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Ruth Christianson is at an unfathomable crossroads in her life. Her husband, the esteemed Pastor Sam Christianson, has just been outed for having an affair with a male prostitute, and they have been exiled from the megachurch they built together in Charleston, South Carolina. With their three children in tow
Joshua Senter
Joshua Senter is an American screenwriter and novelist originally from the Midwest. He now resides in Los Angeles, California with his husband and their three cats. He is known for his work on the award-winning TV series Desperate Housewives and his critically-acclaimed novel Still the Night Call.
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Heaven & Earth - Joshua Senter
Homecoming
Ruth’s mind was full of thoughts, yet none of them made sense. She was known for her wisdom, her ability to articulate herself in a way that shed light, that broke through the confusion in the lost souls of those around her—that saved lives. What an incredible moment to witness the spark return to someone’s eyes when they grasped the hope she was attempting to impart to them, when they understood the piece of truth that would help them dig their way up out of some impossible situation. Unfortunately, now, when she needed the breakthrough—nothing.
There was no one to help Ruth. Everyone had turned their backs. Not at first, of course. No, they had taken their time, made sure the fall was certain and the claims could be substantiated. Then they had disappeared like ghosts. Not that she blamed them; everyone was in shock. She had left them all behind too: the turncoats, the gossips, the supposed faithful. But it was more than just her fellow believers, she had left everything behind, either packed up and put in storage or given back to the church from which it had come, including the house—her house! Suddenly, there was a needle in Ruth’s throat, pinching her windpipe like a fishbone, and her lungs seemed paralyzed, keeping her from breathing the deep breath she needed so terribly.
In flashes, Ruth saw the history of 41 Morning Lane. There was the day she and Sam first looked at the four-thousand-square-foot residence in the gated community of Havenhurst Estates just outside Charleston. A short bike ride from the dunes,
they were told by the realtor. Ruth and Sam grasped hands in the hollow, freshly constructed rooms and whispered their thoughts to each other about what the kids would think. There were the color swatches she happily pored over for hours on end to make a sanctuary of beauty and peace for their children, their family, their friends, and even their congregants. There was the laughter they had shared over BBQs, pool parties, birthdays, and anniversaries in the years that followed. There were the tears for the pets lost and found, the flesh wounds and the Band-Aids, the emotional wounds and the apologies. There was the food Ruth cooked—the endless dinners and lunches and breakfasts—that scented the air with powdered sugar and olive oil and infused the walls with her love and care. There was the sound of the sprinklers waking her up each morning before the sunrise—before anyone else—when she would sit on the overstuffed couch in her small home office with a view of the roses in the backyard, read her Bible, and pray God’s will for the day ahead, especially for her children.
And it was her children that kept her going now. If it hadn’t been for them, in the face of the indelible pain she was experiencing, Ruth would have ripped off her seatbelt, unlocked the door, and thrown herself from her and Sam’s Escalade out onto the road. Even if she didn’t die from the fall, even if she only mangled her body, at least she would feel something other than the hole inside her that seemed to grow more unbearable with each heartbeat.
Father God, please give me strength. Show me your endless love and wisdom. Yea though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death. Please help me not to fear it. Help me. Oh, God. Help me! As she thought out her prayer, a tear slipped down Ruth’s cheek. She subtly brushed it away and adjusted the air conditioning vent so that more cool air blew against her face. Ruth felt her life shouldn’t be playing out like this. She was in her prime—thirty-eight—and by any standards, she was beautiful: supple skin, blonde hair, azure eyes. She was also smart and capable. She dressed well, and despite never having braces as a kid, she had a toothpaste-commercial smile—at least that’s what she had been told. She was a good person with a generous soul who had never done a thing to hurt anyone. So, how had she ended up here being suffocated by the reality of her own existence? Once more, Ruth forced herself to struggle for the oxygen she needed so badly, and she looked out the tinted glass window of the Cadillac at the forests and fields flying by.
Missouri. The Ozarks. The Mormons believed this was where the original Garden of Eden had been created before Noah’s flood wiped it from the face of the earth. They still believed this was the place where Jesus would return. Paradise. It was dazzlingly lush, especially apparent at this time of year—the end of June—when the chlorophyll in all the flora had started up its frenzied production. The fields, trees, thickets, and even the ponds and streams were plump with life they would store up over the summer to get them through the harsh, white winter that would inevitably come. It was supposed to be a calming color—green. That’s what Ruth’s interior decorator had claimed when Ruth was settling on paint samples for her and Sam’s new house all those years ago in Charleston. And maybe it was true. Looking out at the emerald spectrum whipping by, Ruth was reminded of life still to come, unfurling endlessly out from her current situation. It was a mere blip in the radar of existence—this pain. Suddenly, she was able to suck in a deep breath. That was precisely what she needed, a million more of those.
Ruth relaxed back into her seat and closed her eyes, the confused panic of her incessant thoughts quieted for a moment. She could hear the soft hum of the Escalade’s engine, the whisper of the air conditioning, the calming conveyor belt sound of the rubber tires on the pavement pulling the SUV along the asphalt. In ten more minutes, they would be at the farm—Sam’s parents’ place—their hideaway for the next few weeks or months or however long it took for them to gather the truth of themselves together and figure out a plan to move on. It would be a misery for everyone, and honestly, Ruth didn’t know if she would be able to take it more than a few days. And maybe she shouldn’t have come this far. Maybe when the truth was revealed about Sam’s transgressions, she should have walked away immediately—game over. The fact was, she loved Sam, still wanted to be with him—even as she hated him, despised him, felt ripped apart by every atom of her husband’s existence. But mostly, she was still in shock. There was no making any decision when just thinking and breathing felt like the greatest chores she had ever endured.
The real knockout punch was what Sam’s actions had done to her children. As the news broke one month and a different life ago, Ruth watched each of her offspring go from radiant beings of youthful bliss to vacant shells of innocence lost. There was a color gone from her babies’ cheeks nowadays, a benighted hollowness that had formed in what had once been their engorged fortunate existence. She wasn’t sure who was more affected, Rachel, JD, or Timothy. The truth was they had all been impacted in their own ways, though how that crash into this new reality would play out would probably not be seen for years, and at this point, Ruth didn’t know what to do to blunt the trauma. Maybe that was why she stayed with her husband. Perhaps that was why she hadn’t yet walked away from their marriage.
Rachel—a gangly but fierce fifteen-year-old with pale, velvet skin and pouty lips—had been at color guard practice when the Associated Press began disseminating a news article—ripped from the National Enquirer of all places—about Sam’s involvement with a male prostitute and drug dealer named Red McCrory. Ruth couldn’t even imagine how awful it must have been for her eldest child to hear of her father’s shame as it spread across social media while she stood on that Charleston football field doing the only thing she would admit to loving at her age. If she had been anywhere else, maybe it wouldn’t have been so awful. But right there in the middle of the high school football stadium, her Havenhurst color guard flag at the ready, the shell-shocked looks from the sidelines had caught Rachel’s attention. And when her coach, paled-faced and uncertain, called her into his office, Rachel believed she had imagined the worst when she suspected a terrible car accident or death.
It made Ruth’s stomach turn to think of how Rachel had worked so hard to get on that color guard team only to be torn from it in such an embarrassing way. Two years before, she and her four best girlfriends made a pact to get on the team together, and they did. Rachel could barely sleep the night before tryouts. Then, waiting for decisions from the coach, she could scarcely eat. Ruth worried about her daughter’s obsession with color guard, but she was also glad to see Rachel excited about something in life at her age.
As the eldest of Sam and Ruth’s three kids, Rachel had naturally assumed the mantel of exemplar child, except when it came to intrusions on her personal property. Anything past her bedroom door was off limits to everyone—KEEP OUT!
Still, even when her own space had been invaded, whether deliberately or inadvertently, ultimately Rachel was always more subdued in her reactions than Ruth expected. But then, that’s the way Rachel had always been—unexpectedly easy.
From inception to delivery, Rachel hardly gave Ruth a surprise and never a worry. Even the way Rachel grew in Ruth’s womb was elegant. Her birth was painful, yes, but not the ugly, screaming kind of pain Ruth was told to expect. Instead, it was more of an elongated, exhaustive, pressure-fueled discomfort. Then, there she was, a perfect loaf of flesh, big dark eyes, and light blonde hair. Rachel hadn’t cried when she was placed in Ruth’s arms. She had merely stared at Ruth as though perplexed at this vision before her, and Ruth looked back at Rachel the same way.
Ruth barely managed to potty train Rachel by the time JD came along. JD was Ruth’s little man. Rough and tumble, according to JD nobody was having a good time if somebody wasn’t scratched up and bleeding. Jonathan David was the kind of boy Ruth dreaded raising, one who could find a snake or spider or frog anywhere he looked, and who was always the first to climb a tree or jump into the deep end of a body of water or take any dare. Even before he could walk, JD wanted to throw balls and catch balls and hit balls. She knew JD would be an incredibly successful athlete, and he was. From T-ball to junior league, from football to baseball to basketball and soccer, JD was the star of every sport he played, and he was adored by his teammates and coaches for his talent and passion. He was the most vocal of her children when Sam and Ruth told them they were moving back to Sam’s parents’ farm for a while.
Ruth was quite sure, at thirteen, JD understood what Sam had been accused of, and it was clear he didn’t want to leave the opportunities he had to play sports in Charleston to hide out in some Podunk town whose football team was barely large enough to even pass as a team. It almost scared Ruth the way JD could fly off the handle so quickly when he was tested, what with his size double that of most boys his age and his green eyes able to sear her to her soul with hate when he wanted to show it. Yes, JD was Ruth’s greatest worry, the masculinity coursing through him so raw and robust it terrified her, especially coming on at this early stage in his life. But then, when she became pregnant with JD, she wasn’t ready for another child. It wouldn’t have mattered what sex he or she was.
JD had been an accident, the result of a romantic weekend Ruth and Sam had been gifted by one of their parishioners after the congregation of their small, nondenominational church discovered they’d put off their second anniversary plans because they couldn’t afford to do anything special. The getaway was to a resort in Hilton Head, and everything was taken care of: meals, drinks, spa treatments, horseback riding on the beach—everything. All Sam and Ruth had to do was drive down. And that’s what they did, in Ruth’s ramshackle minivan because it had less chance of breaking down than Sam’s rusted-through truck.
Even now, Ruth distinctly remembered how the bed in their hotel room on the island felt so plush and cool against her back. One day, she would have a bed like that, she’d thought—one covered in new, white sheets and feather pillows that fluffed up when you lay your head on them instead of wilting into flat pallets of musk like the ones she’d owned at that time. Back then, Ruth wanted to sleep, wanted to melt into the peace of that quiet, cool room and forget the bills and the burdens and the demands of her and Sam’s lean years in South Carolina. Sam, too, had seemed to relax the moment they arrived. When he reappeared from filling their ice bucket, he smiled at her, Well, somebody made themselves at home.
He disappeared into the bathroom.
Ruth said nothing. She could hear Sam pee and wash his hands. Then it was quiet again, and Ruth imagined all worked out, six-foot-one of him feathering back his short cut, chestnut hair in the mirror, cocking his head to the side, an earnest expression on his absurdly handsome face. When Sam appeared again, he stopped just shy of the bed.
What?
She asked.
Now it was Sam’s turn not to say anything. He went to her, climbed onto the bed, and wrapped her in his arms. She buried her face in his neck where the smell of his cologne and deodorant mixed with the humidity of the day creating a scent that out of all the billions of men in the world, she imagined only he had. She felt the muscles of his arms and the thick fingers of his hands holding her, and she felt not just at peace, but safe. Despite how meager their life was at that time—he was always her safety.
They had lain cuddled together for five or six hours before they both woke up. He was hard, and she wanted him inside her. So, she backed into him, grinding on his crotch until he was awake and pushing against her. Then, almost dreamily they had undressed, and she turned to face him, let him hold her legs out in the air as he thrust. They hardly ever kissed when they made love. But who cared? Sam’s penis felt perfect inside Ruth, like it was made for her, and she had no comparison, being as Sam had been her one and only. Who was she to suspect intercourse should be any different? The important thing was they always came, both of them, and they always seemed satisfied, both of them. However, this night was different. Instead of each of them finishing themselves off with side by side masturbation, this night Sam came inside of her. It was something he usually couldn’t do. And after, she knew she was pregnant. She didn’t say anything, of course, but later when she got up to use the bathroom and caught her reflection in the hotel mirror, she knew her body chemistry had changed. Her lithe features were flush with life in the way she became during pregnancy. Her hair seemed extra shiny as it cascaded over her shoulders and her nipples were extra rosy and taught. More green was shining through her azure eyes than usual, and her skin was glowing. Either the hotel was magic, or she would have another baby, she thought.
The next day, Ruth still went horseback riding out on the beach and ate the freshly caught grouper that was on the menu that night. But she took in the soft white sands, the ice-blue salt water, and the blood-orange sunset with an extra bit of reflection.
I love you,
she whispered into Sam’s ear as he held her in one of the hammocks tied between palm trees near the beach. I love you so much.
Ruth was knocked out of her reverie by the slowdown of the Escalade and the pop of rocks under the tires as Sam turned down the gravel road towards his parents’ farm. Then Ruth saw her first glimpse of the farmhouse in the distance, and suddenly she couldn’t breathe again.
Familial Tableau
To anyone but Ruth, Sam’s parents’ farm would have seemed like the ideal escape, tucked back amongst mature white and red oak trees, no neighbors for miles. The two-story farmhouse looked like a calendar photo. White siding, a sweeping front porch, and gables on top of a slate grey, aluminum roof, the farmhouse stood sternly at the end of the long gravel driveway. Just a stone’s throw to the north was the old hay barn that had been transformed into a cabin back when Sam was a young boy. To the south was the new barn, a massive metal building that looked more like an airplane hangar than a traditional farm building. The hangar housed all of Sam’s father’s farm equipment and tools, and it had an office area in the back where he could nap on a beat-up leather couch when the inevitable heat of certain Missouri summer afternoons became too unbearable for farm work.
As the Cadillac made its way down the gravel road, leaving a cloud of chalky dust in its wake, the farm dogs—a grey Australian shepherd and a beagle—came racing towards the SUV barking excitedly. Ruth suspected the two canines, Holly and Potato, were the most excited of all the parties involved in this visit. Even her youngest, Tim, who at six years old loved all things four-legged and could usually be counted on for animated exposition at the sight of even the lowliest cow, remained silent in the very back seat. But then he hadn’t said a word since two nights before when she told him to pack everything important to him in two suitcases and prepare to leave his bedroom and their life in Charleston permanently. Initially, Tim packed nothing he would need, his bags crammed with stuffed toys, a microscope, a few trophies he had won for being top of his first-grade class, and all his favorite picture books about nature and animals. Upon learning what Tim had filled his bags with, Ruth then forced him to pick out only three items he deemed absolutely necessary. Everything else would have to go to storage. Tim’s tiny shoulders shook as he silently cried, selecting with much thought the microscope, a coffee-table-sized book with photos of the cosmos, and a cheap, stuffed toy lizard he’d won at the boardwalk after spending a fortune playing a carny shooting game with Sam.
Sam put the Cadillac in park, and all the dread Ruth hoped their non-stop fourteen-hour drive to Missouri had left behind came rushing in on her, making her feel like she might vomit. For a moment, everyone sat silently as dust from the road wafted past the windows of the Escalade and settled. Then the screen door on the front of the farmhouse opened and out onto the porch stepped Naomi, a tiny woman with grey hair pulled back into a strident bun. Naomi had a dull, crinkled face that was aged from too much sun and negligible skincare. She wore a full-length, floral apron over a pair of denim overalls and a cream-colored T-shirt with a pair of green rubber Crocs. As she stepped off the porch heading for the Cadillac, Naomi beckoned with a broad smile and a two-handed wave, as though she had no clue as to the real reason her son had uprooted his family and dragged them halfway across the country, with what little they could carry, to hunker down. Ruth wasn’t even sure she could look Naomi in the eyes. After all, Naomi was Sam’s mother, the woman who raised him, who had taught him to be the man that he was (or wasn’t). Ruth suspected, however, Naomi would blame her for Sam’s indiscretions just as quickly as she’d blame him.
If he had been taken care of, he wouldn’t have been looking for distractions elsewhere, she could hear Naomi say.
Distractions indeed, Ruth thought.
Sam was the first to open his door, Hey, Mom.
Naomi opened her arms to Sam, Well, you’re here. Welcome home.
They hugged.
Where’s Dad?
Sam asked.
Naomi ignored the question and moved past Sam to Rachel who had just stepped out of the Escalade into the hot, white sun. Give your grandma a hug,
Naomi demanded.
Rachel acquiesced, though without any of the enthusiasm she would have usually shown her grandma.
I swear you’ve grown two feet since I last saw you,
Naomi said.
Rachel forced a squeamish smile, "I’m not that tall."
Oh, you are. You’re tall as a building. And skinny too. Look at those legs!
Naomi insisted.
Tim and JD made their way out of the Escalade and were petting the dogs when Naomi turned to them. Get away from those fleabags and give your grandma some love.
The boys sheepishly moved over to Naomi and gave her hugs.
JD looked around, Where’s Grandpa Joe?
Naomi dimmed a bit, He’s out cuttin’ some trees. He’ll be back for supper.
Naomi then turned to Ruth, but didn’t offer her a hug, kept her arms around the boys’ shoulders and motioned with her chin in the direction of the old hay barn turned guest house. Got the cabin all cleaned and ready for you. There’s enough beds for everybody, but y’all will have to figure out who takes what.
Ruth smiled, not quite meeting Naomi’s eyes, Thank you.
Naomi turned to the kids, You kids come with me and see the garden. I got the best due on my strawberries this year.
Rachel, JD, and Tim solemnly followed Naomi as she headed around to the back of the house, prattling on about how their grandpa cut down the tire swing over by the new barn because the limb on the tree where the tire was hanging started to rot.
Sam looked at Ruth, Dad always takes off to cut trees when he wants to avoid something.
Ruth stared at the guest house wearily, Guess we should start unpacking.
The renovation of the old timber frame hay barn was modest and had been the undertaking of Sam and his father, Joe, back when Sam was in high school. Cream-colored linoleum pressed with images of daisies boxed inside square ropes of crab stitch was now firmly glued to the concrete slab that used to be a dirt floor. The walls were hopelessly hung with wood paneling that had faded to an unnatural orange. In the drive bay where the tractor had once set, there was now a kitchenette and a picnic table. In the old horse stall, the only bathroom had been built out. The living room held a heater the size of a small car and two velvet couches, one orange and one green—both remnants of the seventies. A steep set of stairs descending from the old hay drop led to two bedrooms up in the loft. One room held bunks for the kids. The other was set with a queen-size bed.
Ruth looked at the sad, sunken, queen-sized mattress knowing it was meant for her and Sam to share. Naomi had covered it in an old quilt and two flimsy, Polyfill pillows. It was nothing like the lush pillow-top, body-foam, king-size bed she and Sam had slept on back in Charleston. But Ruth didn’t have the energy to despise it properly. Instead, she simply laid down on it and closed her eyes.
The first time Ruth and Sam visited the Christianson farm after getting married, it was Christmas. However, unlike before their nuptials when they had been sequestered to separate bedrooms of the farmhouse, once they were lawfully wed, Joe allowed Naomi to make up the cabin for them. Naomi left cinnamon scented potpourri in the bathroom and bedroom and hung stockings with Ruth and Sam’s names embroidered on them over the heater. Ruth remembered romancing the idea of her and Sam staying in the cabin all Christmas long, running around naked and making love on every available surface while it snowed outside. She was pregnant with Rachel at the time and was easily aroused by even the rub of her own jeans between her legs. Unfortunately, it didn’t snow at all, and Sam spent most of his time with Joe plumbing a burst pipe at the nondenominational church where Joe had been pastor since before Sam was born. Even if Sam had been available to cuddle, Naomi involved Ruth in baking desserts and casseroles for neighbors as well as their own Christmas Day feast, which was due to include Joe and Naomi’s dearest friends Bob and Karen Dowling and the Dowling’s recently divorced daughter, Kayla.
For as many times as Ruth attempted to steer Naomi away from talk about Kayla, somehow they inevitably ended up back on the subject of Kayla’s awful divorce. According to Naomi, Kayla’s ex had left her with nothing but two broken ribs, a fractured hip, and a mountain of gambling debt. This was not the problem, however. The problem, according to Naomi, was that the Bible clearly stated divorce was off limits—Luke 16:18—thank you very much. Yet a divorce was exactly what Kayla had asked the government to give her, and by having Kayla at their Christmas dinner table, Naomi believed it was tantamount to dining with a bona fide harlot, which could not have scandalized Naomi more even if the encounter hadn’t been planned