12 Steps - Michael Singer
12 Steps - Michael Singer
patter
many p
patter
transc
But how does one go about transcending the personal self and awakening to spirit
ual freedom? What is needed for this journey are succinct steps that are so univ
ersal that they can echo through the halls of any religion as well as support in
tellectual understanding. The following is a universal road map to Self Realizat
ion.
1. Realize that you are in there.
You must first come to realize that you are in there. From deep inside, you are
experiencing this world. You are experiencing your physical body, your thoughts
, and your emotions. You are conscious and you are experiencing what it is like
to be human.
2. Realize that you are not okay in there.
Look to see what's going on inside. If you want to understand why you've done ev
erything you have ever done, if you want to see what's really going on, just obs
erve your mind and emotions--just experience your inner state. If you objectively
look, you will see that you are never completely at peace. You will see that yo
u are not okay in there.
3. Realize that you're always trying to be okay.
At any point when you look at the state of your
something is bothering you. You will then notice
and impulses to do something about it. You will
to either get something or avoid something. All
o be okay.
4. Realize that your mind has taken on the job of figuring out how everything ne
eds to be for you to be okay.
If you watch, you will see that your mind is always telling you what you should
and should not do, what others should and should not do, and how things should
and should not be. All of this is the mind's attempt to first create a conceptua
l model of what would make you okay, and then try to get the outside world to ma
tch it.
5. Realize that the process of defining how the outside needs to be is not going
to make you okay.
You must seriously look at this process of trying to be okay. You've been at it
your entire life--you've just tried different things at different times. While
it's true that sometimes you manage to make it better for short periods of time,
you know that you've never even come close to reaching a state of permanent pea
ce. Watch very closely how you react to the things your mind has preferences abo
ut. You will see that if your mind gets what it wants, you feel joy; if it doesn
't get what it wants, you feel disturbance. Likewise, when your mind experiences
what it doesn't want, you feel disturbance, and when it avoids what it doesn't
want, you feel relief. You will never be okay playing this game because the worl
d will never match the conceptual model your mind has made up. Eventually, you w
ill come to see that struggling to be okay does not work. At some point, you wil
l try to find a different way to be okay in there.
6. Learn to not participate in the mind's struggle to be okay.
This step is about learning to sit in the witness, the part of you that notices
the inner urges to be okay. You must become comfortable with sitting in there a
nd not participating in the inner energies. You learn to relax in the midst of t
hem. You come to see that there is a habitual process in which the moment you fe
el inner disturbance, you are drawn into doing something about it. You must lear
n to sit inside and not participate in this process. If you truly understand tha
t going outside to try to be okay inside doesn't work, then you'll be willing to
sit inside and simply allow the disturbance to pass through. It is not difficul
t. If you can do this, all disturbance will cease by itself.
7. Learn to go about your life just like everyone else, except that nothing you
do is for the purpose of trying to be okay.
If you aren't so preoccupied with trying to be okay, you will be free to sit in
side and quietly love, serve, and honor whatever naturally unfolds in front of y
ou. When you reach this point, you are no longer living for yourself. You are in
teracting with life, but not for the purpose of being okay.
8. As you sincerely let go of the inner energies you are watching, you begin to
feel a deeper energy come in from behind.
Up to this point, everything you were watching inside was in front of you. But
now that you are no longer being drawn into those personal energies, you'll real
ize that your inner universe is actually very expansive. You will begin to feel
Spirit flow in from behind. It lifts you and brings you great love and joy.
9. Your inner experience becomes so beautiful that you fall in love with the ene
rgy itself, and you develop a very deep and personal relationship with it.
It will become completely clear to you that there is an absolute trade-off betw
een your personal energies and the amount of Spirit that you feel. The more you g
et drawn into your personal energies, the less Spirit you feel. The more you don
't participate in your personal energies, the more Spirit you feel. You now have
a direct relationship with the spiritual energy, and you will find yourself con
stantly longing to experience it.
10. You begin to feel the energy pulling you up into it, and your entire path be
comes letting go of yourself in order to merge.
Will is no longer needed. Now your path is strictly about releasing yourself in
to the pull of the higher energy. You must surrender deeply enough to be able to
overcome the fear of losing your connection to the personal self. You must to b
e willing to die to be reborn.
11. Once you get far enough back into the energy, you realize that your personal
life can go on without you, leaving you free to become immersed in Spirit.
This is the greatest miracle: You've surrendered and your entire life is about
Spirit, yet people, places, and things continue to interact with you. The differ
ence is that these interactions require none of your energy. They happen natural
ly, by themselves, leaving you at peace and absorbed in Spirit.
12. Now you are truly okay and nothing inside or outside of you can cause distur
bance--you have come to peace with it all.
Because you are now completely okay, you don't need anything. Things just are w
hat they are. At this point, you know yourself as Self. The world, mind, and hea
rt cannot disturb you. You've transcended them all. What is more, instead of fee
ling drawn into Spirit, you now actually experience yourself as Spirit. You have
no boundaries in time or space. You have always existed and you will always exi
st. You have no form, shape, gender, or body. You simply are, have always been,