Anatomy: A Love Story
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"Schwartz's magical novel is at once gripping and tender, and the intricate plot is engrossing as the reader tries to solve the mystery. She doesn't miss a beat in either the characterization or action, scattering clues with a delicate, precise hand. This is, in the end, the story of the anatomy of the human heart." - Booklist (starred review)
Dana Schwartz’s Anatomy: A Love Story is a gothic tale full of mystery and romance.
Hazel Sinnett is a lady who wants to be a surgeon more than she wants to marry.
Jack Currer is a resurrection man who’s just trying to survive in a city where it’s too easy to die.
When the two of them have a chance encounter outside the Edinburgh Anatomist’s Society, Hazel thinks nothing of it at first. But after she gets kicked out of renowned surgeon Dr. Beecham’s lectures for being the wrong gender, she realizes that her new acquaintance might be more helpful than she first thought. Because Hazel has made a deal with Dr. Beecham: if she can pass the medical examination on her own, Beecham will allow her to continue her medical career. Without official lessons, though, Hazel will need more than just her books—she’ll need corpses to study.
Lucky that she’s made the acquaintance of someone who digs them up for a living.
But Jack has his own problems: strange men have been seen skulking around cemeteries, his friends are disappearing off the streets, and the dreaded Roman Fever, which wiped out thousands a few years ago, is back with a vengeance. Nobody important cares—until Hazel.
Now, Hazel and Jack must work together to uncover the secrets buried not just in unmarked graves, but in the very heart of Edinburgh society.
Dana Schwartz
Dana Schwartz is a television writer and the creator of the number-one charting history podcast Noble Blood. As a journalist and critic, Dana has written for Entertainment Weekly, Marie Claire, Glamour, GQ, Cosmopolitan, Vanity Fair and more. She lives in Los Angeles with her husband, and their cats Eddie and Beetlejuice. Her books include Choose Your Own Disaster, The White Man's Guide to White Male Writers of the Western Canon, and Anatomy: A Love Story.
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- Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Such a satisfying, gothic romance. Great characters, cinematic-like storytelling, and a perfect balance of grim and sweet. I would love to see a continuation.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Hazel engaged to a Viscount is ready to abandon her nobility in order to follow her dream of becoming a surgeon. She meets Jack a grave robber - a resurrection man who supplies bodies to the anatomists. Mixed with all this is the discovery of a serum for immortality.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Anatomy: a love story is a love story about science and medicine--about anatomy. Hazel Sinnett lives in the early 1800s where she is expected to wed for money and be content as the lesser gender. Hazel, however, fails to find value in either pursuit. She loves anatomy and only dreams of becoming a doctor. She's actually very lucky, which is where you will have to suspend your disbelief. As a member of a good family, Hazel possesses all she needs monetarily and possession-wise. Her mother rarely acknowledges her except to remind Hazel that she must marry her cousin, the future Viscount. This marriage brings money and prestige. As Hazel has been raised with Bernard, she feels very comfortable around him. Like a brother. She knows this marriage must be her future and expects it. She believes Bernard will allow her to continue studying and pursue becoming a doctor. After all, it's just her cousin and he's always accepted her love. Problem is that he seems to be growing up and behaving as he is expected to behave as a gentleman and Viscount. Hazel, however, isn't following the role assigned to her. She also fails to treat Bernard very well. She dismisses him and often rudely speaks to him. She has no patience to deal with mundane, silly matters like courtship and marriage. Instead, Hazel plans to spend her time studying.Hazel concocts a plan to become a doctor. She dresses in her dead brother's clothes and joins the Anatomist Society, taking classes to become a doctor upon passing the Physician's Exam. Dr. Beecham, considered one of the most advanced doctors, teaches here. On her first day, Hazel finds herself locked out. A young man, Jack Currer, shows her another way to get in. He would know. He's a resurrections. In other words, he unburies bodies and delivers them to whoever pays. After Dr. Beecham discovers that George Hazelton is really Hazel Sinnett, he makes a deal with her, as he admires her mind. She can attend if she passes the Physician's Exam. She must study on her own. Hazel now studies at home, having Jack bring her bodies. Hazel and Jack find themselves attracted to each other. She cares nothing about social class and finds this resurrectionist a fascinating person, enjoying his company and his energy.I would say that the novel was perfectly fine. I wasn't ever enthralled. Having a bit of trouble suspending my disbelief that Hazel would have so much freedom to do all that she does, I often felt the plot was too unrealistic for the time period. Also, there's not much of a love story. I like Jack very much, but their scenes are limited. I'll probably listen to the second and final novel as well, but I'm fine with the ending and not re-visiting this storyline.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Series Info/Source: This is a stand alone book. I got a copy of this book through NetGalley to review.Thoughts: I liked this quite a bit, it is a fun historical fiction, with some slight magical realism, and an intriguing topic. However, the story feels very unfinished and ends very abruptly; I believe this is a stand alone but maybe it is a start to a series.I really enjoyed both Hazel and Jack. Hazel is a neglected wealthy young woman who wants to become a surgeon which is very unacceptable for the Victorian time and age. Jack is a resurrection man who steals dead bodies and sells them to doctors for their study. The two end up meeting and joining forces; Hazel wants Jack to provide her with bodies to study so she can study for taking the Medical Exam.I really loved this book up to the last 20% or so. It's a good story and an intriguing topic and Jack and Hazel are easy to love. However, things get a bit weird towards the end with Hazel's desperate studying abruptly giving way to her involvement in a mystery of disappearing people. Then some subtle magic is involved and it feels very forced. To add to that Jack's story takes a turn that seemed unnecessary as well. Too much was packed into the last part of this story and it felt contrived. If this is the first book in a series maybe the author was setting up for book 2, however I believe this is supposed to be a stand alone and as such it left me feeling a bit confused and hollow.My Summary (4/5): Overall this was a well done historical fiction with some magical realism. I loved most of the book and enjoyed the unique subject matter and engaging characters. However, things got a bit weird at the end with too many new things packed in and left the book with a hollow, unsatisfying feeling to it. I would recommend this if you are fascinated by the practice of grave-robbing in Victorian times and are looking for an engaging fictional story set around that.
- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5I received this book for free in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review. Stealing a body was against the law, but if they actually took any property from the grave, that would make it a felony.Hazel Sinnett comes from a wealthy family, is almost engaged to her cousin who is in line to become a viscount but she still dreams of becoming a surgeon. It's 1817 in Edinburgh, though, and Hazel is forced to dress as a boy when she finagles a way to attend classes at the Royal Edinburgh Anatomists’ Society, taught by the leading physician at the time, Dr. Beecham. Hazel has read and reread, Dr. Beecham's grandfather's medical treatise book and is excited to learn from him. And so Jack Currer became a resurrection man.Jack Currer has managed to survive on the streets by working at the local theater and making some needed side money by digging up freshly buried bodies and selling them to the Anatomists' Society for the students and doctors to learn from. When he helps a society girl sneak into a medical demonstration, neither realize how it will change their lives. The boy in the shadows looked up, and for a moment Hazel locked eyes with him, the hairs on the back of her neck standing at attention.Anatomy: A Love Story, was a Gothic toned story that also added in some mystery, suspense, paranormal, historical fiction, and romance. Hazel and Jack are both seventeen, so I can see their ages being the reason this is getting tagged as young adult but I can see this being enjoyed by adults maybe even more. The pace is gradual and while Hazel leads us, the story is more about the plot swirling around her and Jack than the actual characters themselves. I could see younger readers getting restless while older ones would sink in more. Readers who enjoy the series, Veronica Speedwell, Lady Sherlock, and Wrexford and Sloane, might want to check this out. This first book doesn't quite deliver the romance genre HEA but gives an ending that could easily lead to a series and I could see it falling into the essence of the other series mentioned, just with younger protagonists. “Gentlemen, I give you ethereum. Or, what I have taken to calling in the laboratory, the Scotsman’s dodge.”After her older brother died from Roman Fever (malaria), Hazel's mother slipped into depression and only cares about coddling and protecting the younger brother Percy. With her military father off guarding Napoleon, Hazel is pretty much left to her own devices. She occasionally goes out with her cousin Bernard, who shows flashes of possessiveness and is slowly trying to get Hazel to give up her dream of being a surgeon, nevertheless, Hazel realizes the importance of marrying him, having security. Hazel's focus on her quest to become a surgeon has her a bit naive at times, it feeds certain plots but this also makes it feel forced. There were times that it was obvious that the author was driving the plot, instead of a naturalness from the characters. All the threads involving the medicine of the day, ether being introduced, were intriguing and a little gory, adding to the Gothic tone and I liked how it tied into the mystery plot of people disappearing; is it a resurgence of Roman Fever or something more sinister.“And how much do you charge for something like that?” she asked. “A body.”“That depends. Are you in the market for one”? “That depends,” Hazel replied. “Do you make deliveries?” The romance doesn't really get going until around 50% and even then it's not the focus. Hazel and Jack start to spend more time together when Hazel gets discovered as a girl at the Society, enters into a deal with Dr. Beecham, and ends up paying Jack for bodies to study on. We get to know Hazel pretty well but Jack didn't feel as flushed out as there were other focuses in the story. These two were sweet together but their youth and circumstances keep the story from giving them too much of relationship development. The secondary characters were utilized well and if this does continue on into a series, I definitely want to see more of Jack's friend Munro and the Dr. Straine.It was easy to die in Edinburgh, but Jack had made it seventeen years because he knew how to survive.As I read an advanced reading copy, I don't want to give too much away but the ending does provide some revelations I saw coming and one that was a surprise and changed, if made into a series, where I thought it was going to go. This had a Gothic tone, some mystery, romance, and a twist of paranormal, I'd definitely pick up a second book to see where the plot takes the characters next.
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Anatomy - Dana Schwartz
prologue
Edinburgh, 1817
HURRY UP!"
I’m digging as fast as I can, Davey.
Well, dig faster.
The night was nearly moonless, so Davey, standing on the damp grass, wasn’t able to see Munro roll his eyes down in the grave he was in the process of digging up. It was taking longer than normal—the wooden spade Munro had managed to steal from behind the inn down on Farbanks was smaller than the metal one he’d started off with tonight. But it was also quieter, that was the important thing. Ever since Thornhill Kirkyard had hired a guard to watch over the graves, keeping quiet was essential. Already, three of their friends had been picked up by the guard and were unable to pay their fines. Davey hadn’t seen them on the streets since.
Something was wrong. Davey couldn’t quite put his finger on it, but something seemed strange tonight. Maybe it was the air. The grease smoke hovering low in Edinburgh’s Old Town was always dense, heavy with the smell of cooking oil and tobacco and the noxious combination of human waste and filth that had sent the well-to-do into the fine new buildings down the hill and on the other side of Princes Street Gardens. Tonight was windless.
Davey didn’t mention it to Munro, the strange feeling he had. Munro would only have laughed at him. You’re supposed to be a lookout for night men, not strange feelings, Munro would say.
In the distance, Davey could make out a candle burning in the window of the rectory behind the church. The priest was awake. Could he see movement this far into the kirkyard in the darkness? Most likely not, but what if he decided to come out for an evening stroll?
"Can’t you go any faster?" Davey whispered.
In answer came the unmistakable sound of wood hitting wood. Munro had reached the coffin. Both boys held their breath for the next part: Munro lifted the spade high as he could and brought it down hard. Davey winced at the crack of the lid breaking. They waited—for a shout, for dogs barking—but nothing stirred.
Throw me the rope,
Munro called up. Davey did as he was told, and within a few moments, Munro had expertly tied the rope around the dead body’s neck. Now pull.
While Davey tugged the rope, Munro, still in the grave, helped to guide the body out of the small hole in the coffin and back toward the surface world, a strange reverse birth for a body past death. Munro successfully removed the body’s shoes as it left its coffin, but it was up to Davey to strip off the rest of its clothes and throw them back in the grave. Stealing a body was against the law, but if they actually took any property from the grave, that would make it a felony.
The body was a she, just as Jeanette had told them. Jeanette worked as a spy for whichever resurrection man paid her the best that week, sneaking around funerals, standing just close enough to make sure that whoever was being buried hadn’t been given an expensive stone slab atop the coffin to prevent the very crime they were currently committing.
No mortsafe and no family,
Jeanette had said when she showed up at the door to Munro’s flat in Fleshmarket Close, scratching her neck and grinning up at him from beneath her curtain of copper hair. Jeanette couldn’t be more than fourteen, but she was already missing more than a few teeth. Or ’tleast not much family, anyways. Coffin looked cheap too. Pine or sum’thing like it.
Weren’t pregnant, were she?
Munro had asked hopefully, raising his eyebrows. Doctors were so keen to dissect the bodies of pregnant women that they were willing to pay double. Jeanette shook her head and extended her hand for payment. As soon as darkness fell, Munro and Davey set out with their wheelbarrow and spades and rope.
Davey averted his eyes as he peeled off the body’s flimsy gray dress. Even in the darkness, he could feel himself blushing. He had never undressed a live woman before, but he’d lost count of the number of times he’d taken the clothing off a woman the day after she was put in the ground. He looked down at the stone half-hidden by dirt and darkness: PENELOPE HARKNESS. Thank you for the eight guineas, Penelope Harkness, he thought.
Throw it here,
Munro said from below. Davey tossed him the dress. As soon as the woman’s clothes were back in her empty coffin, Munro pulled himself out of the hole and onto the wet grass. A’ight,
he said, clapping the dirt from his hands. Let’s fill it back in and be done with it now.
Munro didn’t say it, but he felt something strange, too, an odd thinness in the still air that made it harder to catch his breath. The candle in the rectory window had gone out.
You don’t believe she died of the fever, do you?
Davey whispered. The woman’s skin wasn’t pocked or bloody, but the rumors these days were impossible to ignore. If the Roman fever really was back in Edinburgh …
Course not,
Munro said with certainty. Don’t be daft.
Davey exhaled and smiled weakly in the dark. Munro always knew how to make him feel better, to cast away the fears that crept into his brain like rodents in the walls.
Silently, the boys finished their task. The grave was as well covered with soil and weeds as it had been that morning, and the body, stiff with rigor mortis, was in their wheelbarrow, covered by a gray cloak.
Something was moving at the edge of the cemetery, along the low stone wall that ran the kirkyard’s entire east side. Davey and Munro both saw it, and they whipped their heads around to follow its motion, but as soon as their eyes adjusted in the darkness, it was gone.
Just a dog,
Munro said more confidently than he felt. Come on. The doctor likes us out back before dawn.
Davey pushed the cart, and Munro walked alongside him, gripping the handle of his spade tighter than usual. They had almost made it out of the cemetery when three men in cloaks stepped in their path.
Hello,
the first man said. He was the tallest of the three, and looked even taller because he wore a stovepipe hat.
Lovely evening,
said the second, a bald man, shorter than the others.
Perfect for a stroll,
said the third, whose yellow grin was visible behind his mustache even in the darkness.
They weren’t night watchmen, Davey saw. Maybe they were fellow resurrection men.
Munro clearly had the same idea. Out of our way. She’s ours, get yer own doornail,
he said, stepping in front of Davey and their wheelbarrow. His voice shook only a little.
Davey looked down and saw the gentlemen were all wearing fine leather shoes. No resurrection man wore shoes like that.
The three men laughed together in near unison. You’re quite right,
said the short man. And, of course, we wouldn’t dream of calling the night watchmen.
He took a step closer, and Davey saw a length of rope under the sleeve of his cloak.
The next moment was impossibly quick: the three men advanced, and Munro leapt around them and ran at full tilt up the path and toward the city. Davey!
he shouted, Davey, run!
But Davey was frozen, still behind the wheelbarrow, forced to hesitate at that moment by the choice of whether to abandon Penelope Harkness while he watched Munro sprint into a close and disappear. By the time his feet allowed him to follow his friend, it was too late.
Gotcha,
said the tall man in the hat as he wrapped his meaty hand around Davey’s wrist. Now, this won’t hurt a bit.
The man took a blade from his pocket.
Davey struggled against his grip, but no matter how he tugged or twisted, he was unable to pull away.
The man with the blade ran it delicately along Davey’s forearm, revealing a trail of crimson blood that looked almost black in the darkness.
Davey was too frightened to scream. He watched in silence, with unblinking panicked eyes, as the bald man pulled out a vial filled with something purple and viscous. The man uncorked the vial and extended his arm.
The man with the hat shook his knife over the vial until a single drop of Davey’s blood fell into liquid within. The liquid became dark and then changed color to a brilliant, glowing golden yellow. It illuminated the faces of the three men, who were all smiling now.
Lovely,
the one with the mustache said.
THE NEXT DAY, WHILE OUT ON his morning constitutional, the priest found an abandoned wheelbarrow containing the stiff body of a woman he had buried the day before. He shook his head. Resurrection men in this city were becoming bolder—and more dangerous. What was Edinburgh coming to?
From Dr. Beecham’s Treatise on Anatomy: or, The Prevention and Cure of Modern Diseases (17th Edition, 1791) by Dr. William R. Beecham:
Any physician who wishes to effectively treat either disease or any variety of common household injury must first understand anatomy. An understanding of the human body and all of its component parts is elemental to our profession.
In this treatise, I will outline the fundamentals of anatomy I have discovered in my decades of study alongside illustrations of my own design. However, illustrations are no replacement for the active, first-hand discovery of anatomy through dissection, and no prospective physician will ever hope to be a service to our profession without first effectuating at least a dozen bodies and studying their component parts.
Though some of my fellow professionals in Edinburgh operate by nefarious measures, engaging the illegal services of so-called resurrection men stealing the bodies of innocents, subjects provided to my students at my anatomical school in Edinburgh are always the unfortunate men and women who suffer the hangman’s noose, whom British law dictates are inclined to provide one last service to their fellow countrymen as final penance.
1
THE FROG WAS DEAD, THERE WAS no doubt about that. It had been dead already when Hazel Sinnett found it. She was taking her daily stroll after breakfast, and the frog had just been there, lying on the garden path, on its back as though it had been trying to sunbathe.
Hazel couldn’t believe her luck. A frog, just lying there. An offering. A sign from the heavens. The sky was heavy with gray clouds threatening a rain that hadn’t arrived yet. In other words: the weather was perfect. But the conditions wouldn’t last long. As soon as the rain started to fall, her experiment would be ruined.
From behind the azalea bushes, Hazel looked around to see if anyone was watching her (her mother wasn’t looking out her bedroom window on the second floor, was she?) before she knelt down and casually wrapped the frog in her handkerchief to tuck into the waistband of her petticoat.
The clouds were approaching. Time was limited, and so Hazel cut her walk short and turned around to head swiftly back to Hawthornden Castle. She would go in the back way, so no one would bother her and she would be able slip up to her bedroom immediately.
The kitchen was hot when Hazel entered in a rush, with great clouds of steam burping from the iron pot on the fire and the thick smell of onions clinging to every surface. An abandoned onion lay half chopped on a board. The onion, the board, and a dropped knife nearby on the floor were splattered with blood. Hazel’s eyes followed the trail of red to see Cook sitting on a stool in the corner of the kitchen by the fire, cradling a hand and rocking back and forth, cooing to herself.
Oh!
Cook cried when she saw Hazel. Her red face was damp with tears and redder than usual. Cook wiped at her eyes and stood, trying to smooth her skirts. Miss, didn’t expect you down here. Just—resting my aching legs.
Cook attempted to hide her hand behind her apron.
Oh, Cook. You’re bleeding!
Hazel reached out to coax Cook’s injured hand forth. She gave half a thought to the frog squelching in her petticoat and the looming rainstorm, but only for a moment. She had to focus on the case at hand. Here, let me.
Cook winced. The cut was deep, along the meaty palm of the base of her well-callused hand.
Hazel wiped her own hands on her skirts then looked up to give Cook a small, comforting smile. This isn’t going to be bad at all. You’ll be right as rain before supper. You, there
—Hazel called to a scullery maid—Susan, is it? Will you fetch me a sewing needle?
The mousy maid nodded and scampered off.
Hazel took the kitchen basin over to Cook and had her wash her injured hand and wipe it clean on a dishrag. As the blood and soot fell away, the deep cut came into clear focus. Now, that’s not so scary once the blood is washed away,
Hazel said.
Susan returned with the needle. Hazel held it in the fire until it turned black, and then she lifted her own skirt and pulled a long silk thread from her chemise.
Cook gave a small cry. Your fine things, miss!
Oh, pishposh. It’s nothing, Cook, truly. Now, I’m afraid this might sting just a bit. Are you all right?
Cook nodded. Working as quickly as she could, Hazel slid the needle into Cook’s split palm and began to sew up the cut tight with sutures. The color drained from Cook’s face, and she clenched her eyes.
Almost there—nearly done now—aaaaand there,
Hazel said, tying the silk into a neat knot. She tore the thread with her teeth. She couldn’t help but smile while examining her work: tiny, neat, even stitches that finally put her childhood of mind-numbingly boring embroidery practice to good use. Hazel lifted her skirts again—carefully, so as not to disturb the frog—and tore a thick ribbon of fabric from her chemise before Cook could object or cry out in shock at further damage to it. Hazel wrapped the fabric tightly around the newly stitched hand. Now, then: remove the bandage tonight and wash the wound, if you would. I’ll be by tomorrow with a poultice for you. And be careful with the knife, Cook.
Cook’s eyes were still wet, but she smiled up at Hazel. Thank you, miss.
Hazel made it up to her bedroom without any other disturbances, and she raced out onto her balcony. The sky was still gray. Rain hadn’t fallen yet. Hazel exhaled and pulled the frog in its handkerchief from her skirts. She unfurled it and let it flop with a wet squelch onto the stone banister.
The parts of Hawthornden that Hazel liked best were the library—with its mottled green wallpaper and leather books and fireplace lit every afternoon—and the balcony off her bedroom, from which she could look into the tree-lined creek below and see only nature for miles. Her bedroom was on the castle’s south facade; she couldn’t see the smoke rising from the heart of Edinburgh, just an hour’s ride to the north, and so here, on the balcony, she could pretend she was alone in the world, an explorer standing at the precipice of the sum of human knowledge, and building up the courage to take a single step forward.
Hawthornden Castle was built on a cliffside, with ivy-covered stone walls that loomed over untamed Scottish woods and a thin stream that ran farther than Hazel had ever been able to follow. Her family had lived there for at least a hundred years on her father’s side. It had Sinnett history in its walls, in the char and grass and moss that clung to the ancient stones.
A handful of kitchen fires throughout the 1700s meant that most of the castle had been rebuilt on top of itself, brick atop stone. The only remnants of the castle’s original structure were the gates, at the front of the drive, and a cold stone dungeon built into the side of the hill, which had never been used in living memory—except as a threat when Mrs. Herberts caught Percy stealing pudding before tea, or when the footman, Charles, had promised to stay locked inside for a whole day on a dare but lasted no more than an hour.
Most of the time, it felt to Hazel as if she lived at Hawthornden by herself. Percy was usually outside playing, or at lessons. Her mother, still dressed in mourning, rarely left her bedroom, gliding along between the walls like a ghost of death in black. Sometimes it was lonely, but usually Hazel felt grateful for the solitude. Especially when she wanted to experiment.
The dead frog was small, and muddy brown. Its thin limbs, which had flopped in her palms like a loose doll when she plucked it from the footpath, were now stiff and unpleasantly tacky. But the frog was dead, and there was a storm in the air—it was perfect. Every piece was in place.
From behind a small rock on the balcony, Hazel pulled out the fireplace poker and the kitchen fork she had squirreled away weeks ago, waiting for this exact situation to present itself. Bernard had been infuriatingly vague about the type of metal the magician-scientist in Switzerland had used ("Was it brass? Just tell me, Bernard, what color was it?
I told you, I don’t remember!"), and so Hazel just decided to make do with the metal objects that seemed easy enough to pluck from the household without anyone noticing. The fireplace poker was from her father’s study, and even the servants didn’t bother going in that room anymore in the months since her father and his regiment had been posted on Saint