Where the Cotton Once Grew
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In the midst of the Great Depression in tiny Roxboro, Alabama, Sara and her son, Sam, struggle to make ends meet within a community where Christian values are preached but rarely practiced. The county’s wealthiest and most influential citizen, Milton Marion, is bent on ruining Sara’s life and wrestling Sam away from her. But as the story unfolds, a defiant farmer and his son, an unsatisfied redemption-seeking sheriff, and a Negro bootlegger risk everything to help her find love and family and show Milton Marion he does not hold all the cards.
The compelling story follows the single mother and her young son from their time living in a small shack through a series of unthinkable events that change their lives forever. Where the Cotton Once Grew is a beautifully crafted tale of hope and sacrifice that utilizes a dynamic and colorful cast of characters to take its readers on a memorable journey through familiar emotions and foreign circumstances during a time when life was simpler but living was harder.
Stephen Harris
Stephen Harris is an east coast/Toronto-based photographer specializing in food, interiors, and lifestyle stills. He enjoys creative collaboration with clients of all types who seek depth and meaning in photography. When not behind a lens, he is comfortably nested with his wife and kids at their restored farmhouse in Orwell Cove, PEI.
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Where the Cotton Once Grew - Stephen Harris
Chapter 1
Early October 1938, Roxboro, South Alabama
Sara brushed a stray red hair from her face as she walked across the sandy loam of the peanut field. She watched her five-year-old son, Sam, efficiently pluck another green peanut from the stack, roll it between his hands to remove stray particles of sand, and then split it open with his front teeth.
She ducked her head and grimaced slightly as a warm south wind caused a dust devil to rise, buffeting her sunburned face with sand. Her denim overalls were heavy with sweat, and she tugged at the straps trying to find relief from the weight pulling against her shoulders.
The dust devil passed, and Sarah resumed walking toward Sam. She felt great relief as she dropped, knees first, into the soft dirt. Sam hadn’t heard her approach. Her heart swelled as she looked at her son. Sam, are you ready to eat lunch?
Sam turned to face his mother. His skin shone a very healthy pink, though weeks ago, it was the pale pallor of white. His eyes were like hers, emerald green, but his hair was much lighter, a whisper from being white. Sara often wondered if Sam’s small frame came from her or the sheer struggle to keep him fed since the day he was born.
Sara called Sam over and hugged him tightly, and she heard him grunt slightly from the embrace. The brutal rape that had produced her son had long since been pushed to the back of her mind. Her overwhelming love for Sam had given her the strength that she needed to survive.
She sat on the dirt, leaned against the peanut stack, not minding the pricking from the stiff stems, and reached for the burlap sack, which held their food and water jar. Sara opened the sack and pulled out a piece of fried catfish wrapped in old newspaper. She began feeding Sam the tender chunks of white meat.
I’m full, Mama,
he said, so she laid the fish on the bag and gave him a drink of water. Sara ate the rest while Sam watched a young orange-breasted robin swoop in, steal a peanut, and fly away. She felt her eyes well with tears and her body shudder as she watched her son. It had been such a desperate struggle to hold on to her boy. Of course, growing up a bastard child in Roxboro was no easy task. Sara had already lived that life, and now her son had to do the same.
Perhaps Lilly, her mother, had made it harder by being the way she was—a pretty, buxom woman with flaming-red hair who somehow supported her children without any visible means. Sara and her older brother, Stuart, had to endure the small-town whispers of, There they are. Those children ain’t got no daddy.
They also had to ignore the talk of how their mother managed to pay the rent with no money coming in. Stuart and Sara tried their best to understand Lilly and her ways.
*****
They lived in a small settlement on the edge of town, at the end of a dusty, sometimes muddy dirt road. It was filled with little clapboard houses slapped together with wooden outhouses perched on the edge of dirt yards. On hot, muggy summer days, they would walk for miles and sit on the bank of the Pea River to escape the stench.
Most of the time, there was barely enough food, but Lilly insisted they were only one step away from living the comfortable life her family once lived. On the rare occasions that she spoke at length, she would tell how their family harkened from Harris County in Georgia. Before the war, they owned many slaves and worked hundreds of acres of land.
There were bountiful peach and pear orchards, catfish by the dozen on trotlines, smokehouses full of good sausages and hams, and hot summer evenings spent sitting on huge porches, fanning the night away. One day, children, everything will be the same,
Lilly would say with a flick of her head. We’ll have tea in fancy cups and take trips to Montgomery just to see a picture show.
Sara barely remembered the first time Stuart asked his mother the identity of their father. She had dismissed the question with a flighty wave of her hand. Don’t you worry, children,
she said. I’ll tell you when the time’s right.
With confidence, Lilly strolled away as if the secret would be revealed tomorrow and they would be dining with the cream of society soon. But Stuart and Sara had to live with the reality of a pretty unwed mother whom other women feared losing their husbands to.
One summer day, Sara sat in the dirt, drawing, as Stuart leaned against the corner of the house, watching the other children of the settlement play tag. Leaving her drawing behind, she pushed to her feet, dusted off her breeches, and walked to her brother. The edges of his brown hair were wet with sweat, but he made no effort to hide from the sun as he followed the rhythm of the game.
Why don’t you play, brother?
she asked innocently, assuming he wanted to join the fun.
Naw, don’t want to,
he said. Sara shrugged, then plopped down in the dirt beside him and resumed drawing. A few moments later, she looked up to find a boy a good head shorter than Stuart standing close by. She studied him curiously. A cowlick on his front hairline stood an inch high and traveled in two different directions.
Y’all want to play?
he asked, revealing a blackened gumline, a common problem in the neighborhood.
Yeah,
Stuart said, suddenly changing his mind. Come on, Sara,
he urged, pulling her up by the arm. Soon, a knot of children circled, and Stuart acknowledged the familiar faces from school. I’ll be it,
he announced, hitting his chest proudly. Dust flew with children ducking and weaving, trying to outrun Stuart. He almost caught Sara, but she changed directions quickly and escaped. Before he could chase down another child, a screen door opened, and a mother flew down the steps, yelling and flapping her apron.
You children, stop this game! Joe!
she called harshly to her own son. I’ve got some work you need to do. Git in that house! Now the rest of you, children, go home! I’m sure you’ve got work to do instead of running around this yard, making a racket! Git!
Sara and Stuart walked away. Their slumped shoulders showed the sting of rejection that was so hard to understand.
Christmas was always the worst. The missionary ladies of the town would show up in their poor settlement, dressed warmly against the winter chill, and deliver handmade baskets to those whose lives were less fortunate. Every year, as Sara and Stuart shivered on their rickety front porch, the brightly dressed ladies would turn up their noses and walk by them as though they weren’t there. They would hear the cheery call of Merry Christmas!
and then the same women would march back, averting their eyes. The children would huddle together, sharing the only thing they had: their own love and warmth.
On Sara’s first day of school, Stuart held her back on the well-worn path to the schoolhouse. She thought her brother looked real nice. He had washed his hair and slicked it back, giving it a darker look that matched his brown eyes. Let the other kids go,
he said. "I’ll walk you to your class the first day. Don’t matter if I’m a little late, because I’ve got the same teacher as last year. She’s moved up a grade, and she likes me okay. I’ll explain how I wanted to get you settled.
Sara,
he said, school’s not so bad in some ways. But if you have any trouble on the playground, anybody makes fun of you or tries to hurt you, you call out nice and loud, and I’ll come running. After a time or two, they’ll leave you alone.
She found her brother true to his word. After the first week, it was established that Sara was to be left alone, or Stuart’s knuckles would be firmly planted on the offender’s nose.
One day, Sara used the partial shade of a large hickory tree to hide from the hot fall sun. She sat on one of the large roots with her dress pulled over her knees, drawing pictures in the sand. In the background, children chanted, Pocket full of posies, we all fall down.
Enough leaves remained on the tree that blocked Trace Marion’s shadow, but she felt a sense of danger before he spoke.
Heard my daddy say your mama must be a whore,
he said in a low, cruel voice. Sara drew her legs tightly together and shut her eyes, hoping he would go away. Said she’s got to be one, living in that old shack he owns and paying her rent without a job.
He walked around in front of her, planting his feet directly toe to toe with hers. She kept her head down and could only see his feet, which were clad in shiny black leather shoes. She wished Trace would go away. He was one year older than Stuart and the meanest boy on the playground.
Without looking up, Sara could imagine his bluish-gray eyes, which always carried a hue of spitefulness, and his red hair and tall stature, which gave him a fear-inducing presence. Reckon you might look like her when you grow some more. I might just come and visit you one day.
The sneering voice was terrifying. Sara’s lower lip trembled, and her eyes welled with tears. She wanted to scream for Stuart, but he had stayed home, sick. She was relieved when she saw the black shoes move away.
*****
The vivid memories brought Sara back to her son as he heaved a clod of dirt with all his might. This was their third day of working in the field. She chuckled to herself as Sam started a new conversation with his imaginary friend. He was always the sweetest child, never complaining. Even as a baby, he seldom cried.
At this time next year, he would have to start school, and she dreaded the cruelty and the questions that would come: Who is my daddy, and where is he?
She breathed in a worried breath knowing the harsh words would hurt, but they couldn’t take Sam away from her. But Milton Marion, Sam’s grandfather, could; and he was waiting for any chance.
Sara heard the rumble of the tractor starting and pushed herself to her feet as she let out a low groan. She noticed the sky was robin’s-egg blue. She stared for a second at the wisps of clouds passing by as if she was looking to heaven for answers to the questions and problems that would surely come.
Chapter 2
As Sara and Sam approached the shack on the Pea River, she stopped for a second to admire its simple beauty. It was just an old log cabin with a sagging front porch and a rusted tin roof, surrounded by large oak trees. Sara wished her brother could feel the cabin’s comfort, smell the scent of the trees, and just spend one night listening as the water of the river slowly trickled south to the Gulf of Mexico. She untied her bandanna and held it to her mouth, muffling a low sob that threatened to escape anytime she thought of Stuart.
She couldn’t help herself when it came to remembering that day even though it made her sick inside. It was not the violent attack, the ripping of her simple dress, or the feeling of Trace Marion crushing her with his weight while choking, violating, cursing, and threatening to kill her. The smell of him, of being tangled in saw briars, and his sweat dripping in her face didn’t make her sick. What caused the bile to roll out of her stomach and choke her throat was that his actions made her lose Stuart forever.
Sara never breathed a word of the rape to Stuart. She knew well her brother’s protective nature. She was fifteen at the time, and Stuart realized how the boys looked at Sara as prey because of their mother’s reputation. But there was one thing Sara didn’t count on after Trace raped her. She wouldn’t talk, but Trace refused to keep it to himself. He bragged in the schoolyard how easily Sara had given in to him. Within hours, another boy whispered the news in Stuart’s ear; and that night, he asked Sara to tell him the truth.
*****
She sat staring at a book, pretending to read by the dim light of an oil lamp. The house felt cold and damp. Lilly rocked incessantly in the other room, humming, lost in a world only she knew. Lilly was slowly going crazy. Her behavior became more and more erratic each day as she gradually withdrew into herself.
Sara heard Stuart’s feet scrape the front porch as he cleaned the soles of his shoes. Moments later, he knelt in front of her chair and rested his hand tenderly on her knee.
Is it true, sister?
he asked.
What?
she asked, pretending not to know.
Did he do what he says he did?
Sara averted her eyes, studying the flecks of corn dust in his hair, and lied. I don’t understand what you’re asking, Stuart.
Her composure sagged as she felt bile rise in her throat.
I could barely believe it,
he said, pulling her torn and stained dress from the back of his overalls. You should have hidden this better.
Sara felt a weight crush her heart. Stuart, please don’t do anything. If you just walk me home from school, he can’t do it again. Please?
she pleaded in a tiny, desperate voice. Sara finally looked him in the eye. Please, brother. You’re all I’ve got. Maybe we can go tell the sheriff what happened.
Not in this town, Sara,
Stuart said. "Not with Trace’s daddy being Milton Marion. He controls most of the land and all of the people. Farmers have to borrow money from his bank to plant their crops, and if they cross him, there’ll be no loan. They have no choice but to sell their crops through him too. We have to buy from his store, along with everyone else.
Hell, Sara,
he cursed bitterly, we live in Mr. Marion’s house and pay rent to him just like everyone else in this settlement. No, I have to handle this because if I don’t, he’ll do it again. And as your brother, I’m bound before God to never let him hurt you again!
Sara saw that his eyes were not full of rage or hate. They were dull and lifeless as if he were an old man in the throes of death. Please, Stuart,
she begged as he walked away.
Sara awoke the next morning from her fitful night of sleep hoping to convince Stuart that he could protect her. She was more than willing to take the chance of being attacked again if it meant keeping her brother. Above all, she loved him more than herself. Sara searched their home, but Stuart was already gone.
Cold drops of rain fell from a ragged gray sky as she walked to school. Sara prayed that Stuart’s rage would relent and that she would find him standing outside after school, waiting to walk her home under his protective shield.
Her heart pounded as the teacher released the class for the day. She raced outside, looking desperately for Stuart among the throng of kids milling about. Relief flooded through her when she saw him standing next to the hedgerow that marked the edge of the school property.
Stuart!
she called over the noise of the other children. Sara thought he didn’t hear her as she saw him reach into the bushes and pull out an ax handle. She shoved the boy in front of her out of the way.
Trace!
Stuart yelled as he swung the wooden handle with both hands. The first blow caught Trace across the flat of his nose, crushing it. Blood, snot, and pieces of small bone flew.
Stuart!
Sara screamed, surging forward, clawing her way through the other children. Sara watched the second and third blow with horror as she struggled to reach him. Trace lay facedown on the ground, unconscious. Stuart raised the ax handle the final time, bringing it down hard and hitting Trace in the back of the head with all the strength he could muster. Sara reached Stuart as he dropped the blood-covered handle to the ground.
Stuart, his fury spent, calmly walked over and sat down under the old hickory tree, where Trace first threatened Sara when she was six. She sat beside him, not minding the cold rain. He put his arm around her shoulders, and she cried gentle tears into his chest until the sheriff came and took him away.
Trace spent two weeks in a hospital bed with drool running down his chin before succumbing to the injuries. The charges against Stuart were upgraded to murder.
Sara watched the dust dancing in the sunlight that shone through the courthouse windows as the judge sentenced her brother. New life moved inside her as she became mesmerized by the particles. At Stuart’s request, she showed no emotion, not one tear, as the judge sentenced him to death. Don’t give the bastard the satisfaction,
he had said.
The speed at which Stuart was charged, tried, and convicted came from the express orders of Milton Marion. The judge’s gavel banged, and the sheriff pulled Stuart to his feet. He allowed Stuart a brief moment to speak to Sara. She saw a small half smile break on her brother’s face, but his brown eyes were burning with fire and anger. He’ll want the child,
he whispered fiercely. But damn him to hell, Sara, before you let him have the baby.
One week later, Sara sat staring out the window while worry and loneliness ate at her soul. Stuart had already been taken to the state prison at Atmore to await his death in the electric chair. Lilly sat in the other room, rocking and humming as always. She hadn’t spoken a word in days. The constant sound of the rocker grating against the wooden floor wore on Sara’s nerves. She prayed Lilly would be normal when it was time to deliver the baby. The local doctor was out of the question even if they had the money.
Sara knew it couldn’t be good news when the sheriff drove into the yard. She froze in place, praying he was going to someone else’s house. When she heard his boots thump on their front porch, the blood drained from her face. She took a ragged breath, pushed herself up from the chair, and walked to the door. She opened it before he could knock. Sheriff Clinton Barnes looked at her through the missing wire of the old screen door.
Sara, I need to talk to you and your mother,
he said, much more gently than she expected.
Please come in,
she answered. Sara stepped back as the sheriff entered. She led him in and began to move a chair for him to sit.
Sara, just take your seat,
he said gently. I can hear your mother. Would you like for me to get her?
Sheriff, she doesn’t understand things sometimes. Later, I’ll try to explain whatever it is you’re going to tell me.
Clinton squatted down in front of her, leaned back on his heels, then rested his hands on the arms of the chair. He was tall enough to be at Sara’s eye level even in that position. Sara could see where he had missed a spot on his chin when he shaved that morning, and even in the dim light, she could see gray specks in his blue eyes. More than that, she could see the deep crow’s-feet around the corners of his eyes and knew his troubled face deepened them.
Stuart’s dead, isn’t he?
she asked in a whisper.
Sheriff Barnes nodded. Another prisoner killed him last night. I just got the wire.
Mr. Marion wasn’t satisfied that the state was going to kill him soon,
Sara said calmly. She saw the sheriff grimace.
Sara, that’s not the case,
he said. Prison can be a violent place.
If you’ll leave me be, Sheriff, I’ll try to explain this to my mother,
she answered coldly but without any other emotion. Sheriff Barnes didn’t take her eerie, frozen tone personally, nor did he doubt that Milton Marion was capable of paying a prisoner to take such revenge. He secretly admired Stuart for what he had done, knowing that young death often came to ones as evil as Trace.
He rose with a slight cracking of the knees and showed himself out. Sara sat silently, praying that her brother was now at a peaceful and beautiful place. She then moved slowly to the other room to try and explain to Lilly that Stuart was gone.
As Sheriff Barnes drove away, hot tenderness started to build behind his own eyes. He couldn’t know how Sara would have reacted if he had given in to the unfamiliar impulse when he delivered the terrible news. He was overcome by a desperate desire to lift her small body out of the chair, hold her tightly against his chest, stroke her red hair, and feel the warmth of her breath against his neck. He wanted to whisper softly that she was the most beautiful creature he had ever seen and that he would protect her from his own father-in-law and love her, care for her, and die before letting anyone hurt her again.
Clinton Barnes shook his head, trying to drive the disturbing feeling away. Never before had he allowed his mind to wander so dangerously, but she came back again in the next moment and the next minute and the next hour. As he lay down that night, tired and unsettled with the worry of her fate on his mind, he slipped into an uncomfortable sleep. And then she entered his dreams.
Chapter 3
Sara removed the bandanna from her mouth and swallowed hard, her sadness contained for now. Walking toward the cabin, it seemed as though years had passed since Lilly’s death instead of just a week. She found Sam in his usual position—his hands cupped and sitting on the weather-worn steps.
What are you holding?
Sara asked, already knowing the answer. Every afternoon, he caught a green grasshopper and tried to scare her with it.
Nothing, Mama,
Sam replied, opening his hands and throwing the bug at her. Playing along, Sara shrieked and swooned and swatted and danced in fear to the delight of her child.
As she started up the steps, a fat catfish hanging from a rusted nail flopped, catching her attention. Lying on the floor below it was a flour sack. She picked up the sack and peered inside and saw four large sweet potatoes. The night before, there were two smaller catfish on the porch. She didn’t know who brought the food, but she was grateful for the gifts.
Each time Sara entered the old cabin, she had a warm feeling. Its logs were cut closely and fitted together seamlessly. The bedroom had its own fireplace, which would serve them well come winter. The kitchen’s woodburning stove heated quickly and worked well. But