The Lucky Ones
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They were supposed to die.
Five years ago, the residents of the Gerbera subdivision in the small town of Fallen Oaks were brutally murdered in their beds. The only survivors, now called The Fallen Oaks Five, were children—practically strangers at the time, forever connected by the weight of all they witnessed.
Now grown, the anniversary of their families' deaths approaches and the Fallen Oaks Five receive letters of warning: the killers are still out there and they aren't finished with them. In a race against time and murderers who remain both faceless and nameless, the Five must return to their old homes in order to piece together the events of a night they'd all rather forget.
Their old town is riddled with secrets, and every person they come into contact with is a suspect.
With everything at stake, can the Five solve the mystery and finally learn the truth about the night that cost them everything? Or will they find themselves victims of a fate they should've succumbed to years ago?
Kiersten Modglin
KIERSTEN MODGLIN is an Amazon Top 10 bestselling author of psychological thrillers. Her books have sold over a million copies and been translated into multiple languages. Kiersten is a member of International Thriller Writers, Novelists, Inc., and the Alliance of Independent Authors. She is a KDP Select All-Star and a recipient of ThrillerFix's Best Psychological Thriller Award, Suspense Magazine's Best Book of 2021 Award, a 2022 Silver Falchion for Best Suspense, and a 2022 Silver Falchion for Best Overall Book of 2021. Kiersten grew up in rural western Kentucky and later relocated to Nashville, Tennessee, where she now lives with her family. Kiersten's readers across the world lovingly refer to her as "KMod." A binge-watching expert, psychology fanatic, and indoor enthusiast, Kiersten enjoys rainy days spent with her favorite people and evenings with her nose in a book.
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The Lucky Ones - Kiersten Modglin
CHAPTER ONE
October 5th
They came for us in the night. Like vandals, they broke into our houses. The noise of their intrusion tore us from our beds. I remember wondering what was happening. In my half-asleep state, none of it made any sense. Who were these strangers? Why were they there? What did they want? My teenage mind couldn’t comprehend the horror that was beginning to unfold.
I stumbled from my bed, awakened by my mother’s screams coming from my parents’ bedroom. I couldn’t hear my dad. Where was he? Why wasn’t he helping her? Deep down, I already knew.
As I walked down the hall, barefoot and dressed in pajamas, I saw a masked man sauntering through my house as if it were his own. He made his way down the hall, barely missing me as I hurried to hide beside a bookcase in the alcove, and joined another man in my parents’ bedroom. Would they come for me next? What was I supposed to do?
Panic immediately set in, wiping the last trace of sleep from my mind as I realized we were truly in danger. My sister and I. My parents. I had no weapons—no means to protect us against our enemies. As I heard a third set of footsteps coming up the stairs, I darted into my sister’s bedroom. She was huddled under the covers, a lump of pink and white, shivering and crying as she awaited her fate. Even at seven years old, she was old enough to recognize danger.
Cassie, are you okay?
I asked, pulling the covers from her head. Tears trailed down her cheeks as she looked up at me. As recognition flooded her face, she lunged at me, throwing her arms around my neck.
Ellie, what’s going on?
she asked, her tiny voice quivering.
There are people in the house,
I told her, keeping my voice low. I looked to her window. We were on the second story, but we weren’t going to survive going out into the hallway again, and we may not survive staying in this room for much longer. The window was our only option.
Are they hurting Mom?
she whimpered.
I placed a careful hand around her head. I need to get you out of here. Mom will be fine,
I assured her, though I wasn’t at all sure myself. Her screams could still be heard from her bedroom. I wanted nothing more than to rush to her, but I couldn’t. I knew my job was to protect my little sister. I brushed away tears as quickly as they fell, refusing to give in to the fear that filled my belly.
I stood from the bed, walking to the window and pushing it open. I looked out in horror at what had become of my street since I saw it last. Everywhere I looked, my neighbors ran wild. Bodies lay dead in their yards. I heard gunshots ringing out from another house, followed by more screams. Another man in a mask gunned down the woman from across the street in her yard. She froze, her hands in the air as she begged him not to shoot. I looked away, wincing as I heard the shot. The bodies were all dressed in pajamas. No one had been prepared. We hadn’t seen them coming.
Fear seized my organs, and I contemplated crawling into a closet and hoping they’d miss us. Who could say if going out was any safer than staying in? When I heard a gunshot down the hall, I yelped in surprise. My heart thudded in my chest so loudly I could hear nothing else.
What was that?
she asked, though I knew she had to know.
I reached out, taking hold of her hand. Come on, Cass. We need to move. Now.
Out the window?
she asked, fear in her voice. We can’t!
Shhh!
I shushed her as she grew too loud. It was too late. I’d known it from the moment she squealed. Heavy footsteps headed our direction instantly. I scooped her from the bed without warning, pushing her out the window and onto the roof. She took cautious steps across the shingles, looking back to me for guidance.
As her bedroom door flew open, an unrecognizable stranger in her doorway, I pushed myself out behind her, rushing toward the edge. I looked down, staring at the grass as I counted to three in my head.
It’s too far,
Cassie cried, shaking her head and pulling away from me. I looked over my shoulder as the man climbed out on the roof. Without choice, I held my sister in my arms, launching us off the roof and onto the grass.
It was harder than I expected. As I landed, my feet were knocked out from under me and we both slammed into the ground. I coughed, the wind knocked out of me, as I leaned over and reached for my sister. She sat up, tears still in her eyes, as she attempted to catch her breath from the fall. She clutched her chest, speaking through heavy breaths. Where are Mom and Dad?
she asked, her voice full of despair. I couldn’t answer, but based on the expression on her face, I didn’t need to. I looked across the street, where my neighbors lay slaughtered in their yards.
Ellie!
a voice called behind me. I looked up to see Gray MacTavish, a teenage boy around my age with wild red hair and blue eyes, running toward me. He reached out a hand. Come on.
I let him lift me from the ground, my head still fuzzy from the fall. I helped my sister to her feet and followed Gray as he led us toward the woods behind our neighborhood. We darted around a car that flew down the dead-end street. More gunfire rang out in the distance, only slightly drowned out by the screams.
That’s what I remember most. Screaming. Everyone was screaming. And for good reason. As we darted into the woods, we met a few others—kids we barely knew, who would quickly become like family. Because soon enough, they’d be all we had left. The next day, when the murderers had disappeared and we were strong enough to be able to make our way back into our subdivision, we walked over the bodies of the people we’d loved with a new callousness in our hearts. We weren’t the children we’d been the day before. Our innocence, our belief in the good in people, had been taken right out from under us. There was no going back.
We’d been prepared for it, we thought. We knew what to do in a crisis. School had prepared us for active shooters and bombs, earthquakes and tornadoes. But how could anyone prepare for something like this?
There were only a handful of men, but they’d done irreparable damage in record time. In the months and years to come, people would try to piece together exactly what happened and why. They’d try to make sense of a senseless crime. To everyone who heard, it was a tragic end to so many lives, but eventually it was forgotten and we were all that was left. Somehow, the five of us, just kids at the time, had made it out. We were lucky, so they said. We’d survived.
I don’t know, maybe I’m cynical. It never felt like surviving to me.
CHAPTER TWO
October 2nd
Five Years Later
W e’re coming up on the anniversary,
my therapist said casually, crossing one tweed-covered leg over the other. Anniversary. As if it were something to be celebrated. As if a party were in order. I glared at him harder, his beady eyes set too far apart behind thick glasses.
Mhm,
I said and squeezed my hands together in my lap. No doubt he’d notice that and make a record of it somewhere in his notes. What he did with those notes, I’d never been allowed to know.
How are you feeling about that?
he asked, his gray mustache twitching. Was that really what he wanted to know? I could really freak him out with a positive answer, I supposed, but instead, I shrugged.
I don’t know. Trying not to think about it, I guess.
I chewed on a bit of loose skin around my forefinger.
How about Cassie? How is she handling it?
I thought about my sister then, the nervous twelve-year-old who still jumped when something was dropped near her. The rest of the survivors: myself, Gray, Cole, and Monica, were all teenagers when it happened. Practically adults. Cassie was the youngest survivor and the one who seemed to deal with the most anxiety over it all. Not that any of us had handled it particularly well.
Same as always. She’s not okay, but she’s never okay.
He wrote something else down in his journal, and I stared out the window, feeling the cool air from the ceiling fan hit me. I rubbed my arm, trying to warm up in the chilly environment where I’d spent every Tuesday evening for the past four years of my life. The first year after it happened I was a mess. I was still a mess, truth be told, but now I just spent money to hear about it.
Have you been journaling?
he asked, jumping straight from the subject of my sister to my homework as if he were marking things off a checklist. Maybe he was.
Mhm.
Doctor Porter said the journaling was for me. So I could keep an accurate account of where I was emotionally related to everything going on around me. He wanted me to have somewhere I could be completely honest, even more so than he thought I could be with him. He told me he’d never ask to see the journal, that he just wanted to know I was doing it.
How could I know, though? How could I trust him? I couldn’t, that’s the answer. I couldn’t trust him because I couldn’t trust anyone.
So, sure, I filled out the journal nightly, but I filled it with half-truths. I wrote about how much I disliked the color red, but I didn’t mention that I disliked it because every time I saw it, all I could think about was the way the black pavement had been painted red with blood that morning. I wrote about how I got overwhelmed in a crowd that day, but I didn’t mention how I pictured just how easy it would be to pull a knife and slice into the kidneys of the man standing in front of me. I wrote about how I felt about getting passed up for a promotion at work again. I didn’t mention that when I was walking to my car with the girl who’d gotten the promotion, I thought about how I would escape if I were to stick the letter opener from my desk into her throat. How hard I’d have to scrub to get the blood out of my clothes. Whether there were cameras around that would catch my crime. Half-truths. Compromise. I painted the picture he and the rest of the world wanted to see. The girl whose tragic past had made her a victim. The girl who watched an entire subdivision of people get slaughtered at sixteen years old. I didn’t tell them the truth because no one could handle it. The truth was, the past hadn’t made me a victim like everyone thought; I think it made me a monster.
CHAPTER THREE
October 2nd
Iwalked across the damp sidewalk that led to my apartment, my arms wrapped around me to keep me warm in the brisk, fall air. If someone were listening, they could’ve heard me coming. They’d hear my footsteps on the wet concrete, notice the way my jeans scraped the ground. If someone wanted to, they could’ve hidden in wait until I was too close to run. They could’ve gotten me if they wanted.
Those thoughts flooded my mind with my every waking moment. I knew how easily accessible I was. How easily accessible we all were. We may try to hide behind false security, but the truth is, none of us are safe.
I pulled the key from my jacket pocket and stuck it into the lock, turning it quickly. With a glance over my shoulder, I pushed the door open and dashed inside. I locked it behind me before I could let out a breath.
Safety. The feeling washed over me. Although I knew I was still not completely guarded behind my two deadbolts, this was the safest place I knew. The safest place I’d known in five years.
I walked over toward the window and lifted the blind with one finger. Few cars were in the parking lot at that hour; most people were still at work. I put the blind back down and paced the room, checking everything. I needed to know that things were still where I’d left them. That no one had invaded my home. The side door of the apartment was never unlocked, but I checked it anyway, pulling on the door handle for good measure. The screws that held the hinges in place were extra long, tough enough to stall even the strongest intruder. The small patio on the other side of the door was lined with aluminum cans. To my neighbors, I looked like a slob, but I knew the truth. If someone jumped over the bushes that hid the green railing to my porch, they’d land on the cans. If they made enough noise, I hoped they’d get scared and run away. If not, I’d at least have enough of a warning to get out the front door. I’d counted the steps in between the front and side doors incessantly. Forty-seven. I knew either escape route from my apartment backward and forward, in the light or in the dark. I could get out if I needed to. I’d made sure of it.
I ran my fingers across the desk and bookshelves, across the back of my chair. I walked carefully toward the bedroom, checking that my bed was still made, that my clothes remained on their hangers. No one had done anything. No one had been there.
Finally, I pushed out an exaggerated breath of relief that let me know I was home. I pulled the jacket from my arms, shaking off the excess water from the rain, and hung it up on the rack beside the front door.
I turned around, walked into the kitchen, and filled the kettle with water before placing it on the stove. I stood in front of the stove, watching the burner grow orange with heat, and I contemplated placing my hand on the heat. What would I feel? Would it hurt worse than I could even fathom? Those were the thoughts that haunted me. Was that normal? Thoughts about hurting people…and myself. I wasn’t depressed, as far as I knew. It wasn’t like I wanted to act on them, it just…fascinated me, I guess. The realization of how close we all were to evil. To danger. To death. I didn’t remember thinking about that before I turned sixteen, before that terrible morning, but the thoughts were always there now. Waiting. Watching. Listening for their in.
As a knock sounded on my door, causing me to jump, I turned my head quickly. Standing frozen in panic, my throat tight and my blood running icy through my veins, I waited. I counted, breathing slowly as if they could hear my breaths through the door.
After several minutes had passed, I walked toward the door, thankful I still had my shoes on. Truth be told, I had no idea why that mattered. But there was that thought: at least I still have my shoes on. I reached for the door handle as if it were the scorching burner from the stove—slow and with a shaking hand. I pictured the men’s faces again, the black ski masks that I would never forget. What if they’d come back for me? I pulled the duct tape off the peephole and glanced outside. No one was there. At least, no one was in my line of vision. I leaned one way and then the other, trying to make sure there was no one waiting for me.
With no other option, I placed a hand on the lock, resting my entire body against the white door as I sucked in a deep breath, letting it out slowly as I’d been taught to do when I felt a panic attack coming on. I waited until I could wait no longer, turning the cold metal of the knob in my hand.
I had my eyes closed as I pulled open the door, though I had no idea why that was. In hindsight, it was the worst way to react to such a situation. When I opened them—slowly and one at a time—I breathed heavily.
My view through the peephole had been correct. There was no one in my doorway. No masked man, no Girl Scout selling cookies. I looked down the long breezeway, searching for the source of the sound. Had I imagined it? Perhaps someone was knocking on a different door. Surely I’d heard it. About to give up, I moved back, gasping suddenly as my eyes landed on what awaited me.
On the dingy, brown welcome mat, lay a crisp, white envelope. There was no writing on the outside. As I picked it up, two white daisies fell out of the top, landing in my hand. They’d been crushed by the paper, their petals wilted. I had a sickening feeling filling my belly as I closed the door and flipped both deadbolts. Everything in me told me to throw the letter away, toss it aside without reading it and never think about it again. But I couldn’t. The sick, paranoid part of my brain had to know. I turned it over, looking at the unsealed part. What secrets did this letter hold?
I stared at it, blinking endlessly as my mind twisted and turned with every dreadful scenario—human teeth, fingernails, a court summons, photographs of myself taken by a stalker, death threats. As I finally reached for the paper, willing myself to stop thinking and just read it, my