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Distant Relations
Orhan Pamuk

T he series of events and coincidences that would change my entire lif e began on April 27, 1975, when Sibel happened to spot a purse designed by the f amous Jenny Colon in a shopwindow as we were walking along Valikonagi Avenue, enjoying the cool spring evening. Our f ormal engagement was not f ar of f ; we were tipsy and in high spirits. Wed just been to Fuaye, a posh new restaurant in Nisantasi; over dinner with my parents, wed discussed at length the preparations f or the engagement party, which was scheduled f or the middle of June, so that Nurcihan, Sibels f riend since her days at the Lyce Notre Dame de Sion, in Paris, could come f rom France to attend. Sibel had long ago arranged f or her engagement dress to be made by Silky Ismet, who was then the most expensive and sought-af ter dressmaker in Istanbul, and that evening Sibel and my mother discussed how they might sew on the pearls that my mother had given her f or the dress. It was my f uture f ather-in-laws express wish that his only daughters engagement party be as extravagant as a wedding, and my mother was delighted to help f ulf ill that wish as best she could. As f or my f ather, he was charmed enough by the prospect of a daughter-in-law who had studied at the Sorbonne, as was said in those days among the Istanbul bourgeoisie of any girl who had gone to Paris f or any kind of education. It was as I was walking Sibel home that evening, my arm wrapped lovingly around her sturdy shoulders, and thinking with pride how happy and lucky I was, that she said, Oh, what a beautif ul bag! T hough my mind was clouded by the wine Id drunk at dinner, I took note of the purse and the name of the shop, and the next day I went back. In f act, I had never been one of those suave, chivalrous playboys who are always looking f or the slightest excuse to buy women presents or send them f lowers, though perhaps I longed to be. In those days, bored Westernized housewives in the af f luent neighborhoods of Sisli, Nisantasi, and Bebek did not open art galleries, as they did later, but ran boutiques, stocking them with trinkets and entire ensembles smuggled in their luggage f rom Paris and Milan or with copies of the latest dresses f eatured in imported magazines like Elle and Vogue, and selling these goods at ridiculously inf lated prices to other rich housewives who were as bored as they were. T he proprietress of the Sanzelize (its name a transliteration of the legendary Parisian avenue), Senay Hanim, was a very distant relation on my mothers side, but she wasnt there when I walked into the boutique at around twelve and the small bronze double-knobbed camel bell jingled two notes that can still make my heart pound. It was a warm day, but inside the shop it was cool and dark. At f irst I thought that there was no one there, my eyes still adjusting to the gloom af ter the noonday sunlight. T hen I f elt my heart rise into my throat, with the f orce of an immense wave about to crash against the shore. Id like to buy the handbag on the mannequin in the window, I managed to say, staggered by the sight of her. Do you mean the cream-colored Jenny Colon? When we came eye to eye, I immediately remembered her. T he handbag on the mannequin in the window, I repeated dreamily. Oh, right, she said and walked over to the window. In a f lash she had slipped of f one of her high-heeled yellow pumps, extending her bare f oot, whose nails shed caref ully painted red, onto the f loor of the display area, and stretching her arm toward the mannequin. My eyes travelled f rom her empty shoe over her long bare legs. It

wasnt even May yet, and they were already tanned. T heir length made her lacy yellow skirt seem even shorter. Hooking the bag, she returned to the counter and, with slender, dexterous f ingers, removed the balls of crumpled tissue paper, showing me the inside of the zippered pocket, the two smaller pockets (both empty), and also a secret compartment, f rom which she produced a card inscribed Jenny Colon, her whole demeanor suggesting mystery and seriousness, as if she were showing me something very personal. Hello, Fsun, I said. Youre all grown up! Perhaps you dont recognize me. Of course, Kemal, sir, I recognized you right away, but when I saw that you did not recognize me I thought it would be better not to disturb you. T here was a silence. I looked again at one of the pockets she had pointed to inside the bag. Her beauty, or her skirt, which was in f act too short, or something else altogether, had unsettled me, and I couldnt act naturally. Well . . . what are you up to these days? Im studying f or my university entrance exams. And I come here every day, too. Here in the shop, Im meeting lots of new people. T hats wonderf ul. So, tell me, how much is this handbag? Furrowing her brow, she peered at the handwritten price tag on the bottom: One thousand f ive hundred liras. (At the time, this would have been six months pay f or a junior civil servant.) But I am sure Senay Hanim would want to of f er you a special price. Shes gone home f or lunch and must be napping now, so I cant phone her. But if you could come by this evening . . .

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