Feeling Strong: How Power Issues Affect Our Ability to Direct Our Own Lives
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In Feeling Strong, noted psychoanalyst Ethel S. Person redefines the notion of power. Power is often narrowly understood as the force exerted by the politicians and business leaders who seem to be in charge and by the rich and famous who monopolize our headlines. The whiff of evil we often catch when the subject of power is in the air comes from this one conception of power-- the drive for dominance over other people, or, in its most extreme form, an overriding and often ruthless lust for total command. But this is far too limited a definition of power.
Pointing to a more fulfilling sense of self-empowerment than is being touted in pop-psychology manuals of our time, Feeling Strong shows us that power is really our ability to produce an effect, to make something we want to happen actually take place. Power is a desire and a drive, and it central in our lives, dictating much of our behavior and consuming much of our interior lives.
We all have a need to possess power, use it, understand it and negotiate it. This holds true not just in mediating our sex and love lives, our family lives and friendships, our work relationships but in seeking to realize our dreams, whether in pursuit of our ambitions, expression of our creative impulses, or in our need to identify with something larger than ourselves. These separate kinds of power are best described as interpersonal power and personal power, respectively, and they call on different parts of our psyche. Ideally, we acquire competence in both domains.
Drawing from her expertise honed in clinical practice, as well as from examples in literature and true-life vignettes, Person shows how we can achieve authentic power, a fundamental and potentially benevolent part of human nature that allows us to experience ourselves as authentically strong. To find something that matters; to live life at a higher pitch; to feel inner certainty; to find a personality of your own and effectively plot our own life story -- these are the forms of power explored in the book. To achieve and maintain such empowerment always entails struggle and is a life-long journey. Feeling Strong will lead the way.
Ethel S. Person
Ethel S. Person is Professor of Clinical Psychiatry at Columbia University and a Training and Supervising Analyst at the Columbia University Center for Psychoanalytic Training and Research. A major contributor to psychiatric and psychoanalytic literature, she is author or editor of ten books, including Dreams of Love and Fateful Encounters: The Power of Romantic Love and By Force of Fantasy: How We Live Our Lives. She lectures frequently here and abroad. She lives in New York City.
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Feeling Strong - Ethel S. Person
Introduction
Of the infinite desires of men, the chief is the desire for power and glory.
—BERTRAND RUSSELL, Power: A New Social Analysis
Who has power and how best to achieve and wield it have long been questions about which most of us display a healthy interest. Look on any bestseller list and there you will likely find one or more books on the subject of power. Most of them focus on how to achieve worldly power, giving us detailed instructions in the neo-Machiavellian techniques of dreaming and scheming our way up the corporate or entrepreneurial ladder. The 48 Laws of Power, published in 1998 and reviewed as rules for suits,
is a good example of this venerable tradition—a collection of prescriptions for attaining and wielding power, as exemplified by some of its most noted practitioners, from Sun Tzu and von Clausewitz to Swifty Lazar and Henry Kissinger.
Then there are the multitudes of books that depict the powerful while not explicitly telling us how to join their ranks—the biographies of great men (and occasional women) of destiny, the stories of extreme ambition brought to success or ruin, pop novels with titles like Total Power and Absolute Control, all the Mafia godfather
sagas. Many of these books are nothing more than a kind of dreamy pornography of power, showing it at its most glamorous and dangerous, luring us in.
Not that we need to be lured. Our fascination with power goes back to the ancient myths depicting humankind’s struggle to take on the powers, prerogatives, and perks of the gods—Prometheus stealing fire from heaven, Hercules performing his twelve labors, Eve persuading Adam to eat from the Tree of Knowledge. Indeed, the longing for power—whether it is acquiring secret knowledge, wresting magical control over our fate, or even securing immortality—is so ancient in our history that it’s easy to conclude that the longing for power is hot wired into our psyches.
Despite the depth and duration of our interest in power, many of us feel ambivalent if not downright uncomfortable about its pursuit. The whiff of evil we catch when the subject of power is in the air comes from one particular conception of power—as the drive for dominance over other people or, in its most extreme form, as an overriding, often ruthless lust for total command and control. And it is true that this lust for interpersonal power may be extreme and its possession abused. However, dominance over others is not all there is to power. We misunderstand its true nature if we see it only as the assertion of blunt force operative in the lives of others—the politicians and business leaders who seem to be in charge or the rich and famous who monopolize the headlines—while failing to acknowledge the central role it plays in everyone’s life. In the most general way, power can be defined as our ability to produce an effect, to make something that we want to happen actually take place.
Power issues are a part of all of life’s activities and are key to our inner lives as well. As the psychoanalyst Rollo May observed, …power is not a theory but an ever-present reality which we must confront, use, enjoy, and struggle with a hundred times a day.
¹ Even those who are not gripped by any desire to command or control must, nonetheless, deal with power issues from infancy to old age. We all have a stake in possessing power, using it, understanding it, and negotiating it. This holds true not just in managing or mediating our sex and love lives, our family lives and friendships, and our work relationships with our peers, subordinates, and superiors, but also in seeking to realize our dreams, whether in the pursuit of our ambitions (many of which are solitary rather than joint endeavors), in the expression of our creative impulses, or in our need to identify with or participate in something that takes us beyond our daily lives. The true heart of power is two-chambered; it comprises both our ability to negotiate relationships and our ability to initiate independent goal-oriented activities—two different, complementary capacities that I call, respectively, interpersonal power and personal power.
We can see these two aspects of power in even the youngest children. The little boy wants to control his mother; he wants her now, wants her to play with him, to stroke him, to take him out to the park. And to get what he wants, he uses all the ploys at his disposal to persuade her, cajole her, and plead with her. But he also wants to prove to himself and others that he can build a big sand castle without help and climb up the highest sliding board all by himself. In other words, he wants to test and to assert his mastery of his own little world. This latter effort is what I call personal power, distinguishing it from the boy’s wish to exert interpersonal power, to persuade, influence, or force someone else to bend to his will.
Describing interpersonal power is easier than describing personal power. We are born into a power grid called a family, and it is in that intimate context that we first learn about the power differentials among people. All power relationships, all desires either to dominate or submit, have their psychological roots in the fact that we were once little children with big parents, and their existential roots in our feeling of being small people in an out-of-control big world that we need to be able to tame. Our response to these issues is to want either to be like our parent figures or to charm and disarm them—and this is true not just in the intimate realm but also in our work and social lives.
We have all thought about what we need to do in our relationships in order to get our way, and we know what it feels like to submit to someone else’s will. We know, too, about power struggles. Minor disagreements can erupt into fierce battles, whether among schoolchildren, in an academic faculty, or in a political party. And we know that when there is a contest for dominance, the outcome depends in some measure on how assertive and aggressive the players are and sometimes on how cunning they are.
We are so accustomed to using power to mean dominance, that depending on who we are and who we are judging, we have a ready-made evaluation which we describe as powerful.
Most of us can intuit who holds the power in any given situation. When we make the judgment that someone is powerful, we are generally referring to the strength or clout a person wields in a particular situation—clout being the capacity to pull strings, to make things happen. We appear to have software that preconsciously categorizes people as powerful
if they are both strong and active. And, depending on who is judging, that designation is either very good or very bad.
There are powerful people and not so powerful people, and given a list, say, of a hundred names, we could probably select the twenty most powerful, the twenty least powerful, and the great middle with some reliability from one rater to the next. In this context, power is inevitably hierarchical. But—and this is the important point—the list is always subject to change. Some such lists actually exist—for example, the yearly list of the most important people in the entertainment industry or the list of the best dressed women. When someone is added to the list, another person is dropped. So, too, in the political world. Bush won his fight to be President—now he’s in and Gore is out. And so forth.
The same kind of evaluation can be made among friends and associates. If we know the same people, we would probably come up with lists of the most powerful and least powerful that would not vary much. But this list, too, would be subject to change. Larry has just lost his job, Betty just married a Broadway producer, and Ralph has finally finished his residency at Mount Sinai—changes, changes, changes. If someone in the group wants tickets to a hot new show, Betty suddenly becomes a powerful friend; Ralph can be tapped for medical advice; and Larry—well, perhaps we never thought too much of Larry to begin with. The point, of course, is twofold: power is context-related and we’re very sensitive to shifts in the winds of power.
We live in several different power grids simultaneously, and we exert different kinds of power depending on which one we’re in. Children are dependent on adults, and this dictates the inevitability of the family structure, which is, in significant ways, the model for the hierarchical structure of larger organizations that distinguish between leaders and followers, dominants and submissives.
Even when power is intensely personal—as it is in a family—it may be intensely political. For example, a younger son’s goal may be to best or unseat his older brother. A beautiful daughter knows how to melt her father’s opposition on cue. Family power is also tacitly ideological; the child’s obedience to his or her parents is ratified by the biblical injunction to honor thy father and thy mother that thy days may be long
upon this earth. And until the 1960s, the husband’s traditional dominance over his wife seemed to be sanctioned by the belief that woman was the weaker vessel. Similarly, social power and organizational and political power get connected to a system of ideas or philosophy. The political theorist Adolph Berle emphasizes that Absent such a system or philosophy, the institutions essential to power cease to be reliable, power ceases to be effective, and the power holder is eventually displaced.
² While some form of control and command is necessary to the stability of social organizations, including families, what gives groups their staying power is some kind of shared belief system that legitimates them.
As for personal power, or agency, it is enacted when the little boy wants to build his sand castle, the young woman seeks to scale a mountain, or the old man is set on mastering a third language. This is the power of self-expression and mastery. It does not necessitate mediating power with others; rather, it is an expression of personal will.
Agency encompasses self-assertion, the ability to choose the direction that our lives take, to control our time and how we use our minds and bodies. The desire for this kind of self-determination is apparent very early in life, and it generally stays with us till the end of life. It takes form in the most basic of ways—for example, it is expressed when we decide what and when to eat—as well as the most complex ways, such as seeking control over the degree and kind of life-prolonging medical care we are willing to accept.
In addition, agency encompasses our control over animals and inanimate matter. This kind of personal power may seem insignificant at first glance, compared with other kinds of personal power—that is, until we remember that our species’ development as social beings was jump started by the taming and domestication of wild animals and that our control of the physical world could not have developed without our intimate knowledge of inanimate matter and physical forces.
In our exercise of personal agency, however, an interpersonal component is almost always at play. Positive identification with someone who is himself or herself independent—whether a beloved parent, someone we know, someone we observe from afar, or someone we have merely read about or seen in a movie, for example—can facilitate our achievement of a sustained sense of self-control and mastery. At the same time, we may be discouraged if our efforts are depreciated by a naysayer. Sometimes we assert pseudo autonomy early in life as a response to an absent or undependable parent. In other cases, we may be robbed of our chance to achieve authentic personal power gradually if we are prematurely forced to take on an adult role that leaves us with an underlying sense of weakness or resentment.
Individual acts of personal power well up from the unconscious as often as they are deliberately enacted. In 1928, at a time of mounting crisis in Europe, the essayist and critic Walter Benjamin observed: These are days when no one should rely unduly on his ‘competence.’ Strength lies in improvisation. All the decisive blows are struck left-handed.
³ For Sigmund Freud, the individual possesses a scrap of independence and originality
only to the degree that he can escape from what we would now call groupthink or conformity.⁴ That is, personal power is contingent on our ability to trust to our instincts and hunches and so doing to express our deepest selves.
We might think of personal power as akin to willpower. Willpower is to self-control, self-determination, and agency what the will to power is to the control of other people. Yet the term will is not altogether applicable in either instance. While we sometimes assert our power with conscious intent, more often our intent first reveals itself to us in our actions. Taken together, personal and interpersonal power constitute the sometimes elusive capacity to write our own life stories.
AS A PSYCHIATRIST AND PSYCHOANALYST, I am frequently forced to think about power explicitly, although it is seldom discussed in any course work nor is it a major topic in mental health journals. Yet every conversation I have with patients touches on their feelings of powerlessness or of power run amok—even if they do not explicitly identify those feelings as such. They complain of their failure to act, to apply themselves to a project, to get a promotion; of their inability to control their weight, their calendar, or their children; of their fear of being unable to fall in love or their fear of being swept away; of their hesitancy in confronting disagreements or of hastiness in acting out angry impulses. These problems, among others, are intimately tied to issues of power and powerlessness.
I remember vividly two psychotherapy patients who gave me a crash course in power. The year I finished my psychiatric training, instead of taking August as the standard therapist’s holiday, I stayed in the city so that I could pick up a little extra income by covering some senior psychiatrists’ practices. A few of the patients who call in while their regular therapist is away want only to have prescriptions refilled or other minor help, but most are in great distress.
My first call was from Eve, who was in a suicidal depression. I began seeing her every day and also talked to her regularly between sessions. A mental health professional herself, Eve knew all the buttons to push to alarm me, and she pushed them so skillfully that I felt compelled to answer her middle-of-the-night calls, sometimes several times a night. She also used an emergency telephone signal, intended only for acute crises, to alert me to an emergency during my therapeutic hours with other patients.
One of my ongoing patients, Mark, whose sessions she broke into several times, had been diagnosed as what was then called a psychopath. A young man of great charm and slickness, Mark had made stacks of money by renting apartments in very elegant buildings and then illegally subletting them at inflated prices to pimps, who otherwise would not have been able to operate in such tony neighborhoods. But he was in a panic because his lavish spending had prevented him from paying some of the rent bills, and the landlords were harassing the pimps, disrupting business at the apartments, and causing the pimps to threaten his life if he didn’t pay up. To find a safe haven, he wanted to be hospitalized. I shared the same goal, but for different reasons; my naive hope was that forced inactivity might help him identify some of his underlying problems. While I waited for him to be admitted, he came in regularly, only to have his sessions broken into by Eve, whose calls he greatly resented. Finally Mark cheerfully explained to me that she was not in real danger but was simply manipulating me, probably hoping that I would call her regular psychiatrist, interrupting his vacation. Not convinced, I challenged him: How do you know she’s not in danger?
He replied, Because if she was really going to kill herself she wouldn’t call so frequently.
An expert at manipulation, Mark knew it when he saw it. And how was I to handle this situation? Well,
Mark told me, you had better set limits and refuse to see her until she stops calling.
Having delivered this invaluable advice, which I subsequently took and which proved entirely successful, he promptly went into the bathroom, threw up, and then left for home. I was left to clean up the mess, as I pondered some of the complexities of power and powerlessness. One small mystery is why Mark needed to throw up. Having empowered me to deal with my suicidal patient, he apparently needed to disempower me vis-à-vis himself, casting me as the mommy who had to clean up after her bad little boy. He could never give without taking away, perhaps replicating some interaction from his early life or redressing some injustice he felt he had experienced then.
Eve and I survived the summer, as did Mark, whose intervention was helpful not only to me but also to its target. Years later I learned from her regular psychiatrist that Eve went on to have a successful career and a relatively happy marriage to a man who didn’t mind being controlled by her periodic bouts of manipulation. And I eventually managed to get Mark admitted to a hospital, where he promptly organized a patient government, which survived long often his stay, tyrannizing the staff for years to come. Alas for Mark, despite his great insight into interpersonal processes and manipulation, he had virtually no self-knowledge. He was unable to give up the rush of adrenaline and excitement his scams brought him. He lost his wife, and when last heard from was still living in the havoc that invariably followed in his wake.
Of course, what transpired during that long hot month had to do with my inexperience and my never having adequately contemplated the mechanics of interpersonal processes. It was also the last August I ever spent in New York City.
But I did learn several things about power. From Eve I learned how manipulation propelled by weakness distances others and depletes the self. As for Mark, despite his shrewd insights into people and how to play them, his life drifted irretrievably downhill, a common fate for those with his kind of problem. He had mastered certain power gambits—how to read other people, how to bend them to his way of thinking, how to prosper financially—but ultimately what he lacked was any sense of internal coherence, self-control, or conscious awareness of the long-term consequences of his destructive and self-destructive behavior (for example, spending the pimps’ money instead of paying the rent). He was comfortable only in action,
whether a particular action served him well or ill. Doomed to live only in the moment, he never calculated the consequences of his behavior. Though a veritable master of interpersonal power plays, he lacked authentic power—a sense of being comfortable and content within himself. Like all of us, he was motivated by forces of which he was unaware: in his case, by destructiveness and self-destructiveness.
OUR PUSH TO EXERT POWER is wired in, instinctual. But as we become more and more self-aware, power enters into our mental lives as part of our motivational system, whether conscious or preconscious. Our longing, our need for power, is nourished, paradoxically, by the weakness that is our common lot. While feelings of weakness and helplessness can be intensified by unfortunate circumstances or by neurotic conflict, they are also an ineluctable part of the human condition, based on the total dependency we experience in infancy and the terrible knowledge of mortality we acquire in adolescence if not before. Just as gnawing are our fears and the day-to-day frustrations of our intimate lives and our work lives. We worry about financial security and health. We fret about small inconveniences and mishaps—missing the bus, burning the dinner, wondering why our adolescent son forgot to check in when he was supposed to. To deal with the inevitable setbacks of daily life, we must have inner resources that can counter negative events and preserve our sense that life is worthwhile. Such inner resources constitute one or another form of interpersonal or personal power. Without these resources we come to feel anxious, cheated, angry, or depressed.
Although it’s a much visited (if sometimes inadequately theorized) subject in philosophy, political science, and sociology, power has been largely neglected by psychology and psychoanalysis—with the exception of a few psychoanalysts, foremost among them Alfred Adler, Erich Fromm, and Rollo May.
Far from being esoteric, power is the stuff of everyday life. Yet with all the pop-psychological talk of personal empowerment,
we have yet to fully address the issue of experiencing ourselves as authentically powerful and of realizing genuine self-worth. Psychoanalysts do talk about omnipotence, but generally in terms that depict its expression in adulthood as a pathological regression to the infant’s fantasy of omnipotence. Yet they fail to theorize the concept of authentic power.
Authentic power encompasses the ability to face adversity, to overcome fear and inhibitions, to be sufficiently in touch with our inner lives that we are able to genuinely express ourselves and chart our life’s direction, to be open to a range of interpersonal relationships, to be assertive without being confrontational, and to create meaning in our lives.
To understand ourselves, we must come to know just what kind of power we personally aspire to—competence as lover, parent, or friend; command of a kitchen, a lectern, or a business; mastery of a skill; or possession of convictions or religious beliefs that provide meaning in our lives. Whatever it is, we can generally achieve it only through a process of psychological development, often involving a power struggle. Those power struggles we engage in may be wholly internal (for example, a psychological conflict between our wish to be assertive and our fear of being punished for assertiveness) or may be played out with adversaries who are sometimes our nearest and dearest.
When we think about power and its distortions, it is impossible to ignore ethical considerations. There is an inherent conflict—some have called it an unbridgeable gulf—between the demands of most Western religions and the natural impulse to act in one’s own interest. As the political scientist Hans Morgenthau put it: Christian ethics demand love, humility, the abnegation of self; Man as a natural creature seeks the aggrandizement of the self through pride and power.
⁵ The best one can do is to try to narrow the gap between ethical injunctions and one’s own conduct. Self-abnegation is not the solution. Ethicists argue that we must regard ourselves as equal in value but not superior to any other individual. While the rewards that come from behaving ethically may be less clear-cut than those of pragmatic politics or psychological insights, the power of taking a moral stance may allow us to enjoy our real achievements. Taking shortcuts on the road to power can often leave us feeling, if not guilty, then less than true to ourselves and thus less deserving of our achievements than we would otherwise feel.
Many of us, including some psychoanalysts, view anger as primarily maladaptive or destructive, not accounting for the downside should we fail to experience or express it. In the same way, we sometimes view the exercise of power as nothing more than a dangerous contaminant in our lives. Often, the use of power is corrupt—whites against blacks, men against women, rich against poor, the ruling class against the proletariat, imperial powers against colonies. But apart from its corrupt forms, power is as essential to the stability of personal relationships and family structure as it is to the body politic. In fact, the precise disposition of power in a given family inevitably shapes a child’s emerging personality and leaves an indelible stamp on how he or she views power as an adult. Intimate relationships cannot endure without a workable balance of power.
Power, like anger, has many constructive, adaptive dimensions. In fact, I would suggest that weakness is more likely than power to be bad, because the inability to exert power—as a result of psychological or external factors—can become the most corrosive force in our lives. Many abuses of power—for example, acts of untriggered violence—are perpetrated not only by those who are disenfranchised but also by those who may appear powerful but experience themselves as weak, vulnerable, and isolated.
Political scientists, ethologists, sociologists, and organizational psychologists are all theoreticians of power, but their focus on hierarchies often restricts their analyses to issues of domination and submission. Some argue that extending the definition of power beyond such considerations would make power a concept so general as to be meaningless. However, my observations about the reasons patients seek therapy lead me to disagree.
In our personal lives, many of us feel ensnared, unable to change or improve our relationships or initiate new ones because we fear confrontation or confuse assertion with aggression. In our work or professional lives, we may feel stuck, unable to act, trapped, paralyzed, or inhibited by fear, depression, or a depreciated sense of our capacities. We often describe ourselves as impotent, and not just in the sexual sphere. Resolving these problems ultimately entails issues of power, whether in our ability to effect the changes we seek or to open new avenues to self-governance.
Bertrand Russell wrote an entire book to prove that the fundamental concept in social science is Power in the same sense in which Energy is the fundamental concept in physics.
⁶ I make the more modest claim that power is a central concept in self-understanding and that it needs to be integrated into our theories of the mind. This book is about how power, in its various forms and disguises, permeates our lives. It is about power’s uses and abuses, its illusions and realities, its fragility despite its appearance of immutability. The fundamental power motives that drive us are often veiled, remote from our consciousness, even while they are central to our daily lives. I will redefine and elaborate what constitutes individual power in a way that illuminates its positive effects on our lives, focusing not only on the power strategies and tactics we bring to bear in our personal relationships but also on self-governance—self-control, mastery, creativity, and agency—and on our need for transcendental pursuits.
I will use power as a prism through which to view aspects of human relationships and aspirations, and vice versa. The first section addresses the anatomy of power, what it is and the sources from which it flows. The second and third sections, respectively, treat interpersonal power and personal power as separate domains that meet different fundamental needs, although, as will become abundantly clear, they intersect all the time. The reason this is so resides in our earliest lives: we learn about intimacy with our mother and father at the same time that we are seeking independence—learning to feed ourselves, to walk, to escape control or turn our back in anger. How we fare in either domain ultimately impacts the other. I will conclude with our need to seek meaning in our lives, whether through transcendence or some other modality, as key to what I view as authentic power.
To find something that matters; to live at a higher pitch; to feel inner certainty; to find a personality of one’s own and effectively plot one’s own life story—these are the forms of power I will explore. These aspects will become visible through stories, vignettes, and observations drawn from life, literature, clinical practice, and research findings, and in the process will point the way to a self-empowerment that is broader and more deeply fulfilling than what is so often touted in pop psychology. To achieve and maintain such empowerment always entails struggle. Power is never achieved once and for all, never possessed with any degree of finality. The possession of authentic power is an ongoing process.
PART ONE
Power and Powerlessness
1
Seeking Authentic Power
We are lived by powers we pretend to understand
—W. H. AUDEN, In Memory of Ernst Toller
What constitutes power, who has it, where it comes from, and how it is played out in the real world are much more complicated matters than we generally think. Our desire for power is often far from transparent, our longing for it deeply rooted in the mysteries of our existence such as Auden captures in his remarkable phrase, We are lived by powers we pretend to understand.
Power originates from a deep psychological source, from the very center of the self.
But what exactly is power? The word derives from the Latin posse, to be able.
As the dictionary defines it, power is the ability to mobilize, the strength and potency to accomplish something…the vital energy to make choices and decisions.
¹ While some people restrict the meaning of power to dominance, the ability to compel the obedience of others, power is more fundamentally the ability to act, to effect whatever goal we have in mind. It is the vehicle through which we exert some measure of control over the course of our own lives, but the way we express it takes many forms.
The essence of power is found in the phrase the power to do something not—as commonly thought—in the phrase the power over someone else. John O. Whitney, a management consultant, catches its protean character: Power is a freighted idea, filled with shifting cargo: power to build, power to tear down; power to hasten, power to delay; power to inspire, power to frighten; power to give, power to withhold; power to love, power to hurt; power to do good, power to do evil.
² It is the ability to say yes
or no,
to act or refuse to act, to make things happen or to keep something from happening.
Power is the ability to exert command over the self. Self-control encompasses control of our voluntary actions, but it also entails self-regulation over what are sometimes thought of as our vegetative functions—our appetite and sleep patterns—and over the maintenance of our health. Moreover, self-control encompasses the ability to manage our time, to do our chores, to fulfill our obligations, to order our lives based on the paths we choose and the demands we face. Taken together, self-regulation, self-care, and self-determination constitute agency. And agency is the prerequisite to freedom.
Power is also the ability to maintain relationships, the capacity to mediate the inevitable power clashes that arise in our personal and professional relationships, and to exert influence on others. It is the ability to forgive, to work at our relationships, and to accept the fact that our self-interest may sometimes conflict with that of our loved ones. Overbearing behavior, excessive compliance, and unnecessary defiance are all distortions of interpersonal power.
Power in and of itself is neutral, neither good nor bad, nothing more or less than a force or an energy. While the power of electricity lights up our lives, a tornado has immense destructive power. Ideas have the power to change the world for good or evil. Similarly, the power we exert individually may be constructive or destructive.
In contrast, weakness—the inability or failure to exert power in any significant way whatsoever—can be a major corrosive force in our lives. Not surprisingly, our longing for power is sometimes driven by the powerlessness all of us experience. Feelings of weakness and helplessness can be intensified by neuroses and mental maladies (inhibitions, phobias, major anxiety, or depression) or by limitations in our life circumstances (poverty, poor health, low status), but they are also intrinsic to our experience—our helplessness as infants and our knowledge of death. Unless we have developed some capacity for control over our day-to-day lives, we feel inert, at the mercy of external forces. Seen this way, our impulse to exert power or to form alliances with people who are more powerful than we are is an attempt to combat our feelings not just of personal weakness and vulnerability but also of existential fragility. Seeking power, then, is an antidote for vulnerability. But it is also something more.
The impulse to power is a kind of life force that propels us into the world to sing our song. To experience ourselves as the author of our own actions, based on our own desires, expands our sense of self-identity and self-worth. Power is made up of acts that enable us to feel that we are the creators of our own experience. Almost from birth, we seek power as a way of defining ourselves and our needs in a world that seems bent on shaping us to respond to its demands. As the author and editor Michael Korda has written: "Without power, we might as well be trees, rocks, oysters, whatever you like, estimable objects in the sight of God, useful even, obeying the complex laws of nature but without the capacity to alter the world, to control our own lives."³ Although Korda’s book Power dispenses plenty of power-mongering advice (for example, positioning your desk at a slight elevation so that people literally have to look up to you), here he is depicting power in a more general, philosophical way, proposing that it enables us to define ourselves and our needs, to shape our own destiny.
Our desire to direct our day-to-day experiences is evident in early life. Years ago, the psychologist Robert Whyte identified this desire in what he calls the battle of the spoon.
A tiny child, still in a high chair, insists on feeding himself even though the baby food ends up everywhere but in his mouth. But power in the form of agency extends beyond day-to-day choices. Ultimately, it entails being independent enough to frame our own ambitions and to take the responsibility for seeing them through to the finish line. It encompasses our ability to act independently and to appraise our chances of success in our undertakings.
Childhood teaches us a range of different power ploys. We begin to develop a repertoire of interpersonal maneuvers not only to control, influence, or cooperate with others but also to establish a sense of agency, the capacity to nudge destiny instead of simply responding to it. These two, sometimes intersecting, paths of power constitute interpersonal power and personal power.
AUTHENTIC POWER, power that we can own, derives more from a strong sense of self than from any position we might hold. What we want is not simply to be in command; we also want to feel in command. This occurs only when our power, over ourselves or over others, comes from within and is experienced as an integral part of our self. To be sure, how successfully we exert power depends on what sources of power we command. Many young boys may want to grow up to play professional basketball, but they must have the height, the talent, and the opportunity, not just the wish. The wish without the physical gifts is virtually useless, as are the physical gifts absent the drive. The phrase power to describes the thrust of power; the phrase power of describes the sources of power. Whatever our gifts may be, we always need enough self-knowledge to grasp the true range of our potential and enough drive to exercise it. Ethel Merman, we can all agree, had a powerful, commanding voice. But she also had a commanding presence, a powerful theatrical sense. Her very presence on the stage was as brassy, as loud, and as satisfying as that magnificent voice. And she really felt that way, felt that she belonged right there onstage. Asked once if she ever got stage fright, No,
she replied, I never thought about it.
Well, then, did she ever get even a little nervous before an audience? No,
she said. If they could sing as good as I can, they would be up here and I would be down there watching them.
She owned her gift. This is authentic power.
There are many potential sources of power. One of the most important is self-understanding, because it gives us the capacity to change and grow. We also derive power from intelligence, resourcefulness, likeability, and from an inner sense of strength engendered early in life. There are many intangibles that add to power: visibility, availability, self-confidence, and, when necessary, combativeness. We benefit, too, if we possess concentration and staying power. Other personal sources include physical qualities: brawn, vigor, high reserves of energy, youth in some cultures and age in others. Power can coalesce around some natural gift—creativity or a talent for music, mathematics, or language.
Many important sources of power are innate. This is particularly true when it comes to being assertive and dominant. Here, our similarity to other animals is evident. Whenever horses are let out,
one of them automatically comes to the gate first. It doesn’t seem to matter if the horse is male or female, large or small, a gelding or not; it has something to do with the horse’s innate spirit. Even if a rider comes to fetch his or her horse and calls for it, the dominant horse comes first.
Some of us possess a natural aptitude for leadership. With my Uncle Phil, it was his charisma—the power of his personality that let him hold sway over people. All his nieces and nephews were in thrall to this idealistic bachelor who always took time to play with us. He challenged us to find a rhyme for the word orange,
and promised us a million dollars if we could. He was virtually penniless so he must have been sure that no such rhyme existed, though he took the reason for his certainty to the grave with him. Ultimately, it was his communal vision of the world that we bought into, not the entrepreneurial glory propounded by our Uncle Abe. But our allegiance to Phil surely had as much to do with the emotional connection he created as with the strength of his ideas.
Our sources of power are intimately connected to our emotional profiles. Some people, like Uncle Phil, are naturally empathic and nurturant, sensitive to the needs of others without relinquishing a healthy self-interest. This is a kind of power. Indeed, in the emotional realm, it’s hard to overestimate the constructive power of love, compassion, forgiveness, and mercy. Positive feelings confirm our sense of self and add to our sense of intrinsic value, promoting our experience of ourselves as strong and effective. Joy, gladness, ecstasy, and love make us feel expansive, worthy, and important. These feelings, too, are empowering; they enhance our ability to reach out, to form bonds with others, to enter into new activities. Even in bad times, the feeling of hope keeps alive the possibility that we can reorder our lives in such a way that the future will be brighter.
By contrast, certain feelings are connected to a sense of powerlessness. Generally speaking, anxiety, fear and terror, and shame are connected to a sense of depletion and may inhibit our ability to act. Depression, whether its genesis is biological or situational, renders the afflicted person weak and helpless, sometimes even paralyzed.⁴ Because depression is so often associated with a sense of powerlessness, a pharmaceutical house promotes its antidepressant drug Zoloft as the power that speaks softly.
There are many other sources of power: access to a good education and, if we are lucky, to mentors. Traditional sources of power reside in our position in life, one to which we may be born or which we may achieve. They include wealth, social access, professional achievement, and relationships with people who are powerful or potentially useful. As Mark Twain once remarked: In Boston they ask, how much does he know? In New York, how much is he worth? In Philadelphia, who were his parents?
People sometimes strive for social status or some other kind of power by positioning themselves close to those who have it, sometimes shamelessly so. The writer Sally Quinn tells a funny and perhaps apocryphal story about the Washington hostess Gwen Cafritz and her clumsy but apparently successful campaign to achieve proximity to the powerful: Years ago, Mrs. Cafritz called the wife of Congressman Joe Casey to invite the couple over for drinks one evening. After Mrs. Casey replied that they would love to come, the conversation continued: ‘I understand your husband has just been nominated to be Secretary of Labor,’ said Mrs. Cafritz. ‘That’s right,’ replied Mrs. Casey. ‘Well,’ continued Mrs. Cafritz, ‘if he gets confirmed, we would love to have you stay for dinner.’
⁵ Social life in this context, as in many others, is not so much about pleasure as it is about positioning ourselves so that other people’s power will rub off on us.
But being powerful in the social world is not a static condition. As Edith Wharton once advised, you should always be nice to young girls; you can never tell whom they will marry. Or, in our time, become.
Power is often role-related, as with parent and child, teacher and student, employer and employee; power is also age-related, the power gradient operating against both the very young and the very old. It may be affected by social, physical, or financial factors, by class, race, and sex. Formal factors can confer power in intimate relationships—the authority of parents vis-à-vis their children, the greater prestige often accorded to a husband vis-à-vis his wife.
The Italian film Swept Away shows how social convention shapes the power gradient. A wealthy socialite and her manservant are shipwrecked on a deserted island. Because of his superior physical strength and basic survival skills, he gains power, and she, who previously scorned him, comes to idealize him. The change in their balance of power is a prelude to a torrid affair in which he proves an ardent and commanding lover; she is emotionally swept away. But the minute they are rescued, social convention takes over, and the socialite barely acknowledges her lover. Yet personal psychology sometimes upends the status conferred on us by role, resulting in unexpected reversals: a self-doubting father leans on his pubescent son to make decisions for him; the king’s wife or mistress is the power behind the throne.
Our sources of power do not reside exclusively in our own abilities and gifts, in our status, or in our emotional strength. Some of our greatest deeds and misdeeds are inspired by the power of conviction, whether religious or political; consider, for example, the acts of heroism and the acts of barbarity so often observed in war. When we add conviction to the list of factors that already includes natural talent, social role, and emotional profile, among other variables, we begin to see how truly complicated the sources of power are.
THE LATE SENATOR THOMAS PRYOR GORE once wrote to his grandson Gore Vidal, The power to excel is not the same thing as the desire to excel.
⁶ Where does the desire or the drive to assert oneself come from? The origins of power are complicated even when we’re talking about the quintessentially macho version of a character like Don Corleone in The Godfather.⁷ Head of a Mafia family, Don Corleone ruthlessly wields his power over a vast and vicious crime empire. In an interview with the critic Camille Paglia, the Godfather’s creator, Mario Puzo, explained, not so surprisingly, that he loved writing scenes that depict the operation of power, especially those that allowed him to explore the subtle manipulations through which a strong-willed person manifests his power over others.⁸
To read Puzo is to assume that he had intimate knowledge of Mafia leadership. How else would he have acquired such an intimate understanding of the brutal workings of power? From quite a different source, it turns out. In the preface to his reissued novel The Fortunate Pilgrim, Puzo revealed the true inspiration for the Godfather: "Whenever the Godfather opened his mouth, in my own mind I heard the voice of my mother…. I heard her wisdom, her ruthlessness, and her unconquerable love for her family and for life itself…. without [her], I could not have written The Godfather."⁹ His mother! But why should I be surprised, given that the advancement of family,
in both senses of the word, is Don Corleone’s central passion? In fact, we think of him as being as much paterfamilias as crime lord, a man who values his power most for enabling him to shore up the wealth, safety, and security of his blood family as well as his crime family.
For those who believe that will and dominance are fueled strictly by testosterone, the origins of the fictitious Don Corleone’s personal power should give them pause. All of us, not just Mario Puzo, acquired our basic ideas about power and powerlessness in intimate relationships, first at our mother’s breast and then at her knee. The writer and feminist June Jordan describes childhood as the first inescapable political situation each of us has to negotiate…. You are powerless. You are on the wrong side in every respect. Besides that there’s the size thing.
¹⁰ Yes and no.
Who has power and how it is exerted are complicated questions even when we’re talking about a mother and child. Totally weak and dependent at the beginning of life, the infant dramatically shows us the spectacle of power being exerted without conscious will. For playwright Thornton Wilder, the baby is Nero in the bassinette. The psychologists Erik and Joan Erikson describe the baby’s power in terms of how he affects others: The baby’s genuine weakness exerts a spiritual power over those around him…. Our newborns…are able to move us with mere whimpers and ever-so-faint smiles and even to cause crises among the strongest of us, forcing us to be for a little while more helpfully human.
¹¹ The baby’s inborn but limited repertoire of strategies to enthrall its caregivers include cuteness, helplessness, and cries of distress, what the Eriksons call the baby’s native powers of seduction.
These powers will become progressively elaborated upon—smiles and tears used ever more consciously—as the baby learns what kind of response they get. However, the baby’s inborn power and his ability to build on that power depends equally on the parents’ capacity for appreciation—what Rollo May called nutrient (or nurturant) power. If the parents do not respond, or worse, if they are abusive, the baby’s power is negated.
Just because the baby’s power depends on the parents granting it a kind of permission to exercise it does not mean that the power is not real. Paradoxically, the baby’s powerlessness evokes its parents’ protectiveness. Clearly, powerlessness and not just power shapes our private and communal lives.
We arrive at one of our earliest forms of self-determination—personal power—when we learn to hold a biscuit between thumb and forefinger. Once we can feed ourselves, we are on the road to dispensing with mother. However, we begin to experience personal power as such only when we intend to assert it. Early in our lives, the push for autonomy and independence is instinctual. But as we become increasingly self-aware, power enters into our mental lives as part of our motivational system, whether in or out of our awareness. Learning to sit up, toddle, walk, and run are all steps in learning to separate, and our longing for separation is so strong that we become very protective of whatever independence we have gained.
The psychoanalyst Althea Horner relates the key event in the development of autonomy: If one is to become a grown-up in a world of grownups, sooner or later there must be an ‘overthrow’ of parental authority, with a resultant change in the locus of security, direction, decision-making and the taking of responsibility.
¹² What she is saying is that our independence can only be won as the result of a power struggle with our parents, and one in which we are ultimately successful to some degree.
Self-will is evident from infancy on. The baby’s desire to have his own way inevitably meets opposition from his parents, resulting in a clash of wills. Beginning toward the end of the first year and accelerating during the second year, the toddler is developing a new set of skills and abilities that often brings his noisy self-assertion—I can do it for myself
—into immediate clashes with his parents. The terrible twos are good evidence of our natural resistance to power as we strive for self-expression. Many a parent has seen a little child tottering at the top of a steep flight of stairs after an unsupervised—and explicitly forbidden—climb, and fearing for his safety, runs to offer the child assistance. No! Do it myself!
the child cries when the parent offers a helping hand (or worse a controlling one). Though most parents view the terrible twos as a disagreeable period of negativity, the child’s ebullience of will evident in his insistence on no
or yes
is actually a crystallization of himself as an autonomous being.¹³ The toddler’s mastery of these two words and his eagerness to stand by his judgments are major leaps toward forming an independent sense of self—and often enough the beginning of an overt power struggle with his parents. Here we see that, from the beginning, interpersonal power and personal power develop in tandem.
The toddler’s struggle is not just an external struggle with his parents. Toddlers are also struggling to exert control and constraint over their own impulses, a prerequisite for the acquisition of personal power. The writer and psychoanalyst Judith Viorst describes how you sometimes hear a child mumbling about whether or not to do something forbidden: I will take the cookie. No, I shouldn’t.
Not only no and yes
but also should and shouldn’t.
Language is a brand new tool for the toddler, not only for controlling others but also for self-control.¹⁴
Describing the child’s acquisition of self-control, Viorst cautions that it is not an easy lesson: It takes a while to accept the on-the-face-of-it preposterous point of view that self-control may be the royal road to freedom…allowing us to master ourselves—and the world.
The paradox Viorst emphasizes is that each of us must struggle to manage, master, dominate, regulate, influence, curb, or restrain [our own] impulses.
¹⁵ We must curb gratification in order