Far from the Rooftop of the World: Travels among Tibetan Refugees on Four Continents
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Christopher Dunn
Christopher Dunn is a manufacturing engineer with 50 years of experience. He has worked primarily in aerospace with an emphasis on precision and laser application. He has published a dozen articles on his theories about ancient technology and is the author of The Giza Power Plant. He lives in Illinois.
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Far from the Rooftop of the World - Christopher Dunn
[ PROLOGUE ]
A Hug from the Dalai Lama
We Are Not Writing a Novel. We Are Facing Life and Death
DHARAMSALA, INDIA, MARCH 2008
. . .
When the Dalai Lama saw me, his wrinkled face lit up with interest. There were dozens of other reporters ready to surround him in a large room inside his residential complex, but he ambled over to where I stood and smiled kindly. The Tibetan spiritual leader had just finished a two-hour press conference at his exile home in the northern Indian town of Dharamsala. It was late March 2008. China had forcefully cracked down on the most violent unrest in Tibet in nearly two decades, and the Dalai Lama was pleading for calm.
On March 10, to mark the forty-ninth anniversary of a 1959 Tibetan uprising against China’s rule, hundreds had demonstrated in Lhasa, Tibet’s capital. As Chinese authorities tried to disperse Tibetan protesters, riots ensued. From March 14 onward, at least 100 Tibetans—men, women, and children—were killed in Lhasa and nearby areas in clashes with security forces or due to government repression. At least nineteen Chinese people, including civilians, were also killed in the riots. Many feared the violence could spiral out of control as China deployed police, soldiers, and tanks to stop Tibetans from protesting in the streets of Tibet and western China.
During the press conference, I sat on the floor near the front of the room. All the plastic chairs were filled with journalists like me because I had arrived breathlessly late after a flight from Delhi and five-hour car ride to reach the Himalayan hill town. Instead of showing despair after days of escalating tension or fatigue following a barrage of questions from reporters, the Dalai Lama exuded warmth. When the press conference finished, I stood up and he eagerly approached me.
Chinese?
the Dalai Lama asked me brightly.
I hesitated. My parents are from Hong Kong and I am ethnically Chinese, as the Dalai Lama could see, but I was born and raised in the United States. That day, Tibet’s spiritual leader had just spent two hours decrying China’s aggressive crackdown. I told the Dalai Lama the truth—that I am American. The crowd of journalists I was usually a part of had surrounded us, yet for a moment, the Dalai Lama seemed to forget them and he gazed at me. Then he did something even more unexpected. The spiritual leader grabbed hold of my cheeks and squeezed them affectionately. When I was little, elderly neighbors in Boston had loved pinching my cheeks, and now here was a Nobel Peace Prize laureate doing the same thing.
The Dalai Lama grinned at me and his eyes shone behind his big rectangular glasses. Then he threw his arms around me and gathered me in a giant bear hug. He dropped his head against my neck. I felt the soft flesh of his bare shoulder protruding from the red robes he always wears. His loose skin felt surprisingly warm under my fingers as I hugged him back.
When the Dalai Lama released me, he gazed at me intensely and brushed my unkempt hair out of my eyes. I was the Delhi correspondent for the Financial Times, the British newspaper, and I’d slept only a couple hours the night before. The previous day I had been on a different reporting trip in Bangalore in southern India, so I took a rushed three-hour flight back home to Delhi, re-packed, then caught a 5 a.m. propeller plane to a city called Amritsar. From the small airport, I took a five-hour car ride up twisting mountain roads to Dharamsala, all while fielding phone calls from an editor breathing down my neck about an unrelated article I was also working on. I literally ran to the Dalai Lama’s press conference, left my suitcase in the courtyard, and was still bleary-eyed as I found a place on the floor. Now he had hugged me and was making a request. Only talks between Tibet and China would resolve the current crisis engulfing his homeland, said the Dalai Lama. You must tell them,
he commanded.
I was speechless. I was just another reporter at a press conference on deadline. I will do my best,
I spluttered.
The Dalai Lama continued. These others are just for show,
he chortled, waving at the phalanx of reporters, photographers, and cameramen who had gathered behind him. I could see Somini Sengupta of the New York Times and Jonathan Allen of Reuters out of the corner of my eye. Cameras clicked as photographers focused on us. Tibet and China must discuss,
he repeated. It is between us.
I nodded.
Finally he turned away and began to leave the room. The crowd engulfed him once more, but the Dalai Lama didn’t want the moment to end. "Ni hao!" he crowed gleefully in my direction, showing off a couple words in Mandarin.
When I later recounted to Tibetans and friends that the Dalai Lama hugged me, they were amazed. One friend told me devotees believe that just his gaze can change one’s destiny. I didn’t realize that my first visit to Dharamsala and my unexpected encounter with the Dalai Lama would spark a desire to know more about Tibetans in exile in India and beyond—people between worlds whose homeland is in crisis. Since China’s 1950 invasion of Tibet and the Dalai Lama’s subsequent exile in 1959, by some estimates 1.2 million Tibetans have died. Many other Tibetans—tens of thousands—have fled to and settled in India since 1959, and the Dalai Lama accuses China of waging cultural genocide
on Tibet. At the same time, China has also oppressed its own: when it invaded Tibet, China was in turmoil when a civil war ended in 1949 after more than two decades of conflict. Over the next thirty years, as many as 47 million Chinese people died of starvation, political purges, and torture because of catastrophic government policies. Tibetans have suffered immensely and so have Chinese people, though the latter is less widely acknowledged and often taboo to discuss.
That week in late March 2008, frustration, anger, pride, longing, and solidarity were all on display in Dharamsala. Thousands marched daily for more than a week through the narrow streets of this small Himalayan hill town to protest the crackdown in Tibet—then also the worst violence in China since the 1989 Tiananmen Square demonstrations. I passed crowds chanting pro-Tibet slogans and waving hand-lettered signs. World Stand Up: Don’t Watch Another Genocide
and China Stop the Lies
read two. Dozens of people sat cross-legged in a makeshift corral where they had launched a hunger strike. One sign summed it up well. A young man wore a hand-lettered poster over his chest. It read, Thank you India for the support. But we want the freedom to go back to Tibet. I miss my family.
. . .
Before the Dalai Lama spotted me during his press conference, he urged all sides to cool down
rising tensions in Tibet. He spoke to journalists with an intense firmness, sometimes shaking his finger accusingly and furrowing his brow. The crackdown in China reminded the Dalai Lama of the terrible feeling
he experienced following the 1959 Tibetan uprising and his desperate flight to India. He described feeling like a deer caught by a tiger: the deer can fight and kick, but she cannot possibly win against the tiger.
On one side, the Chinese were determined to crush. On one side, Tibetans were determined to resist,
the Dalai Lama recalled. I was between them. Neither side willingly listened. I felt too much anxiety and helplessness. This time it is the same.
Reporters pressed the Dalai Lama about how he reconciled his own measured approach toward China with the diverging views of some Tibetan activists who want full independence for Tibet; the Dalai Lama espouses autonomy while remaining under China. Some activist groups like the Tibetan Youth Congress wanted a full boycott of the 2008 Beijing Olympics, while the Dalai Lama said the games should go on.
If we say complete independence, it is very difficult to get support,
said the Dalai Lama. Independence is out of the question. Just to express strong emotions is very easy. But we are not writing a novel. We are facing life and death.
There was a sense of gravity in the room, but the Dalai Lama punctuated it with jokes—often in the form of wry jabs at China—followed by chuckles. The cadence of his voice rose and fell, and he would often end sentences with a questioning harumph or sagacious Hmmm.
The Dalai Lama denied accusations from China’s premier Wen Jiabao that he had masterminded the protests in Tibet. Government officials had called the Dalai Lama a liar, a wolf wrapped in monk’s robes,
and a devil with a human face and a beast’s heart.
The Dalai Lama snorted. You investigate who is a liar. I want to ask [Wen], please show proof,
he demanded. He went on to invite the Chinese premier to come personally investigate his files, records, and speeches. The Dalai Lama added with a hoot, They can examine my pulse, my urine, my stool!
The journalists laughed. Jonathan Allen from Reuters asked how the Dalai Lama could remain so composed and light-hearted during these tumultuous times. Was it because of his faith? The Dalai Lama laughed and said he never lost sleep and always slept a solid eight hours, then woke hours before dawn to meditate. Each evening when he settled down to sleep, his mind was completely clear.
I raised my hand to catch the Dalai Lama’s attention and he turned my way. What did he think of allegations that Tibetans had initiated the violent riots happening that week in Lhasa? The Dalai Lama did not hesitate. If Tibetans had engaged in any violence, it is wrong,
he said simply. It is wrong.
The Dalai Lama shook his head sadly. He reminded everyone that he had voiced the same opinion in 1988 when pro-Tibet demonstrations erupted in violence in Lhasa: nonviolence was the only way. He had no tolerance for violence.
If things become out of control I will resign,
insisted the Dalai Lama. The statement set the room abuzz. Later, a reporter used that as the headline for their story, and soon other global news sites carried the same quote. What the Dalai Lama meant by that, a press release from his office later clarified, was that he could not represent the Tibetan people if violence continued, not that he would stop being the Dalai Lama. After all, he couldn’t resign from being the fourteenth reincarnation of the Buddha of Compassion. The clarification went largely unheeded, though; the next day most newspapers and websites carried headlines provocatively blaring his threat of resignation.
Over the course of two hours, the Dalai Lama spoke unhurriedly and often went off on long tangents despite the urgent situation in Tibet. He touched on wide-ranging topics, including memories of meeting Chairman Mao Zedong in China in the 1950s, and his friend
Jawaharlal Nehru, India’s first prime minister, who gave the twenty-four-year-old Dalai Lama refuge in India in 1959. The press conference stretched on, and when it finally ended, the Dalai Lama wanted the conversation to continue. He wasn’t shy. He got up from his chair to mingle with the journalists and chatted jovially with them. I stood up from my seat on the floor to stretch my legs, and that’s when he saw me and gave me that hug.
. . .
The turmoil in Tibet did not end after March 2008. Over the next several months, security officials in China would go on to detain more than 4,400 people, nearly all Tibetan, in connection with the March protests. Government repression in Tibet would continue, as would tensions, anxiety, and uncertainty about what would happen next.
A few months after my first visit, I returned for a weekend trip to Dharamsala, home to the Tibetan exile administration, the Dalai Lama, and about 12,000 Tibetans. It was a grueling twelve-hour overnight bus ride from Delhi up and down the mountain sides. The afternoon of my arrival, I was so fatigued that I dozed off in the sun on a bench outside a restaurant. But I was intrigued by this place that had become a haven for Tibetans, where religion, culture, and politics could flourish freely, unlike in Tibet. Dharamsala is more than just an ethnic enclave; it is a unique microcosm of a culture fighting for survival. Tibetan residents have set up a democratic government-in-exile, complete with a parliament and prime minister; established a thriving spiritual center and nonsecular education system; and transplanted their culture to foreign soil while waging a struggle for autonomy and freedom. The plight of refugees and larger questions of how they adapt and assimilate to new cultures is also an important global issue. And as an Asian American, I have long been interested in multiple layers of identity and their accompanying insights and tensions. An Indian hill town that thousands of Tibetans call home seemed a place ripe to explore—and write a book about—cultural identity.
By fall 2008, I had left my nine-year tenure at the Financial Times to do freelance journalism. I moved to Dharamsala and lived there for nearly a year, then returned for years as I followed the lives of ordinary Tibetans: Topden, a monk and unlikely veterinary assistant; Norbu, a cook and political refugee; and Deckyi, a recent refugee, and her husband Dhondup. Their lives created a portrait of life in exile and beyond. A project I thought would take one year stretched to fourteen and extended to other parts of India and across oceans to Australia, Europe, and the United States—places where Tibetans have migrated while striving to keep their cultural and religious identities alive.
. . .
This book is not an academic history of Tibet; neither is it a memoir. It is a close-up look at the lives of ordinary Tibetans in exile who make their way in the world far from their homeland. It is also a window into what it was like to live in Dharamsala and India and to travel to other far-flung places that became their home. There are many narratives about the Dalai Lama and Tibet, but few about regular Tibetans who transplant their culture in other parts of the globe. Their stories, especially those of four Tibetan refugees I unexpectedly followed across four continents, are told against the backdrop of milestones and events in Tibet’s recent history—some memorable, too many tragic—at home and in exile. I watched and listened and tried to tell the stories I heard and what I saw around me in India and beyond. I aimed to make the writing accessible; I wanted the people I wrote about—some of whom speak limited or no English—to easily connect with the book and any translations.
Writing this book was not a linear or clear-cut journey. I didn’t know my destination, and much was beyond my control. The immersive travelog style of the book’s first part transforms to reportage as the narrative progresses over time. This happened much the way the landscape and weather change during a long, transcontinental train trip, or the colors and textures of a patchwork quilt change when new fabric is serendipitously found.
The book’s shift in tone in its second part also reflects changes in my own life. After seven years living in India, I began reporting mostly on human and economic development issues in Bangladesh, Australia, Africa, and later in the United States. Yet I followed the thread of Tibetan exiles that began in Dharamsala however I could, and naturally over time, its hues and textures shifted.
Through it all, I wanted to focus on the stories of Tibetan people and avoid focusing on myself. But the narrative lenses shift according to the situation. Sometimes the perspective is panoramic; other times it telescopes inward and even becomes microscopic. The balance between my role as reporter and observer and writer or protagonist also evolved with circumstances and time. I tried to strike a balance between journalistic objectivity and unexpected personal involvement; I mostly wanted to be a fly on the wall, but sometimes I became a fly in the soup. When that happened, my perspective became relevant and therefore took the fore.
. . .
During my first week in Dharamsala in March 2008 I fulfilled the Dalai Lama’s advice to tell them.
I spent sleepless nights writing several articles for the Financial Times. I did my job and left when the other foreign correspondents departed. I didn’t expect to return to Dharamsala, live there, and keep going back, let alone report more than twenty-five articles for US and UK media outlets. No one, not even the Dalai Lama, could have known that his advice to tell them
would result in a book that spans fourteen years and four continents, but that is somehow what happened.
India
2008 to 2010
Dharamsala, Sarnath, Delhi, Bylakuppe
[ 1 ]
Monks and Basketball
It Is My Karma
DHARAMSALA, AUTUMN 2008
. . .
In Dharamsala I was told that there was an easy way to distinguish between monks from India and monks from Tibet. Those from India liked cricket, while the ones from Tibet preferred basketball. Topden was a monk who belonged to the latter group. He was crazy about basketball. When quizzed about his favorite player he answered without hesitation: Kobe Bryant. Basketball was popular in China, and the craze had spread to Tibet too.
One sunny autumn afternoon in 2008, Topden and I hurried up a hilly road that rose above Dharamsala to a peace festival
featuring traditional Tibetan music and dance and children’s games. But the highlight for Topden was a basketball game—the final contest in a tournament that had begun weeks earlier.
These teams are very good,
he said excitedly. Topden had a gentle smile and a low voice. When his voice broke out of its even cadence you knew he felt strongly about something. One team was made up of the Dalai Lama’s bodyguards and the other was students from a school for newly arrived Tibetan refugees known for playing rough.
The basketball game had not yet started, but already the concrete steps that served as bleachers were full of people: monks in red robes, Tibetans in jeans and T-shirts, wrinkled elderly people in fedora hats, children, and foreigners with dreadlocks and baggy MC Hammer
pants made of what looked like tie-dyed curtains. Topden and I found an empty spot in the sun. His head was shaved to a black stubble, and he wore a necklace of wooden prayer beads. His ears stuck out at an alert angle and he squinted to watch the game. Topden draped the shawl of his monk’s robe over his head to shield his scalp from the strong sunlight.
During the day, the sun beat down on Dharamsala, perched at 5,500 feet in the Himalayan foothills. Blue skies looked over the bustling activity of a small, overcrowded mountain town, and dogs doubled as door mats as they napped serenely in patches of sun. But it was November, not long after I moved to Dharamsala from Delhi, and the warm days were deceptive. Once the sun started to sink below the distant, snow-streaked mountains, the air became chilly. Nighttime Dharamsala brought lonely winds blowing over the steep hillsides littered with garbage, fierce barking as dogs faced off in the streets, and flickering orange flames that dimly illuminated men burning cardboard scraps to fend off winter’s approach. And then there was the Dharamsala you could not see: rumbling subterranean tremors that erupted without warning from previously tranquil earth.
Eventually the basketball players jogged one by one onto the court as a booming voice on a public address system introduced them in Tibetan. They waved to the cheering crowd and began to warm up by shooting baskets. The players wore T-shirts and long shorts made of shiny fabric, but you could recognize the Dalai Lama’s security guards by their square crew cuts and burly physiques.
These security guards were ubiquitous wherever the Dalai Lama traveled in India. They wore dark blazers or zipped-up sports jackets as they scanned the crowd at a prayer, teaching, or press conference. One time I saw a beefy guard lean down and pick up a scrap of litter in the courtyard in Dharamsala’s main temple where a large crowd of Tibetans eagerly awaited the Dalai Lama. Months later, at a Buddhist teaching in central India where thousands of Tibetans chanted prayers with the Dalai Lama, a guard mouthed along as he surveyed the crowd with a steely gaze. But that day, the security guards wore sneakers and sleeveless shirts and ran with puffed cheeks up and down the court.
Before the game, basketballs slapped against asphalt and players practiced jump shots, layups, and improbable three-pointers. Airballs sailed short of hoops. The first few minutes of the game were awkward as players missed their shots and stumbled over the court. Eventually, they loosened up and soon were scoring and blocking with skill. The crowd cheered wildly whenever the ball dropped through the hoop at either end of the court.
Topden was absorbed in the game, but I interrupted with an impulsive question. Over a cup of tea before the game he had told me about how he had come to India, how as a teenager he walked for twenty-three days from Tibet to Nepal. I was still thinking about our conversation.
So you don’t hate Chinese people? You’re not scared of me?
I blurted.
He snorted at my question. We don’t hate Chinese people,
said Topden with a short laugh, as though I had asked something absurd. We hate the Chinese government.
I wasn’t surprised at his answer, since Topden and every other Tibetan I had met in Dharamsala did not seem at all rattled by my Chinese face. In fact, some Tibetans wanted to speak in Mandarin with me or cheerfully called out Ni hao!
as I roamed the few streets of this small town. They had no idea I was born and raised in America and happened to speak Mandarin because I learned it in college years before. They were friendly and warm to me, and that went against the grain of common perception—or misperception.
At first I was startled that these exiled Tibetans were eager to speak the language of the country that had repressed theirs for more than half a century. But many Tibetans, especially if they were from Lhasa or Tibetan regions of China, spoke some Mandarin or were fluent or were used to hearing it on television, radio, and in conversations. Most new arrivals to India did not speak English, and they didn’t speak Hindi or other Indian languages. I wouldn’t have blamed them if they had been angry at someone like me who wore the face of their enemy.
But in all the time I spent in Dharamsala, where I often approached strangers to talk to them, I never encountered any animosity for being ethnically Chinese. Usually it was quite the opposite: I was greeted with warmth and curiosity.
Most of the Tibetans I met also did not necessarily equate a Chinese face with political oppression. They could differentiate between the actions of China’s government and those of an ordinary person who had no political influence. Some Tibetans I met had been imprisoned alongside Chinese people who had run afoul of the government. There were signs that there was more to the relationship between China and Tibet—or Chinese people and Tibetans—than the simple dichotomy of oppressor and oppressed, of enemies locked in a struggle with no way out.
Basketball games, however, produce diametric opposition and clear victors. In spite of their rough street basketball (mountain basketball?), the Recent Refugees lost to the Bodyguards on that sunny autumn day. The sweaty players shook hands then trotted off the court, which was just as well. With so many of the Dalai Lama’s security guards at the game, I did wonder who was minding the shop?
. . .
I met Topden because of an injured street cat. One early morning after my arrival in Dharamsala on the nausea-inducing overnight bus from Delhi, I found a striped cat on the steps of my guesthouse. An elderly Indian woman and a little boy hovered over a brown and gray tabby cat protruding from beneath the staircase. The boy dropped a small white sweater on the cat who hissed and moaned. I couldn’t communicate with the pair, but it was obvious the cat was injured; his nose was scraped and bloody and his eyes glowed with pain. The woman was trying to direct the boy to pick up the cat with the sweater, but the animal hissed and feebly tried to bite him. I asked some young Tibetan men sipping tea if there was a vet nearby. Miraculously there was a free vet clinic just a short walk down the hill.
Like many nonprofit organizations in town, the charity offered English and computer classes to Tibetans. It also had a health clinic and a small veterinary clinic. My visit coincided with Topden’s second day there working as a vet assistant. When I barged in, a brown-haired woman was taking off her jacket and backpack. Beyond her a monk in red robes—Topden—was mopping the bathroom. Are you a vet?
I asked the woman breathlessly.
Vet student,
she qualified. Her name was Martina, and she had just arrived from Germany to volunteer at the clinic. Together we walked back up the steep hill to my guesthouse. On the way there, Martina asked where I was from. I told her that I was born in the United States to parents from Hong Kong. You must have a difficult time here, no?
she asked.
She assumed that Tibetans were hostile toward Chinese people, as non-Tibetans tended to. No, not really. I feel very comfortable here,
I told her.
When we reached my guesthouse, the Indian woman and boy were still hovering over the cat. Martina did not bother with a cloth to protect herself from the cat’s bared teeth. She leaned over and quickly grabbed the scruff of his neck and plopped him into a lidded plastic basket. Back at the clinic Martina examined the cat, whose green eyes were now glazed with fear. She held him in the air by his scruff and the cat’s back legs drooped lifelessly so he looked like a ragged accordion puppet. He couldn’t move his back legs but Martina didn’t think he was paralyzed. His bones and spine were intact. Probably a car had hit the cat, or worse, someone had kicked him.
Martina gave the cat an injection of painkillers and vitamin B for nerve damage. Topden meanwhile was cleaning the bathroom, and the pile of dust and muck included a large spider with ropey legs. Martina jumped and screamed at the sight of the mangled insect although she had intrepidly picked up a hissing, feral cat moments before. Topden looked up, also puzzled at the ruckus.
Is it dead?
asked Martina apprehensively. Or maybe you can’t kill it because you’re a monk?
Oh, it is dead. It was in water,
said Topden slowly.
Martina watched in fear as Topden swept the already-drowned spider out the door with a straw broom. The cat crept warily to one side of the large plastic basin where Martina had put him. He laid his head down in misery, and his thin body trembled.
Topden told me the word for cat in Tibetan. It sounded like shimmy,
so that’s what I called him. I came to the clinic almost every day to check on the cat, to whom I immediately felt attached. After several days Shimmy became more alert and during my visits stared at me warily but let me stroke his head. He could even relieve himself and twitch his feet, but his back legs remained completely limp, and he couldn’t put weight on them. Martina thought Shimmy had a fractured pelvis, which might heal on its own with time. She wondered aloud whether it was acceptable to euthanize animals in India.
At the clinic one never knew what one would find. Street animals in India have a precarious existence; they are constantly hit by cars, or get into fights, or contract diseases or infections. One day a forlorn black puppy sat on a table with an IV drip in his leg as he battled a stomach virus. He died the next day. Then someone brought in a shaggy dog whose ear had been ripped by another canine down by the Tibetan library. At any given time, the vets might be neutering an anesthetized dog.
One time a young Russian girl of about ten dressed in the forest-green uniform of the Tibetan school in Dharamsala turned up with a tiny, days-old kitten that she carried in her hands. A few weeks later I saw the girl in the reading room of the Tibetan library. She tilted her freckled face and told me solemnly that the kitten had died days later.
. . .
Over the next couple of months I chatted often with Topden during my visits to Shimmy. After some initial shyness he spoke about any number of things in his slow, careful voice. Topden was from rural eastern Tibet where he loved playing basketball on his school’s court. In 2008 he was thirty or thirty-five. Sometimes thirty-six.
(Many people in developing countries people do not have birth certificates; they were born at home or at informal clinics.) He became a monk as a boy, fled to southern India as a young man and joined a monastery there, so he had never worked a job before joining the charity.
Topden had come to Dharamsala when he took leave from his monastery to learn English—not an uncommon thing for a monk to do. English is very powerful,
Topden said. In September 2007 he started English classes at a nonprofit and studied diligently there for more than a year. Topden practiced English, memorized words, and did exercises in his textbooks. Of his own volition, he pulled all-nighters, studying until his head spun with English words. He went from speaking minimal English to being able to carry a fluid conversation a year later.
In late September 2007 a rabid dog bit an Englishman in town. The patient came to the vet clinic at the nonprofit where Topden happened to be studying English. He asked me to help. I had not any idea. But I couldn’t help. I get really guilty,
he recalled.
Two days later—September 2—was World Rabies Day, an important event in a town home to street dogs, cats, and monkeys, the latter of which scamper precariously along electrical wires. The nonprofit director gave a speech to the students and kicked off a six-day rabies vaccination campaign. Volunteer veterinarians would vaccinate the dogs, but they needed extra help. Were there any students who would lend a hand? Topden didn’t volunteer, but a week later the director asked if he would join the nonprofit’s vet clinic, based on positive observations of him by staffers.
The offer came as a surprise. I didn’t think about it to get job because I’m monk,
Topden explained. His answer to the director? I said, ‘No way. I have to go back to monastery.’
The director said Topden could think about the offer for a week, so he went to his cousin for advice. I asked my cousin. He said, ‘You like hospital to help human. You better help animals.’
Initially Topden didn’t even like animals. I thought dogs and cats were disgusting,
he confessed, wrinkling his face. I particularly didn’t like cats.
In India, it’s common for street dogs to roam streets, sleep in the middle of the road, and root through garbage. At night their guttural barks echoed through the streets of Dharamsala as they fought. Streets cats were not as common, but an observant eye could spot them slinking between buildings or prowling around mounds of trash.
Although not completely willing, Topden began to come around. He realized that helping animals was a kind of practice. I think that. Don’t know if it’s true. Buddhism is to help sentient beings.
Topden began