Hidden Pieces: A Misty Pines Mystery
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Sheriff Jax Turner is staring down the barrel of his broken past. On the brink of ending it all, he feels like a failure following his daughter's tragic passing and his subsequent divorce. But when a schoolgirl vanishes and her backpack is found in a sex offender's backseat, the weary lawman drags himself into action and vows to nail one last so
Mary Keliikoa
Mary Keliikoa is a Pacific Northwest native and the multi-award-nominated author of the Misty Pines Mystery Series, the PI Kelly Pruett Mystery Series, and Don’t Ask, Don’t Follow, her latest novel. Her short stories have appeared in Woman’s World and in the anthology Peace, Love and Crime. When not in Washington, you can find Mary with toes in the sand on a Hawaiian beach.
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Hidden Pieces - Mary Keliikoa
Chapter One
Sheriff Jax Turner swerved his patrol car off Highway 101 and took a sharp right onto an unmarked dirt road leading to the beach. Tourists didn’t come to Misty Pines for the summer to swim in the ocean or the lakes. Too much mist; too much murkiness. The few outdoorsmen drawn to the area for fishing off the ragged ocean jetties had long gone for the season.
His Glock 22 rested on the seat next to him, along with a miniature wooden chair. He’d finished carving it during another sleepless night for a dollhouse he’d never complete, for a tea party that would never happen.
Jax followed the smooth road as it transitioned into rock, his upper body swaying and bouncing with the uneven terrain. When it leveled, he floored it, the tires spinning before they found their footing on the sandy flat.
Aimed toward the sea, he parked on a stretch of solid pack a few yards from the surf. The foamy fingers of the ocean reached for his cruiser, coming up short. The weather report called for ninety degrees in the city located eighty miles east, which meant an inversion for everyone on the coastline. His future, or lack of one, floated in the horizon, where gray ocean met gray clouds, both soon to be indiscernible in the impending fog. Damn, he was tired of being tired.
The window down, he sucked in the brackish scent of the seaweed-littered shores. Seagulls swarmed overhead. Their plaintive cries sent a wave of grief through him.
Misty Pines should have been a fresh start, a place to heal the wounds of the past. Instead, the salty air had entrenched itself in the ten years since he’d arrived. The torture would never end on its own. An hour spent unloading his ammunition at the shooting range into a silhouette target hadn’t helped this time.
Except he hadn’t unloaded all of it.
He leaned over the passenger seat to retrieve two sealed envelopes from the glovebox. A dragonfly drawing done with blue-green Crayola and glitter slid out. He fumbled and then caught it before it floated to the floor. His finger trembled as he traced the wings, remembering Lulu’s soft pink cheeks. He laid his daughter’s gift on his lap and propped the envelopes on the dash right before picturing them splattered in his blood. They’d accuse him of many things when they discovered his body. He wouldn’t let heartless be one of them. He placed the items back, securing the latch.
At least when they were found, the people who’d cared about him once would know why. One letter was for his former partner, Detective Jameson. He would understand if no one else did. The other to Abby. Ten years married, and their only child lost to cancer.
Lulu’s brave smile flashed in his mind, making the lump in his throat swell. Abby said she didn’t blame him, but he blamed himself enough for them both. And despite what she said, the light had dimmed in Abby’s eyes the night their little girl passed. Their marriage died that day too. They just hadn’t properly buried it until last year.
He balanced the gun on his lap and held the miniature chair in his hand, letting the gulls’ cries and the roaring surf fill his mind one last time. The rearview mirror reflected his weary eyes and the bags that had taken up residence under them. He ran his broad hand over his graying sandy hair and back around to the stubble on his chin.
Time to get to it.
He lifted the gun, holding the barrel in his mouth. The cold, metallic weight pushed against his bottom teeth. His throat closed, and he forced a swallow. Quit stalling. Eyes squeezed shut, sadness flooded his chest. Regret shoved him. Don’t think. He drew in the cool air through his nostrils one more time. Held it. Waited. Was this what he really wanted?
Jax,
his radio crackled to life. Sheriff…please….
His eyes flew open, and he withdrew the gun from his mouth. Trudy. Had he heard something in her tone? Hard to tell with her voice coming in and out. He wouldn’t miss the shoddy technology in this godforsaken place. No. He was imagining it. He shook his head. Raised the gun.
Sheriff Turner, we have a Code Ten-Fifty-Four. Urgent. Response needed.
Lost child or runaway. Could be either. He’d been equally useless in both instances in the past.
Sherriff Turner. Answer your damn radio.
Trudy’s voice blared that time.
He bristled and lifted the receiver off the hook. What’re you talking about, Trudy?
There you are. It’s Emily Krueger’s kid. She didn’t get on the school bus.
Allison. The little girl with the gap-toothed smile who used to wave when he walked past the bookstore. Not so little now, right? A teenager?
Emily check with her friends?
No one’s seen her, hon.
Have Chapman handle it. I’m a little—
Gone this week,
Trudy said. Alaska fishing trip. Remember?
Right.
He scrubbed the exhaustion from his eyes. On my way.
He dropped the mic into its holder and secured his gun. Hopefully, this wouldn’t take long, and he’d be back in an hour to contemplate finishing the job.
Chapter Two
Emily and Allison Krueger lived a mile out of town on Bay Creek Road. Jax tooled his patrol car down the pasture-lined street until their overgrown gravel driveway came into view.
A tenth of a mile up the drive, he passed a red barn and pulled in front of a white two-story farmhouse with black shutters. The towering firs surrounding the house made it invisible from the street. A lone rocker moving with the light breeze accompanied a flat bench on the covered porch.
Jax downed an energy shot, wincing as the cool liquid coated his gut, and transmitted his location to Trudy at the station before stretching out of his cruiser. He half-expected a panicked Emily to meet him before he cleared the driveway. Instead, she answered the solid front door after a couple of knocks, wearing a pink bathrobe, her auburn hair in a ponytail. Puffy-eyed, she sniffed and swiped her fingers underneath her lashes.
The image was far different than when he’d seen her in town, put together, standing behind the counter at her bookstore. She came in early and stayed late. About eight years ago, her husband left her to raise Allison on her own while he moved to Portland to marry a shrink. Being left was something he and Emily had in common.
Come in,
she said, closing the door behind him and leading the way to the small living room filled with pictures of Allison and into the dining room. Coffee?
Please.
He’d take all the help he could get to clear his head.
Emily disappeared into the adjoining kitchen while he pulled out a straight-back chair from the table and sat down. She returned, setting a steaming mug in front of him. The coffee sloshed over the rim and spread onto the red vinyl tablecloth. I’m sorry.
Jax dropped a nearby napkin onto the spill. It’s fine, Emily. What’s this about Allison? Trudy said you reported her as lost or runaway.
Emily withdrew her trembling hands and wrapped her arms around her body. I only told Trudy she hadn’t gotten on the bus.
He stretched his neck from side to side. Let’s start there then. What time did Allison leave the house?
Emily slid into the chair across from him. Around seven, like usual. I was in the shower.
You sure she didn’t walk to school?
Positive. Allison’s best friend Kylie called an hour ago, wondering if Allison was sick or in trouble because she hadn’t responded to her texts. I made a few calls to her friends and their parents right away. They haven’t seen or heard from her either.
Were there any signs last night that she might not go to school today?
Emily lowered her head. No. I mean, we had a fight last night.
About?
Her brow furrowed as her eyes rimmed with tears. She wants to live with her dad in Portland, and I told her no.
She ever done this before?
Emily twisted the tie on her robe. She’s stormed off mad, of course. What kid hasn’t? But not responding to Kylie is unusual.
That part had caught his attention too. How old is she?
Fourteen.
Friends were everything at that age. At nearly eleven-thirty, it had been a little over four hours since Emily had been out of contact with her daughter. I’m assuming you’ve reached out to your ex-husband to see if he picked her up?
Daniel was my first call. As I suspected, she did call him after our fight, but he told her to go to bed, and things would be better tomorrow. He’s not keen on her living with him either. He divorced the whore he left me for, and now he’s enjoying his life—easy when you don’t have to worry about raising another human being.
She made it sound like a burden. He’d give anything to have that back.
Emily must have seen the pain in his eyes. Sorry. I mean…
It’s fine.
It would never be fine.
There’s more to do in the big city,
she continued, and a dozen more ways to get into trouble. Don’t get me wrong, Allison’s a great kid, but fewer options are better. Even if she’s bored as hell around here, it’s my job to keep her safe. You know?
He did. Whatever it took. He liked boring. Even if boring could cause teenagers to go off the chain. Spray paint the bridges near town. Spinout in a neighbor’s yard. All tame in comparison to his previous city life where gang shootings were the norm and no night was complete without scattering the prostitutes down on North Mississippi. If Allison was headed into that cesspool, it’d be hard to get her back.
I’ll want a list of her friends and their numbers.
I can text that to you.
Emily went to the buffet drawer and withdrew a purple spiral notebook.
Include her dad, and I’ll want a current picture.
He stood, trying to shed the weighted blanket of apathy. He wouldn’t leave any stone untouched, not like last time. I’ll want her cell number, and a list of other places you think she could be.
All scenarios were on the table. Allison was missing—of her own volition or foul play—until proven otherwise.
Emily nodded, her face drawn, her chin trembling. Overwhelmed.
He softened. It’s routine to get this up front. Nine times out of ten, kids are found wandering less than a mile away. You said she wants to live with her dad. She’s likely halfway there, whether he’s aware of it or not.
The prospect of her hitchhiking terrified him. He wouldn’t panic Emily, even though fear had already taken hold. Don’t start worrying yet.
She hugged herself tighter.
When we’re done, I’ll drive along the route to see if I spot her. I take it you haven’t done that?
She didn’t meet his eye. I’ve been so distracted this last year. She’s become difficult. She used to hang out at the store with me; read the books I was reading, and we’d discuss them.
She sighed. Now she barely comes out of her room or carries on a conversation.
Emily was drifting into guilt. Or was it more than that? Emily’s reserved demeanor had felt a bit off from the start, although everyone had their own way of processing emotion. Still, most parents would be bouncing off the walls. If it had been Lulu, he’d have been up and down those streets a dozen times already. Most people didn’t understand the dangers of what hid out in the open, among the ordinary. He wished he didn’t know. Mind if I check her room?
Emily didn’t look up, her focus on gathering his requested information. Last door on the left.
Down the narrow hallway, he studied the row of hanging school pictures of Allison. Much had changed from that kindergarten photo of her with no front teeth and a pixie haircut to the more recent ones showing her brown hair long, a mouth full of metal, and a hint of mascara.
He quelled the ache the pictures lit in him and noted a man’s work jacket hanging over the back of the hall chair. Allison’s father might have left Emily for that whore
but a man’s jacket—casual, cast off, not hanging by the front door—meant Emily might not have let the grass grow under her feet, either.
Allison’s all-pink hangout had Taylor Swift posters pinned to every flat surface. Among the obvious teen must-haves—makeup, jewelry, and brightly colored twine bracelets—a mixture of stuffed animals and dolls occupied a chair and the corners of the room. He noted a pink bear with a white tutu in the mix. Trudy had given Lulu one just like it on her second birthday. Her squeal of delight rang in his ears as if she was next to him, clinging to his pant leg. She would have been nine in July. He squeezed the feeling down deep. Four years with her hadn’t been enough.
In the off-white armoire across from the door, the drawers and cabinet revealed a young girl who loved mysteries and collected sand dollars—a stark contrast to another fourteen-year-old girl’s bedroom he’d gone through many years ago when working a case in Portland. Her entire life had been stuffed into a duffel bag.
Allison was clearly loved and cared for. Nothing he’d found so far indicated she’d left with going to the big city on her mind. Emily,
he hollered.
Emily appeared in the doorway. Yes.
Have you checked her clothes to see if she took any with her?
She nodded. Everything’s here, except her big coat. It’s not cold enough for her to need it yet. It could be at a friend’s house, I guess.
Coat here yesterday?
She closed her eyes. I can’t remember.
How about her phone?
I’d have to pry it from her hands to get it away from her.
You try tracking it?
Yes, but didn’t come up with anything.
An internet connection wasn’t a required element for the find my phone app to work, but it was easily turned off or inaccessible if cell service didn’t reach, like through the coast range. Check her social media?
She posted a selfie a week ago on Facebook. Nothing since. Not even likes.
Any other accounts?
Not that I know of.
Flush crept up her neck. Guess I wasn’t always paying attention.
Don’t beat yourself up. It’s hard to stay ahead of what’s available to teenagers.
Trudy might have a better idea about the different platforms they could check out since she had a slew of grandkids. How about computer use?
Only for homework projects. Some time on the internet, but mostly she uses her phone for that.
He grimaced. I’ll be another minute, but I’ll want to check that computer myself before I leave.
There could be online friends Emily wasn’t aware of.
Emily nodded and left Jax to continue. He’d been trained to look for signs of possible foul play or violence. His cursory search revealed none. Allison had woken that morning, dressed, and made her bed. Not many teenagers he’d known did that. Certainly not him.
On his way back out, he ducked into the bathroom. Tinted and flavored lip balms, concealers, acne medicine, and fruity body sprays littered the counter. Allison’s domain. Nothing appeared out of place. He passed by Emily, hunched at the dining table again, and slipped out the front door.
Flashlight in hand, he walked around the house, aiming the beam underneath before heading for the outbuilding. The barn door creaked as he opened it. A horse whinnied and kicked at the stall; the smell of dirt mixed with urine and manure hit his nose. He eased in, leaving the door ajar. Listening. Watching. Cobwebs hung off the rafters. Bird droppings splattered the concrete floor. Four horse stalls lined the right side. A bay paced impatiently in the first one, closed in behind a barred door. Something had him riled.
A swish-swish sound came from the farthest stall. Wood cracked. The horse neighed again.
Allison?
he said.
Another creak echoed in the small space.
You need to come out here. This is Sheriff Turner. Whatever the problem, it can be worked out.
A loud click. A gun being engaged?
Adrenaline flooded his veins. He stepped behind a wide beam and drew his weapon, his back pressed against the wood.
The barn doors swung open, pinioning him in a slice of sunlight. Heart slamming, he whipped around and leveled his gun.
Emily jumped back, eyes wide.
Shit. Get out of here,
he commanded.
A rake crashed to the ground, rattling on the hard-packed floor behind him. He turned. A raccoon and her babies scurried into the aisle from the last stall, eyeing him and Emily before loping out the back.
Jax shoved his gun into his holster, off his game by a mile. The energy shot had only put him more on edge. You okay?
he asked.
Emily raised a hand to her chest. I’m fine. You?
Thought I heard something.
If he intended to find Allison, and not look like a fool in the process, he’d better pull it together fast. He could have pressed that trigger on the beach and been done, but he hadn’t. He couldn’t half-ass it now. If for nothing else, Emily’s sake.
At the stall, Emily swung open the top half of the door. The bay hung his head out, and she scratched his nose. You did. Riley’s a good watch horse. Unfortunately, he’s not a fan of raccoons.
Good to know.
I was out here a couple of hours ago to feed him, though. Didn’t see any signs Allison had been here.
Emily hadn’t received the call that Allison hadn’t shown up at school at that point. He strode to the stall where he’d heard the noise. Straw and dirt had been raked into a pile against the back wall. A white piece of ceramic poked through, catching his attention.
He knelt, gathering the shards. A piggy bank.
When he turned, Emily’s face matched the color of the pottery. She clapped her hand over her mouth.
How much was in there?
he asked.
Most of her allowance for the past two years, and every birthday gift from her grandparents since birth.
Her voice trembled.
Jax stared at her for a better answer.
Five hundred. At least.
Her body let loose a shudder, and she folded her arms over her chest, gripping her robe in her fists.
Five hundred was enough to get far away from Misty Pines.
Jax jogged back to the house with Emily on his heels. At the computer, he hammered at the keyboard, opening file after file as Emily alternated between pacing and hovering over his shoulder. Allison had done a report on the Civil War and a few searches for a US history timeline. She could have cleared her search field, but what remained was the usual ninth-grade stuff.
Emily gnawed on her thumbnail. She’s run away, hasn’t she?
Possibly, but that doesn’t change how we’ll approach this. I’ll get an APB and her name into the national database right away.
Emily tensed. National?
It’s standard, Emily. It’s accessible by all law enforcement with the pertinent data. That way, when she’s found, the agency will know who to contact.
Her eyes widened with concern.
It won’t come to that. I’ll find her,
he said, shoving aside the hollow feeling that he hadn’t always come through.
Emily sent him a list of Allison’s friends, along with a description of what she’d been wearing: blue jeans and a gray sweatshirt, red sneakers, and carrying a black and white paisley backpack. At least she was dressed well enough to keep her warm in the fifty-degree fog.
I’ll be back to you soon.
Jax placed his hand on Emily’s arm. If you hear from her, you call me direct.
Please find her and bring her home, Jax.
He attempted his most reassuring smile, leaving her in the doorway, tears streaking her face.
In his car, he grabbed the radio from his dash and put out an APB to all surrounding jurisdictions. At the end of Emily’s driveway, he got out and scanned the area where Allison might have waited for the school bus. He focused on the roadside and the grassy verge, his stomach acid churning. Was there a torn button or dropped lip gloss or glittery hair clip—anything—that shouldn’t be there? Or had she walked off attempting to get to Portland on her own?
Birds chirped while the wind rustled through the pines and firs off to the north. A slice of cobalt sky fought its way through the mist.
Nothing out of place. The ground yielded no clues.
His driving the route out of town produced nothing, either.
Allison Krueger had a good head start and might very well be headed to Portland. But twenty-five years ago, when he was a young detective, two girls had run from a bad situation on a similar rural road. Their trek had started out innocently until they encountered a person with a different plan.
In any situation, there’s a window of forty-eight to seventy-two hours in which to find the missing before the trail cooled. Or worse. The last time his failure had cost a fourteen-year-old girl her life. If he was to have one last case before returning to the beach, finding another missing teenager seemed fitting.
Maybe this time, he’d make a difference.
Chapter Three
Steven was spiraling. Again. Elena Massey could hear it in her brother’s endless torrent of nonsense that filled the message he’d left on her cell. She’d heard it before, many times.
After ten years in private practice, she’d become fluent in the idiosyncrasies of desperation. She brought Steven’s number up on her phone and stared at the only picture she had of him on her desk. He’d made no eye contact, and his baseball hat hid most of his face. Camera-shy and elusive. The picture summed him up perfectly.
Elena.
Her receptionist’s voice interrupted from the intercom.
Elena jumped, hitting the red button. Yes, Stacey?
Your one o’clock is here. I’m heading to lunch.
She held back a sigh. I’ll be right out.
Elena hit the SEND button on her cell anyway. If she could connect with him, she’d set up a time to talk. Five rings later, he didn’t answer.
She hung up. He wouldn’t get off that easy.
Got your message. She texted. I’m available in an hour. Call me.
The ringer silenced, she aimed for her purse and tossed her cell. It landed on the floor. Another one of those days.
Swooping up the phone, she dropped it in her bag, catching a glimpse of her reflection in the compact mirror that had popped open. She ran her fingers over her freckled nose and cheeks. She’d been told she was cute. Cute was hardly what a thirty-five-year-old clinical and forensic psychologist banked on. Her natural brown waves had come from her mom, her five-nine-frame from her dad. Her sister, Madeline, had been an older version of her right down to their fine features. Cute sometimes came at a deadly cost. Or had for Madeline, who’d been murdered twenty-five years ago today.
Elena’s heart squeezed. No going there now. She had a client waiting.
She smoothed her silk blouse, tucking it into her straight black skirt, before rubbing the back of her neck. Her earlier nap hadn’t cleared her impending headache, and she pushed off her edginess.
Grace Manheim was skimming a magazine when Elena entered the waiting area. Come in, Grace.
The mousy blonde passed Elena, eyes locked on the carpet, and made her way to the overstuffed chenille couch. She dropped onto the cushions and started picking at her fingernails.
Elena settled in the chair across from her, crossing her legs, a notepad on her lap. She flipped to Grace’s page from their last visit. How’re you doing since our last visit? You been journaling like we talked about?
Grace nodded without looking up.
Elena assessed her client’s mood. Pensive. Off. Have you accepted any of his calls?
Grace shook her head.
When’s his release date again?
Next week.
She browsed her notes. I have it down for early next year.
Good behavior,
Grace said.
She’d ask Loran about that when she saw him tomorrow at her own weekly session. Like her, Dr. Kavorian worked with the inmates at the federal prison, as well as at a couple of the smaller ones where Grace’s ex was incarcerated, recommending parole.
It was a heavy gig, peering deep into their hearts and souls, deciding which ones had the best chance at rehabilitation. She enjoyed the responsibility of making a difference in society. She didn’t mind the control, either.
Deep down, she wanted her sister’s killer to pass through the system someday. She’d hoped that she’d recognize him if he did—she’d never admit that to anyone. Grace’s eyes were on her.
The important thing is a game plan,
Elena said. Would you consider changing your phone number? It would send a clear message to your ex-husband that you don’t want anything to do with him.
Grace nibbled at a hangnail on her right index finger without answering.
Her client harbored the illusion it was better to know what her ex had on his mind than to shut him out. While Elena didn’t agree, she hadn’t blocked Steven’s number. Of course, he was her ex, but he was difficult. Did your brother rise to the same level of needing to be iced out of your life?
I was thinking,
Grace started and then looked away again.
Elena clutched her pen tighter, sensing what would follow those three little words. Yes?
She kept her tone professional.
I should give him another chance.
Grace wasn’t mentally ill, but low self-esteem caused by a cold and detached father was proving just as debilitating as any psychological disorder. Elena didn’t want to lose Grace to this asshole who’d been in prison for nearly running her over with his car. I see. You’ve been communicating with him then?
He’s been writing me.
A shy grin crossed her face. Poetry. Short notes. Long thoughtful letters. He’s changed.
Elena fought the urge to scoot to the edge of her chair for emphasis. "People tell you many things when they’re in the apologetic part of their cycle. If you go back, he’d start in slowly