The Thriller Boxset: Dying to Tell, Every Little Breath, The People Next Door, and Trust No One
By Keri Beevis
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Dying to Tell
Released from the hospital with her memory still blurred, the only survivor of a horrific car crash meets the brother of one of the victims. They soon suspect that someone will do anything to hide the truth of what happened on the road that night—and why.
Every Little Breath
A serial killer calls up a late-night radio DJ with a gruesome request, drawing her into his brutal game . . .
The People Next Door
Ellie and Ash have moved into a beautiful old house—but it has a mysterious past, and Ellie’s new life in the English countryside is about to take a dark turn.
Trust No One
A woman is haunted by an event in her past—and tormented by a mysterious killer who won’t let her forget it—in “a must-read that will keep you turning the pages late into the night” (Daily Express).
Keri Beevis
Keri Beevis is the internationally bestselling author of several psychological thrillers and romantic suspense mysteries, including the very successful Dying to Tell. She sets many of her books in the county of Norfolk, where she was born and still lives and which provides much of her inspiration.
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The Thriller Boxset - Keri Beevis
The Thriller Boxset
Four Unforgettable Novels
Keri Beevis
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Dying To Tell
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Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
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Prologue
THEN
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
NOW
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
LATER
Chapter 47
Epilogue
Acknowledgements
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Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Epilogue
Acknowledgements
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Prologue
I. Before
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
II. After
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Epilogue
Acknowledgements
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Dying To TellCopyright © 2019 Keri Beevis
The right of Keri Beevis to be identified as the Author of the Work has been asserted by her in accordance Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.
First published in 2019 by Bloodhound Books.
Apart from any use permitted under UK copyright law, this publication may only be reproduced, stored, or transmitted, in any form, or by any means, with prior permission in writing of the publisher or, in the case of reprographic production, in accordance with the terms of licences issued by the Copyright Licensing Agency.
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Psychological Thrillers
Deep Dark Secrets
Dying To Tell
Trust No One
Every Little Breath
With Friends Like These
Crime Thrillers
M for Murder (#Book 1)
D for Dead (#Book 2)
For the real Natalie Mcardle
And in memory of her son, Joe
Prologue
SATURDAY 7TH APRIL
Lust. Control. Fear. Silence.
The Bishop stared at the body on the floor, emotions bubbling inside him. He hadn’t meant to kill her. It had been an accident.
They had been kissing, things were getting heated, and he had been caught up in the moment. One second she was in his arms, her hands eagerly slipping into his jeans; the next she was motionless on the ground, wide eyes staring up at him, but no longer seeing.
He nudged her shoulder with the toe of his trainer, hoping she would move, knowing she wouldn’t, and dread coiled in his belly.
It had been an accident, but he knew they wouldn’t believe him.
He shouldn’t have brought her there. The move had been reckless and rationality replaced with need. She had offered herself to him and he had known better, but still he had taken. He hadn’t meant for things to end this way.
Silence. Frustration. Panic. Anger.
She had brought this upon herself. He wasn’t to blame.
They would say it was his fault though. He could already feel the accusation in the weight of their stares; knew they would judge him and find him guilty without taking time to understand what had really happened. Like before.
He had too much to lose.
It had been an unfortunate accident, a mistake, and he had to take care of it.
No-one could know what had happened. She would have to disappear.
A door opened behind him.
He had been so caught up in the moment he had forgotten that they weren’t alone.
Footsteps sounded on the stairs and he heard a sharp intake of breath.
‘Oh my God. What have you done?’
He stepped back numbly as the girl rushed into the room, watching her futile efforts to resuscitate the one already dead.
They couldn’t find out. No-one could ever know.
They would never believe him. He had to make this problem go away.
Moving quietly up the stairs, he locked the door and pocketed the key.
The girl glanced up having heard the key twist in the lock, her anger turning to fear. Her eyes were wide, her pretty mouth trembling, stirring something deep inside him.
Anger. Regret. Acceptance. Lust.
It all came full circle.
‘I’m sorry,’ he whispered. ‘But I can’t let you go.’
Chapter One
Twelve Days Later
For Lila Amberson, the past week had been defined by two moments. In the first she had been a passenger in Mark Sutherland’s car, out on her first date in over four years, the next she had awoken in hospital with tubes poking out of her body, her left leg elevated in a sling, and her brother Elliot sitting beside her, his nose buried in a comic book.
Lila had tried to speak, but her throat was so dry she barely managed a feeble croak. Elliot’s head had shot up, eyes widening, and the comic book had fallen to the floor. She wanted water, tried to tell him again, but he had already rushed from the room.
He returned moments later with a doctor and two nurses, who had poked and prodded at her, flashed lights in her eyes. Lila had tried to tell them to stop, frustration and fear knotting as she attempted to comprehend where she was and what was happening to her. Eventually the doctor addressed her directly.
‘Can you hear me, Lila? If you can, please nod or blink twice for me.’
Ignoring the second part, Lila tried to answer him. Damn it, why wasn’t her voice working?
‘Don’t try to talk yet. Just a simple nod or a double blink.’
She focussed on his eyes; grey irises that were strikingly pale against his skin, managed to move her head slightly in a nod. What was happening? She looked for Elliot, saw him standing towards the back of the room.
‘Lila, you’re in hospital.’
But why, she wanted to scream.
The doctor was addressing her again, his voice reminded her of Hugh Grant. He waited until he had her attention before continuing. ‘You were in a car accident and you’ve been unconscious.’
Car accident?
She remembered being on the road in Mark’s car. Their date was over and it hadn’t gone well. He was taking her home, but she didn’t remember getting there.
Was Mark in hospital too? When had the accident happened? How come she couldn’t remember?
There were too many questions she needed answers to, but her voice wouldn’t work and so she had no choice but to lie in the bed, hooked up to tubes, listening to the plummy voice of the doctor as he told her to be patient, that she was in good hands and he was optimistic for her recovery.
The rest of that first day was a blur. Elliot stayed with her, but told her nothing. She wondered briefly if her mother was there, but then chided herself for being stupid. Tina Davenport wouldn’t interrupt her honeymoon with her fourth husband for something as trivial as a car accident.
Lila slept, her dreams filled with floating in water, and in the darkest moments suffocating, hands around her neck, the world about to go black. When she wasn’t sleeping, she was replaying the date with Mark in her head.
She hadn’t wanted to go, but Beth had talked her into it. Mark was a friend of Beth’s boyfriend, not long out of a relationship and looking to date again. Eventually Lila had agreed to go out with him just to shut her best friend up, but as the night drew nearer, Lila was nervous. She had been shown a photo of Mark and he looked pleasant enough, but she was woefully out of practice.
Ready early, she had paced the length of her tiny flat anxiously, wishing she had an excuse to call things off. It was just drinks she had told herself when she agreed to meet up, nothing serious and she could leave at any time, but then Beth’s boyfriend had arranged for Mark to pick her up from home and things became that little bit more scary.
Lila couldn’t recall much about the evening of the date. She could picture Mark’s face, remembered that he had been wearing a slick grey suit with tight trousers and shoes with pointy tips, that she had felt a little self-conscious and underdressed when he’d picked her up. He had a strong Norwich accent and he kept pronouncing her name wrong, calling her Lee-la, not Ly-la, despite her correcting him, which had pissed her off. They had driven out to the coast and she had been edgy about that, thinking it too far for a first date, and they had argued, she remembered that too, though couldn’t recall what the fight had been about. And then there was the journey home, Mark driving too fast, Lila asking him to slow down. She knew she had wanted to get home, that she never wanted to see him again.
It was not until the following day that she learned she wouldn’t ever see him again. Mark had been killed in the accident.
Her voice had come back during the middle of the night. Elliot had been asleep on the chair in the room that was far too small for his gangly frame, his glasses had slipped down his nose, and he had awoken with a jump when she had called his name.
She had questions, too many questions, and had barraged him with them, her voice still croaky and sounding foreign to her.
Elliot had seemed reluctant to say too much, making excuses to find Doctor Lucas, and Lila had been left waiting impatiently until they returned.
‘What happened?’ she demanded as they approached her bedside.
‘You were in a car accident,’ the doctor told her patiently.
‘I know. You already said that, but what happened?’
‘You don’t remember?’ Elliot glanced warily at the doctor.
‘I remember I was out…’ She paused, coughing, her throat dry. ‘Can I have some water please?’
Elliot glanced at the doctor again, filling a plastic cup from the jug when he was given the okay.
‘Sip it slowly,’ Doctor Lucas urged when she gulped at it, choking.
Lila did as instructed. She took a moment, tried again. ‘I was on a date… Beth had fixed me up with him. Mark.’ Lila paused. ‘Is he in the hospital too?’
Another exchanged look between Elliot and the doctor.
‘I’m afraid your friend didn’t make it, Lila.’
‘Didn’t make it.’ She repeated the doctor’s words slowly, letting their relevance sink in. ‘He’s dead?’
‘He died at the scene. There was nothing we could do for him.’
Lila was silent for a moment, not sure how she felt about that.
‘What happened?’ she asked again, this time calmer. ‘I mean, how did it happen?’
‘You hit another car.’
‘Where?’
‘Filby Broad,’ Elliot told her. ‘Both cars went into the water.’
‘What about the other car, the people inside?’
‘You were the only survivor.’
When Lila stared at the doctor, he elaborated. ‘Both drivers died at the scene. You were very lucky, Lila. You were pulled from the water.’
She had more questions, but exhaustion hit suddenly, plus she needed time to fully process what she had been told. People had died. Mark was dead. Although she had barely known him, hadn’t even particularly liked him, part of her grieved for him. And the other car… Doctor Lucas had only mentioned a driver, so she assumed there had been no passengers. Lila was relieved, grateful that she had survived, but with that came guilt. Why had she been the lucky one?
Elliot remained her constant companion, only leaving her room for a few hours a day, while Tina sent a text. Elliot had tried to brush over it, telling Lila she had called several times for updates while she had been in a coma, and Lila knew her mother well enough that she shouldn’t be surprised, so was annoyed at the stab of hurt. Lila should have known to expect nothing more.
She was climbing the walls by the time she was finally released, departing the hospital in a wheelchair, the crutches she had been practising on during her daily rehabilitation exercises on her lap as Elliot pushed her across the car park to his battered Volvo.
Lila heaved herself out of the wheelchair, balancing on the crutches as he shifted armfuls of papers and files from the front passenger seat, dumping them into the back. His car was a tip and looked ready to fall apart. As she waited, she glanced around the car park, couldn’t shake the feeling that she was being watched. It was stupid. There were other people about, but no-one was paying any attention to she and Elliot. It was probably just a reaction to finally being out of the hospital. She remembered the dreams she’d been having the last few nights; hands around her throat, squeezing.
Were they an after-effect of the accident too?
She let her brother help her into the car, winced when he threw her crutches on the back seat. She wasn’t used to being reliant on other people, knew it was going to take some getting used to. Elliot was trying his best and she needed to be patient. Her geeky younger brother was more used to having his head buried in a science book than playing nursemaid. She expected him to leave after he had dropped her off home, so was surprised to find his stuff all over her living room, suggesting otherwise.
‘I’ll take the sofa,’ he insisted, when she told him there was no need to stay. ‘I don’t think you should be alone. At least for the first few days.’
Lila understood. Tina Davenport had failed on all fronts as a mother, more interested in ploughing her way through husbands than taking any interest in her children’s lives, and as siblings, they had always looked out for one another. Lila’s flat was only small, but maybe it would be nice to have the company.
‘Okay,’ she agreed. ‘But I’ll warn you now, that sofa isn’t very comfortable to sleep on.’
‘I’ll manage.’ Elliot gave a tight smile. ‘I’d rather stay close where I can keep an eye out for you.’
Something about his words chilled her. ‘What do you mean?’
‘Nothing. It was just a joke.’
Lila thought back to the dreams she’d had in the hospital, the hands around her throat, and shivered. ‘Did something happen? While I was in hospital?’
Elliot glanced at the floor. A sure giveaway sign that there was something he was keeping from her.
‘I’ve been having this dream.’ Lila subconsciously put her hand to the throat and rubbed. ‘Someone trying to hurt me.’
When Elliot eventually glanced up and met her eyes, she screwed up her nose, feeling stupid.
‘Forget it. It’s probably all the pills.’
‘I thought there was someone. I went to the loo and they were in your room when I got back. I thought… no, it was stupid. They probably just had the wrong room.’
‘What? Did you report it?’
‘Of course.’ Elliot’s tone was indignant. ‘Nothing had been tampered with. I think the doctor thought I had imagined it. You know me. I probably overreacted.’
Lila stared at him. He didn’t really believe that, she was certain.
Had someone tried to hurt her while she had been in a coma? The hands around her throat. It may have been a dream, but still she shuddered.
The girl was awake and out of hospital. That wasn’t good, as it presented a huge problem. She was never supposed to have woken up.
While she remained alive, she posed a threat; her memory could return at any time and that made her extremely dangerous.
She was a loose end and one that needed taking care of as soon as possible.
Chapter Two
The broken leg made things difficult, but Lila could still manage, and it was irritating having her brother hovering over her trying to help, but awkwardly getting in the way. She tried not to grumble though, knew he was doing his best, and that much of her frustration was down to being stuck in her flat.
And it wasn’t just the boredom. Work was worrying her and she was conscious she needed to get back on her feet as soon as possible. She hadn’t dared look at her bank balance since the accident. It was fine being told she had to rest, but bills still had to be paid.
For now, she tried her best to be a good patient, reading what information she could find online about the accident.
Mark had hit another car head on and both vehicles had left the road, ending up in the broad. Lila was the only survivor, thanks to a local man who had been travelling home when he witnessed the crash and pulled her from the water.
Richard Gruger: the man who had saved her life. Lila was keen to thank him and Elliot promised that he would drive Lila over to meet him, but not until she had fully recovered. He didn’t understand that to Lila answers were more important. Richard Gruger had been there and may be able to fill in some of the blanks.
The victim in the other car, Stephanie Whitman, had been just seventeen, and guilt gnawed at Lila’s stomach. It wasn’t her fault, rationally she knew that, but still she had survived while a girl fifteen years her junior had lost her life. It didn’t seem fair. Stephanie’s distraught father, Henry Whitman, was quoted several times, insisting his daughter was a cautious driver who adhered to speed limits. It seemed he held Mark responsible for killing Stephanie. Henry Whitman: Lila thought the name sounded familiar, but it didn’t click until one of the articles mentioned his business, Whitman Homes. Henry Whitman was pretty big news and one of the richest men in the county.
Her messenger pinged. It was from Elliot and she glanced at his suggestion to pick up a takeaway curry on his way home from work. Lila replied with a thumbs-up emoji then grabbed her crutches and hobbled through to the kitchen for a bottle of lager.
As she took a swig, she spotted the bag next to the toaster, knowing it contained the things the hospital had returned to her. After getting back home, she had retrieved her keys, purse and ruined mobile phone, before setting it to one side, figuring she would sort the rest later. Grabbing the bag, she hopped over to the sofa, dumping the crutches and setting down her lager, before emptying the bag on the coffee table and sifting through the bangles she had worn for her date, her tiny handbag and compact mirror, lipstick and a packet of chewing gum.
A delicate chain caught her eye and she snatched it up, the silver locket that hung from it looking unfamiliar. It wasn’t hers, so how had it ended up with her stuff? She opened the locket, studied the black and white photo inside. It was of an older woman with greying hair. Engraved on the locket was the letter S.
Stephanie Whitman? It had to be. Their personal effects must have gotten mixed up.
She would have to find out an address for the Whitmans, knew they would want their daughter’s locket back. Maybe she could send a sympathy card with it.
She stared at the locket; thought of Stephanie’s smiling face from the news articles, and, deep in thought, Lila slipped it in her pocket. She would figure out the right thing to do.
The right thing to do probably wasn’t to turn up at Stephanie Whitman’s funeral, but it had seemed a good idea when Lila had thought of it.
Elliot told her she was crazy to go, but Lila felt it was something she had to do. Of course he thought he had talked her out of it and didn’t realise she had headed to the bus station after he had gone to work.
Stephanie Whitman had lived with her parents in the village of Cley next to the Sea, on the North Norfolk coast and Lila had read in the papers and online about her funeral, knew it was taking place at the local church. The journey from Norwich took over an hour, involving a change of bus. Although she was familiar with the coastal road, recognising the windmill with its white sails that she had photographed many times, usually at sunset in skies of gold or pink, she had never seen the church on her visits, knew that it was on a road that led further inland.
The bus dropped her in a narrow street of pretty terraced houses that sat a stone’s throw away from open fields of green. The village was set back from the sea, but as she made her way along the country lane that led to the church, the salty scent clung to the air. For an able-bodied person, the walk was only ten minutes, but with the crutches it took far longer and Lila hadn’t anticipated how difficult she would find the journey. She paused midway, a little out of breath, in pain, and sweat beading under her dress, and she glanced at her watch, aware the funeral would already be underway. The cool grey May sky was the only relief and even that turned on her when the clouds darkened then spat with rain.
After what seemed like an age, she spotted the Three Swallows pub in the distance and several cars parked alongside the verge. A little further behind the pub was the towering church.
She cursed as she passed another bus stop; annoyed that she hadn’t taken the time to find out there was one much closer. As she started the incline towards the church, mourners spilled out of the door and anxiety twisted in her stomach.
She paused for a moment, wondering what the hell she had been thinking. This was private and she wouldn’t be welcomed. Reaching in the pocket of her denim jacket, she felt the locket, remembering she had come all this way to pay her respects, to return the locket to Stephanie’s family. Lila couldn’t turn back.
Apprehensively she edged closer, the immaculate black suits, dresses, hats and heels making her feel woefully out of place. She glanced down at her own black dress, which hung above her knees, and her one scuffed boot, conscious that she didn’t fit in with these people.
Nerves eventually won out and the closest she dared get was the wall inside the front gate. There she remained, an outsider watching as the coffin that held the body of a girl she hadn’t known, but would forever be tied to, was carried through the graveyard, and Lila tried to decide if she would be able to pluck up courage to approach Henry Whitman when he returned to his waiting car. She recognised him from press pictures as he stood graveside beside a sobbing woman, back ramrod straight, his expression grim. He wasn’t going to welcome Lila at his daughter’s funeral.
This was a bad idea. Elliot was right. She shouldn’t have come. She should slope away quietly and post the locket with a note of condolence.
As she made up her mind it was best to leave, a man standing to the side of the mourners glanced in her direction, eyes narrowing in recognition as they locked onto hers. And before she could react, he was heading purposefully towards her, long strides eating up the ground between them, looking royally pissed off.
‘What the hell are you doing here?’ he hissed.
Lila took a defensive step back, almost losing her footing as her crutch hit an uneven patch of grass. ‘This is Stephanie Whitman’s funeral?’ Her voice sounded far more confident than she felt and her heart was thudding. ‘My name is–’
‘I know who you are, Lila Amberson.’
He spoke her name with scathing sarcasm. Who the hell was this man and how did he know who she was?
‘I just wanted to pay my respects.’
He gave a bitter laugh. ‘You wanted to pay your respects? Why? You didn’t even know her.’
‘No, you’re right, I didn’t,’ Lila agreed quietly over the lump in her throat. ‘But it felt the right thing to do.’
Blue eyes that had until now been cool heated up unexpectedly, the man’s frown deepening as anger coloured his cheeks, and Lila shrunk back as he took a step towards her, conscious that he dwarfed her by at least five inches. When he spoke, his words were clipped.
‘The right thing to do… The respectful thing to do would have been to stay away. Your boyfriend killed my sister. Did you really think we would welcome you here?’
‘He wasn’t my boyfriend.’
Lila kicked herself for the irrelevance of her comment. This man… Stephanie Whitman’s brother, had flustered her. She hadn’t expected such a hostile reaction.
And how exactly did you think they were going to react? Invite you back to the house for tea to show you Stephanie’s baby pictures?
She hadn’t thought this through and she certainly shouldn’t have come to the funeral.
Before she could say as much, he caught hold of her arm, his grip firm, fingers digging into flesh, as he pushed her towards the gate.
‘Ouch, you’re hurting me.’
‘You need to go. Now. I don’t want my mother seeing you here. Not today.’
‘Let go of me then! I’m gone.’
‘Go!’ he hissed, giving her a gentle shove as he released her.
Lila steadied herself on her crutches, sucked in a shaky breath. She wanted to defend herself, point out that it had been an accident and that Stephanie’s death hadn’t been her fault, but she couldn’t find the right words and it wasn’t appropriate.
‘I’m sorry,’ she said instead, her heart thumping and her legs unsteady as she turned inelegantly on the crutches, keen to get away, aware Stephanie’s brother was watching her go. Tears pricked at the back of her eyes and she blinked furiously, annoyed that his words had gotten under her skin.
She ordered herself to focus on the view as she descended the stone path leading down from the church. Even on a dull day, it was so pretty with stone cottages spaced around the neatly mown green on the other side of the road. It crossed her mind briefly that it would be a nice location to shoot, but just as quickly she realised she would associate this place with Stephanie Whitman and that day’s unpleasant encounter. Better to forget Cley and the Whitmans and focus on getting her own life back on track.
He studied the local news sites as he drank his tea, looking for any updates.
The main story was still the car accident and the death of Stephanie Whitman. Her father was determined to keep her in the headlines, blaming the driver of the other car.
That was good. If he kept distracting the reporters then other stories would be flying under the radar.
It needed to stay that way.
Chapter Three
Lila had plenty of time to brood over what had happened.
Not fancying the half-mile walk back to the coast road, she decided to chance the bus stop outside the Three Swallows pub, but was struggling to find information as to when the next bus actually ran.
She weighed up her options: make her way back to the coastal road (something she wasn’t sure she could face as the long walk to the church had exacerbated the pain in her neck and shoulder); a taxi, but she could ill afford that option; or persuade someone to come pick her up. Elliot was working in London for the day and wouldn’t be home until late. That left Beth or Natalie, but they would be at work.
As Lila made the decision that she would have to wait it out for the bus, thunder rumbled overhead and the spits of rain turned heavy. There was a bus shelter that offered some cover, but it wasn’t enough to protect her from the downpour. Lila glanced at the pub across the road. It was her only option.
Negotiating crutches on a road that was slippery with water wasn’t easy and, although only a short distance, by the time she reached the door, she was soaked.
The place was empty, albeit for one barmaid and an old chap who sat at the bar with his back to her. Lila made her way to the toilets and attempted to dry herself using paper towels and the hand dryer. She was a mess and just wanted to go home. Knowing that wasn’t an option, she made her way back out to the bar and ordered a Coke.
‘Can you tell me when the next bus is back to Holt?’
The barmaid set down Lila’s drink, rang up the order on the till. ‘There’s one going in about twenty minutes outside The Fruit Fayre. It’s about half a mile down the road.’
‘What about the stop outside?’ Lila asked, handing over a fiver.
‘The next bus won’t pass through here until later on this afternoon.’
Lila’s heart sank, still she forced a smile and thanked the barmaid, ignoring the curious stare from the old man sat at the bar, who looked like he was probably a regular so was no doubt familiar with everyone who came through the door and was wondering who the hell she was. She managed to put her purse away, attempted to pick up the full glass of Coke while balancing on her crutches.
‘Here, let me help you with that.’ The barmaid came out from behind the counter, took the glass from her.
Lila chose a table in the corner, away from the old man’s prying eyes. Despite her mop-up job, her clothes were still damp and uncomfortable, and she sat in the cool quiet pub, her neck and shoulder throbbing, sipping at her Coke, trying to figure out what the hell to do, knowing that she would never make it back to the coast road in twenty minutes, so was stuck in Cley village for at least another hour. She listened to the rain pelting against the windows, wishing she had never been stupid enough to come to Stephanie Whitman’s funeral.
Lila’s phone had been wrecked in the accident, but fortunately Elliot had come through for her, loaning her his old one until she could sort out a replacement. He had also given her sim card to a friend, who was trying to recover her photos for her. Although Lila used her cameras when working, she still had numerous shots on her phone she didn’t want to lose. As Elliot’s phone was, for now, her only source of entertainment, she checked her e-mail and Facebook accounts, looked at the weather forecast, dismayed to see the rain was set to stay for the rest of the day.
Bored, she typed Richard Gruger
into Google.
She had already looked up her rescuer after learning his name, so knew which one of the three Richard Grugers he was, that he was fifty-two and a headmaster at a private school in Suffolk. There were a handful of search results for him, mostly relating to the accident, and just one image. Fair, cropped hair and dark eyes. Non-descript in many ways, but a face she would never forget.
Her thoughts turned from Gruger to Stephanie’s brother, and anger gnawed at the guilt in Lila’s belly. She hadn’t caused the accident, had been a victim, the same as his sister. The police hadn’t ever said Mark was responsible. How dare Stephanie’s brother speak to her as if she was a criminal?
Lila hesitated, googled Stephanie Whitman
and reread the articles about the accident. Henry Whitman was the only family member to comment in the press. One article mentioned her mother, sister, and a twenty-year-old brother. The man who had attacked her at the church had been older, maybe in his thirties.
She logged into Facebook again, typed Stephanie’s name into the search engine, The girl’s face appeared, pretty, smiling, looking like she was having fun, and the guilt returned.
Stephanie’s page had been turned into a memorial and was filled with comments from her friends. Lila read half a dozen of them, feeling like an intruder. She briefly scrolled through her seven hundred and thirty-six friends, wondering how on earth someone could know that many people, then clicked on her photos, wading her way through dozens of selfies and shots taken at a black tie affair, where Stephanie looked pretty in sunny yellow as she posed with her parents, sister and one brother. The man from the funeral wasn’t there.
So who was he?
Lila found him eventually in an album created two summers earlier, titled Beach Barbecue
, Stephanie in the middle of a group hug between him and another guy, all with wide grins on their faces. The caption below read Awesome catch up with my brothers from another.
The comments below identified the brothers as Jack and Tom Foley, while another picture in the same album told her Jack had been the brother Lila had encountered at the funeral. In the photo he was on the beach with Stephanie, giving her a piggyback, and they wore identical grins.
Hearing voices, Lila glanced up as the bar began to fill with people wearing black. Stephanie’s family was holding her wake at the pub. Jack Foley had been angry to see Lila at the church. He wasn’t going to welcome her presence here.
As the thought crossed her mind, he entered the pub, deep in conversation with the other man from the beach photo, whom she now knew was his brother, Tom.
As he spoke, he glanced in Lila’s direction, making eye contact.
The light-brown dishevelled hair and blue eyes were the same as the photo, but the wide crooked grin had been replaced by a scowl. Could this day get any worse?
She slipped her phone in her bag, left her almost-full glass of Coke on the table and pushed herself up on her crutches. She wasn’t going to get into another fight with him. She would rather endure the rain and her pains, and walk back to the coast road.
He was still standing close to the door and she avoided eye contact as she crossed the bar, aware he was watching her.
‘You don’t have to say anything,’ she hissed quietly. ‘I’m going.’
‘Why are you even still here?’ Despite the scowl, the anger had gone from his tone and he sounded weary.
‘I’m waiting for the bus, but it’s fine, you don’t have to worry. I’ll wait somewhere else.’
‘In the rain?’
‘It’s fine.’
Of course it wasn’t fine and she was soaked again within seconds of stepping outside the pub. She glanced briefly at the bus shelter, which didn’t even have a seat, knew her only real option was to walk back to the other bus stop. Trying her best to huddle into her jacket, her teeth chattered with the cold as she walked. As far as stupid ideas went, this had to be one of the worst she’d ever had. The bus would already have gone, her clothes were soaked, the cast on her leg too, and her calf muscle throbbed underneath, while the pain in her shoulder was getting worse.
When the Land Rover pulled up alongside her, she barely registered it at first, the rainwater plastering her fringe to her forehead, and dripping into her eyes.
The window wound down and Jack Foley stared at her.
‘Get in.’
‘I’m fine where I am, thank you.’
‘Really?’
Lila had tried for indignant and dismissive, but was aware she probably looked pretty foolish from the inside of a dry car. ‘Go back to your sister’s wake. I need to get to the bus stop.’
Jack hooked a brow. ‘You’ve missed the bus. Next one won’t be for another hour. Get in and I’ll give you a ride to wherever you’re going.’
‘I don’t want to put you out.’
‘You already have,’ he told her bluntly.
When Lila shook her head, started to move away, he eased the car forward, keeping pace with her. ‘I don’t want you going back in the pub but, mad as I am at you, I’m not going to leave you outside in the pouring rain. So get in the car, let me take you to wherever it is you’re going then stay the hell out of my life. Deal?’
There was no dignified way out. Lila didn’t want to accept the ride from him, but she would look petty and ungrateful if she didn’t. Besides, the thought of waiting another fifty minutes in the rain wasn’t pleasant. She negotiated her way round to the passenger seat and climbed in the car, balancing the crutches between her knees.
‘You can put them on the back seat.’
‘They’re fine.’ They weren’t. They were a hindrance and she nearly bashed herself on the chin when she fastened her seat belt. She wouldn’t admit to that though. She just wanted this ride over with.
‘Suit yourself.’ He gave her a pointed glance. ‘Where to?’
She didn’t want him taking her all the way back to Norwich. This situation was uncomfortable enough without prolonging it. She could get him to drop her in Holt, but she would still have to endure another hour in wet clothes. The café where she worked was only about six miles further along the coastal road. He could drop her there. Natalie would be able to give her a change of clothes and she could catch a ride home with Beth.
‘Can you drop me off in Cromer?’
His eyes narrowed. ‘Cromer?’
‘I work there.’
He studied her for a moment, the frown softening slightly. ‘Sure thing, Cromer it is.’
Neither of them spoke during the journey, Lila focussing on the rain-splattered passenger window, while Jack scowled at the road ahead. She was grateful that he turned the heating up, though it didn’t stop her shivering. The radio was playing in the background, Happy by Pharrell Williams. Lila couldn’t help smiling at the irony.
‘Where am I dropping you?’ he asked as they passed the town sign for Cromer.
‘There’s a café called Nat’s Hideaway, down near the pier.’
‘I know it.’
He indicated left, took the turn and pulled up outside the café, waiting silently for her to get out.
Lila paused, her hand on the door handle. ‘I doubt it means anything, but I really am sorry about your sister.’ She waited for a reaction, saw the muscle in his jaw tighten. He didn’t look in her direction.
‘Go.’
Lila gave a resigned sigh. She had tried and could do no more. She awkwardly climbed out into the rain, balanced on her crutches. ‘Thank you for the lift,’ she told him as she pushed the door shut.
Jack didn’t react, the car pulling away before she’d barely released the handle.
Lila shook her head in frustration; watching him go, before heading into the blessedly warm empty café.
‘Good God, Lila, you look like a drowned rat.’ Lila’s boss, Natalie Mcardle, stepped out from behind the counter, surprise and concern knitted on her face. ‘What the hell are you doing here?’
‘It’s nice to see you too and thank you for the compliment. It’s a long story and before I tell you, can you loan me some dry clothes please?’
‘Beth?’ Natalie yelled back into the kitchen. ‘I need you to cover the counter.’ She glanced at Lila’s crutches. ‘Go wait in the kitchen. You’re not going upstairs with those. I’ll go get you a towel and something to change into.’
She was gone before Lila could thank her.
As Lila hobbled towards the kitchen, Beth appeared, her mouth dropping open in a similar expression to the one Natalie had worn. ‘Jesus, did you swim here?’
‘Long story,’ Lila repeated, her teeth still chattering from the cold and the damp. ‘Nat’s gone to get me some dry clothes.’
‘I’d hug you, but I think I’ll wait.’
Beth Fielding was Lila’s oldest friend and had been on the phone to her every day.
Lila grinned. ‘That’s probably a wise idea. Listen, Beth. If I hang around here until your shift finishes, do you think you could give me a lift home?’
‘Sure thing, this bad weather’s keeping everyone away and Natalie’s going to close up at three.’
‘Great. If we’re going early, is there any chance we can make a detour?’
Beth looked dubious. ‘To where?’
‘I want to go back to Filby Broad. I need to see where it happened.’
Chapter Four
‘W here have you been?’
Alyssa Whitman stepped into Jack’s path as soon as he walked back into the pub.
‘I had something to take care of.’
‘It was that woman at the funeral, wasn’t it, the one with the crutches. I saw you speaking to her. Who was she, Jack?’
‘She was a snoop, just like you.’ He kept his tone light. ‘I asked her to leave and I made sure she did.’
As Alyssa mulled over his words, he gave her arm an affectionate squeeze and brushed past her to the bar.
‘I recognised her. It was her, wasn’t it, the woman in the other car.’
Jack paused, swore under his breath at his nosy half-sister who didn’t miss a trick.
‘Just drop it, Alyssa. She’s gone.’
‘Does Mum know?’
‘No, and she’s not going to. I took care of the situation. She’s gone and you’re not going to say anything.’
‘Why was she there?’
To pay her respects, that was what Lila Amberson had told him. Jack hadn’t let her elaborate, wanting her gone before his mother clocked her. Perhaps he had been a little too hot-headed, should have given Lila a chance to explain why she had come.
‘I don’t know. It’s not important. I told her to leave.’ He didn’t bother to add that in order for Lila to leave he’d had to give her a lift to Cromer.
‘Who’s leaving?’
The question came from Giles Buchanan, who sidled into the conversation, his free arm snaking around Alyssa’s shoulders.
Jack and Alyssa answered at the same time.
‘No-one.’
‘That Lila woman in the accident.’
‘Really?’ Giles glanced from one to the other, his piggy eyes narrowed, though his tone was amused. ‘And what did Henry and Kate think of that, I wonder.’
‘Mum and Dad don’t know she was here. Jack sent her away so she didn’t upset Mum.’
‘And as she’s gone, they don’t need to know she was ever here,’ Jack added.
‘Gotcha.’ Giles winked, gave a smarmy smile. ‘Your secret is safe with me.’
Jack scowled at him, barely hiding his disdain. He could think of a hundred more suitable boyfriends for Alyssa, but it didn’t seem like Giles was going anywhere. He worked with Jack’s stepfather and already had the Henry Whitman seal of approval.
‘She had a nerve, didn’t she, daring to show up here?’ Giles continued, smoothing his already-slicked-down hair with his chubby fingers. ‘What do you think she wanted? Money, I imagine. I looked into her… you know, after the accident. I wanted to know who had played a part in taking our Stephanie from us. She calls herself a photographer, but she works in a diner too, because let’s face it, we all know photography isn’t a proper job.’
‘Isn’t it?’ Jack bristled, remembering how he’d endured similar comments about his own career before his first bestseller. Nobody had thought writing was a real job.
‘Photography is more of a hobby,’ Giles continued, too thick-skinned to pick up on Jack’s annoyance. ‘So she’s a waitress with aspirations to be a photographer and she doesn’t have two pennies to rub together; no wonder she’s making a beeline for our family. I can tell you she is thinking ka-ching!’
Our family. Oh yes, Giles was making himself right at home.
‘Is this true, Jack?’ Alyssa was looking at him, seeking confirmation.
‘No, it’s not. She’s not after money.’
‘She told you that?’ It was a question, but Giles didn’t wait for Jack to answer, instead turning to Alyssa. ‘I should go talk to her, warn her off. I’ll bet Lila Amberson was here because she is viewing your parents as her cash cow. Let me go set her straight.’
‘Jesus, drop it, Giles.’ Jack snapped. ‘Lila Amberson isn’t after anyone’s money. She came here to pay her respects. It was a stupid thing to do, I think she realises that now. She’s gone, so drop it.’
‘What?’ Jack added, annoyed when both Giles and Alyssa stared at him, mouths open.
‘You’re defending her,’ Alyssa pointed out.
‘I’m not defending her. I’m saying she’s not a gold digger.’
‘You don’t know that.’
‘Yes, I do, so drop it, both of you. She’s gone. Let’s move on.’
‘We should sue her.’
‘For Christ’s sake, Giles, stop.’
‘Okay, okay.’ Giles held his hands up in a truce.
‘I need a drink,’ Jack muttered.
‘A drink? That sounds like a wonderful idea.’
Recognising Tiffany’s voice, Jack turned as she snuck an arm around his waist, pulling him in for a kiss. She was damp from the rain, her lips cool.
‘You finally made it then.’ His tone was only half joking. She had promised she would be there in time for the service and it pissed him off that she hadn’t made it, even though deep down he had known that would happen. Tiff was always late, regardless of how important the occasion.
She rolled her eyes dramatically. ‘Jack, you know I would have been there if I could. The train was delayed and I had trouble getting a cab. And you know…’ She trailed off, trading hugs and air kisses with Alyssa. ‘Sweetie, how are you holding up? I still can’t believe this happened.’
Leaving the two of them to it, Jack made his way to the bar, ordered a gin and tonic for Tiff and a double whisky for himself. He would leave the car there and catch a taxi back for it in the morning.
The conversation with Giles had soured his mood, had him questioning why he had defended Lila Amberson. It had to be Stephanie. He was at the funeral of his seventeen-year-old half-sister, a place he had never dreamt he would be, had watched her body being lowered into the ground. Emotions were running high and losing her was making him soft. He wasn’t thinking clearly. Perhaps Giles was right. Maybe it was about money.
No, he didn’t think so. Lila had stood out from the rest of the mourners with her hippy dress, denim jacket, one scuffed boot and crutches, and Jack suspected it was true she didn’t have a whole lot of money, but his gut told him that she was genuine, and that her reasons for showing up at Stephanie’s funeral, although misguided, had been because she wanted to pay her respects. Her reaction when he had confronted her had been shock, hurt, even embarrassed, but she hadn’t counter-attacked; something he would have expected her to do if she had a motive.
Plus she had bussed to the village and made her way to the church on crutches. Although he had dropped her in Cromer, he knew from the news articles he had read that she lived in Norwich. That was a long journey for someone still recovering from a serious accident. If her intentions were financially driven there were easier ways.
And he had been an arsehole to her.
Of course it was too late to take it back. Lila Amberson was out of his life and he’d made it clear he wanted it to stay that way. There was no point regretting his words. Better to move on.
‘Are you sure this is a good idea?’
It was the fifth time Beth had asked the question since Lila had told her where she wanted to go, despite the fact they were almost at Filby.
‘I need to do this.’
The rain had stopped, but the roads were still slick with water, the sky filled with dark clouds threatening another downpour, as Beth eased the car round the bends. Lila’s mind had been set on returning to the scene of her accident, but uneasiness cloaked her, tensing her muscles, as they passed through the pretty village filled with hanging baskets and floral displays in vivid colours. As they came through the other side and the houses gave way to trees, she spotted the bridge up ahead.
For a moment she was in the car with Mark. He was driving too fast, and she was begging him to slow down. She had thought it was because he was still mad at her, but then he glanced briefly in her direction and she saw the raw fear on his face.
The flashback was frustratingly fleeting and only served to unnerve her further.
‘Stop the car.’
‘I can’t. We’ve got traffic behind us.’
‘Stop the car.’
‘Give me a second.’
‘Just stop the bloody car, Beth.’
Doing as instructed, Beth hit the indicator then the brakes, pulling abruptly to the side of the narrow road a few metres before the bridge. The van that had been hugging her tail honked angrily before swerving to pass.
‘What the hell’s going on, Lila?’
‘I need a moment.’
‘I can’t sit here. There’s a car park the other side of the bridge. I’ll pull in there.’
Beth earned herself another honk from an angry trucker behind her as she pulled away. As they crossed the bridge, Lila saw the flash of water then the skid marks and the fallen trees and bushes where the accident had happened, now littered with half a dozen bouquets of flowers, and her insides turned to ice. Beth slowed, indicating for the car park, received another honk from the trucker, who wound down his window and yelled a curse about women drivers as he passed.
‘Wanker.’ She stuck her fingers up at him as he zoomed off up the road.
As Beth pulled into a wooded clearing that served as a car park, Lila had another even briefer flashback. She had been there before, the night of the accident, and was sitting in Mark’s car, alone, watching the dark trees.
‘Lila? Lila, you’re scaring me.’
She snapped to, realised they were parked, the ignition off, and it was still daylight, even if the dull afternoon was making the clearing appear dark.
‘Are you okay? You’ve gone pale.’
‘I had a couple of flashbacks.’ Lila folded her arms, rubbing at the goosebumps under the baggy sweater Natalie had lent her.
Beth’s eyes widened. ‘Of the accident?’
‘Not the actual accident, but before.’ When Beth stayed silent, waiting for her to continue, Lila elaborated. ‘I was in the car with Mark and we were fighting. He was driving too fast and I was trying to get him to slow down, but he wouldn’t listen. Then I saw his face and he looked really scared. I don’t know what scared him, Beth.’
‘Are you sure that’s what actually happened? Maybe the flashback is muddled with fragments of other things, you know what I mean, like in a dream.’
‘I don’t know. It was his face. Something had spooked him.’
‘You said a couple of flashbacks. What about the other one?’
Lila hugged herself tighter. ‘It was here in this car park, but it was only me in the car. I don’t know where Mark was.’
‘Was this before or after the first flashback?’
‘I don’t know. It’s like I get this brief snapshot of a memory and then it’s gone and I can’t remember what else happened.’
‘What did the doctors say? Will your memory come back?’
‘Maybe.’ Lila shrugged in frustration. ‘It’s early days. They say to give it time.’
‘Then you have to learn to be patient.’
‘You know I’m not good at that.’ Lila opened the car door, reached for her crutches.
‘What are you doing?’
‘Getting out.’
‘Are you crazy? The ground’s too muddy. Your crutches are gonna sink, you’re gonna be a mess, and I had my car cleaned last week.’
‘Please, Beth. I want to see exactly where it happened. I need to.’
‘We drove over the bridge. You saw it.’
‘But not properly.’
Beth shook her head. ‘No way, Lila, that road’s too busy to cross on crutches.’
‘It’s a country lane.’
‘It’s a busy country lane, with cars and trucks going fast, and no proper pavement. I’ll drive to the entrance of the car park. You can see everything you need to from there.’
‘But…’
‘You get out of the car, I’m leaving you here and you can find your own way home.’
‘You wouldn’t dare.’
Beth raised her chin defiantly. ‘Try me.’
Lila considered for a second, knew her friend well enough to not call her bluff. Lila pulled the door shut, slumped back in her seat. ‘Can we agree on a compromise?’
‘Which is?’
‘Richard Gruger, the man who pulled me from the crash, lives a couple of minutes from here. I’d like to see if he’s home so I can thank him.’
Beth was quiet for a moment. ‘Do you have his address?’
‘Yup.’
‘Okay, but then we’re going home. Deal?’
Bored with studying, Aaron Gruger switched off his computer, got up from the desk chair, stretched lazily and yawned. Time to have a break and maybe sneak in a bit of Xbox. His father was away at a teaching conference – thankfully – and his mother out shopping, so they would have no idea he was skiving.
He headed downstairs to the kitchen, poked his head in the fridge and took out a can of Coke, pulled the cap and downed the drink in one, burping loudly before crunching up the empty can and dropping it in the bin. He burped again, yawned again, stretched again, and glanced out of the kitchen window at the wide lawn surrounded by trees. It had been raining heavily for most of the afternoon.
Aaron had grumbled like hell when his parents had first moved to Norfolk. The house they had picked was in the middle of nowhere with a shitty bus service and hardly any shops. He missed being able to go out whenever and wherever he pleased and the first couple of years had been hell. Then he had turned seventeen, got his driving licence and realised it wasn’t so bad. The space and quiet had its advantages and the woods and countryside were great for riding his quad bike. He liked the old house too, that it was big enough to escape his father when he was in one of his moods.
Luckily his father wasn’t home much, claiming to spend most of his time over at the school where he was headmaster and Aaron went to sixth form. Aaron wondered if his father might be having an affair, though kept his suspicions quiet, knowing it would break his mother’s heart if it were true. Judith Gruger lived to please her husband and son, and she put them first in every respect.
Which was why when the time came, Aaron was dreading telling her of his plans.
He was eighteen and his life had already been mapped out for him. A levels in a couple of weeks, university, and a job with one of the city’s accountancy firms: it was what Richard Gruger had planned for him, but it wasn’t what Aaron wanted.
He was academically smart, always had been, and the A levels would be a breeze. He didn’t need the study time, but his father insisted. His mother tried to enforce it in his absence, though Aaron knew he could twist her arm if need be. The only reason he didn’t was because he didn’t want to get her in trouble with his father. So he dutifully studied, knowing that after the A levels there would be no university, that he wanted to go travelling, learn more about who he was and what he wanted from life.
Maybe he would return, knowing university and a job in accounting was the answer, maybe he wouldn’t, but it was his choice to make. While he was looking forward to breaking the news to his father, he was dreading telling his mother.
He was about to head back upstairs to his room, turn on the Xbox, when the front doorbell chimed. Aaron scratched his belly through his T-shirt, cocked his head in curiosity. Given the remote location of the house, they didn’t get many cold callers, and his parents were private people so rarely had friends stop by. Possibly another reporter, but they had dwindled in the last week or so and it was unlikely.
Intrigued,