The Firefly Summer
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“Heartfelt and hilarious, witty and wise, with indelible characters and laugh-out-loud humor. A fantastic read for any season of the year.” —Stuart Gibbs, New York Times bestselling author
In New York Times bestselling author Morgan Matson’s middle grade debut “brimming with heart, summer nostalgia, and a bit of mystery” (Julie Murphy, #1 New York Times bestselling author), a young girl gets to know her mom’s side of the family and hunts for hidden treasure over the course of one chaotic summer.
For as long as Ryanna Stuart can remember, her summers have been spent with her father and his new wife. Just the three of them, structured, planned, and quiet. But this summer is different. This summer, she’s received a letter from her grandparents—grandparents neither she nor her dad have spoken to since her mom’s death—inviting her to stay with them at an old summer camp in the Poconos.
Ryanna accepts. She wants to learn about her mom. She wants to uncover the mystery of why her father hasn’t spoken to her grandparents all these years. She’s even looking forward to a quiet summer by the lake. But what she finds are relatives…so many relatives! Aunts and uncles and cousins upon cousins—a motley, rambunctious crew of kids and eccentric, unconventional adults. People who have memories of her mom from when she was Ryanna’s age, clues to her past like a treasure map. Ryanna even finds an actual, real-life treasure map!
Over the course of one unforgettable summer—filled with s’mores and swimming, adventure and fun, and even a decades-old mystery to solve—Ryanna discovers a whole new side of herself and that, sometimes, the last place you expected to be is the place where you really belong.
Morgan Matson
Morgan Matson is the New York Times bestselling author of six books for teens, including Since You’ve Been Gone and Save the Date, and the middle grade novel The Firefly Summer. She lives in Los Angeles but spends part of every summer in the Pocono Mountains. Visit her at MorganMatson.com.
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Reviews for The Firefly Summer
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Loved this story! Read it aloud with my kids and we all adored it. We loved the treasure hunt, and mystery surrounding finding the treasure. This story just encapsulates what summers should be, filled with fun in the sun, family and adventure. This is a must read!
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The narrator/main character is appealing and likeable and believable. The dialogue is really good and natural. I appreciate it. I like how it is mentioned that Holden was named for a favorite book character of his father’s but Catcher in the Rye was never specifically mentioned. I love diversity in contemporary children’s literature and I liked it here but this book seemed to go out of its way to check as many boxes as it could. This is done only when the characters are first introduced. After that I didn’t see anything else about it. I don’t know whether or not I like that but I think that I do. I always wanted a big family and even though it’s for just the summers this grouping is one I found appealing. Great inter-generational story.I would have loved this book at ages 9-11. The main character loves mystery books and has a mystery (or a few mysteries) to solve and her trying to get info about the mother who died when she was very young were all my cup of tea and would have also been when I was the target age for this story. The mysteries I could mostly guess from miles away but they were still entertaining. The whole scenario is a bit formulaic I suppose but it worked. I had to suspend disbelief just a bit regarding the main mystery being solved. The situation with Ryanna’s father and grandparents being happily resolved seemed believable because they are all good people. These kids are 9-13 and I would have known by 9 that their lame email did NOT sound as though it was from an adult. It was a bit annoying that they all thought it would pass muster. It could have been written in a way that was a bit more credible. I found it annoying.This has a classic book feel to it even though our main character has a smart phone. All the food made me hungry. (I veganized it in my mind which was slightly hard to do with only one food item. graham crackers for the s’mores – I’ve never found any or any recipe that are vegan and that use graham flour or enough of it)I got a kick out of the last short chapter. I enjoyed the whole reading experience. There is a lot going on in this book but it all seems to work. The characters and their relationships and the settings are all great. This is a perfect summer book and would make a great family read aloud book. I don’t usually feel this way about children’s novels but this is one I really wanted to read to/with some children 8-11 or that I wish I had at least read when I was in that age range. Reading this to a child or group of children would have made the book even more fun for me. I still enjoyed it just reading it on my own. A couple of quotes that I liked:“She still had two parents, after all – she didn’t know what it meant to have only one, and have everything they left become rare and special and precious.”“If something stayed unknown, unopened, the possibilities could be endless, and you wouldn’t be disappointed – but it also wasn’t real.”
- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5I've read all of Morgan's books and was curious about her ability to switch from YA to middle grade. She does so seamlessly. Take a girl whose mom died when she was very young, a father who refuses to tell her anything about the maternal side of her family, a summer when she gets to choose whether to meet her late mother's parents at a camp on a lake back east, and you have the beginning of a great story. It's two part mystery. First is what Mom was like when she was Ryanna's age, second is why her father is estranged from her Mom's side of the family. When she arrives at her grandparents, after accidentally getting off on the wrong foot with a cousin she never knew about at a convenience store, she's floored to discover she has an abundance of maternal relatives, not to mention that the family compound is in danger of being turned into condos by a greedy man who lives across the lake. Add in Ryanna discovering a treasure map her mom created when she was twelve, a friendship with the son of the greedy man, a slow building of familial bonds, and she and her cousins solving a great treasure hunt, and you have a great read, one that satisfies no matter what your age.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Ryanna's summer is all planned out when a letter arrives from her estranged maternal grandparents: they want her to spend the summer with them in Pennsylvania. Seeing an opportunity to get to know more about her mother, who died when Ryanna was three, she agrees to the change in plans. What she doesn't expect to find is that her grandparents' home is a former summer camp, and she has a whole crew of aunts, uncles, and cousins that she doesn't remember, all eager to get to know her. After a rocky start involving a spilled slushy, Ryanna settles in for a summer of fun. What she and her cousins don't know is that it may be the last such summer: the ownership of the camp property is disputed, the handwritten deed is lost, and if it can't be found before the fall, the camp will be torn down to make way for lakeside condos. Is there anything Ryanna and her cousins can do to save the camp?This is a fun, summery read with a wholesome vibe. I think kids, especially those longing for a big group of friends or cousins to adventure with, will really enjoy this book. Adult readers may find themselves having to suspend disbelief on certain key points, and few of the adults have really fleshed-out characterization, but it does a great job of conveying a summertime mood.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5The Firefly Summer is a full length middle grade novel of nearly 400 pages. It's an absolutely delightful read and I'm not kidding when I tell you I thoroughly enjoyed it as a grown up! In fact I was amazed at how well this book is written to entertain both children and adults.Ryanna Stuart's orderly life in Southern California as the only child of a widowed father is about to be turned topsy turvy when they receive a letter from her maternal grandparents (whom she has never met) inviting her to come to the family Summer Camp Van Camp in the Poconos.She steps straight into the pages of one of the mystery books she so dearly loves, complete with a haunted cabin! And a real life mystery must be solved in order to preserve this beloved family camp and tradition before it is bulldozed and turned into ugly, modern condos by the "neighbor" across the lake. Along the way family bonds are built and Ryanna is surrounded by the places and things her mother grew up loving. By the time the summer is over and Ryanna reluctantly must return to her life in California, she has truly come to know the mother who was taken from her when she was just three years old.I received The Firefly Summer through the Goodreads Giveaway program as an Advance Reader softcover copy and I'm so glad I had the opportunity of reading this enjoyable book (for all ages!), though targeted to Middle Grade children.
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The Firefly Summer - Morgan Matson
This is the kind of book you wish you could live in.
—Julie Murphy, #1 New York Times bestselling author
The Firefly Summer
Now with bonus content!
New York Times bestselling author
Morgan Matson
The Firefly Summer, by Morgan Matson, S&S Books for Young ReadersFor Jane Finn
with love and gratitude
Van Camp Family Tree
Grandpa & Grandma
Cal & Vivian
Aunts & Uncles
Abby
Benji
Casey
Dennis
Quinn
Kids
Pete, 15
Diya, 12
Ryanna, 11
Max, 10
Hattie, 9
Abby Van Camp & Neal Kharkar
Pete
Diya
Benji Van Camp & Katie Lowenstein
Hattie
Casey Van Camp (deceased) & Dave Stuart
Ryanna
Dennis Van Camp & Byron Harris
Max
Quinn Van Camp
The Hollywood Edit
GREENLIGHT ALERT!
The long-in-development movie Frank N. Stein is finally coming to life! This adaptation of Mary Shelley’s novel imagines Frankenstein’s monster as a superhero whose powers are awakened when he is reanimated. The script was written by Dave Stuart.
Stuart’s first movie was the summer camp feature Bug Juice, based on the award-winning play. (The film won no awards and was roundly panned.) He’s more recently known for his high-concept scripting work (the Alien Rebels franchise and the Ghost Robot franchise). Stuart is also a director, but following the box office bomb of Annul and Void five years ago, he has not directed since.
Filming will take place this summer in Budapest, Hungary.
The Pocono Eagle
A Groundbreaking Autumn?
It seems as though, after years of legal wrangling, construction will finally begin on a former summer camp in Lake Phoenix. The 40-acre plot of land was formerly the site of two summer camps that sat across a lake from each other—Camp Somerset for Boys (closed in 1987) and Camp Van Camp (closed in 1993). The two owners of the overlapping plots of land have been in and out of court for the past few years, with the owners of Camp Van Camp fighting any development. But while it is currently unclear what is happening with the Camp Van Camp land, the owner of the former Camp Somerset, Rick Andersen, has procured permits to begin construction on his land in September—with six planned lakefront condominiums.
We reached out for a comment from Andersen, who inherited the former Somerset property five years ago when his father, beloved community figure Robert Andersen, passed away. I’m thrilled to begin construction in the fall. It’s a very exciting phase,
Andersen replied in an email. When asked about pushback from his across-the-lake neighbors, and the community, he replied, I have every right to build and don’t listen to anyone who says otherwise.
We were unable to get Cal Van Camp, owner of the Camp Van Camp property, on the phone. But when we called at his house, the person answering the phone (she did not identify herself but sounded young. And like she was putting on a British accent) said, "This entire thing is a tragesty (?) and will not be allowed to stand! We don’t want to have to see terrible condos and construction! We shall fight on the land! We shall fight in the lake! We shall fight, um, near the lake! We will never surrender, and we will—Mom! I’m giving an interview!" And then there was the sound of a muffled argument and the phone was hung up.
More to come on this developing story.
PART ONE
THE CAMP
CHAPTER 1
I could tell something was wrong the second I came downstairs.
First of all, my dad was sitting at the kitchen table.
I know for most people, this might not be weird. Normal dads probably sit at kitchen tables all the time.
But we live in Los Angeles, and my dad is a writer—he writes screenplays. Not just everything the actors say—all the action and settings and everything else that happens in a movie has to be written down too. (Not everyone knows this. Nana, my dad’s mom, still thinks that the actors make up their own lines, no matter how many times my dad tells her otherwise.) He also used to direct movies, until his last one did so badly that now he’s in movie jail, and when we go on hikes, producers pretend they don’t see him when he waves.
But because of this, my dad was normally always busy writing something, and always in motion—pacing around our pool as he tried to figure out a story problem, or working in his office, or in meetings. He was almost never just sitting still at home. So right away, I knew something was up.
What’s up?
I asked as I came into the kitchen.
I’d been upstairs reading, which was pretty much what I’d been doing since school let out last week. I’d managed to make it through the sixth grade, even though I barely passed PE. (My PE teacher didn’t seem to get that some people can climb ropes and some people can’t. And that no amount of encouraging me to do it would magically give me the ability as I spun in circles a few inches off the ground and everyone snickered.)
I’d been deep into a mystery—my favorite type of book to read. My current favorite series was Miss Terry’s Case Files, where the heroine, Terry Turner, is a seventh-grade detective who people hire to get to the bottom of things. Whenever I was reading those books, I couldn’t help wishing that I, too, lived in a small town in Vermont with lots of mysteries. Stupid Los Angeles had a lot of private detectives already, so nobody needed to turn to middle schoolers to solve their crimes.
Why aren’t you working?
I asked my dad.
I want to talk to you about something,
he said.
Okay,
I said, sitting across from him, studying his expression and noticing that he looked pale. I frowned. Are you remembering to take your B-12?
Ryanna,
my dad said, shaking his head. Keeping track of vitamins is supposed to be my job. I should be asking you that.
"Of course I’m taking all my vitamins. Are you taking your B-12?"
My dad sighed. No.
I nodded, satisfied, and headed to the cabinet, where I pulled the white bottle down. I knew most of my friends would not have any idea if their dad was taking his vitamins, and would probably be alarmed that this was something they were supposed to keep track of.
But it had been just my dad and me, ever since my mother died when I was three.
I’d basically grown up on movie sets with my dad all over the world. I loved everything about being on set—getting snacks at craft services (aka crafty
), hanging out in the hair-and-makeup trailer and learning all the best gossip, the friends I’d make with the child actors, who were usually the only other kids around.
But mostly what I loved was that a movie set was a tidy, orderly universe. The day’s schedule was printed every morning and handed out—and it told you everything. The shot list and the time the sun would be coming up and setting. The times that different crew and actors would be arriving. When lunch would be and what we were having. While there were often a lot of surprises that cropped up while making a movie, the basic structure of the day was never in question. Everyone had a job, and if there was ever an issue, there were always lots of production assistants with walkie-talkies who could answer any questions for you.
But especially when my dad was directing, he was the one who was responsible for knowing everything, which meant it became my job to make sure that he was eating and drinking water and remembering to call Nana back so she wouldn’t panic and call his agent over and over again. When I started middle school, my dad said that he wanted to be home more, and we hadn’t spent much time on set since. But some habits were hard to break.
I handed him his vitamins. Here.
Thanks. But I do need to talk to you, Ry. This is serious.
Okay,
I said, starting to get worried I was in trouble. But we’d already gotten my report card, which was fine except for the PE grade. Is everything okay with Ginger?
Ginger was my stepmother—she and my dad got married eight months ago in Ojai, which is a town two hours outside Los Angeles. (It’s pronounced oh hi,
and my dad and Ginger made shirts to go in everyone’s welcome bags that read OJAI THERE, WELCOME TO THE WEDDING!)
They’d only dated for about a year before they got married, but it hadn’t come as a surprise to me. Dr. Ginger Kang was my pediatrician, and for once my dad came to my appointment, not my babysitter, and I watched them get googly eyes at each other right there in the office. They were talking so long that I finally left and went out into the waiting room to read an old issue of Highlights. (I still enjoyed the What’s wrong with this picture?
puzzles, after all.)
And by the time my dad came to get me, with a dazed look on his face, I was pretty sure I knew where it was going.
I felt like everyone—my dad; my teachers; my old therapist, Dr. Wendy—had been expecting me to have a harder time with Ginger joining our family. But while it was definitely different, it mostly felt like things were pretty much the same, just with some added improvements. It helped that we moved into a new house right before the wedding so that, according to my dad, we could all start fresh as a family. I was thrilled because my new room had a window seat, something that I’d wanted ever since I’d read The Mystery of the Haunted Homestead, where someone finds a dead body in one. (When we moved in, there was nothing but dust bunnies in mine. I checked.)
And despite some small bumps along the way—Ginger organized the spice rack in a way I hated and kept changing back (she told me that eleven-year-olds shouldn’t have opinions about the spice rack)—things were definitely better now. My dad laughed more, there were plants all over the house, and we now had a cat, Cumberbatch, who spent all his time sleeping in sunbeams except when he woke up to yowl at us for food. Ginger had insomnia, so she was always online shopping late at night, which meant that clothes she’d picked out for me were constantly showing up (even if Ginger usually had very little memory of buying them). But even Insomnia Ginger had great taste, and when the packages arrived, we’d do fashion shows and try-ons in my room. She was great at braiding hair; she saw kids all day, so she knew about the cool sneaker trends; and she’d taught me about stuff like leave-in conditioner.
And best of all, she didn’t try to be my mom, or take over my life. It was like she understood it had just been me and my dad for a long time, and she was going to ease in rather than barge in. It had been so drama-free with Ginger that it made me wonder if all the fairy tales with evil stepmothers had been lying.
Everything’s fine with Ginger,
my dad assured me.
Talking about me?
Ginger asked as she came into the kitchen, a cover-up over her bathing suit. She grinned at me. Want to go swimming, Ry?
I was just talking to Ryanna about the… conversation,
my dad said to Ginger, widening his eyes at her.
Oh,
Ginger said, widening her eyes back. She opened the fridge and pulled out a water, then came to sit next to my dad. Right.
What conversation?
I demanded. I felt out of the loop, which always made my mouth get dry and palms sweat.
I received a letter last week,
my dad said. He reached into his pocket and pulled out an envelope, and from that, a folded piece of paper. It was sent over a month ago, but it went to our old address.
He handed the paper to me, and I opened it up and smoothed out the creases.
Hello, David—
We know it has been a while. But we feel it’s time Ryanna gets to know where she comes from while she still can. We’d love to have her in Lake Phoenix for the summer.
If this is acceptable, please call.
Cal & Vivian Van Camp
I stared down at the letter. Where was Lake Phoenix? What did while she still can mean? But most importantly—Who are Cal and Vivian Van Camp?
My dad winced slightly, and Ginger reached out and gave his hand a squeeze. Your grandparents. Your mother’s parents.
Oh.
I just blinked at him for a second, then looked down at the letter again. I knew Nana, my dad’s mom, who lived in New York City. (My dad’s dad died when he was in college.) And I’d gotten to know Ginger’s parents, who lived in the Bay Area and had taught me poker. But I had never once heard from these other grandparents before.
My dad never talked about my mom’s family, so I only knew the basics. She was one of five siblings, the middle one. She had two brothers and two sisters. But mostly, all the facts I knew about my mom were from when she was older: Her name was Cassandra, but everyone called her Casey. She was gorgeous, with long blond hair and a big smile. She died when I was three. She was crossing the street in New York City when a taxi had run the light, and hadn’t seen her in time. And she was an actress who’d met my dad on the set of Bug Juice, the first movie he wrote.
I called them,
my dad said, making this sound like And then I went to the dentist. They want you to come and spend the summer with them. And I told them I’d check with you.
But…
I looked between my dad and Ginger. Ginger had her serious face on, which was a real contrast to her cover-up, which had embroidered rabbits on it and read SUN’S OUT BUNS OUT. The summer’s already started. We have a whole plan in place.
I glanced over to the color-coded calendars that hung on the wall. I was going to go to a local day camp for June and half of July. Ginger had her practice, and my dad was going to be on set working. A movie he wrote, Frank N. Stein, was filming in eastern Europe this summer. It was a retelling of Frankenstein in which the monster was a zombie but also a single dad and somehow also a superhero? The last draft my dad let me read had been really confusing; he blamed the notes he was getting from the studio.
And then in mid-July, Ginger and I were going to fly out to Hungary and spend a few days on set, and then the three of us were going to tour around eastern Europe before heading home. It was the plan we’d worked out over weeks, and nowhere in that plan did I see room for hanging out with grandparents I didn’t even know.
Ginger looked at me with a sympathetic smile. I know it’s a lot to take in.
Why haven’t we heard from them before?
My dad and Ginger looked at each other without speaking. Finally, my dad said, We had an argument a long time ago. And we all decided it would be better not to be in contact.
Nobody asked me.
You were three,
my dad said with a smile.
Still.
Ginger’s phone rang. Her eyebrows rose, and she got up to answer it, sliding her finger across the screen. This is Dr. Kang,
she said, her voice going more serious and professional. Sorry! she mouthed as she headed out the back door, walking toward the pool. "Well, are you sure he ate it?" I heard her ask before the door slammed shut.
I picked up the letter again, trying to sort out what I was feeling. Where is this?
I asked, tapping my finger on Lake Phoenix.
It’s in Pennsylvania. About three hours from New York City.
I thought Mom was from Philadelphia.
The word Mom
caught on my tongue, like it was rusty from lack of use. Sometimes when I’d be with friends, I’d notice the way they tossed Mom
around, so carelessly, like they didn’t even realize that some people never got to say it. I was sure I must have said it when I was little, but since I couldn’t remember, did it even count?
She was. But she always spent summers in Lake Phoenix. So when we were back east, we used to go.
"We who? You and Mom?"
You too,
my dad said. We brought you a few times. You don’t remember?
I shook my head. Somehow adults always expected you to remember things that had happened when you were two years old. Even though they could never remember where they put their keys five seconds ago.
You—your mother brought you up there when you were three. You spent almost the whole summer up there.
I did?
We actually met there. Your mom and me.
I frowned—this didn’t sound right. I thought you met on the set of your movie. That’s what you always told me.
"But Bug Juice was filmed at their summer house. Casey was an extra until the director realized how good she was, and then her part got expanded."
Because you expanded it,
I said with a smile. I’d heard this part of the story before, and it always seemed so romantic to me. Because you were falling in love with her.
My dad smiled the sad smile he did whenever he talked about my mom. Exactly.
"But wait. Bug Juice is a movie that’s set at camp. How was it filmed at their house?" I’d never seen my dad’s first movie—it was adapted from a play, but the movie was changed a lot so that the characters were teenagers, and since it was PG-13, I was not allowed to see it. He’d shown me some clips of my mom from the movie, dressed in shorts and a polo shirt, herding campers into a cabin, but apparently I wasn’t going to be allowed to see the whole thing until I was thirteen.
My dad took a breath and explained how my mother’s family had run a summer camp in Pennsylvania until the nineties, when it closed down. But they still spent summers up there. And so when the Bug Juice production was scouting for locations, an unused summer camp was the perfect setup.
So they want me to come to a camp for the summer?
It was like finding out that someone lived at a zoo. Who lived at a camp?
It’s not a camp anymore. It’s more like… a house with a lot of archery targets.
Why didn’t you tell me any of this?
It felt strange. Like there was a whole part of my life that had been shut off from me.
My dad looked down at the paper. Like I said, I don’t… have a great relationship with your grandparents. And I don’t have the best memories of that place. But if you want to go, Ryanna, you can. Ginger and I think you’re old enough now to decide for yourself.
"Of course I’m not going to go," I said immediately, folding the letter up. The summer had been planned out already, after all. The calendar was all filled in.
A look of relief passed over my dad’s face. Well, it’s your decision. Do you want to talk it through with Dr. Wendy?
Dr. Wendy was the therapist I used to see once a week—my dad had found her for me after my mom died. He’d been worried about me processing my mother’s death, which I didn’t really understand, since I couldn’t even remember my mom. But I liked Dr. Wendy, even though half the time I wasn’t really sure why we were talking. And while it was nice to have someone to talk to about friends and grades and the current Miss Terry mystery I was reading, I’d asked my dad if I could stop seeing her this past year. He’d agreed but let me know that she would always be available in case of an emergency.
No—
I started, just as my dad’s phone rang. He winced as he looked at it.
Gotta take this,
he said. It’s Annabeth.
Annabeth was my dad’s agent. She gave great holiday presents and terrified everyone around her, including my dad. He jumped to his feet and headed down the hall to his study.
I sat at the kitchen table in silence for a moment, then picked up the letter and the envelope—I figured that maybe it would be another eleven years before I heard from these grandparents again, so I might as well preserve a keepsake—and headed back up to my room.
As soon as I stepped inside, I could tell that something was off. I looked around, trying to see what it was, then noticed four books that had been knocked off my bookshelf onto the floor. Cumberbatch!
I scolded. Cumberbatch was round and gray and fluffy, with a white splotch on his back, like someone had dropped paint on him. He was kneading my comforter with his paws, what Ginger always called making biscuits
for some reason. He paused long enough to give me a withering look before going back to it.
I sighed and picked up the books. I had a system—it was why my dad and Ginger weren’t allowed to put things away in my room. I put the books back in their spot—alphabetically but also color coded—and I was grateful, for the thousandth time, that I didn’t have to share a room like some of my friends did. I knew I wouldn’t be very good at it.
I decided to forgive Cumberbatch, crossed over to my bed, and hopped up next to him. I gave his chin a scratch as he stretched out with a rumbly purr.
I rubbed the spot on his head he liked and glanced over at the framed photo on my nightstand—it was where I kept the last picture I had of my mother and me. We were in New York City, posed next to a serious-looking stone lion, both of us laughing so hard, our eyes were closed. I traced my finger over the glass, looking at my mother’s bright blond hair, how her hand was holding tight to mine.
I turned away from the picture—it was starting to make me sad—and folded up the note from my grandparents. I went to put it in the envelope… which was when I realized something else was in there.
I lifted out a photo, a printed-out one. Something about the colors—well, and the fact that it was a printed-out photo—made me think it was older. It was of a girl who looked my age. She was in a one-piece bathing suit with jean shorts over it, sitting under a picnic table. In the background, I could see a dock. She was holding what looked like a tackle box for fishing, but it was pink and purple and locked with a padlock. And she was raising one hand in a peace sign.
I looked closer—this girl looked a lot like me. She was blond, and I had dark red-brown hair, but besides that… I turned the picture over, holding my breath. Written on the back was:
Casey, Camp Van Camp.
12 years old.
I turned the picture over, my breath catching in my throat. This was my mom when she was around my age.
My mom looked like me. I looked like my mom.
I stared down at the letter my grandparents had sent. My thoughts were whirring. What did while she still can actually mean? Did it mean that this was a onetime offer? My only chance to go to Pennsylvania—wherever that was—and see more pictures like this of my mom?
Because suddenly that was all I wanted. I wanted to know more about her—much more than just the same stories I’d heard so often from my dad. And I wanted to know what had happened. Why hadn’t I