Untold: Grace Sufficient, #3
By Vanessa Hall
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You can only run for so long …
Two years hasn't erased the sting of betrayal and the shadow of the past, but Nikolai Alexandrov has finally found a way to live. Moscow, Russia, is the last place anyone would look for a rogue ex-CIA officer, and the members of Grace Baptist Church see beyond his past to the man he is now.
Molly Baird never wanted to be a missionary, but due to her father's wishes, she lands in Moscow to aid her missionary cousin, Gabe Kelly. All is foreign in the massive city, though, rendering her unable to serve. Only the few English speakers in Grace Baptist's congregation hold a trace of familiarity—including Nikolai, whose kindness she can't deny.
Yet when a sniper's bullet strikes far too close, Nikolai and Molly are thrown together in a desperate race against untold threats. When time runs out, will Nikolai and Molly be able to trust God with the past—and with the future?
Vanessa Hall
Vanessa Hall is an author, teacher, musician, and homeschool graduate. Her debut novel, Unknown, was published in 2021. Outside of writing, she spends her time teaching music, playing music, and working out. Above all else, though, she is a sinner saved and held fast by the abounding grace of Jesus Christ.
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Untold - Vanessa Hall
Chapter 1
ON NIGHTS LIKE THIS, it only took footsteps.
Or the glare of a streetlight. The shouts of a drunken neighbor. The ache in his chest.
All reminders that wouldn’t loosen their grips, even after months.
Years.
He blinked his eyes open, the leather of a Bible soft against his fingers. Yet instead of comforting Words, a name stared up, penned in stalwart blue ink.
Nikolai Petrovich Alexandrov.
A lie.
Even a dozen aliases hadn’t convinced him he was anyone but Nick Bates—a stupid kid from Tennessee who’d ended up in Russia.
Six years.
He slid the Bible to the nightstand, his hand shaking.
Pathetic.
He drew his fingers into a fist.
The red numbers on the alarm clock, ever taunting, glowed three forty-seven. Mid-morning back home.
His eyes fell shut, and he slumped back onto the lumpy mattress.
Cold jolted through his veins, his fingers curving into the rumpled sheets.
Enough. Morning would eventually come, and according to Polachev, work would be back-breaking.
What would he have thought ten years ago if he’d known only a construction job awaited? Yet anything more risked discovery of falsified documents—and therefore endangered this very fragile safety.
One word from the right person, and it’d be over.
His forehead throbbed in time with his pounding pulse, and he pried his hand from the sheet to press to the ache. Heat flooded his palm, slick with sweat.
It was high time to learn to deal with this. Other men had suffered worse.
A deep breath, in through his nose, rasping past the congestion.
Easy, pure—
The breath caught, smothering.
No.
He jerked upright, fire flooding his chest. Coughs tore his raw throat—but at least they smothered the cry.
Just a cold. The pastor’s little granddaughter had been coughing up a storm on Sunday.
Yet dizziness still attacked, his breaths coming as pants.
Tough officer, wasn’t he, unable to sleep because of a stuffy nose and a cough.
Oh, God, please help me. This has to end ... it has to.
Training should’ve stopped this, should’ve prepared him.
Yet he’d marched right into Serbia. And even after that nightmare, straight into Russia.
So young, so confident, so incredibly stupid.
He squeezed his eyes shut.
He never would’ve stepped foot in this place if he’d known what he would find.
Somehow, that single bag of stale peanuts had stayed down through a bucking bronco of an airplane, the scorching glare of a Russian immigrations agent, a maze of hallways, and the ire of harried travelers.
Yet if Mom’s long-lost cousin didn’t show up in the next few minutes, those peanuts would make a reappearance.
Molly Baird squeezed her eyes shut, her fingers cold around the handle of her suitcase, her shoulders aching against the weight of her backpack.
Fifteen books were too many to carry on one’s back ... yet those fifteen weren’t close to enough for a six-week stay in a foreign land.
Familiar pain shot through her wrists, followed by an even more familiar voice. Take a deep breath and listen.
Listen to what? Her piano professor hadn’t been talking about swarming travelers who spoke a language as cacophonous as Penderecki’s famous composition.
Help me, Lord.
Somehow, Tennessee stood thousands of miles away, and a Russian airport loomed—DME, or Domodedovo, to be exact. Someone’s name, probably.
Or a Russian curse.
A group of people rushed by, dragging suitcases, talking loudly, staring down at phones as they charged through the sea of humanity. Wide swaths of light poured from the expansive windows fronting the airport, declaring it afternoon as it goldened the crush of people scurrying their separate ways.
A missionary.
What’d Dad been thinking? She wasn’t one of the pretty, popular girls who’d gotten a missions degree.
Not that she was a missionary, exactly, since Dad had warned against the mere use of the word. What would happen if the word did trip from her tongue—would the KGB haul her to the gulag?
She gulped, fingernails sinking into the straps of her backpack.
Oh, ten pages of Solzhenitsyn had been ten too many.
Lord, help me. Please. I know You have brought me here for a reason.
Yet what if this missionary cousin never appeared? Her watch proclaimed it fifteen minutes past two—fifteen minutes past the scheduled hour.
Had she miscalculated the time difference? And in this crowd, one mostly unfamiliar face would be impossible to locate.
Another cluster of travelers swept past, brushing her sleeves, rounding her as if she were only a traffic obstruction. Signs cluttered the airport, advertising restaurants—even American fast food places—and proclaiming directions, arrows jabbing toward various routes and destinations. All the signs bore Russian, but English words stood tucked under the foreign Cyrillic.
See? It wasn’t so bad.
The endless wash of harsh syllables raked her hearing, all incomprehensible, pushing the air from her lungs and shoving her stomach into her throat.
Oh, but it was. It was.
Her eyes fell shut, her breath stuck. Oh, Lord, please ... help me. I want to go home.
Molly?
She flinched and blinked into the sunlight.
A man headed straight for her, smiling even as he waded through the rush of humankind.
Please ... She faltered forward, pressing a smile to her own lips. Gabriel?
He reached her, still smiling, hand extended. Gabe’s just fine. Good to see you, cousin.
Cousin.
Oh thank You, Lord.
She gripped his hand—tight, as Dad had taught—but Gabe’s arm came around her shoulders, too, pressing her close for a brief hug. How was your flight?
She swallowed hard as pleasant cologne tickled her nose. Um ... okay.
He didn’t really look like Mom’s side of the family, but then again, he was related somehow by marriage ...
Glad to hear it. Those flights can be exhausting.
Another grin—straight, white teeth. Are you ready to head home?
Home.
Tennessee.
A lump rose in her throat, but she nodded.
Then let’s go. So sorry I was late. Traffic was horrible.
He grasped the handle of her suitcase, crowding her own hand off. I can take this. Is this all your luggage?
Another nod. Yes, and my backpack. Thank you.
Yeah, of course. I’m glad you could find your stuff. It’s always a mess trying to get luggage. Airports tend to be way more confusing than necessary, I’ve found.
He began weaving through the busy travelers, and she trailed him. Let him do the parting of the human Red Sea, because she ended up more like the Egyptians than the Hebrews.
You didn’t have problems with immigration or anything else, did you?
He rounded a bickering couple, and she skittered after him.
Not—not really. The lady didn’t look happy, but she let me go.
No KGB agents had whisked in to arrest a stray American, at least.
He might’ve chuckled, but the chaos of the airport blurred everything into a thick soup. That’s not your fault. Every time I’ve come through DME, it’s been understaffed and crowded. Can’t make a great working environment.
Sliding glass doors whooshed open at Gabe’s approach, and a parking lot spread wide. Warm air whispered over her face, toying with hair that’d escaped her ponytail, and the cacophony of the airport faded.
Her breath came slow, but it was the first full one in a long time.
At least the weather was warm. She wouldn’t allow herself to be stranded in a Russian winter, not after reading that Shostakovich biography.
No wonder the man’s music sounded like war.
We parked over there.
Gabe pointed toward a far parking lot and shot her a wince. It was the closest I could find. Sorry about that.
It’s okay.
Even the roar of nearby jet engines was far better than an airplane that sounded like a nursery school full of children that’d missed naptime.
Gabe halted at the curb, scanning the lines of cars waiting to pick up passengers. How is your father these days? It was good to talk to him.
What had Dad said to convince this missionary cousin to allow her to visit? He’s—he’s well. Busy as always.
You’ll be just fine, Molly. You’re a competent adult. You need to get out of your comfort zone. Expand your world.
He’d blown her comfort zone to smithereens with the announcement of a mission trip to Russia.
Lord, help me ... I’m trying.
And shaking in her boots—or, to be literal, her black flats.
Finance, right?
She blinked. Pardon?
A smile softened Gabe’s eyes—hazel eyes, lightened by the sun flooding from the heavens. Your father? He’s involved in finance, right? Or at least that’s what he mentioned?
Oh. Yes.
Heat rose in her cheeks. I’m sorry. I’m ...
No worries. I know how bad jet lag is. And huge airports.
He shook his head, chuckling, and ushered her toward a long row of parked cars. I got lost here and in Dulles the first time I went to the States alone.
Were all Russian cars tiny and old? A few American makes brightened the lot, but most bore foreign names and crouched low and cramped.
Conversation. She swallowed against her dry mouth. When ... when was this?
Mm, years ago. Fourteen, maybe? It was my first year of college.
More questions—simple conversation. You went to college in America?
He nodded, guiding her around a car backing out of a spot. Yeah. I worked in the States for several years after I got my degree, but the Lord had different plans.
A car rushed by, way too fast for this crowded parking lot.
Russians must drive quickly, too.
She matched Gabe’s pace, keeping to his side. When did you return?
Around four years ago. I’m sure ... you heard about my parents’ unexpected deaths.
He cleared his throat. But the Lord brought me back to continue the work they’d begun.
Dad had mentioned the Kellys’ deaths several years ago—when she’d been preoccupied with college. And of course, the funeral had been in faraway Russia. I’m so sorry.
Thanks. It was really hard, but they’re with the Lord. Far better off than any of us, right?
Her throat squeezed tight.
Like Mom. What would she think of this?
A few more cars whooshed past, and the roar of the jet engines continued as they paced down more rows of vehicles. Aches meandered up her stiff legs, courtesy of an endless flight.
Finally, Gabe slowed next to a black car—another tiny Russian model.
The front door flew open, and a blonde woman in a sky-blue dress and tall heels stood from the car.
Gabe’s wife ... Sofia.
Hello, Molly.
Sofia approached, her steps quick and her words heavily accented just as they’d been during that single phone call. It is so good to meet you in real life.
Molly’s steps wavered, but she smiled. The same here.
Sofia beamed, seizing both of Molly’s hands, and leaned close to press kisses to her cheeks. How was your flight?
Molly’s pulse pounded in her ears, her feet frozen in place. The travel guide had said kisses on the cheek were a common greeting. It was okay. Thank you.
Sofia kept smiling, kept clasping Molly’s hands. She was pretty in a Slavic way, her features delicate and her cheekbones high. I have been looking forward to meeting you.
Thank you.
No wonder they were missionaries, given this warm greeting for a relative as familiar as a stranger.
Here, Molly.
Gabe opened the passenger door. I put your suitcase in the trunk. Do you want to hang on to your backpack?
Um, yeah, that’s fine.
He motioned to the car with a smile. Have a seat.
Of course, that’s why he’d opened the door. Maybe someday she wouldn’t fail in social situations.
Today wasn’t the day.
Thanks.
She ducked into the car, sliding her backpack off her shoulders. A tinge of lemon teased her nose, mingling with a breath of cologne as she settled her backpack on her lap.
The back door slammed shut as Gabe took the driver’s seat. He flashed her a grin and pulled his own door closed. Sofia couldn’t even sleep last night since she was so excited.
Oh, Gabe!
Sofia’s cheeks flushed in the rearview mirror’s tiny image. I just want everything to be perfect.
Gabe shoved the key into the ignition and turned the engine to life. She even made one of her killer apple cakes, so you’re in for a treat.
Apple cake. That sounded too normal to be the scary Russian food that populated the traveler’s guide. You didn’t need to do that for me.
Wait, that wasn’t right. But it sounds—sounds delicious.
It is. I’m going to get fat from eating so much of it.
He tossed his wife a wink.
So they were that type. A tiny smile tugged at Molly’s lips.
I am so glad you have come, Molly.
Sofia’s voice drifted light from the backseat, harsh Russian clinging to her words. You are very brave.
Brave? Molly shook her head as Gabe pulled out of the parking space. I’m not brave.
A breath of a laugh. You should’ve seen me in the airport.
Anyone would be overwhelmed in there. And besides, it’s always brave to follow the Lord’s Will.
A car jerked from a parking spot, and Gabe slowed to allow clearance. But like we mentioned, I’d advise you not to say you’re a missionary.
The second time they’d said that ... and one of Dad’s parting comments.
Just be careful.
Gabe eased back in his seat. Like I mentioned in our call, I wasn’t sure about you visiting because of what happened a couple years ago. But I also don’t want to get in the way of the Lord’s plans. I’ve learned they’re often much different from our own.
Those peanuts made a slow roll again. According to Dad, Gabe and Sofia had faced trouble with the government two years ago, but now everything was resolved.
Or was it?
Anyway,
Gabe continued before she could form a reply. I know you teach piano, but do you have other experience? Or is there anything you’d like to focus on while you’re here?
Not really.
Nothing daring and courageous like the girls in college who’d gone on mission trips every summer. Like you said, I teach private piano lessons. And it’s not paid or anything, but I help teach Sunday school and work in the nursery at church.
Little Evelyn. Sweet Hannah. Even Tyler and his endless chatter.
Her eyes prickled—again. Hadn’t she cried enough for a decade yesterday?
Oh, that is perfect!
Sofia leaned forward, the seatbelt straining against her shoulder. She can help with armwrestling, Gabe.
Armwrestling?
A one-sided smile turned up his lips. Have you ever armwrestled, Molly?
She stifled a cough. Um ...
Wasn’t that how guys in bars proved their masculinity?
We have a kids’ armwrestling group supported by the church.
Oh, that’s ... great.
But armwrestling?
Nope. No way. Her concert pianist career had died an early death, but it’d be nice to play for the rest of her life, thank you very much.
Do not worry.
Sofia smiled, her teeth as straight as Gabe’s. It is hard to live around Gabe and not become a fan of armwrestling.
A laugh trickled free.
Unlikely.
She’s unconvinced, Sophie.
Gabe chuckled, the sound far more sincere than her own. That’s okay. Maybe you can play the piano sometime in church?
They had a piano? Hopefully not an electric keyboard, but it’d be better than nothing. I’d love to.
Please.
Great! Our pianist is actually looking for a job in St. Petersburg, so maybe you could fill in for her when she’s traveling?
Warmth attacked the backs of her eyes again.
God had even provided a piano.
Thank You.
The topic drifted to the woes of the piano—an upright that needed tuning, but the tuner was late—which in turn triggered another round of apologies from Gabe about being late.
At least Gabe seemed adept at continuing the conversation, because jet lag was a thief of words.
And the drab gray of the passing buildings didn’t help.
Towering apartment complexes. Solitary trees. Few grassy areas. And so much concrete.
Add a few Communist flags, and it’d be the Soviet Union all over again.
Chills rippled down her back, and she dug her fingers into the thin seat of the car.
Help me. Please, help me.
She had to be strong. Had to be brave.
What a joke.
Gabe finally eased the car to a halt in front of one of the smaller buildings—only five stories of gray that resembled a prison more than a home.
She bit her lip. At least it wasn’t Africa, where bugs thickened the air and lions lurked.
Just Communists and muggers here.
Gabe switched off the ignition. I’ll get your suitcase, and Sofia can give you the tour, okay?
Molly nodded. Okay. Sounds ... good.
Or not.
She pushed the door open and slipped from the car.
No muggers.
She tugged her backpack over her shoulder and slammed the door shut just as Sofia did.
Two blocks that way—
Sofia pointed down the street— is church.
Did they walk to church? Surely she wouldn’t have to go alone ...
Sofia stepped onto the curb and led the way to the building, the chiffon skirt of her dress swishing around her knees. A heavy metal door stood sentry at the entrance, and Molly halted a few paces back as Sofia pressed a key fob to a decrepit keypad.
The apartment had to look better inside.
Sofia gripped the handle and yanked it, throwing the entirety of her slight weight backward. The hinges gave a rusty creak, and the door moaned open to reveal the entry.
Molly hiked the backpack higher on her shoulders.
Nope. Not better.
Not at all.
Did Russians ever clean?
Sofia waved her through, smiling brightly. We always take the stairs, but there is an elevator.
Molly nodded and risked a step into the entryway. Smoke-laden, musty air crowded her nose.
Gross. Cigarette smoke.
Bare metal stairs led upward, and graffiti colored the walls, reaching dirty hands to the trashed mailboxes that stood to the left. Leaves and dirt littered the concrete floor, footprints leaving their marks.
And to the right, the aforesaid elevator.
Not a chance—not if it were in the same condition as this entry. The place looked a rendezvous point for drug deals.
She gulped. The stairs will be—will be fine.
Were Gabe and Sofia extremely poor? They both dressed well, but maybe they’d worn their best clothes to greet her.
Sofia headed up the metal stairs. We live on the second floor, so it is not far.
The steps rang with the tap of Sofia’s heels—somewhere between a B natural and a C. Carpet would be a major improvement around here. But then it wouldn’t be cleaned, either ...
The landing was barren, four scarred wooden doors standing dismal guard. What had caused all those gashes in the wood?
Sofia stepped to one of those doors and jammed a key into the lock. We have an extra key for you. Remind me to give it to you once you are settled, okay?
Molly ran her tongue over her lips. Thank you. That’s—that’s so kind.
Sofia pushed the door open to reveal another hallway. You are welcome.
Please, let it be better ...
She shored up her smile and edged past Sofia into the apartment.
Okay.
The apartment was clean, the air tinted with that same gentle lemon scent. Tile glazed the floor, and while the wardrobe to the right was old, probably made of cheap laminate, it didn’t really matter.
It was far better than the entryway.
Sofia brushed by, her steps whispers against the floor.
She’d taken off her heels—was Molly supposed to take off her shoes, too?
Heat rose in her cheeks. What else had the travel guide failed to mention?
She slid her flats off, picked them up, and padded down the hallway after Sofia.
She was smiling—probably hiding laughter at a stupid American—but she motioned to a doorway. The kitchen.
Tiny. Tight for even two people, but the cabinets were finished a deep auburn.
And ... the living room? That is how you say?
Molly tipped another nod. The room was small, too, but it boasted two couches face-to-face, a love seat at the end, and a coffee table in the middle.
Was it American custom to have open living spaces rather than perfect, tight squares?
Across from the living room, a flick of the light revealed a minuscule room with a toilet. Then, behind another door, the bathroom with a bathtub more fit for a dwarf than an average-sized human.
But there was an elegant painting of a field on the wall, and the brass faucet nicely matched the gold-flecked flooring.
The positives, right?
And here is your bedroom.
Sofia leaned into another doorway and clicked on a light.
A fourth the size of her bedroom back home. But fresh flowers bedecked the bedside table, and a faint floral aroma fully banished the dankness of the entryway. It looks ... lovely.
Oh, thank you.
Sofia smiled again, clasping her hands at her waist. Let me know if you need anything. Do not be shy.
Another smile, brittle as it was. Thank you. You’ve been so welcoming.
Sofia breathed a laugh. I am not very good at this, I do not think. But I am trying.
The front door slammed shut, and footsteps trudged down the hall, mingling with the rattle of tiny suitcase wheels.
Here you are, Molly.
Gabe halted in the doorway, her suitcase right behind him. I hope Sofia’s given you the grand tour? Told you everything you need to know?
The smile would remain. They’d made a concerted effort to create a pleasant experience for her. Yes. Everything’s very nice. Thank you.
As nice as a Russian jail could be. Oh, what’d Dad been thinking?
Great. If you don’t need anything else, we’ll let you get some rest. Or are you hungry?
She shook her head at Gabe’s question. No, thanks. This is good. Thank you.
More spoken gratitude when her heart had run empty long ago.
Yet it was enough, for Gabe and Sofia offered more smiles, then turned from the bedroom.
A slow breath, and she seized her suitcase’s handle, dragged it over the threshold, and softly closed the door.
She’d survived that flight. Found a long-lost, very kind cousin. And this room was clean.
She ground her teeth together, against the roar of her pulse in her ears, the shivering of the nerves along her back, the ache in her wrists.
Yet her own bedroom beckoned thousands of miles away, filled with jewel tones, shelves of familiar books, and a window overlooking gentle Tennessee woods.
Not drab white walls, gray carpet, and a busy street with buildings staring back like empty-eyed prisoners.
She sank to the bed, and it gave beneath her.
At least there were the flowers—radiant, purple orchids.
Yet they weren’t the roses back home that made such lovely bouquets, nor the bee balm and Sweet William that sprung so sweetly next to the porch.
She swallowed against her thick throat and reached to finger a delicate blossom of the orchid.
A shower, some sleep. That would help.
But it wouldn’t take her home.
Chapter 2
SUMMER’S WARMTH TRICKLED sweat down Nick’s face and dampened his T-shirt as he paced down the cracked walkway. His back and shoulders ached in agreement with Polachev’s dire predictions—that new sewer line had been a tough one.
Monday promised more of the same.
He blew out a hard breath and smacked his key fob to the sensor. The rusty apartment door gave with a hard yank, and smoky air rushed to greet him.
A cough rose, mingling with the dull ring of the metal steps under his weight, but at least it wasn’t freezing outside—that would’ve done a number on this cold.
He fisted the keys in his left hand as the second-floor landing loomed.
A pair of old black dress shoes shadowed his door.
No need to see the face—nor adrenaline to light his veins—to know the man standing there.
Nick shoved his free hand into his pocket, and metal warmed his fingertips. What’s up?
Thought it was you.
Gregor Malkov eyed him, arms crossed and brow raised. Though I’m not sure why you have to sound like a herd of elephants coming up the stairs.
Tired.
And having lost his edge a long time ago.
Hard day?
Gregor stepped back from the door.
Yeah.
Nick slid the key into the lock and gave it a few jiggles—the thing was ornery—then the door sagged open.
Had a great chat with Tsedlits.
The landlord. Nick hit the light switch and bent to unlace his work boots. What now?
Not what you’re thinking.
Gregor slid his own shoes off and thudded past Nick. His footsteps turned eastward to the living area. I was actually paying on time.
That’s a surprise.
Nick headed for the kitchen, clearing his throat against the nagging ache.
Gregor sighed, and the couch’s pained creak came under his weight. "I am trying, Nikolai."
Nick tugged open the refrigerator—not many options, given he’d finished Sofia Kelly’s borscht last night.
The kindness of people who’d once been enemies.
He seized a half-eaten can of sardines. Why are you trying?
No idea.
The couch moaned again. You and Gabe must be wearing off on me.
Nick shook a thick crust of black bread from its paper bag, then snagged a fork and headed for the living area. Gregor had taken the entire couch—socked feet propped on the far end, arm flung over the back as if he owned the place.
Nick leaned his shoulder to the peeling wall and poked at a cold, oily sardine. Not sure about that. The only thing that’d wear off me would be bad habits.
Gregor chuckled, the sound wheezy, and he didn’t even have a cold. "I do remember that time Tsedlits was banging your door down. That was funny."
No money to pay rent wasn’t funny by any stretch of the imagination. Yet half the payment—and interest tacked onto the following bill—had satiated the man. I prefer to avoid those interactions.
Gregor pursed his lips. Tsedlits is too demanding. I’m not jumping at his every bark.
Nick stabbed a limp sardine. Thank You, Father, for this food ... and for this friendship. However unlikely it was. You want to eat?
Gregor raised an eyebrow and fished a cigarette from the chest pocket of his button-up. Not what you’re serving.
One side of Nick’s mouth twitched upward.
You need cooking lessons.
He forked the sardine into his mouth. Strong words coming from a man who ate out or drank vodka in lieu of a meal. Yeah.
Or a woman.
The oil burned down his throat, and he swallowed against it.
Not with this life he lived.
You aren’t terrible looking.
Gregor narrowed his eyes and snapped a flame to life with his lighter. Maybe get a better haircut or something. Make you look a little younger.
Nick jabbed at another sardine. Like anyone should take Gregor’s advice on fashion—or romance. Thanks.
It wasn’t a compliment. An observation.
Gregor tucked his lighter back into his pocket and took a long draw. I should try to find a beautiful woman. I wonder if Sofia has sisters.
Nick lifted a brow. You’re a little old.
Age doesn’t diminish my charm.
He gave an expansive wave. How could any woman not wish to live in this rathole with an old man like me?
Nick bit into the dry bread, any remaining moisture in his mouth long gone. Can’t change yourself, Gregor.
He tilted his head back and blew a series of smoke rings. That’s a well-established fact. I’ve lived enough to see it’s hard to change habits.
The Lord can change you.
Dry black bread or not, the words didn’t come easy. Yet Christ had saved him in the darkest of nights—no reason the Lord couldn’t do the same for Gregor.
Gregor gave a careless shrug. I doubt He has much use for me.
Crumbs scraped Nick’s throat, and he swallowed hard. The Lord can use anyone.
And if it’s not His Will? If I’m not predestined or elected or whatever you say?
Seemed like he should save these kinds of questions for the pastor or Gabe Kelly. That’s not for you or me to judge.
Gregor grunted. Interesting. Sounds familiar—did you steal that line from Gabe?
He slanted a look at Nick. Though you still aren’t as cheerful.
Sorry, but not everyone’s got Irish blood or whatever he has.
Just think what would happen if he got drunk.
Gregor frowned, eyes narrowed. I bet he’d be an angry drunk.
Nick skewered the last of the sardines. Stop digressing.
Why should I discuss something that doesn’t affect me?
Another draw on the cigarette. It’s intriguing, but it’d be better tonight with a few more shots of vodka. That’s when philosophizing is best.
It’s not philosophy. It’s the truth of God’s Word. God commands us to believe, not to first wonder if we’re part of the elect.
Thank God that Grandma had drilled verses into his head, or he’d have gone down in flames during Gregor’s loopy conversations.
Another reason to thank God for her—and another reason to regret so much.
Gregor studied the end of his cigarette. Think what you want.
An end to the conversation, at least for today. Yet Gabe Kelly would pick it up—four years of Gregor’s circular, hours-long discussions hadn’t turned him away—and no wonder, since the man’s determination to spread the Gospel burned as a roaring fire.
A fire unhindered by enemies who’d struck him after a single comment.
Nick straightened from the wall, his hand tightening around the cold sardine can.
Yet that single comment had helped turn a prodigal’s eyes to the Savior. All the more of a reason why this conversation would return, feeble as it was.
He stepped from the room and tossed the tin can into the kitchen’s trash.
Help me to be faithful.
I had an interesting day.
Gregor’s voice floated down the hall, laced with a satisfied smile.
Nick padded back into the living area. Yeah?
I made some money.
He eased against the wall, crossed his foot over the other. Nope. It wasn’t his job to wonder—nor to taste that deadly, addictive thrill.
Besides, Gregor wasn’t in the drug trade anymore.
I made a great trade.
Nick’s fingers slid around his biceps. What kind of trade?
A stock trade, what do you think?
Gregor pursed his lips and fingered his cigarette. I’m quite the expert now. I might be able to get out of this place.
He sucked in a long breath, then exhaled a billowing cloud of smoke.
A cough gnawed at Nick’s throat. You’re doing that well?
Not yet. But I’m working on it.
A smile glittered Gregor’s eyes. Would you believe me if I told you it was a vodka company?
Yeah.
Gregor cackled. I might as well. I drink enough of the stuff.
It’s not one of those illegal companies, is it?
Nick’s breaths remained even, his blinks steady, his face relaxed. Half a year on that case.
No. Why would I do that?
Gregor smirked. I’m a law-abiding citizen.
Yeah, whatever.
Nick pushed from the wall and paced to the window. The air pressed heavy, thick with Gregor’s smoke.
Don’t worry about me. I’m just trying to make some cash.
Nick jerked at the stuck lock and jammed the window open. Fresh air trickled in, weaving through the smoke. I do worry about you.
Gregor released a groan. "Not again. I told you, I don’t have these conversations until it’s at least nine and I have a good bottle of vodka. Here. Come play a round of Durak."
Great. The visit would now extend to a three-hour marathon of the card game. Want to get beaten again?
No, because I’ll beat you.
Nick drew in one last pure breath and turned back to Gregor.
The man fanned out his worn deck of cards and shuffled them with a loud snap. Ready?
Light pressed against her eyes, too demanding, and Molly rolled from it, pulling the sheet to her chin.
The bed groaned under her.
She froze, blinked her eyes open.
Her bed never