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Body Of Winter
Body Of Winter
Body Of Winter
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Body Of Winter

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In these exquisitely rendered poems, people fall in and out of love, in and out of religious belief and in and out of accepting the distance between their imagined lives and the lives they live. They look back as much as forward and pick mercilessly at the open wounds of failed relationships. They inhabit geographies that are both their emancipators and captors. And they find joy, or succumb to sorrow, amid life’s inescapable ephemerality and fragility.


Breathtaking in its range of styles, Body of Winter, at its heart, is a vivid reflection of the best and worst of us all.

LanguageEnglish
PublisherNext Chapter
Release dateFeb 2, 2023
Body Of Winter

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    Body Of Winter - Brian Prousky

    Part One

    Sunblind

    Since I’m Adrift From The Principles

    Since I’m adrift from the principles

    of worms and roots and anxious seeds,

    of green stalks with tall aspirations,

    since I can’t squeeze bleeding earth out of my pen

    or raindrops with dark pupils,

    since I can’t stretch my arms in the style of a waking bear

    and tear flesh off a trembling morning,

    since I’m a dry toad with a congealed tongue,

    every daydream brings me to a place

    where a pale sky shows through

    a fading outline of the moon

    and rushing black water

    winds between gray lacquered rocks and smooth stumps,

    seeping in marsh-beds of wild grass

    and gurgling in mud.

    I admit I can’t decide

    if they’re imagined or familiar to me,

    the bulrushes with indignant attitudes,

    the deceptive tiny bugs

    who dissolve in puddles,

    the patient copper hawks who glide for hours

    before diving at snakes,

    the milkweeds with pursed lips and full cheeks

    who explode in feathery tirades.

    In every place I inhabit I strain to hear

    the music of chipmunks

    in squeaky trolly wheels,

    swans drying their wings

    in clapping blinds,

    claws scratching bark

    in wallpaper being stripped,

    stampeding buffalo

    in roaring subway tunnels.

    I have come to realize

    there is nothing more important

    than to remember

    the land that bore you desires your demise,

    the bird who guards your nest and brings you your first worm

    is a buzzard who dreams of harvesting your flesh,

    the otter who guides you safely downstream

    is a traitor leading you down a path of ambush

    and the song of a cricket lulling you to sleep

    is a summons to your predators.

    I have come to realize

    there is nothing more regrettable

    than to forget

    the surrender of a cornered deer

    and drowning bee,

    the tears of a hooked fish,

    the pleading eye of a dry sunflower,

    the scream of a weed when you pull up its roots

    and blood in a lake

    when you slice through its skin.

    Your Love Grew A Tree Inside Me

    Your love grew a tree inside me.

    Roots grew into my legs and I stood resolute by you.

    Branches grew into my arms and I embraced you.

    Leaves grew into my fingers and I stroked your face.

    Bark grew into my skin and I was impenetrable

    and protected you from harm.

    A canopy grew into my hair and spread over us

    and kept us dry when it rained.

    Fruit grew from me and we were never hungry.

    Seeds fell from me and other tress grew around us

    and we were never lonely.

    In the winter, leaves fell from me and I made you a bed

    and blanket and kept you warm.

    And because I was a tree and had no heart,

    there was nothing to break

    and our love was forever.

    Heading West

    I saw black trains

    that sped through blue air,

    yellow fields bent by wind,

    combines that flattened them.

    I saw men in blue suits,

    heard artless descriptions of sex

    followed by admiring words

    like, Way to go!

    I saw swarms of black insects

    like floating caves.

    I saw small cities

    thoughtlessly constructed

    like children’s blocks

    spilled on pavement.

    I saw clothes on clotheslines

    and women standing by them.

    They stared at blue air

    with ink in their eyes.

    You And Me

    You and me, free,

    you and me.

    You and me, like geometry,

    you and me.

    You and me, intuitively,

    you and me.

    You and me, a history,

    you and me.

    You and me, fadingly,

    you and me.

    I Wanted To Paint Like Sonia Delaunay

    I looked out my window one morning

    at the sun and sea.

    The sun was orange. The sea was blue.

    I ran onto a dock and untethered a boat.

    The boat was red with a white sail.

    It belonged to someone else.

    In that moment I didn’t care.

    I wanted to see simple shapes.

    I wanted to paint like Sonia Delaunay.

    An orange circle,

    a blue square,

    a white triangle,

    a red rectangle,

    a whole world.

    My Love is a Striped Little Bird

    My love is a striped little bird

    have you heard

    lightly she lands on a leaf

    she’s quickly sated on opinions stated

    so carefully I choose each word

    My love flies in my window

    you know

    flutters beneath my sheets

    her chirping is sweet but always repeats

    I’m moving a bit too slow

    My love is more practical than me

    you see

    building us a cozy nest

    twigs and leaves she twists and weaves

    the while I reflect and rest

    My love

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