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Cantoras
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bookshelves: 5-star, 2020-read, absolute-faves, buddy-read, fiction, historical, literary, life-changing, lgbtq-sapphic, own-hardcopy, own-ebook, reviewed, faves-2020, featured-faves, comfort-reads, 2021-read, latinx, books-that-have-my-whole-heart
Nov 20, 2020
bookshelves: 5-star, 2020-read, absolute-faves, buddy-read, fiction, historical, literary, life-changing, lgbtq-sapphic, own-hardcopy, own-ebook, reviewed, faves-2020, featured-faves, comfort-reads, 2021-read, latinx, books-that-have-my-whole-heart
Read 3 times. Last read July 2, 2021 to July 3, 2021.
3rd read: Jul 3, 2021
Buddy reread again with Gabriella! This is our third read (yes), and there are still little details we noticed for the first time. The writing and story and imageries are just as beautiful, the characters just as complex and lovable. It feels warm to spend time with the cantoras again. Also, I cried again, but this time, from joy.
2nd read: Dec 21, 2020
For the audiobook review & 2nd read thoughts, see here.
1st read: Nov 19, 2020
You know the question people like to ask: if you were only to read one book for the rest of your life, what would it be? I never had an answer; never, until today. I’d gladly read Cantoras a thousand times over; I’d hug this book to my heart forever if I could.
The story opens with the five women—Flaca (21), Romina (22, Jewish), Anita/La Venus (27), Paz (16), and Malena (25)—traveling to Cabo Polonio from Montevideo for the first time in 1977. This beach, relatively untouched by the Uruguayan regime, becomes the cantoras’ refuge for years to come.
Written in stream of consciousness narrative, Cantoras flows perfectly, weaving between the present and the past, and from person to person. The writing is breathtaking; the five women, connected through their identities, their shared desire for freedom amidst the suffocation in the era, are distinctly beautiful. The ocean sings, the waves unconfined; the cantoras deserve freedom, too.
Flaca (La Pilota), Romina, La Venus (because she is La Venus to me and never Anita), Paz, and Malena. They are the very definition of a found family. Over the years, their love for each other shifts and reforms, their dynamics fierce and strong. And their names. Whenever I read their names, my heart jumps as if I were reunited with long-lost friends. Perhaps I am. Over the course of the book, we grew to understand them like close friends, and there is something intimate about that. I feel especially connected to Paz for her introversion, love of both literature and physical exertions. Also maybe because she started out as a baby gay, stealing my heart.
There has never been another book that hit me so hard, that I cried and sobbed because I personally felt connect to all of the characters, not just the five cantoras but all of them. My heart broke for them as they suffered and soared when they were free. I’ve gripped the fabric of the shirt on my chest so many times I couldn’t tell if it was my fingers clenching or my heart.
I think the most surreal thing is that the plot wasn’t really surprising because De Robertis depicted all the characters so perfectly, it was clear how they’d react, what they’d do, and they are like your stubborn friends whom you love so much but could do nothing about to change what they were going to do. How could things not have happened the way they did? I knew what was coming, but that didn’t make anything hurt less; it made everything more emotional because I connected with all the characters and every flash of pain felt like losing a friend in life. It literally felt like a part of myself had been slaughtered and I have no better way to put it. I laugh with them when they are in joy because I am incredibly happy for them, and I am always thrilled when they find freedom. My heart might not survive another emotionally intense experience because what they’ve been through, I feel like I’ve been through, too.
There are a lot of imageries throughout the story, mainly music (cantora), ocean (Cabo Polonio), and fire (stars). I think everything is about desire, freedom, and love. Cantoras has gutted me yet also made me so happy; I didn’t know it was possible, to be both exhilarated yet pained, to weep in sorrow and joy at the same time.
Thinking about Cantoras makes my breath shaky, and when I breathe in, I feel like bawling all over again. I will never lean against another doorway without thinking of Paz and Flaca, or look at rocks at the ocean without being reminded of Romina and Malena. And the prose is so precise, I am sure De Robertis wrote it in the way words were invented for. I think I’ll be listening to the audiobook version soon, or reread it immediately because I cannot stand not having Flaca, Romina, La Venus, Paz, and Malena in my life.
content warnings: homophobia, sexism, infidelity, government censorship, torture, abuse (cigarette burns), rape, sexual assault, pedophilia, loss of family, alcohol abuse, forced hospitalization (conversion therapy), electric shock, suicide, blood, miscarriage(view spoiler)
Buddy read with Gabriella. Check out her incredible review here.["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>
Buddy reread again with Gabriella! This is our third read (yes), and there are still little details we noticed for the first time. The writing and story and imageries are just as beautiful, the characters just as complex and lovable. It feels warm to spend time with the cantoras again. Also, I cried again, but this time, from joy.
2nd read: Dec 21, 2020
For the audiobook review & 2nd read thoughts, see here.
1st read: Nov 19, 2020
“I think you know how to love.”
You know the question people like to ask: if you were only to read one book for the rest of your life, what would it be? I never had an answer; never, until today. I’d gladly read Cantoras a thousand times over; I’d hug this book to my heart forever if I could.
The story opens with the five women—Flaca (21), Romina (22, Jewish), Anita/La Venus (27), Paz (16), and Malena (25)—traveling to Cabo Polonio from Montevideo for the first time in 1977. This beach, relatively untouched by the Uruguayan regime, becomes the cantoras’ refuge for years to come.
[Paz] hadn’t known air could taste like this, so wide, so open. Her body a welcome. Skin awake. The world was more than she had known, even if only for this instant, even if only in this place.
Written in stream of consciousness narrative, Cantoras flows perfectly, weaving between the present and the past, and from person to person. The writing is breathtaking; the five women, connected through their identities, their shared desire for freedom amidst the suffocation in the era, are distinctly beautiful. The ocean sings, the waves unconfined; the cantoras deserve freedom, too.
Flaca (La Pilota), Romina, La Venus (because she is La Venus to me and never Anita), Paz, and Malena. They are the very definition of a found family. Over the years, their love for each other shifts and reforms, their dynamics fierce and strong. And their names. Whenever I read their names, my heart jumps as if I were reunited with long-lost friends. Perhaps I am. Over the course of the book, we grew to understand them like close friends, and there is something intimate about that. I feel especially connected to Paz for her introversion, love of both literature and physical exertions. Also maybe because she started out as a baby gay, stealing my heart.
They’d been forming a kind of family, woven from castoffs, like a quilt made from strops of leftover fabric no one wanted. They wanted each other. They had to stay woven. They would not fray.
There has never been another book that hit me so hard, that I cried and sobbed because I personally felt connect to all of the characters, not just the five cantoras but all of them. My heart broke for them as they suffered and soared when they were free. I’ve gripped the fabric of the shirt on my chest so many times I couldn’t tell if it was my fingers clenching or my heart.
I think the most surreal thing is that the plot wasn’t really surprising because De Robertis depicted all the characters so perfectly, it was clear how they’d react, what they’d do, and they are like your stubborn friends whom you love so much but could do nothing about to change what they were going to do. How could things not have happened the way they did? I knew what was coming, but that didn’t make anything hurt less; it made everything more emotional because I connected with all the characters and every flash of pain felt like losing a friend in life. It literally felt like a part of myself had been slaughtered and I have no better way to put it. I laugh with them when they are in joy because I am incredibly happy for them, and I am always thrilled when they find freedom. My heart might not survive another emotionally intense experience because what they’ve been through, I feel like I’ve been through, too.
There are a lot of imageries throughout the story, mainly music (cantora), ocean (Cabo Polonio), and fire (stars). I think everything is about desire, freedom, and love. Cantoras has gutted me yet also made me so happy; I didn’t know it was possible, to be both exhilarated yet pained, to weep in sorrow and joy at the same time.
Now here [Romina] was again, suspended in her own desire as if desire didn’t live inside you at all but instead it was you who lived inside your desire, as if a woman’s wanting could be oceanic, vast enough to be swum, to be submerged in.
Thinking about Cantoras makes my breath shaky, and when I breathe in, I feel like bawling all over again. I will never lean against another doorway without thinking of Paz and Flaca, or look at rocks at the ocean without being reminded of Romina and Malena. And the prose is so precise, I am sure De Robertis wrote it in the way words were invented for. I think I’ll be listening to the audiobook version soon, or reread it immediately because I cannot stand not having Flaca, Romina, La Venus, Paz, and Malena in my life.
content warnings: homophobia, sexism, infidelity, government censorship, torture, abuse (cigarette burns), rape, sexual assault, pedophilia, loss of family, alcohol abuse, forced hospitalization (conversion therapy), electric shock, suicide, blood, miscarriage(view spoiler)
Buddy read with Gabriella. Check out her incredible review here.["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>
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“It seemed, at times, that this was the only way the world would be remade as the heroes had dreamed: one woman lifts another woman, and she in turn lifts the world.”
― Cantoras
― Cantoras
Reading Progress
March 18, 2020
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November 16, 2020
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Started Reading
November 19, 2020
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Finished Reading
December 5, 2020
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(Audible Audio Edition)
December 14, 2020
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Started Reading
(Audible Audio Edition)
December 21, 2020
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Finished Reading
(Audible Audio Edition)
July 2, 2021
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Started Reading
July 3, 2021
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Finished Reading
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Nov 20, 2020 07:20AM
WOW, this initial-thoughts review is incredible. Why does it make me want to cry again? Also, your full review will be everything. I don't know if I'll ever bring myself to actually review this book because...how does one words after that...I will never know...
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Thanks for sharing your feelings on this book Hsinju, it clearly made an impact, looking forward to the full review!
Gabriella wrote: "WOW, this initial-thoughts review is incredible. Why does it make me want to cry again? Also, your full review will be everything. I don't know if I'll ever bring myself to actually review this boo..."
Aww thank you so much, Gabriella!! I’m also wondering if I could review it because I’d never be able to do it nor my feelings justice...
Aww thank you so much, Gabriella!! I’m also wondering if I could review it because I’d never be able to do it nor my feelings justice...
R wrote: "Full review or not, this is terrific as usual, Hsinju! If this is the one book you would choose to read...it’s now on my list. :)"
Thanks so much, R!! I don’t think any book would be taking that place in another decade if ever. Hope you’ll enjoy your time with the cantoras when you read it, but be warned that your life will never be the same again. :)
Thanks so much, R!! I don’t think any book would be taking that place in another decade if ever. Hope you’ll enjoy your time with the cantoras when you read it, but be warned that your life will never be the same again. :)
MZ wrote: "Thanks for sharing your feelings on this book Hsinju, it clearly made an impact, looking forward to the full review!"
I cannot get rid of this aching feeling that’s squeezing my heart and I feel so lucky to have gotten to known the characters throughout the journey. And thank you, MZ!! :)
I cannot get rid of this aching feeling that’s squeezing my heart and I feel so lucky to have gotten to known the characters throughout the journey. And thank you, MZ!! :)
Wonderful initial review, Hsinju. I can’t wait to read your full review. I’ll add this to my list when I’m ready for an emotional wallop.
Wow sounds like a really intense book. I'm not sure it's for me but you are making it tempting. Wonderful early review and I look forward to reading when u add more:)
Leah wrote: "Wonderful initial review, Hsinju. I can’t wait to read your full review. I’ll add this to my list when I’m ready for an emotional wallop."
This book is so emotionally rich that I could never have prepared myself for... Thank you so much, Leah! :) I hope you’ll enjoy it when you read it!
This book is so emotionally rich that I could never have prepared myself for... Thank you so much, Leah! :) I hope you’ll enjoy it when you read it!
Lex wrote: "Wow sounds like a really intense book. I'm not sure it's for me but you are making it tempting. Wonderful early review and I look forward to reading when u add more:)"
Thank you so much, Lex! I started by loving the writing and ended up loving the characters, too. While it’s really heavy due to the topics, in a way, it is also filled with joy and hope as well.
Thank you so much, Lex! I started by loving the writing and ended up loving the characters, too. While it’s really heavy due to the topics, in a way, it is also filled with joy and hope as well.
I am officially in love with your final review. The picture, the FINAL PARAGRAPH...my entire heart oh my god
Gabriella wrote: "I am officially in love with your final review. The picture, the FINAL PARAGRAPH...my entire heart oh my god"
Omg thank you so, so much, Gabriella!! It means a lot! 🥺🥰
Omg thank you so, so much, Gabriella!! It means a lot! 🥺🥰
Amazing review Hsinju! I’m not sure this would be for me, but you’ve definitely put it on my radar as something to consider in the future.
Skip wrote: "Amazing review Hsinju! I’m not sure this would be for me, but you’ve definitely put it on my radar as something to consider in the future."
Thank you so much, Skip!! It’s been 4 days and I’m still hungover. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again and it’s so worth it. :)
Thank you so much, Skip!! It’s been 4 days and I’m still hungover. I don’t think I’ll ever be the same again and it’s so worth it. :)
Looks like a very special finding you 've got here Hsinju. Sounds more than interesting to me. Thank you for such a valuable review. TBR!
Rain G wrote: "Looks like a very special finding you 've got here Hsinju. Sounds more than interesting to me. Thank you for such a valuable review. TBR!"
Thank you so much, Rain!! :) It’s raw, heartbreaking, and hopeful all at the same time. I hope you’ll find the book enjoyable as well!
Thank you so much, Rain!! :) It’s raw, heartbreaking, and hopeful all at the same time. I hope you’ll find the book enjoyable as well!
When I saw that you were reading this, it made me happy. I’m glad that it touched you in a big way. Your beautiful review brought it to life for me again.
JulesGP wrote: "When I saw that you were reading this, it made me happy. I’m glad that it touched you in a big way. Your beautiful review brought it to life for me again."
Thank you so much, Jules! I’m so glad that you loved the book, too. Cantoras is truly amazing, and I still think about it every single day.
Thank you so much, Jules! I’m so glad that you loved the book, too. Cantoras is truly amazing, and I still think about it every single day.
Gabriella wrote: "*desperately wants to give this another like*"
Awwwww 🥺🥺🥺 Thanks so much for reading this with me AGAIN!!!
Awwwww 🥺🥺🥺 Thanks so much for reading this with me AGAIN!!!