Whip Hand
By Dick Francis
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Dick Francis, Edgar Award–winning master of mystery and suspense, takes you into the thrilling world of horse racing.
Sid Halley’s career as a jockey—and his marriage—were brought to a sudden end by a heartbreaking accident. His glory days are over, but now, as a private investigator, he still finds a certain satisfaction in successfully solving a case. His latest one, though, could prove to be his undoing.
Rosemary Casper, wife of an elite racehorse trainer, has begged for his help in figuring out why her husband’s most promising horses have been performing so poorly. Halley thinks she’s overreacting at first. Then hints of deceit and brutal danger make him think twice . . .
Praise for the writing of Dick Francis:
“Dick Francis is a wonder.” —The Plain Dealer
“Few things are more convincing than Dick Francis at a full gallop.” —Chicago Tribune
“Few match Francis for dangerous flights of fancy and pure inventive menace.” —Boston Herald
“[The] master of crime fiction and equine thrills.” —Newsday
“[Francis] has the uncanny ability to turn out simply plotted yet charmingly addictive mysteries.” —The Wall Street Journal
“Francis is a genius.” —Los Angeles Times
“Nobody executes the whodunit formula better.” —Chicago Sun-Times
“A rare and magical talent… who never writes the same story twice.” —The San Diego Union-Tribune
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Book # 2 in the Sid Halley series. Sid’s career as a top-rated jockey ended when a horse rolled over onto him, crushing his left hand. The hand was later amputated, and he now wears a state-of-the-art prosthesis, but he cannot be a jockey. The plot is intricate and includes a couple of different mysteries, both of which involve unscrupulous business dealings and which involve Sid’s two loves: his ex-wife Jenny and thoroughbred racing. One of these will seriously threaten Sid’s life and his psyche. Both are complicated and require all his skill to ferret out the truth and bring the perpetrators to justice. Sid is forced to face his greatest fears and answer for himself: Is there anything you’re afraid of?I love Sid. He’s determined, inquisitive, courageous, and principled. He’s got a great sidekick in Chico, as well; and his father-in-law has his back, too
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This novel bagged Francis his second Edgar award. It is a fun read that offers a fast paced, suspenseful story with a great look at the world of English horse racing written by an insider.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I like almost anything written by Dick Francis, but this is one of his best. If you are not familiar with his books, Dick Francis writes mysteries that involve English horse racing, generally from a jockey's perspective, and always bring in information about some other profession. They are always well-researched and well-written. The male characters are usually very complete. They are usually all separate books (not a continuing series) but Sid Halley, this book's main character, is a repeat and a great protagonist.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5I like Dick Francis. A reliable and enjoyable read. English horse racing. (Always listen for the voices.) This one about Sid Haley. Ex-jockey (because he lost his hand). Figuring out what's wrong with racing. . . What not to like.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5This novel introduced Sid Halley, a former jockey who had been injured in a bad fall which resulted in him losing one of his hands. Following his enforced retirement from racing Halley had established himself as a private detective taking small investigations into different aspects of the horse racing world. He soon finds himself embroiled in something rather more serious.As always, Francis makes the racing world come alive. It is a sphere about which i am wholly ignorant, but Francis has a great facility for making it all seem immensely familiar ad plausible. I don't think that this has aged well - the attitudes and platitiudes are a little too redolent of the 1970s, but it was still very enjoyable.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is the second book in the Sid Halley series and won the Edgar in 1981 for best novel.. Here Sid, the former champion jockey, is asked to investigate the possibility of doping and phoney racing syndicates after 3 promising horses from the same stable finish last in important races. Francis' knowledgte of racing, he was a former jockey himself, good writing, a twisting plot and interesting characters make it a good read.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I've now read twenty-eight of the Edgar Best Novel Award winners, and one thing I've noticed is that the selection committee seems to favor the stand-alone novel over the series entry. Out of the 28 there have been 17 stand-alones as against 11 series novels (one of which, Ed Lacy's ROOM TO SWING, probably shouldn 't count as it did not become part of a two-book series until several years after the award). After what seemed like a zillion international thrillers all in a row, it was fun to read Dick Francis's series book, WHIP HAND, and to know that there are three more books in the Sid Halley series for me to enjoy.
WHIP HAND is the series' second book, continuing the story of Sid Halley, an ex-jockey turned PI with an artificial left hand. With the help of his judo-instructor friend Chico Barnes, Halley investigates primarily racing-related questions, at least in this book. However, he also goes after a conman who has involved Halley's ex-wife in a scheme that might send her to prison if the true perpetrator isn't found. By the end of the book, Halley has not only solved all the mysteries, but has learned a good deal about himself.
WHIP HAND is told in the first person by Halley. A lot of people don't like this POV and even say they won't read a book that uses it. I can't really imagine this book told any other way being as effective as it was. We learn so much about Halley's psyche that helps to illumine the character changes he goes through during the course of the book. Having the story told in third-person omniscient, for example, would just not be as powerful. I did find it difficult to read the portions in which violence is directed at the narrator, but they too were necessary to show the character's feelings.
As this is only the second Dick Francis book I've read, I'm still learning some of the ins and outs of British horseracing. I'm happy that Francis is so good at slipping bits of information into the story without stopping the flow of the plot. I expect I'll know a lot more before I'm done reading Francis. - Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/51965 thriller, the first of four featuring private eye Rex Carver. Carver accepts what is presented as a straightforward job of tracing a young woman, and ends up chasing around Europe in a murky plot where he's working for at least three different masters who may or may not be on different sides, and include at least one official intelligence organisation. Definitely a product of its time, in more ways than one, but good fun and well worth a read.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5this is dick francess and he is my favorite writer and lately ive had a chance to grab some of the books i havn't read. as always it is entrigueing and quickly paced. you can taste the atmosphere and the ground they stand on. i did figure out who this one was however that's the only readson i gave it 4 i love all his books, this encluded.
- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/54.5, if I could. One of the more enjoyable Francis books I've read in a while, or maybe I was just more in the mood now. Sid Halley is a likable protagonist, as I guess they all are, and this one was thought-provoking, as usual. My favorite summer reading!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5An odd combination: a first-person narrator with occasional fits of astute self-awareness telling us the hard-boiled story of some interwoven detecting adventures. Sid Halley is an ex-jockey who has become a PI after suffering the loss of a hand in a racing accident. He's also an ex-husband who aparently chose his career over his marriage. Sid gets involved surreptitiously with the case of a trainer whose most promising horses have been underperforming at crucial times. He's also asked to investigate, confidentially, whether the racing security man overseeing syndicates is doing his job properly. On top of these, his father-in-law, with whom he gets along famously, asks Sid to help his ex with a problem she's gotten into. So we get to see Sid working on all these items at once, as well as the horrible treatment he receives from his ex-wife. Sid puts up with it because he thinks he deserves it.Francis comments throughout about how different we look to others from how we see ourselves, and he ilustrates this pretty well. There is some intermittent psychological insight mixed with attempts to be a "hard guy" who ignores his feelings. It's almost as if the author couldn't decide how much to focus on this stuff. The story sticks to Francis's usual formula of a slow start and a hectic finish. Not great but an enjoyable read.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Sid Halley #2, investigates a case of horse nobbling and scandal at the Jockey Club. Good suspense, one of my favourites. I like to re-read the Halley series every couple of years.
Book preview
Whip Hand - Dick Francis
This book is for
Mike Gwilym
Actor
and
Jacky Stoller
Producer
with gratitude and affection
Prologue
I dreamed I was riding in a race.
Nothing odd in that. I’d ridden in thousands.
There were fences to jump. There were horses, and jockeys in a rainbow of colors, and miles of green grass. There were massed banks of people, with pink oval faces, undistinguishable pink blobs from where I crouched in the stirrups, galloping past, straining with speed.
Their mouths were open, and although I could hear no sound, I knew they were shouting.
Shouting my name, to make me win.
Winning was all. Winning was my function. What I was there for. What I wanted. What I was born for.
In the dream, I won the race. The shouting turned to cheering, and the cheering lifted me up on its wings, like a wave. But the winning was all; not the cheering.
I woke in the dark, as I often did, at four in the morning.
There was silence. No cheering. Just silence.
I could still feel the way I’d moved with the horse, the ripple of muscle through both the striving bodies, uniting in one. I could still feel the irons round my feet, the calves of my legs gripping, the balance, the nearness to my head of the stretching brown neck, the mane blowing in my mouth, my hands on the reins.
There came, at that point, the second awakening. The real one. The moment in which I first moved, and opened my eyes, and remembered that I wouldn’t ride any more races, ever. The wrench of loss came again as a fresh grief. The dream was a dream for whole men.
I dreamed it quite often.
Damned senseless thing to do.
Living, of course, was quite different. One discarded dreams, and got dressed, and made what one could of the day.
Chapter 1
I took the battery out of my arm and fed it into the recharger, and only realized I’d done it when ten seconds later the fingers wouldn’t work.
How odd, I thought. Recharging the battery, and the maneuver needed to accomplish it, had become such second nature that I had done them instinctively, without conscious decision, like brushing my teeth. And I realized for the first time that I had finally squared my subconscious, at least when I was awake, to the fact that what I now had as a left hand was a matter of metal and plastic, not muscle and bone and blood.
I pulled my tie off and flung it haphazardly onto my jacket, which lay over the leather arm of the sofa; stretched and sighed with the ease of homecoming; listened to the familiar silences of the flat; and as usual felt the welcoming peace unlock the gritty tensions of the outside world.
I suppose that that flat was more of a haven than a home. Comfortable certainly, but not slowly and lovingly put together. Furnished, rather, on one brisk unemotional afternoon in one store: I’ll have that, that, that, and that… and send them as soon as possible.
The collection had jelled, more or less, but I now owned nothing whose loss I would ache over; and if that was a defense mechanism, at least I knew it.
Contentedly padding around in shirtsleeves and socks, I switched on the warm pools of table lights, encouraged the television with a practiced slap, poured a soothing Scotch, and decided not to do yesterday’s washing up. There was steak in the fridge and money in the bank, and who needed an aim in life, anyway?
I tended nowadays to do most things one-handed, because it was quicker. My ingenious false hand, which worked via solenoids from electrical impulses in what was left of my forearm, would open and close in a fairly viselike grip, but at its own pace. It did look like a real hand, though, to the extent that people sometimes didn’t notice. There were shapes like fingernails, and ridges for tendons, and blue lines for veins. When I was alone I seemed to use it less and less, but it pleased me better to see it on than off.
I shaped up to that evening as to many another—on the sofa, feet up, knees bent, in contact with a chunky tumbler, and happy to live vicariously via the small screen—and I was mildly irritated when halfway through a decent comedy the doorbell rang.
With more reluctance than curiosity I stood up, parked the glass, fumbled through my jacket pockets for the spare battery I’d been carrying there, and snapped it into the socket in my arm. Then, buttoning the shirt cuff down over the plastic wrist, I went out into the small hall and took a look through the spyhole in the door.
There was no trouble on the mat, unless trouble had taken the shape of a middle-aged lady in a blue head scarf. I opened the door and said politely, Good evening, can I help you?
Sid,
she said. Can I come in?
I looked at her, thinking that I didn’t know her. But then a good many people whom I didn’t know called me Sid, and I’d always taken it as a compliment.
Coarse dark curls showed under the head scarf, a pair of tinted glasses hid her eyes, and heavy crimson lipstick focused attention on her mouth. There was embarrassment in her manner and she seemed to be trembling inside her loose fawn raincoat. She still appeared to expect me to recognize her, but it was not until she looked nervously over her shoulder, and I saw her profile against the light, that I actually did.
Even then I said incredulously, tentatively, Rosemary?
Look,
she said, brushing past me as I opened the door wider. I simply must talk to you.
Well… come in.
While I closed the door behind us, she stopped in front of the looking glass in the hall and started to untie the head scarf.
My God, whatever do I look like?
I saw that her fingers were shaking too much to undo the knot, and finally, with a frustrated little moan, she stretched over her head, grasped the points of the scarf, and forcefully pulled the whole thing forward. Off with the scarf came all the black curls, and out shook the more familiar chestnut mane of Rosemary Caspar, who had called me Sid for fifteen years.
My God,
she said again, putting the tinted glasses away in her handbag and fetching out a tissue to wipe off the worst of the gleaming lipstick. I had to come. I had to come.
I watched the tremors in her hands and listened to the jerkiness in her voice, and reflected that I’d seen a whole procession of people in this state since I’d drifted into the trade of sorting out trouble and disaster.
Come on in and have a drink,
I said, knowing it was what she both needed and expected, and sighing internally over the ruins of my quiet evening. Whiskey or gin?
Gin… tonic… anything.
Still wearing the raincoat, she followed me into the sitting room and sat abruptly on the sofa as if her knees had given way beneath her. I looked briefly at the vague eyes, switched off the laughter on the television, and poured her a tranquilizing dose of mothers’ ruin.
Here,
I said, handing her the tumbler. So what’s the problem?
Problem!
She was transitorily indignant. It’s more than that.
I picked up my own drink and carried it round to sit in an armchair opposite her.
I saw you in the distance at the races today,
I said. Did the problem exist at that point?
She took a large gulp from her glass. Yes, it damn well did. And why do you think I came creeping around at night searching for your damn flat in this ropy wig if I could have walked straight up to you at the races?
Well… why?
Because the last person I can be seen talking to on a racecourse or off it is Sid Halley.
I had ridden a few times for her husband way back in the past. In the days when I was a jockey. When I was still light enough for flat racing and hadn’t taken to steeplechasing. In the days before success and glory and falls and smashed hands… and all that. To Sid Halley, ex-jockey, she could have talked publicly forever. To Sid Halley, recently changed into a sort of all-purpose investigator, she had come in darkness and fright.
Forty-fivish, I supposed, thinking about it for the first time, and realizing that although I had known her casually for years, I had never before looked long enough or closely enough at her face to see it feature by feature. The general impression of thin elegance had always been strong. The drooping lines of eyebrow and eyelid, the small scar on the chin, the fine noticeable down on the sides of the jaw, these were new territory.
She raised her eyes suddenly and gave me the same sort of inspection, as if she’d never really seen me before: and I guessed that for her it was a much more radical reassessment. I was no longer the boy she’d once rather brusquely issued with riding instructions, but a man she had come to in trouble. I was accustomed, by now, to seeing this new view of me supplant older and easier relationships, and although I might often regret it, there seemed no way of going back.
Everyone says…
she began doubtfully. I mean… over this past year, I keep hearing…
She cleared her throat. They say you’re good… very good… at this sort of thing. But I don’t know… Now I’m here, it doesn’t seem… I mean,… you’re a jockey.
Was,
I said succinctly.
She glanced vaguely at my left hand, but made no other comment. She knew all about that. As racing gossip goes, it was last year’s news.
Why don’t you tell me what you want done?
I said. If I can’t help, I’ll say so.
The idea that I couldn’t help after all reawoke her alarm and set her shivering again inside the raincoat.
There’s no one else,
she said. I can’t go to anyone else. I have to believe… I have to… that you can do… all they say.
I’m no superman,
I protested. I just snoop around a bit.
Well… Oh, God…
The glass rattled against her teeth as she emptied it to the dregs. I hope to God…
Take your coat off,
I said persuasively. Have another gin. Sit back on the sofa, and start at the beginning.
As if dazed, she stood up, undid the buttons, shed the coat, and sat down again.
There isn’t a beginning.
She took the refilled glass and hugged it to her chest. The newly revealed clothes were a cream silk shirt under a rust-colored cashmere-looking sweater, a heavy gold chain, and a well-cut black skirt: the everyday expression of no financial anxieties.
George is at dinner,
she said. We’re staying here in London overnight… He thinks I’ve gone to a film.
George, her husband, ranked in the top three of British race horse trainers and probably in the top ten internationally. On racecourses from Hong Kong to Kentucky he was revered as one of the greats. At Newmarket, where he lived, he was king. If his horses won the Derby, the Arc de Triomphe, the Washington International, no one was surprised. Some of the cream of the world’s bloodstock floated year by year to his stable, and even having a horse in his yard gave the owner a certain standing. George Caspar could afford to turn down any horse or any man. Rumor said he rarely turned down any woman; and if that was Rosemary’s problem, it was one I couldn’t solve.
He mustn’t know,
she said nervously. You’ll have to promise not to tell him I came here.
I’ll promise provisionally,
I said.
That’s not enough.
It’ll have to be.
You’ll see,
she said. You’ll see why
She took a drink. He may not like it, but he’s worried to death.
Who… George?
Of course George. Who else? Don’t be so damned stupid. For who else would I risk coming here on this damn charade?
The brittleness shrilled in her voice and seemed to surprise her. She took some deep breaths, and started again. What did you think of Gleaner?
Er…
I said. Disappointing.
A damned disaster,
she said. You know it was.
One of those things,
I said.
"No, it was not one of those things. One of the best two-year-olds George ever had. Won three brilliant two-year-old races. Then all that winter, favorite for the Guineas and the Derby. Going to be the tops, everyone said. Going to be marvelous."
Yes,
I said. I remember.
And then what? Last spring he ran in the Guineas. Fizzled out. Total flop. And he never even got within sight of the Derby.
It happens,
I said.
She looked at me impatiently, compressing her lips. And Zingaloo?
she said. Was that, too, just one of those things? The two best colts in the country, both brilliant at two, both in our yard. And neither of them won a damn penny last year as three-year-olds. They just stood there in their boxes, looking well, eating their heads off, and totally damn bloody useless.
It was a puzzler,
I agreed, but without much conviction. Horses that didn’t come up to expectations were as normal as rain on Sundays.
And what about Bethesda, the year before?
She glared at me vehemently. "Top two-year-old filly. Favorite for months for the One Thousand and the Oaks. Terrific. She went down to the start of the One Thousand looking a million dollars, and she finished tenth. Tenth, I ask you!"
"George must have had them all checked," I said mildly.
Of course he did. Damn vets crawling all round the place for weeks on end. Dope tests. Everything. All negative. Three brilliant horses all gone useless. And no damned explanation. Nothing!
I sighed slightly. It sounded to me more like the story of most trainers’ lives, not a matter for melodramatic visits in false wigs.
And now,
she said, casually dropping the bomb, there is Tri-Nitro.
I let out an involuntarily audible breath, halfway to a grunt. Tri-Nitro filled columns just then on every racing page, hailed as the best colt for a decade. His two-year-old career the previous autumn had eclipsed all competitors, and his supremacy in the approaching summer was mostly taken for granted. I had seen him win the Middle Park at Newmarket in September at a record-breaking pace, and had a vivid memory of the slashing stride that covered the turf at almost incredible speed.
The Guineas is only a fortnight away,
Rosemary said. Two weeks today, in fact. Suppose something happens… suppose it’s just as bad? What if he fails, like the others… ?
She was trembling again, but when I opened my mouth to speak, she rushed on at a higher pitch. Tonight was the only chance… the only night I could come here… and George would be livid. He says nothing can happen to the horse, no one can get at him, the security’s too good. But he’s scared, I know he is. Strung up. Screwed up tight. I suggested he call you in to guard the horse and he nearly went berserk. I don’t know why. I’ve never seen him in such a fury.
Rosemary,
I began, shaking my head.
Listen,
she interrupted. I want you to make sure nothing happens to Tri-Nitro before the Guineas. That’s all.
All…
It’s no good wishing afterwards… if somebody tries something… that I’d asked you. I couldn’t stand that. So I had to come. I had to. So say you’ll do it. Say how much you want, and I’ll pay it.
It’s not the money,
I said. Look… There’s no way I can guard Tri-Nitro without George knowing and approving. It’s impossible.
You can do it. I’m sure you can. You’ve done things before that people said couldn’t be done. I had to come. I can’t face it… George can’t face it. Not three years in a row. Tri-Nitro has got to win. You’ve got to make sure nothing happens. You’ve got to.
She was suddenly shaking worse than ever and looked well down the road to hysteria. More to calm her than from any thought of being able in fact to do what she wanted, I said, Rosemary… all right. I’ll try to do something.
He’s got to win,
she said.
I said soothingly, I don’t see why he shouldn’t.
She picked up unerringly the undertone I hadn’t known would creep into my voice: the skepticism, the easy complacent tendency to discount her urgency as the fantasies of an excitable woman. I heard the nuances myself, and saw them uncomfortably through her eyes.
My God, I’ve wasted my time coming here, haven’t I?
she said bitterly, standing up. You’re like all bloody men. You’ve got menopause on the brain.
That’s not true. And I said I’d try.
Yes.
The word was a sneer. She was stoking up her own anger, indulging an inner need to explode. She practically threw her empty glass at me instead of handing it. I missed catching it, and it fell against the side of the coffee table and broke.
She looked down at the glittering pieces and stuffed the jagged rage halfway back into its box.
Sorry,
she said shortly.
It doesn’t matter.
Put it down to strain.
Yes.
I’ll have to go and see that film. George will ask.
She slid into her raincoat and moved jerkily toward the door, her whole body still trembling with tension. I shouldn’t have come here. But I thought…
Rosemary,
I said flatly. I’ve said I’ll try, and I will.
Nobody knows what it’s like.
I followed her into the hall, feeling her jangling desperation almost as if it were making actual disturbances in the air. She picked the black wig off the small table there and put it back on her head, tucking her own brown hair underneath with fierce unfriendly jabs, hating herself, her disguise, and me; hating the visit, the lies to George, the seedy furtiveness of her actions. She painted on a fresh layer of the dark lipstick with unnecessary force, as if assaulting herself; tied the knot on the scarf with a savage jerk, and fumbled in her handbag for the tinted glasses.
I changed in the lavatories at the tube station,
she said. It’s all revolting. But I’m not having anyone see me leaving here. There are things going on. I know there are. And George is scared…
She stood by my front door, waiting for me to open it; a thin elegant woman looking determinedly ugly. It came to me that no woman did that to herself without a need that made esteem an irrelevance. I’d done nothing to relieve her distress, and it was no good realizing that it was because of knowing her too long in a different capacity. It was she who was subtly used to being in control, and I, from sixteen, who had respectfully followed her wishes. I thought that if tonight I had made her cry and given her warmth and contact and even a kiss, I could have done her more service; but the block was there, and couldn’t be lightly dismantled.
I shouldn’t have come here,
she said. I see that now.
Do you want me… to take any action?
A spasm twisted her face. Oh, God… Yes, I do. But I was stupid. Fooling myself. You’re only a jockey after all.
I opened the door.
I wish,
I said lightly, that I were.
She looked at me unseeingly, her mind already on her return journey, on her film, on her report of it to George.
I’m not crazy,
she said.
She turned abruptly and walked away without a backward glance. I watched her turn toward the stairs and go unhesitatingly out of sight. With a continuing feeling of having been inadequate, I shut the door and went back into the sitting room; and it seemed that the very air there too was restless from her intensity.
I bent down and picked up the larger pieces of broken glass, but there were too many sharp little splinters for total laziness, so I fetched dustpan and brush from the kitchen.
Holding the dustpan could usefully be done left-handed. If I simply tried to bend backward the real hand that wasn’t there, the false fingers opened away from the thumb. If I sent the old message to bend my hand inward, they closed. There was always about two seconds’ delay between mental instruction and electrical reaction, and taking that interval into account had been the most difficult thing to learn.
The fingers could not of course feel when their grip was tight enough. The people who had fitted the arm had told me that success was picking up eggs: and I’d broken a dozen or two in practicing, at the beginning. Absentmindedness had since resulted in an exploding light bulb and crushed-flat cigarette packets and explained why I used the marvels of science less than I might.
I emptied the bits of glass into the dustbin and switched on the television again; but the comedy was over, and Rosemary came between me and a cops-and-robbers. With a sigh I switched off, and cooked my steak, and after I’d eaten it, picked up the telephone to talk to Bobby Unwin, who worked for the Daily Planet.
Information will cost you,
he said immediately, when he found who was on the line.
Cost me what?
A spot of quid pro quo.
All right,
I said.
What are you after, then?
Um,
I said. You wrote a long piece about George Caspar in your Saturday color supplement a couple of months ago. Pages and pages of it.
"That’s right. Special feature. In-depth analysis of success. The Planet’s doing a once-a-month series on highfliers, tycoons, pop stars, you name it. Putting them under the cliché microscope and coming up with a big yawn-yawn exposé of bugger all."
Are you horizontal?
I said.
There was short silence, followed by a stifled girlish giggle.
You just take your intuitions to Siberia,
Bobby said. What made you think so?
Envy, I daresay.
But I’d really only been asking if he was alone, without making it sound important. Will you be at Kempton tomorrow?
I reckon.
Could you bring a copy of that magazine, and I’ll buy you a bottle of your choice.
Oh, boy, oh boy. You’re on.
His receiver went down without more ado, and I spent the rest of the evening reading the flat-racing form books of recent years, tracing the careers of Bethesda, Gleaner, Zingaloo, and Tri-Nitro, and coming up with nothing at all.
Chapter 2
I had fallen into a recent habit of lunching on Thursdays with my father-in-law. To be accurate, with my ex-father-in-law; Admiral (retired) Charles Roland, parent of my worst failure. To his daughter Jenny I had given whatever devotion I was capable of, and had withheld the only thing she eventually said she wanted, which was that I should stop riding in races. We had been married for five years: two in happiness, two in discord, and one in bitterness; and now only the itching half-mended wounds remained. Those, and the friendship of her father, which I had come by with difficulty and now prized as the only treasure saved from the wreck.
We met most weeks at noon in the upstairs bar of the Cavendish Hotel, where a pink gin for him and a whiskey and water for me now stood on prim little mats beside a bowl of peanuts.
Jenny will be at Aynsford this weekend,
he said.
Aynsford was his house in Oxfordshire. London on Thursdays was his business. He made the journey between the two in a Rolls.
I’d be glad if you would come down,
he said.
I looked at the fine distinguished face and listened to the drawling noncommittal voice. A man of subtlety and charm who could blast through you like a laser if he felt the need. A man whose integrity I would trust to the gates of hell, and whose mercy, not an inch.
I said carefully, without rancor, I am not coming to be sniped at.
She agreed that I should invite you.
I don’t believe it.
He looked with suspicious concentration at his glass. I knew from long experience that when he wanted me to do something he knew I wouldn’t like, he didn’t look at me. And there would be a pause, like this, while he found it in him to light the fuse. From the length of the pause, I drew no comfort of any sort. He said finally, I’m afraid she’s in some sort of trouble.
I stared at him, but he wouldn’t raise his eyes. Charles,
I said despairingly, "you can’t… you can’t ask me. You know how she speaks to me these days."
You give as good as you get, as I recall.
No one in their senses walks into a tiger’s cage.
He gave me a brief flashing upward glance, and there was a small twitch