The Heavens: A Novel
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A New York Times Notable Book of the Year
New York, late summer, 2000. A party in a spacious Manhattan apartment, hosted by a wealthy young activist. Dozens of idealistic twenty-somethings have impassioned conversations over takeout dumplings and champagne. The evening shines with the heady optimism of a progressive new millennium. A young man, Ben, meets a young woman, Kate—and they begin to fall in love.
Kate lives with her head in the clouds, so at first Ben isn’t that concerned when she tells him about the recurring dream she’s had since childhood. In the dream, she’s transported to the past, where she lives a second life as Emilia, the mistress of a nobleman in Elizabethan England. But for Kate, the dream becomes increasingly real, to the point where it threatens to overwhelm her life. And soon she’s waking from it to find the world changed—pictures on her wall she doesn’t recognize, new buildings in the neighborhood that have sprung up overnight. As Kate tries to make sense of what’s happening, Ben worries the woman he’s fallen in love with is losing her grip on reality.
Both intoxicating and thought-provoking, The Heavens is a powerful reminder of the consequences of our actions, a poignant testament to how the people we love are destined to change, and a masterful exploration of the power of dreams.
“Heady and elegant.” —The New York Times Book Review
“A complex, unmissable work from a writer who deserves wide acclaim.” —Kirkus Reviews (starred review)
Sandra Newman
Sandra Newman is the author of the novels The Men, The Heavens (a New York Times Notable Book of the Year), and The Country of Ice Cream Star, longlisted for the Baileys Women’s Prize for Fiction and named one of the best books of the year by the Washington Post and NPR, as well as several other works of fiction and nonfiction. Her writing has appeared in Harper’s and Granta, among other publications. She lives in New York City.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Warped Time or Warped Mind?
In Sandra Newman’s inventive but sometimes erratic The Heavens, we readers are left to decide for ourselves whether Kate is a time traveler or a loon. For in this take on time travel and history and dystopia and mental illness and, for good measure, Thomas Carlyle’s Great Man Theory (generic man, of course), Kate begins in one version of Earth, circa 2000, a pretty good one, it seems, does stuff with folks like Will Shakespeare, and ends up in another, the proverbial handbag of dystopian alternative history; in other words, our world in tatters.
In 2000, at a party, Kate and Ben meet. They begin a relationship and eventually fall in love. Even though Kate seems the desultory type who sleeps a lot, he loves her. However, things begin falling apart when Kate begins to forget things, or remember events at odds with the reality Ben knows. Not just Ben, but all their friends notice Kate’s eccentric behavior, including her parents, who tell Ben she’s always been that way, making her own reality.
When Kate explains it to Ben, it sounds even crazier. When Kate sleeps, she awakens in 1593 England as a consort to a rich man. She speaks Italian, in addition to Elizabethan English. She meets a writer hanging on the coattails of a lord, who turns out to be Will Shakespeare. Then Kate begins to believe in her dreams, which might be more than dreams, she’s doing things that change the future, her real world of 2000. Whenever she returns, things are different, different buildings, wars, presidents, and the like. Will reinforces her belief that she, one person, is changing the course of history, because he reveals that he, too, shares the apocalyptic vision she has, namely the smoking shell of a city.
The first half of the novel relates mostly her dream life, and Newman nicely captures the times, down to the smells and diction. The second half deals with Kate in real time after much has changed and she has been diagnosed as mentally ill. In this reality, she’s pregnant. And she has learned or is convinced she is a time traveler, one in a succession of individuals who create a chain that preserve each other and affect the timeline. In her reality, the final reality, the world is crappy place along the lines of most dystopian denouements.
While the book is thoughtful and not nearly as confusing given the changing perspectives, it does tend to be dark and sometimes sluggish. So, readers who either dislike, or like, this novel might want to give Elan Mastal’s All Our Wrong Todays a look. It’s a humorous romp through time, wherein the character starts out in a near perfect world, messes it up (that is, turns it into our world), and then is left to put things right.
. - Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5In the year 2000 Ben meets Kate at a party at Sabine’s apartment in New York. Kate is ‘different’ warns Sabine, a rich girl intertwined with left-wing politics, but Ben pays no attention. Ben and Kate fall in love and very soon move in together. But Ben’s year 2000 isn’t the same as ours ...And after all, it was the year 2000 — Chen’s year, the first year with no war at all, when you opened up the newspapers like opening a gift; a year of mass protests at which the same violin-playing blind girl would always appear and play the same Irish air; the year Les Girafes occupied the embassy of Germany and flew the anarchist flag and the Jolly Roger from its broken windows; that best ever year when Ben was first in love.Meanwhile Kate dreams. Kate has always dreamed, and in her dreams she is another woman dreaming in a different time and place. But in her dreams she is always asleep, never awake. But one day she does wake in her dream and she isn’t Kate any more but Emilia, living in London in 1593, pregnant with a child that is not her husband’s. And Emilia has visions of ‘a jagged city of fire and cinders, a writhing apparition of a dead world’. And Kate (or Emilia) knows that she has to do something to prevent that world coming to pass, but each time Kate wakes, the world is just a little bit worse.This didn’t quite live up to its initial promise for me, but a good read nonetheless.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is a strange, difficult, beautiful, and thoughtful book. It raises many questions, few of which it answers. It is the sort of story of our time that makes one wish for a different time - and it's about that, as well.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5This is a complex book, and I think it's going to take me a few weeks to really digest it now that I've finished it.It starts off as a fairly simple love story between Ben and Kate in New York City. Kate has an eccentric group of friends, and Ben is delighted and fascinated by her social circle and her family. The reader gets little hints that this world is very different from ours - the president is a woman, no one has a cell phone. Kate is a fascinating character: she is quirky and naive, and her art shows the sweet inner workings of her mind. Kate has vivid dreams in which she is Shakespeare's lover. These dreams turn the novel into a time travel / historical fiction story.-- From here on, the review doesn't exactly contain spoilers, but might be more than you want to know if you haven't read it --Then the world where Ben and Kate are in love starts to unravel. Ben is certain that Kate has a mental illness. Kate is an interesting mix of active and passive: on the one hand, her dreams and her actions in her dreams shape reality, but on the other hand, she feels like a passive observer as this happens around her. She does not believe she has a mental illness, but she is so unmoored by how the world changes when she wakes that she doesn't protest when Ben tells her she has a mental illness and needs treatment.The book explores mental illness from both Ben's and Kate's point of view: Kate feels like her world is falling apart around her and doesn't have the energy to fight when she's told she has a mental illness. Ben struggles with how to love someone who is so broken, but finds himself unable to keep her out of his life.Meanwhile, the world continues to get weirder and more apocalyptic. It's hard not to read this as an allegory for the current state of the world, as we watch authoritarianism and white supremacy make unexpected and rapid comebacks.This is a complex and compelling book. I listened to the audiobook, and I think I probably missed some nuances of Newman's writing. Nonetheless, I enjoyed it thoroughly.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Even Sandra Newman freely admits that her novel, The Heavens, is almost impossible to describe. It is part historical fiction, part time traveling fantasy, part political allegory and part social realism. It deals with the effect serious mental illness has not only on patients, but on those who love them. The novel is so complex, and yet only 257 pages, that I read it twice in a row to try to keep track of the time travel changes each time Kate, the protagonist, wakes from her dream of Elizabethean England. I won't get into details about the plot for fear of spoilers but will say that it is the type of story that sticks in your mind weeks after reading. And it helps if the reader is open to time traveling story lines. Highly recommended.
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The Heavens - Sandra Newman
I
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Ben met Kate at a rich girl’s party. He didn’t know the rich girl personally; it was one of those parties where no one knew the hostess. He’d come with the rich girl’s cousin’s co-worker, whom he instantly lost in the crowd. It had started out as a dinner party, but the invitations proliferated, spreading epidemically through friends of friends until it turned into a hundred people. So the rich girl opened up both floors, made punch instead of risotto, and ordered a thousand dumplings from a Chinese restaurant. It was August and you had to let things happen the way they wanted to happen. Everyone was in their twenties then, anyway, so that was how they thought.
It turned out to be a mostly francophone party, conversational and quiet; a party with the windows open to the night, a party where people sat talking on the floor. Most of the illumination was from solar-powered tea lights, which the rich girl had hung on the fire escapes all day to charge, then pasted along the walls. That light reflected softly from the heavy glass tumblers into which wine was poured. There wasn’t even music playing. The rich girl said it gave her bad dreams. New York City, so everyone was interning at a Condé Nast publication or a television program or the UN. Everyone a little in love with each other; the year 2000 in the affluent West.
Ben talked to a dozen girls that night. He wasn’t seriously looking for a girlfriend. He was working and doing his PhD then, so there wasn’t time for emotional investment. Still, it was pleasant to flirt with just anyone, to feel the power of being attractive and six feet tall. A night of receptive postures and parted lips; such an easy blessedness, like ascending a staircase into the air.
At 1:00 a.m. he went down in the elevator to buy cigarettes. Kate was outside on Eighty-Sixth Street with the rich girl’s dog, which had needed to pee. She wore a loose dress that didn’t look like party attire; at first he wasn’t sure she was from the party. Then he recognized the dog, a terrier mutt with a soupçon of dachshund, elongated and shaggy. Cute. Ben stopped to pat the dog.
He went and bought his cigarettes. When he came back, Kate was still there. He paused to smoke. They talked desultorily for five minutes, then something shifted. The traffic fell quiet. They were smiling at each other and not saying anything. Already it felt strange.
Kate said, What’s your name?
Pedro,
Ben said.
She laughed. No, I already asked you, didn’t I? You said you were something else.
No.
He was smiling foolishly. I don’t think you asked me.
I did, but I don’t remember what you said.
She nodded at the dog. I’ve forgotten her name too. So if we left town now and went someplace where nobody knows us, you two wouldn’t have names.
I could be Pedro.
No, I know you aren’t Pedro.
I could be Rumpelstiltskin.
Done.
He laughed, but she didn’t. She just stood there, smiling her liking at him. He finished his cigarette. Then he should have gone back to the party, but he couldn’t. It was strange.
And they talked for a while about taking the dog and running off to a town in South America, about the boat they would live on and the smugglers they would meet and the sunsets over the turquoise sea, where blue crabs would scuttle over the beach, and it felt as if they were even younger than they were, as if they didn’t yet have jobs.
Kate was Hungarian-Turkish-Persian: three romantic, impractical strains, three peoples who had thrown away their empires. Her ancestors wore jewels in their beards; they galloped on horses, waving swords. With them, it was opium dens or Stalinism, no middle ground; so Kate said, laughing at herself. She was talking obliquely about herself.
Ben was half Bengali, half Jewish. That could be interesting, but it was sedate. He came from a line of rabbis, shopkeepers, lawyers; there was a feeling that he might be uncool by comparison, a feeling Ben had to consciously suppress. He said, My family didn’t wave swords, but I’m always willing to try.
Both Ben and Kate were tawny, black eyed, and aquiline; they looked like members of the same indeterminate race. They commented on this likeness, using self-deprecating terms like beige
and beaky,
and became so happy at this—at nothing—that they started to walk the dog downtown. The dog was beige, too, Ben pointed out, and they paused and crouched to compare their arms to the dog’s coat; that was how they first touched. The dog was licking their hands and confusing the issue. Still there was a definite spark.
Walking back toward the apartment, they traded the information that goes in dating profiles, with the feeling of belatedly completing the paperwork for something they’d already done under the table. Then up in the elevator, where they were alone, and in which he suffered and wanted to kiss her. She smiled forward at the doors, unkissable, glowing with the idea of sex. They came out, and she unleashed the dog and slung the leash onto a branch of the coat rack. Without discussion, they headed to the balcony.
There was someone already there, the rich girl’s houseguest, an older New Zealander whom Kate knew and who would later figure prominently in their lives. Ben didn’t think much about him then. All he meant was that Ben wasn’t alone with Kate. The New Zealander talked about a garden he was working on; he was a garden designer, in New York to create a rich person’s garden. Ben listened to his accent and mainly considered him a useful pause, a device that would ease them more gently to the next stage.
So it was the windy balcony, the lights of New York a nether starscape. The actual stars were dull and few. From this perspective, the city was brighter and more complex than the cosmos; the cosmos in fact seemed rote, like a framed print hung on a wall solely because the wall would look wrong without pictures. There have to be pictures and there has to be a cosmos, even if no one looks at them. And Ben looked at Kate surreptitiously, wishing he could tell her this, convinced that she would understand.
She had a long nose and long black humorous eyes, a full, red-lipsticked mouth. Persian, his mind said besottedly, Persian. In heels, she was as tall as he was. Full and rounded, like a cat with a lot of fur. She stood uncannily straight, as if she’d never ever slouched, never hunched over work. She didn’t even lean on the balcony’s railing but stood with her arms loose at her sides. Weightless. A queenly bearing. Persian.
Outside, she’d told him she was an artist—works on paper
—who’d given up on her BFA at Pratt. She had suddenly not seen the point. If it were something like geology, maybe,
she’d said (because he’d told her he had a degree in geology, although he was also a poet—published, he had hastily added. She’d volunteered, in a helpful tone: "Well, I read poetry. He’d said,
Really? She’d said,
I’m on Apollinaire right now, and quoted some Apollinaire in French, as if that were a normal ability for a failed art student. She’d added,
My French is awful, sorry, and he’d said stupidly,
Me neither," because he was powerfully distracted, he was suddenly thinking in terms of love.
Then she’d said, We should get back to the party,
and the world turned cold. How had he got to that point so quickly?)
Now the windy balcony, the obsolete stars, the city a mystery of glittering towers. Kate and the New Zealander were talking about the Great Man theory of history, according to which human progress was driven by superlative people like Socrates or Muhammad, who single-handedly changed the world. Kate defended this idea, while the New Zealander pooh-poohed it and refused to believe she was serious. He said, "How could anyone be that much better? We all have such similar biologies."
They wouldn’t have to be that much better,
said Kate. It would be all the circumstances lining up, like with any unusual event, like a supervolcano or a major earthquake.
She looked at Ben.
Ben said, Major earthquakes aren’t that unusual.
Ben’s a geologist,
Kate told the New Zealander.
But is he a great geologist?
the New Zealander said.
Kate laughed. Ben laughed, too, although he also wondered if this was a slight that might diminish him in Kate’s eyes. The New Zealander said he was going to get another drink and left. Ben’s heart was suddenly racing. Scraps from the Apollinaire she’d quoted surfaced in his mind: mon beau membre asinin … le sacré bordel entre tes cuisses (my stupid beautiful dick … the sacred bordello between your thighs). When she’d said it, it had certainly seemed like flirting. But it might have just been the only Apollinaire she could call to mind.
Now Kate smiled at him vaguely and looked back at the French doors. Her face caught the light and her smooth cheek shone. Some new intention appeared in her eyes—a bad moment, where he thought she was about to ditch him. But she turned to him again, smiling wonder-fully, and said, I’ve got the key to the roof deck. I’m sleeping on the roof, if that sounds like something you might want to do.
He was nodding, breathless, while she explained that Sabine (the rich girl) was her good friend. Kate often slept on the roof. She had an inflatable bed up there. It blows up with a mechanism,
Kate said, making a mechanism gesture in the air.
He laughed, he was light-headed. He made the mechanism gesture back, and Kate took him by the sleeve, just like that, and led him back to the party. She said, I’d better ask Sabine, but she’ll say yes.
It was breezy and wonderful in the apartment, which had two floors and twelve rooms and belonged to the rich girl’s uncle; it hosted his collection of African drums, and for this reason (somehow this knowledge had filtered through to everyone) the air-conditioning was meant to be always on and the windows closed. The drum skins would perish in humidity. Presumably they were from a dry part of Africa or were meant to be re-skinned periodically by a caste of craftsmen who had died out, whose descendants had become engineers and postal workers. In any case, the windows were open, the air-conditioning was off, and everyone kept looking at the drums, discussing them, aware that this party was subtracting from the drums’ life span. Likewise, Ben now imagined the drums as sacrifices to whatever this was.
They found Sabine, the rich girl, talking to three men, who were all much taller than she was, so she appeared to be standing in a grove of men. They were speaking French and making what Ben thought of as French gesticulations. Sabine was very blond and as heavy as Kate, though on her it was not provocative but pudgy. She didn’t look rich. She looked unhappy and intelligent. When Kate made her request, Sabine frowned, displeased, as if this were only the most recent in a series of Kate’s unreasonable demands, and said, Fine. Do whatever.
It’s not whatever,
Kate said, but didn’t pursue it. She just smiled at Sabine, at Ben, at the three tall men who smiled back conspiratorially.
I don’t want to cause problems,
Ben said.
At this, Sabine suddenly changed. She grinned and tousled Kate’s hair, saying to Ben: You won’t need to cause problems if you’re sleeping with this one. She’ll take care of that.
Kate laughed delightedly and looked at Ben as if she were being complimented. The three men were all looking at Kate, looking wistfully at three different parts of Kate’s body. Sabine said, Enjoy,
and turned back to the men in a peremptory manner, mustering them back to their earlier conversation. They took their eyes off Kate reluctantly.
So Ben bore her away like a prize he had won by defeating those three men or—looked at another way—he followed her obediently up the stairs, in her absolute and permanent thrall.
The roof had a deck of solid blond wood, with a plain iron railing around the edge. There was a grill, a picnic table, Adirondack chairs. To Ben’s eye, there were no apparent signs of wealth, though he wasn’t sure what he’d expected. Fountains? There were gardening implements but no garden, only a row of potted plants along the railing—or really several of the same plant, a shaggy blond grass with overtones of purple. The inflatable mattress, a green canvas rectangle with no sheets or blanket, had been set beside these plants. It had already been inflated, and Kate went to it without hesitation and sat, looking back at Ben seriously, as if she were inviting him to something of great moment.
He came and sat. His immediate lust was gone. He was expecting thirty minutes of conversation, anyway, before anything could happen. And in fact, Kate began to talk about the potted grass—it was an endangered species, which was why the roof hadn’t been opened up for the party and possibly why Sabine had chafed at letting Ben on the roof, because the grass was illegal. It had been smuggled in by a friend of the New Zealander, a mining executive, in his corporate jet. You weren’t supposed to take the grass out of its homeland, although in this case it was intended to preserve the grass from becoming extinct, which it soon would be in the part of Argentina where it was native, an area now devastated by mining. The dirt in the pots was Argentine too. It was the sort of thing that happened to Sabine, that she ended up harboring smuggled grasses.
Ben looked dutifully at the grasses, which—he now noticed—were in two different kinds of pots. Some were standard clay pots; some were green celluloid pots that had been molded to imitate the shape of standard clay pots. He pointed this out to Kate, and she immediately frowned and expressed concern for the grasses in the celluloid pots.
I don’t think the grass cares,
Ben said. Grass isn’t that sensitive to aesthetics.
No, it must affect the soil.
It would be such a tiny difference it wouldn’t matter,
Ben said with the air of a man with a degree in science.
Even tiny differences matter. There could be a butterfly effect.
Oh, no, not the butterfly effect,
said Ben teasingly.
But she insisted that a plant is a complex system, just like weather; there could easily be a butterfly effect. He objected that a plant isn’t very complex; a grass would have thousands of cells, not millions, and most of those cells would be exactly alike. She objected to exactly—they couldn’t be exactly alike. He said, Well, if you’re going to be like that.
They laughed. Then she reached out suddenly and took his hand, which sent a particular shock through him. He was tamed. He was impressed.
She said, I wasn’t inviting you up here to have sex. I hope you didn’t get the wrong idea.
Oh, no,
he lied. I didn’t expect anything.
Maybe we could have sex next time, though.
Okay.
I mean, I’m not rejecting you.
Yes,
he said, a little hoarse. Don’t reject me.
I won’t,
she said. I don’t.
They were silent for a minute. He was wondering what the parameters of no sex were. He was thinking about the butterfly effect in the case of falling for people, the small differences between one girl and another creating a cascade of results that changed your life. He looked at the grasses and decided he shouldn’t tell her this.
Then she said, sounding nervous for the first time, Do you remember your dreams?
That was the last important thing before he was kissing her. He stroked her cheek, her skin soft as powder, so wonderful it was bizarre. The whole world had gone to his head, with its purple-tinted grass and its black hair, in both of which the wind moved gracefully and smelled of sky. And when they lay down together, their bodies fit in an uncanny way, interlocked; however they moved, they fit together again, plugged in, and electricity flowed between them. Then he stayed awake for hours while Kate slept easily, naturally, in his arms. For the rest of his life, he would remember it: that intoxicated moment not only of first love but of universal hope, that summer when Chen swept the presidential primaries on a wave of utopian fervor, when carbon emissions had radically declined and the Jerusalem peace accords had been signed and the United Nations surpassed its millennium goals for eradicating poverty, when it felt as if everything might work out. He could conjure it all by harking back to that inflatable mattress with no sheets, the endangered grasses fluttering and springing above their heads, the stars like dusty candy. Without sheets, the wind blew directly on his body, on his bare arms. Far below was the sound of traffic, as quiet as a thought. Occasionally a siren rose, like a frail red line that scrolled across the sky and faded again. Kate muttered and kicked in her sleep. Every time, it was adorable and he was amazed. He fell asleep at dawn, still plotting how he would make her stay.
2
In the dream, Kate was asleep.
She was sleeping but not where she’d fallen asleep. It was a place distinct from any place she’d ever been, although in the dream she knew it well. She knew the bed, the house, the great city. She didn’t have to wonder where they were. But it wasn’t Kate who knew them. It was the person she was sleeping as.
Often, she dreamed in the dream—or the person she was sleeping as dreamed. These dreams were mostly of horses she was riding, which reared and threatened to throw her off or flew uncannily into the sky; or else she was playing a stringed instrument whose strings broke, lashing her fingers. Once she was conscious that a man in her dream-within-a-dream was her father, but his face remained vague; of course, she was supposed to already know what her father looked like. But since it wasn’t Kate’s father, she didn’t. She never learned what he looked like; she only knew, vaguely and pitifully, that he was dead.
Other times she drifted toward waking as that other person in that other place, and was aware of lying nude under heavy layers, the air comfortably chilly on her face. Something itched. There was a closeness—the bed was enclosed somehow—and a variegated landscape of smells. Somewhere nearby, the alto hoots of doves made her idly, desultorily dream of pie. Kate would try to wake up further, but the person was tired, bone tired as if from manual labor, exhausted as Kate never was. So she always blissfully, helplessly, fell back into deeper sleep.
In the dream, Kate was magically happy. The person had fears and resentments and sorrows, but even these were a wonderland of sensation, like a series of beautiful colors. When Kate woke up, there would be a few minutes when she felt that way about real life.
Kate had started having the dream when she was a child. At first it only came a few times a year, but now she had it most nights. On mornings after she’d had the dream, she felt a particular, sublime importance—as if the dream were a secret mission, on which depended the fate of millions; as if it held the key to the salvation of the world.
3
Ben breakfasted with Sabine. Kate had vanished while he was asleep, although she was expected back any minute since the dog had likewise vanished, and presumably Kate was out walking, not stealing, the dog. The breakfast was made by a servant, a middle-aged woman with jet-black hair, to whom Sabine spoke companionably in French. When Ben listened in, the conversation was about the extinction of the [word he didn’t understand] in the Mediterranean, which was being killed by pollution. The pollution caused algal blooms that suffocated the [word he didn’t understand]. Agricultural runoff had been cut back, but it was too late for the [word he didn’t understand]. It’s horrible, the servant said, and Sabine repeated in the same aggrieved tone, It’s horrible. Then Sabine said that her uncle—here she gestured vaguely around at the uncle’s apartment—didn’t believe in pollution. He thinks all chemicals are the same, said Sabine. He says the air is made of chemicals.
At this point, Sabine