Life-Giving Wounds: A Catholic Guide to Healing for Adult Children of Divorce or Separation
By Daniel Meola and Bethany Meola
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Over half of the people in the United States will experience the splitting up of their parents, statistics say. Yet no matter how "normal" divorce becomes, it always inflicts a profound wound on families—not only the parents, but the children, whether young or grown. The children of divorce are fractured on the level of their very being: heart, mind, and soul. If left untended, this break could pain them for the rest of their lives, tingeing their relationships, their faith, and their capacity for joy.
Life-Giving Wounds offers a path to recovery for adult children of divorce and separation, and a thorough reference for those who love and care for them. Daniel and Bethany Meola draw from their personal experience, theological formation, and academic research—as well as from their work of accompanying hundreds of men and women from broken homes—to provide a compassionate, spiritually rich, and psychologically sound guidebook following the footsteps of the only true healer: Jesus Christ.
Readers of Life-Giving Wounds learn to recognize the many ruptures caused by divorce and, more crucially, to find new life by grieving, praying, hoping, loving, forgiving, trusting, and committing to one's vocation. In the Resurrection, God turns suffering into something infinitely beautiful: redemption. This is where we find healing that lasts. Our wounds may remain with us—as Christ's did with him—but they can, like his, begin to givelife.
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Life-Giving Wounds - Daniel Meola
LIFE-GIVING WOUNDS
DR. DANIEL MEOLA and BETHANY MEOLA
Life-Giving Wounds
A Catholic Guide to Healing for Adult Children of Divorce or Separation
IGNATIUS PRESS SAN FRANCISCO
Unless otherwise indicated, all Scripture quotations are taken from the Revised Standard Version of the Bible—Second Catholic Edition (Ignatius Edition), copyright © 2006 National Council of the Churches of Christ in the United States of America, except when they occur in passages quoted from other works.
Excerpts from the English translation of the Catechism of the Catholic Church, Second Edition, © 1994, 1997, 2000 by Libreria Editrice Vaticana–United States Catholic Conference, Washington, D.C. All rights reserved.
Cover art:
Sandro Botticelli, Cristo Risorto (c. 1480)
Detroit Institute of Arts
Cover design by Enrique J. Aguilar
©2023 by Ignatius Press, San Francisco
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ISBN 978-1-62164-540-5 (PB)
ISBN 978-1-64229-248-0 (eBook)
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To all of the amazing adult children of divorce or separation whose lives we have been blessed to be a part of in various ways; you are extraordinary miracles of God’s redeeming grace.
To one heroic stander
whose witness to the fidelity of marriage and the joy of faith, despite great personal suffering, has greatly moved and inspired us.
And to our beautiful daughters, Zelie-Louise and Grace. You are the most precious gifts we could ever receive and our enduring motivation for all we do.
CONTENTS
Foreword
Preface
Introduction
Our Backgrounds
Whom This Book Is For
What This Book Is—and Isn’t
Advice to ACOD Readers
1. The Wound of Silence
Causes of the Wound of Silence
False Guilt and Shame
Declarations of Nullity
Lack of Awareness of the Wound
2. Life-Giving Grieving
The Central Wound
Seven Marks of Christian Grieving
Grieving within the Father’s Gaze
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: Grieving Together
3. The Wound to Faith
Unanswered Prayers
and Questions about Suffering
Difficulty with Familial Language
Wrestling with Certain Scriptural Teachings
Challenges in Church Communities
When Faith Seems Hypocritical
Distrust of Institutions and the Impact of Scandals
4. Life-Giving Faith
Faith and Healing
Let the Children of Divorce Come to Me
The New Vision of Faith
Reclaiming the Familial Language of God
Rediscovering God’s Reliable Love as a Good Father
Finding a Home in the Church, the Family of Families
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: Growing in Faith Together
5. The Wound of a Broken Identity
Who Am I? What’s My Place in the World?
The Loss of Childhood, Play, and Rest
Destructive Labels
Identity and the Special Situation of Declarations of Nullity
6. Life-Giving Identity in Christ
Becoming God’s Children in Baptism
Rediscovering a New Childhood
Responding to the Special Situation of Declarations of Nullity
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: Helping Your Beloved Rediscover His or Her Identity
7. The Wound of a Damaged Vision of Marriage and Unhealthy Self-Protection
Missing Out on the Roadmap of Love
Unhealthy Self-Protection: The School
of Divorce
Believing in Love with the Head and the Heart
8. Life-Giving Discernment and Love
A Hidden Superpower
Rediscovering an Authentic Vision of Marriage
Discernment and Staying in the Herd
Moving from Unhealthy Self-Protection to Authentic Self-Giving
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: Joy within Growth, Together
9. The Wounds of Anxiety, Anger, and Sin
Anxiety
Anger
Compounding Pain by Coping in Sinful Ways
10. Life-Giving Virtue, Hope, and Meekness
Emotions, Identity, and Virtue
Countering Anxiety
Finding Freedom from Sinful Anger
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: Growing in Virtue Together
11. The Wound of Unforgiveness
Why Is It Hard to Forgive?
Why Forgiveness Is Essential
Divine Mercy Changes Everything
12. Life-Giving Forgiveness
What Christian Forgiveness Is—and Isn’t
How to Forgive
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: The Freedom of Forgiveness
13. The Wound of Unhealthy Family Dynamics
The Landscape
Common Challenges for ACODs in Reconfigured Family Structures
14. Life-Giving Honoring Your Parents,
Sibling Relationships, and Boundaries
Honoring Your Parents
Healthy Boundaries for ACODs
Sibling Relationships
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: Navigating Complicated Family Scenarios
15. Life-Giving Wounds
A Christian Approach to Suffering
Life-Giving Wounds: Faith, Hope, Joy, and Love
The Resurrected Christ
A Non-ACOD Spouse’s Perspective: Redemptive Suffering, Together
Appendix I: Resources for Ongoing Healing and Joining the Mission of Life-Giving Wounds
Appendix II: Resources for Mental Health, Suicide Prevention, Addiction, and Abuse
Appendix III: The Wedding Feast at Cana Scriptural Meditation
Notes
FOREWORD
by Edward and Beth Sri
Wait, that’s a thing? I (Beth) thought to myself in 2017 upon seeing a retreat flyer online. There’s a retreat now just for adult children of divorce?!
Those of us with divorced or separated parents were often told you’re fine
and you can be happy now because your parents are happy.
We were expected to be resilient and strong, supportive and accepting of the new arrangement. And should we have felt anything to the contrary—fear, sorrow, anger, anxiety—we needed to stuff
that down, keeping it hidden from those closest to us: our parents, who were now tasked with rebuilding their separate lives. Our family had split apart, and we had to just keep on keeping on. Truly, the anguish of the children of divorce was often a suffering that was not allowed to be called suffering.
¹
I had recently committed to taking a deep dive into my own story as a child of divorce by reading all I could on the topic, seeking therapy and bringing it all to Jesus in prayer, the sacraments, and spiritual direction. It was heavy, arduous, soul-searching work, and while I read that there were millions out there who had similar childhood stories and experiences, there were few in my world who were willing even to discuss it.
So, learning that there existed a Catholic retreat for adults who grew up in broken families was welcome news. I attended my first retreat run by Life-Giving Wounds in 2018 in Virginia, and my randomly (or providentially) assigned small-group leader was none other than founder Daniel Meola. All eight of us in the group struggled to find words for our pain, often attempting to share through sniffles and tears. But as that weekend went on, we also discovered the flipside: connecting with one another led to laughter and even joy. We were not alone in discovering the humor in our shared plight. Dan artfully led us to that place, holding space for the myriad emotions that arose in each of us, pressing in when he sensed there was more to our stories, and rejoicing at the unexpected goodness we found.
In this book you’ll get to know Dan and his beautiful bride, Bethany—their own stories, trials, and triumphs as they’ve walked the road of life-giving wounds individually, together in their marriage, and alongside the hundreds they have helped in the ministry they founded.
In my (Edward’s) experience teaching students in the college classroom and working with young adult missionaries in the Fellowship of Catholic University Students (FOCUS), I’ve seen the impact divorce has on young people. I had known from my studies that the deeper wounds of growing up in a broken home often rise to the surface for the first time when students emerge into adulthood, and especially when they enter into serious relationships of their own. I saw this firsthand. In their essays and in conversations, some college students made connections between their parents’ divorce and their own fears and anxieties in life, their insecurities they experienced in their dating relationships, and their general doubts about whether they would ever find a lasting love. Some young professionals with divorced parents became aware of how averse they were to conflict, how afraid of commitment, and how eager to please others. Missionaries have shared how their parents’ divorces even affected their view of God: Is he trustworthy?
Growing up without the committed love of their parents, many children of divorce had thought they just needed to be resilient, having never been given the chance to grieve and to seek the deeper healing God wanted for them. Thankfully, many are now finding support through counseling, spiritual direction, and the community of countless others who have experienced the wound of being a child of divorce—a community that Dan and Bethany Meola have fostered through the Life-Giving Wounds ministry and, no doubt, will continue to cultivate through their book of the same name. We pray that this book and this ministry will touch many more souls to help them know they are not alone and offer them a way forward through the healing power of Christ.
PREFACE
Disclaimer
We include throughout this book personal stories and quotes from adult children of divorce or separation. Where particular persons are mentioned by name, either their own or a pseudonym that they chose, they gave permission to use their words and stories as included here. We share other more general stories or representative examples of the experiences of adult children of divorce without identifying details to protect their anonymity. We are also grateful to the anonymous contributors to Leila Miller’s edited collection of testimonies, Primal Loss: The Now-Adult Children of Divorce Speak,¹ several of whom we quote here.
Inclusion of quotes from, or references to, books and media sources throughout this book do not constitute approval of, or agreement with, the entirety of that particular source or everything produced by the parent company of the source.
Acknowledgments
This book has been a labor of love for several years, written in between the daily demands of running a young and growing national nonprofit apostolate and raising two young children: in early morning hours at Panera (Bethany) and late at night after the kids were asleep (Dan). There’s no way these words would have seen the light of day without the help of many, some of whom we would like to thank here.
Several trusted advisors generously reviewed early drafts of this book, in whole (Dr. Andrew Lichtenwalner, Dr. Jill Verschaetse, Art Bennett, Father Dan Leary, Beth Sri, and Jessica Root) or in part (Father John Baptist Hoang, O.P., Father Christopher Singer, and Mary Rose Verret). We’re also grateful to Michael Hernon, Dr. Mario Sacasa, Father Paul Sullins, Ph.D., and Dr. Andrew Sodergren for allowing us to include their insights and research on several topics and reviewing those sections for accuracy.
We are grateful to all of the Life-Giving Wounds volunteers around the country (over 150 at last count) who generously dedicate their time and efforts to helping the ministry grow and improve: especially our dedicated and hard-working board of directors (currently Art Bennett, Michael Hernon, Father John Baptist Hoang, O.P., Father Dan Leary, Dr. Andrew Lichtenwalner, Michael Manocchio, Jessica Root, Beth Sri, and Mary Rose Verret), our traveling retreat team (currently Father John Baptist Hoang, O.P., Matt Bigelow, Emily Carey, Michael Corsini, Jen Cox, Mary DePuglio, Hannah Dragonas, Sarah Hart, Father Jim McCormack, M.I.C., Lacy Prebula, Craig Soto, Teresa Swick, Dr. Jill Verschaetse, and Alex Wolfe), our national chaplain (Father Mario Majano), our blog editor (Sam Russell), our media and communications specialist (Katey Mooney), and all those who have served as speakers and small group leaders at Life-Giving Wounds retreats or support groups. A special thanks to Jen Cox and Alex Wolfe, who have dedicated hours upon hours to crafting and sharing the vision of Life-Giving Wounds and developing various new projects.
Thanks also to all who have spiritually guided us throughout the years, who have no doubt contributed to this book through forming us spiritually and intellectually, and through friendship—this includes the many holy priests and lay people from Erie, Pennsylvania, who shaped Dan’s faith, especially Father Larry Richards, Father Steve Schreiber, Father Christopher Singer, Father Rich Toohey, and Greg and Stephanie Schlueter; all of the professors of the Pontifical John Paul II Institute for Studies on Marriage and Family, especially David S. Crawford, Nicholas Healy, Margaret Harper McCarthy, and David L. Schindler; holy priest friends in the Archdiocese of Washington, especially Father Scott Holmer, Father Dan Leary, Father Mario Majano, Father Jim McCormack, M.I.C., Father Ben Petty, and Monsignor K. Bartholomew Smith; and several other dear friends, especially Michael and Jessica Corsini, Sister Donata, O.L.M., Sister Gaudia, O.L.M., Sister Inga, O.L.M., Father Ambrose Little, O.P., George and Elizabeth Logusch, Father John Paul Mary Zeller, M.F.V.A., Steve and Caitlin Mariconti, Shaina Pia, Justin and Bernadette McClain, Mark and Becky Scheckelhoff, and many more we could not name individually here.
Bethany’s parents and Dan’s mom spent hours watching our children while we wrote, even over a writing getaway weekend that made a huge difference in the book’s progress. We know that grandparent time was rewarding for everyone but also a great expenditure of energy for the grandparents, and we are grateful!
Thank you to our children, six-year-old Zelie-Louise and four-year-old Grace, for being yourselves, always bringing smiles to our faces, lifting our spirits, praying with us, and inspiring us to try to be the parents you deserve. We love you more.
Lastly, we are deeply grateful to the hundreds of adult children of divorce or separation we have had the privilege of meeting and accompanying through our Life-Giving Wounds ministry. That is the greatest joy of this work. To all of these men and women: your courage to face your wounds boldly with Christ and seek healing for them inspires us daily. We cherish your stories and honor your bravery. This book is something of a love letter
to all adult children of divorce or separation who are seeking to overcome generational brokenness. The Lord sees you, meets you in your wounds, and loves you with an everlasting love. We hope this book continues to aid you in deepening that divine relationship.
INTRODUCTION
Five different houses
Four different spouses
Three different schools . . .
Imagine what it’s like growing up loving life when you are six
But hating it when you are eight
Because of my parents.
My parents.
Parents . . .
To whom I should belong for that week
Monday Tuesday Dad
Wednesday Thursday Mom
Fridays Weekends we switch
Like the holidays we switch
As if our lives were a fair-trade in Monopoly
They’ve put me in jail, I want to be free
Only way to get out is if I pay the fee . . .
—Sofia Fernandez*
This poem, written by an adult child of divorce, begins to capture the rupture divorce or separation causes in the hearts of children. Through accompanying hundreds of adult children of divorce or separation in the Catholic apostolate we founded, Life-Giving Wounds, we have heard gut-wrenching stories of suffering, abandonment, and loss. We have also been inspired by the courage and insight of the men and women who recognize their brokenness and their need for recovery—people who commit to breaking the cycle of divorce and family dysfunction in their own lives with the help of Christ.
This book contains the collective wisdom that adult children of divorce or separation (ACOD
for short) have imparted to us. So while we are the authors, this is a shared journey under the loving gaze of Christ, undertaken in community with these friends and fellow disciples, some of whom you will meet
in these pages.
There is an urgent need today for healing family wounds because we are living in an unprecedented time of familial brokenness.
There is an urgent need today for healing family wounds because we are living in an unprecedented time of familial brokenness. Every single year, over a million children in the United States experience the divorce of their parents,¹ and one-quarter of all young adults in the U.S. are children of divorce.² Add to that the growing number of people whose parents never married but later separated,³ and we reach a startling statistic: less than half [of] the children in the United States today will grow up in a household with continuously married parents.
⁴ And that doesn’t account for the burgeoning phenomenon of gray divorce,
when parents call it quits after their children are grown.⁵
In view of this bleak landscape, this book seeks to meet a real need: the need for Christ-centered encouragement, advice, healing, evangelization, and accompaniment for the millions of men and women who come from broken homes. We focus on adult children of divorce, especially young adults, because research has shown that often it is not until adulthood that people realize how deeply their parents’ divorce or separation has affected them with doubts, questions, and challenges.⁶
Even though millions of American adults are ACODs, their particular needs and concerns have been generally overlooked or even denied, with a few notable exceptions.⁷ Very few nonprofits, ministries, or outreaches, let alone Catholic apostolates, dare to tend to these wounds. The men and women who experience the pain of their parents’ split deserve compassionate attention and, better yet, the restorative balm of Christ the Healer. We hope this book awakens the hearts and consciences of Christian leaders and all people of good will to a richer understanding of the long-lasting impact of divorce and parental break-up on children. And we hope it contributes to a greater determination to dedicate new efforts, attention, and resources to the healing of adult children of divorce.
We also pray that this honest and open discussion of the wounds of adult children of divorce helps to transform the hearts of parents who have divorced or are contemplating divorce. We want to inspire them, where possible and safe to do so, to work toward mutual forgiveness and reconciliation.⁸ We hope this book can help all divorced or separated parents better understand their children’s possible hurts and needs, and can contribute to enriched and more honest conversations, opportunities for forgiveness and reconciliation, and deeper relationships. Our goal is not to point fingers at divorced or separated parents and declaim their faults, but to offer a pathway forward in healing for their children that culminates in a rich, joyful way of life with Christ. We pray that all divorced and separated parents, too, receive the graces and renewal that they need.
Our Backgrounds
Dan’s parents separated when he was eleven and divorced when he was twenty-six, the year we got married. Bethany’s parents separated twice during her childhood and young adult years, though they fortunately reconciled—a great witness to perseverance in marriage. We have both been impacted by the fluctuations of our families.
We met at the Pontifical John Paul II Institute for Studies on Marriage and Family, in Washington, D.C., where we studied the Church’s rich magisterium on love and the human person. We were both captivated by the beauty and power of the Church’s teaching on marriage, especially its indissolubility and the security this brings to children raised within that union. By contrast, we also became more aware of what serious damage is inflicted—even on the ontological level, the core of a person’s being—when the communion of spouses, meant to image God’s faithful love to their children, is broken.⁹
After all the blessings we received at the JPII Institute, we felt called by the Holy Spirit to found Life-Giving Wounds, a Catholic apostolate dedicated to giving voice to the pain of adult children of divorce or separation and helping them find lasting healing in Christ. This book is one fruit of that work, drawing from our personal experiences and extensive research into the topic. It also communicates something of even greater value: what we have learned from years of accompanying hundreds of men and women from broken homes in the painful but necessary process of recognizing the depths of their wounds and advancing toward greater hope, peace, and healing.
Whom This Book Is For
This book is first and foremost for adult children of divorce or separation, those millions of men and women who experience the pain and difficulties that follow when their parents split. This includes all those, of any age, who have lost—or never had—the love of their parents together in the same home, whether through prolonged marital separation, civil divorce (with or without also receiving a declaration of nullity), cohabitation dissolution, a breakup, and so on.¹⁰ While in the book we often use the shorthand term adult children of divorce
(or ACOD), we always have this broader audience in mind.
This book is also for all those who have a beloved ACOD in their lives—spouses, relatives, friends, children, and parents. Adult children of divorce need people who can receive
their pain in a gentle and loving way, to help them heal. At the end of every other chapter, Bethany reflects on the way that spouses are impacted by an ACOD’s broken family, and how they can facilitate healing.
We hope this book will reach Christian leaders who want to understand and better help men and women from broken homes. This includes priests and deacons, religious brothers and sisters, counselors, professional clinicians, youth ministers, young adult leaders, campus ministers, missionaries, marriage preparation and marriage ministry leaders, and more. Without a doubt, there are adult children of divorce among those whom these Christian leaders serve, and the first step in accompanying them is learning about their pain.
What This Book Is—and Isn’t
This is not a typical self-help
book, if what that means is relying only on one’s self. Many of our community—including the authors—have already tried that and failed. We’re made for communion and relationships with others, particularly with God. We cannot simply do
healing on our own; we must receive it. We need face-to-face community and friendship, witnesses and mentors, and above all, life in Christ through the sacraments. Thus, this book points people to sources of healing beyond the confines of these pages.
We do not give a primarily psychological or sociological treatment of the trauma caused by parental divorce. Although we consider psychology very important, and we integrate psychological research into our writing, we approach everything from the perspective of the Catholic faith and from the lived experience of the hundreds of ACODs we have known.
We do not claim to give an exhaustive account of the wounds caused by parental divorce and how to heal from them. Our ministry is constantly growing and adapting to new or newly recognized needs and areas. It must be said, too, that there are many other grave harms that people experience in families beyond divorce or separation: the death of a parent or a sibling, psychological or physical abuse, addictions, mental illness, incarcerated parents, illness or injury, displacement, and homelessness. We touch on some of these topics throughout the book, but not extensively, since they are not in our area of expertise. Every one of us must bear some pain and suffering in this life, and we are all in need of Christ’s healing, mercy, and love.
This book honors the pain of men and women from broken homes and offers a path of spiritual healing for them. In these pages, we focus on Christian redemptive suffering in the particular circumstances of parental divorce or separation. There are two different kinds of chapters: one kind illuminates a layer of the experience of ACODs (The wound of . . .
), while another discloses a new contour of the redemptive joy that can flow from these difficulties. For those who wish to go deeper either individually or with a group, the Life-Giving Wounds website offers suggested prayer practices, journal and discussion questions, and more to assist personal reflection and discussion with each chapter.
Advice to ACOD Readers
For those who have experienced the divorce or separation of their parents, this book may be difficult to read at certain points. The heavy topics and true stories of suffering may trigger strong emotional reactions. Anyone who experiences this should set the chapter down and come back to it at another time—or just skip it completely. The Lord is good and gentle and never wants to re-traumatize us as we seek healing. Go at your own pace in peace, knowing that the Lord can use many different means to give his grace. You need not immediately tackle everything to find profound healing.
Healing is more than a pursuit of a goal; it’s a walk of ever deeper intimacy with our Lord in response to our pain.
We encourage you to go through this book slowly and prayerfully. It is not meant as a checklist. Healing is more than a pursuit of a goal; it’s a walk of ever deeper intimacy with our Lord in response to our pain. While we describe Life-Giving Wounds as a guide for adult children of divorce, we don’t intend it as a one-size-fits-all method. You might prefer to address themes in a different order, or perhaps skip over topics that seem less relevant. Discern with the Holy Spirit what is helpful to you and leave the rest aside.
As the adage goes, Jesus loves us just the way we are, but he loves us too much to let us stay that way. We hope that all who seek healing from broken homes will discover the abundant life our