Dreamer: A Ukrainian World War II Story
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Galicia, 1939. Confusion and terror reign.
Constant battles between the various occupiers of Ukraine keep the people of Lviv unnerved. One young boy from nearby Halych watches the turmoil and tries to understand. He wants to hold onto his future, and a future for his family, and country.
A story never told before, about the plight of Ukrainians from a child's perspective. A story of strength gained not by fighting a war, but by uniting as a people and remaining respectful of culture, religion, and freedom.
Dreamer is a story about a Ukrainian boy, Ivan Rudenko, during WWII. His unique perspective explores the adversity that he and his family face from all directions. Overtaken by the Polish, the Russians, and then the Germans, the family helped victims and counsel their neighbors. But shortly after the Nazi occupation, they find there's no more hope for freedom. Unable to help their Jewish neighbors any longer from oppressors, they flee toward their unknown future.
Living in the middle of wartime chaos the family faces harsh realities and chooses to hope for a better future despite the odds.
Ivan meets new friends along their journey through Slovakia and then the Bohemian Black Forest, people with their own stories. Finding hope in Regensburg, the family dreams of becoming American citizens and finding a home at last. They bear witness to the struggles of the war aftermath, compiled with the anxiety of waiting their turn to emigrate.
This is a story about keeping the dream of a free Ukraine alive and one boy's search for a home.
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Dreamer - Elisabeth Zguta
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by Elisabeth Zguta
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DREAMER
This is the story of a Ukrainian boy named Ivan Rudenko and his family from Galicia, of how they survive World War II without raising a weapon... They discover new unlikely friends along their journey, each with their own story to tell.
A novel written by
Elisabeth Zguta
Edited with Jerry Zguta
The book creates a cinematic view of the war through the eyes of a child. Reading this novel is tantamount to watching a film, providing us not only with a portrait of the family, but also a view of the war we may not have considered before. All this makes for a fabulous and memorable read.
- The International Review of Books
COPYRIGHT
©2020
All rights belong to Elisabeth Zguta
This is a work of fiction. All characters, names of people, places, incidents, and events, are used creatively in this work of fiction, and any resemblance to actual people dead or alive is used fictitiously. All readers are encouraged to investigate further information regarding topics mentioned or used in this novel.
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DEDICATION
For all the brave people who survived WWII from all sides of the atrocity. I pray they’ve found peace and joy in the remaining years of their lives.
For the rest of the world, the watchers, may we all learn from the past instead of rewriting it. I have written this fictional story in the hope that truth will be revealed for all to explore.
Fiction is the lie through which we tell the truth.
― Albert Camus
God bless my family and friends who have helped me during the pursuit of this work and have enriched my life. Mnohialita!
When you come across an unfamiliar term, check the Word Index
FROM THE AUTHOR
Inspiration for this Book
Before I married my dear husband, Jerry, I didn’t know much about Ukraine or Ukrainian culture. Like many Americans, I only heard about Ukraine as a reference to a section in Russia, like in the Beatles song, ‘Back In The USSR’. I didn’t know the truth about an entire culture that was being denied. International current affairs were rarely taught during my education. More time was spent on learning ancient history than the real world we lived in. Years before the internet were in some ways, a dark time, when it was easy for governments to lie to the citizens and covert policies were the norm.
Then I was introduced to a new culture which opened my eyes to many new ideas about the world we live in, and myself. How easy it is to take for granted the freedom we have always experienced, to have the ability to call out injustices once you catch an influencer’s ear. But in Ukraine and places like it, such things could lead to imprisonment or your death. Of course, things have changed since the 1990s when the internet opened accessibility to knowledge. The world was afire with people declaring their freedom. There were other such renaissances, but to live through one was an amazing experience.
Dear family members and friends who have roots from Ukraine inspired this story. The concept brewed after a particular conversation with Uncle Ron. He had a short but clear recollection of a train explosion and his red sweater.
Motivated, I wanted to tell a side of World War II that had rarely been heard. Some incidents are too grisly to re-tell and I felt I could not do them justice, preferring not to poke at the deep wounds of those who have chosen to forget. Liberties were taken to fill in the gaps, so this is truly a story of fiction. Yet, one truth remains—Ukrainians cherish freedom. The following quote attributed to the great author, Emerson, about the job of fiction, inspired me while writing this story:
‘Fiction reveals truth that reality obscures.’ ― Ralph Waldo Emerson
Most Ukrainians during the war were peaceful people willing to help other persecuted groups. Ukrainians perished more than the public acknowledged. There is no denying a few Ukrainians had participated in horrible atrocities, but they were the minority. Yet, their history was flaunted to shame other worthy Ukrainians. The majority, who remained quietly getting on with life, suffered an evil reputation undeserved. Ukrainians are people who look ahead and don’t spend time obsessing in past despair. Optimistic people, loyal people, and God-fearing.
Ukrainians have suffered centuries of annexation, incarceration, and being regarded as inferiors. Still, many Ukrainians remain inspired by the great Ukrainian writer, Taras Shevchenko. Over the years, he has been one of the most revered throughout the world. Taras Shevchenko, the celebrated poet was exiled in Russia when his words below were written. I have included an excerpt from his poem, A Dream, which illustrates his glimpse of the future, his dream come true, the only way he considered possible while enduring his captivity in a foreign land. How wise his words... He never lost his dream for a free Ukraine.
An excerpt portion from:
A Dream
From Orsk Fortress, written end of June – December 1847
by Taras Shevchenko
"...The tears he wiped were hardly cool,
And weren’t the ones of youth...
He recalled his blessed bygone years...
What occurred? When, where and how?
Some was lived, and some was dreamed.
The seas that he traversed
And the shady verdant grove,
And the dark-browed youthful beauty,
And the shining moon amid the stars,
And the nightingale on the guelder rose,
That in turns would hush and chirp,
Singing praises to the scared Lord;
And all, all of it was in Ukraine! …"
A Dream
continued
"... Such was the dream I dreamt
In a foreign land!
As if born again to freedom
In this world of ours.
Permit me, God, whenever,
Even in old age, to stand
Upon those looted hills
Inside the little house.
Let me bring a heart
That’s ground by grief
And tortured,
So it may rest
Upon the Dnipro hills."
Monument of Taras Shevchenko in Lviv
Excerpts used in this novel from Zapovit (title translated as Testament), and A Dream From Orsk Fortress, written end of June – December 1847, were written by Taras Shevchenko and translations were taken from the following book:
The Complete KOBZAR The Poetry of Taras Shevchenko / Translated from the Ukrainian by Peter Fedynsky, Glagoslav Publications Ltd, United Kingdom ©2013 ISBN 978-1-909156-55-5 The text was used with permission granted by Ksenia Papazova, Managing Editor for Glagoslav Publications.
CONTENTS
Other Books
DREAMER
Copyright
Dedication
From the Author
Prologue
Galicia 1939
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Galicia 1940-1943
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Leaving Galicia
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Into the Woods
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Life on a Bavarian Farm
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
A Brisk Escape
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Trail to Germany
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Education Begins
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
A Morality Issue
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Liberation
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
God’s Intercession
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
A New Future
Chapter 60
Chapter 61
Epilogue
Afterword
Word Index:
From The Publisher
PROLOGUE
Summer 1939
People rushed around me in a panic. Blows to the back of my head pushed me forward as the mob drove me into its wake of hysteria. Something was wrong, I felt a twisted knot in my stomach. I couldn’t see what was happening, the adults around me wore their wool winter coats, and the thick of them blocked my view as they pushed onward.
Driven by the throng, one tightly knit swarm, we were crammed and moving as one.
Watch out, kid.
An unshaven man shoved me. My face rubbed against the scratchy coat in front of me; it burned my cheek. I searched for my mother, father, sister, or brother. I couldn’t see faces, only legs, women’s legs donned in stockings with thin lines running down their calves. All of the shoes pounding against the walkway, black or brown, low heeled shoes, everyone wore the same.
The men’s shoes were of old worn leather, most needed a resole. Pan Shevchuk would have liked a few of these men as customers; just the other day he said to my father how no one cared about repairing their shoes anymore. No one had money, and no one dared to spend it if they did. Instead, the people hoarded as much as possible.
Store owners in the city had been closing their shops, some mysteriously disappeared overnight. It seemed to me that anyone remaining in the city stood here in this mob, waiting for the train, trying to get out of Lviv no matter the cost.
Ivan.
I heard my mama calling out my name. Ivan Rudenko, come here.
I ran into her outstretched arms, relieved that she had found me.
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GALICIA 1939
Occupied Ukraine
CHAPTER 1
Four Months Earlier
Hurry up, Ivan. We’ll be late again.
My brother, Petro, always nagged me to rush. He was always in a hurry to do something, but I couldn’t imagine why it was so important. I picked up my hand-me-down satchel with worn corners and followed my brother out the door.
Mama stood on the stoop and grabbed my shoulders as I passed her. She stopped me, pulled off my cap, and kissed the top of my head.
You be a good boy today, Ivan. Listen to the teacher and work hard.
I promise to do my best.
My tato walked out behind me, placed his hand on my shoulder and said, that’s all anyone can do, their best.
Petro yanked my arm and dragged me away. I turned to make sure my parents noticed me waving to them. They did, and I smiled.
Hurry, we’re late.
Petro sprinted ahead and I followed. We hustled down two streets lined with weathered houses, some had stucco falling off the sides, others needed paint just like ours. I jumped between puddles, balancing myself not to slip on the wet stones and concrete. We reached our teacher’s house. It was older than ours, one of the original buildings in the center of town, but since Pan Vasyklo fancied himself a historian, it seemed only right that he should live in this old building. Petro looked around, then we slinked behind the house into the barren back yard, and entered through a back door.
The glass panels rattled as Petro pulled the storm door open from the swollen jamb. We followed a hall to the door that led down to the cellar. Hastening down the steps, our feet clomped, but the echo sounded muffled in the damp open space. We entered the classroom through another doorway, latching it behind us.
Good, we are all here now,
Pan Vasyklo said. Now, we can begin. Gentlemen, please take your seats.
He waved his hand to the only seats remaining. The cellar walls were white-washed in this space, lamps were sitting on various desks lined up against the wall. A multi-colored map was hung on the front wall, it showed all the historical borders of Ukraine from years ago, mountain ranges, rivers, and railways.
Near to where Pan Vasyklo stood was a desk, piled high with books. There was also a framed photograph of him, taken years ago when he taught at the university, posed with other men dressed in black robes. They all stood so straight, shoulder to shoulder mustached men, but our teacher was the tallest and thinnest of the group. The proud men weren’t allowed to teach there any longer, the Ukrainian universities had been shut down first by the Russians, and then by the Polish occupiers.
Pan Vasyklo had volunteered to teach the children in town, at least for the few whose parents dared to chance them learning Ukrainian lessons in secret. The study of our culture and language was against the law, banned by the oppressor’s governing rules.
Now children, since there are only twelve of you today, I think we can break up into two groups. Petro, you can lead the older students, and I will concentrate on the lessons with the younger students. You, older students, turn your chairs to face Petro.
The other five started moving their chairs and formed a semi-circle facing Petro’s desk.
Among the commotion, I noticed my sister sitting with the others. She had the habit of arriving before us, meeting her friends early. They walked to school together while I was still eating my breakfast. She and another girl giggled, and I thought how happy she looked when she was with her friends, and how when she grinned, Olena was beautiful just like Mama. I liked making my sister happy, often joked with her just for a smile. Lately, she was sad most of the time, and I wondered why.
Fine, Sir. Our desks are set.
My brother sat with his back straight against his chair.
Which lesson should we begin to study?
Please, take turns reading aloud the poems
My Friendly Epistle then
Testament written by Taras Shevchenko. Use the book on the top of the pile on my desk, pass it along to the next person in the circle after having read a stanza. After each poem, stop and talk about it. Answer the questions: what does it mean to you, how did you feel while reading it, and explain the literary style he used.
Petro had written the questions down in his notebook, the one he carried with him all the time. Someday he might be a reporter, if not a famous explorer.
I wished I could be in the circle with the older students. I liked reading poems, especially Zapovit. It’s a beloved poem written by our hero, Taras Shevchenko, a poet who was imprisoned in Russia in the 1800s but he dreamed of coming home to his beloved Ukraine before he died. He expressed himself eloquently when he wrote in 1845 about man’s determination to fight for freedom. He had an unquenchable faith in Ukraine’s ultimate victory. His words inspired many.
My tato often read the poem to me at night before bed, and it sounded so dreamy, my father’s voice so dramatic and yet romantic as he read.
"When I am dead, bury me
In my beloved Ukraine,
My tomb upon a grave mound high
Amid the spreading plain,"
I cried while listening to the sorrowful verses, envisioning the Halychyna Grave nearby, even though the poem referred to another grave. I didn’t have to hide my tears from Tato, he understood my sentimentality. Other stanzas of the poem were more hopeful.
"And in a great new family,
A family of the free,
Forget not to remember me
With a kind and gentle word."
I liked to dream about freedom and wondered if we would ever have the chance to know what liberty meant, or how it felt to be free. I enjoyed listening to Ukrainian folklore about all the spirits in the woods and the things lurking beyond the visible world. My favorite fairytale, Forest Song, was written by a girl named Lesia Ukrainka. It’s about a nymph who falls in love with a mortal and instigates all kinds of trouble. Drama is better when it’s imaginary.
Children, please turn your attention to me.
Pan Vasyklo tapped his cane on the floor.
I turned my head toward the teacher, and he peered back directly at me. His dark eyes held mine in place. Then his expression mellowed, almost smiling, as he blurted our instructions.
Today I will tell you more history about our town.
He nodded his head, as if affirming a decision to himself, then began his flow of information.
Years ago, Halych was an important trading place, many more people lived here, and it was the capital of the area.
A plump boy named Yyri, who was about twice the size of any of the other students, raised his hand.
Yes, Yyri.
Sir, isn’t our town still important?
The teacher smiled and twisted his mustache, pinching the ends into a fine line.
Yes, of course, our town is important. However, things change. Not as many people live here any longer. Lviv has become a bigger, more important city. They have a big railway station that was built during the time of the Austro-Hungarian Empire occupation. The government established many great railways to further trade with other parts of the empire, so of course, the railways in Lviv attracted more people.
He scanned our faces and nodded.
That’s something we all need to remember, children. As time passes, things change. Our borders change, our leaders change, but if we embrace and learn our culture, that is one thing that won’t ever change.
We all nodded, with mouths opened. This wasn’t the first time the teacher told us this, and if the other children’s parents were like mine, they heard all about saving our culture every day when at home.
"Children, always remember the songs that come from our Ukrainian hearts, the dances that come from our spirit, and the land we call home which gives us wheat of yellow and skies of blue. Those colors of nature, blue and yellow, are displayed on the flag that we’ve honored since 1848, after the Spring of Nations when all of Europe was in a wave of revolution for freedom."
Pan Vasyklo stared into space, his eyes saw something from his past. His voice grew dramatic as he continued.
"We raised the flag again in 1917 after the Russian Revolution and kept it flying until the Western Ukrainian People’s Republic was forced to disband after the First World War when the League of Nations gave Poland the freehand to govern over us by use of martial law. Now our return journey to independence is even harder, but never impossible . . ."
His voice faded; the last sentence was almost indiscernible.
I raised my hand, eager to add something.
The teacher jerked back to wakefulness.
Yes, Ivan, what do you want to say?
Someday when I grow up, I’m going to be the king. I will give everyone money so they can buy things and I’ll share all the food.
The other children laughed.
That’s stupid, Ivan. You can’t be a king,
Yyri said. You always pretend things that are impossible.
The teacher tsk-ed.
Yyri, that’s not nice.
But Pan Vasyklo, he makes things up all the time. He’s a liar.
I am not.
Are, too.
Children, be quiet.
The teacher held a ruler in his hand.
We both shut our mouths; the bickering was hardly worth a beating on our knuckles.
Dreaming big things can be good,
the teacher said. If people didn’t dream great things then we would have no engineers to build bridges, we would have no artists to paint the likes of the Sistine Chapel, and we would have no leaders brave enough to dare create a free Ukraine. This is exactly what we need—dreamers. Perhaps Ivan will not be a king, but he might be a leader like his father, Pan Rudenko.
We all settled down and listened to the history lesson, then went on to a language lesson, then mathematics. Later in the afternoon, we left class to go home. I was thankful we still had some daylight remaining to play outside, though I enjoyed classes, sitting still for too long made me anxious. I was about to take off, to run down the street and meet the other boys who didn’t go to class, but I halted in my tracks when my brother called out to me.
CHAPTER 2
Ivan, follow me.
Petro turned in the opposite direction and sprinted down the street.
I followed him and we zipped past the Orthodox Church, past the butcher’s shop, then stopped in front of the space between two buildings. There was a footpath that we often took, back in the alley. It led up a hill and through the woods, heading for the old castle ruins.
You want to go?
he asked.
Of course, I do.
My brother, Petro, always took me places around our town. It was 1939 and the Russian digs were still going on at the old castle ruins even though the Poles had martial law over us. Sometimes my brother and I spied on the workers while they excavated the old Halychyna Grave, and he whispered to me things like, ‘watch and learn, Ivan. You may need to do this someday.’ Though I never dreamed of being an excavator, in my dreams I was always a leader.
We scurried down the narrow passageway between the stone buildings and then climbed the steep hill, grabbing hold of boulders and small trees to pull us along. We marched through the woods for two kilometers or so, the sun was warm, I sweated, my face felt hot and flush. Despite the rigorous climb and temperature, Petro never slowed his step.
Finally, we arrived close to the top, near the ruins. The castle remnant was Halych’s most valued architectural monument. I hoped that this sacred place would last forever but knew that many significant landmarks were destroyed by war and revolution, and the thought of anything other than time wearing on the castle saddened me. Two years ago, back in 1937, an excavator named Yaroslav Pasternak unearthed the sepulcher and found the remains of a notable man, presumably the mortal remains of Yaroslav Osmomysl, our great ancient leader, who united much of Ukraine.
The thumping sound of someone pounding the ground pulled me from my thoughts. Two men excavating the area lingered near the ruins, now packing up the tools, ready to go home for the day. We hid a reasonable distance away.
Petro, I can’t see.
I tugged my brother’s sleeve.
He shushed me, and then crept closer, I followed until we were about four or five meters away. We could hear the men talking. The older of the two spoke first.
The city goes on squabbling. What do they think will come of it? They should embrace the authorities and then perhaps we could get more supplies and do the work properly.
You’re right, they’re using up valuable resources with their troublesome uprisings, but in the end, they will submit to the Motherland. Why bother fighting? Such a waste of time, they will lose anyway.
I heard the Soviet Army will be making an appearance soon, then they’ll kick the Polish out of power. Then we’ll get more funding for our project, the Soviets are good about funding the excavations.
One can hope, brother.
They slapped each other on the backs as if they were heroes. I didn’t like their poking around the castle ruins, taking things away. These were our ruins, our Halychan castle, not theirs. I noticed there were lumps in the cart covered with a heavy cloth. I urgently shook my brother’s arm, my heart pounding in my chest.
Look, Petro, they’re taking something. In the back of their cart. Stop them.
I can’t stop them,
he shushed. We could get shot. Be quiet before they hear you.
It was too late, I looked up and saw one of the men standing over us. My stomach dropped, and I thought I’d be sick when his gruff voice reached my ears.
What are you two doing here! Go away before I report you.
Sorry, Sir.
Petro jumped to his feet and grabbed my arm, yanking me away.
We fled as fast we could, running through the woods, navigating our way, and trying not to trip over dead branches and roots. I stopped to catch my breath when we reached the top of the hill.
Petro pushed me.
Sliding down, the dirt plumed around me and I gagged. The flinging rocks nicked my legs and scraped my fingers, as I frantically plummeted to the bottom. By the time we landed on our feet, I was crying. I couldn’t help myself, the terror and senselessness of it all overwhelmed me.
Petro grabbed me by the shoulders and screamed for me to stop. Shaking me, he said, Ivan, stop being a baby. Come, hurry, let’s go home before those men come through town.
I wiped dirt from my eyes with the back of my hand and followed my brother, limping and berating myself for crying. I didn’t want to be a baby. How could I ever be a leader if I cried? Seven years older than me, Petro kept me in line, thought it his duty. He often punched me in the shoulder and said things like, ‘grow up, Ivan.’ Then he flashed me a broad smile and his blue eyes shined with mischief.
Petro looked like our father, blond hair, fair-skinned, and blue-eyed. They were both strong social beings, kindhearted, and in return were liked by other people. I wanted to be like them, wished my hair was golden instead of brown like the neighbor’s dog.
We arrived at our house and Petro made a quick attempt at patting the dirt from my clothes, brushing off as much as possible. He hurried, looking up the street, then shoved me up the steps. We stormed through the doorway.
Mama turned from the stove and looked us up and down.
What have you two been up to?
She held up her hand. No, I don’t want to know. Go get yourselves cleaned up for dinner.
We didn’t dare do anything but follow orders. We washed with soap, then seated ourselves at the table, each in our favorite chair. I sat across from Olena. Her eyes were red and puffy, and I wondered what had happened.
You two boys arrived home late,
Tato said. He unfolded his napkin and placed it on his lap. He gave me the stare, and so I grabbed my napkin and did the same. Manners were important to my father, and I felt it best to remain in his good light.
We were checking out the castle,
Petro admitted.
Tato, they are taking things away. I couldn’t see what it was, but they had something covered up in that cart of theirs.
I told you, boys, not to go there,
Mama said.
She placed the bread on the table and sat down. Now it would be polite to eat, I thought. As I reached for a slice, my mama slapped my hand.
Tato cleared his throat and crossed himself. We all said grace, then filled our plates.
While eating dinner, Tato subtly questioned Petro and me about our day. My sister, Olena, remained quiet, looking at me, then at Petro, then toward