Buoyant: The Entrepreneur’s Guide to Becoming Wildly Successful, Creative, and Free
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"deVille's storytelling skill, her enthusiasm for unbridled innovation, and her fervent belief that everyone can achieve creative freedom combine to make for an engrossing self-improvement book."
—Kirkus Reviews
Connect with your innate creativity, home in on who you truly are, and unlock your entrepreneurial potential. This award-winning book shows you how.
AXIOM Business Book Awards 2023 - Entrepreneurship/Small Business - Bronze Medal
Nautilus Book Awards 2023 - Creativity & Innovation - Silver
Coalition of Visionary Resources 2023 - Visionary Nonfiction Book - Bronze
International Book Awards 2023 - Nonfiction: Cross-Genre - Finalist
"The Artist's Way for Entrepreneurs"
Buoyant is for you if...
You're an entrepreneur, artist, or business leader who is overwhelmed, stuck, and riddled with self-doubt.
You believe the only path to the success and freedom you seek is through more work, productivity, and discipline.
You are tired of holding yourself back, fearing visibility and vulnerability.
You are ready to tap into and unleash the full power of your innate creativity.
You crave a path out of burnout and exhaustion.
You want an artful life of joy.
Susie deVille is on a mission to show entrepreneurs, artists, and visionary leaders the power of trusting themselves. Work lighter while making higher profits. Eliminate self-doubt. To stop trying to overachieve one's way into a sense of self, but rather lean into the surprising power of inspired creativity.
Our happiness, creativity, and business success reside on the other side of our fear of uncertainty. This is your practical guide to cultivating flow and ease.
It's time to accept the grand adventure of being you. Don't regret a life half-lived. Use this book to become your best, truest self and positively impact the world—one idea, one person at a time.
Susie deVille
Susie deVille is dedicated to helping entrepreneurs build wildly successful businesses by rediscovering their creativity and leveraging the power of their true nature. An author, coach, and entrepreneur who built and sold a highly profitable real estate firm, she has been researching innovation and creativity since 2005. She is the founder and CEO of the Innovation & Creativity Institute and trained as a coach with Dr. Martha Beck. She lives in Highlands, NC. innovationandcreativityinstitute.com
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Buoyant - Susie deVille
Introduction
If you are on the floor right now, I know just how frightened you are.
My moment on the floor began in 2008, when the financial markets crashed. The dominoes that had been teetering for years—my business, my marriage, my finances, my health, my joy in living, my sense of self—didn’t just fall, they came crashing down on my head as if they had been carelessly stored in a forgotten shoebox on the edge of a closet shelf.
Two hundred and fifty thousand dollars in debt. A house in foreclosure. A body I had neglected for years, carrying an extra seventy pounds. A business in a nosedive. A heart so shattered, I swept up the shards and dust as best I could and put the bits on ice, like you do with a severed finger. Fear that had me by the ankles—a dead weight I dragged around all day and night.
My immediate concern was addressing the challenges in my business. I needed a solid and stable place to put my feet financially so that I could make a living and dig myself out of debt. I knew that if I could connect powerfully with the clients I most wanted to serve, sales would follow. Once I had established some breathing room in my business, I reasoned, I could turn my attention to resolving the various messes in my personal life.
So I began chasing clients. I maintained a frenetic pace, working late each evening and rising before dawn the next day to start all over again. I searched for business success magic bullets and implemented the tactics I read about in books and learned in webinars and coaching sessions.
I threw business strategy spaghetti against the wall. Nothing stuck. I began to panic even more. What I didn’t realize then was that all my scurrying around, push
marketing efforts, lack of rest, toxic thinking and habits, and relentless anxiety weren’t helping—they were actually keeping me from success. I was miserable.
Perhaps you are in a season of gripping fear over your business right now and are confused about and stuck on how to make things better. Maybe you, like most of my entrepreneur coaching clients, feel overwhelmed, exhausted, as if you are drowning, unsure of how to extricate yourself from the chaotic spiral of pursuing success. Maybe you believe that it’s not just your business that’s broken—you are, too.
Let me cut to the chase and give you the first of many blasts of sweet, restorative oxygen contained in this book: You can find the way back to yourself and out of being stuck in your business. You are not broken. The prevalent advice to entrepreneurs, however, is broken.
The reason the things you’ve tried haven’t worked is that the common advice given to us entrepreneurs is based on the notion that we are missing some right
formula or key to productivity. That we need to commit, go all in. Burn the boats. Build better funnels. Dial up our efforts. We can sleep when we’re dead!
Of course, dedication, strategic focus, and discipline are all important and contribute to the health of our business. The problem is that this advice is woefully incomplete. At its best, it’s not enough. At its worst, it just depletes us further by cementing us more deeply into the belief that more doing holds the answers. When we expend our energy and reorient our focus to be further outside of ourselves, we neglect to feed and water our personal reserves of creativity, the power plants of ideas, imagination, and essential intuition.
The place for conventional business advice is after we have done the work to ensure our inspiration buckets are filled to the brim, and we have mindfully turned over the soil of us to support sustainable creativity over the long term. Skipping the essential inspiration steps is like trying fill balloons when there is no air in our lungs.
I have a different approach, and it works.
I promise that if you take the advice in this book to heart and do the exercises, you will discover an easier path to success and freedom. I realize you may find it hard to believe at first that my methodology works. You may resist doing the exercises. I understand. I remember my own path to transformation. I would have been supremely skeptical as well.
Let’s start with the basics to get our feet wet in the shallow end of the pool. Here is the foundational truth of how to change everything in your business and life: By reclaiming and reconnecting with inspiration and your innate creativity, you can bring resounding happiness back into your life and enjoy business success you thought was out of reach.
I’m going to stay here for a minute and let that sink in. I know this is hard to believe. I also know how loaded the word creativity
is. You most likely don’t consider yourself creative. I can sense you backing up, feeling around for the door handle. Your business is in dire straits, and here I am, offering you the equivalent of a glue stick and some paints as the panacea. And inspiration? What?
Please stay with me. Even if the only thing you are willing to believe right now is that what I am saying is possible, that is enough.
Another small step forward now. How does one go about reclaiming and reconnecting with inspiration and one’s innate creativity?
By bringing yourself back to life.
I know—I did it. Over the course of a little more than a decade, I crafted myself, my life, and my businesses anew. I transformed my body from being dangerously overweight to being in shape and healthy. I shed my addictions to my toxic habits of choice: working fourteen-hour days and then coming home to eat and drink to distract myself from feeling. I dug out from beneath a mountain of debt, paid for my children’s educations with cash, and funded my retirement.
No one was more surprised than I that the solutions I clamored for didn’t turn out to be a mash-up of hustle, grind, and whipping myself onward. Nor were the answers contained in the reams of handouts I got from business webinars. Instead, turning everything around began with being kind to myself. Gentle immersion into inspiring and creative acts fueled my desire, commitment, and energy stores to transform every aspect of my businesses and life by making small changes each day.
I remembered what I loved, and what I loved to do. I began traveling again and discovered all the pleasures of adventure and its accompanying freedom. I returned to immersing myself in nature, going on long hikes with my golden retriever, Sophie, under a canopy of pines, oaks, and poplars. I began writing again after twenty years of ignoring a craft I forgot I once adored. These experiences were jolts of electricity to my flatlined soul. As I brought myself back online, little by little, I sought out more and more opportunities to beef up my joy pulse and reconnect to stimuli that fired and rewired my synapses. My energy, focus, and clarity went way up, as did my confidence and tolerance for uncertainty.
I delved into transformational learning experiences around the globe. I learned how to meditate, speak in front of groups without a script, cook and bake, grasp the basics of conversing and writing in French, walk on fire, and sail. I took a coaching certification course, leadership training, and a publicity and promotion intensive. I reworked and empowered my mindset at retreats in the United States and Europe.
I began taking sketching, painting, and mixed media classes, as well as instruction on how to draw comics. Through these courses, I discovered the biggest lies of my life: 1) the belief that I was not an artist, 2) the belief that the things we create are the point of engaging in creativity, and 3) the notion that our creative efforts must be judged as being good
for them (and us) to have value.
Did I become a great artist? That remains to be seen and, truthfully, is irrelevant. I came away with so much more than achieving some sort of elusive, subjective status. I learned how to see, how to hone my awareness, and how to sink into a deep presence in the moment, letting my intuition come to the fore. I recovered my ability to hear myself think and once again gained access to rivers of ideas and saw solutions to work problems, paths out of mazes that had once led me to dead ends. And as I reclaimed my creativity, I reclaimed my sense of self, my authentic identity.
Once reassembled as my true self, I could put aside the world of struggle. I no longer had to work against the current, against what was the wrong version of me. I crafted enterprises that connected with my ideal clients and achieved escape velocity because my market could now see and hear me. The real me. I no longer had to shout against the din of competing voices. Living, working, and being from the core of my true self emanated a potent signal, landing on hearts and ears seeking precisely what I offered.
If you can get to the root of who you are, and make something happen from it, my sense is you’re going to surprise yourself.
Vidal Sassoon
Little by little, I came to learn what inspiration actually means. That it is not an idea or solution to a problem delivered by generous gods of creativity in a sudden burst of illumination. Rather, inspiration comprises the vital breathing in
acts of refueling and refilling the reservoirs of our soul, spirit, and stores of energy. That it is the sourdough starter
of our creativity. Inspiration is the raw material for offers that connect and convert, for our competitive advantage, and for our market fit, all of which drive our business success.
Inspiration is what we are passionate about, what we find breathtaking and beautiful. It is blissful moments of being lost and in a state of flow while making something, working our hands, and letting our minds nap. Without inspiration—this joyful infusing and breathing into the center of us—we have nothing to offer that has the shape and stamp of our uniqueness.
When we are without inspiration, we are hollow husks, looking outward to what others are doing. We are tempted to follow suit, ignoring our own visions and voices. We may even measure our value (or lack thereof) against the apparent successes of the thundering other.
Without stores of inspiration, erasing our boundaries becomes first nature to us, and we routinely erode one of our most precious assets: our sacred, creative energy. We let others’ agendas drive our own. We leap to our inboxes and phones. We honor interruptions, distractions, and habits that dull our trains of thought, our senses, and our shine.
Bringing myself alive did not happen all at once or in an instant. It was a series of experiences and lessons learned over the course of many years. In this book, I have taken each of these lessons and distilled them into the essential guidance I know to be of highest impact and leverage, saving you precious time and providing you with a path to accelerated, enduring results.
This book is a series of nautical charts to guide you to the islands of your heart’s desires. To reclaim your power and put your true self back at the helm of your life. To open up to stunning inspiration and boundless play that connects you in profound ways to your creativity, intuition, and genius. This book will show you how to live and work with rapturous vibrancy and an ability to create your way to freedom each day. You’ll learn how to be so attractive to the marketplace that you draw your ideal clients to you without the need for push
marketing efforts. I’ll show you how to arrive at the end of your life with no regrets, filled to the brim with having lived resonant, transformational experiences, expressed yourself creatively, shared countless moments with those you love most, and made your indelible mark upon the world so you leave it better than when you arrived.
While this book is geared toward entrepreneurs, many other creators, such as artists, students, educators, visionary leaders, and advocates of social change, will also benefit from the content.
The guidance I offer here is simple, though not necessarily easy. I understand all the reasons you want to close this book now and return it to the shelf. Your intuition, though, is to keep going. Please do. You and the world will be so glad you did.
I want to encourage each of your first attempts. The willingness to get it all wrong. The stepping into the new adventure with presence of mind and heart and the reserves to handle the uncertainty. With the release of this book, I, too, am pushing off from shore in a way I’ve never done. I can already feel the early signs of motion sickness as the horizon moves up and down, and the safety of the shore grows more distant.
We can do this together.
The day is sunny. The sky is clear. We have dry clothes and enough wind in our sails. Know there will be a time soon when none of these things is true. We will still reach our desired ports of call.
The essence of the voyage we are all on is the getting going—whether or not we feel prepared—and the staying going—whether or not we feel prepared. This work is not a one-and-done effort. It is work we do each day. Even though I am committed to suiting up to engage in creativity-feeding, inspirational practices every morning, I still have moments, most days, when I begin to negotiate with myself, bartering for the opportunity to slack off. I’ll believe the lie that I can let my journaling, art practice, and meditating slide for a day or two without consequence. That I’m done filling the inspiration pipeline and can back off. I’m proved wrong with harsh regularity that I cannot skip the inhale phase of creativity. Ever.
While there’s no graduation march, there is a light and joy-filled way we will learn to experience ourselves and the world, carried by the current of our creativity, bobbing up and down with impossible, delicious buoyancy.
Let’s get to the balcony of our lives to see all the ways we are not free. All the ways we are numb, rudderless, and unable to feel our own hearts or know our own intuition. It’s time to disentangle ourselves from those invisible perfectionist threads that are sending potent toxins into our bodies, minds, and souls. We will remember who we truly are, and we will create successful businesses and lives with purpose and ease from this powerful agency and alignment.
I’m reminded of a brilliant businesswoman, Claire (all clients’ names have been changed), who came to me for help as she was transitioning out of a very successful yet soul-deadening enterprise into a new venture that had been calling to her heart for years. This once confident powerhouse did not trust her ability to do the work that brought her alive. The work that extinguished her signature spark and zapped her zeal—she could do that in her sleep, of which she got very little. No problem. Pain was familiar. Turning toward her own happiness, though, was foreign and frightening.
Claire hired me to take her on a coaching adventure back to her creative confidence so she could rediscover what fed her energy and how to fiercely protect it. Little by little, she remembered all the reasons the new enterprise called to her so strongly. She became unwilling to ignore her true self any longer.
She fought mightily against doing each exercise I presented to her, and again, I suspect this will be true for you as well. Our cultural training runs deep. We find it hard to believe that taking care of ourselves and dropping into our endless creativity are going to be the skeleton key for unlocking our happiness and improving our lives and businesses.
Eventually, Claire stopped pushing back and relented. She found early evidence that there was truth in my methodology and doubled down on doing the soul-stretching practices. Today, she is the proud and uber-successful owner of a business that represents her in every regard. Not the fabricated self or the facade she presented to the world for decades, but who she is at her core.
Claire’s enterprise is now in its fifth year of operation, and she reports that her daily work feels like a giant sandbox of possibility and fun. She still texts me to celebrate evidence of her enduring transformation—moments when she has booked time away to reflect and rejuvenate, stopped on the side of the road to make a quick sketch to remember something that caught her eye, or registered another record-breaking quarter.
While the details vary, the storyline for all of my clients stays the same. We all share a similar before
picture: stuck, weighty with armor, wandering in the woods of confusion, depleted and hiding out, with limited reach and influence. Our after
picture is one of liberation, lightness of being, clarity, elevated energy, and visibility brought to life by vulnerability—with playful, unlimited impact.
Each time I begin working with a client, I make a promise: I won’t let you give up on yourself. I make this promise to you now. Let’s set sail.
Why I’ve Chosen Nautical Imagery and Metaphors for This Book
In the summer of 2020, I sat on the back deck of a cottage in my hometown of Highlands, North Carolina, looking up through towering oak and maple canopies to the sky. I watched the treetops sway and let myself become lightly hypnotized. I needed to choose a title for my book, and realized I wanted it to represent the state of being I wished for readers as they read the book, worked through the exercises, and folded what they learned into their businesses and daily lives. I wanted them, you, to feel the way the sea makes me feel.
For a child raised in the Appalachian Mountains, the sea represents a wild, limitless, unpredictable, mysterious energy. An expansive body that invites us to harness its vast power, pushing forward on waves as they transmit energy through the water. Through us.
For me, the sea and all nautical imagery are symbols of vacation, play, time with family, being unburdened by responsibility. During family trips to the Atlantic coast and Snug Harbor, to my grandparents’ property in Key Largo, I could float, weightless, on salty swells. The sea gave me a sense of well-being, that everything was going to be just fine.
Childhood moments at the shore opened me to possibility and filled me with a willingness to surrender to adventure.
I want the metaphors in this book to help free us from our old fear-based thinking and behavior so we can stand, face tilted to the sun and breeze, graceful and confident inside our skin. So we can work in concert with the tides of who and what we love, harnessing the wind power of our optimal schedules to bring ease and flow to our work and creativity.
Buoyant.
In a buoyant state, we know and live who we truly are. Buoyant is how we feel when we work and live from our empowered and creative selves.
Inspired by mythologist Joseph Campbell’s template of human transformation called the hero’s journey,
I created a coaching methodology called the Creative Rebel’s Voyage. This methodology maps the action steps of the changes I needed to embrace to breathe new life into my core, my enterprises. I took each insight and process I had experienced over twelve years and codified them into a recipe for my coaching clients to follow.
When we embark on and complete a Creative Rebel’s Voyage, we feel buoyant. The Creative Rebel’s Voyage stirs us up! Life-giving, nutrient-rich sediment that has settled onto the ocean floor of us becomes fully incorporated throughout our business and personal ecosystems, bringing us new energy, clarity, and courage. It teaches us how to release any addiction to emotions, thoughts, habits, and actions that do not serve us or our enterprises.
Freedom + Success: A cycle with arrows between each label. Start here: Inpsired action. Then Creating + Art Making. Then Self-Trust + Agency. Then Put Your True Self at the Helm. Then Protect + Fuel Your Creative Energy. Then back to the start.The Creative Rebel’s Voyage is how we become wildly successful, creative, and free. I define success by much more than monetary abundance—although, of course, that is a key success metric. Success also comprises health, loving relationships, adventure and travel, inspired learning, personal and professional growth, creative expression, doing work that matters and fosters positive change in the world, working from our strengths and delegating the rest, healthy habits and rituals, a peaceful mind and embodied calm, bold living and creating, and being unburdened from limiting beliefs. Freedom.
In other words, success is not just about hitting business metrics, dialing up cash flow, and fine-tuning the bottom line. It’s not feeling slightly better while adhering to the notion that entrepreneurship must be a grind. It’s about setting yourself truly free by taking an ordinary life and business, with all their flaws and limits, and making both extraordinary and remarkable. Completely in alignment with who we want to be and how we want to live and work.
By opening this book and reading its first pages, you have begun your own Creative Rebel’s Voyage, your transformational journey. I invite you to embrace the ebbs and flows of this adventure, take the energy of the sea into your cells, and transfer its power into your marrow.
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Breaking Free
Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.
Mark Twain
His number popped up on my phone screen and my heart leapt out of rhythm. A jolt