Tempt Us: Next Generation, #11
By J.M. Walker
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-Rowan-
He was sad.
Closed off.
Alluring.
Aiden Donovan was something I never knew I needed.
He had walls up to protect himself, but I was determined to shatter every single one of them.
I would show him that fate brought us together and we were meant to be.
It was just me and him against the world.
But someone from my past didn't want me happy and would do anything to end what Aiden and I were starting to build.
Even if it meant taking someone's life.
-Aiden-
He was dominant.
Addictive.
Stubborn.
Rowan Crane barrelled into my life at a time I needed it most.
He was determined to make me see that we were meant to be together and that he would do everything in his power to make me happy.
When I finally started seeing that maybe Rowan was right, the universe decided it had other plans for us.
Knowing Rowan's history, the force threatening to tear us apart could win.
If we let it.
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WARNING
Please be advised that this book does deal with alcoholism.
It’s mentioned quite a bit throughout the book, so if that’s a trigger for you, please read with caution.
To Aiden.
It’s been a long road but your story is finally being told.
Aiden
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Smoke billowed around me. It steamed from the hood of my car, proving how much I fucked up. How I always fuck up.
No matter how much I thought I was taking a step forward, something always sets me back. It was inevitable. I was a failure.
I should leave.
I should get out of this place before I was found. Before I was caught doing whatever it was I had been doing for what felt like eternity.
I racked my brain for answers. To try and figure out what I had done a couple of hours ago, only to end up in this place.
In this hell.
It wasn’t a hell you could see or even touch. But one you could feel. It was constantly with me.
Holding me.
Consuming me.
It was everywhere.
No matter where I went, it was there. Taking the very control from me I never wanted to give anyone.
Ever.
Flashing red and blue lights burned into my eyes. They were almost hypnotizing, putting me in a trance as I waited for that darkness to consume me.
Take me. Please take me.
I wasn’t sure what was going on, but I did know it was late at night. Or early in the morning. Depending on how you looked at it.
It was almost like life in a way. You either looked at it as the glass being half full or the glass being half empty. I was always the latter. Not at first. Not until I was taken away because of a job, only to come back broken, destroyed, and less of the man I once was.
My mom noticed first. She asked me often how I was doing. How could I tell her that I just didn’t know? People didn’t understand when you couldn’t figure out what was wrong or put a label on it.
Post-traumatic stress disorder.
It was a thing. A very serious thing. And I knew before I stepped foot back on American soil, I had it.
I was in the Navy for just over a year. Longer if you counted the weeks I spent in basic training. Getting deployed as soon as I was able to made my father and his fellow Navy brothers proud. But it ended quickly and I had been falling into myself ever since.
People noticed.
My friends noticed.
I noticed.
But there was not a damn thing I could do about it. I needed help and I didn’t know how to ask for it.
Everything around me was like it had come right out of a movie. There was smoke. A whole lot of smoke. Flashing lights. People milling about. Some were dressed in uniforms while others wore regular clothes. Had I been in an accident?
I did a mental scan of my body and wasn’t sure exactly what I was feeling or not. I was numb, closed off even and I couldn’t figure out why.
What happened?
I thought back to earlier that night. I had gone to a bar to drown out my sorrows while I continued feeling sorry for myself.
Words, hateful, god-awful words were said earlier that evening but from who? I had gotten into a fight with someone. The area around my eye stung, almost like that thought reminded me that I had been hit but I couldn’t remember by who.
You ever talk to your mother like that again, I’ll slam your head through the fucking wall.
Cold angry eyes that matched my own, glared at me. You know what? I’m sick of this shit. I don’t want to see you again until you can man up and take care of your damn issues.
The memory hit me, forcing all air from my lungs.
I had gotten into a fight with my dad.
I remembered it now. It all started coming back to me.
A sour taste filled my throat as I remembered downing a bottle of whatever it was I could get my hands on earlier that afternoon. Or maybe it was the day before. Time was lost on me as I tried thinking through the gamut of shitty things I had done over the past few months. Who was I fucking kidding? It was longer than months. It had even been longer than a year of me being in a bad mood and taking it out on those who loved me.
I needed help but I didn’t know how to ask for it.
I needed time but couldn’t grasp it.
I needed something. A change. To get out of this town. To go somewhere. Anywhere.
Anywhere that wasn’t here.
Cool air suddenly fanned over my face.
Sir? We’re going to get you out.
The man, whoever he was, was fuzzy in my vision. I couldn’t make him out, but I saw that he was big, dressed in a uniform. I couldn’t focus. Maybe I should just go to sleep. Then I wouldn’t fight with my parents. I wouldn’t be a disappointment and a constant reminder to them that one of their sons was a fuck-up.
Maybe I should just go.
Maybe I should just stay.
Maybe I should tell them what was wrong with me even though I had never put it into words. I spent so long forgetting what happened that the moment I tried thinking of it, my hand reached for a bottle.
I wanted to drown.
I was vaguely aware of being pulled from the car. Every inch of me tingled but there were parts I still couldn’t feel. I just felt...numb.
I was unaware of what happened. If I crashed. If I hurt myself or worse, someone else. The only thing I knew at that moment, was that I needed something. Before I killed myself or an innocent person. Until then, I wasn’t sure how I would cope but I had to figure it out.
Even if I died trying.
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Leaning my arms on the bar top, I stared at the pint of beer in front of me like I was expecting it to drink itself, or move, or do some fancy trick I wasn’t prepared for. The bubbles in the golden liquid popped and danced, teasing me until I took that sip that would bring me down a dark and dangerous road. It was one I had been down more times than I cared to admit.
My eyes flicked to the shot glass sitting beside the pint. Both were still full. Both could destroy me if I let them. Maybe I should. Then it would at least drown out the noises in my head. The constant chatter was enough to drive anyone to drink.
The noises weren’t even memories anymore. They were little voices telling me that I was a failure. I would never amount to anything. My parents would never forgive me. Constant reminders that I didn’t deserve happiness.
I was vaguely aware of someone sitting on the stool right beside me. Couldn’t they see that there was more space in this establishment? Why the hell did they have to sit so close? I rubbed the back of my neck, trying to ease some of the tension scraping along my skin. Even my inner voice was an asshole.
You going to drink those or just stare at them all night?
The deep voice pulled my gaze to the left. The person sitting directly beside me was a man. A very good-looking man I might add.
Strong jaw with light stubble, piercing light blue eyes, and brown crew cut hair. He looked to be about my height or maybe a little taller than my six-four. He was wide in the shoulders. I wondered what it would feel like to be held by him. The thought was sudden and one I wasn’t prepared for.
The back of my neck heated but thankfully, the stranger didn’t seem to notice.
Instead of answering him, I signaled the bartender.
She came over instantly, giving me a wide smile. Her dark brown eyes roamed over me, her tongue licking along her teeth. What can I get for you, handsome?
she purred. She must have been new because the female staff at this bar knew I was never interested.
A bottle of water please,
I said, pushing the shot glass and pint a couple of inches back.
You want me to take those?
Her eyes dropped to the drinks in front of me that were still full.
Yeah, sure.
I pushed them farther away from me, itching to take them back just the same. I could have them gone in less than a minute, but something was different about tonight. As much as I wanted those drinks, I realized that I didn’t actually need them. Not like before. Not like I used to. Was this it? Was I finally moving forward? No. My jaw clenched. A thought hit me so fast, it practically slapped me in the face. I didn’t need these drinks. I needed a fucking bottle.
I had been attending AA meetings for awhile now but I never thought they did anything. I went, and listened, and left. But something in the air on this cool evening, told me not to have a drink.
The bartender hesitated but took the drinks and dumped them out in the sink. You still have to pay for them.
I figured.
Did you want anything else?
she asked, placing a bottle of water in front of me and licking her lips.
I bit back an eyeroll.
My mom taught me to be nice and polite but no matter how much I stated that I wasn’t attracted to this woman, she would still get offended. Probably wonder what it was about her I didn’t like. Maybe complain to her friends later about the man at the bar who wouldn’t give her the time of day.
Just water is fine,
I murmured, picking at a random fuzz on my ripped jeans. For now, anyway.
She huffed, finally getting the hint, and went back to serving other customers.
I bit back a chuckle, shaking my head.
I’m surprised she didn’t start humping your leg,
the guy beside me mumbled. People will never learn.
I grunted, almost forgetting he was there. Or that was what I tried telling myself. Truth was, I could feel him. His presence set my senses on overdrive. It was definitely a new feeling for me and one that I wanted to explore. Apparently.
So, why are you drinking alone on a Tuesday night?
My head slowly turned, my eyes connecting with his. Do you always ask random strangers why they’re drinking alone on a Tuesday night?
His full mouth pulled at the corners, turning up into a wide grin. Not usually but better late than never, right?
A laugh bubbled from me, surprising myself. The sound had been so foreign to my ears, I almost forgot what it sounded like leaving my mouth.
His grin widened. I thought it sounded good.
My laughter subsided, unleashing this light feeling on my shoulders. It was almost like at that single moment, that laughter with this mysterious stranger I didn’t know, lifted some of the heaviness from my body.
Are you from around here?
I heard myself ask, taking a sip of my water.
I am but I don’t usually end up in this part of the city.
He sighed, taking a swig from his own water bottle. I work from home and being stuck inside four walls day in and day out is enough to drive a person mad.
But you took it even further and left your area,
I reminded him. You must really hate your job.
Yeah, my boss is a dick.
He winked, signaling the bartender over. Can I get another water please and a Bloody Mary but without any alcohol in it?
The bartender narrowed her brows at him. You don’t want any alcohol in it?
She rolled her eyes. Why not?
The hackles on the back of my neck rose.
It’s actually none of your business why I don’t want any alcohol in my drink and if you don’t start fixing up your attitude, I’ll contact your manager and have you fired in less than two point five seconds.
He lifted his hand, staring down at his wrist. One.
He looked up. Two,
he counted even though he wasn’t actually wearing a watch.
The bartender huffed, blowing a loose strand of hair out of her eyes. You don’t have to be—
Point five.
He picked his phone up off the bar top, pressed a button and lifted it to his ear. Hey, it’s Rowan. Your bartender just quit. I don’t know. She went to say something about how she—
The bartender placed a drink in front of him.
Never mind. She was kidding.
He hung up the phone and placed it back on the bar top in front of him. Was that so hard?
I didn’t know that you knew my boss,
she mumbled.
I don’t,
the man who I now knew as Rowan, said, taking a sip of what I could only assume was his virgin Bloody Mary. He met my gaze. Did you want one? It’s pretty good.
Uh...sure. Can you make mine a virgin one too please?
I asked the bartender.
She rolled her eyes again but went about making my drink.
It’s Rowan.
My head whipped around. I’m sorry?
Rowan,
he repeated. It’s my name. Rowan Crane.
Oh, I assumed so when you told whoever was on the phone that you were Rowan.
I lifted my water bottle. Aiden Donovan.
Touché.
He chuckled, clinking his glass against my plastic bottle. Nice to meet you, Aiden.
Nice to meet you too.
The bartender brought my drink over and left shortly after, only to be replaced by another woman. This one looked to be a little older. She smiled at us, looked down at our drinks that were still quite full, and went about making orders for other customers.
So do you actually know the boss here or were you telling her the truth when you said that you don’t?
I asked Rowan, curious about the man who had suddenly invaded my evening.
I don’t know him technically. I just did some computer work for him. But she doesn’t need to know that.
He shrugged like it was no big deal and maybe it wasn’t.
Well thank you for...
When my voice trailed off, I realized that I wasn’t even sure what I wanted to thank him for.
Don’t worry about it. My parents aren’t drinkers, and they always have issues whenever we go out to dinner. It’s like people expect everyone to have a drink. It’s stupid.
I nodded, swirling the straw around and around in the glass tumbler. Alcohol is dangerous. For me anyway.
And why the hell would I tell him that? A complete stranger who probably didn’t even give two shits as to why I didn’t drink.
Smooth, Aiden. Real fucking smooth.
Taking a sip of the Bloody Mary, a part of me longed for alcohol. But it had caused me problems already, lots of problems, so there was no way I could have another drop of it. At the same time, it had never stopped me before. It was a constant battle. A should I or shouldn’t I situation that I would probably never be able to conquer. I would try. It was all I could do. I almost lost my life as a result of this addiction. I couldn’t go through that again, but I especially couldn’t put my parents through that hell.
Alcohol can be very dangerous,
Rowan said gently, his deep voice pulling me from my thoughts. Some people are lucky enough that they can have a social drink and stop. Others are on the cusp of being an alcoholic and don’t even realize it. And then there are those people who can’t do anything else but have that drink. It controls them.
And makes them, and everyone around them, miserable,
I muttered.
Yeah.
Rowan turned toward me.
I could feel his eyes burning into the side of my head, but I couldn’t look at him for fear that he would see all of my truths hidden within me. Most of those truths I didn’t even know about myself.
Did you want to grab a booth?
I looked at him then. Why?
Because it’s more comfortable.
He tilted his head. Is that a problem?
No.
I gave myself a shake. Sorry, it’s been a long...well, it doesn’t matter. But sure...I’d love to get a booth.
He nodded, blowing out a slow breath like he could only move on if I said yes. I wasn’t sure why or even how but there was something about Rowan Crane that I found I