Living the Extraordinary Life: Nine Principles to Discover It
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"If an honest and capable portrait painter depicted you, what would the world see? Integrity, courage, and conviction? Or dishonesty, fear, and doubt?"
Dr. Charles Stanley asks this question as he encourages us to probe the depths of our hearts and to take stock of who we really are. Many people are content to live below their real potential and to settle for less than God intends?just the status quo. He wants us to live victorious lives.
In Living the Extraordinary Life, Dr. Stanley gives us time-tested truths that God reveals through Scripture?nine simple but effective life principles that can help us live truly triumphant lives. Learn how:
- surrendering your life to God leads to peace, contentment, and joy
- obedience always brings blessing
- only by patience can we know God's will
- we can win out battles if we fight them on our knees
Whether we are longtime Christians struggling with the temptations and stresses of today's world, or new believers reaching out for the first time to Christ to transform our lives, this book can point us to the secrets for living happier, more meaningful lives.
"Becoming the masterpiece God created you to be is a lifelong process in which He is continually shaping you into a unique reflection of His Son," Dr. Stanley says. "It is my prayer that you will embrace each one of these principles fully, and in doing so, discover the extraordinary life God has planned for you."
Charles F. Stanley
Dr. Charles F. Stanley was the founder of In Touch Ministries and pastor emeritus of First Baptist Church Atlanta, Georgia, where he served more than fifty years. He was also a New York Times bestselling author of more than seventy books. Until his death in 2023, Dr. Stanley’s mission was to get the gospel to “as many people as possible, as quickly as possible, as clearly as possible, as irresistibly as possible, through the power of the Holy Spirit to the glory of God.” This is a calling that In Touch Ministries continues to pursue by transmitting his teachings as widely and effectively as possible. Dr. Stanley’s messages can be heard daily on In Touch with Dr. Charles Stanley broadcasts on television, radio, and satellite networks and stations around the world; on the internet at intouch.org and through In Touch+; and via the In Touch Messenger Lab. Excerpts from Dr. Stanley’s inspiring messages are also published in the award-winning In Touch devotional magazine.
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Living the Extraordinary Life - Charles F. Stanley
It is with great joy that I dedicate this book to my dear friend
and colleague Robert (Bob) Schipper, whose faithful service
both to me and In Touch Ministries
has truly been extraordinary.
CONTENTS
Preface
Introduction: Your Life As a Masterpiece
PRINCIPLE 1
Complete Surrender to God Brings Complete Life
PRINCIPLE 2
God’s Grace Is the Starting Point
PRINCIPLE 3
True Effectiveness Comes Through Intimacy with God
PRINCIPLE 4
Trust the Lord, and He Will Move Heaven and Earth to Accomplish His Purpose
PRINCIPLE 5
Obedience Always Brings Blessing
PRINCIPLE 6
Knowing God’s Will Is Worth the Wait
PRINCIPLE 7
God Refines Us by Fire
PRINCIPLE 8
Fight Your Battles on Your Knees, and You’ll Win Every Time
PRINCIPLE 9
The Bible Is the Sourcebook of Life
Conclusion: Living a Legacy
Afterword
Notes
About the Author
PREFACE
Life in the twenty-first century is tough. The world is becoming increasingly volatile. Despite unprecedented technological, scientific, and educational advances, our society grows more fragile with each passing year. Institutional, cultural, and moral foundations upon which we have come to depend are rapidly decaying, and pressures inside and outside the home sometimes overwhelm us.
Are you wrestling against forces that seem out of your control? Is life’s treadmill going faster than you are? If you answer yes, like most people today, you are running your own life, moving from crisis to crisis without slowing down. Like a sick person who ignores the dull pain in his spine, you work harder and spend more money trying to distract yourself from a reality that might interrupt your life. If the pain becomes intolerable, you’ll seek help. And you may learn that your condition is worse than you thought—that it might have been prevented had you dealt with it earlier.
During the past seven decades, I have sometimes run myself weary on that same treadmill. I have strived, failed, achieved, stumbled, and been lifted up. I have listened to the advice of my peers and heeded the wisdom of God. I’ve seen the top of the spiritual mountain
and been caught in a valley so deep I thought I would never find my way out. Throughout my life’s journey, I have come to understand one thing clearly: only God can help you to live a truly extraordinary life.
There is a bedrock of truth upon which we can stand—a truth so strong no tide can move it. Because we are followers of Christ, our confidence in unstable times lies in an unchanging God who provides steady anchors of faith and assurance. When I think of how near God is and yet how often we fail to see Him, I am reminded of a photography excursion I once took to Switzerland in hopes of photographing a legendary mountain: the Matterhorn. After a four-hour train ride to the town of Zermatt, I was greeted by a storm of rain, sleet, and snow that persisted for three days. I surveyed the entire area, but never even saw the foot of the mountain, let alone anything worth photographing. On my last night there, I shared my disappointment with the Lord. I had come a long way for the sole purpose of taking a picture of that mountain, and I knew He understood.
Before I lay down to sleep, I opened the shutters of my window to let in the fresh air. I woke at 5:20 AM and looked out at the morning. Even today I can still see it—the Matterhorn, all 14,691 feet of her glorious whiteness, hovered above me like a giant cobra. The sky in the background was completely black, and a halo of light illuminated the entire mountain. It was as if God said, See what happens when you wait for Me.
Later that day, I rode the cable car to nearly 12,000 feet, but the best shots I got were the ones I took from my hotel window. The building in front of me was just low enough that I could shoot over it, and I had an absolutely perfect view. To this day, my picture of the Matterhorn is one of my favorites. The awesome lesson I learned from this experience was that God is always near—whether we can see Him or not. I’d been there for three days searching in vain through a blanket of fog. Yet all that time, the peak was right there in front of me.
God’s promises are like that. If you will slow down and focus your attention enough to see them, you can appropriate them for your life in unimaginable ways. In the midst of spiraling instability, it is easy to forget your true source of strength. Yet even as you stumble along life’s wearying path, He walks with you—through disillusionment, discouragement, and doubt. He is never turned away by your wayward acts. He knows that on your own, you can do nothing, but that through Christ, you can and will succeed. He who began a good work in you will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus (PHIL. 1:6).
When you place your hope in temporal things—money, social status, achievements, acceptance, or even the love of your family and friends— your foundation will inevitably crumble. Worldly comforts are no defense against the tumultuous storms that life often delivers. Your identity must be based on something greater than what the world offers if you are to stand strong.
As the old saying goes, life is not about who you are; it’s about whose you are. And whose you are has essentially nothing to do with you and everything to do with Him. Your challenge is to get out of the way so God can move in and through you. He has a distinct purpose for each of His children, and He wants you to understand that purpose. When you finally see how beloved you are and how great is your calling, you will begin to live for God through His power.
The Bible offers us numerous principles for walking successfully with God, for living the extraordinary life. I do not have the space to detail each and every one of them here—you can find a more extensive treatment in the Life Principles Bible. In this book, I will address nine time-tested truths that God reveals to us through Scripture and discuss how we as believers can live extraordinary lives.
What is the extraordinary life? It is the life sustained by an inner peace and joy in the good times as well as the bad. I can honestly say, after all these years, that I am finally at a place where I know how to face anxiety, fear, and the pressures that accompany life this side of heaven. My ultimate goal now is to live in undisturbed union with Jesus Christ, and by His strength, I am closer than ever.
Becoming the masterpiece God created you to be is a lifelong process in which He is continually shaping you into a unique reflection of His Son. It is my prayer that you will embrace each one of these principles fully and, in doing so, discover the extraordinary life God has planned for you.
At the end of each chapter, you will find a suggested Bible reading, a prayer, and a place to record your thoughts regarding the principle. I also encourage you to visit the In Touch ministries web site at www.InTouch.org, where you will find a more in-depth study of the principles in this book, as well as numerous courses on the foundations of our faith. When you log on to our Web site, take advantage of the opportunity provided to share with me your personal journey and to connect with other Christians around the world.
INTRODUCTION
YOUR LIFE AS A MASTERPIECE
On April 12, 1945, President Franklin Delano Roosevelt was at the Little White House in Warm Springs, Georgia, sitting for a portrait, when he died suddenly of a cerebral hemorrhage. The Unfinished Portrait, as it is called, remains on its easel looking out on the world much as it did when artist Elizabeth Shoumatoff lay her brush down at the sight of the president’s collapse. The watercolor likeness of the president shows a man of inner strength and resolve. However, photographs taken days before and placed alongside the artist’s canvas for reference reveal a much different man, a national leader who was emotionally and physically taxed from the political load he bore.
Later, Madame Shoumatoff returned to her work on the president’s portrait. Nevertheless, she did not choose to finish the watercolor she had originally begun. It was complete in its own right. Instead, she painted a new picture, a handsome rendering of President Roosevelt that portrayed his confidence and charisma. We see no visible flaws in this likeness; rather, we see a man of integrity, courage, and conviction who profoundly affected the world in which he lived.
Do you ever wonder what a portrait of you would reveal? If an honest and capable painter depicted you, what would the world see? Integrity, courage, and conviction? Or dishonesty, fear, and doubt? Most people live behind a façade of sorts—somewhat like the second picture of President Roosevelt—which reveals only a part of who they are. Afraid of rejection, they hide their flaws from the world and even from themselves.
Thankfully there is one person—the One who matters most—who sees all of our flaws and failures but loves us completely the way we are. Just as Madame Shoumatoff chose to focus her attention on the inner beauty of the subject she painted, God sees in each of His children the redemption and promise won by His Son at Calvary. You are His masterpiece, a work conceived in grace and love. And if you allow Him to, He will paint the colors of your life in a way that glorifies Him: We are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them
(EPH. 2:10 NKJV ).
By God’s loving grace, each of us was created in the image of Christ. Though our lives, from a human perspective, are still on the canvas, God has seen the final portraits. He has eternal eyes, and He knows exactly what part of our lives need His greatest attention. Every frustration, every disappointment, and every joy has a purpose. He causes all things to work together for good for those who love Him and are called according to His purpose (ROM. 8:28).
For many people, this is a hard concept to grasp. You may see your life as incomplete, much like the unfinished portrait of President Roosevelt. But God views you from a totally different perspective. When He sees your life, He sees a person of worth and great promise.
THE TRUTH OF WHO YOU ARE IN CHRIST
WILL SET YOU FREE
Back in the fifties, I used to watch a television program called The Life of Riley. (Some readers are old enough to remember watching it.) The idea was to portray a life that everyone would want to experience. During the opening credits, the star of the series was shown lying back in a hammock with his arms folded behind his head, while others hurriedly cut grass and cleaned the yard behind him. However, as the story unfolded, viewers quickly saw how unpredictable and funny life could be. Somehow, Riley always came out on top, unscathed by the episode and back in his hammock.
But Riley was only a television character created by a group of talented writers, actors, and directors. Tragically, many people spend their entire lives trying to live the life of Riley. They turn to money and friends for the fulfillment that only God can offer, and they are disillusioned when they feel empty inside.
Fulfillment in a material sense does not guarantee that the inner hunger residing deep within our souls will be satisfied. True fulfillment does not come as a result of owning a large home, driving a new car, or having money in the bank. True fulfillment is the result of having a personal relationship with Jesus Christ.
Some of the richest people in the world are the loneliest. They use their money to travel and buy all that their hearts desire, but their search for true happiness continues. Many of them mistakenly believe that genuine fulfillment is one financial merger away. What they really need is a heart and soul merger.
Solomon wrote,
I enlarged my works: I built houses for myself, I planted vineyards for myself; I made gardens and parks for myself and I planted in them all kinds of fruit trees . . . I collected for myself silver and gold and the treasure of kings and provinces . . . Then I became great and increased more than all who preceded me in Jerusalem . . . All that my eyes desired I did not refuse them. I did not withhold my heart from any pleasure, for my heart was pleased because of all my labor and this was my reward. . . . Thus I considered all my activities which my hands had done and the labor which I had exerted, and behold all was vanity and striving after wind and there was no profit under the sun. (E
CCL
. 2:4–11)
Life at its best is not without trouble and pain; rather, it encompasses the fullness of experiences that lead to a deeper wisdom and knowledge of God’s grace. Through the trials of life, our heavenly Father teaches us, directs us, and shapes us into truly glorious people. Solomon wrote,
Trust in the L
ORD
with all your heart
And do not lean on your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge Him,
And He will make your paths straight.
Do not be wise in your own eyes;
Fear the L
ORD
and turn away from evil. (P
ROV
. 3:5–7)
When we place our trust in Christ, we essentially abandon ourselves to Him and willingly let go of the things that captivate our fleshly attention. We agree with God to resist the temptation to get caught up in the fray of our society.
Material possessions, financial security, and relationships cannot fill the deep, unsettling voids that accompany life. Jesus realized that the powerful hunger in our hearts yields easily to selfish desires. That was why He told His disciples to seek first His kingdom and His righteousness; and all these things will be added to you
(MATT. 6:33).
Everything you will ever need is already yours in Jesus Christ. Giving yourself to Him does not mean you will come out with less. It means you will come out with the best. When we give ourselves to God, He always gives much more in return. However, His dividends may not include owning a house at the beach, a mountain cottage, and a home in the city. Some xvi of the happiest people I have known are those who have less, yet are spiritually wealthy and emotionally stable, all because they have learned to place their trust in something that can never be taken from them—a loving relationship with the Lord Jesus Christ (LUKE 10:42).
You may be a Christian who attends church faithfully, prays daily, and even gives generously. Yet if you place your confidence in your own intellect and power instead of trusting God, you are standing in the way of His highest blessing for your life. Regardless of how we appear to others, God sees every aspect of us. He knows what each original portrait looks like.
He sees your life from beginning to end, and because He loves you, He works all things in and through your life for His glory. Many times what seems painful to you on the outside is really God working on the inside to bring you to the end of yourself and ultimately closer to Him. His primary goal is not to make you great, but to love you greatly, to experience intimate fellowship with you, and to prepare you for eternity.
You are His masterpiece, and He has given His Word as a testimony to the love and joy He has for you. ZEPHANIAH 3:17 declares, The LORD your God is in your midst, a victorious warrior. He will exult over you with joy, He will be quiet in His love, He will rejoice over you with shouts of joy.
God rejoices over you, though He knows your life is still in the process of becoming all that He has planned—though you are not yet what you will be when you step into His eternal presence. Until that time, He is shaping your life, conforming you to the image of His Son.
Amid the uncertainty and pressures surrounding you, Jesus is at your side to strengthen and encourage you. When your eyes are fixed on Him and not the world around you, you begin to see life differently. Instead of your striving to live up to others’ standards, the Holy Spirit will teach you to dwell on the things of God, which are pure and honoring to Jesus Christ.
This does not mean that you will avoid the feelings of rejection or loneliness. Jesus felt both, and yet the goal of accomplishing the Father’s will was always before Him. He knew that in order to complete His mission, He would have to endure the trials of life. For Jesus, this meant the Cross and physical death.
You can walk in victory because Jesus is your example, and His Spirit lives in you. How could He possibly bear the weight of all our sins and still remain victorious? God had given Him an eternal perspective; He knew the Resurrection was a completed fact. And after three days He rose to walk in victory. God gives you strength and power too through the presence of the Holy Spirit (ROM. 8:11).
God uses every frustration, fear, and feeling of hopelessness like colors on an artist’s palette to move your life toward completion. Hardship, however difficult, reminds us of our need for the Father and chases us to Him, where we belong. One day you will see the wonder and splendor of God’s work and understand the purpose behind each of your trials. Like an artist blending both dark and light colors to achieve a beautiful portrait, He will work in your life to create a masterpiece.
In Deuteronomy, God gives us a spiritual principle to use as a compass for our lives: our identity must be based in Christ. Is your heart pointed toward God? Or is it focused on selfish desires? You shall do what is right and good in the sight of the LORD, that it may be well with you and that you may go in and possess the good land which the LORD swore to give your fathers
(6:18).
He will love you and bless you and multiply you,
wrote Moses (DEUT. 7:13). This is the result of obedience. Though this principle was given to Israel, it also is a command for us to heed. When you declare your love for the Lord and submit your life to Him, He will bless you, guide you, and bring a sense of sincere fulfillment to your heart.
SUGGESTED BIBLE READING
EPHESIANS 2:10; ROMANS 8:11–28; ISAIAH 29:16; ECCLESIASTES 2:4–11; PROVERBS 3:5–7; MATTHEW 6:33; and LUKE 10:42.
PRAYER
Dear heavenly Father, I want to become the masterpiece You desire me to be. I pray that You would help me to put away my