The Space Between: Antipodes Series, #2
By T.S. Simons
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What would YOU sacrifice for family?
Cam is content with his new life on Lewis, happily married and working as an active member of the community. As life settles into a kind of mundanity, Cam learns a shocking truth: someone he loves may still be alive. Compelled to embark on a monumental journey, he discovers the true value of family and loyalty in a bleak and challenging world.
"The Space Between" is the second novel in the Antipodes series. This series asks, "If we had the opportunity to start over, would we? Or is our society destined to make the same mistakes?"
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The Space Between - T.S. Simons
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CHAPTER 1
Not long now.
Fraser’s smug grin was blatantly clear from his tone. I could sense it, even as I focused on the dirt-laden shovel I was heaving. Excited?
Absolutely shitting myself,
I confessed, glancing up, momentarily blinded by the haze of the orange sun setting behind him, blurred from the dome’s transparent fabric. "But I would never tell her that. It seemed ludicrous that I would be the one fearful in this situation. I didn’t want to admit that it was the massive leap into the cavern of the unknown that kept me awake at night. Curiosity got the better of me, and, pausing in my work, I looked across at him and asked,
What’s it like? Being a father?"
All I can say is that it is quite a ride.
Fraser, now with two daughters of his own, toddler Niamh and newborn Iona, was in an excellent position to make an assessment.
My friend, your life will never be the same.
Ugh. Please don’t say ride.
I grimaced. Vivid technicolor flashbacks of the horrendous journeys I had taken through the antipodean portal between August Island off the southern coast of New Zealand and Lewis in the Scottish Outer Hebrides flashed before my eyes, temporarily disabling me from my work. The third and final journey from Bellcamp Island to Newgrange, Ireland on the equinox a year ago had been even more traumatic, especially the mid-point. Each time I had not only thought I was going to die, but I had fervently wished for death. Death was decidedly preferable to … that. I shuddered again.
I was lucky. Until the last few years, I had lived in a comparatively safe time of human history, a time where medicines were readily available, and disease didn’t wipe out complete villages in the space of a week. Despite the waterborne protozoa that had obliterated nearly the entire human population in the comparatively short period of a year, I had never actually been near death. But swirling through the vortex, feeling my limbs being stripped of their muscles, sinew, and tendon, knowing I was being torn apart, I had wished to be dead.
The first time I had traveled had been a genuine accident, and that had been the most harrowing—not knowing what had happened and wondering if it would go on forever. The second time had been a deliberate attempt to find my first wife, Freyja, and the last time to return to Laetitia. Gorgeous, sweet Laetitia, who was now very pregnant with our first child. She looked much like a ripe cherry, glowing and fit to burst, but cheerful despite her size and obvious discomfort.
Any hot tips on parenting?
I asked Fraser, only half-heartedly. I wasn’t sure that I wanted to know. But I also didn’t want to dwell on the antipodal passage any more than entirely necessary.
Fraser’s face instantly lit up with such glee that it startled me. Sitting back on his heels, he rubbed his hands together joyously. I had opened Pandora’s box. Just as I was about to blurt, I was only joking,
he began his jubilant monologue.
"Get used to no sleep. Some kids don’t sleep through the night for years, so start practicing now by setting your alarm every hour, getting up and walking around, then trying to get back to sleep just in time for the next alarm to go off. Sunset is the witching hour. They scream and cry, and you will get nothing done, so don’t even plan it. Get used to everything smelling like baby. Little Iona’s smell permeates everything: clothes, furniture, even my hair. I think it is a biological thing, so you don’t forget them and accidentally leave them somewhere. Before Niamh, I never knew that babies had a scent, but seriously man, they do. Everything smells like them."
After a pause, he continued. Ooh. You will never again be able to speak to your partner without being interrupted. Speaking in broken sentences and interpreting each other’s facial expressions is key here. I think this might be practice for when they are older, and you want to talk about something that you don’t want them to understand, so learn secret code now. Don’t even bother cleaning anything because the minute you do, they will vomit everywhere. Ever heard the expression heli-spew? Number threes?
Reacting to my nonplussed face, he cackled and taunted, Well, get used to it, buddy. This is your new normal.
Seeing my bewildered expression, Fraser’s face softened somewhat as he smiled. Man, when I was where you are now, expecting my first, I was absolutely shitting my shorts. I had no idea what to expect. But the truth is, you can never really prepare for it. You just … well, you just adapt. Despite the challenges, the sleepless nights, and the turmoil, they are the most amazing, magical creatures. You don’t think you could love them more. Then they do something, something tiny like smile at you with their enormous eyes fixated on you, and your heart dissolves into a pile of mush. You would defend them with your life armed with nothing more than a toothbrush. Like if a bear came to attack your child, you know without question that you would fight it off bare-handed just to protect them.
I had seen this side of Fraser when he was around his daughters. Soft, nurturing, gentle. Different from his usually outgoing and somewhat forceful personality.
I would hate to be the boyfriend of one of his daughters, I thought with a snort. When he was near his children, Fraser morphed into something else. A father, I realized. Self-doubt crept into the dark recesses of my mind. Will I be a good father? What is a good father, anyway? My parents had been loving, firm, yet always supportive. As a child, I had thought of them as very harsh, making us do chores and helping with household maintenance.
Until my mid-teens, I thought I had it tough compared to my friends who seemed to cruise through life, gifted with everything they wanted and a lot of free time in which to get into trouble. Mum, with the control of a well-seasoned regimental sergeant major, controlled our time with jobs and wouldn’t let us even watch TV until we had done our allocated chores for the weekend. Mum was the boss. Dad, being a shift worker, often worked weekends. But it was Mum who didn’t allow slacking off until the work was done. Once we had finished, she would tell us, Your time is your own.
All of us had a list, and no matter how much we whinged or complained we were sick or tired, Mum ensured we finished it. It wasn’t until I lived on August that I realized what my parents had instilled in us was a strong work ethic, something taught over a long period. They had treated us as equal members of the family, and therefore needed to understand the enjoyable things but also the responsibilities. We knew we needed to maintain things or do basic jobs like emptying bins, vacuuming, walking the dog, or mowing lawns. Bills needed to be paid and came as a priority over recreational spending. They included us in plans for saving for big holidays or a new car. As a family unit, we chose what we would cut out, things like take away meals and trips to the cinema to save for our family projects. Sorcha and I valued our free time as we felt we had earned it. Both she and I had held down part-time jobs while studying, something few of my friends were able to do. My parents had taught me the value of prioritizing. I knew that if I tackled a task, I had to do it well and complete it. Mum’s mantra was, Do it well; Do it once.
It had taken me a very long time to work out what she meant, but now I always worked with this in mind.
Laetitia had grown up with no such role models, yet bizarrely she too had a strong work ethic. Hers, unlike mine, arose from being the primary caregiver for her alcoholic mother. Likely she had done far more than I ever did, but I guiltily suspected that I had complained about my allocated chores far more. Memories of faking illness or doing a crappy job by rushing it made me ashamed. Pleading that I was too sick to walk the dog crossed my mind. Mum, resolute, demanding that it be done regardless, and on one embarrassingly memorable occasion even handing me a sick bag to take with me, just in case. A pang for my parents wrenched my heart for the millionth time. I fervently wished they were here to welcome their grandchild and help guide us on this parenting journey. If only I could thank them for teaching me so many useful things that had stood me in good stead here. I had life skills—thanks to them. All those weekends spent helping Mum and Dad maintain the house and later building the cottage on our holiday block of land meant I had learned skills without even realizing it.
Lae was quite unperturbed with the concept of impending motherhood, despite having no siblings of her own. We were close to Fraser and Isla, so perhaps she had learned what to do by watching Isla and the other mothers here? Or maybe it was just innate knowledge in a woman? Parenthood was such an abstract concept for a man. Your partner gets fatter and fatter then … boom! Baby. She has months to get used to the idea, infinitesimal movements, tiny kicks, an indicator of the change to come.
When I asked her, curious, what it felt like, she described it as the flutter of a butterfly inside her belly or a quick jerk on a fishing line. One second it was there, the next … gone, making her question whether she really felt it at all. For a man, it went from a theoretical concept to a noisy, messy reality within minutes. Sure, I got to feel the occasional kick or squirm with a strategically placed hand on her bulging stomach, but it wasn’t quite the same. For men, it was a life-changing moment—quiet life, to crying baby all in the space of minutes.
Finishing my work in silence, I thought, as I did now and then, of my childhood—my sister. Sorcha, her own tragedies still so recent in the death of her fiancé when I had left, hadn’t lived to become a parent or an aunt. All because she had asthma, and I didn’t. The luck of the draw, that one. Why does one child inherit an illness and the other doesn’t? Despite looking alike, both tall and muscular, inherited from our father, she was red-haired, inherited from our mother, while I was dark-haired, like Dad. But it was Sorcha who had inherited Dad’s asthma, whereas I had not.
Watching Fraser pulling potatoes in the garden bed next to my own, I realized that my mother would have had the most terrible case of granny-lust, that condition when an older woman desperately wants to become a grandparent. No one would have been permitted to hold her grandchild while my mother still had functional arms. I smiled, thinking of my mother. The long red plait down her back, swishing as she weeded her garden or bustled around the kitchen. I had the sudden image of my mother smiling down at a baby she cradled in her arms, wrapped in a blanket. A memory. Whose baby was it? Wracking my brain, I couldn’t place the image. It just hadn’t seemed important at the time. Another one of her friends or colleagues had given birth. I hadn’t really paid any attention. Now I would have given my right arm to see her smiling down fondly at her own grandchild, my child. Spoiling him or her in a way that you can’t with your own children. Allegedly.
Ten months ago, I returned to Lewis after traveling through the portal on Bellcamp Island off the coast of New Zealand to Newgrange, Ireland. The Newgrange residents had a productive and friendly reciprocal relationship with their antipodal neighbors and had welcomed me wholeheartedly. They used the portal mainly to share cargo, but people braved the journey as well.
Initially happy to rest, eat and socialize, they had wanted to know everything about August Island, and Lewis, Scotland, the two communities I had lived in. Although I was only there for three days, I would find myself continually retelling the stories of my adventures, the hot springs with the Celtic symbols on August where I first came through. The welcoming community in Scotland centered near the standing stones of Callanish. A few of the Irish had been to Callanish on holidays. Geographically, it just wasn’t that far—at least not by Australian standards. Like most Irish, they were friendly, outgoing, and loved to chat.
On my final evening, they had summoned me to the home of Kevin O’Sullivan to recount my tales. A studious-looking man in his early thirties, he was graying at the temples of his dark hair, making him appear older than he was. Despite his unassuming manner, it was clear from the respect shown to him by the other residents that he was a leader of sorts. Not officially. None of the communities I had visited had a democratically elected leader, but he had that aura of a natural leader. People followed his instruction, listening when he spoke, looking up to him, and seeking his guidance. He was a born leader, whether he realized it or not.
Settled in his cozy study, Kevin had listened intently to my tale. But he had not interrupted or acted surprised. Respectful and pleasant, I knew from my conversations with Blake on Bellcamp that nothing I told him was a surprise. They knew about antipodal points, what the journey was like, the feeling of discovering another community of survivors at the opposite end of the world. My fantastical tale of traveling across the globe on the days of the solstices, approximately twenty thousand kilometers in the space of minutes, was one they knew themselves, and for some of them, from personal experience.
When I reached my conclusion, he leaned back in his chair and surveyed me thoughtfully. Waiting for what he would say, I watched him. His face was calm and betrayed no thought or emotion. I couldn’t tell what he was thinking, and I found this fascinating. Everyone who knew me had said that everything I thought showed on my face the second I was thinking it. It meant I was a shocking liar, but it had taken me years to work this out. Mum had laughed hysterically the day I had finally realized that she had always been able to tell when I was lying to her.
Finally, Kevin had spoken.
We had wondered if there were other portals like Newgrange.
He waved his arm toward the enormous ancient complex, the community being several kilometers to the east. We speculated we were the only ones. But now…
He paused. "How fantastic to think there is a network of such passages. That our ancestors knew of this and used it to travel to places that must have appeared unreal to them. You said that there were Pict markings in the cave on your island, August, you called it?"
Nodding, I replied, "There were. Two large menhirs, upright stones, you know, both with spirals and triquetra, very similar to the ones here at Newgrange. I had been here, before. Many years ago. My mother is, was, I corrected,
a teacher, and she loved ancient Celtic sites, especially stone circles. We came to Newgrange on one of our trips back to visit family. I must admit, I didn’t appreciate it at the time."
Kevin smiled. I, too, have been to Callanish. The strange thing is, there are no markings at Callanish.
You are right. There aren’t. But Callanish was buried for centuries under the peat. I wondered…
I stopped, not wanting to appear foolish. I wasn’t a historian or an archaeologist.
Kevin’s sparkling blue eyes, bright and receptive over his dark beard, graying ever so slightly around his chin, encouraged me to continue.
Well, I just wondered. If the sites were always a point of travel, generations of people must have known. The Picts, the Celts, the Norse, Romans even. How did Callanish become lost for so many centuries?
Newgrange is Neolithic,
Kevin said thoughtfully, scratching his beard. Before 3200BCE, it is thought. Older than the pyramids of Egypt by 600 years and older than Stonehenge by nearly a thousand years. Historians estimate it took a team of 300 men over 30 years to build. But did you know that the menhirs, the standing stone circle that surrounds Newgrange, are much newer? Bronze Age, it is believed. Answering your question, many generations knew that this was a special place because they built it in stages. The carvings are probably Neolithic. We often attribute them to the Celts, but in reality, they are far older.
Seeing the quizzical look on my face around the different periods of history, he explained. In the 19th century, the three-age system was developed: Stone Age, Bronze Age, and Iron Age based on the tools and artifacts that were discovered from each period. It wasn’t long before other archaeologists added further classifications. One of them described the Stone Age as further broken up into Paleolithic, Mesolithic, and Neolithic periods. Historians use the terms somewhat interchangeably.
Contemplating this aloud, I asked, So if Newgrange is Neolithic, which I assume is at the end of the Stone Age, and the monoliths are Bronze Age, then the markings are Neolithic, not Celtic then?
Kevin nodded, not interrupting, but standing and reaching for a well-worn volume on his bookcase, flipping pages as I contemplated this.
So, was there a long gap between the Neolithic period and the Bronze Age?
Well, no. The periods overlapped, as the development of tools was slightly different in each region.
But what you are saying is that for several thousand years, people knew this place was special.
Kevin nodded but said nothing, recognizing my statement for what it was, musing aloud. Not a question.
The Callanish stones are Neolithic too?
That’s right, but several hundred years after Newgrange. Archaeologists think around 3000BCE, so fairly close to the Bronze Age period. There was evidence of Bronze Age activity at Callanish, so we know they were still in active use then.
I wonder when they stopped being used then? As portals, I mean.
That is an excellent question, and one we don’t really have answers to. When Newgrange was rediscovered in 1699, there were Roman coins there, some dating to the first century BCE, so it appears it was still being used as a portal until then. Callanish, and specifically the chambered tomb where you came through, appears to have fallen into disuse…
Kevin referred to the volume on his lap, around 800 BCE and wasn’t rediscovered until the mid-1800s when the peat was removed. Now, there are two key sets of questions—why did the Bronze Age people stop using them? Then, after they were rediscovered, when were they deactivated, by whom and why?
I have no idea. Did you say Newgrange was lost too?
It was. It was lost for nearly 1500 years.
That was puzzling. I sat in silence, taking this in. Why were both sites abandoned?
Archaeologist?
I asked as I pondered this question. Kevin’s immense knowledge was no passing hobby.
The generous smile widened, the intelligent eyes alert beneath his dark brows.
Historian. But yes, British history and archaeology were my particular areas of expertise. For the first few years here, I was fairly useless. I’m sure people couldn’t work out why on earth the teams choosing survivors had chosen a university lecturer and one with a Ph.D. in Pictish history at that. I wasn’t of much use with building, farming, or fishing, although I knew a little about making cider. But in time, I am hopeful that I may have been somewhat useful.
I imagine so.
I grinned at Kevin. It was apparent that he was more than a little beneficial to the community, both here and on Bellcamp. Returning to the point though, why did ancient people let these amazing portals fall into disrepair?
Kevin replied calmly, "I can see two fairly logical answers to this. First, people died either at the other end, or in transit, and they considered the passages too dangerous. As the islands our communities connect to are both off the coast of New Zealand and were uninhabited, I wouldn’t have thought the threat of invasion was the cause. The second possibility, and the one I suspect was the case, is knowing that it took a large magnetic charge to reactivate the portals, it is possible that they were demagnetized with a powerful lightning strike. If the portals lost their magic, that could also explain why they were abandoned. People would have thought their Gods had abandoned them, so they, in turn, would have abandoned the sacred sites after a time. It just seems unlikely that both of the sites were deactivated, both Callanish and Newgrange, I mean."
But didn’t you say they abandoned the stones at Callanish 900 years before Newgrange?
Hmm, that is true. Two lightning strikes in 900 years are certainly possible. Likely even. You need to remember that until you arrived, we thought Newgrange was the only portal in existence. To learn that there is another at Callanish, well, that changes the game somewhat…
Following his train of thought, I continued, If Callanish was struck by lightning, and the portal deactivated, that could explain why the site was abandoned. But Newgrange remained a revered site until much later. But if it too was struck by lightning or was in some other way deactivated, that would explain why it was also abandoned. You know, there are more out there, antipodean portals, I mean.
Kevin looked ecstatic at this. Really? More? That’s … amazing!
I haven’t seen them all myself, but I know of a search party from Lewis who found more. An active one in the Kerguelen Islands that links to central Canada. A suspected one on Gibraltar. And another active one in Mauritania on the west coast of Africa that linked to New Caledonia in the South Pacific.
That is phenomenal!
Kevin gushed. More portals! What do you mean by suspected, though?
I shrugged, trying to remember what Heidi had said. "By the time the Scots team arrived in Gibraltar, the people had all gone, but they thought they hadn’t been dead for long. As in, they could see that it had been a protected community, but that the dome had failed or been breached, and the community had abandoned the site. I’m not one hundred percent sure. I heard about it secondhand."
Did all the communities have an ancient site as ground zero then?
I’m not sure, but I don’t think so. They all had a portal, and some at least were on top of large deposits of magnetic lodestone. In Mauritania, they called it the Adrar Plateau I think he said. While most of the site was arid desert plain, it also included steep rocky plateaus. One of the party from Scotland allegedly described it as ‘like a scene from Star Wars.’
You would think Africa, and a dry part of Africa, would be a strange place to set up a domed community, wouldn’t you? Though I recall seeing journal articles about stone circles in The Gambia once,
Kevin mused.
I agreed. I thought it was odd too. But if it houses an antipodal point, and it evidently does, then it makes sense, doesn’t it?
It does. Also, if it were arid, then the water wouldn’t be infected. As long as they had an original uncontaminated water supply, then the residents could still grow crops and survive. Where did you say it linked to?
New Caledonia. I don’t recall exactly where. When the Lewis team stopped in Africa, they met French-speaking people who had traveled from New Caledonia. Most of them spoke some English, and one of the Scots had some basic French, although it was a little rusty. They made themselves known, though. They were certain they got the story straight. I have been to New Caledonia. There was a lot of rugged rainforest there, and it is fairly sparsely populated outside of the capital, Noumea. It isn’t all idyllic tropical beaches.
Kevin nodded. We sat quietly for a while, thinking of those other communities. Are they so different from ours? A group of strangers, working together, growing crops, and raising children. Trying to survive.
Did you see the carvings in the caves on Bellcamp, then?
Kevin’s question pulled me from my trance.
Shaking my head, I said, I hadn’t thought to look. Or ask. I was focused on just surviving another passage and praying it would be my last.
That’s a shame. I would be interested in knowing if the markings were the same as the ones on August. If there are more portals, I wonder if they all have markings.
The disappointment must have shown on my face as Kevin laughed. "It’s fine. Really. You know, you are likely the first person to step foot through four antipodal doorways. That is a fairly special achievement."
I groaned audibly. I have to say, special is not the word I would use. Nor doorway. That word does not adequately reflect the absolute torture that those hellmouths generate.
Kevin laughed easily. If they are so bad, and don’t get me wrong, I hear they are, I have to ask: What made you do it so many times?
Pausing, I tried to think of a logical answer. The first journey from August to Callanish had been unplanned, a true accident that had occurred fundamentally out of grief. The return had resulted from loyalty. To find Freyja. This last journey, from Bellcamp to Newgrange, was to return to my life on Lewis, to Laetitia. Silently, I prayed she wanted me.
Looking for a simple way to sum up the complexities of my travel, it stumped me.
Love,
I finally responded.
Kevin nodded knowingly. "From what I hear, no amount of wanderlust is enough to want to do that twice."
Agreed. But I am surprised. You know so much about the history of these places, you haven’t been through yourself?
I want to. Really, I do. But I can’t, not yet. My children are so young. They lost their mother two years ago, just after we had discovered the passage. Lynda was a historian, too, with a special interest in Egyptian history and mythology. Since she passed, I have missed having someone to talk to about this stuff. How thrilled she would have been to know that there were more antipodean portals.
For the first time, I saw the loss etched in Kevin’s face.
I’m sorry.
I hadn’t meant to cause him pain.
He looked directly at me. I want to go, and I will, soon. My youngest, Arden, has only just turned two. I can’t leave her for three months. Not yet. These temples have been here for over 5000 years. I figure I can wait another year or two. It isn’t like we are going anywhere.
Why do you think the symbol on most of the ancient sites is a spiral?
Kevin broke into my maudlin thoughts, and I looked up at him. You said they were on the markers in the cave at your original community in August. Four menhirs are marking the passage at Bellcamp and also here around the circumference of the mound at Newgrange. Some inside, too. There aren’t at Callanish, but it is widely accepted by historians that the site was plundered for its rock over many thousands of years. Carved stone often turns up in churches. Think about it. What symbol would you use to warn other people that this was a special place, a sacred place, but also one that was a portal? You have made the journey several times. How would you describe the travel itself? The feeling I mean.
Spinning,
I replied, recalling the motion so vividly from three days before that I could barely get the word out. It was a spinning sucking vortex between two points.
Exactly. If you were a verbal storytelling community with limited ability to write, and you wanted to place a simple warning to others—beware! This is a portal! What symbol would you use?
Nodding, I followed his logic. There were spirals carved into the rock menhirs on August.
Do you think that other ancient sites that also have that symbol carved into them could also have been portals? Perhaps they haven’t been reactivated yet, but there couldn’t be a clearer sign of where to look.
I think you are onto something!
I exclaimed, energized by his excitement despite my exhaustion. Now my brain is struggling to remember all the places where I have seen that Celtic spiral carved in stone.
Not just the spiral, but the double spiral too.
Kevin was getting enthusiastic now. See here.
He pointed to a black-and-white photo in the book he was still holding. "I have read reams of literature since we found the portal here, but this is the first time I have had proof of other antipodal sites. The double spiral is found at many gravesites and has been linked by scholars to the sun but to the idea of death and rebirth. But what if it wasn’t? You said yourself that you spin one way, then when you reach the center, you slow, and spin in the opposite direction."
Exactly. The Coriolis effect. It feels like … being caught in a cyclone. It spins in the opposite direction, depending on the hemisphere you are in.
But that is exactly what the double spiral would represent, would it not? We find the double spiral on the curbstones at Newgrange. It is also common in New Zealand Maori culture; it makes up a significant part of their facial and body tattooing. But it is more than that.
Kevin was positively reverberating with his new theory.
A carved spiral is found on a Hohokam petroglyph found in the Saguaro National Monument in Arizona. There was a prominent, spiral pattern on Danish shields and ornaments dated back to 3000 BC. Prehistoric petroglyphs in Colombia are covered with both clockwise and counterclockwise spirals. Ancient Greece. Egypt. They all use the spiral symbol, particularly on artifacts found close to ancient temple sites. What if the use of a spiral in these ancient cultures means exactly the same thing? Warning! Portal.
We could be dealing with hundreds of portals. More.
Exactly. What if some portals haven’t even been reactivated yet? What could that mean for the continued survival of our species? I can think of a few potential sites, and they are spread out too. Temple Wood at Kilmartin Glen on the west coast of Scotland, south of Oban. The passage graves at Clava Cairns, up in the highlands near Inverness. There are many sites on the Shetlands and Orkney Islands in Scotland, and hundreds here in Ireland. Even the Channel Islands of Guernsey and Jersey have Neolithic stone circles and passage graves. The problem is, so many of them have been removed from their original locations and positions over the years.
I know the Clava Cairns,
I exclaimed. I have been there several times. I don’t know the others. That entire site at Clava has an extraordinary feel to it.
"It does. Clava and Temple Wood don’t have spirals, but the older ring and cup marks, common to hundreds of ancient sites across the UK, Ireland, and even continental Europe. With limited tools with which to carve the stone, deer antlers, for instance, they may have chosen a simpler symbol. Historians have long thought it was a symbol reflecting the Celtic cyclic nature of life—birth, death, rebirth. Others believe it represents labyrinths. Labyrinths are common in ancient myths and appear in ancient Egyptian, Celtic, and Greece myths, but remember that these weren’t translated from verbal storytelling to written text for centuries afterward. They associated labyrinths with the dead and one’s journey through the afterlife. In that view, nothing and no one ever dies; all things merely change and become something else. The seemingly linear path one travels between birth and death does not begin at birth or end with death; everything that dies comes back in some renewed form or continues eternally. Generations of historians and archaeologists have believed they raised the cairns at Clava to commemorate those who had passed on to the next phase of existence on their eternal journey. But I ask you, what if it wasn’t a metaphysical journey, but