The Cad
By Edith Layton
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Intimate Strangers
Bridget Cooke possesses the gifts London society prizes: genteel manners, intelligence, an exquisite figure. She lacks, however, a fortune. A companion to icy relatives, Bridget resigns herself to a life of solitude, especially because of the childhood scar that mars her lovely face. Little does she expect to receive the vigorous attentions of darkly handsome, rich widower Lord Ewen Sinclair, Regency England's most infamous rake.
In a matter of days, the Sinclair whisks Bridget to the altar and into his passionate embrace. Dismissing the vicious rumors surrounding their hasty marriage, Bridget is sure of Ewen's love, even when he is mysteriously called away. But then a shocking secret from his past emerges, threatening her happiness. If Ewen is a cad and their wedding a lie, as the gossips say, then why does Bridget's very stubborn heart still believe his love is true?
Edith Layton
Edith Layton loved to write. She wrote articles and opinion pieces for the New York Times and Newsday, as well as for local papers, and freelanced writing publicity before she began writing novels. Publisher’s Weekly called her “one of romance’s most gifted authors.” She received many awards, including a Lifetime Achievement Award from the Romantic Times, and excellent reviews and commendations from Library Journal, Romance Readers Anonymous, and Romance Writers of America. She also wrote historical novels under the name Edith Felber. Mother of three grown children, she lived on Long Island with her devoted dog, Miss Daisy; her half feral parakeet, Little Richard; and various nameless pond fish in the fishness protection program.
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- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Bridget is a poor relation, her cousin's downtrodden companion. She has a facial scar. One night at a ball, she sees a man staring at her and cannot look away. He is a notorious rake, but after a few stolen meetings he asks Bridget to marry him. When Ewen is called away to do some important spy work in London, Bridget is left alone. No one believes she is really married, but she has faith in Ewen. Dull.
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The Cad - Edith Layton
1
She was enjoying herself until she saw the man watching her. Or at least until she realized the others saw him watching her. She could have ignored him; she was good at that. She couldn’t ignore them.
So she steeled herself and raised her head high. She turned it to the light, looking fully at him with all the pride and dignity she could muster.
He didn’t flinch at what he saw. He didn’t look flustered or embarrassed. He didn’t quickly glance away. Instead, he raised an eyebrow. The corners of his mouth lifted. He inclined his head, as though he were sketching a bow to her. And kept staring. That she wasn’t used to.
She felt blood rush to her cheeks, and ducked her head.
She knew the dance went on, even if her heart had almost stopped. The couples in their sets on the ballroom floor danced under a chandelier of blazing candles. From where she sat in the shadows on the sidelines with the dowagers, chaperones, and wallflowers, the dancing couples looked as though they were onstage. She was used to being the audience, used to being in the dark—how dare he single her out?
He dared.
Bridget!
Aunt Harriet whispered sharply. You must not ogle the gentlemen!
I’m not ogling,
she said miserably. "I was being ogled. I just looked back at him."
Indeed?
Aunt Harriet asked, every word etched in acid. But if you hadn’t been staring at him, you wouldn’t have known, would you?
Bridget’s shoulders slumped. There was no answer to that. It was only the truth. Of course she’d been staring at him. He’d come into the warm room like a breath of cool night air. She’d noticed him instantly. Most of the women had.
It wasn’t because he’d prowled into the room, energizing it, causing such a flurry of attention. Or that his dark head was easier to see because he was taller than most, or that his face was so tan compared to the fashionable pallor of the other gentlemen. It certainly wasn’t because he was so handsome. He wasn’t. Not with that high-bridged nose, those hard, defined cheekbones, those long, narrowed, amused eyes. Not handsome. Just devilishly attractive. Bridget bit her lip. She was the reason for his amusement now.
But he’d caught her attention and held it. She’d stared at him, of course she had.
He’d gazed around the room and seen her reaction. And stared back. In that moment she’d been thrilled…until she remembered who she was, where she was, and what had caught his attention. Then she’d turned to the dancers and only noted him out of the corner of her eye.
Liar, she thought, and sighed. She’d enjoyed her brief foolish game of glances with him. She imagined that because of the darkness where she sat, he hadn’t seen her clearly.
It’s Sinclair,
the women around Bridget whispered. The sound went through the group of watching women in excited hisses.
Sinclair? Here? He must be looking for a wife!
one of them said.
Sinclair? Looking for a wife?
another laughed. "Whose wife, I wonder."
Nonsense,
an elderly lady said sharply. Even Sinclair knows he cannot come to an affair like this with rakish intentions. I’ve heard he’s on the catch for a new bride, and here he is.
Indeed?
a lady next to Bridget purred, gazing at him now. If so, why is he staring…?
She turned an amused eye on Bridget and left the comment unfinished. It nearly finished Bridget. It was more than enough for Aunt Harriet.
Bridget,
she said in icy tones, I saw your cousin shivering. The night air can be so treacherous. You know how fragile she is. Do get her wrap for her.
Bridget jumped to her feet.
Wait!
Aunt Harriet said. Not in the cloakroom. I remember now, she left it in the coach. Go to the hall and tell a footman to get our coachman to fetch it for you. Wait there until he brings the wrap, will you?
Aunt Harriet was mistress of the question that required no answer, Bridget thought. But what answer could there be? She was being politely sent into exile. She’d wait in the hall until it was time to go home, because they both knew Cousin Cecily hadn’t brought a wrap at all. Why should she? It was mid-May, warm in the house, and almost as warm outside.
Yes, Aunt,
Bridget said. Then, with her head down and watching her feet so not to see the expressions on the faces of the women around her, she picked her way through their circle of chairs and quickly stepped around the edges of the ballroom toward the great hall outside.
She didn’t mind missing the dance. She would have been shocked if anyone had invited her to take a turn on the floor. She was cousin to a fashionable young lady, but she was not that young and certainly not fashionable. Apart from her most obvious defect, she hadn’t a penny to bless herself with. She was not an eligible young woman.
But she was a perfect companion, and had been one for seven years, so long she’d almost forgotten what a poor name that was for what she did to earn her bread. Because there was no companionship in it for her. She was a warm female body present in order to watch over a young lady being presented to society. She didn’t mind. In fact, she was thrilled. She’d been a warm female body to fetch and carry for elderly relatives for the past seven years, and now she felt she’d come up in the world. At least she had dancing and not just knitting to watch now.
She’d only been in London a month, but she hadn’t been so happy in years. At least not since her father had died, leaving her in the less than tender care of his family. It was amazing that when they’d heard of his death they’d unbent enough to offer his now fatherless daughter houseroom, since they’d been estranged from the day he’d married her mother. They hadn’t unbent enough to offer his widow the same, of course.
That didn’t matter; Mama would have gone home to Ireland anyway. But Ireland wasn’t Bridget’s home. And at eighteen years of age, she’d refused to be a burden on her mother. With hope and curiosity, she’d taken her father’s family’s offer.
She wasn’t a burden on them. The first two years she’d been an unpaid nursery maid for Cousin Sylvia in Suffolk. Then she’d been asked to companion crabby Cousin Elizabeth in Derbyshire. Bridget had thought of joining her mother in Ireland after all, but Mama had remarried by then, and was actually increasing! No room there for an older daughter, or so Bridget had told herself—glossing over the notion that she might be jealous or hurt or heartsick at the thought of Mama and her new baby, when she herself would never have one.
Then there were those dreadful years in exile with daft old Cousin Mary in the north. Cousin Mary’s loss of wits was the only reason Bridget remained with her, because it was easier to forgive a mad woman for all the nasty things she said. Besides, as Cousin Mary got older she forgot all the really dreadful things she would have liked to say or do.
But then this offer! Companion to sweet, silly Cousin Cecily? In London? Bliss. In one short month Bridget had seen the Tower and Regent’s Park, gone shopping in dazzling arcades, gone to the theater and a concert—and now a ball! Of course, she went as an accompaniment, but it was more life than she’d seen for seven years. Besides, Cousin Cecily smelled of rose water, not camphor.
Bliss. No more criticism, no scolding, no complaining. Of course, there was no friendship, no confidences, and no praise, either. Cecily’s brothers were at school, but she had her own set of friends, and if she thought of her older cousin at all, Bridget realized, she thought of her as a necessary accessory, like one of the footmen who always trailed after her. Still, there was no fetching, no carrying…except for tonight, of course. But this was in the nature of a lesson, after all.
The hall in the townhouse where the ball was being held was immense, with a ceiling as high as a cathedral’s. There were urns with towering floral arrangements in the niches in the wall, and the floor was all black and white tiles in patterns, polished so highly that Bridget’s slippers fairly skimmed over them. The company was in the ballroom, so the hall was empty now except for two footmen standing by the door.
Miss?
one said when he saw Bridget come into the hall.
Excuse me,
she said, but could you summon the Brixtons’ coachman? My cousin has left her wrap in the carriage and needs it now.
Of course, miss,
he said, bowing. He passed the word to the second footman, who called a page. Bridget waited as they relayed the message to him and he went running out the door.
Both footmen looked at Bridget. She shifted from foot to foot. Um,
she said in a low voice, I’ll wait here for it.
That won’t be necessary, miss. We’ll be happy to bring it to you.
My, ah, express orders,
Bridget said, were to wait for it.
She saw the quick look of sympathy the two footmen exchanged. But she was used to that, and so she put up her chin and tried to pretend she was invisible. She was used to doing that, too.
Perhaps you’d care to have a seat whilst you wait,
one of them said, pointing to a chair in a niche at the side of the vast hall. She hadn’t seen it; it was a spindly thing set in a recess next to one of the immense marble columns that supported the ceiling.
The very thing. Thank you,
she said, and walked to it, head high. Now all she had to do was to pretend the two silent footmen weren’t there. Three strangers alone in a room, spending the evening together, not speaking—or would they have spoken to each other if she hadn’t been there? Bridget sighed a little at how absurd the world was. She’d have liked to chat with them, but their job was to be invisible, too.
Well, but there are worse places to spend an evening, she told herself as she settled on the chair. It was a pity, though. She’d worn her best gown, the blue one, with darker blue ribbons at the high waist. She fidgeted with the ribbons now, thinking she might buy new ones—pink, for contrast? But maybe new slippers were a better idea, for she needed them. She raised a foot and contemplated it…and saw another foot suddenly appear in front of hers: a large foot in a shiny black shoe. Her eyes widened and her gaze flew up.
Good evening,
Viscount Sinclair said, his mouth tilting in that wicked, curling smile that had sent her into her present exile.
Good evening, my lord,
she said quickly, looking down at her hands in her lap. She hoped he wasn’t going to apologize, and she wished he would.
Do you dance so badly you insist on doing it in the hall?
he asked quizzically.
She smiled in spite of herself. I don’t dance,
she told her hands in her lap.
Or look at a gentleman when he speaks with you,
he chided her. But I’m not a vain fellow. I came to ask if you’d care to dance.
She raised her eyes to his in shock. A cruel jest or an innocent blunder? His glittering brown-and-gold eyes were amused. I—I cannot dance,
she said. Thank you anyway. Good evening, my lord.
"You said that already. Cannot as in don’t know how? he persisted.
I’d be glad to teach you."
"Cannot as in I am a companion, my lord, and companions do not dance at balls!" she said with spirit, because it looked as though the gentleman was having fun with her after all, and she was bitterly disappointed in him for it, and in herself for expecting more.
I wasn’t aware that companions were supposed to pass their nights companioning footmen,
he said in his deep voice, a hint of laughter there, too.
If you must know, companions are not supposed to be ogled by gentlemen, either. That’s why I’m here. But I’m new to London, or else I wouldn’t be in such difficulties. I won’t be again, that I can tell you,
she muttered. But I do know companions aren’t supposed to be chatting with gentlemen alone, as we are. Please, my lord, let it be.
That I cannot do,
he said. Pity there isn’t another chair here. I do wish you would look at me when I speak with you.
I do wish you would go away!
she blurted, and then, because she was miserably aware of the two footmen pretending not to listen, she added in a whisper, You could cost me my position, if not my reputation! Please—if you’ve come to apologize, I accept. And if you haven’t—well, I suppose you should. In any case, I’m to stay here until my family is prepared to leave, and it wouldn’t do for them to find you talking to me.
"Your family? Harsh treatment from kin. Are you the black sheep?"
He was prepared to have fun at her expense, then. She sighed. There was nothing she could do but answer him and hope he soon grew tired of his sport. No, my lord. I’m the impoverished sheep. And likely to become more so if you stay here now.
No,
he said thoughtfully, just the opposite, my dear. So you’re newly come to London. That’s why no one seemed to know your name.
I’ve been here a month. I wish you hadn’t asked about me. I’d like to remain in London, you see.
Oh, I don’t think that’s any problem,
he said, and when she gazed at him in confusion, he added with a grin, It can certainly be arranged….
It was a pity, she thought, that his fascinating looks weren’t matched by his disposition, which was miserable. He had such presence. He was tall and straight, his shoulders wide, hips narrow, abdomen flat. Not above thirty and five, she guessed, and a fine specimen of a gentleman.
He wasn’t dressed as lavishly as a dandy or with the studied casualness of a Corinthian. But he was outfitted impeccably in a dark tight-fitted jacket over snowy linen and dark breeches. The only color about him was his wine-and-gold vest and his hazel eyes. His dark hair was cropped to discourage curls, but she could see it needed cutting again. Or did he wear it that way because it made a woman yearn to brush it back from that high forehead? After all, Viscount Sinclair was a rake, or at least that was what she’d heard.
She could believe it. He had the sort of dark magnetism a rake was supposed to have. She’d never met one before. The only gentlemen who had tried to toy with her were the kind who attempted to dally with powerless females: the sneaks, the shy, the devious. There was the pinch-and-run type, like Cousin Howard, who was the reason she’d left Cousin Elizabeth. And there was the grab-and-grapple sort, like hearty Squire Evelyn, who was the reason she’d always stayed in her room whenever he visited Cousin Mary. There was also the let’s-pretend-my-hand-slipped kind, like Vicar Hanson, of all people!
But Viscount Sinclair was supposed to be a real rake. She wouldn’t have guessed a real rake would bother tormenting her. That was usually what bitter men or heartless boys did. Perhaps, she thought suddenly, he hadn’t really seen her. Perhaps he’d thought what he’d seen was a shadow or a trick of the leaping candlelight.
Of course I know it’s awkward,
he suddenly said with such fellow feeling, such a gentle smile, that she doubted her estimate of him and looked at him with hope. Embarrassing and foolish, isn’t it? My following you into a dim hallway, creeping around like a fellow in a bad farce…but you disappeared. Now you say I can’t dance with you. And I can hardly call on you, can I? In short, then, my dear Miss Bridget—yes, your cousin knew your name, at least—I have a proposition for you.
Bridget’s heart sank.
Being a companion is not very lucrative, and there’s not much pleasure in it, either. And as I’ve noticed, there’s no companionship in it at all—for you.
This was so true she forgot to be wary and just stared up at him.
But that all depends on whom you companion, you see.
He stepped closer and put his hand on the back of her chair as he bent to talk to her. He smelled of cognac and sandalwood, she thought absently. But not too much cognac; he certainly wasn’t drunk. And there was the scent of fresh linen and soap, clean and masculine. Her nostrils fluttered as she took in his scent. He noticed and smiled slightly.
Now, if a young woman such as yourself,
he went on, were to companion an amiable gentleman, she not only would find it much more profitable, she’d have a great deal of pleasure from it, that I can promise you.
She gaped at him.
Yes,
he said softly, nodding and smiling down at her, nothing wrong with your ears.
You’re offering me…
She could not bring herself to utter the words.
Carte blanche,
he said helpfully.
"Carte bl…a position as your…mistress?" she gasped.
He nodded. "Companion is a better word, though, and a much better description of the position offered. Think of the advantages: a place of your own, your own servant, jewels, fashionable clothing, pocket money…"
You’re mad!
she said.
No, my dear, merely entranced. And how else am I to get my hands on you? Think of the logistics, the difficulties, otherwise.
She arched her neck, flung back her head, and looked him in the eye. You can’t have seen,
she said, not clearly. It’s not a play of light or something I should have removed with my napkin at dinner. It’s there, and it’s real, and it’s part of me.
Yes,
he said gently, gazing at the long, deep dark line on her cheek, near the side of her nose. It curled down to the margin of her upper lip. His eyes studied it. Yes, I know.
I see,
she said, so beside herself with outrage she forgot he was a nobleman and she nothing at all to him or to the world. "And so you thought my morals as cracked as my face, did you? Or that I was so desperate for the touch of a man that I’d take leave of my senses? The shame’s on you, my lord! My face may be ruined, but my reputation is whole, and will stay that way—that I can promise you!"
I see nothing wrong with your face, my dear,
he said. Had I, I wouldn’t have offered.
Now I understand!
she raged, more disappointed than shocked. Oh, I understand very well. You’re one of those men who find scarred females more attractive than whole ones! One of the kind who hate us, or fear us, or have a score to settle with us—a man who’s pleased to see one of my sex disfigured so cruelly.
If you say that seriously, you must need spectacles,
he said, frowning. My dear, has no one ever told you? You’re lovely. The scar? It only points that out, as a beauty spot might. It doesn’t diminish your beauty; rather, the contrast merely heightens it. Your skin is pure, and your eyes are amazing, gray as night fog. A small straight nose, and such lips…shapely, plump, they were made to be kissed. And that’s not all. It’s astonishing, because although you’re slender, your form is nothing short of magnificent. Delicate, yet so ripe—lovely. Surely you must know that, too.
Bridget stared at him, astonished and chagrined. No one had ever said such wonderful things to her, and the someone who was saying them was only a rake. He was making love to her with words, right there in the hall! The worst part was that she felt her body prickling with pleasure in reply to him.
But she knew the truth—who better? And she knew it would free her from his spell.
She rose to her feet, lifted her chin, and faced him squarely. This ‘beauty spot,’
she sneered, "is so lovely. You’re right. How fortunate I am. Why, I don’t even have to bother drawing it on. It’s always there. See how deep and well defined it is, too. Some females wear beauty spots in the form of flowers or hearts. But see mine? How unique. It’s in the shape of a snake or a worm, how delightful. Cut line, my lord rake. It’s the plague of my life. Haven’t I seen people look at it, then away, then back again, as though they can’t help themselves? I have, time and again. Haven’t I heard people whisper, ‘Oh, how pretty she’d be—if not for…’? Be sure I have, time and time again.
A woman’s face is her fortune,
she went on bitterly, and I have neither, my lord, nor any luck. I’ve had other offers such as yours over the years. In fact, I’ve had no other kind…well, only one other. But I know—too well!—that a certain kind of man considers a female’s damaged face evidence of damaged goods.
Do they?
he asked, obviously diverted. Odd, I’ve never found it so. Most courtesans don’t have any scars.
"You would be an expert on such women. I suppose, she spat, and then stopped, aghast at herself for speaking to a gentleman that way, appalled at having such a conversation with any man. She steadied herself.
I must again ask that you leave, or I’ll have to leave myself, she said stiffly.
And I’ve been asked not to do that. You see my problem. So I give you one last chance to be the gentleman I thought you were. Well?"
I’ll leave, of course,
he said, backing away. For now. But think about what I’ve said, will you? The position I offered is still open. And I remind you that you mentioned your supposed ineligibility for it long before you mentioned your morals. Be that as it may. Think about those spectacles, too, will you? Because it occurs to me you can’t have seen me clearly, either. Not that I’m vain. But I’m not an ogre.
No,
she breathed as he bowed. No,
she whispered to herself, watching him turn and leave, strolling down the hall back toward the ball, not an ogre—just a monster.
She stood straight, but her lower lip was trembling as she fought for control again.
Miss?
a voice said hesitantly. She looked up to see that a footman had left his post and stepped closer to her. Good for you!
he said softly.
And y’can double that from me,
the other footman said. ’Ere’s to you, my lady!
No, I’m not a lady,
Bridget said, smiling through her tears.
Mebbe not, but you’re a lady right enough for our money,
the footman said.
She inclined her head, just as a great lady might do. But only because she was too touched to speak right away.
One thing he said that was true is that you’re lovely, miss, and that you are!
the first footman said staunchly.
She nodded. How lucky she was, she thought sadly; she’d just received two of the best compliments of her lifetime. One from an unprincipled rake with possibly the most evil intentions she’d ever come across, and the other from a footman who felt sorry for her.
The front door opened. The page returned with her aunt’s coachman in tow, looking grieved.
Miss Cecily din’t bring no wrap tonight,
the coachman said. I would’ve remembered. Only her shawl, and she carried that in with her. I looked, too, everywhere, but weren’t nothin’ else there.
I know,
Bridget said. But…can we let that be our secret?
Oh,
he said, and looked hard at her. He sighed. Aye, lass. We working folk have got to stick together, don’t we?
Aye,
she said, and sighed, too, envying him, because he, at least, was paid in coin for his labor.
When he left she settled herself back on her chair. The footmen marched back into their places. That left her sitting by herself, thinking about the offer she’d gotten, puzzling over how her mind worked. Because wicked as it was, and certain as she was that she could never accept such a terrible offer as the rakish lord had made—still, there was no doubt that in some strange way she felt as good as she felt bad about it.
That was undoubtedly wicked, too. But pleasantly and safely so, because there was about as much future in such thoughts as in any of the other air dreams she regularly indulged in to enliven her life. She smiled to herself as she kept her lonely vigil in the drafty hall. Being offered carte blanche from such a gentleman? And to imagine accepting it, even for a second? That was even more of a delusion than her usual fantasies, since she had a better chance of having some previously unknown ancient relative pass away and leave her a vast fortune along with a castle somewhere in Spain.
2
The Brixton family departed the ball as night was beginning to leave the sky. Cyrus Brixton, exhausted after a night of small-stakes gambling in the room set aside for the gentlemen at the ball, folded his hands over his paunch and slept as his carriage bore him home again. But his wife and his daughter couldn’t stop talking.
A triumph,
Cecily’s mother told her daughter again. You danced every set and behaved as prettily as can be. You’ll have your pick and be wed before the year is out, see if you’re not!
Well, I had my eye on James Worth, you know, but Lord Montgomery is ever so charming, too, isn’t he? And the Viscount engaged me in conversation for ever so long and danced with me right afterward,
Cecily said smugly. She didn’t have to name the viscount in question; her mother smiled just hearing the title.
He’s looking for a wife,
her mother said with satisfaction.
Which is wonderful, isn’t it? Because I’m looking for a husband,
Cecily giggled.
Viscount Sinclair?
Bridget gasped.
Both women turned to stare at her.
And why not?
her aunt asked. We are not titled, of course, but your own grandfather was a baron. You never met him and may have forgotten, being out of the family so long. And Mr. Brixton’s family has been here since the Conqueror.
N-No, it’s not that,
Bridget stammered. Viscount Sinclair is—he’s—he’s a rake!
Any gentleman would act the rake if he found himself being ogled so openly,
her aunt said stiffly. "As to that, you’re fortunate he didn’t do more than mock you with his attentions when he saw you gaping at him like that. As who did not? Truth to tell, Bridget, we’re very disappointed in you. Thank heavens Cecily had attended other balls before tonight’s, or else I’d worry she’d be considered ill bred, having such a companion.
"I suppose you knew no better, coming from the wilds of nowhere, never having attended a young lady before. But listen, Bridget: You’re here to watch our Cecily and lend her countenance, not to call attention to yourself! Poor child, I know you can’t have thought—but we never considered you’d behave so, especially a person such as yourself, with such a deformity. We thought you’d be perfect for our Cecily, a perfect…"
A perfect foil for her beauty were the words her aunt left unsaid. But it was true, so Bridget said nothing. Instead she held her breath, afraid the next words spoken would send her back to mad Cousin Mary. Anything but that, she thought nervously, and waited.
"…a perfect companion. And so you yet may be. But you must remember Cecily needs someone modest and unobtrusive—not bashful, mind, but refined and retiring—as her constant companion. We thought that with your handicap, you’d be shyer than you are. I suppose it’s not your fault, given the relatives you’ve lived with. But Cecily does not need a lively young person to keep her awake. She certainly doesn’t need you offering her advice on gentlemen. Indeed, I can’t think of anyone less suited for that than you!"
There were insults and there were insults. Bridget drew in a breath, ready to announce her leaving. She didn’t know where she’d go, but she had her limits.
You don’t know society or London,
her aunt went on. Bridget let out her breath with relief. "I’ll advise her about gentlemen, thank you very much. As for the Viscount, he’s been a widower for more than a decade, and of course a healthy man must have his outlets. But he’s all that’s correct when he’s in society, and since he’s come in search of a wife, he’s the unexpected catch of the season.
Besides, it’s precisely your job to see that Cecily is never alone with him—until he declares himself. So you see, ogling him so brazenly was potentially disastrous. Still, we can mend matters. We’ll tell him it was because you’re new to London and were astonished to see such a fine gentleman.
No need, Mama,
Cecily laughed. I told him already! Well, he asked about Bridget while we were talking.
Her mother gasped.
"I knew he felt sorry for her, and so I told him we’d taken her in, and he looked at me with such approval for it."
Clever puss,
her mother said, and went on to discuss first the Viscount’s income and intentions and then the best gown for Cecily to wear when she saw him again.
Listening to them, Bridget hoped they’d get home before she cast up her accounts. She made herself feel a little better by realizing that if they didn’t, at least she could say it was the motion of the coach that was making her sick.
But she was still upset as she prepared for bed. They wanted him for Cecily? Fine! Wonderful life poor Cecily would have with him if they did marry; she’d have to comb the women out of his bed before she got into it with him. But she couldn’t warn her aunt or Cecily or even tell them what he’d offered her, because they wouldn’t believe it. And if they did, they’d believe she’d asked for it. Well, she supposed she had, in a way. She shouldn’t have indulged in that fantasy, she