Here's a story about a wolf.
It begins a long time ago when a younger version of me went to Europe for the first time. I studied in Italy. I walked cobblestone streets. So many cobblestone streets. I rode trains and saw places I might never see again. I came home and those journeys eventually inspired me to paint astronauts.
Last fall I traveled to Europe again. I began in Copenhagen, and spent the next 10 days going north, to Sweden, and then Oslo, Norway for a gallery show I was supposed to be having. A show I found out just before I was supposed to leave, had been canceled. This happened for a very sad and extremely valid reason but it left me traveling Europe, alone, on a trip that suddenly had no real purpose. But it was about to find one.
From Oslo I flew to Riga, Latvia and met up with my brother. We spent the next week traveling through Latvia and Lithuania to the places where our ancestors once lived. I didn't have any preconceived notions as to how this part of the trip would go. There would be no long lost Listfield’s to find. No one in my family is left in this part of the world. I guess I wanted to see where I come from. I wanted to walk the same cobblestone streets my ancestors once did. I didn't expect anything profound to happen. But it did.
Our trip ended in Vilnius, Lithuania's charming capital city. Arriving late and tired from the road, we wound up by chance walking along the river. The sun was setting, and it was a mild September night. People were about. Lots of people. My brother noticed it first: something was happening. That's when we saw the wolf.
On the riverbank just ahead of us was a large statue of a wolf. Looming over it was an ancient castle tower, perched precariously on a hill. As the last bit of sunlight faded, the wolf spoke.
I don’t speak Lithuanian, but some quick googling revealed that the wolf told the story of the founding of Vilnius. It spoke in a booming voice, with occasional pauses as music swelled. Fire from an unknown source danced around the wolf and eventually, as the night wore on, it was engulfed in flames. Smoke and hot ash fell on our faces. I wondered if we were a safe enough distance away.
As the fire subsumed, we wandered off, dazed, with hundreds of Vilnius residents. We had just celebrated the fall equinox and the 700th anniversary of the founding of Vilnius. It felt like we had just been part of something very primeval. I felt Lithuanian. I felt pagan. I felt wolf. I returned to my hotel room, ash still on my face.
My next show THE EQUINOX opens March 21, 2024 at StolenSpace Gallery in London, and features 9 new paintings of an astronaut traveling to some of the places I visited on this trip, accompanied by a wolf who appears in one form or another in each of them. Sometimes as a companion, sometimes as a statue, a relic, a mural, a ghost, or a metaphor.
Epilogue: My third great grandfather was born in the small town of Šėta, Lithuania in 1837. His name was Wolfe.
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