her now, Aysh.’ I grind my knuckles against my sternum but it does nothing to lessen the burning sensation in my chest. ‘It’s been two years …’
It’s been killing me, not knowing how she is. I need to see her. I need to know she’s okay.
Ayesha rubs a hand over the back of her neck. Her resolve is crumbling.
‘So will you?’ I ask. ‘Take