Vindication: A Life of Mary Wollstonecraft
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The founder of modern feminism, Mary Wollstonecraft (1759-1797) was the most famous woman in Europe and America in her time. Yet her reputation over the years has suffered—until now. Acclaimed biographer Lyndall Gordon mounts a spirited defense of this brilliant, unconventional woman who held strikingly modern notions of education, single motherhood, family responsibilities, working life, domestic affections, friendships, and sexual relationships.
Offering a new interpretation for the 21st century, Gordon paints a vibrant, full portrait of Wollstonecraft, revealing how this remarkable woman’s genius reverberated through the generations, influencing not only her daughter, Mary Shelley, and other heirs, but early political philosophy in England and America as well—including the ideas of John and Abigail Adams.
“Fierce and wonderful. . . . [Wollstonecraft is] a dazzling character on the brilliant page.” —Harper’s Magazine
“Rich with new interpretations, sources, and detail . . . Captures the drama of Wollstonecraft’s life.” —Library Journal (starred review)
“Imaginative and intelligent, consistently absorbing . . . [Gordon] speculates and probes with a freewheeling intelligence that responds to Wollstonecraft’s own.” —New York Review of Books
“Adventurous scholarship. . . . [Gordon’s] fresh approach places this early feminist in the context of the American and French Revolutions.” —Washington Post
“Judicious, sympathetic, intelligent and utterly riveting.” —The Independent
“Eminently readable and rewarding.” —Publishers Weekly, starred review
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Vindication - Lyndall Gordon
Dedication
For Siamon
Epigraph
I am . . . going to be the first of a new genus – I tremble at the attempt . . .
MARY WOLLSTONECRAFT TO HER SISTER EVERINA, 1787
Contents
Cover
Title Page
Dedication
Epigraph
List of Illustrations
Family Trees
1. Violence at Home
2. ‘School of Adversity’
3. New Life at Newington
4. A Community of Women
5. A Governess in Ireland
6. The Trials of High Life
7. Vindication
8. Rival Lives
9. Into the Terror
10. Risks in Love
11. The Silver Ship
12. Far North
13. Woman’s Words
14. ‘The Most Fruitful Experiment’
15. Slanders
16. Converts
17. Daughters
18. Generations
Acknowledgements
Abbreviations
Sources, Contexts, Questions
Bibliography
Internet Documents
Index
Photo Section
About the Author
Praise for Vindication
Also by Lyndall Gordon
Copyright
About the Publisher
List of Illustrations
Mary Wollstonecraft: Private Collection
Gillray cartoon: courtesy of the Warden and Scholars of New College Oxford/Bridgeman Art Library
Margaret King: Houghton Library, Harvard University
George Ogle: Conway Library, The Courtauld Institute of Art, London
Joseph Johnson: By W. Sharpe after Moses Haughton. National Portrait Gallery
Henry Fuseli: National Portrait Gallery
A Vindication of the Rights of Woman: Mary Evans/The Woman’s Library
Joel Barlow: Houghton Library, Harvard University: Ms Am 1448.2
Ruth Barlow: Connecticut Historical Society Museum, Hartford, CT
Tom Paine: National Portrait Gallery
Helen Maria Williams: Miriam and Ira D. Wallach Division of Art, Prints and Photographs, New York Public Library
The Chinese Baths in Paris: established by Lenoir (w/c on paper), French School, (19th century) / Musée de la Ville de Paris, Musée Carnavalet, Paris, France, Lauros/Giraudon/Bridgeman Art Library
George Caleb Bingham, Daniel Boone Escorting Settlers through the Cumberland Gap, 1851–52. Mildred Lane Kemper Art Museum, Washington University in St. Louis.
William Godwin: Private collection
Swedish log: Riksarkivet, Stockholm
Risør: courtesy Knut Henning Thygesen, Risør, Norway
Elbe at Altona, 1790: courtesy of Staatsarchiv, Hamburg
Elizabeth Inchbald: National Portrait Gallery
Amelia Opie: National Portrait Gallery
Mary Wollstonecraft: National Portrait Gallery
Mary Shelley: Private collection
Fables Illustration: title page from Aesop, Fables, Ancient and Modern, 1805
Margaret Mount Cashell: by Edmé Quenedey, Paris, c.1801. Courtesy of Pforzheimer Library, NYPL
The Lover’s Seat: Shelley (1792–1822) and Mary Godwin in Old St. Pancras Churchyard, 1877 (oil on canvas), Frith, William Powell (1819–1909) / Private Collection/Bridgeman Art Library
Claire Clairmont: Mary Evans Picture Library
Byron: Mary Evans Picture Library
Elizabeth Barrett Browning: Mary Evans Picture Library
Charlotte Brontë: National Portrait Gallery
Emily Dickinson: The Amherst College Library
George Eliot: National Portrait Gallery
Henry James: Mary Evans Picture Library
Virginia Woolf: Mary Evans Picture Library
Family Trees
1
Violence at Home
In December 1792 an Englishwoman of thirty-three crossed the Channel to revolutionary France. She was travelling alone on her way to Paris at a time when Englishmen like Wordsworth were speeding in the opposite direction – back to the safety of their country, in fear of the oncoming Terror. When, at length, Mary Wollstonecraft arrived at a friend’s hôtel, she found it deserted, one folding door opening after another, till she reached her room at the far end. There she sat by her candle, knowing no one and unable to speak the language. The silence, in contrast to London, was eerie. As she looked up from the letter she was writing, eyes glared through a glass door. Looming through the darkness, bloody hands showed themselves and shook at her. She longed for the sound of a footstep; she missed her cat. ‘I want to see something alive,’ her pen scratched, ‘death in so many frightful shapes has taken hold of my fancy.’*
That day she had seen the King carried past her window at nine in the morning, on the way to his trial. She records the stillness and emptiness of the streets, the closed shutters, the drums of the National Guard, her own assent to the ‘majesty of the people’, and the sight of ‘Louis sitting with more dignity than I expected from his character, in a hackney coach going to meet his death’. Violence had always roused her. As a child she had witnessed scenes of violence at home; she had heard ‘the lash resound on the slaves’ naked sides’; and now even Louis XVI called out her tears.
This will be the story of an independent and compassionate woman who devised a blueprint for human change, held to it through the Terror and private trials, and passed it on to her daughters and future generations. ‘I am . . . going to be the first of a new genus,’ Mary Wollstonecraft told her sister Everina, ‘the peculiar bent of my nature pushes me on.’
She combined a dreamy voluptuousness with quick words, fixing brown eyes on her listener. The eyes didn’t quite match, as though the right eye lingered in thought while the left drew one into intimacy with that thought. I want to dispel the myth of wildness: her voice was rational, deploring a fashion for ‘romantic sentiments’ instead of ‘just opinions’. She wished ‘to see women neither heroines nor brutes, but reasonable creatures’. An early portrait presents a leader, austere in black, with powdered hair. Later portraits show the writer, her locks bound by a scarf, turning from her book to ruminate; and a sensible wife, auburn hair bundled out of sight, in the new, simple look of white muslin caught up under a rounded breast. She was pregnant at the time, but was always a large woman with a warm physical presence, unlike the bluestocking, the narrow female scholar of the eighteenth century.
Her husband, the philosopher and social reformer William Godwin, called her the ‘firmest champion’ and ‘the greatest ornament her sex ever had to boast’. She was famous, then notorious. For most, her freedom to shape her life as she saw fit had to fade. Our society still repeats stories of doom, as though genius in a woman exacts a terrible end; as though it must be unnatural. Here, we test a different story, stripping the interchangeable masks of womanhood – queen of hearts, whore, waif – to seek out the novelty of what a ‘new genus’ implies: a new kind of creature who found her voice in a brief moment of historical optimism when, as Wordsworth put it, ‘Europe was rejoiced,/France standing at the top of golden hours,/And human nature seeming born again.’ Everything in Mary’s unsheltered life prepared her for the impact of the first heady phase of the French Revolution when all traditional forms of existence seemed ripe for change. At that moment, she stood ready to turn revolution towards a future for ‘human creatures, who, in common with men, are placed on this earth to unfold their faculties’.
This pioneer of women’s rights is even more a pioneer of character: in the secret mirror of her mind, the first of her kind. How did she shed, one by one, the stale plots that leach the ‘real life’ out of us? A ‘new genus’ needs a new plot of existence. Mary Wollstonecraft is, in this sense, rewriting her life for lives to come. Though she speaks of ‘improvement’ in the acceptable terms of her day, it’s a grand design and, as such, vulnerable to those with the power to plunge her back into familiar scenes of wasted lives – wasted like her mother, prime victim of violence at home, the person for whom Mary the child felt her earliest, most instinctive and desperate pity. Virginia Woolf pictures a dauntless biographic creator: ‘Every day she made theories by which life should be lived; and every day she came smack against the rock of other people’s prejudices. Every day too – for she was no pedant, no cold-blooded theorist – something was born in her that thrust aside her theories and modelled them afresh.’ She hails the French Revolution; then hates its bloodshed. She shuns marriage; then marries. We are tempted to criticise her inconsistency – and then remember that ‘a foolish consistency is the hobgoblin of little minds’. To see Mary as shifting and rash would be to scale her down. Dimly, through the glare of celebrity and slander, it’s possible to make out the shape of a new genus reading, testing, growing, but still uncategorised.
Each age retells this story; there have been invaluable portraits, from Godwin’s ‘champion’ at the end of the eighteenth century to Mrs Fawcett’s heroine for the suffragist Cause, and from Claire Tomalin’s outstanding image of the wounded lover to Janet Todd’s moody drama queen as seen through the exasperated eyes of her sisters. All present faces we can’t forget. Yet there’s also a face few see: that unnamed thing she feels herself to be. This biography will bring out the full genius of her evolving character as she projects from her generation to the next, unfolding with astonishing fertility from one kind of life to another. Each phase of her life is a new experiment – ‘an experiment from the start’, Woolf insists. There is an unprecedented authenticity in her voice and actions that cannot conform to standard scenarios.
Mary Wollstonecraft’s unguardedness has made her an easy target. Godwin’s Memoirs (set down with admiration for her spirit and pity for her sufferings) exposed her to attacks in the late 1790s, sustained through much of the following century, and renewed in our time. Horace Walpole, the gothic novelist, called her a ‘hyena in petticoats’; John Adams, the second President of the United States, called her ‘this mad woman’, ‘foolish’, ‘licentious’. It was said that the improper private life of the author of the Rights of Woman must discredit the book itself. In the opening year of our present century the Times Literary Supplement judged her ‘little short of monstrous’. The time has come to probe the source of the slurs – promiscuity, folly, self-defeat – as we open up what’s most enduring in this life: nothing less than a proposal to draw on women’s skills in order to realise the full promise of our species – a more comprehensive purpose than feminist campaigns for the vote, opportunities and equal pay.
Part of the appeal of Mary Wollstonecraft is that she’s fallible. She is proud and self-preoccupied, and does not suffer in silence. Does egotism detract from greatness, and is it more fallible in a woman? Is she too prone to collapse when she fears to lose the character she’s bringing into being? What I hope to bring out is how her egotism and despair coexist with a pattern of extraordinary resilience. Ahead is always a new phase of experiment: a single young woman setting up on her own in London, resolved to earn her living by her pen; a journey far north to Norway to confront a captain accused of stealing a cargo of silver; a surprising marriage to a confirmed and cold bachelor. This will not be a story of defeat. She’s struck down, it’s true, by the counter-revolutionary temper of the 1790s (with the onset of the Terror and the Napoleonic Wars), but her honesty and eloquence, sustained by four women in the next generation, continue to re-emerge.
Though the late nineteenth century brought some revival of public interest in Wollstonecraft, the price paid was suppression of what were regarded as improprieties in her life. Another revival came a hundred years later with a new stage of the women’s movement and a spate of biographies that exposed what was seen as sexual recklessness. Her attachments to men remained an embarrassment to late-twentieth-century feminists. Some discovered signs of prudery, and others saw in her domesticity a betrayal of her case for independence. The aim of her critics was not necessarily to kill her cause, but to appropriate it in limited terms. Scholarly fashion has locked her to the conduct books for girls and ephemeral pamphlets tossed out by the scribblers of the day. The effect has been to obscure what it is in her books that transcends her time.
Many of her issues presage the present: women’s need to unfold their faculties as this knocks against the rock-face of their conflicting need for sexual commitment; the problems of communication between the sexes; long-term partnership in place of marriage; economic independence; the freedom to express desires without derision or loss of dignity; and, not least, the problems and triumphs of the single parent in the context of Wollstonecraft’s belief that a child should not be left to the care of strangers. Her views on pregnancy, childbirth, breast-feeding and continuous parental closeness, unusual in her day, are strikingly modern. She speaks differently to us in this century, less on women’s rights and more on both sexes striving to integrate private needs with family responsibilities. What sort of person is a desirable partner? What sort of arrangement should people devise for living together in a permanent partnership? Wollstonecraft is as interesting for her mistakes – her near-collapse into the familiar roles of unrequited lover, discarded mistress and unmarried mother – as for the imaginative solution she eventually finds.
In the course of an eventful life, on the scene of the most far-reaching revolution in history, Mary Wollstonecraft tried out a variety of roles. There was the constant danger that she would lose her way. In the 1770s, 1780s and 1790s she could have acted out a set of familiar scenarios: the uneducated schoolteacher; the humble governess; the scribbling hack; the fallen woman following a predictable course towards suicide; the practical traveller; the pregnant wife – yet each time she reinvents the role. How does she find the strength to transform stale plots of existence against overwhelming odds?
Her cause went back to her improvident and violent father. Mary was born on 27 April 1759 in a tall brick house in London. Master silk weavers, clustering near the Spitalfields market, had developed their skills from French Huguenots expelled a century earlier by Louis XIV. Wollstonecrafts had lived in London from the seventeenth century, though the bulk of the family was based in Lancashire. Mary’s home was in Primrose Street, most of it now long flattened to make way for Liverpool Street Station. What was a residential area in the eighteenth century is now a scene of glassy office blocks and gliding cars. All that remains is a remnant of Primrose Street just north of the station; Spital Square with its market; a modest house that was the birthplace of John Wesley’s mother Susanna in 1669; a more elegant Georgian house on a dingy parking lot, now headquarters of a society for conservation; and the local Church of St Botolph Without Bishopsgate where Keats was christened in 1795. Back in the 1750s, Wollstonecrafts were members of the church, and on 20 May 1759 Mary was christened there in the established Anglican faith. She was the eldest daughter of Edward John Wollstonecraft who fancied himself a gentleman, but was no gentleman at home. His unfortunate wife was Elizabeth Dickson who came of a family in the wine trade and connected with the landed gentry in Ballyshannon, County Donegal, in Ireland. In 1756 she had married Mr Wollstonecraft, at that time nearing the end of his apprenticeship to his father, a wealthy Spitalfields weaver who specialised in silk handkerchiefs.
Mary was not the favourite of either parent. Mrs Wollstonecraft favoured her eldest son, Edward (called Ned). Mary’s first autobiographical novel, Mary, presents a heroine who craves an object to love and whose mother disappoints her: ‘the apparent partiality she shewed to her brother gave her exquisite pain – produced a kind of habitual melancholy’. A second autobiographical novel, Maria, or the Wrongs of Woman, labels the eldest brother of the narrator ‘the deputy tyrant of the house’, the result of his mother’s doting. Mrs Wollstonecraft was ‘harsh’ with her eldest daughter, and determined to exact obedience. Lord Kames, a Scottish judge whose views were popular, said that ‘women, destined by nature to be obedient, ought to be disciplined early to bear wrongs without murmuring’. It was not, then, unusual for Mary’s early training to silence her voice. She was made to sit in silence for three to four hours at a time, when others were in the room. Though, as a child, she did question the point of such an exercise, as well as submission to contradictory orders, Mary accepted her mother’s reproofs as clues to what might win her love. She was avid for instruction and, given a father she could not respect, all the more attentive to her mother. For Mary to own up to her faults made her feel, she said, restored to her better self.
Mrs Wollstonecraft was softer with her younger daughters, the handsome Elizabeth (known as Eliza or Bess) and the robust Everina who lived to the age of eighty-five. There were three other brothers: James who entered the navy; Charles who emigrated to America; and Henry Woodstock who was apprenticed to an apothecary-surgeon. We can assume that Mrs Wollstonecraft practised wholesome methods since, unusually for that time, none of her children died, and the infant care Mary Wollstonecraft would advance in the 1790s may well have derived from her home. Yet, though the seven children had a good start, later on their morale would falter or fail in various ways. The two eldest were more fortunate: Mary with her irrepressible intelligence, and Ned with his better schooling and prospects as the eldest son.
Grandfather Wollstonecraft, the Spitalfields weaver, left £10,000 – a small fortune – when he died in 1765. The family, on that side, came from the enterprising middle class at a time when English manufacturers were about to acquire industrial power with Watt’s invention of the steam engine, in 1765, followed by the appearance of a spinning machine in 1768 and the earliest experiments in electricity by Joseph Priestley, Benjamin Franklin, Humphry Davy, and, eventually, Michael Faraday. It was Mr Wollstonecraft’s misfortune to marry and start a family just before the Industrial Revolution. Instead of pursuing the profitable enterprise of his father, it entered his head to rise in the social scale.
Though the British class system had minute gradations, the big divide came between worker and gentleman. The category of ‘gentleman’ covered a wide range. Elizabeth Bennet, heroine of Pride and Prejudice, contemplating her chances with the hero Mr Darcy, proud master of beautiful grounds at Pemberley (and therefore far above her embarrassingly vulgar mother and younger sisters), can defend herself as ‘a gentleman’s daughter’. What makes her father, Mr Bennet, a gentleman is not only that he has inherited a modest property: he does not work, and has the leisure to spend his days reading in his library.
When Mr Wollstonecraft came into his property he began to cultivate an air of leisure. It was not unknown for members of one class to cross into another, a residue of what was thought of as fine old English ‘liberty’ triumphing in the Glorious Revolution of 1688 when the people drove out the high-handed James II. This ‘liberty’ was not liberal – an oligarchy of nobles continued to rule the country well into the nineteenth century, and neither Dissenters, Jews nor Catholics, nor indeed women, could hold public office or take degrees – but what 1688 did achieve was the rule of law over the divine right of kings, and less rigid demarcations of class than in other European states. A gentleman could engage in making money, while a tradesman could buy land.
It was this social flexibility that encouraged Mr Wollstonecraft to rise out of the manufacturing class by acquiring a gentleman’s blend of land and leisure. But leisure – extended with drink – does not fit the demands of farming. Mary’s earliest memories, from the age of four, were of ‘an old mansion with a court before it’ near Epping Forest in Essex, north-east of London. Possibly, this was New Farm, close to the main Epping road on a contemporary map. There she preferred outdoor games with Ned, aged six, and Henry, aged two, to girls’ games with dolls and baby Bess (born the summer before the family left London in the latter half of 1763).
In 1764, Mr Wollstonecraft moved to another farm close by, near a bend in a road called ‘the Whale Bone’, about three miles beyond Epping village, on the way to Chelmsford further along the route to the north-east. The local stopping-point was the Sun and Whalebone public house – Mr Wollstonecraft would have drunk there. Everina was born the following year, in 1765, and it was at this time that Mr Wollstonecraft, as chief legatee of his father, inherited three big houses, containing thirty apartments, back in Primrose Street. It is likely that income from the rents now paid for Mr Wollstonecraft’s purchase of land eight miles from London, near Barking, an Essex town with a thriving market and wharf on Barking Creek which flowed into the wide Thames at Gallion’s Reach. Between the farm – it may have been Lodge Farm on the local map – and the river was uninhabited ground known as Barking Level, and south of the river lay the Marshes. Later, Mary recalled her ‘reveries’ as a child when she looked up from this flat land at the expanse of the sky and her sight ‘pierced the fleecy clouds that softened the azure brightness’. Her sense of the Creator was born from her sense of creation. She had little religious teaching; it was the unspoilt natural world that woke her spirit.
From the time the family was settled in this part of Essex in the autumn of 1765, their ‘convenient’ house, their land, Mr Wollstonecraft’s ease with his money and his willingness to deal with the crazed and paupers, opened the doors of their nearest neighbour. Mr Joseph Gascoyne had also moved from London trade into country gentility, and his brother Bamber Gascoyne was a Member of Parliament for several boroughs. Mr Wollstonecraft’s increasing taste for the leisure of the landed classes was to bring him, in time, a reputation for idleness. The farm at Barking lasted three years: an eighteenth-century pastoral, outwardly intact but germinating disruption.
With no background or training in agriculture, Mr Wollstonecraft failed repeatedly, and sank lower with each move. He found consolation in the bottle and in the vulnerability of his wife, who took the brunt of her husband’s blows. There were times when Mary, as a child, threw herself in front of her mother or thought to protect her by sleeping whole nights on the landing outside her parents’ door. In her novel Mary, when ‘Mary’s’ father threatens her mother, the daughter tries to distract him; when she is sent out of the room she watches at the door until the rage is over, ‘for unless it was, she could not rest’. This fictional father, like her own, was ‘so very easily irritated’ when he was drunk ‘that Mary was continually in dread lest he should frighten her mother to death’. Her compassion for her mother became ‘the governing propensity of her heart through life’. This was complicated by a disturbing reflection of her father when she looked into her own nature: ‘She was violent in her temper . . .’
Mr Wollstonecraft could be jolly and extravagantly fond of his children and pets; but his children sat tight at such times, frozen in their knowledge that their father’s exuberance could burst into violence. Mr Wollstonecraft was a common kind of bully, the failure who picks on the vulnerable. Mary, not being weak, was not his prime victim. ‘His passions were seldom directed at me,’ she remembered when she was away from the family at the age of twenty. But his ‘ungovernable temper’ had been a ‘source of misery’; her pity for his victims, her futile attempts to intervene, hovering as witness to abuse, would leave her depressed. This was worse than beatings. When her father beat her, Mary thought how stupid he was and, even as a child, showed her contempt. But this superiority, though it exercised her intelligence at an early age, writhed in the shadow of a mother trapped by marriage. In the supposedly civilised eighteenth century, women’s legal status was, in fact, worse than it had been before the Norman Conquest. Then, the law had permitted married women to own land in their own right. The widow of Ealdorman Brihtnoth, the hero of the Anglo-Saxon poem on the Battle of Maldon, disposed of thirty-six estates, mostly inherited from her family. Such a wife had undisputed control of her ‘morning-gift’, her husband’s present to her the day after the consummation of the marriage. If she wished ‘to depart with her children’, she could claim half the goods of the household, and defend her right in court.
Contrast this level of independence with The Lawes Resolutions of 1632, which allowed a man to beat ‘an outlaw, a traitor, a Pagan, his villein, or his wife because by the Law Common these persons can have no action’. In 1724 Defoe’s heroine Roxana, pursuing a lucrative career in prostitution, declares that ‘the marriage contract was, in short, nothing but giving up of liberty, estate, authority, and everything to the man, and the woman was indeed a mere woman ever after – that is to say, a slave’. Sir William Blackstone’s Commentaries on the Laws of England (1765–9) explains that ‘the very being or legal existence of the woman is suspended during the marriage’; she is turned into a feme-covert, in plain words a ‘covered’ or ‘hidden woman’, obliterated in her legal protector. In the mid-1770s the young novelist Fanny Burney thought of marriage with dread: ‘how short a time does it take to put an eternal end to a Woman’s liberty!’ she exclaimed, watching a wedding party emerge from a church.
A new marriage law, the Hardwicke Act of 1753, designed to clarify the legality of marriage, had the effect of tightening a wife’s bonds. She had no right to her own property or earnings, nor to her children, no grounds for divorce, and no recourse to physical protection in the home. In effect, a woman, when she married, lost the basic right of habeas corpus; since she became the property of her husband, the law allowed him to do with her whatever he wished. Another century had to pass before an Assaults Act in 1853 could convict violent husbands, followed in 1857 by a new matrimonial court recognising women’s right to release from abusive marriages.
Mr Wollstonecraft treated his dogs, as he did his wife, to the same unpredictable switches of mood. Once, hearing a dog’s howls of pain, Mary’s abhorrence became, she said, an agony. ‘Despot’ resonates like a repeated chord in the opening pages of Godwin’s memoir of her childhood. In the second edition he modified that word, almost certainly at the wish of other Wollstonecrafts who were alive at the time. But most of Godwin’s facts came from Mary herself in the last year or two of her life, so it’s reasonable to assume that ‘despot . . . despot . . . despot’ had been her mature judgement of her father.
He never learnt from his mistakes: the less of the gentleman he became, the more he clung to that dream. In October 1768 when Mary was nine, the family, increased by a third son, James, travelled to the North of England: to a farm at Walkington, about three miles from Beverley, a trim town in Yorkshire near the sea. Beverley appeared to the Wollstonecrafts still in the light of social possibilities: ‘a very handsome town, surrounded by genteel families, and with a brilliant assembly’. The terraced houses in the centre of town were filled with middle-class professionals and merchants. Here, after three years on the farm, the family moved with a new and last child, Charles. When he was born Mary was eleven, old enough to help with a baby. She would continue to love and help Charles. During the years in Beverley her eldest brother, destined for the law, was sent to a grammar school while Mary went to local day schools until she was fifteen and a half. She wrote later: ‘I cannot recollect without indignation the jokes and hoiden tricks, which knots of young women indulge themselves in, when in my youth accident threw me, an awkward rustic, in their way.’
It was not only that she felt a rustic in town. A victim of domestic violence, especially a child, is isolated, an isolation enforced by the bully in order to preserve secrecy and control. His victims have to keep up appearances, so that the semblance of social life feels inauthentic. Set apart and awkward as Mary felt, there was a certain dignity and a longing to improve herself when, soon after she turned fourteen, she invited the friendship of a serious girl of fifteen called Jane Arden. The two girls took walks together on Westwood Common – Mary’s ‘darling Westwood’ – where she felt at ease with the woods and windmills. Jane’s movements were quick and active; her commands came forth as polite requests. She was the leader of a set who addressed one another with self-conscious civility.
Through Jane, Mary passed messages to other girls, suggesting they too might correspond with her. She laboured over a letter, tossing off quotations like the best-educated girl in the world, and then, with a child’s frankness, ends abruptly: ‘I wish you may not be as tired with reading as I am with writing. –’ She spouted quotations whenever she got a chance, eager to prove herself literate to a friend of superior education: ‘you know, my dear, I have not the advantage of a Master as you have,’ she wrote. Jane’s father John Arden, then in his mid-fifties, had been disinherited by his Catholic family for turning Protestant. As a man of education and wide intellectual interests, including astronomy and geography, he exerted himself as an itinerant lecturer demonstrating electricity, gravitation, magnetism, optics and the expansion of metals. Arden’s civility showed up the furies of Mary’s own father. She said, ‘I shall always think myself under an obligation for his politeness to me.’ When he invited Mary to join his lessons, Jane was first with the answers, but Mary led the way with questions. Arden had educated his daughter himself, and Mary was suitably impressed with Jane’s understanding – but not too impressed to give way.
‘Pray tell the worthy Philosopher, the next time he is so obliging as to give me a lesson on the globes [planets], I hope I shall convince him I am quicker than his daughter at finding out a puzzle, tho’ I can’t equal her at solving a problem.’
At fifteen, this girl already has a voice of her own. Her phrasing is ‘spontaneous’ (as she claimed), following an ideal of language based on the run of the speaking voice. A century earlier, Dryden had created a language that was clear and apparently artless, while John Locke had dismissed the affectation of unintelligible words as ‘the covers of ignorance, and hindrance of true knowledge’. The Enlightenment, which they promoted, offered more direct modes of communication than the learned flourishes of an expensive education or the languid drawl of the pampered; it’s a polished and playful manner with the offhand informality of a modern voice. Mary took to the ‘downright’ Yorkshire idiom: happiness was to feel ‘so lightsome’, sure ‘it will not go badly with me’ – phrases that she used long after she lived there.
In the course of her contact with the Ardens, her reading shifted from trite moralists to literature: Dryden’s Conquest of Granada (1671–2) and Goldsmith’s Letters from a Citizen of the World (1760–1) which she shared with Jane. Such books were above the ephemeral publications usually assigned to women: comedy, conduct books, platitudinous devotional rhymes and sentimental novels. It was through the Ardens that Mary discovered real books as the property of the professional middle class. She was a member of a stratum of the middle class that apprenticed its sons in the lesser professions (surgeon, not physician; attorney, not barrister), for the Wollstonecrafts fell just below the propertied class with access to the higher professions. As a keen-minded girl, alert to the ineffectual landed ambitions of her father, Mary had to find other ways to improve herself. One answer was reading, a conspicuous literacy in her early teens and sustained throughout her life; another answer was friends. Where other girls thought of hunting for husbands, Mary was determined to find a perfect friend.
Jane Arden could not live up to what Mary had in mind, and Mary often felt rejected. ‘I spent part of the night in tears; (I would not meanly make a merit of it). I cannot bear a slight from those I love,’ she blurted to Jane. ‘There is some part of your letter so cutting, I cannot comment upon it.’ She pressed forward with her feelings: ‘I am a little singular in my thoughts of love and friendship; I must have the first place or none,’ she explained. ‘I own your behaviour is more according to the opinion of the world.’
Of course, a girl like this, so demanding, so disconcertingly open, had to be kept in her place. Jane indicated that Mary could not be ‘first’ as she had fondly expected.
It did not occur to her to hide these hurts when she found herself excluded. ‘I should have gone to the play, but none of you seemed to want my company.’ As ranks closed against her, she asked herself where she had erred. ‘I have read some where that vulgar minds will never own they are in the wrong,’ she told Jane, ‘I am determined to be above such a prejudice . . . and hope my ingenuously owning myself partly in fault to a girl of your good nature will cancel the offence.’ Mary was acting out what she saw herself to be – honest as well as steadfast – and inviting the same in return: ‘I have a heart that scorns disguise, and a countenance which will not dissemble.’
Mr Arden soothed the situation by sending Mary an essay on friendship, which she copied out at once. The essay pictures the possibilities of two people who would be ‘guardian angels to each other’ and enjoy the benefit of a lifelong attachment that ‘corrects our foibles and errors, refines the pleasures of sense and improves the faculties of mind’. To repeat these words to Jane was to restore hope of an ideal tie, a world apart from her degrading home.
‘The good folks of Beverley (like those of most Country towns) were very ready to find out their Neighbours’ faults,’ Mary reminded Jane a few years later. ‘Many people did not scruple to prognosticate the ruin of the whole family, and the way he [her father] went on, justified them.’ So Mr Wollstonecraft’s faults did not go unnoticed by townsmen and schoolmates, and during her teens Mary experienced the shame of her family’s slide from respectability. Since there was no further point in secrecy, she acknowledged the problem to Jane: ‘It is almost needless to tell you that my father’s violent temper and extravagant turn of mind, was the principal cause of my unhappiness and that of the rest of the family.’
It’s not clear why he decided to leave Yorkshire. Was this because of local gossip, failure, or the reason given by Godwin: that sheer restlessness in Mr Wollstonecraft tempted him to commercial speculation? In any case, he moved south with his family. We don’t know whether he took or left behind a son of fourteen, Henry, apprenticed in January 1775 to Marmaduke Hewitt who had been mayor of Beverley. At this point Henry vanishes from record, and a sustained family silence suggests that something went wrong – something unmentionable, like madness or crime. It was out of character for the Wollstonecrafts never to mention him (accustomed as they were to exchange family news and troubles). He slides into one reply from Mary to Everina in the mid-1780s – some news of Henry had the effect of ‘hurrying’ Mary’s heart – but the sentence shuts the door on whatever it was. In the last years of her life she did confide in Godwin, who kept the secret, avoiding Henry’s name in his memoir.
When Mr Wollstonecraft reached London he took a house in Queen’s Row, Hoxton, a village to the north of the city. Janet Todd speculates that if Henry Wollstonecraft had become mentally disturbed, he could have been placed in one of Hoxton’s three major lunatic asylums, which could possibly have been the reason the family settled there for a year and a half. It was during this spell in Hoxton, when Mary was sixteen to seventeen, that she formed a strange friendship.
Next door to the Wollstonecrafts in Queen’s Row lived a clergyman called Mr Clare who had a taste for poetry. It was said that he looked rather like the frail, disabled poet Alexander Pope, who had died in 1744 and was therefore, thirty years later, still within living memory. Mr Clare seldom went out, and boasted a pair of shoes which had served him for fourteen years. Little is known of Mary’s connection with this recluse, but it seems that he and his wife took to her as surrogate parents. She stayed with them for days, sometimes weeks, and said, ‘I should have lived very happily with them if it had not been for my domestic troubles, and some other painful circumstances, that I wished to bury in oblivion.’ It was impossible to turn her back on her mother’s abuse, but she did benefit in another way. This ‘amiable Couple’, as she called them, ‘took some pains to cultivate my understanding (which had been too much neglected) [;] they not only recommended proper books to me, but made me read to them’. The Revd Mr Clare became a kind of private tutor, and it may have been now that Mary, warmed by his affection and benevolence, learnt a vital lesson for her future: how to teach. At some point along the way she came to understand that thoughts ripen best in a climate of individual care that she later called ‘tenderness’.
One day, Mrs Clare took Mary to Newington Butts, a village just south of London. They came to the door of a house that was small but carefully furnished, neat and fresh. A young woman of eighteen, slender, elegant, was dishing out food to the younger members of the household – the youngest, a boy called George, was fifteen. Mary had never seen such delicacy as the way the young woman took charge of her sisters and brothers. Godwin tells us that the ‘impression Mary received from this spectacle was indelible; and, before the interview was concluded, she had taken, in her heart, the vows of eternal friendship’.
This was Frances Blood, known as Fanny, who combined domestic responsibility with a remarkable gift for drawing. Like Mrs Wollstonecraft, the Bloods were Irish: they came from Cragonboy, County Clare. There were Bloods who owned land, some given by Charles II to an ancestor, Colonel Thomas Blood, who had served his king as a spy. The London Bloods were well bred and hospitable, but dreadfully poor. Matthew Blood, Fanny’s father, like Mary’s, had been an idle drinker who had squandered the sums he’d gained through no effort of his own – in his case, the substantial dowry of his wife, Caroline Roe. He had fled his creditors, first to Limerick, later to Dublin and London.
The present mainstay of these parents and their seven children was Fanny’s professional work as an artist: her meticulous drawings of wild flowers. They were published by William Curtis in his Flora Londinensis. Curtis was a demonstrator in botany to the Company of Apothecaries, and had founded a garden where he was cultivating five hundred different species to observe each stage of their growth. He employed a number of artists, some of whom, like Fanny, did not sign their work, but the style was uniform: thin black outlines and scientific detail of every part of the flower and fruit, with washes of colour as delicate as nature’s own. The artists drew from ‘living specimens most expressive of the general habitat or appearance of the plant as it grows wild’, foxgloves in Charlton-wood, broom on Hampstead Heath, and violets found in watery ditches ‘on the right hand side of the Field Way leading from Kent-street Road to Peckham’ (the last not far from Fanny’s home). The point of the exercise was to establish each species of indigenous plant in the environs of London. In the first volume, published in 1777, two hundred and sixteen plants were named using the recent classification of botanical species by Linnaeus. Their uses in medicine, agriculture and rural economy were listed beside a full-page illustration. A second volume, on the same lines, was published in 1798.
Fanny’s gifts extended to other arts: she played and sang, read literature, and wrote with the grace and application she brought to all she did. Since Fanny and Mary lived on opposite sides of London, they wrote to each other when they could not meet at the Clares. These letters have not survived, but later Mary told Godwin that those she received were better worded and more correct than her own. In Beverley and under the guidance of Mr Clare, Mary had devoured books with a thirst for knowledge, but until she met Fanny, she had not thought of writing as an art. This struck her now with the excitement of possibility – a passion to excel. Fanny, who was two years older, agreed to become her instructor, and so began a friendship based on learning. Mary’s Linnaean language of ‘genus’ and her metaphor for herself as an ‘opening flower’ may have come from her contact with Fanny’s botanical vocabulary. What Mary called Fanny’s ‘masculine understanding and sound judgment’, set off by ‘every feminine virtue’, bound her friend to her ‘by every tie of gratitude and inclination’. To live with Fanny and hear her ‘improving’ conversation seemed ‘the most rational wish’.
Minimal schooling in Yorkshire can’t account for the level of Mary’s reading and the force of her style. Who taught her to write with such directness and conviction? Was it John Arden who gave her a lesson or two? Was it the Revd Mr Clare in Hoxton who took an interest in her mind? Was it possibly someone obscure like the Master of the Merchant Taylor’s School, the Revd Mr Bishop, whom she and Fanny used to meet at the Clares? Was it the verbal finesse of Fanny Blood? No one can say, but Mary came to believe that ‘a genius will educate itself’.
What education came her way was nothing like the classical training of boys in public schools. The flourish of classical allusion was one of the ways gentlemen signalled their control of power to one another as members of a club closed to women and other lesser orders of society. The counter to this was not the battery of handbooks on girls’ education that continued to stress obedience as the prime quality to be cultivated. Coming into being in the late eighteenth century was an odd new creature whose urgent intelligence transforms miseducation into education. Mary’s curtailed schooling had an advantage: it never occurred to her not to think for herself. Another century had to pass before universities opened their doors to women, but already Mary Wollstonecraft was shaping the quality the best teachers of the future would look for: a searching, not obedient, intelligence. She presents a rare case of an intelligence that did not receive the impress of given moulds. Godwin found her untouched by ‘the prejudices of system and bigotry’ and with a spirit that ‘defended her from artificial rules of judgement’. Here were shoots of a new form of life: a girl who conceived her freedom to grow the fruit she was made to bear – and what else is genius in the making?
2
‘School of Adversity’
When Mr Wollstonecraft lost money, his solution was to move, not work. In the spring of 1776 he hauled his family west across England to Wales, where he farmed – or attempted to farm – in Laugharne on the Pembrokeshire coast. Often, he jaunted off to London on the pretext of business. Mary, mindful of Fanny’s efforts to support her family, proposed leaving home to take up a post. Mrs Wollstonecraft wept – a working daughter was a comedown – and begged her not to go. Some financial disaster happened at this time, too shaming to reveal, though Mary did refer, tight-lipped, to her father’s ‘misconduct’ followed by ‘a keen blast of adversity’. She and her sisters were duty-bound to advance him whatever they had. Since the sisters would try to recover this money, their father must have asked for a loan, not a gift, but Mary had no hope that she would ever get it back. ‘I have therefore nothing to expect,’ she said in 1779 at the age of twenty.
Money was to remain a problem for the rest of Mary’s life, as for everyone else in the family except for Ned, who combined his advantage as heir with professional prospects as an articled clerk in a London law firm on Tower Hill. Ned now took over the Primrose Street houses, and passed on the rents. In The Wrongs of Woman the eldest brother of the narrator, articled to an attorney, assumes a ‘right of directing the whole family, not excepting my father. He seemed to take a peculiar pleasure in tormenting and humbling me; and if I ever ventured to complain of this treatment to either my father or mother, I was rudely rebuffed for presuming to judge of the conduct of my eldest brother.’ This was ‘forwardness’ in a girl.
Ned’s status embodied, for Mary, the unfairness of the patriarchal system. Her grandfather had left substantial assets and properties to Mary’s father. He, having squandered his own funds, called on his daughters to surrender what provision had been made for their futures – possibly part of their mother’s marriage settlement or a bequest from their Dickson grandfather. Girls without dowries would be unlikely to marry, and would have to work for a living in a society which barred middle-class women from all kinds of career except teacher, governess or paid companion. Mary Wollstonecraft would try all three.
Soon after the Wollstonecrafts returned to London, Mary obtained a post in Bath as companion to a widow who was known for her temper. A succession of companions had left. Mrs Dawson belonged to the class Mr Wollstonecraft had failed to join: the landed gentry. She was born Sarah Regis, the daughter of the late Balthazar Regis, Chaplain to the King and Canon of Windsor. For the gentry and nobility, Bath was a centre of fashion and the second capital. Mary thought herself as a country girl attached to nature, more ill at ease than charmed as the coach drove through the long course of streets from the Old Bridge, amidst the dash of other carriages, the heavy rumble of carts and drays, the bawling of newsmen, muffin-men and milkmen. Though she admired the buildings of Georgian Bath as ‘the most regular and elegant I have ever seen’, the surrounding landscape could not compare with the ‘romantic’ vistas of Wales.
Mrs Dawson received Mary in the house of her grown-up son William, in the prime position of Milsom Street. Mary’s childhood training in self-effacement and deference was now put to the test. If a companion ‘cannot condescend to mean flattery,’ she soon discovered, ‘she has not a chance of being a favorite; and should any of the visitors take notice of her, and she for a moment forget her subordinate state, she is sure to be reminded of it . . . She must wear a cheerful face, or be dismissed.’ A companion was paid no more than £10 to £20 a year, and was looked on as little better than an upper servant. Servants resented the drawing-room place of the paid companion, and treated her as a spy. To add to this, Mary missed Fanny, and brooded over her mother, wishing that the recent financial ‘storm’ would persuade her father ‘to see his error, and act more prudently in future, and then my mother may enjoy some comfort’. Vain hope. By this stage Mrs Wollstonecraft had lost interest in her own fate, a state of apathy her daughter took to be indifference.
Throughout her time with Mrs Dawson, Mary longed to ‘haste away’, but managed to hold out and even to head off her outbursts – less alarming than Mr Wollstonecraft’s violence. Now and then, Mrs Dawson owned that no one had managed her better. After three months Mary was able to acknowledge her employer’s ‘very good understanding’, and since she was a woman who had ‘seen a great deal of the World’, Mary thought ‘to improve myself by her conversation, and . . . endeavor to render a circumstance (that at first was disagreeable,) useful to me’. From the age of eighteen to twenty she had the sense to mop up knowledge in whatever form it came her way: ‘A mind accustomed to observe can never be quite idle, and will catch improvement on all occasions.’ This will to pluck a shoot of improvement from the thorn of ‘adversity’ was often less blatant than her glooms and groans, yet always there.
The main trial proved less Mrs Dawson’s temper than Mary’s own depression during her eighteen months in Bath. It was no place for a middle-class girl with a grandfather who had been in trade, a lost portion, and no friends to see her into society. During the first months, Mrs Dawson took her only twice to the Assembly Rooms, where she sat amongst ‘Strangers’. ‘A young mind looks round for love and friendship,’ she thought, ‘but love and friendship fly from poverty . . . The mind must then accommodate itself to its new state, or dare to be unhappy.’ To ‘dare’ was a drama never far from Mary’s sights, while the passivity of ‘accommodation’ acted as a blight on her active nature. As necessity forced her along the narrow track of a dependant’s life, unhappiness took hold. Her vivacity seemed to have ‘gone forever’; her present course was leading her to ‘a kind of early old age’.
For such pain, Bath’s warm springs – thought to have healing powers – could offer no cure. The town, climbing gracefully up a hill, is built around the Roman bath where invalids, in brown costumes, hung suspended in the steam like wilting mushrooms, as the ill passed their infections unknowingly to one another and to floating hypochondriacs. Nearby was the Pump Room where ladies took their ‘turns’ about its limited space, parading their finery at the right hour of the morning. There, Mary first came into contact with women of the upper classes. ‘In the fine Lady how few traits do we observe of those affections which dignify human nature!’ she exclaimed. How disheartening to see before her eyes what the eighteenth century whispered in private when the gallantries of mixed company were done, and gentlemen like Lord Chesterfield picked up their pens to advise their sons (‘Women are but children of larger growth . . . A man of sense only trifles with them, plays with them, humours and flatters them’). Contemplating such specimens of her sex, and longing in vain for a sign of ‘moral beauty’, Mary felt her soul ‘sicken’. It was cold comfort to pride herself on the triumph of reason: ‘I am persuaded misfortunes are of the greatest service, as they set things in the light they ought to be view’d in.’ She would repeat this principle, out-staring her weaker self: ‘In the school of adversity we learn knowledge and control our inconsistent hearts.’ But her weaker self was not so easily subdued.
It can only have been in Bath that she first met a handsome flirt, thirteen years older than herself. Joshua Waterhouse was the son of a yeoman farmer in Derbyshire, who had crossed class divides when he entered as a sizar* at St Catherine’s College, Cambridge, in 1770. He had been ordained as a priest and elected a Fellow of his college in 1774. It was not an age when Fellows took on many pupils or absorbed themselves in research, but idleness attained new heights in Waterhouse, who did the rounds of the watering-places in the company of a titled friend. Well-spoken and stylish, master of the smothered sigh and downcast look, he appealed to women. He amassed piles of love-letters – enough, he liked to boast, to cook a wedding feast – though his fellowship forbade marriage. Mary’s letters to Waterhouse have vanished in a sackful of others, but she did once describe her efforts to reform him: ‘I knew a woman very early in life warmly attached to an agreeable man, yet she saw his faults; his principles were unfixed . . . She exerted her influence to improve him, but in vain did she for years try to do it.’ In the process, Mary learnt something about herself that was hard to accept: it was driven home that however much she prided herself on good sense, her biological nature was, and would always be, as much prey to passion as that of lighter women. In fact, she acknowledged ruefully, the chaste woman who took a man seriously was ‘most apt to have violent and constant passions, and to be preyed on by them’. She was honest enough to record what reason deplored: the ‘extreme pain’ of unexpressed desire. Next to guilt, she thought, the greatest misery was to love a person whom her reason could not respect.
Played on and lonely, Mary held fast to old ties. It came to her ears that the Ardens were living in Bath, and she hurried to see them in St James’s Street. She found Jane’s father and sisters at home, not Jane herself who had been employed since 1775 – before she was seventeen – as governess to the six daughters of Sir Mordaunt Martin of Burnham in Norfolk. To be a governess had not been Jane’s wish, yet she had found it in her to accommodate. However much she missed her Yorkshire home and sisters, she found, as did her father, sufficient happiness in the exercise of her intellect and the importance she gave to education. So began a teaching career that was to last sixty years. Jane Arden was a born teacher who endeared herself to her pupils in an affectionate and cultured family. Through them she met Captain Nelson – later, Admiral – who gave her a list of paintings she should know, including a Rubens of Mary bathing Christ’s feet with her tears, which the family took Jane to see at Houghton, the seat of the Earl of Orford. This sort of attention meant much to Jane with her longing, like Mary’s, for knowledge. Mary wrote to her in the spring of 1779 ‘by way of a prelude to a correspondence’. She looked to Jane for a counter to sentimental dreams: ‘I should be glad to hear that you had met with a sensible worthy man, tho’ they are hard to be found – .’
It was to Jane that Mary confided the ‘blast of adversity’ resulting from her father’s misconduct. Confessions of gloom (‘Pain and disappointment have constantly attended me since I left Beverley’) alternate with unconvincing efforts to act out the role of compliant paragon. It’s often assumed that Mary Wollstonecraft was a born depressive, though at this time her cause for gloom is patent in her father’s losses and the inferior positions for single women.
Her depression was temporarily relieved by a visit to Southampton that summer. Sea bathing, recommended by a doctor, refreshed her, as did Southampton hospitality: ‘I received so much civility that I left it with regret.’ Depression hadn’t ‘frozen’ her feelings for others, she was relieved to find; attachments sprang up with all her old warmth. No complaint of Mrs Dawson ever crossed her lips; yet away from her, Mary revived. The problem lay in the post itself: the companion who treads the round of another’s life.
In April 1780, Mary moved with Mrs Dawson to her family home on St Leonard’s Hill in Windsor. If anything, she found Windsor more frivolous than Bath: ‘ – nothing but dress and amusements are going forward; – I am the only spectator’. Women sported enormous ‘heads’ as much as two feet high. In order to cover the wire and cushions of the structure, hair from the top of the head was pulled upwards, teased or ‘frizzled’, then dressed with plumes for added height, while hair from the back and sides was arranged in tiers of curls like horizontal sausages curving round the neck. The whole structure was then smothered with white powder. As Mary put it, ‘truth is not expected to govern the inhabitant of so artificial a form’.
It took prolonged efforts to look as theatrically artificial as the Quality aimed to be. The main ingredient of face powder was a lethal white lead (which did for two beauties of the age, the Gunning sisters). Mary was aware that ‘white’ was ‘certainly very prejudicial to the health, and can never be made to resemble nature’, since it took away the glow of modesty, affection, or indeed any expression. This chalky mask was set off by spots of rouge, and black ‘patches’, sometimes at the corner of the mouth, meant to be alluring. Mary disagreed with contemporary opinion that bathing was unhealthy: people disguised their smell with pomatum (a fragrant ointment) which she found ‘often disgusting’. The many layers of women’s clothes – the stays, the wide hoop (balancing on either side of the hips so that the feet had to process in a stately way to avoid seesaw sways), the skirts under satin panniers – all fastened at the back, and so required the help of a lady’s maid. Without a maid, Mary dressed with a plainness that made her appear ‘a poor creature’. She added, in the defensive tone she often adopted when she found herself in a weak position, ‘to dress violently neither suits my inclination, nor my power’.
Although privately she defied fashion as a badge of slavery, certain concessions to society were unavoidable: she did powder her hair, and did wear stays (marked with an ‘MW’). It was indecent for any woman to appear without encasing her flesh in a whalebone cage that lifted the breasts and held the frame upright from shoulder to thigh.* Stays limited a woman’s movements: when she read, she could not recline but must hold the book upright; when she curtsied, she sank from the knees with rigid back. The head, rising from the cage on the pliant column of the neck, could turn from side to side, the lowered lids or widened eyes transmitting the coded signals of their class.
‘I am particularly sick of genteel life, as it is called,’ Mary told Jane, ‘ – the unmeaning civilities that I see every day practiced don’t agree with my temper; – I long for a little sincerity, and look forward with pleasure to the time when I shall lay aside all restraint.’
Then, too, her continued stagnation in a ‘state of dependance’ weighed on her, and she began to think anything would be better. Later, Mary Wollstonecraft would analyse the effect of dependence