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Salt and Skin
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'Brilliant. With such a good ending, it had me slapping the back cover closed with utmost satisfaction and respect. Hard recommend.'Hannah Kent, author of Burial Rites and Devotion
'Until recently, there had been four of them. Unspeaking, the three remaining Managans lugged their bags into Ewan's waiting car. Luda and her children were not staying in the ghost house on Seannay that first night. The window broken in the storm must first be fixed. Living on the islands means being in constant conversation with the wind; negotiating where it will and will not go. The Managans do not know this yet. It is a lesson they will begin to learn a week later, watching the cliff collapse into the sea.'
Luda, a photographer, and her two teenagers arrive in the Scottish Northern Isles to make a new life. Everywhere the past shimmers to the surface; the shifting landscapes and wild weather dominates; the line between reality and the uncanny seems thin here. The teenagers forge connections, making friends of neighbours, discovering both longing and dangerous compulsions. But their mother - fallible, obsessive, distracted - comes up hard against suspicion. The persecution and violence that drove the island's historic witch trials still simmers today, in isolated homes and church buildings, and where folklore and fact intertwine.
A compelling and magically immersive novel about a family on the edge and a community ensnared by history, that gathers to an unforgettable ending.
'An astonishingly rich and intricate exploration of loss, love, ambition and redemption ... A thrilling read.' Marie Claire
LanguageEnglish
Release dateJul 6, 2023
ISBN9781914613371
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Eliza Henry-Jones

Eliza Henry Jones is a freelance writer and novelist based on a little farm in the Yarra Valley in Victoria. She is the author of the novels In the Quiet (2015) and Ache (2017) and the young adult novels P is for Pearl (2018) and How to Grow a Family Tree (2020). Eliza's novels have been listed for multiple awards and she is currently a PhD candidate in creative writing at Deakin University.

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    Published in the UK in 2023 by September Publishing

    First published in Australia 2022 by Ultimo Press, an imprint of Hardie Grant Publishing

    Copyright © Eliza Henry-Jones 2022, 2023

    The right of Eliza Henry-Jones to be identified as the author of this work has been asserted by her in accordance with the Copyright Designs and Patents Act 1988.

    All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or otherwise, without the prior permission of the copyright holder.

    Printed in Denmark on paper from responsibly managed, sustainable sources by Nørhaven

    ISBN: 9781914613364 Ebook ISBN: 9781914613371

    
For Henry. I love you in the wild.

    It has been called the ghost house for as long as anyone can remember. It’s set on a tidal island called Seannay, which can be reached from Big Island by crossing damp sand at low tide, or picking a careful route across the causeway when the tide is high. Once, the ghost house had had neighbours; answering glows of candlelight through door and window gaps. Answering whistles of wind on stormy nights; answering sounds of life. Its neighbours are ruins now.

    The ghost house is alone.

    The roof is made of old slate, and there are narrow beds pressed up against opposite walls in the small loft. There is the skin of a dead fur seal pushed into the rafters and long forgotten.

    Plovers and curlews; a spirit who calls in the voice of a gull. Sometimes baleen whales sing at night, their bones stuck fast in the shallows of the bay. A trick of the light or an old curse or spell that makes the tidal island a particularly curious place. It is said that some folk, as soon as they step onto Seannay, can see the luminous traces of scars across human skin. Every injury a person has ever sustained to their flesh – every scratch and pimple and pox and burn – illuminated by the pearly light. Someone with the sight can see the scars spun brightly across the skin of their children; strangers; enemies. Their own skin, too. In this way, all skin is the same on the tidal island. And all skin on the tidal island is utterly unique.

    Island witches are said to have met there on clear, still nights.

    But, of course, that was years ago. Centuries.

    People know more now than they did back then. They do not believe in witches.

    PART ONE

    Chapter One

    February (their first year)

    The boat had seemed large at the dock, but now that they’re rumbling away from Big Island, it seems flimsy and ludicrously small.

    Luda tries to think of the last time she’d been on a boat before coming to the islands. Years ago. Someone’s thirtieth birthday on the thick, marshy water of the Hopeturn River back home in Australia. Even back then, the river’s level had been low and the unpleasant smell of wet things made dry had permeated the boat, making people drink more than they should have.

    Ewan whistles under his breath, doing whatever a seafarer does in the cabin of their boat. Luda’s two children, Darcy and Min, are out on the deck with her. Darcy, the eldest, is slouched against the gunwale, looking as though he’s waiting for a late bus that’s going to take him from one bland place to another. Min, two years younger, clutches at a pile of rope (Luda notices, but does not point out, that it’s not fastened to anything). Min is pale and looks almost bewildered by the world viewed from the small and rumbling fishing boat. When she notices Luda’s gaze, she scowls. Fierce, fractious little Min who is not so little anymore. Fourteen, Luda thinks, with the usual jolt of shock. She’s fourteen.

    Ewan cuts the engine and the boat immediately begins a slow spin in the currents. The strangely intimate sound of water against the side of the boat. Ewan comes out of the cabin, his beanie low over his eyes. ‘You can really see the erosion of the cliffs from here,’ he says, and points.

    Of course. Luda has almost forgotten why she’s here. Almost. They have been here a week. Ewan is trying to help her find her feet as quickly as possible, so that she can get to work documenting the damage climate change is doing to these islands: taking photos, writing funding applications. It is, she knows, not a particularly popular topic in the local fishing circles. Through his subcontracting to the council for these sorts of climate change adjacent projects, Ewan has made himself something of a pariah. Still, he smiles at them now, smelling of coffee and brine. He looks far older than twenty-seven.

    Luda studies the shoreline Ewan’s pointing to. It’s low tide now, the sea pulled back to reveal a short, sloped skirt of rippling sand up to the base of an overhanging, rocky cliff. Figures walk along the sand, leaving silvery footprints, their pants rolled up. Shoes in hand. Now cavorting, chasing each other. A mother and child, Luda thinks, but the shore’s a bit too far away to be sure.

    She cocks her digital SLR camera, focuses on the cliff face, the beach, the figures which (with her camera’s zoom) she can now make out more clearly. Yes, a little girl with curling bronze-red hair. She looks six or seven or eight. She is with a muscular woman who is perhaps in her mid-thirties. Luda follows them for a moment with her lens. What she sees is the easy intimacy of a parent and child at this age – the way the child’s body still touches the parent’s without thought. The mindless, automatic easiness of it. Had Luda ever appreciated it the way she should have? She misses it now.

    She feels like a voyeur. They’d have no reason to imagine a camera trained on them from the fishing boat. The idea gives her a little thrill, shivery and darting.

    ‘Sandstone,’ Ewan says. ‘You can make out the bands of it, see?’

    Luda has noticed that Ewan engages in quick, heavy bursts of interaction and then retreats back into himself. He continues to talk about erosion and deposition behind her, further along on the deck. He will be talking to Min, but it is Darcy who will be listening closely, storing the information up in that terrifying vault of a brain he has. Min tends to let information trickle over her, off her, like water. She remembers the broad strokes and how they fit together. Darcy has always been preoccupied with the finest details of a thing.

    Luda snaps a few frames. She inspects them and is impressed by the mood of the midwinter light, which she had expected to be glaring or dull. She lifts the camera back to her eye, trains it back on the cliffs. And then the world collapses.

    ***

    A cracking sound. A flurry of movement as sheets of rock fall onto the narrow, sloping beach. Stillness, and then the awful keening of a woman parted from her child.

    ‘Allie? Allie! Allie!

    Swearing, Ewan hurtles into the cabin, fires up the engine and begins making calls on his phone. For a moment, the three Managans are alone on the deck. Min and Darcy watch their mother, still peering through the lens of her camera.

    ‘Jesus,’ Darcy says over the throb of the engine. ‘Mum, put it down!’

    Luda looks up. Her face is bright, almost feverish. Her horror has twisted itself into something that makes Darcy show his teeth.

    Ewan eases the boat as close as he can to the shore, and then he drops the anchor and throws himself off the side into the water. He swims until he can touch the sandy bottom, then he begins an awkward lunging.

    Darcy follows, his freestyle strokes unpractised but still somehow graceful. Min, who has never swum more than a few strokes here and there, hangs over the boat’s edge, white-faced. Luda, who can swim better than either of her children, stands up.

    Min spins around. ‘Don’t! Don’t go.’

    Min has always been the bolder of her children – the sort who insisted on dressing herself from before she was two, who used to scream until Luda unhitched the leading line from her pony’s bridle. The panic in her voice is new, and so Luda sits down on the deck, holding her camera in both hands.

    On the shore, Ewan helps the woman dig frantically through the rubble. Darcy stands in the shallows, staring up at the cliff face, from which stones still trickle.

    ‘Move!’ he yells, his voice carrying over the water.

    Ewan looks up, but the woman, bloody-fingered from the scrape of the rocks, does not.

    Ewan grunts and pulls the woman away from the rubble. She fights him. Fingernails and teeth. ‘Let me go! Let me go! Allie!’

    Darcy moves quickly to the beach where he wraps a long arm around the woman’s waist. She continues to writhe, to kick. To scream. It takes both Darcy and Ewan to pull her away from the cliff face.

    Min sits down, shuts her eyes and covers her ears. Luda thinks, unbidden, of red hair tangled under rocks. Blood. No. She can’t. She cannot.

    Luda has long known that the world is full of awful things and that if you let them inside you, if you let yourself linger or think, they’ll damage you, these things, as surely as a gun or poison or the flash of a man’s fist.

    ISO. Shutter speed. Aperture. Luda squeezes the camera like she’s holding someone’s hand. She raises her camera, takes another photo, then another. Nobody sees. It’s just skin. That’s all she can capture of a person: skin. Luda feels like a ghost. Quicksilver. She thinks that this is her power.

    ***

    ‘She couldn’t have survived that first fall of rock,’ Ewan says, later. It’s dark and he clasps a glass of whisky that he’s not drinking. ‘Let alone the second one.’

    The second rockfall, when the trickle Darcy had noticed had given way so violently that pieces of cliff had landed as far as the shoreline. The water had reared back from the land so that Min and Luda had felt the force of the cliff’s collapse in the sudden agitation of the sea.

    A helicopter. An ambulance.

    The keening. The keening. The keening.

    Min and Luda, shivering on the anchored boat. Luda found a thermos of lukewarm coffee in the cabin and some stale crisps. She and Min sat and ate them and it felt a little like watching something unfold far away. Emergency coverage on a news station, perhaps. The mother, Violet, never stopped fighting to get back to the rubble.

    It was dark by the time Ewan dropped the Managans back at their house on Seannay and joined them at their kitchen table. Home, Luda thinks now, in the cosily lit kitchen. But the word refuses to stick. The scent is wrong; the fall of light. The accents and the call of birds. There is no Joshua here.

    ‘I should go back and help them move the rocks …’ Ewan says again.

    ‘They’ll handle it. You’ve done enough.’ Luda pats his back, but she keeps finding herself gazing at her camera bag. Min’s watching a DVD on her laptop, curled up on the couch like she’s sick. Darcy sits up on the kitchen counter with his hands cupped around a mug of dark, unsweetened tea. His face, like Ewan’s, is marked by the woman’s fingernails.

    Underneath those fresh marks, the play of luminous scars across Darcy’s skin. Luda pretends not to see them. Min, she thinks, cannot see them – Min who says things as soon as they enter her head. Luda suspects that Darcy can see them. It’s in the way that he sometimes studies her skin, Min’s skin, like he can’t help himself. It’s in the furtiveness of how he looks away if Luda catches him at it.

    Luda wonders how long Ewan will stay, hunched at the scrubbed kitchen table in the ghost house. They have only been on the islands a week – not long enough to learn the intricate play of expectations that binds a community together. Perhaps Ewan will stay here overnight. Perhaps she has committed some sort of faux pas by not already having offered him the couch to sleep on. She wonders how long Darcy and Min will mill down here before climbing up to the loft where they reluctantly sleep (‘Mum! Seriously! How can you expect the two of us to share a room?’).

    The ghost house is the only habitable place on Seannay, which is hitched to Big Island via a causeway. Seannay has no trees, just the house and turf and gorse and piles of stone and slate where other houses and byres had once stood. The ghost house is tiny and smells of damp sand and chalk. The ground floor has a kitchen, fireplace and couch. Above the bathroom is the loft with two single beds. Luda sleeps on a pile of cushions on the ground floor. She doesn’t mind – it means that she’s unlikely to wake anyone when she goes out for her early-morning runs. Her late-night runs. Her during-the-day runs. With every pound of foot on earth, Luda thinks about her photography.

    ‘Mum?’ Min’s voice sounds young. She’s taken off her headphones.

    ‘Hmm?’

    ‘It’s good, what you’re doing, you know. Documenting all the climate change stuff. It’s important.’ Another pause. Her voice is unusually gentle, stilted. ‘I get … I get why we needed to come here.’

    Luda blinks. ‘Thanks, Min.’

    In another family, in another time, Darcy might have echoed his sister’s praise. Instead, he gulps down his tea and the ghost house goes quiet.

    Ewan shifts. ‘I should go back, help them with the rocks.’

    More back-patting. Luda’s gaze tracing the lines of her camera bag. ‘They’ll handle it, Ewan. They will.’

    Chapter Two

    February (their first year)

    The Managans had arrived on the islands a week ago. In the hours before their ferry docked, a storm had blown in from the north, agitating the sea into a large swell that battered the beaches and sunk smaller boats at the docks. The storm shattered a window in the ghost house; leaked water into the transept of the kirk. There were not many trees on the islands, and this storm brought down three of them.

    The Managan family, still smelling faintly of their farm in Australia – of dry, loose earth and peeling paint and the wood of cracked branches – had arrived as the storm was easing. The curtains of rain had softened into a lacy drizzle, the clouds had shifted from darkly bruised to a bright and chilly grey.

    Until recently, there had been four of them.

    Unspeaking, the three remaining Managans lugged their bags into Ewan’s waiting car. Luda and her children were not staying in the ghost house on Seannay that first night. The window broken in the storm must first be fixed. The islands are a place where broken windows and crooked doors need to be mended before the wind works its claws inside. Living on the islands means being in constant conversation with the wind; negotiating where it will and will not go.

    The Managans did not know this yet. It would be a lesson they’d begin to learn a week later, watching the cliff collapse into the sea.

    On the day that they arrived on the storm-bruised islands, Min hesitated near Ewan’s car door.

    ‘Min,’ said Luda tiredly. ‘Min, just get in. Please.’

    Min took a step back. ‘How long’s the drive?’

    ‘Ten minutes,’ said Ewan. ‘Maybe fifteen, with all the storm damage.’

    ‘I can walk.’

    ‘You can’t walk, Min,’ said Luda. ‘You’re exhausted and you don’t know where you’re going. Get in the car.’

    There was a moment when it seemed that Min was not going to get into the car, and then Darcy had turned and looked at her. ‘Min,’ he said.

    She softened a little. She climbed into the back seat.

    Ewan drove them to a house at the top of Big Island, where a woman called Cassandra lived. Cassandra, who was some very aged, very distant relative of Luda’s. She had orchestrated Luda’s job here with the local council. And Luda had accepted because this was her purpose, her passion. She had accepted because it was right and not because she was running.

    ‘You can see the flow from here,’ Ewan said, pointing towards a huge, still bay.

    ‘The flow?’ Min asked.

    ‘They narrowed the neck during the war,’ said Ewan. ‘There are thirty shipwrecks down there.’

    Min shivers.

    After helping the Managans carry their luggage to the door of Cassandra’s house, Ewan backed away.

    ‘What’s wrong?’ Min asked. ‘You don’t like Cassandra?’

    ‘Oh, I like Cassandra well enough,’ Ewan said. ‘But I can see Father Lee’s car parked just there.’ He nodded at a maroon station wagon with a crucifix bumper sticker. ‘And I don’t go where Father Lee is, if I can help it.’

    Inside, Father Lee greeted them by clasping each of their hands in both of his own and hanging on for too long. ‘I’m so glad I could come and welcome you to the islands personally. The council’s holding an emergency meeting but, fortuitously, it’s not until this afternoon.’

    Darcy extricated his hand from Father Lee’s and glanced at the door behind him, as though wishing that he’d followed Ewan briskly away from this man and his maroon station wagon and too-big, too-damp hands.

    ‘I’m still of the mind that politics and religion shouldn’t mix, Marcus,’ Cassandra called from the front room.

    Father Lee gestured for the Managans to enter.

    Cassandra was seated neatly in a floral-printed armchair. She wore a plaid skirt, beige cardigan and a large, glittering parrot brooch.

    ‘It’s lovely to meet you,’ said Luda. She paused. ‘Thanks again for putting me forward for the job.’

    ‘A pleasure.’

    Cassandra studied the three Managans. Luda had brown hair that was darker at the roots and heavily sun-bleached at the ends. She had large, hazel eyes, wide shoulders and a body that was narrow and wiry. Her face seemed too heavily lined for the age she must have been. Luda glanced, quickly and often, at her children. Her glances were appraising. She looked out the window, at the paintings on Cassandra’s walls, in the very same way.

    Wilhelmina, with short dark hair, a gap between her teeth and her mother’s wide shoulders. She did not have her brother Darcy’s startling beauty, but there was something magnetic about her face, something that made it hard to look away. Cassandra watched how Wilhelmina circled and circled and circled the living room. How she paused to inspect the small sea treasures that Cassandra had carried from the floor of the ocean when she was young. Aye, it’s you, Cassandra thought. You’re here.

    Darcy hardly moved or spoke. With light brown hair and hazel eyes that were both green and gold, he was beautiful in that startling and transient way only boys of a certain age could be. The beauty would settle into handsomeness as he grew, Cassandra thought, or else it would disappear altogether. It was, by its very nature, effervescent. It was fleeting.

    Cassandra marked the parts of the children that came from Luda; thought of their father, of how he’d died. She cleared her throat. ‘You must have had a rough crossing on the ferry,’ she said.

    ‘I thought we were going to capsize,’ said Wilhelmina, still circling. ‘I threw up practically the whole way from the mainland.’

    Cassandra made a sympathetic noise. ‘I’m not surprised, Wilhelmina. How long did the whole trip take you?’

    ‘It’s Min.’

    ‘You mean from Australia to Scotland?’ Luda asked, giving Min a look. ‘I don’t even know. We had to drive to the airport, then a flight from Melbourne to Dubai and Dubai to Edinburgh and then the train from Edinburgh through the highlands to … to the terminal to catch the ferry here.’

    ‘Quite a journey,’ Father Lee said, as though commenting on a child’s trip home from school.

    ‘Are you familiar with the islands?’ Cassandra asked, ignoring him.

    Luda shook her head.

    ‘Darcy knows plenty. He looked it all up before we came here,’ Min said, and Darcy gave her a sharp look.

    ‘Did you now?’ Cassandra smiled at him. He did not smile back, but was not rude about it. Cassandra turned back to Luda, Min now pacing behind her mother’s chair. ‘Big Island has a population of a few thousand. This town is by far the largest one, but there are a couple of smaller places on the north and southern edges. Mostly just a pub and a general store, nothing like the town here.’

    ‘How many islands are there?’ Min asked.

    ‘Thirty-eight,’ Cassandra said. ‘Not including tidal islands like your Seannay. I believe eleven are inhabited now.’

    ‘Eleven.’ Luda frowned. ‘Are storms like this usual?’

    Father Lee began handing out mugs of tea. He seemed very proud of himself for procuring them – holding each out to be appropriately admired before letting it go.

    ‘They’re getting worse,’ said Cassandra. ‘Or so I hear. It’s been decades since I’ve been anywhere more interesting than the pub. But even watching through my window I can tell that they’re more frequent. The islands further north tend to be hit the hardest.’

    ‘I try to get out there to help as often as I can,’ Father Lee added. ‘Hardly anyone left on some of them now – the damage was just too much. And it’s a domino effect, isn’t it? Less people, less funding for infrastructure, less services, so more people leave. It’s sad. A whole way of life, just gone.’

    Luda nodded, trying and failing to imagine what it might be like on those other islands.

    ‘So, it’s really kind of incredible eleven still have people on them,’ Darcy said quietly.

    ‘Aye,’ said Cassandra. ‘It is.’

    ‘But you’ll be fine on Seannay,’ Father Lee said. ‘Ewan and the other council lads will be finished repairing that broken window by tomorrow.’

    Cassandra generally tried to avoid agreeing with Father Lee, just as a matter of principle, but the Managans looked so worn out that she made an exception. ‘Aye, the ghost house is solid.’

    ‘It’s very kind of the council to give us accommodation,’ Luda said. ‘We really appreciate it.’

    Darcy looked up. ‘Ghost house?’

    Father Lee smiled. ‘Oh, it’s nothing. Just a silly nickname some folk give it.’

    ‘Why?’

    ‘There’ve always been stories about Seannay,’ Cassandra said, leaning in. ‘Witches used to meet there.’

    Father Lee snorted. ‘Oh, aye. And a selkie washed up.’

    Darcy frowned. ‘A selkie?’

    ‘Aye,’ said Cassandra. ‘Folk who look like seals but can shed their skin and become human. In the stories, men used to steal the selkie skins and then the seal women would have to stay on land with them.’

    ‘That’s awful,’ Min said.

    ‘There are all sorts of other stories about Seannay,’ Cassandra continued. ‘My favourite is the scars – how the light there illuminates the scars from every injury you’ve ever had. Only some people can see them, though.’

    ‘It’s mostly women, I’ve found,’ Father Lee said, his voice lazy. ‘Women will believe all sorts of things – particularly bored housewives.’

    Cassandra’s head snapped around. ‘Oh, Marcus. Really?

    Father Lee ignored her and turned to Luda. ‘Speaking of which, will your husband be joining you?’

    Luda startled. ‘What?’

    ‘You put Mrs on your paperwork.’

    Luda crossed and uncrossed her legs. Her children had both grown still. ‘No. He’s dead.’

    Min recommenced her pacing. Darcy straightened in his chair.

    Father Lee’s expression flickered. ‘Aye, I see. Well, I’m very sorry for your trouble. What a dreadful thing.’

    ‘Crivvens! I told you he’d died, Marcus,’ Cassandra said. ‘Isn’t the whole point of being a priest to remember important details about your parishioners?’ She paused. ‘And potential parishioners?’

    ‘The purpose of a priest – which I’m sure you’d be more familiar with if you ever came to worship, Cassandra – is to be a spiritual warrior of the Scripture. It’s my duty to act as mediator between humanity and God.’

    ‘Fancy that,’ said Cassandra, biting into a biscuit. ‘Some would think it’s not terribly godly to mock a crippled old woman for not being able to get to the kirk as frequently as she might like.’

    ‘You seem to make it out to the pub when it suits you.’

    ‘Aye, seeking out my own sacraments, Father,’ she said. ‘Just trying to make the best of things.’

    Across the room, Darcy snorted.

    Later, Father Lee and Min washed dishes in the sink, which was to say that Min washed dishes in the sink while Father Lee stood nearby. He clasped her shoulder in what he evidently thought was a warm, paternal gesture; it took all of Min’s self-control not to shrug it off. ‘I assume you’ll be dropping in on Cassandra regularly now that you’re here, Wilhelmina. To keep her company.’

    ‘What?’

    ‘Well, she’s very old. She has the carers coming around, and members of the kirk council, of course, but nothing beats having your family around you.’ His eyes were intent. ‘Does it?’

    Darcy appeared in the door, carrying a single spoon, his eyes sharp. Father Lee dropped his hand.

    ‘Alright,’ said Min.

    ‘Excellent. I’ll ask Lorraine to forward you the times that would suit.’

    And then it had started to rain and both Managan children had turned towards the window, silent and almost breathless with the wonder of water on glass.

    ***

    Now, watching the water stream down the window of the loft in the cottage – the ghost house – the rain already seems more normal. Min rolls onto her side in the gloom of the loft. Above her, she can make out the pattern of carvings in the wooden beams. Jagged V shapes and symmetrical flowers and loops. The sight of them soothes her. It stops her from thinking about the keening of the woman near the cliff that afternoon. The sight of her clawing at Darcy and Ewan’s arms and faces and necks. The way the girl had been alive one minute and then, quite suddenly, dead.

    Dead. Min swallows, tries not to think of Narra. Home. She tries not to think of the countless afternoons she will spend pouring tea for Cassandra. Min had liked her, but it would have been enough to see Cassandra for an occasional roast dinner with Darcy and her mother. Min has always craved the feeling of being close to other people and that’s what she wants to focus on – making new friends her own age, not tending to an elderly relative she barely knows who already has an army of carers looking after her. Besides, what’s the point in getting attached when Cassandra could clearly kick the bucket at any time? Min’s not naive enough to think that she can spend the rest of her life avoiding the sort of agonising grief she’s been stricken with since her father died, but she doesn’t particularly want to seek it out, either.

    Across the room, her brother shifts a little in his bed. Darcy breathes silently when he’s awake and noisily when he’s asleep. She likes that they have to share a room, although she’d never admit it.

    ‘Tell me something,’ she says to Darcy. The years of their shared childhood spun between them, as delicate and precise as a spider’s web. Tell me something.

    Darcy keeps particularly still and breathes silently.

    ‘Darcy,’ Min says. ‘I know you’re awake.’

    The sound of their mother typing on her laptop downstairs. Min knows that she will have a wine by her elbow; that Luda – so quick to feel the cold – will be sitting close to the drowsing warmth of the Rayburn. Ewan had gone home a little after midnight.

    ‘Darcy.’ Min pauses. ‘If we could see scars like how Cassandra said – if it was real, I mean – would you want to?’

    ‘Go to sleep.’

    Tell me something! Then I will.’

    He groans. ‘Fine! Once upon a time, a motorcyclist got hit by a car on the other side of Narra.’

    Min lets a breath out. ‘God, Darcy.’

    ‘And then his flight instinct kicked in.’ Darcy tugs at his blankets. ‘And even though his head was all crushed, his body didn’t know it. So he got to his feet and ran down the road. It took the police hours to catch him.’

    ‘That’s not true.’

    ‘Of course it is,’ says Darcy. ‘His sympathetic nervous system was overloaded when his head got crushed. It’s basic science.’

    Min wraps herself up more tightly in her blankets. ‘Bodies don’t get up and run around.’

    ‘Whatever.’

    ‘Was he alone?’

    ‘Yeah. He was alone.’

    So much between them. Delicately binding them both to things they don’t have words for. The newest thread: the keening by the cliffs. The name Allie. The shock of so much rock and weight shifting with no warning. Min thinks that she might want to talk about it, but isn’t sure how. Besides, Luda has always said that there’s no point going over and over painful things. It is better, as far as Luda is concerned, to set your eyes firmly on the horizon and keep moving. The past will tear you apart, if you let it.

    Min figures that if she was meant to talk about things, it would feel more vital and urgent, and perhaps finding the words would be easier. Maybe it is better to do what their mother does; to put them out of her mind and avoid getting bogged down in awful things that have already happened; things that none of them can do anything about.

    ‘You’re a dick,’ she says into the gloom and hears Darcy’s small, satisfied snort.

    Both of them lie awake, thinking of dead bodies running across the parched landscape of Narra.

    Chapter Three

    February (their first year)

    It is one of those days where Luda wakes disjointed; where she wakes and smells salt and blindly reaches for Joshua. But the salt is her own. It is one

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