The Angry Wife: A Novel
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Lucinda Delaney is a southern belle ruled by a vision of life that no longer exists. The Civil War has come and gone and her side has lost, yet she is determined to proceed as if nothing has changed—a denial that stokes the flames of her irrational angers. Despite her returned husband’s devotion, Lucinda is sure he is having an affair with one of their slaves. After all, his Union-sympathizing brother, Tom, did just that, scandalously running away with the woman and settling into contented family life in Philadelphia. Over the years, her racist feelings and fears only intensify, and when it’s time for her own daughter to marry, her chief concern is the color of the children. The Angry Wife is a memorable and impassioned dissection of prejudice, as well as a riveting portrait of post–Civil War America. This ebook features an illustrated biography of Pearl S. Buck including rare images from the author’s estate.
Pearl S. Buck
Pearl S. Buck (1892–1973) was a bestselling and Nobel Prize–winning author. Her classic novel The Good Earth (1931) was awarded a Pulitzer Prize and William Dean Howells Medal. Born in Hillsboro, West Virginia, Buck was the daughter of missionaries and spent much of the first half of her life in China, where many of her books are set. In 1934, civil unrest in China forced Buck back to the United States. Throughout her life she worked in support of civil and women’s rights, and established Welcome House, the first international, interracial adoption agency. In addition to her highly acclaimed novels, Buck wrote two memoirs and biographies of both of her parents. For her body of work, Buck received the Nobel Prize for Literature in 1938, the first American woman to have done so. She died in Vermont.
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- Rating: 1 out of 5 stars1/5Buck wrote beautifully but I hate these people and can't tolerate their company any longer.
- Rating: 3 out of 5 stars3/5Aus heutiger Sicht wirkt dieser Roman von Pearl S. Buck recht angestaubt. Trotzdem ruft er bei der Lektüre auch heute noch ein gewisses Interesse hervor, da die Diskriminierung von Afroamerikanern in den USA nach wie vor Realität ist, trotz des amtierenden dunkelhäutigen Präsidenten. Pearl S. Buck erzählt die Geschichte einer wohlhabenden Farmer-Familie in West Virginia nach dem Sezessionskrieg. Sie zeigt, wie unterschiedlich die Weißen mit der Befreiung der schwarzen Sklaven umgehen: Dem wohlhabenden Landbesitzer Pierce Delaney fällt es schwer, die früheren Sklaven als gleichwertige Menschen anzuerkennen, aber im Lauf der Jahrzehnte macht er langsame Fortschritte, vor allem durch die nähere Bekanntschaft mit den Mulattinnen Georgia und Bettina. Die beiden Frauen, ehemalige Sklavinnen, sind nun Dienerinnen in seinem Haus. Seiner konservativen Frau Lucinda dagegen gelingt das Eingeständnis der Gleichwertigkeit nie, da sie nicht dazu bereit ist, die Veränderung anzunehmen. Sie will, dass alles so bleibt, wie es früher war. Mit ihrer rückwärtsgewandten Art und ihrem enormen Egoismus macht sie ihrem Mann das Leben schwer, der sie aber trotzdem über all die Jahre liebt und treu zu ihr hält. Sein Bruder Tom dagegen, der im Sezessionskrieg auf der Seite des Nordens gekämpft hat, schafft es, sich auf die neuen Verhältnisse einzustellen. Er verliebt sich in die Mulattin Bettina, heiratet sie und gründet eine Familie mit ihr. Seine Schwägerin Lucinda hat dafür keinerlei Verständnis und veranlasst ihren Mann Pierce, Tom zu vertreiben. Trotzdem finden die beiden Brüder später wieder zueinander. Toms dunkelhäutige Kinder wachsen zu ebenso erfolgreichen Menschen heran wie Pierces weiße Kinder. Was die Auseinandersetzung mit der Befreiung sowohl für die schwarzen als auch weißen Menschen bedeutet hat, wird hier anschaulich dargestellt. Ein Prozess, der mit Sicherheit bis zum heutigen Tage fortdauert. Pearl S. Buck hat eine Reihe von interessanten Charakteren entwickelt. Ihr Roman wird aus der Perspektive des Großgrundbesitzers und Aktionärs Pierce Delaney erzählt. Obwohl sie ihn als angeblich gütigen Menschen beschreibt, wird der Leser nicht so richtig warm mit diesem materialistisch eingestellten Mann, in dessen Denken es hauptsächlich um wirtschaftlichen Fortschritt geht. Zu diesem Zweck schreckt er auch vor Ausbeutung nicht zurück. Mit Abstand am unsympathischsten ist aber seine Frau Lucinda, die von nahezu unerträglichem Egoismus ist. Es ist schwer nachvollziehbar, mit welcher Hingabe ihr Ehemann über Jahrzehnte an ihr festhält. Nur zwei ihrer fünf Kinder werden zu fortschrittlich orientierten Erwachsenen, die anderen bleiben dem alten Denken verhaftet. Wie schwierig es für Menschen ist, gewohnte Denkstrukturen und Verhaltensmuster hinter sich zu lassen, wird hier deutlich. Dies gilt vielleicht für Pearl S. Buck selbst. Zwar gibt sie sich alle Mühe, zu zeigen, wie edel und charakterlich hochstehend afroamerikanische Menschen sind. Aber auch sie lässt ihre beiden Vorzeige-Schwarzen, Georgia und Bettina, sehr hellhäutig sein. Überzeugender wäre gewesen, wenn sie zwei Protagonistinnen von dunkelster Hautfarbe erdacht hätte. Dafür sind Georgia und Bettina physisch und psychisch geradezu unwahrscheinlich perfekt dargestellt, was einfach übertrieben wirkt. Ansonsten wirkt Pearl S. Bucks Stil auf heutige Leser etwas antiquiert. Sie wartet mit ein paar logischen Fehlern auf, was unfreiwillig komisch ist. Vielleicht liegt dies aber auch an der Übersetzung. Insgesamt ist „Frau im Zorn“ ein recht interessantes Buch, das man schnell einmal überfliegen kann, wenn es sowieso schon im Bücherschrank steht.
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The Angry Wife - Pearl S. Buck
The Angry Wife
A Novel
Pearl S. Buck
Contents
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
A Biography of Pearl S. Buck
Chapter One
WE ARE FORTUNATE,
PIERCE Delaney said to his wife.
She did not answer. Outside the window open by her couch, the deep stillness of late October afternoon lay across the landscape of Malvern. The air was warm and fragrant. The servants had been picking the purple grapes. She could not learn to call them servants instead of slaves. Pierce was going to pay them wages. Georgia, her own maid, would get wages!
Aren’t we fortunate, Luce?
Pierce’s big voice demanded.
I wish you wouldn’t call me Luce,
she answered. I like my own name.
Lucinda,
he said, smiling. It’s such a prim name.
Nevertheless, it’s my name,
she replied.
But he could not quarrel even in fun. He wanted peace, now; as long as he lived he wanted only peace. He stood before the high window and gazed at the landscape for which he had been as homesick, all during the war, as he had been even for his family. There were not many in the world to match it for beauty. Beyond the rich level lands of his farms the foothills rose, softly wooded, into the blue heights of the Alleghenies. It was country fit for all his dreams of peace and he would spend his life in fulfilling them. Only to live, after these years, would be enough, but to live here was heaven.
Without turning he spoke. The war is over, Tom and I are both alive, the house isn’t in ruins. Not many families have as much!
"Pierce, darling—"
At the sound of Lucinda’s voice he wheeled. She was lying on her rose satin sofa, her white arms flung above her head, her white hands clasped. Her slender body was hidden in a froth of creamy lace and silk, except for her little bare feet.
He took off the stiff leather belt of his uniform, threw it on the floor and went across the bedroom. He knelt beside her and lifted her into his arms. The moment stood still for him, clear and deep. For the first time he felt sure of being alive. He was at home again, in his own house, with Lucinda, his wife. His two children, his sons, were sound and full of health. Even the work on the land had not stopped. Everything he possessed had miraculously escaped destruction. His mind raced back over the years through which he had just passed. They were already compressed into a single experience of torture, in which he saw the faces of his own men whom he had not often been able to save. They were not all dead—a few had escaped, many more lay in hospitals. But most of them were dead. Kneeling there with his face in the laces upon his wife’s bosom, he read upon his brain the figures of the dead. They were so young! This was their tragedy—so young to die for so vague a cause. Thousands of young boys in uniforms had died to compel the nation to remain a union, thousands in grey had died for the right of a state to be free if it liked. Somewhere between them the fate of black men and women had been entangled.
Feeling the beat of Lucinda’s heart under his lips, aware of the softness of her flesh, breathing in her scent, he asked himself if even the death of many could hold united those who wanted to be free of one another. It might have been easier if he and his family had lived in the high North or the deep South. But Malvern, his inheritance, lay in the borderland. Men from the south and the north had swept across the mountains to rest here in Malvern Valley, under the great oaks, even upon the verandas of the house. He had been home for a few days of furlough when Grant’s men had come marching by, and looking down on them from an attic window, hiding himself, he had been horrified to see how much his enemies looked like his own men, There was only the slight outward difference of the uniform. The boys’ faces were the same.
More than Malvern lay in the border country. In the months when the war drew nearer, grim and inevitable, he had had to decide whether, when war was declared, he would go North or South. He hated slavery, while he loved his own slaves. Some deep conservatism in his being, love of form and order, necessity to preserve and persist, made him know that union was essential for their country, still so new. A handful of states, flying apart in quarrels, would mean early death to the nation. But he had stayed by the South. The last moment had come, and in its clarity Lucinda and Malvern had outweighed all else. Heart and not head had decided. He knew that he would fight and perhaps die for her, here in his house. But Tom, his brother, had gone North.
When do you think Tom will get home?
Lucinda asked.
She curled herself into his arms. When she made herself small in his arms his heart quivered with tenderness. It seemed impossible that she had borne him two sons. He thought of them playing somewhere about the place, sturdy, blond, gay and quarrelsome, affectionate and rebellious, as he and Tom had been in this house of their fathers. By her own strength Lucinda had kept them untouched by the miseries of the war. She was a strong little thing!
Joe will be here at any moment with him,
he said. He laid her gently back on her silken pillows and got up and walked to the window. Almost unconsciously he had picked up his belt and now he stood by the window, strapping it about his waist again.
A slender, hard waist, Lucinda thought with pleasure. The war had done him good. She felt idly complacent. She was safe. The house needed new hangings and new carpets. She wanted to cover the mohair furniture in the parlors with satin as soon as she decently could. Enough of the slaves had stayed on, for wages, to make her life still possible. Nothing would be changed.
She felt joy running in her veins. Her heart softened, She got up and went over to the tall figure at the window. He was staring out into the sunshine, his face grave and his steel blue eyes tragic. She hated the look. He was remembering something she did not know.
Pierce,
she said, Pierce, darling—
He turned to her quickly, seized her in his arms again and held her with pain and love. How much he could never tell her!
Everything is going to be the same,
she whispered.
I’ll make it the same,
he said passionately, and felt his throat grow tight over tears. Strange how a man could go through death again and again, could lose what he loved most! For in the hour of battle he had loved his men better than anything. There had been moments when if sacrifice of himself and his wife and his sons, his house and lands, all that he was fighting for, could have saved the losing day, he would have let them all go into the loss, for victory’s sake. Yet he had never wept, or wanted to weep, as he did now, when he had come home to his unchanged house. It was so exactly the same that he could not keep back his tears. But this Lucinda could not understand, and for no fault of her own. They would have had to live through the same things to have had the same understanding and he could only be thankful that she had stayed safely at home.
The door opened. Someone stood on the threshold an instant, saw them and closed the door.
Lucinda pulled herself out of his arms and smoothed her straight fair hair. Come in, Georgia,
she called.
Georgia opened the door gently and stood, hesitating and shy, aware that she had interrupted a scene of love. Pierce saw the awareness in her dark eyes, in the half smile of her lips, in the timidity of her bearing. She looked at Lucinda and he saw what he had not known before, that she was afraid of her mistress.
It’s all right, Georgia,
he said kindly.
I declare I didn’t know you were in here, Miss Lucie,
the dark girl said.
Don’t come in without knocking, Georgia,
Lucinda said sharply.
I did knock, Miss Lucie,
Georgia said in her even, gentle voice. When I heard no answer I came in. I was looking for you and Master Pierce to say that Joe has come ahead to tell that they’ll be here in just a few minutes. He says Master Tom isn’t hurt by wounds but he’s starved near to death.
The tears brimmed her great eyes and hung on her lashes. These lashes, black and long, held the drops and she put up her hand and wiped them away.
Starved?
Lucinda repeated.
It’s that damned prison,
Pierce muttered. He turned to Georgia. Tell Annie to have some warm milk ready. A half cup of milk with brandy will do him more good than anything. You can’t feed a starving man real food. God, I knew they were starving the Yankee prisoners—but my own brother!
It comes of his joining the North,
Lucinda said bitterly. If he’d—
Never mind now, sweet,
Pierce interrupted her. The war’s over.
I’ll hate the Yankees as long as I live,
she retorted.
Georgia went away. The moment which she had interrupted was gone and Pierce bent to kiss his wife quickly. I’ll go along down myself, Luce, and see that everything’s ready. I wish I’d gone to meet him. But he sent word he was all right … Luce, who’s going to nurse him?
Bettina,
Lucinda replied. She sat down in her rose colored chair. The satin was grayed and Georgia had darned it carefully. I couldn’t spare Georgia,
she went on, but the boys are so big now I thought we could turn them over to Joe.
Good,
he said.
He hurried out of the room into the wide hall. At the door of the nursery he saw the two sisters, Georgia and Bettina, in whispering talk. They looked alike, both tall, both golden-skinned, dark-eyed, slender. But Bettina, the younger, showed the Indian blood in her black ancestry. Georgia did not. Georgia’s face was soft and oval, the cheeks smooth, the lips full. Bettina’s cheeks were flat, her nose sharper, her eyes keener, her hair less curly. Where the two girls had come from Pierce did not know, except that they had been part of Lucinda’s father’s estate, and when he died they were for sale. He had bought them because Lucinda wanted them. Wonderful workers,
Lucinda had called them. He scarcely knew them, because a month after they had come into the house he had gone to war.
Bettina!
he said abruptly. There was something so delicate, so sensitively aware of him in the faces the two women turned to him that he was disconcerted. He had seen this delicacy often enough in the faces of slaves, even wholly ignorant ones, a refinement of the human being so extreme that he was always made uncomfortable by it. It was the result of utter dependence, the wisdom of creatures who could only exist by pleasing their masters. But in these two women it was pathetic and shameful, because they were not ignorant. He must ask Lucinda why they were not ignorant.
Did you want something, Master Pierce?
Bettina asked. Their voices were alike, deep and soft.
You’re to take care of my brother.
Yes, Master Pierce,
Bettina said.
Pierce paused. You two,
he said abruptly, don’t call my brother and me masters. I lost the war—Tom won. I can’t be called master any more—Tom won’t want to be, if I know him.
What shall we call you, sir?
Bettina asked.
It was disconcerting that both of them spoke with a clear English accent, without a trace of the shambling dialect of slaves. It was suddenly monstrous that he had bought these women. But he had not heard them speak when he bought them. They had simply stood hand in hand, their heads downcast.
You—you can just call me mister,
he said abruptly.
Yes, sir,
they breathed. They looked at one another. He saw they would simply call him nothing, ending every sentence with sir.
He looked out of the window. A slow procession was winding along the road between the oaks—Tom! He ran down the stairs, threw open the front door, leaped the stone steps and lifted from the litter his brother. But could this be a human creature, this tall stick, this gangling monkey, this handful of bones, loose in a bag of skin?
Tom!
he muttered strangling, Tom, boy, you’re home!
Then he said sternly. Look here, we’ll soon have you—you fed—well again—
The dark skeleton face could not smile. The fleshless lips were drawn back from his teeth, fixed in a grin of agony. Tom’s voice came in a faint gasp:
Home—
Pierce carried his brother up the steps, and was horrified to feel the looseness with which Tom’s head upon the stem-like neck hung over his arm. His own people had done this—in a secessionist prison they had starved his brother! He had tried to reach through the walls of war to save Tom, but hatred had been stronger than love. Then he pushed aside anger and pain, in the way he had learned to do, to save his own being. Fifty thousand men had been starved to death in those prisons, but Tom was still one of the living. And the war was over.
Everything is going to be all right, Tom,
he said gently.
He carried his brother through the great dim hall, up the stairs into the west bedroom. The room was full of late sunshine, and on the hearth a fire burned. Bettina stood at the bedside, holding the sheets ready, and Georgia moved the copper warming pan to and fro. Georgia was crying silently, but Bettina’s face was grave. She put out her arms and slipped them under Tom’s bony frame, and lowered his head gently to the pillows. Then she drew the covers over him.
Where’s the brandy milk?
Pierce demanded.
Here, sir,
she said.
A spirit lamp stood on the table, and she poured the milk from a small skillet into a blue flowered cup set in a saucer.
The ghastly lips drew back still further over Tom’s strong white teeth. My cup—
he whispered.
Annie told me it was, sir,
Bettina said softly. She took up a thin old silver spoon and began to feed the milk to him.
Don’t—know you,
Tom whispered.
Bettina,
Pierce said. I got her—and Georgia—after you left home, Tom, I reckon. It was just before the war. Of course, they’re free now, working for wages.
Sir,
Bettina begged him, it doesn’t matter.
Across the hall Lucinda’s voice floated clearly. Georgia, Georgia!
Don’t let her come in yet,
Pierce said.
No, sir,
Georgia agreed. She wiped her eyes and hurried out of the room.
Bettina slipped to her knees. Tom was swallowing drop by drop, as she fed him. He looked up at his brother from bottomless eyes.
I can’t—eat,
he whispered, and two small thick tears forced themselves from under his papery eyelids.
You’ll be eating everything a month from now,
Pierce said.
I thought I’d die,
Tom whispered. He longed to speak, but Pierce would not let him.
Don’t think about it,
he urged. Just rest, Tom—it’s all over.
Drop by drop from the silver spoon Bettina fed him. Pierce gazing down at Tom’s face saw her slender hand holding the spoon steadily, putting the drops between the waiting lips until the cup was empty.
In the warm silence Tom’s eyes closed. Bettina looked up. He’s falling asleep, sir,
she whispered. ’Tis the best thing.
She rose and noiselessly drew the old red velvet curtain across the western windows. I’ve tried to get a doctor from Charlottesville,
Pierce whispered back. But there’s not one even there.
We’ll heal him ourselves, sir,
Bettina said.
It’ll be mainly on you, Bettina,
Pierce said. Neither I nor Miss Lucie know much about such things.
I’ll do it, sir,
she said softly. I’ll make it my task.
Where did she get such words? He wasted a moment in wonder.
I shan’t leave the house tonight,
he told her abruptly. Call me when he wakes.
I will, sir,
she promised. She moved silently and swiftly across the room and held open the door, to his vague annoyance. She was so little like a slave. You feel quite safe alone with him?
he demanded. You think you can manage?
He’s safe,
she said calmly. Then she smiled a sweet and bitter smile. I don’t forget it was to free me that he’s like this—
He paused on the threshold, and comprehending these words, saw for an instant into her soul. He was made intensely uncomfortable. Maybe,
he said drily and went on.
He went across the hall to his own bedroom. The door was open into Lucinda’s room beyond and he walked to the threshold.
Ready for dinner?
he asked. It was an idle question. She had put on a pale blue satin, wideskirted. There was lace at her bosom and she was fastening about her neck the gold chain and locket he had given her when he went away to war. Inside it was his picture. He tried to fasten, it for her, and the locket flew open. He saw his own young face, smiling out of the small oval.
The catch doesn’t hold,
she said.
I don’t look like that now,
he said. I’ll have to get another picture taken for you.
I like this one,
she said, looking up at him.
He looked down at her. Meaning you don’t like the way I look now?
Of course I do,
she said. She closed the locket with a snap.
He turned away. He knew of old that she would not allow probing beneath the level of her serenity.
Where are the boys?
he asked abruptly. The house was too quiet.
They’re having their supper,
she said.
He was staring out the window again at the mountains and Lucinda saw the bitterness of his mouth.
How is he, Pierce? Georgia says he looks awful. She said you said I wasn’t to come in.
I don’t think there’s any use in your seeing him just yet, Luce.
He turned, sat down, felt for his pipe and remembered that he was in his wife’s room and did not draw it from his pocket. He’ll look a different fellow in a few days. Now he looks what he has been through—like hell.
Does he know people?
Yes—even knew he’d never seen Bettina before.
I don’t suppose he asked for anybody—the children—
He’s not up to that yet.
Her eyes were fixed on him strongly. What is it?
he asked, trying to smile.
I have a queer feeling you haven’t really come home.
It takes time,
he agreed. You know, Luce, I have to bring myself home—bit by bit. I’ve lived so many days and nights away. Sometimes the nights were the worse—wondering about you, when the letters didn’t come.
Pierce, you won’t be restless now? I mean—war’s awfully exciting, isn’t it?
No—unless you like horror,
he said gravely.
He looked around the room. There’s nothing more exciting to me than this—being here at home—in your room. Luce, we’ll have lots more children, won’t we? That’s what’s exciting—you and me and our children growing up.
She drooped her beautiful blonde head. Somehow she had managed to keep her skin like a child’s in spite of these years of war. She was young, and so was he—she twenty-six, and he not yet thirty. They could have a half dozen children, easily. Her shining yellow hair, real yellow, rare as gold, was twisted about her head in a crown, not braided or curled, and her eyes were blue like his, but more blue.
How do you keep your dresses so pretty?
he muttered foolishly. He wanted to take her to bed now, this instant, and suddenly his physical need stupefied him with its intensity. He had been home for a week but it seemed to him he had only just seen her.
Georgia irons them every day,
she said.
She was perfectly aware of what his look meant, the flame in the eyes, the concentration in his gaze, the slight tightening of his lips. But she saw no need to yield to it at this moment. After all, he was home to stay now. Old routines must be set up again. She rose, linked her hands together and yawned behind them prettily, smiling at him.
Here come the boys,
she said and threw open the door.
The two boys were leaping up the stairs ahead of Georgia. They ran into the room, Martin, the elder, was eight and Carey five. Where’s Tom?
Martin demanded. He was not afraid of his father because he had forgotten how it was to have a father in the house before. He had been loudly disappointed because Pierce declared himself too big and too old to play all the time.
Hush—Uncle Tom’s asleep,
Lucinda said, smiling. She was very proud of the two handsome blond boys she had borne.
How big is he?
Martin demanded.
As big as I am,
Pierce said, but very thin.
Big as you!
Martin wailed.
Maybe taller,
Pierce said firmly. Looks like Tom’s grown during the war.
The interest went out of Martin’s face but he hid his disappointment by pushing his younger brother. Carey fell and cried.
Oh, you naughty boy,
Lucinda said. Pierce, why must they always fight?
Pierce laughed. Tom and I always fought,
he said. The small scene made him feel at home as nothing had. All of them were under one roof again, his children, Tom, he, his wife. They were a family. How passionately he had longed for the ties of a family about him! That was the worst of soldiering, after the sheer terror, horrible wounds—or death. A soldier was cut off from everything. He had not so much as a room of his own. He became only an atom, scarcely identified, adding his mite of energy to the great blind force of war.
Shall I take the children to bed now, ma’am?
Georgia’s voice, sweet and deep, came from the door. She had been standing there in silence, waiting, and when Carey fell, she came in and picked him up. Now he clung to her.
Go with Georgia, boys,
Lucinda commanded.
Georgia carried Carey away in her arms and Martin leaped froglike from flower to flower in the rose-patterned carpet on the floor. The door closed on them.
They seem to like Georgia,
Pierce remarked.
Oh, they like both the girls,
Lucinda said. Maybe they like Georgia a little better. She’s gentler than Bettina.
She went to the mirror and examined her hair in a hand glass and tucked in a smooth end.
Where did your father get them?
he asked.
They were payment for a betting debt,
Lucinda said in a careless voice. He went to the races in Kentucky—you know he always did. Mother scolded and he went just the same.
She laughed. He always won, you know, so her scolding never did any good. But she was cross when he came home with two more colored wenches! We had so many already.
Good pair, though,
Pierce said.
Yes, but Mother said they didn’t fit anywhere.
You mean—they were rebellious?
Oh no, Mother wouldn’t have stood for that. But they’d been taught to read and you never know—
her voice trailed. For instance,
she said, looking over the top of the ivory glass at her husband. Why should Georgia suddenly begin to say ‘ma’am’ to me, instead of ‘mistress,’ the way she always has?
Pierce laughed, aware as he did so of something like an old timidity before Lucinda. Well, he wouldn’t be afraid of his wife, not after four years at war and two of being a major! Why, I told her to do that, Luce,
he said. I told her I didn’t want to be called master. We’ve lost the war. Our only hope for the future is to remember we’ve lost it and begin to live in the new way.
I haven’t lost any war,
she said.
He laughed at her. You little Southern rebel,
he said. Of course you have!
He seized the mirror and put it down, swept her into his arms and kissed her hard. Then he held her at arm’s length. You’re going to lose all your battles with me, hereafter,
he said. I haven’t been a soldier for nothing all these years.
Yes, he told himself—he was going to keep the upper hand in his own home.
Pierce, you’re ruining my hair,
she wailed."
Damn your hair,
he said.
Look here, my beauty,
he told her in the night Don’t bear me a boy this time, if you please. I want some daughters—pretty ones! I shan’t keep the ugly ones.
Lucinda laughed into her down pillow. What will you give me for a girl, Pierce?
she asked. The room was flickering with firelight. He had heaped logs on the hearth and blown out the candles. They had no coal oil for the crystal lamps but plenty of candles. Georgia knew how to make them and scent them with bayberries and juniper.
Girls actually aren’t worth as much in the market as boys,
he said. Let’s see—I always give you diamonds for the boys, don’t I?
"My diamond bracelet for Martin and the