The Sacrifice
By Rin Chupeco
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An island oasis turns deadly when a terrifying legend threatens to kill off visitors one by one in this haunting novel from the highly acclaimed author of The Girl from the Well and the Bone Witch trilogy.
Pristine beaches, lush greenery, and perfect weather, the island of Kisapmata would be the vacation destination…if not for the curse. The Filipino locals speak of it in hushed voices and refuse to step foot on the island. They know the lives it has claimed. They won't be next.
A Hollywood film crew won't be dissuaded. Legend claims a Dreamer god sleeps, waiting to grant unimaginable powers in exchange for eight sacrifices. The producers are determined to document the evidence. And they convince Alon, a local teen, to be their guide.
Within minutes of their arrival, a giant sinkhole appears, revealing a giant balete tree with a mummified corpse entwined in its gnarled branches. And the crew start seeing strange visions. Alon knows they are falling victim to the island's curse. If Alon can't convince them to leave, there is no telling who will survive. Or how much the Dreamer god will destroy…
Creepy and suspenseful, The Sacrifice is perfect for readers looking for:
- Spooky, scary books for young adults
- Horror novels
- Ghost story books for teens
- East Asian folklore
Praise for The Girl from the Well
"Solidly scary and well worth the read."—Booklist
"Chupeco makes a powerful debut with this unsettling ghost story."—Publishers Weekly, STARRED review
Rin Chupeco
Rin Chupeco is a nonbinary Chinese Filipino writer born and raised in the Philippines. They are the author of Silver Under Nightfall and several speculative young adult series, including The Bone Witch, The Girl from the Well, The Never-Tilting World, and Wicked as You Wish. Formerly a graphic designer and technical writer, they now write fiction full time and live with their partner and two children in Manila. They can be found on Instagram at @RinChupeco.
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Reviews for The Sacrifice
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The Sacrifice by Rin Chupeco was a perfect read for October. With its tropical paradise setting, ominous curse, and mysterious narrator, Mx. Chupeco sets the tone from the opening page. Add in a mostly unlikeable Hollywood crew, and you honestly do not know if it is so much a horror story as it is a much-deserved comeuppance. Interestingly, a reader could interpret The Sacrifice as a warning story regarding imperialism since the Hollywood execs land on the island laughing at native superstition and lack of technology.Mx. Chupeco does an excellent job of keeping readers guessing while keeping them on edge. They create an intriguing combination of curiosity and tension as the events on the island become more ominous while remaining baffling. Readers will need to continue to read to get answers while feeling a considerable level of anxiety at the creepiness of the events. It is precisely what you want for a spooky read, and I recommend The Sacrifice the next time you want to scratch that horror itch.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A secret within a bunch of secrets summarizes this fast and satisfying read. A mysterious island supposedly hiding treasure in a cave, a reality TV star trying to reclaim his fame following scandals, and a young person who knows the island better than anyone. Add in an attempt to film things in and around the cave for a new ghostly reality show, and you have the beginnings of a dandy fright train. I read it in an evening and was extremely satisfied when I closed the cover. Be prepared for some great surprises.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5The small, uninhabited island of Kisapmata in the Philippines is known to the locals to be the home of the god, Diwata. Diwata controls the island and it is believed that he will awaken after eight sacrifices. Locals stay away from the island except for local caretaker, Alon. Everything is about to change though as a Hollywood documentary crew has bought their way onto Kisapmata. The crew members each have a different motivation for being on the island, but Diwata knows their true purpose. Alon tries to keep those who are innocent safe and warn away those that the Diwata deems worthy of sacrifice. The Sacrifice is a young adult thriller that jumps right into the action and doesn't let up. I was drawn into the story as Diwata immediately shows power by moving plants around, manifesting people from the production crew's lives and showing them exactly what they came for, including corpse trees. The mystery builds as we learn the history of the island with stolen treasure, deaths, sacrifices, cults and local lore. Alon's character was amazing and a mystery himself. I was intrigued by his communication with Diwata and his acceptance on the island. I loved that he and Chase formed a connection and that Diwata was interested in it. Throughout the entire story there was a constant feeling of 'what's next?' and 'that can't be good!' that kept me in suspense. Overall, a great blend of Philippine folklore, suspense and horror. This book was received for free in return for an honest review.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5This was an interesting story told by a Filipino writer on White colonialism and learning respect for another's culture. While it had some good lines and a lot of potential, it lacked some necessary character development which prevented me emotionally connecting to the book and the characters.
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Contents
Front Cover
Title Page
Copyright
One
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Seven
Eight
Nine
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Eleven
Twelve
Thirteen
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Fifteen
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Seventeen
Eighteen
Nineteen
Twenty
Twenty-One
Twenty-Two
Twenty-Three
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Twenty-Five
Twenty-Six
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Back Cover
For the Scooby Doo Manila squad—until our next hunt
He who offers the sacrifice controls the Godseye.
The first to feed,
the second to seed,
the third to wear,
the fourth to birth,
the fifth to serve,
the sixth to lure,
the seventh to consume,
the last to wake.
One
The Cave
Nobody tells Hollywood about the screaming.
Nobody tells Hollywood about the curse. Or the way things walk across the sands here like they are alive enough to breathe. Nobody tells them of the odd ways the night moves around these parts when it thinks no one sees.
Nobody gives them permission to visit, and it’s all the incentive Hollywood needs to permit themselves.
The people who live in the provinces nearest the island don’t talk. Not at first. But money is the universal language, and the years have been lean enough, desperate enough. Tongues loosen. The words come reluctantly.
Yes, they say. There is a curse. Yes; at least five people dead.
No, they say. We will not step foot on that island with you, not even if you gave us a million dollars.
Hollywood crashes into the island, anyway; it’s a new breed of conquistadors trading technology for cannons. First their scouts: marking territory, measuring miles of ground, surveying land. Next their specialists: setting camp, clearing brush, arguing over schematics. Then their builders arrive with containment units, solar panels, and hardwood. In the space of a few days, they construct four small bungalows with an efficiency I’m not accustomed to seeing.
The noise is loud enough that they don’t hear the silence how I’ve always heard it.
They scare the fishes away most days, and so I’ve gotten accustomed to idling, to watching them from my boat instead of hunting for my next meal. Hollywood does terrible things with machinery. They whirl and slam and punch the ground, and the earth shakes in retaliation. They dig perfect circles, add pipelines to connect to local supplies, and install water tanks. They set up large generators and test the lighting. They cut down more trees to widen the clearing to place more cabins.
None of them step inside the cave. The one at the center of the island, where the roots begin.
They don’t talk about the roots that ring the island, half-hidden among white sand so fine it’s like powder to the touch, so that they trip when they least expect it. But they talk about the balete. I came here expecting palm trees,
one of the crew says with a shudder. He stares up fearfully at one of the larger balete trees, with their numerous snake-like gnarls that twist together to pass as trunks, and at the spindly, outstretched branches above. "If trees could look haunted, then it would be these."
Soon they notice me standing by the shore, only several meters away.
Hey, you there!
one calls out. He wears a Hawaiian shirt and dark shorts. A pair of sunglasses are slicked up his head. You live nearby?
I nod.
Oh, thank God, you can understand us. We’d been having a hell of a time trying to translate.
Most of the people here understand English,
I say. They probably don’t want to talk to you.
Ouch. Big ouch. Well, you’re still the only local I’ve seen this close to the island. Even the fishermen stay clear. You’re not afraid of the curse?
I shake my head. Askal peers cautiously from around my legs, watching the foreigners curiously. You?
I ask.
He guffaws. I’m more afraid of my bosses docking my pay if we don’t get this right.
He peers back at Askal. Cute dog. I’ve never seen the locals bring pets on their boats.
He’s used to the water.
Askal wags his tail, sensing he is being praised.
Want to make some money, kid? We need someone who knows their way around the place. Everyone we’ve asked on the mainland has turned us down.
I row closer to where they stand, hopping out and dragging the boat through the last few feet of water. Askal scampers out after me.
Not scared like everyone else, eh?
Hawaiian Shirt’s companion asks, a guy with a goatee and bad haircut. Clouds of smoke rise from the little device he’s puffing away at, and it smells of both cigarettes and overly sweet fruit. A half-empty beer bottle is tucked under his arm. His eyes are bloodshot, and I’ve seen enough drunks on the mainland to know what that means. You hang around this place a lot?
You shouldn’t be here.
Hawaiian Shirt scowls. That’s what the officials here have been telling us the past few months while we’ve been negotiating, but it’s not gonna stop us. We have all the necessary permits. It’s hypocritical, don’t you think, telling us to leave when you’ve obviously been poking around here as much as we have?
I didn’t ask you to leave. I said you shouldn’t be here.
Semantics. Look—we need someone to point out the mystery spots, maybe tell us about cursed areas on this damn island. Besides the Godseye. We’ve heard about that. We’re on a deadline, and we need to get things moving before the rest of the crew arrive.
The Godseye?
The cave on this island. The one where all those deaths happened. The locals didn’t have a name for it, but we needed one for the show and that’s what Cortes called it. You know why we’re here, right? You must have heard the news by now.
Goatee blows rings in the air. How are we gonna build three seasons around one fricking cave?
We’ll figure it out, Karl. They say there’s gold hidden in the cave that Cortes stole. Viewers love hearing about buried treasure. I’m sure Ethan’s storyboarded more ideas.
Hawaiian Shirt scratches his head. You ever been inside the Godseye?
Yes.
Both stare at me. All this time,
Goatee mutters, and he’s been here all along. Kid, if you’re who we think you are, then you’re famous among the locals. You’re like a ghost whisperer, they said. You’re the only one brave enough to come here. We’re hoping you could help us.
I look about pointedly and gesture at their building. Do you even need permission anymore?
We signed off with the authorities. Well, we offered them a ton of money and they took it, so I guess that’s permission. But we need more information, and that’s the one thing they ain’t selling.
I’ll give you five thousand dollars to come on board with us,
Hawaiian Shirt says eagerly. And another five if you stay the whole season, but that means you’ll have to go on camera to talk about any creepy stories you have about the island. All the highlights of this place.
He eyes my empty net. That’s gotta be more than you make fishing in at least a decade, right? I’ll have a contract drawn up for you in an hour. You can look it over and tell me what you—
He stops. You can read, right?
I frown. Yes.
No offense, just checking. Get a lawyer to look it over for you if you want. It’s got some terms and clauses you might not be familiar with—saves a lot of headaches later. So you’ll help?
I take my time, coiling my nets, making sure the boat’s beached properly. Askal lingers near me, keeping a careful eye on the two men. "Have you been inside?"
Well, no. Not till our legal department clears us to proceed. Or the exploration team gets a crack at it. Standard precautions.
Without another word, I head up the path, Askal keeping easy pace beside me. I can hear them scrambling to follow me.
No one can miss the cave entrance at the center of the island. It’s two hundred feet high, built for giants to walk through. Limestone stains mar the walls. Something glitters in their cavities.
It doesn’t take long for Hawaiian Shirt and Goatee to catch up, both looking annoyed.
Ask it permission,
I tell them, and they guffaw.
The hell I’m asking some ghost,
Goatee says with a snort.
We can’t go in until we get the all clear,
Hawaiian Shirt repeats.
A few steps in won’t make a difference.
I place my hand on the stone, which is cool to the touch. Tabi po,
I murmur, and enter.
The ground is softer here, and my sandals sink down slightly wherever I trod, leaving prints in my wake. Though reluctant at first, I hear them following, Hawaiian Shirt grumbling about all the trouble they could get into should R&D find out. Askal pads along, ears pricked as if he already senses something we cannot.
It’s not a long walk. A stone altar lies a hundred feet in. Part of the ceiling above it caved in at some point, revealing a view of the sky. It’s late afternoon, and the moon is already visible and silhouetted against a sea of blue.
The altar is more yellowing limestone bedrock, chiseled from ancient tools and carved with purpose. I look down at the ground and see, running along the sides, withered tree roots so old they’ve grown into the cave wall, stamped so deeply into the stones as to be a part of its foundation.
The passageway branches out, circles around to another tunnel that lies just behind the altar, leading deeper into rock.
You said something before we came in,
Goatee says. ‘Tabi po’? That’s how we’re supposed to ask permission to enter?
It’s a sign of respect,
I say.
But the two men are no longer listening. They’re too busy staring at the stonework, and then at the sky where the moon stands at the center of the hole above—a giant eye gazing down at them.
Askal whimpers softly. I lean down and stroke his fur.
They weren’t kidding about the Godseye,
Goatee says, impressed. How’d you have the balls to come here all by yourself, kid? Seen any of the so-called ghosts? See Cortes himself?
I pause, debating what to tell them. I’ve heard the screaming.
No one’s told us about any screaming.
I approach the altar but do not touch it. I hear a soft, rasping sound, and look down to see small makahiya leaves writhing quietly on the ground. From the corner of my eye, I catch the tree roots on the walls curling, stilling only when Goatee, sensing their movements, steps nearer.
I have spent enough time on this island to recognize when it’s distressed.
You all shouldn’t be here,
I say again.
Goatee snorts. Let’s wait until the cameras start rolling before you get all creepy, kid.
The Diwata knows me. But outsiders are another matter. You can’t stay here.
The smile Goatee shoots my way is patronizing. Kid,
he says, as the sounds of digging outside resume, "we’re just filming a TV show. We have permission."
Better drag Melissa here to do some initial shots,
Hawaiian Shirt says happily. This is gonna look beautiful in our promos.
We’ll still need to hook viewers for a second season,
Goatee says. Maybe something’s haunting the mangroves on the eastern side of the island—a spirit that pulls people underwater. Or maybe a dead woman. Dead women are always hits.
He laughs. Hawaiian Shirt laughs along with him.
From somewhere within the cave, something mimics their laughter.
They stop, tearing their gazes from the eye above them to into the cavern’s depths. But all I hear now are the faint reverberations of their voices.
Easy to see why people think this place is haunted,
Goatee says, with a nervous, quieter chuckle. Makes you start imagining things.
He raises his hand, which trembles slightly, and downs the rest of his beer in one noisy gulp.
They do not linger long. Askal nuzzles at my hand, lets out a soft whimper. We’re leaving, too,
I assure him. Before I follow the men out, I look back at the tunnel stretching farther into the cave, waiting for a shift in the darkness beyond—but find nothing.
There’s only the altar, which has borne witness to old horrors, blessed with the moon’s quiet, unrelenting light.
Two
Visions
The island has known me my whole life. As a child I raced along its shores and scavenged oysters hiding underneath its rocks, caught the small fish trapped in its shallow pools at low tide. I would lie down near the shore and while away lazy hours, diving into the waters when the sun grew too hot for my liking.
My father taught me everything. How to catch fish with my bare hands. How to scale trees for coconuts. How to quiet the voices on the island. How to show them you mean no harm.
Except ’Tay hasn’t been strong for a while now.
Occasionally I would see things. Things pretending to be one of the trees by the coast, dangling from branches. Or crouched against the stones by the cave, waiting for nightfall.
The creatures here leave me alone, and I’ve become accustomed to their presence.
But I am no longer the only person on Kisapmata, and I can see signs of the island’s discomfort. Now as I walk along the shore, small makahiya plants litter the soil, opening their leaves as I pass. They snap shut when Goatee or Hawaiian Shirt or the Hollywooders step through.
The island has not had this many trespassers before, and for so little reason.
I say nothing. I only stay close and keep watch. Askal refuses to leave my side. He’s always been protective of me.
Goatee and Hawaiian Shirt give me little to do in the days after our meeting. We tried looking for you, but nobody knew where you live,
the latter tells me. People said you were likely on one of the smaller islands, the ones that aren’t even big enough for a village. Wasted ten months searching. Every lead we had of you was a dead end. ‘Why not head to the Godseye,’ Hemslock finally said. ‘Sooner or later we’ll find the kid.’ And he was right, goddamn it. You don’t live in Leyte?
I live nearby, with my father.
He ever been to this island?
I nod. Taught me everything I know about it.
You or he give anyone guided tours before us?
No.
Because of the murders, right? I know they’d locked up access to this place afterward. Lucky for us the mayor decided our intentions were noble. The plan is to put you on camera without any prep, so you can tell us what you know of this place. Steve thinks it’s gonna be more authentic that way, provoke better reactions from the cast if they’re hearing the story for the first time. So he wants us to wait for him to get here for that. Just a heads up—sometimes we’re gonna have to move your words around, to make a bigger impact for the show, right? That’s specified in your contract, but since you’ve already signed it, I’m assuming you know.
Hawaiian Shirt sighs. I’m gonna try and look out for you, all right, kid? I’ve worked enough shows to see how easy it is for producers to take advantage of someone for fifteen minutes of fame. We’re gonna be the first people to stay on this island since, what? That plane crash? Whatever happened to that, anyway?
Goatee shrugs. Investigators tried to dig up the island till the locals put their foot down and said no. They couldn’t find any bodies, other than that one passenger they found buried here. No evidence of plane debris, either. That’s not stopping Gries, though.
Who’s Gries?
I ask.
You’re gonna meet him soon enough. Used to be a hotshot back in the day. Got some blockbusters under his belt, and I don’t always mean in theaters. Broke up a few unions in his time. Ruthless. Then his wife died, and he lost his edge. This show’s supposed to be his comeback as much as it is Hemslock’s. Who knows? Maybe you’ll get some fame from this too, kid. Get you on the circuit. Anything can happen in Hollywood.
I look at the cabins they’re building. Pre-fab houses, he called them; they are a riddle of metal containment units joined together to create the trappings of luxury. I don’t want fame,
I say.
Hawaiian Shirt grins, like he finds the idea hilarious. "That’s what they all say at first. Look, I want the island to throw something at us. That’s what we’re here for. It’ll be much easier to film hauntings than have to create them."
Slowly, and then very quickly, I watch them gentrify the island. Several generators are on standby to funnel electricity for a secure internet connection. There are water tanks and medical tents. A refrigeration system for food storage. There is even talk of paving part of the island to make walking easier, but the idea was thankfully discarded.
Hawaiian Shirt gives me a quick tour of the pre-fab houses. One for the showrunner/actor, two more for some executive producers who wanted to come with the production. Everyone else has to be satisfied with tents, which are nonetheless far more impressive in size and interior than what the name suggests.
There are more people than I expected. Aside from production there is the safety crew responsible for checking the equipment, a medical team, and a group of scientists keen to explore the Godseye.
A larger bungalow is the mess hall. It is where the crew gather to eat their meals and to plan the rest of the series. There is a large freezer inside the mess hall stocked with food flown from overseas, and the crew has employed several chefs.
But the island is surrounded by fresh seafood, and so I oblige when they ask me for a sampling of the local delicacies. On the days when Askal and I can catch enough fish, their chefs cook them over a makeshift grill. They’re good fish—tilapia, galunggong, bisugo—and it helps endear me to the crew.
I negotiate with other fishermen, and they frequently supply us with other varieties of seafood—curacha, alimasag, and other kinds of crabs on luckier days, but more often squid, green mussels, and mackerel.
The crew offer me an extra tent. I accept but rarely spend nights there. Sick father, I say. Need to look in on him. I live only several minutes away. They are sympathetic.
Askal and I go home and spend time with ’Tay. He sleeps more frequently nowadays, though I know that is normal for his age. I’m not worried about the time I’ll have to spend away from him. My father raised me and Askal after my mother’s death. He’s stubborn enough not to want help from anyone. Runs in the family.
’Tay was delighted when I told him about my new job. The money will be good. The Americans know the risks. It’s not my fault they won’t listen, and it’s not on me to protect them.
While he dozes, and while Askal lies down beside him and does the same, I look at the contract I signed, the one promising me ten thousand dollars if I stay through their filming. It’s more money than I’ve ever expected to have in my hands all at once.
And for a moment, I feel selfish, tempted. There are so many things I could do with this money. Leave the island. Make my own way in the world.
’Tay stirs beside me, and the thought dissipates. Ten thousand dollars