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298 pages, Paperback
First published January 14, 1998
February 18, 1993. I am given a week to live.
Four years (approximately 169 weeks, 1,183 days, 28,392 hours) pass.
March 11, 1997. I am alive.
I have an eating disorder, no question about it. It and I live in an uncomfortable state of mutual antagonism. That is, to me, a far cry better than once upon a time, when it and I shared a bed, a brain, a body, when my sense of worth was entirely contingent upon my ability to starve. A strange equation, and an altogether too-common belief: One’s worth is exponentially increased with one’s incremental disappearance.
I know for a fact that sickness is easier. But health is more interesting.
It is in your nature to heal. The lines you've fed yourself and been fed about your tragic self-destructive nature are your invention. It is in your nature not to careen toward your own death, but to persist in your own life.