The Beastly Lycan's Queen: The Beastly Lycan

The Beastly Lycan’s

Queen

Sia Sage

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1

I still Love him

Regina

Idon't want to live ; I want to end my life and end the cycle of hurt and despair. Why do I always lose the one I love? My life feels like it's falling apart. I am like a ship lost at sea, drifting aimlessly without direction or purpose. I feel consumed by darkness and hopelessness, unable to see a way out of this pain.

I walked aimlessly through the empty streets, feeling the weight of the pain on my shoulders. I don't know why Richard did this to me, but I can't bear it any longer. I just want the pain to stop.

Why did he cheat on me? Why did he promise to love me when he was just going to break my heart? It feels like I'll never find happiness again.

Tears don't stop streaming down my face as I continue to navigate this never-ending cycle of hurt and despair. I feel lost and broken.

I feel like I'm drowning in a sea of anguish, desperately searching for a lifeline to pull me out.

Richard, why? I whisper, my voice filled with sorrow and confusion. Why? I shouted as my feet lost strength and I collapsed to the ground, my body trembling with the weight of my emotions. The echoes of my cries fade into the silence of the empty woods, leaving me feeling more alone than ever before.

If you want to betray me, why show love to me? Why play with my emotions like this? Why did you lead me on a path that was adorned with lies? You showed me dreams of happily ever after, only to shatter them with your deceit.

I trusted you, Richard. I believed in the love we shared, only to discover that it was all a facade. Now, I'm left questioning everything, wondering how I could have been so blind to your deceit.

Mom, Dad, Sam, I muffled through tear-stained lips, the weight of betrayal heavy on my shoulders. I miss you. My voice quivered as I tried to find solace in their names, seeking comfort from the family I had always relied on. But at this moment, even their presence couldn't mend the shattered pieces of my heart.

Why did you leave me? Why does everyone leave me ? I whispered, feeling the ache of abandonment consume me. The silence that followed was deafening, leaving me to confront my pain alone.

I closed my eyes and let the memories of our happy times together flood my mind. The laughter, the hugs, and the unconditional love we once shared seem like distant dreams now. I longed for their guidance and support, but all I had left were unanswered questions and a void that seemed impossible to fill.

I don't want to know where to go next. The thought of facing the world without their guidance and support was overwhelming. I yearned for a sense of direction, a place to call home, and people who could fill the void in my heart. I am all alone and lost in a sea of uncertainty. The absence of their laughter and hugs leaves me feeling adrift, searching for a sense of belonging and purpose.

I lost my family, my friends, my love, the people in my pack, and everyone who meant everything to me.

Tears don't stop streaming from my eyes as darkness consumes my soul. I feel a deep ache within me, as if a part of me has been taken away forever. I long for the warmth and love that their presence brought into my life.

I want Richard back in my life to fill the emptiness that consumes me. His infectious laughter and comforting hugs were like a beacon of light in my darkest moments. Without him, I feel incomplete and yearn for the sense of belonging he brought into my life. Even if love was nothing but lies, I would still choose to believe in the happiness he brought me.

Richard..... I mumbled to myself, my voice barely audible as it escaped my lips. Memories of our time together flooded my mind, each one a bittersweet reminder of what I had lost. The ache in my heart grew stronger, and I couldn't help but wonder if there was a way to bring him back into my life.

I still love him, despite the pain he caused me. Deep down, I know that no matter what he did to me, my love for him remains unchanged.

Richard... I whispered, my voice trembling with a mix of longing and uncertainty as darkness consumed my mind. Don't leave me. I still love you. My voice grew weak as tears welled up in my eyes, the weight of my emotions almost suffocating me. The silence that followed was deafening, leaving me with nothing but the echo of my own heartache. My skin went numb, and everything went dark in front of my eyes.

Richard

RICHARD... I HEAR Regina mumble my name; her voice is filled with a mixture of sadness and hope. Don't leave me. I still love you. I turned towards her, my heart aching at the sight of her tear-stained face.

I kneeled in front of her unconscious body and whispered, I'm sorry for hurting you; I'm sorry for the pain I caused you. My love for you will never fade, even if I'm no longer here. With tears streaming down my face, I pressed a gentle kiss on her forehead before everything faded to black. But I have hurt you to protect you, I whispered, knowing she couldn't hear me. I hope you can forgive me someday. And with that, I closed my eyes, letting go of the pain and regret. As I held her fragile hand in mine, a surge of guilt washed over me, realizing the depth of the pain I had inflicted upon her.

I brushed away a drop of tear that was sliding down from her eye to her cheek and softly said, I'm sorry, but I can't continue to be with you. I sighed, helplessly realizing that my decision would only add to her suffering. It was a difficult choice, but I knew it was the right one for her safety. I gently placed a kiss on her forehead, hoping that someday she would find the happiness she deserved.

I moved the hair from her face, carrying her fragile body in my arms. As I walked away, the weight of my decision felt heavier with each step. I knew that breaking her heart was necessary, but it didn't make it any easier to bear witness to her pain.

I wish there was a way to shield her from the hurt and anguish that lay ahead, but I knew that protecting her meant making this sacrifice. I knew that by staying close to her, I would only continue to bring her more pain and heartache.

I love you, Regina, I mumbled, staring at her with tears streaming down my face. It was the hardest thing I had ever done, but I had to let her go for her own sake. As I turned away, I whispered, I hope one day you'll understand why I had to do this.

The sun was setting, casting an orange glow over the familiar paths that I knew I would never walk again. I took one last look at her face, glowing in the fading light, etching her features into my memory. With a heavy heart, I reminded myself that I had made this decision to protect her from the dangers that lurked within my world.

Out of the woods and on the edge of my human town, in front of a tiny cottage that I had brought for her to live in peace away from packs, away from wolves, and away from the dangers that came with our world, I knew that by leaving her here, I was protecting her from the constant threats and conflicts that surrounded our kind. It was a sacrifice I had to make, even if it meant breaking both of our hearts in the process.

One last glance at her face, one last touch of her lips against mine, and I turned away, tears streaming down my face. As I walked away, a heavy weight settled in my chest, knowing that I may never see her again. Not in this lifetime, at least. But I am happy that she will live on in safety, away from the dangers that lurk in our world.

2

The Power Within.

Regina

Amonth has passed since the hole in my heart that was created by Richard's betrayal didn't seem to heal. Every day feels like a battle as I try to mend the shattered pieces of my trust and rebuild my life. The pain still lingers, but with each passing day, I find strength in knowing that healing takes time and that I am capable of finding happiness again. But despite my efforts, I still struggle to let go of the anger and resentment that Richard's betrayal has caused.

I don't know if I will ever be able to truly forgive him.

Regina... I can still hear his voice calling in my head, his lips smiling at me with love and sincerity. It's a constant