The Privilege Race: A Guide to Overcoming Negative Voices and Influences
By Brian Thomas
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While growing up, author Brian Thomas might not have considered himself privileged. The biracial son of a Black father and a white mother, he watched his parents struggle against racism and bigotry, and witnessed the strain this sometimes placed on their relationship.
Yet he also saw them fight their way into the middle-class, which allowed them to buy a nice home in a school district that provided Brian and his sister with a solid education. He now realizes that their sacrifices and determination to provide a better life for their children were what put him in a position of privilege.
In spite of the benefits his upbringing afforded him, Brian had to overcome immense hurdles, including two kidney transplants. And his experiences have shown him that regardless of circumstances, success is within everyone’s reach.
The Privilege Race explores what it means to be privileged in America and provides a roadmap for you to build a bridge between the life you’re currently living and the one you want to live:
- Learn about your mental conditioning, to better understand the source of your thoughts, feelings, and behaviors.
- Determine what you genuinely want from life—not what you’ve been told you should want.
- Develop a mindset of what’s possible, instead of focusing on the impossible
You have the ability to break any generational hardships holding you back. When you stop listening to the false narrative that privilege is something reserved for white people, you can be empowered to seize the life you’re meant to be living.
Brian Thomas
Brian Thomas graduated from University of College of Wales, Aberystwyth where he also obtained his doctorate in plant physiology. Following post-doctoral study in Canada and the UK, he worked as a research scientist at the Glasshouse Crops Research Institute which later became Horticulture Research International. In 1995 he moved to HRI Wellesbourne where he is Head of the Molecular and Environmental Physiology Department. He is currently a Vice President of the Association Internationale de Photobiologie.
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The Privilege Race - Brian Thomas
CHAPTER ONE
The Introduction to Your New Future
IT WAS A BEAUTIFUL June day—80 degrees and sunny, with a few wisps of clouds. I was out for an 8:00 a.m. walk. Kids were still sleeping as summer vacation had begun earlier in the week. The sidewalk was damp from neighbors watering their lawns, and people were not yet clogging the roads and sidewalks. Birds were singing, squirrels were playing, bunnies were eating flowers. It was a perfect summer morning.
Though I was walking in that perfection, had you looked at me, you would have seen me crying. It was one of those cries when you’re in public and you’re trying to hold it together. The cry that you get at a movie and you don’t want anyone to know you’re crying and then the lights come on and you’re like, I’m good; I’m good!
The cry was because I had freed something that had been within me for decades. And with that release, an emotional wave overwhelmed my body. I started to soar as I walked the damp concrete. It felt as if I were being carried into the palm of a big hand that guided me along on my walk. Perhaps the hand was there all the time, but for those moments that morning, I got to feel it.
For decades I told myself I was defective. I told myself I could not do physical things because of my limitations. I could not play baseball, football, run, golf, skate, swim, rollerblade, work out my legs. My mother had told me these things as a child—for good reason. Because of my kidney disease, I was treated as flawed and fragile. And the mindset that followed me around daily for decades—and still does—was saturated in fragility. Be careful! Don’t do that! Protect yourself! Watch out! I grew up on constant patrol, as though I were my own lifeguard endlessly watching over me. Not only was it exhausting, but by saying no to myself for decades, I grew to believe I couldn’t do things.
All of those things I could not physically do bled into my psyche, bled into me. That constant questioning impacted things outside of my physical limitations: I wondered if I would finish law school, date a particular girl, get married and have a family, buy the home I wanted, buy the car I wanted, practice law, run a business, own a business, write a book… that list was infinite. I constantly reminded myself that I was defective. When a friend didn’t return a phone call, it was because I was defective. If a friend didn’t initiate a phone call, it was because I was defective.
I have had two kidney transplants—one when I was thirteen years old and the second nineteen years later when I was thirty-two. Both kidney transplants led to pretty significant hip issues that required three surgeries in my teens. I need two hip replacements. The last time I saw an orthopedic surgeon, the doctor looked at X-rays in front of me, gawked, and summoned what felt like forty-two medical students into my little exam room to show them an example of messed-up hips. Great! My hips made me a circus freak.
I have limited range of motion in my hips and I lack strength in my hips and pelvis. Walking has been painful. I do not run because of the pain and impact it has on my hips. In the past, I have forced myself to coach my daughter’s softball teams, but the day before games and practices I did little physically so I would be able to move around with them. The day after practices and games I was inactive in order to recover. My brain naturally put this switch on me because of my hips, and I unhappily acquiesced to those limitations. Defective
and limited
was how I viewed myself.
In the months before this particular June day, my life coach, Matthew Bivens, suggested that I work on ways to give myself more mobility around my hip function. He asked me to think of some things I could do to help my hips. At that time, walking a mile was tough because of pain. So he asked a very simple question: rather than sitting in pain all the time, what are some options you have to alleviate it?
I could stretch—but even when I do, it doesn’t help,
I said.
Are you stretching the right things? Could you enlist some professional help to get that question answered?
he asked.
That led to the one-week goal of contacting a physical therapist and scheduling an appointment. I contacted Amy Goldstein and explained how my hips were bone on bone and that I was a hip replacement candidate but did not want to have those surgeries. She did an assessment by making me move—or try to move—in certain ways. She came to some conclusions and started a treatment plan. That treatment changed my life. She encouraged me to perform little stretches that took ten to fifteen minutes to complete, and my pain level went down dramatically. I was able to walk in much less pain, and when I did have pain, I had strategies to alleviate it. I could go to softball with my daughter and stretch afterward and find myself functional the next day.
Amy also referred me to a trainer, Michael Hanover. His job has been to strengthen my legs so that I’ll be able to easily slam-dunk over my twelve-year-old son on an eight-foot rim (okay, that’s my goal, but better stated, he strengthens my very weak lower body muscles that have not fired in over a decade). My ego hates these workouts because I’m doing less than what my nine-year-old daughter can do. My legs feel like jelly afterward. But I continue going because I know that doing this work will get me to the goal of slam-dunking on a twelve-year-old, which functionally means being able to move with strength and without pain.
When I found myself walking down my block bawling, it was because I had started to release that definition of myself being fragile and a victim of my hips. That belief had impacted me for the last eighteen years. That belief—that truth I held about myself—lifted. I let go of the weight I carried consciously and subconsciously. It was a powerful moment.
Putting in the Work
David Goggins is a retired Navy SEAL and current ultramarathoner. He may best be described as America’s most fit person. Goggins has done many incredible, almost unhuman, physical feats, starting with the San Diego One Day where he ran/walked one hundred miles in twenty-four hours. He’s done the Badwater Ultra Marathon several times and the McNaughton 150 Miler (which he won), and he holds the record for the number of pulls-ups done in twenty-four hours (4,030 in seventeen hours). In short, he’s badass.¹
David Goggins invented
the Goggins 4 x 4 x 48 Challenge.²
I first learned about it when my friend Mark Livingston did it. His wife left town to visit her sister and he decided—on a whim—to run four miles every four hours for forty-eight hours. His screw it, I’m going to do the Goggins
mentality stuck with me for months. My brain kept telling me I could never do such a thing—hell, I could barely walk a mile! Maybe Mark’s casual decision to give it a shot affected me precisely because I knew it would be damn near impossible for me to do.
Then again, maybe it wasn’t impossible, and I was guilty of underindexing my life. I continued not to do things I wanted to do because I believed I was not capable of it. I had become a prisoner of my own beliefs. I fell asleep each night tolerating the life I had rather than reaching for the life I wanted. I stayed in my comfort zone rather than challenging myself. Yet not only was there a quiet desperation for more, there was this feeling, this knowledge somewhere deep within, that I could have it.
And so, with the notion of having underindexed my life echoing in my mind, I decided to challenge myself. I knew that my hips would not allow me to do the 4 x 4 x 48—but could I modify it into something still challenging but doable? I could, and I did, turning this challenge into a 2 + 200 x 4 x 24: two miles plus 200 push-ups every four hours for twenty-four hours. By the end of the day, my goal was to have walked twelve miles and done 1,200 push-ups.
Thanks to Amy Goldstein, I was able to go on two-mile walks with much less pain. But would I be able to manage twelve miles? The thought of it scared me. Even if I did it, how functional would I be the next day? Would I be in bed for days recovering? Would I be popping Advil or go straight to scotch? Was it really necessary to put myself through this?
My life coach, Matthew Bivens, told me to schedule it, and when the appointed time came, I did circuits at 8:00 p.m., 12:00 a.m., 4:00 a.m., and 8:00 a.m., by which point my body was pretty sore and stiff. On that 8:00 a.m. walk, it wasn’t difficult for my brain to find pain, stiffness, and inflammation in my broken-down hips. But what’s one step and then another one and another one? I thought. Let’s just get out there and do one step at a time.
As I started walking that fourth circuit, I was overwhelmed with stiffness in my hips and pelvis; I was coming up against a wall. I needed something to distract me, so I hit Shuffle on iTunes, and out of thousands of songs, the trumpets from Gonna Fly Now
(the theme from Rocky) started blaring.
Rocky Balboa is my hero. He was barely making ends meet as a boxer when an opportunity arose for him to fight the champ, Apollo Creed. His goal in that fight wasn’t to win; it was to still be on his feet at the end of the fight. Rocky expected to get knocked down, but he vowed to keep getting up. That resonates with me.
Almost everyone knows the scene in Rocky where he climbs the steps of the Philadelphia Museum of Art and jumps for joy. But that’s at the end of his training. The first time he climbs the stairs to that famous spot, he limps, staggers, huffs, and puffs to reach the top. Once he reaches the top, he turns around and we get a glimpse of his face, and he seems to be thinking, What did I get myself into? as he lets out a slight whimper, groans, holds his side, and starts to slowly and painfully make it down the steps.
YOUR FUTURE WILL CHANGE BASED ON HOW YOU VIEW YOUR PRESENT.
Juxtapose that moment of doubt and pain with the triumphant one where he bounds up the steps, raises his hands in victory, and dances. In that moment, Rocky’s fight with Apollo Creed almost doesn’t even matter anymore. In that moment, Rocky has won by defeating his self-doubt.
On the sidewalk that morning, I was swimming in self-doubt. My hips and pelvis were inflamed and the thought of walking a mere two-mile loop seemed overwhelming.
But I put one foot in front of the other. And as the Rocky theme played, a feeling of calm washed over me, a sense that everything was going to be all right. The wind hit my back and a voice within me said, You. Will. Not. Fail.
And I started bawling. I suddenly felt a burden lifted off my back. I felt light, like I was walking on air. I had just been wondering if I was going to be able to walk, and now I felt like I could go on for a hundred miles.
I. Would. Not. Fail.
In that moment, I stopped viewing myself as limited. I stopped seeing myself as fragile. In that moment, I can’t
didn’t exist.
Of course, I still see myself as limited. Of course, I still sometimes say to myself, I can’t do that.
My goal isn’t necessarily to stop saying to myself what I’ve said for forty years, but rather to recognize when I do that and shift my thinking. It is putting me back on that sidewalk and remembering, I will not fail.
Change Your Future by Redefining Your Present
My future was impacted by that walk and the work I did to prepare for it. I made different decisions so I would be less affected by my hips. In making those decisions, I related differently to my hips. I stopped limiting myself with I can’t
and started doing things I wanted to do.
I am not special. We can all do this work. We all carry burdens with us, and we all limit ourselves by those burdens. The first step is to acknowledge the burdens we place on ourselves. Throughout this book, my goal is to throw cold water on you and wake you up. To give you the keys to find and unlock the limitations you have unintentionally shackled yourself with. You. Will. Not. Fail.
When you wake up to how you view yourself and, more importantly, why you view yourself that way, you empower yourself to change the way you view yourself, make different decisions, and gain different outcomes. And although these concepts apply to every person, let’s apply it to the Black experience in America as we examine how our particular conditioning can affect us differently.
Let me begin by asking, How do you view yourself?
Do you define yourself as a mother? A social worker? A daughter? A son? A brother or sister?
Do you view yourself as a Black man? As someone who’s always struggling? As unintelligent? As unhealthy? As overweight? As a victim of racism? As a victim of circumstance?
Do you view yourself as a millionaire? As an athlete? As a landlord? As an investor? As a small business owner? As a businesswoman?
Take a moment to think about how you view yourself today and then who you see yourself as in five years. Who do you want to be in five years? Then, using a simple I am
statement, start calling yourself that—I am an athlete
; I am healthy
; I am confident
; I am wealthy.
Whatever you believe to be true will come true—so to become more powerful, believe something that makes you more powerful. If your present mindset tells you that race has always been a prominent part of your life and you just can’t escape racism in the United States, then your circumstances will flow from that present. You will find examples of being limited by the white supremacist country in which you live. Those examples are easy enough to find in the media, in our neighborhoods, and in our daily lives. By contrast, if your present perception is that you live in a time and place of educational and economic opportunity and empowerment, then you will find educational and economic opportunity and empowerment.
Whatever you believe to be true will come true—so to become more powerful, believe something that makes you more powerful. Racism takes our power away. Racism tells us that we can’t, we’re less than, that we don’t deserve certain things. We subconsciously believe what we’ve been told for centuries. Because of those beliefs, we limit our lives and the lives of our loved ones. Decide that you, not racism, will define who you are. Visualize your positive future and you will breathe life into the person you want to become.
What you think you deserve today will dictate who you become in the future. If you subconsciously think you are not intelligent, you will subconsciously make decisions that don’t use your intelligence. If you think you deserve to go to college, you’ll make choices that will put you in a position to do that. Shift your self-perception and see how life changes.
After all, what do you have to lose?
CHAPTER TWO
Being Conscious of the Decisions We Make
If you don’t know where you’re going, you can end up anywhere.
—GEORGE MUMFORD
I AM NAKED on a cold, hard table. I shiver in the frigid air, with only a threadbare sheet over me. The smell of hospital bleach envelops me. A bunch of masked adults encircle me and shine a light on my face. My right arm grows cold; they’re pumping some solution into me and telling me to count down from ten.
Ten. Will these be my last thoughts? Am I going to die here? The table is cold and hard. My arm is cold. I’m going to stay awake and prove they can’t put me to sleep. I love the summer. I can’t wait to run in the summer. I love running in the sprinkler.
Nine. I’ll have