The Library: The absolutely uplifting and feel-good page-turner you need to read in 2024!
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Two lonely bookworms. An unexpected friendship. A library that needs their help
Teenager Tom has always blended into the background of life. After a row with his dad and facing an unhappy future at the dog food factory, he escapes to the library.
Pensioner Maggie has been happily alone with her beloved novels for ten years – at least, that's what she tells herself.
When they meet, they recognise something in each other that will change both their lives for ever.
Then the library comes under threat of closure, and they must join forces to prove that it's not just about books – it's the heart of their community.
They are determined to save it – because some things are worth fighting for.
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EVEN MORE PRAISE FOR THE LIBRARY!
'Such a heart-warming and thought-provoking novel! A touching tale of true friendship, overcoming adversity and the genuine joy books can bring to our lives' – Jill Mansell
'A touching tale that will warm your heart and put a smile on your face' – Hazel Prior
'A story that was deeply moving, and ultimately uplifting... Definitely recommended – it was one of my best reads this year' – Janet Gover
'Heart-rending and inspiring in equal measures. A wonderful story. I adored it!' – Celia Anderson
'Beautifully and sensitively written, the characterisation is superb!' – Sue Moorcroft
'Absolutely LOVED IT! It's Bella's best book yet! A glorious heartfelt novel' – Christie Barlow
'The Library is a beautifully uplifting story full of wit, warmth and tender moments, with community at its heart and characters you truly care about' – Cressida McLaughlin
'I absolutely loved this book. Heart-warming with genuine characters, the plot pulled me in and I was rooting for the library every step of the way. A great tonic for the times and highly recommended!' – Talli Roland
'A truly special book, brimming with charm, heartwrenching moments and inspiring characters. The Library is one of those feel-good books that is sure to delight readers' – Carmel Harrington, author of The Moon Over Kilmore Quay
Bella Osborne
Bella has been jotting down stories as far back as she can remember but decided that 2013 would be the year that she finished a full length novel. Since then she’s written nine best-selling romantic comedies, two best-selling bookclub reads and won the RNA Romantic Comedy Novel of the Year Award. Bella's stories are about friendship, love and coping with what life throws at you.She lives in Warwickshire with her lovely husband and wonderful daughter.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5A heart warming, cozy and enjoyable story. A recommended read.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Although this book purports to be a "save the library" story, many other issues are discussed. When teenage Tom and senior citizen Maggie meet at the small local library, they do not expect their lives to intertwine as they do. Themes addressed include alcoholism, bullying, freedom of speech, and generational understanding. The story alternates between the two different viewpoints of Maggie and Tom. I liked Maggie as a strong character, who survived through many heartaches and disappointments in life. She was willing to help others and showed a caring spirit. Tom had some redeeming characteristics, although he was a whiner and judgmental of adults. Tom had a lot of growing up to do. I wish the book had stuck to a lighter "save the library" theme instead of going off into so many darker tangents; maybe two different books could be written here, as the two themes really did not have a lot to do with each other.I received this novel from the publisher and from NetGalley in exchange for an honest review. The opinions expressed here are entirely my own.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Library by Bella Osborne is an engaging story about family, friendship, and community. Set in a small English village, the threatened closure of the local library makes unexpected allies, and friends, of 16 year old high school student Tom, and 72 year old widow and small holder, Maggie. Maggie, restless and lonely, is intrigued by the young man who slinks into the library and tries to hide his romance novel selections. Tom, sad and alone, is impressed by Maggie’s right hook, and her delicious cooking. Tom is such a forlorn character, and Osborne’s characterisation of a self-conscious, awkward and troubled teenage boy is very good. Since his mother’s death, Tom’s father has spiralled into alcoholism. Money is tight, and Tom’s dad is expecting that his son will leave school and get a factory job, ignoring his son’s hopes of attending University. Essentially friendless, his visits to the library are prompted by a need to escape his father’s moods, and a desire to learn more about girls so he can speak to his crush, Farah.Maggie is a great character, independent, feisty, and nurturing. Since her husband’s death, Maggie has generally been content to attend to her small holding where she raises goats for their wool, with the weekly book club meeting at the library her only regular social activity. Tom’s vulnerability as he furtively browses the romance shelves, and his brave attempt to thwart her mugging, captures her interest, and when she finds herself in need of help at the farm, she is pleased that Tom offers to give her a hand.The connection that forms between Maggie and Tom is a delight, and warmth and humour offsets the serious subjects Osborne explores in The Library which include addiction, grief, bullying, and social isolation. The threatened closure of the library is almost incidental to the plot though Osborne uses it to draw attention to the value of libraries within communities. A moving and ultimately uplifting story The Library is a lovely, satisfying read.
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5alcohol-issues, angst, generations, protests, family-dynamics, friendship, small-town, rural, farm-animals, farm-equipment, dual-narrators, secrets, second-chance, bullies, social-isolation, loneliness, teens, seniors*****It all began with a chance encounter at the small local library. A septuagenarian self-sufficient farmer who minimizes contact with others except the Book Club and a teen who has a stressful home life but wants to learn how to talk with girls might seem like an unlikely pair to rescue each other. Together they learn to sort out their own lives and help others while rescuing their library from the greedy local Council. Engrossing.I requested and received a free temporary ebook from Aria & Aries/Aria via NetGalley. Thank you!
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The Library - Bella Osborne
THE LIBRARY
Bella Osborne
AN IMPRINT OF HEAD OF ZEUS
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First published in the United Kingdom in 2021 by Aria, an imprint of Head of Zeus Ltd
Copyright © Bella Osborne, 2021
The moral right of Bella Osborne to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted in accordance with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act of 1988.
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without the prior permission of both the copyright owner and the above publisher of this book.
This is a work of fiction. All characters, organizations, and events portrayed in this novel are either products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously.
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Contents
Welcome Page
Copyright
Dedication
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Epilogue
Questions for your Book Club
Acknowledgements
About the Author
Become an Aria Addict
1
TOM
My name is Tom Harris and I am invisible.
Not actually invisible – that would make me interesting and I’m not. I’m the person others find easy to forget. The one who is lost in the crowd. To be honest it suits me to be invisible. I hate it when I get noticed and I’m thrown into the spotlight, I’d rather be lost in the white noise of life. My neck goes red and blotchy at all sorts of unhelpful moments, like if a teacher asks me a question. ‘Thomas Harris, what do you think the author meant by We are responsible for each other
?’ How would I know? I’m always Thomas Harris at school or Tom H. Never just Tom or Thomas. It’s a really common name at my school. There are five Thomases in my year. There’s a confident one, a sporty one, a loud and funny one, a stroppy one that the girls seem to like and then there’s me, the other one.
My skin heats up if I make eye contact with a girl. I think it might be something in my DNA that’s trying to stop me breeding another generation of invisible people. So far it’s working. It’s easier if I avoid girls. But there’s one girl that I wish I could look at without doing an impression of a tomato. She’s Farah Shah. Farah is perfect; from her black, straight-as-a-ruler hair to her bubbles of laughter. She’s smart too. She asks the sorts of questions that make the teachers think. I know she’s completely out of my league but that’s okay; most people are.
‘Tom!’ said Dad loudly, his ruddy face looming around my bedroom door. He waved the fish and chip bag at me. I pointed at my noise-cancelling headphones by way of reply.
He wasn’t cross but he’d probably been calling me. He’s all right is my dad. He’s a bit invisible like me. I followed him downstairs. We don’t talk much. He works nights and I’m at school all day. He dished out the food, I grabbed the tomato ketchup and we ate it on our laps in front of the TV. We always have our meals like this. It’s just me, Dad and the TV. Mum died when I was in year four.
I unwrapped my dinner. ‘Saveloy?’ I pointed at the alarmingly red item peering at me from under the chips.
‘Yeah, sorry. They’d run out of battered sausages.’ He went back to eating his.
‘But I hate them.’ I gave it a prod with my fork.
‘Do you?’ He seemed surprised. ‘My mistake. It was your mum who loved the things. First meal I bought her was saveloy and chips.’
I was a bit surprised at that. Not that my mum like saveloys but that my dad had mentioned her. He doesn’t talk much anyway but he never talks about Mum. I guess I’d got used to not trying to chat about her because it was pointless. He’d always change the subject or simply walk away. But now I saw my chance to ask about her. It was a good opportunity because it was a workday so he’d not been at the whisky. But what did I want to know?
I ignored the offensive saveloy and mopped up some ketchup with a giant chip. A thought struck me. ‘How did you and Mum first meet?’ I asked, turning on the old brown sofa so I could see my dad’s reaction. There was patchy stubble on his chin; he’d not shaved properly.
He put down his cutlery and blew out a sigh. ‘Blimey, that’s made me think.’ He seemed to drift off. His eyes rested on the photograph of Mum on the mantelpiece. It’s one taken on our last holiday when we rented a caravan in Hunstanton. I love that picture of her. She’s laughing. She used to laugh a lot. We all did. I can hear her laugh if I concentrate hard but I worry that one day I won’t be able to remember what she sounded like. It’s like she’s slowly being rubbed out. Dad blinked and gave me a sorrowful look. He always looked like that if I tried to talk about Mum. I was ready for him to change the subject. ‘We met in Plummers,’ he said at last.
‘At a plumber’s?’ I laughed at the thought of them surrounded by toilets.
‘No, you goon. Plummers was the little bookshop in the high street. I was picking up the latest Stephen King novel. I made out I’d ordered it but really it was my dad’s.’ He chuckled at the memory. ‘Your mum was with her friends giggling in the romance section. We got chatting and I asked her if she wanted to go for a Coke float. I loved a Coke float, me. Why don’t we have those anymore?’
I rolled my eyes at his nostalgic view of the old days. I knew they were my age when they got together. Soul mates he called it when he’d said a few words at her funeral. I don’t know exactly what he meant but I do know they were happy. Not perfect. There were arguments, sometimes, but nothing to spoil my memories. Dad said they didn’t have much money and that’s the only thing they rowed about.
‘She loved to read, did your mum.’ He looked at the photograph again.
‘I remember her sitting on my bed reading me bedtime stories.’
He gave me a watery look. ‘Books never interested me. Do you read much?’
I shrugged but he expected more of a response. ‘Just the stuff school makes us read.’
He looked around the small dim living room. It had hardly changed since Mum died. Just that it was a bit neglected and more of a mess.
What he’d said gave me something to think about. Girls liked romance novels. I wondered if that was still true?
‘Right.’ Dad checked his watch. He needed to leave for work. ‘You going out?’ He always asked me this and I always shook my head. I never go anywhere in the evenings. I have a couple of mates but we play FIFA on the Xbox. We can do it from the comfort of our beds so why would we go out? Playing Xbox with my mates makes me feel less of a sad case stuck here on my own. ‘Okay, then. I need to be making tracks. Lock up and I’ll see you in the morning.’ He gave my shoulder a squeeze as he passed and took my dinner plate out. I’ll do the washing up before I go to bed. It’s how we do things: Dad gets tea; I wash up. I put the washing on; Dad does the ironing.
My mates moan about their parents all the time. How they want to control their lives, never let them out of their sight and get on their case. I always agree and say my dad’s the same but he’s not. He is annoying when he goes on about bills, politics and the state of the roads but I guess I do stuff that annoys him too. I could go out tonight and he’d not know where I was or what I was doing and he’d be okay with that. But I’ve no reason to go out. I’m invisible.
*
I was woken by the toilet flush. Dad was home from work. I cast a blurry eye at my alarm clock: 6.37am. I pulled the covers over my head. It was Saturday so I went back to sleep. Dad would go to bed soon. It must be well weird to have to work at night and try to sleep in the day, like being forced to be nocturnal. Although I’m getting a taste of it thanks to some bloke in America challenging me on Call of Duty and keeping me up until 3am. I settled back down and tried to go back to my dream about Ariana Grande.
I rolled over and checked the clock again: 11.58am. That’s more like it. Dad’s alarm would go off in two minutes. He only grabs a few hours on a Saturday morning so that he can sleep on a Saturday night. I heard his alarm start. That was my cue to get in the shower before he did.
Dad was getting coffee when I came into the kitchen. ‘Afternoon, son.’ He tried to mess up my hair but I dodged out of the way. I finished off the half bottle of apple juice from the fridge and dropped the bottle in the recycling. ‘I’m walking into the village. Do we need anything?’ I asked.
‘Magic beans,’ said Dad, looking at a bank statement.
‘What like those half sugar ones?’ I hate those reduced sugar baked beans. They taste like crap. ‘Oh, right.’ I got the pantomime reference a little too late.
‘Never mind,’ he said, then he opened a cupboard and shook his head. ‘Crisps and biscuits but only the cheap ones. Okay?’ He handed me five pounds.
I grabbed my rucksack, earbuds and coat and I left. I’m glad he didn’t ask me why I was going into the village. I’m not sure it’s my best idea but it’s worth checking out. A few kids from my school live in the village but nobody I’m friends with. Farah Shah lives between my village and town. I don’t know how I know that. I’m not a stalker; it’s just something I heard and chose to remember. Farah is in some of my lessons but we don’t speak. She’s the popular girl. All the boys want to go out with her and all the girls want to be her. I’d like to be able to say hello without turning into something that resembles an overripe vegetable.
*
I kept an eye out for her, just in case, as I walked past the row of shops: a barber’s, a hairdresser’s – of the old lady variety – post office, art gallery (go figure) and corner shop. On the other side of the road there’s the pub – the Limping Fox, where Dad used to go – an Indian restaurant, which is apparently well nice, a florist and a printer’s that was almost never open. There were a few people about but I kept my head down and nobody noticed me. It was February and it was cold so no one was hanging about.
It was a short walk past the village green and its olde worlde stocks that the tourists loved and the giant cedar tree that everyone fretted over when we had high winds. Tucked behind a row of terraced cottages was the village library. It had been years since I came here. I must have been at primary school. It looked exactly as I remembered it and there was something reassuring about that.
According to the fancy stone over the door the library had once been the old schoolhouse and was built in 1837. It had automatic door buttons, which weren’t here the last time I visited. I stepped inside and the warmth overpowered me. There was a blow heater above the door and I moved quickly out of the way. Coming in from the cold the blast of heat was nice at first but if I overheated I’d sweat and I hate that. Inside it had barely changed. It still had the high ceiling with its wooden-beamed roof trusses, arched windows, rows and rows of books and that aroma that only libraries have.
Maybe it was the smell but something made my eyes go all watery. I don’t know if I would ever be able to explain the feeling – like a giant wave of muddled emotions crashing over me. I always felt happy when I came to the library. It was a time I had Mum to myself. It was the thing we always did together. No matter how busy she was we always went to the library and I loved it. I loved her. All those feelings had come back in a rush. A part of me wanted to run for the door but something inside me wanted to stay. Wanted to turn back time and be that little kid again. Safe and happy.
I remembered the last time I was here with Mum. I could almost picture her scanning the shelves for her favourite authors. I’d chosen a book about dinosaurs along with some others and I wanted to sit down and read them all. I used to read a lot back then. I blinked to clear my eyes and began checking the place out.
A few older women who were sitting around a table paused to see who had come in. I pulled my rucksack off my back and headed for a seat in the far corner, undoing my coat as I went. I sat down and surveyed the library. It was a big space. I remember the layout being different. There was more shelving in the middle to make lots of sections; now it was all open-plan. It was quiet. There was a children’s area where a mother and a little girl were sitting next to each other. They had two piles of books in front of them. The little girl pouted. I could guess what was going on. I was like that when I used to come here with Mum. I wanted to take home all the books, not just what my library card would allow.
I realised I was smiling at the memory and I stopped. I flicked my hair over my eyes and from the safety of my fringe I carried on looking about. The ladies at the table all had copies of the same book in front of them and they were deep in discussion. There used to be an extra high desk where you checked your items in and out. But I had been smaller then so maybe it hadn’t been that high. It had gone, replaced by a wooden podium with a screen on the top. A woman with a blue lanyard was standing there tapping away at a keyboard. I guessed she was the librarian.
I started feeling a bit more comfortable but it was still uncomfortably warm. If Farah came in I didn’t want to be sweating. I took the bottom of my T-shirt in my fingers and gave it a waft to get some air to my armpits. Such a relief. I kept my earbuds in so hopefully nobody would come and speak to me.
I scanned the shelves nearest to me. K to O. A sign above said Fiction
. I craned my neck. Was that it? Fiction, Non-Fiction and Children’s? No crime section, no biographies and, most importantly, no romance? I could have asked the librarian, only I couldn’t. Not without going all radish-like and triggering Olympic-level sweating. I guessed the romance novels were mixed in. That changed my cleverly thought through plan a bit. Although looking around the library, the distinct lack of anybody else my age was also an issue.
It was weird being back here. Apart from the overenthusiastic heater there was something nice about it. I know nice is a rubbish word – my English teacher tells me that all the time. But that’s how it felt. Nice. It was familiar even though I’d not been inside for years. The smell of books lingered in the air. I’d forgotten that. As a kid I used to breathe it in. The library had been somewhere really special and I guess it still was – it was me who’d changed.
I got that prickly feeling that someone was watching me. I instinctively turned my head and one of the ladies at the table was scrutinising me. She had wild grey hair and a colourful swirly top. We eyeballed each other and the introvert trapped inside me screamed. I looked away. My neck started to feel warm again and I gave my T-shirt another waft. I guess I looked a bit suspicious. I’m more conscious than most that people get twitchy around teenage boys. They think we’re all either on drugs or about to nick stuff. I glanced behind me. There was a book with a pink swirly spine. That was probably romance. I pulled it out and had a look. I Owe You One by Sophie Kinsella. Yep, that looked like the sort of thing my mum would have read. I read the blurb on the back cover.
I glanced up. The woman at the table was still staring at me but now looked intrigued. That wasn’t good. I looked down at the book. Studying a romance book made me look suspicious. I swallowed hard, twisted around and returned the book carefully to the shelf. When I turned back someone was leaning over me.
‘Can I help you?’ asked the librarian. Crap!
I was no longer invisible and I didn’t like it. ‘Err, err. Umm.’ Usually I could form words. The woman was waiting, her eyebrows slowly rising in question. Pull yourself together, Tom.
I took a breath. ‘I um. I…’ Deep breath. ‘I’m looking for books.’ Well that sentence was the work of a complete genius. I tried a brief smile. ‘Didn’t you used to have sections? Like crime and romance?’ I couldn’t keep eye contact any longer. It was exhausting.
‘Yes, we did but this seems to work quite well. We have sections for new releases by genre over there.’ She indicated the shelves by the door. ‘And there’s quick reads, large print and audio next to them.’ I’d completely missed those.
‘Right, thanks.’ I glanced up briefly and hoped she’d see me as a lost cause and give up.
‘I saw you looking at the Sophie Kinsella.’
‘What?’ I remembered the pink book on the shelf behind me. Kill me now. If spontaneous combustion is real let it happen to me this instant. My head was definitely hot enough to explode.
‘If you’re looking for romance books…’ I was already shaking my overheating head. ‘Say, for someone else…’ Why didn’t I think of that? ‘We’ve a Mills and Boon stand.’ She pointed to a carousel nearby. ‘And all other romance, like historical and contemporary, is filed in with general fiction but I could suggest some authors if you like?’ She was keen – this was beyond bad.
What do I do? I opened my mouth and did an excellent goldfish impression. The librarian leaned a little closer with a conspiratorial look in her eyes. ‘Did your mum send you to get her a book?’
I nodded like a car’s nodding dog racing over speed bumps. ‘Yeah, my mum, she’s…’ Think of something plausible. Dead is not a good reason to need a library book. ‘At work.’ My eyes pinged wide with the revelation that I had given a good answer. I repeated my lie for good measure. ‘She’s at work.’ At last the sweating reduced.
The librarian looked rather proud of herself. She rolled her eyes. ‘What are mums like, eh?’ I shrugged as I joined her in collusion. This was great. ‘What’s her name? I’ll pull up her records just so I can see what sort of thing she usually takes out.’
Argh! This couldn’t be happening. The sweating returned like a tsunami. Think of something. She was giving me an odd look. I’d left it too long for what should have been quite an easy question for a sixteen-year-old to answer. THINK. I glanced around for inspiration. There was a sign on the wall about borrowing e-books. ‘Kindle!’ I almost shouted making the woman jolt away from me slightly. I swallowed and tried to compose my lie. ‘She usually reads e-books but her Kindle died.’
The librarian smiled again. I wasn’t smiling. I could probably have wrung my T-shirt out. ‘Ah, I see. Have you got a library card?’
‘No, I had one as a kid but I don’t know where it is.’
‘No problem. Are you over sixteen?’ I nodded. ‘You’ll need an adult card now anyway. I can either input your details to our library management system or you can use the computer over there and join online.’
‘I’ll do it myself, thanks.’
‘Lovely. While you sign up would you like me to get your mum a selection of novels?’
‘Yes, thanks.’ No! I don’t need romance novels. Thankfully I’d got my bag with me or I’d be leaving with armfuls of chick lit. How did I even get in this mess? Oh, yeah, it was my loser’s approach to meeting girls. So much for that venture. Not quite the genius plan I had hoped.
I slunk over to the computer and followed the instructions, which were taped to the table. As I clicked the last button a pile of eight books appeared next to me. Eight! ‘Thanks. Err, Mum will be pleased.’ The librarian looked chuffed and I wanted to dissolve in a puddle, which could well have been possible given how much I was sweating. I wiped my palms on my jeans before I touched the books and quickly committed them to my bag and zipped it up. The librarian hadn’t taken her eyes off me. Why was she still staring?
‘Was there anything else I could help you with? We have a Young Adults book section.’ I said nothing – I’d not be able to get any more books in my bag. ‘Or you can book internet time on our computers.’
It was clear I couldn’t just sit there and wait for girls to appear and I’d run out of convincing lies. It was rubbish because I was quite liking being back in the library. ‘I’m all set, thanks.’ I patted my bag and stood up.
‘She can keep them for three weeks and you can renew online if she needs them for longer. Okay?’
No, I had rarely been less okay. ‘Yep, great.’ I grabbed my coat, put my head down and at last escaped into the blissful cool air outside. I scanned the green for anyone I knew. All clear. I pulled my heavy rucksack onto my shoulder and headed home with my embarrassing haul.
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MAGGIE
Maggie hadn’t enjoyed this week’s book club read. She was getting sick of psychological thrillers that told you you’d never see the big twist coming when invariably she could spot it like a pink striped cow in a field of sheep. She also found some of the stories played on her mind, which wasn’t good for a seventy-two-year-old living on her own. Not that living alone bothered her; it didn’t. She’d been on her own for almost ten years. Maggie liked her own company and her own space but she forced herself to make the trip into the village every week. Without it she would likely not see or speak to anyone unless the postman had something she needed to sign for, in which case those interactions usually consisted of him moaning excessively about the number of potholes on her drive and the permanent damage they had likely done to his coccyx.
The book club discussion came to a natural conclusion and the group started to disperse. Maggie took the copy of The Pickwick Papers, which was the next read. They liked to do a classic every so often, which was good because unlike most of the group Maggie wasn’t widely read and there were many times she felt she should have got around to reading more but once upon a time hers had been a full life – overflowing. Only recently had she found she had to hunt down things to do rather than it coming to her freely.
‘Did you see that boy?’ Betty asked her while pulling on her coat. Her eyebrows heavy with questions.
Maggie had noticed him. ‘He seemed a bit flustered.’ Anyone male and under sixty was a rare sight in the library, or the village come to that.
‘Do you think he was casing the joint?’ asked Betty, leaning in closely.
Maggie hooted a laugh. ‘The joint? It’s a library, Betty. There’s very little here worth stealing. Nobody’s ever late returning their books so there’s not even any pennies in the tin.’
‘Still,’ said Betty, straightening out her hunched spine before returning it to its curved position. ‘You read about these things. Drugs, muggings, murders!’ She seemed to surprise herself with the last suggestion and hastily buttoned up her coat.
‘He looked more scared of us, if you ask me. Terrified, in fact. I doubt he’ll be back.’
Betty appeared relieved. ‘Well, that’s good then. See you next week,’ she added in a cheery tone and left to meet her husband who would be parked dutifully outside in his freshly polished Škoda.
Maggie had spotted the boy as soon as he walked in. She’d recognised the look of terror most creatures displayed when placed in an unnatural environment. He had seemed less fish out of water and more alien on wrong planet. She’d seen similar expressions when she’d transported her sheep. But this one didn’t have the safety of the herd. He’d come alone and that intrigued her.
Maggie decided to catch up on world events via the newspapers while she was there. February was chilly and the longer she stayed the later she would need to light a fire back at home.
Maggie liked it at the library; she always had. Books provided a secret door to escape through – something she had often been grateful for in her life. She’d been grateful of the library too. Many a time she’d needed somewhere safe and quiet to run to and the library had never let her down. These days she came for slightly different reasons. It was warm and most of the book group attendees were friendly people. She liked to be around people. Even if they weren’t the most exciting bunch they still had something to say, as did she, but Maggie had found she increasingly had no one to say it to. She chatted to the other lingerers until they too ebbed away and she settled herself down with the selection of newspapers and some magazines. She went to the headlines first to catch up on what was happening in the world. She’d save the gossipy magazine stuff until after the news had depressed her; it usually served to cheer her up.
After a while she’d become so engrossed in the latest scandals she’d almost forgotten where she was. She read about an actor getting locked out of a hotel room with only a sock to cover his manhood and she hooted a laugh.
‘Are you okay, Maggie?’ asked Christine the librarian, straightening an already perfectly neat pile of books.
‘I’m fine.’ Maggie