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Paula - 1st Edition/1st Printing by Isabel Allende
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bookshelves: memoirs, signed-by-author, biography, california, latin-america

Paula by Isabel Allende is an autobiographical account of her family's experiences in Chile, writing feverishly at the bedside of her daughter, Paula, as she lay in a coma from a genetic neurological disease in Barcelona, Spain. At first it was written for Paula so that she will not be lost or afraid when she awoke; then as it became clearer that this wouldn't happen, Allende continued to write as a cathartic of the time her family was driven from their home in Chile following the military coup of 1973 and the assassination of her uncle, Salvador Allende. She speaks to life in her beloved Chile during the tyrannical regime of Augusto Pinochet. She recounts the time her beloved grandfather was dying. Unable to return to Chile, she began writing him a letter but as she continued to write, Allende announced to her family that she had written a book. This became a bestseller in Latin America, and soon, around the world, The House of Spirits. Woven throughout the book Paula, Isabel Allende writes of Paula, the beautiful child that she was, and the courageous and giving adult that she became. It is very much a process of the stages of grief and letting go of someone that we love, as she embraces Paula's new husband and the process where together they realize that they must let Paula go. This was a beautiful and loving tribute, not only to Paula, but to Isabel Allende.

On a personal note, visiting Latin America in 1981, I became very drawn to the politics and literature of that time, particularly in Colombia, Chile and Argentina. It was hard to forget the beautiful city of Santiago, as we all gazed upon the Palace of Governors and were told that this is where Salvador Allende "committed suicide." Or during our stay in Buenos Aires, looking down from my hotel window and seeing women marching in the park below, all dressed in black, including lace mantillas, and carrying signs with the names of family members who had disappeared. This was the weekly march of the mothers of the disappeared, the desaparecidos. Lastly, having had the pleasure and honor of attending a few book signings with Isabel Allende, she always signs her books with a flower. It is in this book, she relates as the dictatorship of Pinochet was becoming more oppressive, she accepted many of the external signs of the Flower Children, "adopting flowers in her clothing, painting them on the walls of their home and car--enormous yellow sunflowers and bright dahlias. . . "

I am Chilean, I come from a 'long petal of sea and wine and snow,' as Pablo Neruda described my country, and you're from there, too, Paula, even though you bear the indelible stamp of the Caribbean where you spent the years of your childhood."

"In Chile, we are influenced by the eternal presence of the mountains that separate us from the rest of the continent, and by a sense of precariousness inevitable in a region of geological and political catastrophes. Everything trembles beneath our feet; we know no security."

" I was transported with implacable clarity to the times I lived in Chile under the heavy mantle of terror: censorship and self-censorship, denunciations, curfew, soldiers with faces camouflaged . . . arrests in the street, homes, offices. . . .helping fugitives find asylum, sleepless nights when we had someone hidden in our home, clumsy schemes to slip information out of the country."

"It came to me how for countless centuries women have lost their children, how it is humanity's most ancient and inevitable sorrow. I am not alone, most mothers know this pain, it breaks their heart but they go on living because they must protect and love those who are left."
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Reading Progress

October 24, 2011 – Shelved
July 6, 2013 – Shelved as: memoirs
May 20, 2014 – Shelved as: signed-by-author
April 15, 2019 – Shelved as: biography
April 15, 2019 – Shelved as: to-read
April 15, 2019 – Shelved as: on-deck
May 2, 2019 – Started Reading
May 3, 2019 –
page 9
2.73% "“Writing is a long process of introspection; it is a voyage toward the darkest caverns of consciousness, a long, slow meditation. I write feeling my way in silence, and along the way discover particles of truth, small crystals that fit in the palm of one hand and justify my passage through this world.”"
May 3, 2019 –
page 14
4.24% "“I am Chilean. I come from a ‘long petal of sea and wine and snow,’ as Pablo Neruda described my country, and you’re from there, too, Paula, even though you bear the indelible stamp of the Caribbean where you spent the years of your childhood.”"
May 3, 2019 –
page 14
4.24% "“In Chile we are influenced by the eternal presence of the mountains that separate us from the rest of the continent, and by a sense of precariousness inevitable in a region of geological and political catastrophes. Everything trembles beneath our feet; we know no security.”"
May 3, 2019 –
page 37
11.21% "“My love for heights, and my relationship with trees, originated with that trip. I have returned several times to the south of Chile and I always feel that same indescribable love for the landscape. Crossing the cordillera of the Andes is engraved in my soul as one of the true epiphanies of my existence.”"
May 3, 2019 –
page 38
11.52% "“Now, and during other critical moments when I try to remember prayers and cannot evoke the words or the rituals, the only vision I can turn to for consolation is that of those misty paths through the chill forest of gigantic ferns and tree trunks rising toward the heavens, the sheer mountain passes, and the sharp profile of snow-covered volcanoes reflected in emerald lakes.”"
May 4, 2019 –
page 138
41.82% "“My life was characterized by work and responsibilities; nothing was further from my temperament than the bucolic indolence of the Flower Children. I did, however, immediately accept many of the external signs of that culture. . . I not only adopted flowers in my clothing, I painted them on the walls of our house and on our car—enormous yellow sunflowers and bright dahlias. . . “"
May 4, 2019 –
page 281
85.15% "1978 - The Catholic Church reported the discovery of the bodies of fifteen “desaparecidos” outside of Santiago."
May 4, 2019 –
page 282
85.45% "“I was transported with implacable clarity to the times I lived in Chile under the heavy mantle of terror: censorship and self-censorship, denunciations, curfew, soldiers with faces camouflaged . . . arrests in the street, homes, offices . . . helping fugitives find asylum, sleepless nights when we had someone hidden in our home, clumsy schemes to slip information out of the country. . . “"
May 4, 2019 –
page 291
88.18% "“It came to me how for countless centuries women have lost their children, how it is humanity’s most ancient and inevitable sorrow. I am not alone, most mothers know this pain, it breaks their heart but they go on living because they must protect and love those who are left.”"
May 4, 2019 –
page 300
90.91% "“We descended along a curving highway bordered with large trees; a concerto was playing on the radio, and I had the sensation of having lived that moment before, of having been in that place many times, of belonging there. Later I knew why: the north of California looks like Chile, the same rough coastline, hills, vegetation, birds, even the cloud formations in the sky.”"
May 4, 2019 – Shelved as: california
May 4, 2019 – Finished Reading
May 9, 2019 – Shelved as: latin-america

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message 1: by Barbara (new)

Barbara What a lovely review, Lorna. I have read many of Allende's books, but not this one. I need to rectify that. I have an interest in the countries you mention, as well. We have been to Santiago and Buenos Aires. Our one son -in -law is from there and only here ten years. He says he was an American even before becoming a U.S. citizen. Given the political problems those three countries have had, I can understand why you liked The Fruit of the Drunken Tree. I loved it, too, but I am still haunted by some of the fear and violence those girls experienced - especially how they would pull limbs off their Barbie dolls.


Lorna Thank you for your lovely comments, Barbara. When you read it, I will be interested in your thoughts. “Sum of Our Days” will be the next book I read by Allende. It is another memoir and also looks very good.


message 3: by Joe (new)

Joe As you know, I just finished my first Allende novel and had a spell cast on me, Lorna. I spent maybe a half hour researching her life but didn't realize that she named the magazine she co-founded in 1967 after her daughter. Now I'd like to know more about Allende's family, as well as Chilean history.


Lorna Joe wrote: "As you know, I just finished my first Allende novel and had a spell cast on me, Lorna. I spent maybe a half hour researching her life but didn't realize that she named the magazine she co-founded i..."

Joe, I love that you have come under the spell of Isabelle Allende and she has a lot of magic to weave in her magnificent body of work. Paula was a beautiful memoir followed by The Sum of Our Days. I think Julie had the right idea in suggesting The House of Spirits as it is such a beautiful book. I love the story that she told in Paula when she was separated from her grandfather when he was dying because they were in exile, she began writing to him each day eventually telling her family that she had written a book, that being The House of Spirits. Thank you for your comment, Joe.


message 5: by Joseph (new)

Joseph Sciuto Lorna, that was a wonderful review. I visited parts of Latin America in the mid-eighties and even though I was drunk most of the time I still remember the people, the military everywhere, and at the time I could only imagine the deep dark secrets these kind and generous people had buried inside them. Great, touching, review. Thank you.


message 6: by Lorna (last edited May 30, 2021 10:22AM) (new) - rated it 5 stars

Lorna Joseph wrote: "Lorna, that was a wonderful review. I visited parts of Latin America in the mid-eighties and even though I was drunk most of the time I still remember the people, the military everywhere, and at th..."

Thank you for your kind comment, Joseph. And how right you are about the oppressive presence of the military. When we first landed in Bogata, Colombia it was shocking. And I so agree about the deep secrets that this kind and generous people were forced to bury. That is why I was so moved by the movement started by the "Mothers of the Disappeared." They spoke out and marched week after week in protest.

And Joseph, those pisco sours can sneak up on you. . . .


message 7: by Julie (new)

Julie G Lovely, Lorna!


Lorna Julie wrote: "Lovely, Lorna!"

Thank you, Julie.


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