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In 1903, a young woman sailed from India to Guiana as a “coolie” —the British name for indentured laborers who replaced the newly emancipated slaves on sugar plantations all around the world. Pregnant and traveling alone, this woman, like so many coolies, disappeared into history. Now, in Coolie Woman, her great-granddaughter embarks on a journey into the past to find her.
Traversing three continents and trawling through countless colonial archives, Gaiutra Bahadur excavates not only her great-grandmother’s story but also the repressed history of some quarter of a million other coolie women, shining a light on their complex lives. Shunned by society, and sometimes in mortal danger, many coolie women were runaways, widows, or outcasts. Many left husbands and families behind to migrate alone in epic sea voyages—traumatic “middle passages” —only to face a life of hard labor, dismal living conditions, and, especially, sexual exploitation. As Bahadur explains, however, it is precisely their sexuality that makes coolie women stand out as figures in history. Greatly outnumbered by men, they were able to use sex with their overseers to gain various advantages, an act that often incited fatal retaliations from coolie men and sometimes larger uprisings of laborers against their overlords. Complex and unpredictable, sex was nevertheless a powerful tool.
Examining this and many other facets of these remarkable women’s lives, Coolie Woman is a meditation on survival, a gripping story of a double diaspora—from India to the West Indies in one century, Guyana to the United States in the next—that is at once a search for roots and an exploration of gender and power, peril and opportunity.
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Coolie Woman - Gaiutra Bahadur
GAIUTRA BAHADUR is a journalist and book critic whose work has appeared in the New York Times Book Review, the Washington Post, Ms., and the Nation, among other publications.
The University of Chicago Press, Chicago 60637
Published by arrangement with C. Hurst & Co. (Publishers) London
© 2014 by Gaiutra Bahadur
All rights reserved. Published 2014.
Printed in the United States of America
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ISBN-13: 978-0-226-03442-3 (CLOTH)
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DOI: 10.7208/chicago/9780226043388.001.0001
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Bahadur, Gaiutra, 1975–author.
Coolie woman : the odyssey of indenture / Gaiutra Bahadur.
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Includes bibliographical references.
ISBN 978-0-226-03442-3 (cloth : alkaline paper)—ISBN 978-0-226-04338-8 (e-book)
1. Indentured servants—Guyana—History—20th century. 2. Women slaves—Guyana—History—20th century. 3. Women, East Indian—Guyana—Social conditions—20th century. I. Title.
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Coolie Woman
The Odyssey of Indenture
GAIUTRA BAHADUR
THE UNIVERSITY OF CHICAGO PRESS
Chicago and London
To my parents Kamla and Mahen
For their sacrifices and their support
To my sisters Kash and Reena
For indulging and understanding
And in memory of my grandfather
Harry Persaud Ramcharan (1933–2009)
CONTENTS
Epigraph
Acknowledgements
List of Illustrations
Preface: The C-Word
PART ONE. EMBARKING
1. The Magician’s Box
2 Ancestral Memory
PART TWO. EXPLORING
3. The Women’s Quarters
4. Into Dark Waters
5. Her Middle Passage
Color Plates
6. A New World
7. Beautiful Woman Without a Nose
8. Gone But Not Forgotten
PART THREE. RETURNING
9. The Dream of Return
10. Every Ancestor
11. Surviving History
Notes
Bibliography
Index
EPIGRAPH
Silence can be a plan
rigorously executed
the blueprint of a life
It is a presence
it has a history a form
Do not confuse it
with any kind of absence
Cartographies of Silence,
Adrienne Rich*
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I am grateful to my parents and my sisters first; without them, I could never have written this book. There aren’t acknowledgements enough for all the supporting, listening, reading, remembering, feeding, housing and indulging that they did. I thank them for allowing me to abdicate responsibility for almost everything but this book, during four years that saw a death, a birth and the accelerated ageing of us all. I thank them for understanding when I couldn’t be there.
My gratitude also to my extended family, who shared memories of Sujaria and of growing up in Cumberland Village in the decades after indenture—my grandmother Maturani Persaud in New Jersey, my great-aunt Maharanee Persaud in Toronto, my great-uncle Bishnodat Persaud in London and Sujaria’s granddaughters: my aunt Somewati Persaud in New Jersey and my father’s cousins Edna and Sarojini Baisakhu and Bhagmanti Baby
Ramanan in Florida. What they remembered helped me reconstruct a life and conjure a place.
For knowing from the start the value of this project, and reminding me when needed, I am indebted to my dear friend Sujani Reddy. For their encouragement and company while I pursued a project that was lonely and difficult on many fronts, I thank old friends and many new ones made along the way: my brother-in-law Matthew Lang, Dahlia Lahmy, Guy Shoham, Allan MacWilliam, James Long, Salil Tripathi, Omar McDoom, Rachel Gisselquist, Esther Sabetpour, Ben Markovits, Natasha Warikoo, Ramesh Kumar, Niraj Warikoo, Annetta Seecharan, Rex Jackson, Vidyaratha Kissoon, Juan Carlos Rodriguez, Katherine Tai, Madhu Bora, Saurav Pathak, Jas Knight, Rachel Natelson, Adam Shatz, Manan Ahmed, Elisa Ung, Vicash Dindwall, Mukul and Seema Sukhwal and Indraneel Sur.
For giving me the confidence and funds to begin, I thank the Nieman Foundation for Journalism at Harvard University, former curator Bob Giles and all my community there, especially—for taking an active, sheltering interest in me and this project—Melanie Gosling, Holly Williams, Josh Benton, Carline Watson, Kate Galbraith and Simon and Ulrike Wilson.
Many friends and colleagues provided feedback that improved the manuscript. Especially helpful was Neel Mukherjee, whose appreciative but critical eyes proved invaluable in paring it into a tighter, more elegant book. Many thanks also to Alissa Trotz, Sherlina Nageer, Patricia Mohammed, David Alston, Ashwini Tambe, Vidyaratha Kissoon, Natasha Warikoo, Sujani Reddy, Annetta Seecharan, Ethan MacAdam, Sean Westmoreland, Andrea Pitzer and Dan Vergano for the generous gift of their time and observations. At an all-important embryonic stage, Josh Benton, Sadanand Dhume, Amitava Kumar, Tess Taylor, Diana Finch, Adam Hochschild, Marina Budhos, Kevin Dale, Leela Jacinto and Naresh Fernandes all read the proposal and provided advice or moral support.
For vouching for my work, I am grateful to Naresh Fernandes, Amitava Kumar, Bruce Shapiro, Samuel G. Freedman, Carl Bromley, Adam Hochschild, David Dabydeen and Melissa Ludtke. For their insights and collaborative spirit, I thank Alissa Trotz and Nalini Mohabir, scholars in the best, most altruistic sense.
For their great hospitality, in providing places to stay while I researched and reported, I thank Yesu Persaud and Ayesha and Doodnauth Singh in Georgetown, my great-aunt and great-uncle Daro and Dhan Rhambarose in Cumberland, Patricia Mohammed and Rex Dixon in Trinidad, and Frank and Dolly MacWilliam in Scotland. Thanks to Auntie Babsin, my caretaker in Cumberland, who cooked and washed for me, kept me company, brought me Bottom House gossip truer than the newspapers and kept delighting me with the poetry of everyday speech. It’s true what she said: Some people does really tek yuh shadow.
Stabroek News reporter Shabna Ullah and editor Anand Persaud shared sources and knowledge. Kamal Ramkarran opened up to me his law office’s rare collection of nineteenth-century British Guiana Law Reports. I owe endless thanks to Rex Jackson and Vidyaratha Kissoon for their remarkable kindness in chasing down stray documents in Guyana and for much else that was beyond the call of duty. Sree Sreenivasan made key connections in India. Painter Bernadette Persaud, linguist John Rickford and artists Pritha and Karna Singh, cultural custodians all, shared their families’ stories. William Dalrymple and Kathy Fraser helped me navigate archives in Scotland. Brinsley Samaroo took me to tea and guided me to monographs in Trinidad. Manu Vimalassery’s footnotes gave me a compass. Moses Seenarine led me to the unpublished autobiography of Alice Bhagwandai Singh.
For guiding me in my travels, I thank Highlands historian David Alston in Scotland; Merle Persaud, the managers of the Rose Hall and Enmore Sugar Estates and the Guyana Agricultural Workers Union in Guyana; and Ishwar Chandra Kumar, Lakshmi Nidhi Singh and Pranav Chaudhury in Bihar.
Visual artist Sarah Cawkwell and her husband, the writer and anti-apartheid activist Sylvester Stein, remembered what it was like to be penniless in a creative cause and cut me major breaks on rent in their London garret as a result.
For helping me to translate Damra Phag Bahar, the only known literary text by an indentured laborer in the Anglophone Caribbean, I am grateful to Shashwata Sinha in the US, Ashutosh Kranti in India and Visham Bhimull and Rohit Dass in Trinidad.
I would like to thank the resourceful staff of the Asian and African Studies Reading Room at the British Library, the Public Record Office at the UK National Archives, The National Archives of Scotland, the Alma Jordan Library at the University of the West Indies and the Walter Rodney Archives in Georgetown, Guyana.
I owe intellectual debts to Verene Shepherd, Patricia Mohammed, Peggy Mohan, Ramabai Espinet, Prabhu Mohapatra, Clem Seecharan and Tejaswini Niranjana, who have all excavated the story of Indian women in indenture and told it with sensitivity and intelligence, in various genres.
For affordable space in which to write, I thank The Writers Room in New York City. For recognizing the importance of telling the forgotten stories of indentured women, through financial awards that helped me complete the book, I am grateful to the Barbara Deming Memorial Fund and the New Jersey State Council on the Arts in the United States. For their steady generosity as mentors, and for the example they set as journalists, I thank Bruce Shapiro and Samuel G. Freedman. David Godwin and his assistant Charlotte Knight helped me navigate the practical and the pecuniary in the contract. Ted Genoways at VQR and Jonathan Shainin at India’s The Caravan previewed Coolie Woman in their fine literary magazines. I thank them for providing a raft as I tried to cross what seemed, for a time, like impossibly rough seas to the dry, firm ground of print.
And last but most certainly not least, for believing in this challenging book and guiding it to the dock of publication, I am profoundly grateful to my editors: Michael Dwyer at Hurst, David Brent at the University of Chicago Press and Nandita Aggarwal at Hachette India.
LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS
A sketch map of New Amsterdam and its outskirts, showing Rose Hall Plantation and Cumberland Village (© The British Library Board, MOD GSGS 2545, Map Collection).
1. Bahadur family in Cumberland on the day we emigrated to America, 7 November 1981 (Author’s Family Collection).
2. Portrait of Lal Bahadur in New Amsterdam, Guyana, 1950s (Author’s Family Collection).
3. Indian girl in Trinidad, c. 1890 (MS AM 2211, Houghton Library, Harvard University).
4. Postcard image of Coolie Type, Trinidad, BWI,
c. 1900 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
5. Postcard image of Coolie Types, Trinidad,
c. 1900 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
6. Postcard image of Coolie Woman,
c. 1900 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
7. A view of the Hooghly River and Garden Reach, by James Baillie Fraser (slave-era Berbice planter), 1826 (©The British Library Board, X644 (4), Plate 4 of Views of Calcutta, published by Smith Elder & Co., London, 1824–26, Asia, Pacific and Africa Collections).
8. Indentured men and crew on the deck of an indenture vessel recently arrived in Georgetown, Demerara, c. 1890 (MS AM 2211, Houghton Library, Harvard University).
9. The Clyde, the ship on which Sujaria sailed from Calcutta to the Caribbean (©The British Library Board, 8808.i.30, Basil Lubbock’s Coolie Ships and Oil Sailers, General Reference Collection).
10. Sujaria’s emigration pass (Courtesy of the Walter Rodney Archives in Georgetown, Guyana).
11. Mahadai Singh, who sailed on The Ganges in 1871, rescued from infanticide by her parents (Courtesy of Bernadette Persaud).
12. Return migrant aboard The Sheila (©The British Library Board, 08806.bb.53, Capt. W.H. Angel’s The Clipper Ship Sheila, General Reference Collection).
13. The immigration depot in Georgetown, where newly arrived immigrants were processed, c. 1900 (MS AM 2211, Houghton Library, Harvard University).
14. Architectural flourishes in downtown Georgetown, c. 1880 (Reproduced by Permission of the Essex Record Office, England).
15. Camp Street, Georgetown, c. 1900 (The Schomburg Center for Black Research, New York Public Library).
16. Water Street, Georgetown, c. 1900 (MS AM 2211, Houghton Library, Harvard University).
17. Idea of a Gentleman’s House, Guiana,
c. 1870 (Reproduced by Permission of the Essex Record Office, England).
18. Enmore Great House, c. 1875 (Courtesy of John Platt).
19. Rangali Singh with her family, posed in front of a logie at Plantation Leonora in British Guiana, early 1900s (Courtesy of Jung Bahadur Collection, The Rajkumari Cultural Center, New York City).
20. Postcard image of Coolie Dwelling,
c. 1900 (Courtesy of Charles Kennard).
21. Postcard image, Sunday Morning in Demerara,
showing a barber at work in the logies, c. 1900 (Courtesy of Charles Kennard).
22. Portrait of George Maximilian Bethune, c. 1900 (Courtesy of Charles Bethune).
23. Postcard image of Coolie Man,
c. 1900 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, The University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
24. Coolies, Demerara,
c. 1890 (MS AM 2211, Houghton Library, Harvard University).
25. Postcard image of the Strand, New Amsterdam, c. 1900 (Courtesy of Charles Kennard).
26. Overseers, Demerara (Courtesy of Dennis Driscoll).
27. Postcard image of Coolie Belle
in Trinidad, c. 1890 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, The University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
28. Postcard image of Coolio Bello
in Trinidad, c. 1890 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, The University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
29. Overseers lodge, Demerara (Courtesy of Dennis Driscoll).
30. Postcard image of Coolie Children, Trinidad, BWI,
c. 1890 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
31. Postcard image of Group of Coolies, Trinidad, BWI,
c. 1890 (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
32. Donald Howell Rickford, the son of an overseer and an Indian woman from Albion Plantation in British Guiana (Courtesy of John Rickford).
33. Postcard image of Indian woman with baby (Michael Goldberg Collection, The Alma Jordan Library, University of the West Indies, St. Augustine, Trinidad and Tobago).
34. Chhablal Ramcharan—repatriation officer on The Resurgent, the last ship to sail back to India from British Guiana—as a boy with his mother, who left India indentured in 1898 (Courtesy of Nalini Mohabir).
35. Portrait of my great-grandmother Sujaria with her son Lal Bahadur and daughter Belle and two grandchildren, Cumberland, British Guiana, c. 1930 (Author’s Family Collection).
36. Matabikh Maharaj and his wife Dasoda, who arrived in British Guiana as a married couple on a coolie vessel in 1905. My great-great-grandparents (Author’s Family Collection).
37. Raghubansia, their daughter, my great-grandmother, born on a ship to British Guiana in 1905 (Author’s Family Collection).
38. My great-grandmother Bechetra, born in plantation barracks during indenture, with her daughters (Author’s Family Collection).
39. My great-grandmother Dukhni, daughter of indentured immigrants, born in British Guiana, pictured in Cumberland Village with her children, c. 1950 (Author’s Family Collection).
PREFACE
THE C-WORD
Oh, cooly girl with eyes of wonder!
With thoughtful brow and lips compressed!
I know not where your thoughts do wander;
I know not where your heart doth rest.
Is it far away by rolling Indus?
Or down by Ganges’ sacred wave?
Or where the lonesome Indian Ocean
The shores of Malabar doth lave?
Ah no! Those lands you never saw!
This Western world can claim your birth;
Your parents thence their life may draw,
Their thoughts of joy—their themes of mirth.
This land of mud has been your home.
‘Twas here you drew your natal breath,
Your home of childhood—doomed to be
The land shall hold your dust at death.
Then why so foreign? Why so strange
In looks and manner, style and dress—
Religion, too, and social ways?
Thy mystery I cannot guess.
From an anonymous poem in a British Guiana newspaper, 1893¹
I know that the title Coolie Woman
might be offensive to some. I’d like to explain why, despite knowing this, I’ve chosen it. I hope this explanation will also provide some context for those who don’t know why the title might cause displeasure or pain. Several dictionaries define coolie
as an unskilled laborer employed cheaply, especially one brought from Asia.
Several also flag it as pejorative. A few go deeper, to qualify it as a term used by Europeans to describe the non-European workers they transported across the globe.
Coolie
comes from the Tamil word kuli, meaning wages or hire. It was first used, beginning in the late sixteenth century, by Portuguese captains and merchants along the Coromandel Coast in India, who passed it on to the other Europeans who vied with them to control the lucrative trade with the subcontinent.² They all described the men who worked for them, carrying loads at the docks, as coolies. Gradually, the word took on the broader meaning of someone paid to do menial work.
When, after the enslaved were emancipated in the 1830s, the British began to rustle up replacement workers for plantations worldwide, this was the epithet they used for the indentured laborers they enlisted. Ultimately, over the course of eight decades, they ferried more than a million coolies
to more than a dozen colonies across the globe, including British Guiana, Trinidad, Jamaica, Suriname, Mauritius and Fiji. These were the first group of Indians abroad in any significant numbers, the vanguard of a larger, broader diaspora that India presently views with pride, courts and cultivates, but who were denigrated at the time.³ Imperial bureaucrats imposed the coolie label on a wide group of native people, from many castes and occupational backgrounds. Most indentured laborers would not have used the word to describe themselves. They registered their protest in folk songs sung for generations. One, composed in British Guiana, asks: "Why should we be called coolies/ We who were born in the clans and families of seers and saints."⁴ They felt mislabeled and degraded, unable even to name themselves.
Coming from the lips of plantation managers and overseers, the c-word stung, a reminder of lowliness in the hierarchy of a sugar estate, a hierarchy based on race. Indians were at the bottom, below the English, the Scottish and the Irish as well as the African descendants of slaves sometimes assigned as drivers,
or foremen in charge of work gangs. Each group held power over indentured laborers in the field and the factory, and each addressed their underlings as coolies. Magistrates and missionaries, while claiming there were no hierarchies in the realms of justice and the soul, also used the word. It was inescapable and it was permanent, an apparently inheritable marker of ethnicity more than a job description. Even if Indians in the West Indies became milk-sellers, or village shopkeepers, or rice farmers—or, generations later, teachers or lawyers—they were still called coolies.
The anonymous author of the 1893 ode to the cooly girl
that opens this Preface was addressing someone born in British Guiana—someone, in other words, who had never been indentured. She tended her father’s herd of cattle. In any case, it wasn’t her labor that inspired the invocation O cooly girl.
It was her strange ways in looks and manner, style and dress.
It was, in the probably British poet’s perception, her mystery.⁵ By the time the poem was penned, the word coolie
had evolved a new layer of meaning in the Caribbean vernacular; it signified someone exotic, someone different in his or her very essence, someone fundamentally foreign.
As tensions simmered between Africans and Indians, during the indenture era and beyond, coolie
became an ethnic slur, a reminder to Indians of menial origins and a subtle challenge to their claim to belong. Coolie
was so loaded a word that, in 1956, Trinidad’s future prime minister urged his countrymen to banish it, along with the n-word, from their vocabularies. This was during the height of the anti-colonial struggle, and Eric Williams was calling on Trinidadians to cast off two varieties of hate inculcated by the colonizers: hate for each other and hate for themselves. Many have internalized the word coolie
and its abject sense of self—even independence and nationhood have not completely eradicated this.
A movement to reclaim the word coolie, to invest it with pride and subvert the old stigma, is at least a generation old. Before I was born, the Guyanese poet Rajkumari Singh issued a call: "Proclaim the word! Identify with the word! Proudly say to the world: I am a COOLIE." Insisting that there was no shame in origins as indentured laborers, she said:
the word must not be left to die out, buried and forgotten in the past. It must be given a new lease on life. All that they (the indentured) did and we are doing and our progeny will do, must be stamped with the name COOLIE, lest posterity accuse us of not venerating the ancestors.⁶
She conjured the image of our great Coolie-grandmother squatting on her haunches,
igniting early morning fires to cook humble peasant fare for her family as they headed into the fields. The prominent British writer David Dabydeen, born and raised in Guyana, heeded the call a decade later, with poems bearing such titles as Coolie Odyssey
and Coolie Mother.
Meanwhile, in the mid-1990s, the Mauritian poet Khal Torabully began to formulate the principles of a movement called Coolitude, a cousin of Negritude, that aims to be the basis of pride for a broad group of people, scattered across the globe, who have roots in Indian indenture.⁷
Coolie
may bare a jagged edge, like a broken bottle raised in threat. But it also ricochets still down dirt lanes in the Guyanese village where I was born, in far more complicated ways, in greetings that are sometimes menacing but also often affectionate and intimate, signifying a sense of shared beginnings. Much depends on who is using the word and why. I have chosen to employ it because it is true to my subject. My great-grandmother was a high-caste Hindu. That is a fact. But she left India as a coolie.
That is also a fact. She was one individual swept up in a particular mass movement of people, and the perceptions of those who controlled that process determined her identity at least as much as she did. The power of her colonizers to name and misname her formed a key part of her story. To them, she was a coolie woman, a stock character possessing stereotyped qualities, which shaped who she was by limiting who she could ever be. The word coolie, in keeping with one of its original meanings, carries this baggage of colonialism on its back. It bears the burdens of history.
PART ONE
EMBARKING
1
THE MAGICIAN’S BOX
I don’t need no axe
to split/ up yu syntax
John Agard, Listen Mr Oxford Don
*1
On 7 November 1981, my family left our village, which sits along a creek surrounded by sugar cane, which grows in grids cut by canals, which criss-cross the coastline, which sinks below sea level in a wet and muddy corner of South America. In the picture we took to mark the moment, we stand in the front yard of the house my grandfather built, the house I grew up in, a house raised on artificial wooden legs like all the rest. In the photo, everyone looks annoyed. My mother, in bellbottoms, holding my baby sister, appears to pout. My father, in sideburns, his arm hanging over my mother’s shoulder, looks cross. His eyebrows are knit. Mine are, too; they counter the optimism of my kiskadee-colored dress and matching ponytail holders, blinding balls of yellow. I wonder what was wrong. Why do we look so displeased? Was the sun in our eyes? Were there packages from neighbors, intended for sons somewhere in America, waiting to be stuffed, somehow, into our suitcases? My grandmothers, flanking us, neither headed for America just yet, seemed content enough. Maybe we weren’t looking forward to the long journey ahead, over the Canje Creek Bridge by car, across the fat, pulsing Berbice River by ferry, through even more geometric fields of cane to our country’s capital and then, finally, across ear-ringing skies on our first plane ride ever, a Guyana Airways flight to New York City. Into the house in the picture, electricity had just come, but there was no phone or indoor toilet.
I was almost seven, old enough to have memories of Guyana and young enough to be severed in two by the act of leaving it. Emigrating was like stepping into a magician’s box. The sawing in half was just a trick. In time, limbs and coherence would be restored, and a whole, intact self sent back into the audience. But at my age, unformed and impressionable, I didn’t know that. All I knew was that everything seemed to split apart. Time became twofold, divided into the era BA, or before America, and the one after it, after 7 November 1981. Space was also sundered, torn slowly and excruciatingly into two conflicting realms, inside and out.
My memories of Guyana are almost all set outdoors. The houses there stand on stilts, to avoid the flood underfoot. That kicks open, underneath, a concrete terrain known as the Bottom House. There, curries are cooked and eaten, laundry washed and set to dry. There, life unfurls, exposed to the eyes of the lane, open to the comment of neighbors. And there, visits are paid. Hammocks rock back-and-forth, marking the absence of time, as hours pass in gyaffing, a West Indian brand of aimless talk, encompassing everything and nothing at once.*2
I remember the outside of our house in Cumberland Village much better than the inside. The Bottom House opened into the front yard, where we posed for our photo that last day. To the left stood our guinep tree, the scant, sweet pulp of its fruit encased in a green shell. To the right stood our concrete temple, the size of a toolshed. It lay outside the frame of that final picture, but I remember it vividly. The mandir was honeycombed for ventilation and painted as blue as the clay gods within. It sat next to my grandmother’s garden, where so many times, zinnias tucked into our braids, sheets wrapped like saris around our waists, my cousin and I played at being brides. We staged our weddings in and around a curvaceous blue car parked inside the gate. It belonged to Brudda, a taxi-driving cousin renowned for his ability to squeeze in a dozen passengers in any one go. The car had died and, for some reason, Brudda had laid it to rest under the guinep tree. Three decades later, Brudda is in Canada, and we are in America; but the remains of the car still lie there, an indestructible shard of blue in the weeds choking our abandoned plot of Guyanese earth. The temple, the garden and the car comprise the hazy landscape of my first childhood, like stickers pasted onto a board-game map of the past. Flat, but brightly colored, they represent what was, in the wide-open place we left behind.
In the America we arrived in, it was too cold for all that. Our aunts gave me and my cousin matching grey winter coats. We wore them through our first season of snow. We learned how to speak and shoved indoors the Creole words that vibrated with Bottom House and playmates. There wasn’t much extra room for those words in the close spaces of our new life, on the first floor of my uncle’s house in New Jersey. We rented three tight rooms and slept five in a row, on two beds pushed together, for half a decade. My grandmother, who had crossed a border crawling on her belly to join us by then, made the fifth. From the fire escape, we could see the Twin Towers. Despite the panoramic view of Manhattan, our apartment promoted claustrophobia. The door swung into the windowless bathroom to reveal my mother balanced on the edge of the bathtub, attacking clothes in sudsy water, pummeling hand-me-down jeans until they screeched, beating the ugly green corduroys that made me look as awkward as I felt. She nearly fainted once, with the fumes of Clorox bleach concentrated in that tiny room.
The gods were also crowded; they, too, had been forced inside. From the airy temple perfumed by zinnias, they were driven into the closet—the linen closet in the bedroom, to be precise. There was a box of Barbie dolls on the bottom shelf, and nightly, the rats made incisions into the pale plastic of their perfectly formed legs. On the top shelf rested framed prints of the gods: elephant-trunked Ganesh, the remover of obstacles; Hanuman, the monkey with a mountain in his palm; and Sarasvati, the goddess of knowledge.
Every Sunday, the white shutters of the linen closet would open. Fresh flowers were placed on a bronze plate, and incense sticks lit. My mother would sing bhajans, Hindu devotional songs. She knows very little Hindi. Yet there was always in her cadence—in that lovely, high voice—a crack of sadness seducing me into false belief. It led me to believe that she had occupied the insides of every last syllable of song. Those early years in America often sent my twenty-something-year-old mother to her shuttered gods. They gave the hymns she did not understand, from an India she had never seen, a tangible quality. You could touch the words. They bent down to your feet, imploring your blessings. Main ik nanha sa, main ik chota sa, baccha hoon. I am a tiny child, I am a small child. She stood in front of the makeshift shrine with a white lace scarf over her head, and she prayed with her eyes tightly shut.
Hindi echoed through our apartment, hinting at India, every Sunday—and not only through the soft rustle of my mother’s prayers. It blasted with shoulder-shimmying force from our television set, tuned to a station that broadcast Bollywood on the weekends. I remember sitting on the edge of our bed one morning, playing with the Velcro straps on my sneakers. We were about to see off our cousins on a visit to Guyana. The hour was obscenely early, and I was in a sour mood. But that changed when I saw Kumar Gaurav’s face fill the screen. It was a scene from Love Story, a Bombay musical I had last seen in Guyana, at a cinema hall near our village. The hero, a Romeo repackaged for the subcontinent, was haunting the grounds of his Juliet’s home on the day of her wedding to someone else. His chiseled face was long and soulful, and his star-crossed song seduced me all over again through the static of the Zenith.
It’s not that I was in love with Kumar Gaurav (although, aged nine, I might incidentally have been). I used to dream then of waking up in our Bottom House from forever-long stays in a Nighttown made up of three small rooms. At that time, Kumar Gaurav had the warm glow of a flashback to Guyana, triggering memory like Cod Liver Oil or Marmite or an overheard snippet of Creolese on the otherwise ordinary street. All belonged to an inner enclave, severed from the external world. Outside, Americans were speaking Proper English.
Inside were all our secrets, good and bad: the cracked English, the hidden gods, the dal and roti on Sunday mornings and the lachrymose lyrics of Lata Mangeshkar, the GOLden VOICE of BOLLYwood, as the men who gave us our cassette culture kept insisting in singsong promos.
Indian movies were part of the landscape of inside, existing in a rarefied private place that had little to do with a specific location on a map. For me, Bollywood did not refer back to India. In fact, I did not know to call it Bombay’s Hollywood until college. Nor did I know what most of the Hindi words I had picked up from film songs meant. I had heard them all intoned onscreen so many times, melodramatically cueing violins, that they were part of the airtight space of my complicated ethnicity, having sensibility without sense. Intuitively I knew, without knowing, these words: Pyar, zindagi, shahdi, mushkil, akela. Love, life, wedding, troubles, alone. These were words well suited to the play of little Guyanese girls rehearsing futures in Bottom Houses on the edges of rectangles of cane. They were arguably less relevant to futures imagined from claustrophobic apartments on the margins of Manhattan.
Hindi films imparted nothing of the social rifts or other realities in India. After all, Pinky and Bunty weren’t star-crossed because one was Muslim and the other Hindu, or one Brahmin and the other from a backward caste.
If India looked anything like the country of Bollywood, then it was a place where lovers ran into each other’s arms across flowering fields, while breaking into song—a land where arch-criminals cavorted in underground lairs with scantily-clad dancing girls. For some reason, the arch-criminals always wore beards and dark glasses, and the lovers changed outfits every two minutes, mid-song. Even so, Indian movies did impart an odd, foetal sense of identity to me. I received it effortlessly, through the navel string*3 of culture, becoming as familiar with Rekha, Shashi Kapoor and Amitabh Bachchan as with the Technicolor deities inside the linen closet. The Bollywood megastars were gods, too. Both religion and the cinema gave me the conviction that I was Indian, although I had never stepped foot in India, nor had my parents, nor had my grandparents. Bollywood and the bhajans also gave me language.
Frantz Fanon, the Caribbean intellectual who was a freedom fighter in Algeria, once wrote: A man who has a language consequently possesses the world expressed and implied by that language.
¹ It’s an apt statement from the frontlines of a struggle against a colonial power. Take away my language, and you also take away access to the stories that my forebears created, in the cadences that they created them. Educate me in a language lacking the rhythms of home, and I am likely to speak as a segmented self, to sound surgically snipped and etherized in the official world, shorn of the words that resonate with Bottom House and gyaffing, altercation and intimacy, mother and father.
Over the generations, various Indian tongues have been lost as spoken languages in Guyana. The missionary-run schools during British rule taught English—not Hindi or Tamil. Many Guyanese living in the gravitational pull of sugar plantations got little or no formal schooling, well into the twentieth century. Whether educated or not, they still had to assimilate into a multiethnic society where various versions of Creolese, an English dialect that evolved from plantation pidgin, was the idiom. This is what we spoke inside our immigrant home; this was our cracked, our stainedglass English, made from smashed bits of multicolored glass, a thing of beauty constructed from fragments, including fragments from India.
Shards of Hindi have remained, indestructible, like the scrap of Brudda’s fender in our Bottom House. Words for family, for religion, for food, for love have survived, as has something more difficult to define. Colonialism and migration are inextricably joined in my family history. Colonialism caused us to migrate, first to British Guiana, then from an independent Guyana still struggling to emerge from its colonial past. Migration involves resistance, too—resistance against the loss of culture, of memory, of dialect. Those of us engaged in this daily struggle against loss know that it’s possible to have
a language on many levels. We know that it’s possible for a language to resonate emotionally even when it has been literally lost. We know that, even when slurring the surmised remains of our once-upon-a-time language or parroting it without understanding it, it’s possible to wrap our tongues possessively around the world it expresses and implies. My mother, worshipping her shuttered gods with shuttered eyes, knew that.
There were reasons for her to pray with her eyes tightly shut. In 1987, the same year we moved to our very own house, bigots began terrorizing the neighborhood. We picked up the local newspaper to find their crudely scrawled manifesto. They signed their note The Dot Busters.
It was a few years after the release of Ghostbusters, and their nom de guerre was a terrifying play on the movie title and on dothead, an anti-Indian slur mocking the bindis that some married Hindu women wear on their foreheads. We will go to any extreme to get Indians to move out,
the note read. We use the phone books and look up the name Patel. Have you seen how many of them there are?
Soon after this declaration of violence was published, three white men assaulted an Indian doctor with baseball bats. They were prosecuted, but their victim could not remember the details necessary to convict them; such was the severity of his brain damage. Days after the attack, another Indian man was beaten to death less than a mile away, in an adjacent town.
The assaults both occurred a few blocks from my family’s house in the Heights, a hub of working-class respectability in Jersey City. This city of a quarter-million people, located directly across the Hudson River from Lower Manhattan, styles itself as a sixth borough of New York. Its brittle row houses lean close together, ogling the backside of the Statue of Liberty like a cluster of lewd old men. Its landscape is squat, huddled, massed with immigrants. At the time, a third of its residents were born outside the United States. Many were recently arrived Indians, mainly from the state of Gujarat. They comprised the largest and the most visibly different group. It wasn’t just the color of their skin, which was also the color of our skin. It was their saris, their accents, the bindis enunciating their foreheads. It was their Mahatma Gandhi Square, its air thick with curry, its lamp posts hung with Indian flags. Most of all, it was their striving, their ambition in a city that had seen better days. The Dot Busters made Indians in Jersey City fear for their lives, and they made us, Indians nearly a century out of India, feel just as menaced.
My parents wouldn’t let us play outside that autumn. Once, a man in a car idling next to ours at a red light spat directly into my father’s face. Another time, hoodlums brandishing a broken bottle chased him for blocks. Someone scrawled Hindus Go Home
in black paint across the side of our house, and my mother spent the next day scouring the aluminum siding with paint thinner. The vandals didn’t know that their decree was not a straightforward one. They couldn’t have cared less that home was not what it seemed—was not, in fact, easy to define. To them, Indian-looking meant Indian. Certainly, there was no command of the cracks that colonialism had created. They didn’t imagine that, among their Indian-looking neighbors, there might be strangers eyeing each other from a distance, fascinated and even moved by what linked them and by the limits of what linked them. What makes an Indian? Did our religion, our movies, our shards of Hindi make us Indian? Did the attacks of a racist gang targeting people who looked like us? Did hate crime make us Indian?
We did feel solidarity with Indians in our neighborhood because of the attacks, and many of my school friends were Indian-American. But the embrace offered to Indo-Caribbeans by immigrants directly from the subcontinent often has a subtle edge. Their tenderness can be patronizing. Probably, they are only trying to bond when they point out that the unraveling of our arms, when we dance, is like North Indian folk dance but, somehow, off. Indeed, they are eager to tell us our own story—what part of India we probably came from, what dialect of Hindi our ancestors probably spoke, how our singers inevitably garble those dialects when they perform chutney, the hybrid dance music indigenous to the Caribbean but rooted in India. I doubt they mean to offend, or to hold us to the light like an artifact, a fascinating shard of pottery. Often, there is no embrace at all but just a nod, like one given to a poor cousin, barely acknowledging kinship. Sometimes, there isn’t even that. Sometimes, they would rather deny us like an outside child
—which is what West Indians call a child born outside a legal marriage. To some, we are India’s outside child. When class isn’t their issue, authenticity—some apparent concern over our parentage—seems to be.
My parents did not make any new friends because of the hooligans who terrorized the Indian and the Indian-looking in the Heights. In fact, they had hardly any friends at all, beyond family. They continued to turn inward, and except for the constant intimacy of so many uncles, aunts and cousins, our home became a fortress. Outside, after all, there lurked physical danger. Outside, there were racists armed with spray paint and spittle, baseball bats and broken bottles. But America in all its habits and promise also lay there. Outside defined normal.
For one, everybody there knew girls have boyfriends, go to proms, grow up to move away and own their own lives. Inside, my immigrant parents knew no such thing because an elsewhere continued to exert its influence. Entrenched inside, my mother kept throwing up ramparts against the world outside her home.
We rarely returned to Guyana after emigrating. My parents were too busy working, striving, building new lives for us. They couldn’t spare the time or money for sentimental journeys, especially once all of our close relatives had followed us out. The country they fled, the country we fled, was a country without. Ruled by a dictator who had rigged elections for decades, it was a country without legitimate democracy. Because it banned foreign goods as neocolonialist, it was a country without the wheat flour needed for staples such as roti and bread. Divided by race, and ruled by the African-dominated party, it was a country without equal opportunities for Indians, who were largely shut out of higher education and the civil service. And for some time, ever since Cold War interference by both the Americans and the British, Guyana had