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The Unnoticeable Heart
The Unnoticeable Heart
The Unnoticeable Heart
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The true story of a heart that has been shattered, and stained. The author Wendy Sims talks about her story of surviving abuse. The actions lead her to be tortured and traumatized throughout her life.  The realization of the world she lived in growing up. in the 1970s. The woman she has become today in the realization that she never let what happened to her affect the life she has worked hard to gain and live.  Becoming the Champion she was meant to be through Christ. 

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Release dateDec 6, 2023
ISBN9798890430663
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    The Unnoticeable Heart - Wendy Sims

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    The Unnoticeable Heart

    Wendy Sims

    Copyright © 2023 by Wendy Sims

    All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods without the prior written permission of the publisher. For permission requests, solicit the publisher via the address below.

    Christian Faith Publishing

    832 Park Avenue

    Meadville, PA 16335

    www.christianfaithpublishing.com

    Printed in the United States of America

    Table of Contents

    Chapter 1

    Chapter 2

    Chapter 3

    Chapter 4

    Chapter 5

    Chapter 6

    Chapter 7

    Contents

    Introductionv

    The Beginning1

    I Was Yours2

    Child’s Eyes7

    Sister8

    Don10

    Can You Hear Me?13

    My Life15

    Scars of the Soul17

    My Loving Child18

    The Night Flight20

    Lost Soul23

    Brother, You Left Me27

    Mirror30

    The Green Goblin32

    Nothing More35

    Many of One36

    Where Are You?39

    Take Me41

    My Anger43

    One Shot45

    The Unimaginable49

    Heavenly Grace50

    How Do I Find You?52

    Take It54

    The Way Beyond57

    My Precious Gift58

    As I Come Together63

    What’s My Purpose?65

    The Child in Me67

    My Purpose71

    God Turned Beauty from Ashes75

    Introduction

    In the 1970s, families never talked about certain things that may have happened inside their circles. They were to remain as if they never happened. This was my family. Hello, my name is Wendy Sims, and this is a true story of my life from infancy to childhood and then from a teen to an adult. The secrets were kept, silenced, and denied until the times of today. It’s a bit awkward, such things as abuse and trauma; even rape is a secret never told in society. It was a way of life that was never taught differently, and I was too scared to say anything for fear of retaliation.

    There were threats against my life, and I felt trapped in the situation for a long time. According to Britannica, the definition of child abuse, also called cruelty to children, is the willful infliction of pain and suffering on children through physical, sexual, or emotional mistreatment. Prior to the 1970s, the term child abuse normally referred to only physical mistreatment, but since then, its application has expanded to include, in addition to inordinate physical violence, unjustifiable verbal abuse; the failure to furnish proper shelter, nourishment, medical treatment, or emotional support; incest and other cases of sexual molestation or rape; and the use of children in prostitution or pornography.

    According to Childhelp, every year, more than four million referrals are made to child protection agencies involving more than 4.3 million children. In today’s society, it is well-known what child abuse is. This is a recurring situation in its own field that never ends. Most abusers were abused, but some are just cruel by nature and thrive on controlling and hurting others.

    My mother was not abused in her life, but she was a narcissist in every way. I always believed she was schizophrenic because of the way she would act. I knew for a fact she was a narcissist because of the control factor and the verbal, mental, and physical abuse.

    My mother was my abuser and the evilest person I ever met on earth. Today I have not spoken to her in at least fourteen or more years. My life has been so much better without her in it. I know she is still mean. The type of woman that when she looked at me, I could just see the evil in her eyes and on her face. She was like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. She can smile and make herself look like an angel, and people would fall for her schemes.

    This story is about my life, the trials I had to go through, and the physical and emotional pain. There are just some people in this world you cannot change, but you must do your best to live your life and survive. To look through the eyes of the person, you must see the true life bestowed upon them and not the fake smiles and happiness. Knowing the truth does set you free in an era of no mistaken anger, pain, and hate.

    As you read this story, I hope that you can see how strong the spirit can be and how hard it can be to break it. Knowing survival and submission and the difference between them in life itself, the soul and spirit can survive through anything they are put through.

    Chapter 1

    The Beginning

    I Was Yours

    I do not know why you received me

    For when the time came

    I was conceived

    And there was supposed to be joy and love

    You could not think of any above

    As a child, I wished and prayed

    I just didn’t understand why

    I had to stay

    When I looked at you

    The anger and distaste

    Like I was just a waste

    I tried so hard to please you

    No matter what I did, I did not complete you

    I only wanted your love

    But you only would give me shame

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