Icebreaker: A Novel
By Hannah Grace
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A TikTok sensation! Sparks fly when a competitive figure skater and hockey team captain are forced to share a rink.
Anastasia Allen has worked her entire life for a shot at Team USA. It looks like everything is going according to plan when she gets a full scholarship to the University of California, Maple Hills and lands a place on their competitive figure skating team.
Nothing will stand in her way, not even the captain of the hockey team, Nate Hawkins.
Nate’s focus as team captain is on keeping his team on the ice. Which is tricky when a facilities mishap means they are forced to share a rink with the figure skating team—including Anastasia, who clearly can’t stand him.
But when Anastasia’s skating partner faces an uncertain future, she may have to look to Nate to take her shot.
Sparks fly, but Anastasia isn’t worried…because she could never like a hockey player, right?
Hannah Grace
Hannah Grace is an English author, writing adult contemporary romance between characters who all carry a tiny piece of her. When she’s not describing everyone’s eyes ten-thousand times a chapter, accidentally giving multiple characters the same name, or googling American English spellings, you can find her oversharing online, or, occasionally, reading a book from her enormous TBR. Hannah is the instant #1 New York Times bestselling author of Icebreaker and Wildfire and a proud parent to two dogs.
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Readers find this title to be a great read with many twists and turns. The characters are well-developed and the book has a good mixture of sweet and spicy moments. Some readers found the ending rushed and predictable, but overall, the book is enjoyable. It explores the relationship between Anastasia and Nathan, as well as their interactions with other characters. The book also touches on themes of friendship and trauma. While there are mixed opinions, many readers loved the book and found it to be a great novel.
- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5It seemed unrealistic and contrived. I could even get through the first few chapters.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Honestly at first I didn’t want to read because of all the hype around the book but it was absolutely so cute and satisfying.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I LOVED this book! Sweet, loving, and relatable honestly. A good reminder of toxic friendships and to always put yourself first.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Wasn't expecting that. Most likely won't be another book with these characters, but we'll see. Well done. The plot, characters, and everything in between made this book the best I've read this year so far. I couldn't stop reading it.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5A nice romantic story with some very steamy smut.
Only thing that somewhat bothered me, was that sometimes it was unclear in a conversation who was speaking due to there being no indicators at the end of a dialogue. Had to reread a few times to figure out who was saying what.
That aside, I still enjoyed it very much. - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/510/10
It was a really good read with some spice :) - Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Great read! I liked it but see for yourself friends
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5So good! Perfect mixture or everything sweet and a little spice ?️?️?️. Loved Henry and JJ the most!
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Such a great novel, I really loved this story!! Wow
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I am a freshman in college and thoroughly enjoyed this book! Great read. Many twists and turns.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Just fluff, falling in love in 1 day type stuff…and the ending was awful
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5So cute 10/10 soooo wish my parents turned me into a pro figure skater?
- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5do not understand the hype. could not even finish it is ridiculous
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- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Way too vulgar for me. I wanted a good read but find all the casual sex and vulgar talk very off putting.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I really enjoyed the book ? and the author's characters. She let us know them as people which makes a great novel. There was action, conflict, surprise ? and all the things that make a good novel.
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- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5It’s basically just a Wattpad story with a toxic relationship. Only doing things to make the other upset, not cute. Stassie is honestly toxic and Nate isn’t so bad as far as I’ve gotten. Definitely not finishing this.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5this book changed my standards on men, and that’s enough said.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5It was pretty raunchy. The story was decent by itself and didn't need the graphic sex to tell it. It would have been an okay read, but I just kept thinking no way would I want my teenage daughter to read this! I cared mildly about the main characters, but the ending was a little ridiculous.
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- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5I had to DNF this book because it was so boring and I really don't see why people like it. ?
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Stassie is the funniest female character, i loved her! And Nathan just made me falll in love with him through every page
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- Rating: 2 out of 5 stars2/5Very hard to follow knowing their wasn’t a lot of character development or plot. Great if you want an easy read with a lot of smut, but not the vibe if you are looking to feel something. The ending of the book was rushed into a few short chapters and was absolutely predictable.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The MC is annoying, the book is longer than it should be at some point it gets boring but it's a nice read
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I wasn't expecting to love this book so much cause the beginning, but wow it was such a great read. Nate is the best book boyfriend and has a golden retriever vibe. The spice in this book is unmatched honestly. I would look up the TWs cause this book does get into some heavy topics.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5This books was amazing I love how it was kinda of slow build up between Anastasia and Nathan it wasn’t fast and I loved getting to know them and how she got to know his roommates plus his team mates I just loved every bit of this book.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5UM YES!! THIS BOOK WAS SOO GOOD HAD ME HOOKED. I LOVE IT SOO MUCH. 100/100 NATE AND ANASTASIA ON TOP!!!
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I enjoyed this book as a quick read. However, i felt the romance was a bit dry and found myself scanning the pages where it was focused on their relationship. I wanted more chemistry in the non spicy scenes. I had lots of fun reading the bits about her relationship with Henry and Aaron. Honestly felt like there was more chemistry between her and Henry than her and Nate.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Icebreaker follows Anastasia Allen, a competitive pair figure skater at UC Maple Hill. Her season and working towards qualifying for the Olympics is put in jeopardy, as the hockey skaters' ice rink is melted due to a hockey prank, and she has to share her rink with the hockey team. This makes her understandably pissed with them, and also throws her into contact with Nate Hawkins, the captain of the hockey team.
Nate is immediately interested in Anastasia, while she's determined to hate him. This quickly changes as she interacts with him more and more, seeing what a good guy he is and being incredibly attracted to him.
The book is about their relationship, how they deal with the hard rink situation, problematic and good friendships/partnerships, and a lil bit of trauma on the side.
I thought this book was ok. I didn't love it; I like a build-up to the steamy bits, and the author kind of jumped into those quickly. I'm not sure what else about it was a miss for me, but it just was. I did hear, though, that a lot of people liked this book, so if you like enemies-to-lovers, college stories, and a lot of smut, this is the book for you.1 person found this helpful
- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5you're all fuck1ng assh0les not letting me remove my payment method and not letting me delete my account. THERE IS NO DELETE ACCOUNT OPTION IN MORE OPTIONS SECTION IN ACCOUNT PAGE. FCK ALL OF YOU.
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Icebreaker - Hannah Grace
Chapter One
ANASTASIA
AGAIN, ANASTASIA!
If I hear the words again and Anastasia together in a sentence one more time, it might be the thing that finally tips me over the edge.
I’ve been on the edge since I woke up this morning with a hangover sent directly from the pits of hell, so the last thing I need right now is more grief from Coach Aubrey Brady.
I focus on suppressing my annoyance, like I do every training session when she makes it her mission to push me to my limits. Rationalizing it’s her dedication that makes her such a successful coach, I decide throwing my ice skates at her is something that should stay in my imagination.
You’re being sloppy, Stas!
she yells as we fly straight past her. Sloppy girls don’t get medals!
What did I say about not throwing skates at her?
Come on, Anastasia. Put in some effort for once.
Aaron snickers, poking his tongue out at me when I shoot him a cold glare.
Aaron Carlisle is the best male figure skater the University of California, Maple Hills, has to offer. When I was offered a spot at UCMH and my skating partner wasn’t, Aaron was luckily in the same position, and we became pairs. This is our third year of skating together and our third year of getting our asses kicked.
I have a theory that Aubrey is a Soviet spy. I don’t have any evidence, and my theory isn’t well developed. Developed at all, actually. But sometimes, when she’s screaming at me to straighten my spine or lift my chin, I swear a slight Russian accent slips out.
Which is peculiar for a woman from Philipsburg, Montana.
Comrade Brady was a figure skating superstar in her heyday. Even now, her movements are delicate and controlled, and she moves with such grace it’s hard to believe she can shout as loud as she does.
Her graying hair is always pulled back into a tight bun, which accentuates her high cheekbones, and she’s always wrapped tight in her signature faux-fur black coat, which Aaron jokes is where she hides all her secrets.
The rumor is she was supposed to go to the Olympics with her partner, Wyatt. However, Wyatt and Aubrey were practicing those lifts a little too often, and she ended up holding a baby instead of a gold medal.
That’s why she’s been in a bad mood since she started coaching twenty-five years ago.
Clair de lune
fades as Aaron and I finish our routine nose to nose, our chests heaving against each other as we try to catch our breath. When we finally hear a single clap, we move apart and skate toward what will undoubtedly be the source of my next headache.
I haven’t even stopped moving when her green eyes lock on me and narrow. When are you going to land your Lutz? If you’re not going to deliver, it needs to come out of your long program.
Aside from Brady, successfully doing a quadruple Lutz and not landing on my ass is the current bane of my existence. I’ve been practicing for God knows how long, but I can’t quite manage to nail it. Aaron can execute it flawlessly, which is why I convinced the choreographer to put it into our routine in the first place.
Pride is a foolish thing. It’s incredibly foolish when it comes to figure skating, since when you get it wrong, you bounce your face off solid ice. I’d take face-planting over the annoying, fake-disappointed face Aaron pulls anytime it’s suggested we take it out.
It’s coming, Coach,
I say with as much fake enthusiasm as possible. I’m getting there; it’s not perfect yet, but I’ll keep practicing.
It’s a minor lie, a harmless one. I am getting there. What I’ve failed to mention is I’m only getting there off the ice, specifically when I’m attached to equipment that helps me get there.
She’s getting there,
Aaron lies, throwing an arm around my shoulders. Just a bit longer, A.B.
It’s nice for Aaron to be on my side and show a united front to KGB Aubrey. What he says in private is that the only way I’m going to pull it off is if I start doping and build a time machine to get my prepuberty body back.
She mutters something inaudible and waves us off flippantly. I’ll see you two back here tomorrow, and if you could both not be hungover, that would be great. I’m fairly certain eating Kenny’s before training isn’t going to get either of you onto the Olympic team. Understood?
Shit. Yes, Coach,
we say in harmony.
Aaron is staring at his phone, waiting for me in the lobby when I finally exit the women’s locker room.
I fucking told you she’d know.
I groan, swinging my bag toward him as soon as I’m close enough to hit him in the stomach with it. I didn’t even have anything!
He grunts at the impact, tugging the bag from my hands and flinging it over his shoulder. The woman has the nose of a bloodhound.
Like most things in life, skating is far easier when you’re a man because nobody is picking you up and launching you across the room twice a day.
Freshman year, I gained the freshman fifteen. Well, it was more like the freshman five, but Aaron said I was getting too heavy to lift, so I haven’t put on an ounce since.
I try to stick to my meal plan religiously, with the odd party here and there to keep me lucid. My best friend’s twenty-first birthday yesterday was the perfect opportunity to let loose a little, even if it did mean braving Brady with a hangover.
We climb into Aaron’s new G-Wagen, the latest guilt gift from his adulterous but wealthy father, and head home. Aaron and I decided it would be cool to live together, with my best friend, Lola, at the end of freshman year. Our schedules are similar, and our lives revolve around skating, so it made sense.
Aaron takes the turn onto Maple Avenue and looks over at me while I rummage through my purse for my most prized possession. What does the planner say you’re doing tonight?
I roll my eyes, ignoring his teasing tone. Getting laid.
Ew,
he says, the tip of his nose wrinkling as he grimaces. It’s bad enough you plan what time you sleep and eat, but do you need to plan having sex?
He’s not lying about the sleeping and eating thing—every minute of my life is meticulously scheduled in my trusty planner, which my friends find equal parts hilarious and ridiculous. I wouldn’t necessarily say I’m a control freak, but I’m a woman who needs to be in control.
There’s definitely a difference.
I shrug, suppressing the urge to point out that at least I’m getting some, unlike him. Ryan is a busy guy and I’m a busy girl. I want to see him as much as I can before basketball season.
Ryan Rothwell is six feet six inches of pure athletic perfection. UCMH point guard and team captain, he’s as serious about his sport as I am, which makes for a perfect no-strings-attached situation. The added benefit is Ry is the sweetest guy, so we’ve become great friends through our mutually beneficial arrangement.
I can’t believe you’re still fucking around with him. He’s, like, double your size, how does he not crush you? No, wait. I don’t want to know.
I know he is.
I giggle, pinching his cheeks until he bats me away. Sorta the whole point.
Most people assume Aaron and I are more than partners, but we’re more like siblings. It’s not that he isn’t good-looking, we’ve just never had any romantic interest in each other.
Aaron is much taller than me and lean like a dancer with his sculpted, muscular body. His black hair is kept short, and I swear he wears mascara because his sky-blue eyes are framed with the darkest, jealousy-inducing lashes, contrasting prominently against his pale skin.
I officially know too much about your sex life, Anastasia.
Aaron can’t decide if he likes Ryan or not. Sometimes he’s cool with him and Ryan gets to see the Aaron I see—the one who’s fun to be around. You’d assume Ryan had personally ruined Aaron’s life or something the rest of the time. Aaron can be so abrupt and harsh that it’s embarrassing. It’s unpredictable, but Ryan brushes it off and tells me not to worry about it.
I promise to not talk about it for the rest of the drive home if you promise to give me a ride to Ryan’s later.
He contemplates for a minute or so. Okay, deal.
LOLA LOOKS UP FROM THE salad she’s stabbing aggressively with her fork and huffs. I’m just saying, whose dick is Olivia Abbott sucking to get the lead role for the third year in a row?
I can’t help but cringe at her harsh words, but I know she doesn’t mean it. She was already feeling delicate this morning after the copious amounts of alcohol we consumed last night for her birthday, so today wasn’t the best day to find out she didn’t get the part she wanted.
I’ve watched every show for the past two years, and Lo knows as well as I do, Olivia is an exceptionally talented actor.
Can she not just be very talented? And not be sucking someone’s dick?
Anastasia, will you please let me be petty for five minutes and pretend I don’t know she’s better than me?
Aaron throws himself into the chair beside me and reaches over to pick a carrot stick from my plate. What’re we being petty about?
Olivia Abbott,
Lola and I respond in unison, the distaste in her tone evident as hell.
She’s hot. Might be the hottest girl on campus,
he says nonchalantly, clearly not paying attention to how Lola’s jaw drops. Is she single?
How am I supposed to freaking know? She doesn’t talk to anyone. She swans in, gets the role I want, and carries on being an anomaly.
Lola studies performing arts, and it must be an unwritten rule that you have to have a larger-than-life personality, because everyone I’ve met in her major is like her. It’s usually an exhausting battle for attention, even as a spectator, but Olivia keeps to herself, and for some reason, it seems to bother people.
I’m sorry, Lols. There’s always next time,
I offer. We both know it doesn’t mean anything, but she blows me a kiss anyway. If it makes you feel any better—I still can’t land my Lutz. Aubrey is going to work it out soon and banish me to Siberia.
Oh no. You’re officially a failure, how can you ever step foot on the ice again?
She grins, her eyes shining as I scowl at her. You’ll get there, babe. You’re working hard.
Her eyes move to Aaron, tapping away on his phone, totally uninterested in our conversation. Hey, Ice Princess! You gonna help me out here?
Huh? Sorry, yeah, you’re hot, too, Lo.
I’m surprised I don’t see the steam leave Lola’s ears as she yells at him about not listening to her.
I slowly retreat to my bedroom, eager to not draw attention to myself and get caught in the crossfire of my roommates’ argument. Living with Aaron and Lola is like living with siblings who always wanted to be only children.
Aaron, like me, is an actual only child. The miracle baby to his two aging, midwestern parents desperate to keep their marriage together. Living with other people after being his parents’ pride and joy for eighteen years was a big transition for him, and for us, who are the ones who have to live with him and his mood swings.
Now he’s not in Chicago, things between his parents aren’t great, and we always know when they’re extra bad because Aaron gets an obnoxiously expensive and unnecessary gift.
Like a G-Wagen.
In contrast to the two of us, Lola is from a huge family. Being the youngest and the only girl guaranteed her the number one spot in her house, and she has no problem putting Aaron in his place.
I’m still hiding out in my room when my phone buzzes, and Ryan’s name flashes on my screen.
RYAN
The boys wanna throw a party tonight. Your place instead?
They were supposed to be going to a pep rally or some shit, but now they’re staying home.
Just wanna be alone w you.
Sure, roommates are in though.
Will have to be quiet.
Ha
Should probably give yourself that instruction in a mirror.
You free now?
Yeah, come over.
Omw. Bringing snacks.
Everyone friends again?
I call out cautiously as I make my way from my bedroom to the living room. They’re both fixated on the Criminal Minds rerun on the TV, but I get a faint Yeah
in response, letting me know it’s safe to approach.
I lean over the couch for a handful of popcorn from the bowl resting between them, making a mental note to add it to my food tracker when I get back to my room. So, the basketball team is having a party. I was wondering—
If we will go with you?
Aaron interrupts, sounding uncharacteristically hopeful.
No?
Lola spins to face me, her red curls bouncing around her shoulders and delight written all over her face. If we mind that Ryan wants to come here?
Yeah. How did yo—?
Cough up, Carlisle,
she laughs, holding out her hand. He presses a few twenties into her palm, muttering something under his breath as she counts them out. We heard about the party, and I didn’t think you’d wanna get railed with drunk freshmen making out on the other side of the door. We’re going to walk there.
Our home is one of Aaron’s dad’s better forgive me presents. It was either after his affair with his secretary or before he decided to have sex with the interior designer. Maple Tower is a beautiful condo block on the edge of campus, and our place has a great view and tons of natural light.
The building isn’t exclusive to students, so it’s a peaceful place to live, but it’s close enough to everyone else that stumbling home from parties is easy.
Aaron and I aren’t supposed to be at parties, but what Aubrey doesn’t know won’t hurt her.
I’VE ALREADY WATCHED LOLA TRY on ten different outfits when Ryan texts to let me know he’s finally on his way up, giving me an excuse to leave her and her ten almost identical black dresses.
The butterflies I get when there is a knock at the door and I know Ryan is on the other side of it were strange to me at first, but now it’s cute.
He’s practically filling the doorway when I open the door to let him in. His messy blond hair is still damp, and he smells strongly of orange and something I can’t quite put my finger on, which is now weirdly comforting to me. His head dips to mine, and his lips press against my cheek lightly. Hello, beautiful.
He hands me the bag of snacks he always insists on bringing because apparently, I don’t eat enough, and I don’t have anything good to eat when he’s here. Ryan eats more than any person I know, and his version of good is loaded with sugar.
For some reason, Aaron and Lo are watching us from the living room like they’ve never seen other human beings before. Ryan laughs when he spots them; fortunately, he’s used to their antics by now, and he offers them a quiet Hello
as I lead him in the direction of my bedroom.
Hey, Rothwell?
Lola shouts as we reach my door.
He lets go of my hand, turning around to face her. Yeah?
She’s leaning over the back of the couch, and I know from the mischievous look on her face I don’t want to hear whatever she has to say.
Since my bedroom is next to Stassie’s and I’m going to be listening to your grunting and balls slapping all night
—my eyes widen as far as they can go from behind him—can I have the code for your room, so I don’t have to fight for the shared bathroom at the party at your place?
Campus housing has electronically coded locks on bedroom doors for security. Ryan’s room has a private bathroom, so Lo’s request is a good idea since the bathroom line gets ridiculous the drunker people get.
It’s her delivery that’s going to require some serious work.
Sure, I’ll text it to you. No snooping, Mitchell. I’ll know if you have.
She holds up a peace sign. Scout’s honor. Enjoy all the sex.
"Jesus, Lols. I groan loud enough for her to hear as I drag Ryan into my room away from her.
I’m so sorry."
I like her. She’s funny.
He chuckles, taking my face between his hands and tilting my head up so he can kiss me.
It’s soft at first, then more urgent as his tongue moves against mine. His hands travel down my body gently until they reach my thighs, scooping me up in one quick motion. My legs automatically wrap around his waist, my body familiar with his after doing this so many times.
There’s banging outside of my room, which I think is my roommates leaving, but every hot kiss Ryan places on my neck steals my attention away. I should check if it is them going, but it suddenly plummets to the bottom of things on my mind when Ryan lowers me to the bed and climbs on top of me.
How was your day?
he mumbles beneath my ear.
He always does this. He kisses me perfectly, positions his body between my legs, applies enough pressure to have me squirm, scrambles the thoughts in my head, and then asks me something mundane like how my day was.
The second I try to formulate a response, his fingers journey beneath my T-shirt, and he traces the curve of my jaw with his nose. Every inch of my skin feels like it’s buzzing, and he hasn’t even done anything yet. It was, uh, uhm, fine, I, mhmm, skated…
His body rocks as he laughs. You mhmm skated? Sounds interesting. Why don’t you tell me more, Allen?
I hate him. I really, really hate him.
I incoherently mumble something about ice and Russians as he strips us of our clothes until we’re both in our underwear. Ryan’s body would make a Greek god weep; tanned skin from his summer home in Miami, and a torso with more abs than I can count.
Forget a Greek god, it makes me want to weep.
Gripping my panties on each hip, he waits until I nod before slowly pulling them down my legs, throwing them behind him, and spreading my legs wide.
Stas.
Yeah?
His forehead creases. Can Lola really hear my balls?
Chapter Two
NATHAN
THERE’S A HAND NEAR MY dick that isn’t mine.
She’s fast asleep, snoring loudly with her hand wrapped around my waist and tucked into the band of my boxers. I gently untuck and examine it—long fake nails, Cartier rings, and a Rolex strapped to her slender wrist.
Who the fuck is it?
Even after a night of God knows what, she still smells expensive, and there are strands of long golden-blond hair draped over my shoulder from where she’s lying behind me.
I shouldn’t have gone to the party last night, but Benji Harding, and the rest of the basketball guys, are persuasive little shits. As much as I love throwing a party, nothing beats going somewhere else and coming home to a quiet house not full of other people’s mess.
Unless you’re talking about this kind of mess. The kind where there’s a woman in your bed, and you can’t remember who the hell it is.
The commonsense part of my brain tells me to roll over and look at her, but another part that remembers all the silly situations we’ve gotten ourselves into keeps reminding me that drunk Nate is a dick.
That part of my brain has real concerns this is going to be someone’s sister, or worse, someone’s mom.
Can you stop moving about?
the mystery guest snaps. What is it with fucking sports guys and early mornings?
That voice. It’s one I wish I didn’t recognize.
Oh fuck.
I slowly roll over so I can confirm my own worst fear: that I did have sex with Kitty Vincent last night.
And I do.
She looks peaceful when she’s trying to sleep; her facial features are soft and delicate, lips blushed and pursed. From how calm she looks right now, you wouldn’t know she’s an absolute raging bit—
Why are you staring at me, Nate?
Her eyes fly open, and she disintegrates me with one look, like the fucking dragon she is.
Kitty Vincent is everything wrong with rich girls with Daddy’s credit card, a subspecies of women at UCMH I happen to be an expert on. Expertise I’ve gained from having sex with practically all of them.
Except for this one.
I was never supposed to do it with this one.
There’s nothing wrong with her visually. To be frank, she’s an absolute knockout. She’s just an absolutely terrible human being.
Are you okay?
I ask carefully. Do you need anything?
I need you to stop staring at me like you’ve never seen a naked woman in your bed before,
she snipes back, pushing her body to lean against the headboard. We both know you have, and you’re creeping me out.
I’m shocked, Kit. I, uh, don’t remember how this happened…
I remember being at the party and trying to get Summer Castillo-West to give me her number, but tragically being rejected for the fourth September in a row. I also remember playing beer pong with Danny Adeleke and losing, which I’d rather not remember, but I still don’t remember how this happened.
Oh shit. Wait, aren’t you dating Danny?
She rolls her blue eyes and reaches for her purse sitting on the table beside my bed, cursing when she finds her phone battery is dead. Brushing her hair from her face, she finally looks over at me, and I have never known a woman to look so irritated by my existence. We broke up.
Right, right. That sucks, I’m sorry. What happened?
I’m trying to be polite, a gracious host, some would say, but she raises one of her perfectly sculpted eyebrows at me and frowns. Why do you give a fuck?
I rub my jaw nervously with my palm as I attempt to think of a reason to give her. She’s right; I don’t care. I just hate cheaters and I panicked, but since they broke up I don’t have anything to worry about. Only trying to be nice.
She gives me the fakest smile I’ve ever seen, swings her legs off the bed, and struts butt-ass naked toward my bathroom. It’s hard to concentrate on how good she looks because, with one last disinterested look over her shoulder, she scowls at me. If you want to be nice, get me an Uber.
Thank God. Sure.
Exec only, Nate. It’s bad enough I’m going to be seen leaving here. Don’t make me suffer further by being cheap.
When the bathroom door slams shut and I hear the shower turn on, I know it’s safe to scream every curse word I know into my pillow.
I’M STANDING AT THE FRONT door watching Kitty climb into her Uber, Exec obviously, because of all the potential shame.
Raking a hand through my hair, I can’t decipher how I ended up here after swearing this year would be different.
I distinctly remember saying to Robbie, my best friend, on our drive back to California from Colorado, that senior year was going to be different. I must have said it at least twenty times on our two-day coffee-fueled journey.
I lasted three weeks.
I’m quickly dragged from the pity party I’m throwing for myself by the sound of muttering behind me. Robbie and my other roommates, JJ and Henry, are all sitting in our living room sipping their mugs of coffee like the cast of The View.
Well, well, well,
Robbie says smugly. What happened here, you little ho?
Robbie has been personally terrorizing me since we were five years old. Robbie’s dad, whom I still call Mr. H sixteen years later, was the coach of our local ice hockey team back in Eagle County, where we grew up. That’s where we met and became friends, and he’s been a pain in my ass ever since.
I ignore him and head straight past their prying eyes to the kitchen, pouring a mug of coffee and giving him the finger instead of the satisfaction of a response.
Gulping down my coffee in what feels like two seconds, I can still sense their eyes on me. This is the worst part of living with your teammates—nothing is a secret.
JJ, Robbie, and I are all seniors who have lived together since we shared a dorm freshman year, but Henry is a sophomore from the team.
The guy is incredible at hockey but has a bit to go with the whole social pressure side that comes with being on a sports team. He hated living in dorms and struggled to make friends outside the team, so we offered to let him move in here.
We’ve always had a spare bedroom because our garage was converted into a wheelchair-accessible bedroom for Robbie, and Henry was more than grateful for the offer.
Even in the three short weeks he’s been here, we can already see him more confident—which is probably why he no longer has a problem helping JJ and Robbie give me abuse.
Why did you have sex with Kitty Vincent?
Henry asks over the rim of his coffee mug. She isn’t very nice.
Oh yeah, and the kid has zero filter.
I’m going to pretend I didn’t, buddy. She wasn’t very excited about it, either, and I don’t remember one second of it, so it doesn’t count.
I shrug, walking over to the living room and throwing myself into a recliner. How the fuck did you three let this happen?
Am I old enough to not pass off the blame for my mistake? Sure. Will it stop me from trying? No.
I tried to stop you from leaving with her, bro,
JJ blatantly lies, holding up his hands defensively. You said she smelled nice and her ass felt good. Who am I to stand between you and true love?
I groan loudly, making my own head thump from the noise. If Jaiden claims he tried to stop me from leaving, he probably requested the Uber and put me in it with Kitty.
JJ is an only child from middle-of-nowhere Nebraska, so messing with the people around him was his only source of entertainment when he was growing up.
His parents always visit in June so they can join the rest of us at LA Pride with JJ, proudly wearing their pansexual flag ally pins. The time they spend at our house has allowed me to get to know them well, which is how I know JJ’s dad is exactly the same, to the point I don’t know how his mom coped with having two of them in the house.
Mrs. Johal is an amazing woman with the patience of a saint. She always makes sure she fills our refrigerator full of different curries and sides before they leave, and she has amazing taste in horror films, which might be why I love her so much.
She might be the only reason I haven’t murdered Jaiden yet.
Robbie maneuvers beside me and wraps what I think is supposed to be a comforting arm around my shoulders. Your focus on school and hockey lasted longer than I was expecting. Now come on, sort your shit out. You have to drive us to class.
I HAD NO IDEA WHAT I wanted to study when I got accepted by Maple Hills. I’m graduating in less than a year and I’m still not sure studying sports medicine was the right choice.
I was drafted to the Vancouver Vipers when I finished high school and it was a hard choice to put my education first, especially when joining the NHL has been my dream since I was a kid. All I want to do is play, but I know shit goes wrong in hockey all the time; one bad injury or one unavoidable accident and your career is over.
Even with a spot on my dream team waiting for me as soon as I graduate, I still wish something I’ve learned in the past three years had stayed in my brain so my backup plan felt worth it.
My dad wasn’t a fan of me heading out of state for college, and he was even less of a fan about me signing with a hockey team, never mind one in Canada. He wanted me to learn the family business and run the ski resorts until I’m old and gray like him. The idea of turning into my father has always been enough to kick my ass into gear and get my goals.
I’d have better luck understanding cell structures if I wasn’t constantly exhausted from practice, not to mention keeping my clown teammates out of trouble. When Greg Lewinski graduated and handed the captain torch to me last year, he didn’t prepare me for how much babysitting it takes to keep butts on benches ready to play.
Robbie helps me out since he’s assistant to Coach Faulkner. After a skiing accident in our junior year of high school, Robbie didn’t regain movement in his legs and now uses a wheelchair. He transferred his skill of shouting shit at me on the ice to shouting shit at me from the edge of the ice.
He loves nothing more than waving his oversized clipboard in my direction and telling me to do better. The guys on the team love that I take the brunt of Robbie’s abuse because it gives the rest of them an easier time.
A perfect example is days like today. On Fridays, JJ and I have classes in the science building, so we have a tradition of dragging ourselves over to the rink for practice via a Dunkin’ for a pre-workout doughnut.
It’s our little secret, but JJ knows if we get caught, I’ll get the blame anyway, so he doesn’t mind the risk. The last class of the day on a Friday is my least favorite thing in the world, so I don’t mind the risk, either.
I’m lazily scrolling through my feed, waiting for JJ outside his lab, when I hear his cheery tone getting louder as he approaches me. You ready to get your hungover ass kicked?
Nothing a rainbow sprinkle ring can’t solve. Sweating out alcohol is good anyway. Will get me fresh for tonight.
His brows furrow together. What are you talking about? Have you not seen the group chat?
The last thing I saw was Robbie deciding we were throwing a party tonight. Our first game isn’t for another two weeks and it’s tradition for us to bring in the season with a party or five.
The second I pull out my phone I can see the messages I haven’t read yet.
PUCKBUNNIES
BOBBY HUGHES
Might be dying.
KRIS HUDSON
God speed, buddy.
ROBBIE HAMLET
Drinks at ours tonight?
BOBBY HUGHES
In the words of Michael Scott, I am ready to get hurt again.
JOE CARTER
I’ll bring the tequila roulette board.
HENRY TURNER
Email from Faulkner says go to the awards room, not the rink.
JAIDEN JOHAL
Wtf?
HENRY TURNER
Sent an hour ago.
The awards room is a function room in the central area of the sports building. Most of us don’t spend much time over there unless we’re in trouble; it’s where the coaches work outside of practice and games. It’s where ceremonies are held at the end of the year. If we’re being called there it means someone has massively fucked up, and I hope it wasn’t me.
I don’t know what’s going on,
JJ says as we climb into my car. Y’know Josh Mooney, the baseball guy in my class? He said their practice has been canceled, too. They have to go to the awards room, but they’ve been told to go thirty minutes after us. Fucking weird, man.
It’s the third week of term, how much trouble could we be in?
WE’RE IN SO MUCH FUCKING trouble.
When we walk through the door, Coach doesn’t even look in our direction. Half the team is already sitting in front of him, each wearing an identical look I recognize: fear. JJ takes a seat next to Henry and gives me a look that says Find out, Captain.
Neil Faulkner is not a man you want to get on the wrong side of. Three-time Stanley Cup winner before a drunk driver knocked him off the road, shattering his arms and right leg, instantly ending his NHL career. I’ve watched his old game tapes countless times, and he was—no, still is—one scary motherfucker.
So, the fact he’s sitting on a chair in front of the team, red-faced like he’s going to implode but saying nothing, is triggering my fight- or-flight. But my team needs me, so I reluctantly poke the bear.
Coach, we we—
Get your ass on a seat, Hawkins.
W—
I’m not going to tell you again.
Stumbling back to my teammates with my tail between my legs, they look even worse now than they did a minute ago. I’m racking my brain, trying to think what we could have done because there is no way he’s angry over the house party we went to last night.
Apart from Henry, most of the underclassmen weren’t there. They’re not old enough to drink, so we don’t invite them to parties with us. Not to say they’re not all out getting wasted on frat row instead, but at least I’m not the one putting the beer in their hands when I’m supposed to be their responsible leader.
When Joe and Bobby arrive and sit, Coach finally makes a move—well, a huff, but at least it’s something.
In my fifteen years at this school, I have never been as ashamed as I was this morning.
Fuck.
Before I go on, does anyone have anything to say?
He’s looking at each of us like he’s waiting for someone to stand and confess, but I genuinely don’t know what we’re supposed to confess to. I’ve had the I’ve never been so ashamed speech so many times since I joined the team—it’s a Faulkner special—but I’ve never seen him look this angry.
Folding his arms across his chest, he leans back in his chair and shakes his head. This morning, when I arrived at the rink, I found it destroyed. So, who has been causing trouble?
College sports are full of traditions. Some good, some bad, but traditions all the same. Maple Hills is no different, and each sport has its own quirks and superstitions that get passed down from year to year.
Ours are pranks. Reckless, childish pranks. Against each other, against other teams, against other sports. I’ve been in enough of these Faulkner verbal beatings over the years to know I wasn’t letting it happen during my time as captain. Egotistical guys were fighting to outdo each other, and even themselves, until it got to the point the school was being forced to get involved.
So, if our arena has been trashed, it means someone hasn’t been listening to me.
I creep forward slightly to get a better view of my teammates, and it takes approximately 0.2 seconds to spot Russ, a sophomore who’s been playing with us for the last year, and right now looks like he’s seen a ghost.
Faulkner’s voice gets louder to the point it’s echoing around the room. The director is furious! The dean is furious! I’m fucking furious! I thought we’d drawn a line under this prank bullshit! You’re supposed to be men! Not kids.
I want to say something, but my mouth is dry as hell. I clear my throat, which does nothing to help, but manages to capture his attention. Taking a sip of water, I finally manage to speak. We have drawn a line, Coach. We haven’t done anything.
So, someone spontaneously decided to smash the generator and cooling system? My rink is on its way to being a swimming pool, and you expect me to believe you clowns have nothing to do with it?
This is really, really bad.
The director is holding a meeting with every student athlete in five minutes. Buckle up, gentlemen. I hope none of you want to make hockey your career.
Have I said fuck?
Chapter Three
ANASTASIA
MY PLANNER IS IN TOTAL, irreparable chaos and I’m irritated as hell.
This is the opposite of the Friday feeling people so famously love. Today was going to be a problem-free day; I woke up under a beautiful man, and the rest of my day was planned to perfection. Gym, college, training with Aaron, dinner, and finally, dancing until my feet hurt at whichever party sounded the most fun.
I even had the option to see Ryan again and concentrate on scratching those mutual itches while he’s still got time.
But according to the very passive-aggressive email I received, David Skinner, Maple Hills Director of Sport, doesn’t give a flying fuck about my planner or my training schedule, and he certainly doesn’t give a fuck about my sex life.
Why else would he universally cancel training and drag every student athlete to the worst corner of campus?
This building is where all the coaches lurk and plot how to make us all miserable. When I posted a picture this morning that said Just enjoy where you are now, I didn’t realize where I was going to be was a huge line of students trying to get into the awards room.
I’m lost in angry, borderline murderous thoughts when two muscular arms wrap around my waist from behind, and I feel lips press gently against the crown of my head. Instantly knowing it’s Ryan, I settle into his embrace and tilt my head back to look at him. He moves to peck a kiss to my forehead, and sure, I might feel a little better. Hey, beautiful girl.
I’m stressed,
I grumble, looking ahead to watch the line shuffle along. And you’re cutting in line. You’re going to get into trouble.
Gripping my shoulders, he spins me around to face him. His long finger nudging under my chin, tilting my head up to meet his gigantic height. When I think he can’t be any freaking cuter, he brushes my hair from my face and smiles at me. You control the planner, Stas. The planner doesn’t control you.
You’re still cutting in line.
He chuckles, shrugging. You were holding my spot for me. That’s what I told everyone I pushed past. Come on, what sickeningly motivational quote did you post today? Do we need to revisit it?
Ryan and I started hooking up last year when we met at a party and were beer pong partners. Naturally, we won because we’re the most stubborn and competitive people within a hundred-mile radius of Maple Hills. The next day he slid into my DMs, joking he wasn’t expecting to find someone who plays drinking games so aggressively preaching about positive vibes only on their social media pages.
Since then, whenever I’m grumpy or fed up, he reminds me I’m supposed to be a ray of sunshine.
Dick.
Well?
he asks, guiding me along as we get closer to the entrance.
It was about stopping to enjoy the moment you’re in.
His smile widens when he realizes he’s got me. "Okay, yeah, I can work with that. It sucks practice was canceled, but, if you enjoy the moment, you’re hanging out with me and I’m great."
Folding my