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![The metaphor sent me into a spiral.](https://ca-times.brightspotcdn.com/dims4/default/a8be034/2147483647/strip/true/crop/1080x1350+0+0/resize/2000x2500!/quality/75/?url=https%3A%2F%2F1.800.gay%3A443%2Fhttps%2Fcalifornia-times-brightspot.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fbb%2Fa4%2F2798c83d4778b5756bf46b99ea31%2F2-salad-final.jpg)
!["He'd say things like, 'You're too serious' ... I went rogue. I tried being spicier, sweeter, umami-er."](https://ca-times.brightspotcdn.com/dims4/default/3df6ae8/2147483647/strip/true/crop/1080x1350+0+0/resize/2000x2500!/quality/75/?url=https%3A%2F%2F1.800.gay%3A443%2Fhttps%2Fcalifornia-times-brightspot.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fea%2Ffe%2Fb49a89544a00ad08e2a917850dd6%2F3-salad-final.jpg)
!["I stewed on it for months. Eventually we broke up."](https://ca-times.brightspotcdn.com/dims4/default/ac15029/2147483647/strip/true/crop/1080x1350+0+0/resize/2000x2500!/quality/75/?url=https%3A%2F%2F1.800.gay%3A443%2Fhttps%2Fcalifornia-times-brightspot.s3.amazonaws.com%2F42%2F39%2F8c662ffc41b68e695ea96c14e097%2F4-salad-final.jpg)
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The author is a writer and cartoonist based in Los Angeles. She is the author of “Drawn Together: Illustrated True Love Stories” (Voracious, 2022). She’s on Instagram: @drawingolive
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