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Choose Yourself - Altucher James
Choose Yourself - Altucher James
I dont need to make a dime off of this book. The ideas in the book have already made me wealthy
in many ways. What I really care about is that as many people as possible read this book and
understand this message, even if it puts my own personal investment at risk.
Heres how Im going to try and create a situation where as many people as possible get this
message:
I know nobody values booksor anythingthat are given away for free. So, Im not going to do
that. This isnt one of those ineffectual self-help books designed to look good on your shelf. You
either read the book and use these ideas, or you shouldnt bother. Thats why you have to front the
purchase price. But, if you can prove to me that you have actually read the book, I will give you
your money back. Its an investment thats all upside on your part.
How do you prove to me youve read the book? Do the following:
Within the first three months of the official publication date, do these two things:
1) Send me a copy of the receipt to [email protected]. There is a kindle
version, a hardcover, and an audio version and they all cost different amounts. I need to know what
you paid.
2) Then choose one of the following to send together with the receipt:
You can write an honest review on Amazon or GoodReads or your blog.
You can take a photograph of yourself reading the book.
You can write me a testimonial or an e-mail asking me questions that show youve read
the book.
If you can think of other ways, thats fine too. The point is: prove to me you read the book, and get
your money back. Or, you can tell me to give it to a charity. This is the charity I will give it to:
WomenForWomen International
Im a man of my word. If every single person who buys the book takes advantage of this
opportunity, then I will make zero on it. But Ill be just as happy because it means the message will
spread and you, the people who read the book, will be helped.
I know I was helped. This book has worked for me. I chose myself.
DEDICATION
I Choose Myself!
TABLE OF CONTENTS
FOREWORD
I started out as a computer science major. I then got excited about improvisational comedy. I then
somehow ended up as CEO of Twitter. We live in a world where the yellow brick road has many
forks and can take us on many incredible journeys.
Its increasingly difficult to know the final destination of these journeys.
The day and age of the massive corporations that take care of us from beginning to end are over.
But that is exciting news. It means we can choose the life we want for ourselves. You choose that life
by doing the best you can right in this moment. Right now. By being bold in this moment. Right now.
There is no other moment to wait for. Twitter is about the entire world conversation right in this
moment. Its the improvisation, right now, of the planet. And yes, its often comedy. And its often
about people reinventing themselves and starting new conversations for their lives.
What I like about James and his book is you can tell he came from a similar roller coaster. He chose
his own path to success without knowing the outcome. And what happens to him later--well,
hopefully he wont end up in a gutter. Who knows?
The key is to be bold right in this moment. As James says in the title of this book, Choose
Yourself, and he explains how. Choose yourself right now.
If you do this, not only can you not plan the impact youre going to have, you often wont recognize
it while youre having it. But one thing is for sure: if you dont make courageous choices for yourself,
nobody else will.
Theres no one path. Theres every path. Every path starts with this one moment. Did you choose
yourself for this moment? Can you be bold? Then all paths will lead to the same place. Right now.
#chooseyourself
Dick Costolo, CEO of Twitter
I was going to die. The market had crashed. The Internet had crashed. Nobody would return my
calls. I had no friends. Either I would have a heart attack or I would simply kill myself. I had a $4
million life insurance policy. I wanted my kids to have a good life. I figured the only way that could
happen was if I killed myself. My expenses were out of control. Id made some money and amped
up my lifestyle to drunken-rock-star status. Then I promptly lost it, my bank account bumping along
zero during the worst economy in maybe twenty years. Im talking about 2002, but I could also
have been talking about 2008: the year I lost my home, my family, my friends, money, jobs.
The excruciating downward spiral began in 1998 when I sold a company right as the dot-com
bubble was really starting to swell. I was one of the smart ones, I thought. I was cashing out. Then I
did everything wrong. I bought a house I couldnt afford. I had expensive habits I couldnt maintain.
I gambled, and squandered, and gave, and lent to everyone I knew. Hundreds of thousands of
dollars. Then millions of dollars.
I started another company. I put millions into that. I felt like I needed to buy love. And if I didnt
have an enormous amount of money to buy it, nobody would love me. That failed.
I lost my house. I lost all my money. I lost any self-esteem I had. I lost my friends. I had no idea
what I was going to do. I failed at every attempt to right the ship, to succeed.
I would look at my daughters and cry because I felt like I had ruined their lives. I wasnt just a
personal failure, or a failure in business, I was a failure as a father, as well. I didnt even have enough
money every month to pay the mortgage that kept the roof over their heads.
I was officially lost. I had nothing left. Zero. Less than zero, actually, because I had debts. Millions in
debts.
By 2002 there was nothing left in the ATM machine. I thought running out of money would be my
worst moment. Worse than death. I was wrong.
At the end of 2002 I had a conversation with my parents. I was angry and depressed. We got into
an argument. Over whatit doesnt matter anymore.
I hung up the phone and cut them off.
Over the next several months my father tried to reach out to me. I was starting to come back. I was
writing. I was appearing on TV. He congratulated me. His final congratulations were about six
months after I last spoke to him.
I didnt respond.
A week later he had a stroke. He never spoke again. He died without me ever speaking to him
again.
And I was still broke, hungry, despairing, and depressed. I was in a constant state of panic. Nobody
was helping me. Nobody was giving me any chances. Nobody was giving me an outlet to prove
how talented I was. I knew I had to hustle to make it, but the world was upside down and I didnt
know how to straighten things out. To make things right.
For all intents and purposes, 2008 was a carbon copy of 2002. I managed to get myself back on
my feet. I built and sold another company. I made a lot of money and then, through mindless
squandering, I pissed it all away. Again. Except this time I was getting a divorce, losing even more
friends, failing at two other companies at the same time, and I had no clue what I was going to do to
climb out of the hole Id dug for myself.
This kind of thing hasnt just happened to me once. Or twice. But many times. In the past twenty
years Ive failed at about eighteen of the twenty businesses Ive started. Ive probably switched
careers five or six times in various sectors ranging from software to finance to media. Ive written ten
books. Ive lost multiple jobs. Ive been crushed, on the floor, suicidal, desperate, anxious,
depressed. And each time, Ive had to reinvent myself, reinvent my goals and my career. On most
occasions, I didnt realize what steps I was repeating over and over, both positive and negative.
Once I achieved success I would inevitably return to my negative habits and start squandering my
good fortune.
Something about this last time in 2008 was different, though. The world was changing. Money was
leaving the system. Everyone was getting fired. It felt like the opportunities were disappearing as fast
as the money. Now it wasnt just me who was failing, it was the entire world, and there was no way
out.
My stomach hurt all day thinking about it. There is no way out. There is no way out. I kept
repeating it in my head. I felt like I could will myself to death with those words. But I couldnt. I had
kids. I had to get better. I had to. I had to take care of myself. To take care of my children. I had to
figure out, once and for all, how to get out of the hole, how to get off the floor, and stay there. I had
to figure out, from the inside out, what was going to transform me into someone who would not just
succeed, but thrive.
Thats when it clicked. When everything changed. When I realized that nobody else was going to do
it for me. If I was going to thrive, to survive, I had to choose myself. In every way. The stakes have
risen too high not to.
We can no longer afford to rely on others and repeat the same mistakes from our pasts. The tide has
come in and with it has come dramatic change to the landscape of our lives. As we will see in the
next few chapters, the middle class has caved in, jobs are disappearing and every industry is in the
process of transformation. In order to keep up, individuals have to transform also.
That means every second, you have to choose yourself to succeed. For me, I had to look back at
my life and figure out (finally!) what I did every time I got off the floor, dusted myself off, went back
out there and did it again. Because now there is no room to fall back down. I used to knock on
wood every morning, literally and figuratively, praying I didnt fall back into my addictive behaviors.
Choosing myself has changed that thought process.
Now, every day when I wake up I am grateful. I have to be. And I have to count the things that are
abundant in my life. Literally count them. If I dont they will begin to disappear. Ive watched them
disappear before. I dont want it to happen again.
In some cultures, like Buddhism, you want things in your life to disappear, to reduce your needs and
desires. To achieve some form of enlightenment. I believe in this brand of spirituality as well. I dont
think it and abundance are mutually exclusive at all. If you lower your expectations, for instance,
your expectations are easy to exceed.
Plusand I hate to say itfirst you have to pay the bills. The bills are expensive. And its getting
harder to find the opportunities to pay those bills. Its one thing to know The Secret or take
whatever life-affirming steps youve read about in order to bring positivity into your life, but its
something else altogether to actually create opportunities for yourself.
Youre definitely not going to find them reading a book. Its a moment by moment effort in your daily
life. Its a practice that interweaves health with the tools of financial experts and a macro-level
understanding of this economic shitstorm we find ourselves in today.
In the past four years Ive begun writing about this practice and the steps I took on my journey back
from the grave. In the process, my life has changed so much for the positive its like magic. Its
beyond magic, because I never would have dreamed this was possible. Ive made millions in various
businesses and investments (and not lost or squandered them), Ive met and married the love of my
life, Ive gotten in shape, and every day I wake up and do exactly what I want to do. Not only have
I seen the results for myself, Ive seen them for countless of my readers who successfully applied the
same principles I applied to my own life.
I write about it in this book. I chose myself. And you will also.
For the past five thousand years, people have been largely enslaved by a few select masters who
understood how violence, religion, communication, debt, and class warfare all work together to
subjugate a large group of people.
The Gutenberg printing press was the first crack in the prison. It allowed people to start breaking
out of their solitary confinement cells by spreading ideas across large distances, and allowing those
ideas to mate with one another. This resulted first in the Renaissance, then the Protestant
Reformation, and ultimately enough discoveries in science to ignite the Industrial Revolution.
But the Choose Yourself era had its direct roots in World War II. And basically, women brought it
on.
In World War II, 16 million American men left the United States in order to kill people. Meanwhile,
someone needed to work the factories and offices to keep the country running. Women stepped in
and filled the task.
When the men came back, the women, quite correctly, realized that they didnt want to just stay at
home anymore. They wanted to work and contribute and make money. Making money was fun and
it gave them independence.
Suddenly, we went from having single-income families to two-income families in a booming postwar
economy.
For the first time in about thirty years, Americans had money. A lot of it. And American
industrialization was spreading throughout the world. Before long the US controlled the global
economy. Global conglomerates rose from the ashes of near-bankrupt companies that barely
survived the Great Depression.
For the first time in decades, Americans didnt have to worry about losing their jobs. There were
plenty of jobs and men and women to fill them. The rise of the double-income family brought more
money into every house.
What did everyone do with the money? They bought the so-called American Dream. A dream that
was never thought of by the founders of the United States but became so ingrained in our culture
starting in the 1950s that to dispute it would be almost as anti-American as disputing the wisdom of
the US Constitution.
What was the American Dream?
It started with the house and the white picket fence. People didnt have to live in cities anymore. In
apartments with people on top of them, on either side of them. When our grandparents were
growing up most people lived in apartment buildings. The building shared a clothesline, all the kids
played in the fire hydrant right out front, you could hear a fart three doors down. The smell of
sewage and the constant battles with bed bugs were a normal part of life for tens of millions of
immigrants.
My parents. Your parents.
Now it was different. They could move to the suburbs, with wide-open streets and neighborhood
swimming pools and brightly-colored strip malls. They could have a yard. SPACE! Then they
bought a car that they drove to work on the huge 4-lane highways. Then the second car for the
summer road trips.
And then magic! A TV to keep them entertained during the now-quiet suburban nights. Then a color
TV! Captain Kirk and Lieutenant Uhuru kissing in color! And if you had extra money after that,
you sent your kids to colleges that were springing up all over the country so they could get even
better jobs and make more money and have bigger houses.
You might think Im using the phrase American Dream because thats just the general expression
people use to describe the white-picket fence mythology.
I wish that were the case.
In fact, the American Dream comes from a marketing campaign developed by Fannie Mae to
convince Americans newly flush with cash to start taking mortgages. Why buy a home with your
own hard-earned money when you can use somebody elses? It may be the best marketing slogan
ever conceived. It was like a vacuum cleaner that sucked everyone into believing that a $15 trillion
mortgage industry would lead to universal happiness. The American Dream quickly replaced the
peace and quiet of the suburbs with the desperate need to always stay ahead.
For our entire lives, we have been fooled by marketing slogans and the Masters of the Universe who
created them. I dont say this in an evil way. I dont blame them. I never blame anyone but myself.
Every second I am manipulated and coerced and beaten down its because Ive allowed it. They
were just doing their jobs. But stillthey are the manipulators. Now we have to learn how to
discern the foolish from the wise and build our own lives.
Theres a saying, The learned man aims for more. But the wise man decreases. And then decreases
again.
Everyone was learned. And they wanted two cars instead of one. A bigger house. Every kid in
college. A bigger TV. How could we keep paying for that? Double incomes were no longer enough!
The 1960s fueled the wealth engine with a stock market boom. And then The Great Society. A
new marketing slogan! When the stock market stalled, the 1970s introduced massive inflation in
order to keep peoples incomes going up. The term Keeping up with the Joneses was introduced
into popular culture in 1976 to refer to the idea that we are never satisfied anymore. No matter how
many material goods we accumulate, theres always the mysterious Jones family who has more.
So we need more.
In the 1980s we again had a stock market boom. And when that leveled off, we had the junk bond
debt boom to keep Americans flush in cash. The 90s brought us both the peace dividend from
the downfall of the Soviet Bloc and the Internet boom. Even when Asia crashed, Alan Greenspan,
the Federal Reserve chairman, kept the party going by artificially pumping money into the system
not only to stave off the effects of a potential Asian Contagion but out of fear that the show would
be over if Y2K shut off all the lights.
The party had to continue! Despite the fact that median earnings for male workers had been going
down since 1970 and it was only going to get worse. Dont believe me? Believe the data:
Every economist in the world can try to explain away this graph, but its downward thrust was
inexorable for the reasons I will describe throughout this book: among them increasing efficiencies,
globalization, technological innovation, and the fact that your bosses simply hate you.
Thats right, they hate you. You created more and more value. They paid you less and less. Thats
the definition of disdain in my book.
And its not just your boss. Hes just trying to survive also. Its his boss. And then the boss of that
boss. All the way up the food chain. And who is at the top? We will never know. Trust me, you and
I will never know who is at the top. I dont say this to be conspiratorial. Its just a fact.
Then the Internet crashed. And instead of shoring up the foundations of the American economy,
Alan Greenspan kept the Federal Reserves foot on the pedal and pressed it to the floor, printing
money that flooded into the housing system. Housing prices tripled in many parts of the country,
creating artificial prosperity that sent U.S. wealth to its highest point ever.
Of course consumer spending increased right along with it, thanks to the banks. They allowed
people to use their home equity to back their credit cards. Can you imagine? Every vacation you
took and put on your VISA was paid for by the flimsy walls of the house that kept your kids warm
at night. A house that was falling apart around youlike your lifebecause you couldnt afford to
repair it because VEGAS BABY, VEGAS!
Credit card debt went from $700 billion in 2005 to $2.5 TRILLION in 2007. Two short years.
Now everybody had wide screen TVs, two houses, the latest Viking kitchen equipment, a boat, two
environmentally sustainable cars (to assuage the guilt for their voracious consumption), and ate out
two or three times a week.
And when I say everybody, what I really mean is me. I dont know anything about everybody. I
only know what happened to me. And I was up to my neck in it.
After starting many companies, making and losing millions, thinking for once I might have made it,
I had to ask myself: what was IT? What did I truly make? I cant even think about it. Every time
I do, I start scratching big scabs off my back like a tweaker or a schizophrenic. Its like I develop an
acute spontaneous nervous condition. My hands shake and stutter because
Argh!
2008.
The tide came in. Everyone was suddenly naked! We all know what happened: everything crashed.
In prior economic boom/busts, Americas technological innovation has somewhat buffered the
middle class. But that period is over. There are no more booms on the horizon that we can latch
onto. The smartest graduate students in China, India, and elsewhere are staying home. And the ones
who come to the United States to study are going back after graduation instead of moving to Silicon
Valley and starting companies and creating jobs and wealth. The companies and people in the
United States who are greatly increasing in wealth are those who invest overseas in search of
cheaper capital per technological development.
The only thing left was just the government increasing its debt. The government saved every bank
and started paying interest to the banks on all their assets, artificially keeping the entire financial
system healthy. Let me put this in a little more perspective.
Prices are always going to go up. The reason is simple: deflation is scarier than inflation. In a
deflationary environment, people stop buying things because they say to themselves, why should I
buy today when I can buy tomorrow for cheaper? So the government will always institute policies
that increase inflation. Which in turn will force the above trend in median earnings to continue to go
down. Still dont believe me? Heres the proof:
AN ASIDE:
Have you ever wondered why the stock market didnt just keep going down? Why it bounced at all
from March 2009 until the day I am writing this, when the market is hitting all-time highs?
Very simpleand I state this with all humilityI personally saved the US stock market.
I moved to Wall Street in early March 2009. Specifically, the corner of Broad and Wall in the
building that was once JP Morgans bank. You may recall from your history books that the building
was the site of the first major terrorist attack on the United States. On September 1, 1920, Italian
anarchists exploded a bomb, killing thirty-eight, and injuring 143 (thank you Wikipedia. Thank you
World Wide Web. Now I have every number I ever need for the rest of my life. My building, a
bomb, 38 deaths).
About eighty-nine years later, at the worst possible time, someone decided to convert the building
into apartments. The building had a bowling alley. A basketball court. A pool. A gym. And you
couldnt give those apartments away. The building was a ghost town. NOBODY wanted to live on
Wall Street. You couldnt find a more depressed group of people than the ones going to work every
day at the New York Stock Exchange; why would any of them want to live next to it, too? It was
the black hole of capitalism.
So, of course, I moved in. Directly outside my window: the world famous New York Stock
Exchange. I looked to the right and there was Federal Hall where George Washington was sworn in
as the first president of the United States. A huge flag lit up at night, projecting its negative shadow
straight through my apartment. I loved it.
I loved everything about living there. I felt like part of history. Like maybe this would be a new start
for me. Which was an odd feeling, because everything else was going to hell. The S&P 500 was
heading towards a 20 year low, where it reached the magically hellacious number of 666. I was
losing more money than I thought possible and going through a divorce. One time I made the
mistake of looking at my bank account balance. I considered, once again, jumping out the window,
or figuring out which drugs would anaesthetize me long enough that Id never have to think about my
problems again.
Then I lost my job. Nobody called me. Nobody wanted to talk to me because I was bullish on the
market and everyone thought I was crazy. Certainly nobody wanted to help me make money. I was
trying to get other companies started but people had their own concerns and I didnt have my health
or priorities intact (as we will see later, those are critical for success). I was just as depressed as
they were, and they were just as depressed as everyone else.
And it wasnt just that the stock market was at a low. Thats too easy an excuse. The human race
hasnt survived for 200,000 years just to be shattered by a little blip in capitalism.
Wed all had a tough decade. We all suffered from postsocietal traumatic stress disorder. The first
step was admitting it: Internet bust. 9/11. Corporate corruption on a scale never before seen.
Housing bust. Financial crisis. Bailouts. Madoff. On and on. It was rough. As a society we got
afraid. Too afraid to move.
So I did the only thing I could do: I woke up early one morning in early March and bought a bag of
chocolates. Small Hersheys chocolates, like you hand out on Halloween. At around 8 a.m., I stood
outside the entrance of the New York Stock Exchange and started handing out chocolates to
everyone walking inside. People would be staring at their feet like zombies as they walked in, but
100 percent of the time, they would stop, look up, take the chocolate, and they would smile.
Chocolate releases phenylephylamine, the same hormone that is released when you fall in love.
Suddenly, for a brief moment, everyone in the stock exchange was a little closer to falling in love.
This made them less likely to be depressed, at least that day. This is not to say you should eat
chocolate all the time. Youll get obese. Its much better to just simply fall in love.
But we were having a hard month/year/decade right then and everyone needed a break. Everyone
needed a piece of chocolate at the beginning of the workday.
It was March 9. A Monday. The Friday before, the S&P closed the week at its lowest point in
thirteen years (and ever since). By the end of the week, the S&P was up nearly seventy-five points.
By the end of the month, it was up more than 125 points. And its been going up ever since.
Im not trying to brag. Im not trying to say how great it is that I saved the global economy. Its not
bragging if its true.
This is not a classist or communist argument. This is not about optimism or pessimism. More people
are finding financial success than ever before while unemployment or underemployment (where
people are employed, but at jobs paying less than they are accustomed to, that they are massively
overqualified for) has reached upward of 20 percent
Does this mean the rest of us just die? Of course not. This isnt all doom and gloom. Its just reality.
And its actually good news. Its the decline of institutions that have lied to us for the past one
hundred to two hundred years. Its a new reality that people who apply the principles in this book
who start carving their own pathcan take advantage of.
Human beings are born pioneers. The rise of corporatism (as opposed to capitalism) forced people
into cubicles instead of out into the world, exploring and inventing and manifesting. The ethic of the
Choose Yourself era is to not depend on those stifling trends that are defeating you. Instead, build
your own platform, have faith and confidence in yourself instead of a jury-rigged system, and define
success by your own terms.
Its time to get back to our roots. Its time to ride the surf as the ocean crashes onto the beach. Fight
it, and the undertow of falling median earnings and a shrinking middle class will pull you down and
drown you.
PERMANENTLY TEMPORARY
I recently visited an investor who manages more than a trillion dollars. You might think a trillion
dollars sounds impossible. I did. But theres a lot more money out there than people let on. Its
squirreled away by families who have been hoarding and investing and reinvesting for hundreds of
years. And this trillion dollars I speak of belonged to just one family.
We were high up in the vertical City of New York. His entire office was surrounded by glass
windows. He brought me over to one of them. What do you see? he said.
I dont know, I thought. Buildings.
Empty floors! he said. Look at that one. Some bank. All empty. He pointed at another building.
His fingers scraping across his window likeI dont knowwhatever a spider uses to weave its
web. And that one: an ad agency or a law firm or an accounting firm. Look at all the empty desks.
They used to be full, with full-time employees. Now theyre empty and they will never fill up again.
I spoke with several CEOs around that time and asked them point-blank, Did you fire people
simply because this was a good excuse to get rid of the people who were no longer useful?
Universally, the response was a nervous laugh and a Yeah, I guess thats right!
And because of the constant economic uncertainty, they told me, they are never going to hire those
people again. Recently I joined the board of directors of a temporary staffing company with $700
million in revenue. The year before they had $400 million. That growth occurred in a flat economy. I
now can see firsthand and immediately what parts of the economy are hiring full-time and what parts
of the economy are moving toward using more temporary workers.
Ill tell you the answer: ZERO sectors in the economy are moving toward more full-time workers.
Everything is either being cut back, moved toward outsourcing out of the country, or hiring temp
workers. And this goes not just for low-paid industrial workers, but middle managers, computer
programmers, accountants, lawyers, and even senior executives.
My investor friend was right.
The reality is that companies dont need to hire as much anymore because technology has reached
its manifest destiny from the pulp science fiction novels of the 1930s. Essentially, robots have
replaced humans. (The dream has come true! Cubicle slavery is finally over!) I saw this coming
years ago. I used to work in the technology department at HBO right when the Internet was
spreading across corporate America. It occurred to me then that nobody would need technology
departments anymore. For one thing, at least one-third of the programmers were working on
networking software. Well, the Internet is one big networking protocol. So all of those people can
be fired. Another one-third of the programmers were working on user-interface software. Well, the
web browser solves the entire user interface issue, so all those people can go, too.
This is just one example. But across every industry, technology has replaced not only paper (the
paperless office), but people. Companies simply dont need the same amount of people anymore to
be as productive as theyve always been. We are moving toward a society without employees. Its
not here yet. But it will be. And thats okay.
Were already seeing more startups than ever get funded, get customers, and pull business from the
corporate monoliths, which have slept for too long. This isnt just about money, though. If it were, it
would be boring. Its also not about being a great entrepreneur. Im an entrepreneur, a writer, and an
investor. Not everyone is an entrepreneur. Not everyone wants to be one.
This is about a new phase in history where art, science, business, and spirit will join together, both
externally and internally, in the pursuit of true wealth. Its a phase where ideas are more important
than people and everyone will have to choose themselves for happiness, just like I did. They will
have to build the foundation internally for that choice to manifest. And from that internal health the
rest will come, whether its a business, art, health, success.
An example: Tucker Max is known for his fratire books. The titles of his first two bestselling
books were I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell and Assholes Finish First. Both books sold millions
of copies.
But he wasnt happy with that. The publishing industry was taking too big a piece of the pie. Their
claim: that they handled distribution, editing, marketing, publicity and they paid advances. Tucker
realized that because of modern technology, he no longer needed just about any of this. For a
fraction of the cost, he could get editing, marketing, and publicity, and he simply bought the same
distribution that the publishers would pay for. And because his prior books were successes, he
didnt need the advance up front.
So he started his own publishing company, in effect, simply to publish his next book.
It was called Hilarity Ensues, and he took 80 percent of the revenues instead of just the 15 percent
that publishers normally give. He chose himself and ended up making three times the money after all
his costs.
This is now happening in every industry. The music industry has transformed. Artists go to YouTube
to first get known and then they can skip the major labels altogether as their music gets sold directly
on iTunes. We will see an example later on with the musician, Alex Day.
Authors like Tucker Max can bypass a five-hundred-year-old industry by using technology to make
three times the money. Tech startups are forming at ten times the pace of the late 1990s. And they
are actually generating profits and growing revenues at lightning-fast speeds.
You no longer have to wait for the gods of corporate America, or universities, or media, or
investors, to come down from the clouds and choose you for success. In every single industry, the
middleman is being taken out of the picture, causing more disruption in employment but also greater
efficiencies and more opportunities for unique ideas to generate real wealth. You can develop those
ideas, execute on them, and choose yourself for success.
The starting point for all of this is developing the inner perspective that allows you to choose yourself
in the first place. Success by itself wont bring you happiness, because you cant do any of this from
a position of ill health. If your body is sick, if you are around negative people who bring you down, if
your idea muscle has not been refined into the perfect machine, and if spiritually you havent
developed a sense of gratitude and surrender, you will have less chances of success in the new
Choose Yourself era.
Wait a second, you might say. Tucker Max wrote a book called Assholes Finish First about all
the girls he was having sex with. How can you say hes worked on all of these areas of his life?
One time I got upset when a well-known pundit tweeted that one of my books was crap. I asked
her if she had read the book and she admitted, No, I just didnt like the title. So I wrote a blog
post about this.
Out of nowhere I got this e-mail from a fan of my blog who thought I was diving too much into
negativity. And he was right. He wrote:
I assume your blog post was mostly tongue in cheek about the feedback affecting you
in a negative way. But if not, then please take this compliment to heart: From one very
successful writer to another, I love your blog. Yes, it has its quirks and stylistic issues, but
it is utterly original and compelling, and that is an attribute that is incredibly rare. There
is so much writing out there, and so little of it is worth a shitbut your blog is one of
those that are worth a shit.
I subscribe to like 25 blogs in my RSS feed, and yours is one. And I dont even really
actively investI could care less about your financial advice.
Please keep doing what you are doing, and please dont let the cowardly commentary
from the ignorant sheep and trolls get you down. There are a ton of us out here that read
everything you put on your blog, and thoroughly enjoy it, but we dont tend to speak up
one way or the other, because were normal people with normal lives. Who even writes
Amazon reviews? Ive entertained millions of people, literally millions, but from my
Amazon reviews youd think my job was to punch babies in the mouth. Thats the shitty
part about the Internet, and about anonymous feedback, is that you tend to hear from
the extremes, those that either love you more than reasonable, or those who are just
spreading toxicity.
Fuck those people. You do great work, and I really appreciate it.
I hate to sound like a weirdo Buddhist, but the only things that really matter in this world
are the relationships you have with the people you love, and the meaningful things that
you do. Haters dont fit anywhere into that. Dont devote any mental space to them.
The e-mail was signed:
Tucker Max
In this new era, you have two choices: become a temp staffer (not a horrible choice) or become an
artist-entrepreneur. Choose to commoditize your labor or choose yourself to be a creator, an
innovator, an artist, an investor, a marketer, and an entrepreneur. I say and rather than or
because now you have to be all of the above. Not just one. An artist must also be an entrepreneur.
Thats it. Those ARE your choices. Cubicles are getting commoditized. And when that happens,
they empty out. I saw it with my own eyes when I visited my investor friend and stared out his office
windows at the vacant vertical city.
And now I see it happening every day. Its not something that can be changed with laws or with
printing money or with a change in values. Its history now. The world has already changed, and all
the pieces are just falling into place.
Which side will you be on?
I liked this girl in summer camp when I was twelve. Of course when you like a girl theres an
important protocol that has to be followed. You cant just tell the girl you like her. You have to tell
your friend, who tells her friend, who then tells her, and then you get feedback. I put the plan in
motion.
Sometime during Art Group or whatever it was calledI just remember I had paint all over my
hands and clothes and facethe girl in question ran up to me and said, I wouldnt go out with you
in a hundred years!
All the other kids started laughing. One counselor tried to calm everyone down and said, Be nice,
but of course nobody listened.
I watched the girl run out of the barn (where else would art group be?), paint all over me, the smell
of a barn, the hearing of laughterthe only sense that isnt fully lasered into my memory right now is
taste, and thank god for that because Id probably just throw up.
I was rejected.
I remember thinking, One hundred years isnt so long, really. At least she likes me enough shed
consider me in a hundred years.
Rejectionand the fear of rejectionis the biggest impediment we face to choosing ourselves. We
can all put together books about all the times we are rejected. Were rejected by lovers, by friends,
by family, by the government, by the corporate world, by investors, partners, employees, publishers,
and on and on.
Try this exercise: Think for a second of ten different times youve been rejected. Were you
rejected for a job? Did you have a novel rejected? Did a potential girlfriend/boyfriend reject
you? List ten. Now think about this: how easy would it be to list one hundred? I can probably
list one thousand.
But what if you never try? What if you are afraid to try for fear of being rejected?
I understand this. Ive been rejected more than I care to remember; to the point where some days
feel like enough is enough. When you put yourself out there on a daily basis, thats going to happen
(whether you deserve it or not): you get hate mail, you get rejected for opportunities (even if
accepted for others), you get people who dont understand you, who are upset with you, angry with
you, dont respect what youve done for them.
You cant hate the people who reject you. You cant let them get the best of you. Nor can you bless
the people who love you. Everyone is acting out of his or her own self-interest.
What you need to do is build the house you will live in. You build that house by laying a solid
foundation: by building physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual health.
This is not some new-age, self-helpy jargon. Be kind to people and all will be well. This is a book
on how you can achieve success for yourself, and these are the building blocks. The phrase
financial freedom includes the word financial but it also includes the word freedom: freedom to
explore the blessings that surround us. Freedom to help ourselves so that we can help others.
Freedom to live the life we choose to lead, instead of having to live the life that has been chosen for
us.
This book will help you build the house where your freedom resides. Just know that the house does
not exist in the past. It cannot be built where you are standing right now. It is out there.
Since the beginning of humanity, weve looked for frontiers. It is only a myth that we have evolved to
a point as a civilization where we can count on safety. The only truly safe thing you can do is to try
over and over again. To go for it, to get rejected, to repeat, to strive, to wish. Without rejection
there is no frontier, there is no passion, and there is no magic.
How we deal with rejection is a combination of several factors. Its not just about how healthy we
are mentally. Or how healthy we are psychologically and emotionally. Theres the saying Time heals
all wounds. This is true. But we can control to some extent how much time it takes. It takes a
different amount of time for each person, depending on the number of factors we allow to affect us.
We will see those factors repeatedly throughout this book when I describe in greater detail what I
have referred to in previous books as the Daily Practice, and when we analyze the stories of many
others who have chosen themselves. Not because they wanted to, but often because they had to.
The key is building the foundation underneath. And then taking a positive action: to choose yourself.
Those with high levels of social anxiety about rejection are shown to have lower levels of a hormone
called oxytocin. We are all born with different levels of this and other hormones that help modulate
our reactions to different external stimuli relating to things from social anxiety to money to happiness
to loss.
Oxytocin levels can be boosted by the foods we eat, how we exercise our mind, how we associate
with others, and even is partly responsible for how we cultivate an attitude of gratitude toward both
the positive and negative events in our lives.
The point is not that chemicals rule our lives. Quite the opposite. But in order to have a fully
functioning life, we need a functioning body, a healthy brain, a functioning social life, a functioning
idea muscle, and a very fundamental sense that there are some things we cant control. For instance,
I couldnt force someone to give me a million dollars in 2002. Any more than I could force that girl
to like me when I was twelve.
And obsessing on the things we cant control is useless. It takes us out of the game. We have to
About twenty years ago, I realized I was tired of trying to be liked by others. I was constantly trying
to package myself so I would be chosen for jobs, books, deals, partnerships, or love. Depending on
the situation, I would put on an entirely new costume, a new mask, or a new set of lies, right down
to political and religious beliefs. Dan Quayle might be the greatest vice president ever, I said to one
girl as she lit up my cigarette even though I didnt smoke, and I probably thought Dan Quayle was
the worst choice for a vice president ever. And then when I leaned in for the kiss at the end of the
dateI dont feel about you that way. Rejected.
I suffered two other rejections that thoroughly disgusted me to the point where I said, Thats it. Im
choosing myself.
The first: I was pitching a TV show, III:am. Three a.m. The idea was to explore the flip side of life.
From 7 a.m. to 8 p.m., the normals are outside, conducting their business. Dressing in their suits,
getting the grande soy cappuccinos, kissing up to the boss, eating three meals, gossiping, watching
TV, having a glass of wine at the end of a tough day, and finally cajoling themselves to sleep after
tucking in all of their worries for another night of rest.
When normal human beings wake up at three in the morning its usually because those worries
have prematurely woken up before the dawn. James! You have to worry about this. And when it
happens, we tremble. Theres absolutely nothing we can do at three in the morning about our
regrets, our anxieties, our fears of loneliness or depression or poverty. The paranoia that creeps in
from the cracks in the windows, from the cracks in our minds.
Heres an exercise for those who typically wake up anxious and paranoid at three in
the morning: instead of counting sheep to get back to sleep, count all the things you are
grateful for. Even the negative parts of your life. Figure out why you should be grateful for
them. Try to get up to one hundred.
But what about the people who live only at three in the morning? People who are out and about,
conducting their lives every day at those hours. Living a life completely opposite of the normal. I
started going out at three in the morning on Tuesday and Wednesday nights. Not Saturdays, where
everyone is out partying, but the nights where if you were around at three in the morning, theres a
reason. And its usually not a normal one.
What I found was more than just prostitutes, their clients, drug dealers, and homeless people
(although I certainly found a lot of themand throw in the pre-op transsexuals and dominatrixes for
good measure). I also found a whole class of people who did not fit into the conventional path of life
and had to carve out their own. A path that only existed when nobody else was looking, when the
lights were out, when 95 percent of the world was asleep. It was almost as if a 3 a.m. religion
existed, one that was self-reliant and relished how the world can be lived upside-down but still lived
to its fullest potential.
For three years I interviewed people every week for the HBO website. During one of those years, I
also took material and shot it as a pilot for HBO. HBO was very excited about it and threw some
money behind the pilot.
Then they rejected it.
There was ONE executive at HBO, in particular, who could make or break my project with a
simple yes or no. I was constantly afraid of her and what she was thinking. What would her
mood be every time we went in with a new update?
Finally she gave her verdict: For material like this, you either need to show your neighbors fucking,
or someone killing their mother while naked. We had material pretty close to that but not quite as
base or lowest common denominator.
We were rejected. All it took was one person on a bad day. She was, and I think still is, head of
HBOs Documentaries and also head of HBO Family Programming. The shows your kids watch.
The second: I was trying to sell my first company. We had one potential buyer. I never even
considered trying to get other buyers. They were going to offer $300,000. I had about $500 in my
bank account. I had never sold a company before. I knew nothing about business at all, in fact, and
yet we had built up a solid, little business that was doing well.
Every day I would dream about it. I thought with a little bit of money in the bank I could take a year
off and write a novel. Or two. Or do a TV show. Or quit. Or whatever.
They seemed as enthusiastic about the deal as I was, so I assumed that the money was in the bank
without ever looking for other opportunities. Big mistake. When you give up searching for frontiers,
inevitably you end up stuck in a swamp, sinking deeper into the mud the more you struggle to get
out. Im not sure that analogy holds, but you get what I mean. Success comes from continually
expanding your frontiers in every directioncreatively, financially, spiritually, and physically. Always
ask yourself, what can I improve? Who else can I talk to? Where else can I look?
Lo and behold, after months of due diligence and negotiation, the company that I wanted to buy us,
rejected us. I felt horrible.
Both of these situations happened at basically the same time, and for the same reason. In each
situation my entire happiness seemed dependent on the decisions of one person. I gave power to
that one person to make or break my life.
Of course, both rejections worked out better for me; they always will, for reasons that have to do
not only with perseverance, but quantum physics, health, spirituality, being a real human, and many
other things that I will discuss in this book.
But the most important thing these rejections gave me was a sense that NEVER AGAIN should I
rely on the whims of one person to choose my success or failure in any endeavor.
And did that attitude work?
Of course not. Its like telling someone with hundreds of thousands worth of plastic surgery to
instantly go back to looking how they used to look. Their body no longer knows how. I kept kissing
ass. I kept falling down. I kept being dishonest to my needs inside.
It took me a long time to begin the practice that really indoctrinated me into the Choose Yourself
era. This book is about those practices so you can hopefully skip the years it took me to choose
myself.
The ability to choose yourselfan ability that is now being forced on us for historical reasons
discussed in the last chapteris the result of a comprehensive framework of health that must be
practiced to be experienced, and must be lived to be fulfilled. If you dont like what I recommend,
dont do it. But it worked for me and all the times Ive been down on the floor. Its been the only
way Ive been able to get back up.
No matter how hard it tries, a ripple that laps onto the shore will never be as powerful as the ocean
that created it. The goal is to be the oceanthe central force in our existence that moves mountains,
creates all life, shakes continents, and is respected by everyone.
This book is about becoming the ocean. About choosing yourself to be the ocean. So everything
that you do emanates out like ripples, everything you do moves the earth, and enhances your life and
the lives of all the people around you.
Now, lets enter the Choose Yourself era.
Im an addict. For twenty years I replaced one addiction with another. I cant even describe all of
them. Im actually embarrassed. Ashamed.
I would cling to whatever addiction was making me happy at that moment. A fire sucks the oxygen
out of everything in the room. When the oxygen is gone, the fire is extinguished. Then burnout
occurs. Thats addiction. It takes every form: entrepreneurship, drugs, sex, love, games, and
escapism of all forms. Ive been addicted to all of them. Ive even been addicted to the 12-step
meetings where you get to meet the other people who might be as screwed up as you are.
Addictions: lets work a hundred hours a week for fame, money, sex, health, more fame, then F-you
money, then stand on our heads, then get fancy artwork, big houses, guard dogs, pit bulls that kill
people, bigger bank accounts. Heck, lets own the bank. Then lets double down on all of the
above.
Now there is a new addiction. All I want is freedom, a lot of people say. But freedom from what?
Who is enslaving you that you cant get away from? Then people want freedom for their kids, or
their parents, or their siblings, or their kids kids. Or five generations of kids. Where did all these
kids come from?
But still, Its all for them. Everything I do.
Then we get burned out. Too much fighting for freedom. Who were we fighting all of that time?
When all that time we were free without realizing it. There are no chains on me as I write this. But
the feeling is immense: all I want is freedom.
There are two very important basics for harnessing that freedom and succeeding in the Choose
Yourself era. Theres no avoiding them. There are no excuses for not doing them. The good news is
they are free.
ONLY DO THINGS YOU ENJOY. This might seem obvious to you, but it isnt to most. One
might also say, Duh, Id love to do what I enjoy but I have to pay the bills! Relax for a second.
Were going to learn how to do what we enjoy, first. Im not just talking about those only pursue a
career you enjoy platitudes, either. I mean it down to your very thoughts. Only think about the
people you enjoy. Only read the books you enjoy, that make you happy to be human. Only go to
the events that actually make you laugh or fall in love. Only deal with the people who love you back,
who are winners and want you to win too.
This is a daily practice.
I only just started doing this in the past few years after being infinitely unhappy, getting divorced,
losing money, losing jobs, careers, friends, everything I was clinging to. Eating a turkey sandwich in a
diner by myself on Thanksgiving Day 2008, I said, Fuck it. I was done.
I used to go out every night. You never know, I would think. I used to go to every business meeting
I was invited to. You never know, I would think. I used to go on TV every time I was asked. You
never know, I would think. Maybe someone would SEE me. And call me and offer me and give me
and want me and like me and love me. Maybe they would press the LIKE button on my face.
Brilliant.
[Note to self: invent TV sets with LIKE buttons so people can LIKE people they see on TV and
that somehow gets transmitted back to the TV networks.]
Ninety-nine percent of meetings dont turn into money. Ninety-nine percent of the news is a lie (trust
me. I know them). Ninety-nine percent of TV is about scandal, murder, and cheating. Ninety-nine
percent of the people on the street will lick the flavor right off your Life Saver if you let them.
Every time you say yes to something you dont want to do, this will happen: you will resent people,
you will do a bad job, you will have less energy for the things you were doing a good job on, you
will make less money, and yet another small percentage of your life will be used up, burned up, a
smoke signal to the future saying, I did it again.
The only real fire to cultivate is the fire inside of you. Nothing external will cultivate it. The greater
your internal fire is, the more people will want it. They will smoke every drug lit by your fire. They
will try to ignite their own fires. They will try to light up their own dark caves. The universe will bend
to you.
Every time you say yes to something you dont want, your fire starts to go away.
You will get burned out.
You can say, But what if I have to say yes to something I dont want to do? Fair enough. We have
mouths to feed, responsibilities, retirement to save for, and many things that might keep us in the
prison of No. Dont worry about that yet. The Daily Practice plows the field, and makes
everything clear so that youll know if your yes or no comes from a place of deep, internal
satisfaction.
THE DAILY PRACTICE. You are empty. I mean this literally. Our bodies are like little galaxies.
Galaxies have billions of massive stars in them and yet the reality is that the space between those
stars is so gigantic that a galaxy is mostly empty.
Thats exactly like you. You are made up of atoms. Every piece of you. And yet the actual
physical matter in an atom (protons, neutrons, electrons) take up only one-fiftieth of one
percent of the space in that atom. The rest is empty.
So you are empty. Theres nothing really there. The real youthe real fireis inside this emptiness.
We spend our lives afraid of the emptiness. We want to fill it with love, with money, with pleasures,
with anything that could put off the ultimate. But all of those things are never enough. They all decay.
Only the emptiness does not decay.
The best way I have ever found to fill that hole is not to seek external motivations to fill the
emptiness, but to ignite the internal fire that will never go out. To light up my own inner sky.
So how do you do this?
Picture your body for a second. You have a heart that pumps blood one hundred thousand times per
day, or seventy-two times per minute, sending 1.3 gallons of blood through your body. If theres any
blockagein a vein or an arteryyoull die very quickly. Within minutes. Thats a heart attack.
Blood cleans the system, sending water, oxygen, and nutrients to every part of your body.
All you need to do to live longer is to constantly make sure you are doing everything you can to
protect your heart and the blood that flows through it. This is a function of diet, exercise, sleep, and
other things. If the heart gets sick, you die. When you finally die, make no mistake, it will be because
the heart got sick.
Imagine now you have three other bodies alongside your physical body:
an emotional body
a mental body
and a spiritual body.
Imagine a life force that flows between them and through them, much like blood. Imagine a central
core that must keep everything healthy. Just like you must keep your heart healthy to live a long,
productive, and even happy life, you must keep these other bodies healthy as well and exercise them
on a regular basis. A daily basis. A minute by minute basis.
I call this the Daily Practice.
This might sound corny. It might sound like mumbo-jumbo. I dont know. I dont care. Its a method
of thinking that works for me. Other techniques might work for other people. Good luck to them.
This works for me.
In the next chapter, Ill describe a simple Daily Practice to start off with. But below is the best way
to keep these bodies healthy. It is from a foundation of health (in all four bodies) that you build the
platform to choose yourself. The rest of the book describes how one can use this foundation to build
the succeeding layers to create even more choices that lead to success. And youll read stories of
people who have done just that.
THE PHYSICAL BODY. The shell that we must take care of to live. It houses everything we do.
And its pretty simple. We know when we are doing bad things to it. Too often we think, Once I
achieve X, Y, Z, goal, Im going to get back in shape. But it doesnt work that way. Not that you
need to be ripped and jacked or eight-packed or whatever. You just need to be healthy. And you
know what I mean?
So you need to tame the wild horse or it will tame you until you are a slave. Nobody wants that. The
way you tame it is through focused use. Set a goal: Im going to come up with ten ways I can have
more time for myself. Or Im going to come up with ten ways I can make my job better. Or ten
business ideas. Make sure the list you plan to do is a hard one. You need to make the mind SWEAT
so that it gets tired. So tired that its done for the day. It cant control you today. TIRE IT OUT!
Then do it again. Ten MORE ideas. I discuss this much more in the section How to Become an
Idea Machine.
Ill tell you what I did today. An online education company asked me to come up with an online
course. Maybe Ill do a course on The Daily Practice, but I made a list of ten other courses I
could maybe teach. It was hard! I didnt even know if I knew enough about ten different topics to
be able to teach them. I still dont know. But I made the list. My mind sweated like a pig. And then
you know what I instantly did afterward?
I fell asleep.
After sleeping about ten hours the night before. Sleeping is fun. I love to sleep. Its a Saturday. It
was 1 p.m. I took a half-hour nap. My mind was tired. Then I woke up and wrote this. Come up
with ten ideas a day.
THE SPIRITUAL BODY. Most people obsess on regrets in their past or anxieties in their future. I
call this time traveling. The past and future dont exist. They are memories and speculation, neither
of which you have any control over. You dont need to time travel anymore. You can live right now.
When I walk around New York City, everyone seems to have glazed eyes. They are walking around
in the past or the future. They are time traveling. One exercise I try: look at the roofs of buildings.
Finding the art in the city around me is a good technique to keep me right here, when everyone else
is in the time machine.
I have money worries. I have relationship fears. I have insecurity. Will they like me, hate me, love
me? Will I ever go broke? Will Claudia ever leave me, like so many others have? All fears from the
past, all worries of the future. I have regrets. Maybe if I had been a better parentmaybe if I had
been a better sonmaybe if I hadnt lost all that money I couldve saved livesmaybe, maybe,
maybe.
All of that doesnt exist. Its my mind pretending they exist.
I give up. I cant control the past or the future. They are empty, just like I am. All there is is now.
Done.
When you surrender and accept the beautiful stillness around you, when you give up all thoughts of
the past, all worries and anxieties of the future, when you surround yourself with similarly positive
people, when you tame the mind, when you keep healthy, there is zero chance of burnout.
How do you surrender? By trusting that youve done the right preparation. Youve done all you can
do. All that is within your power, your control. Now, give up the results. The right thing will happen.
This is the ONLY way Ive ever ignited the fire and avoided burnout. Think about the things we
worry about. How, almost 100 percent of the time when we look back on a particular fear, we
realize how useless worrying about it was.
This doesnt mean you will never be in a bad mood. Of course you will! Thats what the body and
mind does for a living: it goes back and forth between good moods and bad moods. The trick is to
recognize a bad mood, say, Im in a bad mood, and wait it out. So you can get back to enjoying
things. So you can get back to making decisions and making choices, but only when you are in a
good mooda mood where you are fully present and not time traveling.
Devoting yourself to a Daily Practice helps to build incremental improvements in our lives, even if
you only notice the tiniest increments at a time. Today they will build up. Every moment they will
build up. Every moment they will shed the extra garbage that you carry with you on every level, the
garbage that weighs you down, the external garbage that eventually catches on fire, burning you
OUT, on the outside.
Instead, igniting the fire on the inside burns a light so fierce it cant be burned out. Instead, you will
brighten the galaxy. You will add brilliance to the lives around you. You will become a beacon, a light
that attracts abundance, instead of a flickering fame that is eventually smothered.
A lot of people want to die. And I dont blame them. The most dreadful thing in life is not dying. Its
being born. Once you are born, youre screwed. Now you have to actually survive. You have to
grow from someone who craps their pants, cant speak to anyone without crying, and cant walk or
feed themselves, to a full-grown adult who can barely do all of that while also juggling a mortgage, a
marriage, kids, career, whatever, to finally being an old man who cant do any of those baby-like
things again.
Then you die. No worries after that.
How do I know a lot of people want to die? Because Google tells me. The search phrase that is
most likely to take people to my blog is, I want to die. The number-two search phrase is I hope
to die. Number three is How can I disappear, which is a little more hopeful than dying but
expresses no less similar a sentiment (its sort of like saying How can I kill this life I have and start
another). My e-mail is slightly more uplifting. The most popular question I get via e-mail is Im
stuck. How can I move forward in life?
Each of those last people is not quite at the I want to die point, but somehow their lives have
stalled. The reason theyre stalled is because the axis of the world has changed. We cant rely on the
job, the marriage, the relationship, the house with the white-picket fence, the college degree, the
anything external for that matter. Nothing counts. Everything we dreamed for was an illusion.
So people find themselves on the floor. Without a life, as they put it. They obviously have a life.
They are breathing. But they dont know how to choose life for themselves. The masses rely on
others to do it for them. They have given up their Life to live a smaller life, ruled by others.
I get that. Its happened to me over and over again.
But this reliance on others has to come to an end. It was always a myth. Everything we hoped for.
The society that we were told would be here, waiting for us, is completely gone and is never coming
back. You can either take the blue pill (become depressed about an artificial reality that is never
going to return) or take the red pill (fully enter the Choose Yourself era and take advantage of its
opportunities).
And its not as if our bosses will help us. They hate us. No matter how nice they are to you, they
actually hate you. The head of a major news organization asked me to breakfast a few months ago.
He wanted advice on how to build up the traffic for his companys website. When I say a major
news organization, I mean MAJOR. You read his newspaper every day.
We started off with his version of idle chitchat. Im having a problem with my reporters. They all get
Twitter accounts and then the ones with a lot of followers suddenly want raises and promotions.
Why is that a problem? I said. Dont you want your reporters to be widely liked and respected?
He gave the typical BS response. Were about the news. Nobody is a star.
Thats the problem. A corporation wants identity to go away. He wanted his best and his brightest to
be mediocre so that the corporation, not the individuals inside of it, would burn bright. Whats going
to happen is that his company will lose, and all of his stars will go supernova on their own.
Why do I put so much emphasis on the Daily Practice? Am I trying to sell a religion or something?
No, I put emphasis on it because its the only thing thats ever worked for me. Following that
practice is the only thing that unstuck me, pulled me off the floor, saved my life, and actually
propelled me to success.
And since Ive been writing about it, Ive seen it with thousands of others who have written me emails about it. Ive collected testimonials, some of which youll find at the back of the book. Those
werent tweets or e-mails I got over a period of a year. Those were tweets and e-mails I got over a
period of the past hour as I wrote this.
Im not selling anything (well, this book in your hands, but if you know someone who cant afford it,
then please let me know and I will send it to them for free). In fact, I encourage people to not
believe me. All of the people who are stuck or frustrated or scared or anxious or filled with regret,
please try these ideas so you can see for yourself.
This is how we form a better society. First we become better as individuals. You cant help others if
you look in the mirror and hate what you see. And its very easy to hate what is there. We live most
of our lives hating the mirror. Heck, Im pretty gruesome to look at in the morning. Its a daily
challenge!
Many people say, The Daily Practice is too much work for me. I cant do it all every day.
No problem. Lets first define the Simple Daily Practice, then we can go into more of the
subtleties.
Why the need for a simple daily practice?
I went to a talk given by my friend Ramit Sethi who wrote the bestselling book I Will Teach You to
Be Rich. Ramit and I have gone to each others talks several times and weve also done a few
videos together. He takes a behavioral psychology approach to personal finance that I think is very
unique. Its not the simple save an extra $1,000 a month and you will be rich. In fact, he took a
survey of personal finance authors who recommend that people keep budgets, and he found that
none of them actually kept budgets themselves.
In his talk he made a point that was near and dear to me. Claudia, my wife, had been trying to get
me to floss my teeth. I get lazy and I try it for a few days but then get tired of trying to dig into all the
little areas in between my teeth. Its like a half-hour process, so after a while I stop and then after a
few days I give up. When Ramit started talking about flossing, I saw Claudias ears practically
twitch.
He said the way you get people to floss is to just ask them to floss one tooth. Thats it.
Suddenly, they are flossing. Their brains say, Im the type of person who likes to floss. Maybe
after a day or two they start flossing two teeth. And why stop there? Ramit said. After a few
weeks, theyre flossing all of their teeth because their brain sees it wasnt as hard a habit as they
thought.
The Simple Daily Practice is the same. All you really need to do to get off the floor is acknowledge
that its not your external life that needs to change (you have little control over that), but that external
changes flow from the inside.
External changes in your life are like the final ripples of the ocean that lap onto distant shores. A
promotion, a raise, a new job offer, a new relationship. These are the final ripples. The ocean is
inside you. Becoming aware of that infinite presence doesnt require meditation in a cave for fifty
years. It involves simply being healthy. Healthy not just physically but emotionally, mentally, and
spiritually.
For now, the Simple Daily Practice means doing ONE thing every day.
Try any one of these things each day:
A) Sleep eight hours.
B) Eat two meals instead of three.
C) No TV.
D) No junk food.
E) No complaining for one whole day.
F) No gossip.
G) Return an e-mail from five years ago.
H) Express thanks to a friend.
I) Watch a funny movie or a stand-up comic.
J) Write down a list of ideas. The ideas can be about anything.
K) Read a spiritual text. Any one that is inspirational to you. The Bible, The Tao te Ching,
anything you want.
L) Say to yourself when you wake up, Im going to save a life today. Keep an eye out for
that life you can save.
M) Take up a hobby. Dont say you dont have time. Learn the piano. Take chess lessons. Do
stand-up comedy. Write a novel. Do something that takes you out of your current rhythm.
N) Write down your entire schedule. The schedule you do every day. Cross out one item and
dont do that anymore.
O) Surprise someone.
P) Think of ten people you are grateful for.
Q) Forgive someone. You dont have to tell them. Just write it down on a piece of paper and
burn the paper. It turns out this has the same effect in terms of releasing oxytocin in the brain as
actually forgiving them in person.
R) Take the stairs instead of the elevator.
S) Im going to steal this next one from the 1970s pop psychology book Dont Say Yes When
You Want to Say No: when you find yourself thinking of that special someone who is causing
you grief, think very quietly, No. If you think of him and (or?) her again, think loudly, No!
Again? Whisper, No! Again, say it. Louder. Yell it. Louder. And so on.
T) Tell someone every day that you love them.
U) Dont have sex with someone you dont love.
V) Shower. Scrub. Clean the toxins off your body.
W) Read a chapter in a biography about someone who is an inspiration to you.
X) Make plans to spend time with a friend.
Y) If you think, Everything would be better off if I were dead, then think, Thats really cool.
Now I can do anything I want and I can postpone this thought for a while, maybe even a few
months. Because what does it matter now? The planet might not even be around in a few
months. Who knows what could happen with all these solar flares. You know the ones Im
talking about.
Z) Deep breathing. When the vagus nerve is inflamed, your breathing becomes shallower. Your
breath becomes quick. Its fight-or-flight time! You are panicking. Stop it! Breathe deep. Let
me tell you something: most people think yoga is all those exercises where people are
standing upside down and doing weird things. In the Yoga Sutras, written in 300 B.C., there
are 196 lines divided into four chapters. In all those lines, ONLY THREE OF THEM refer to
physical exercise. It basically reads, Be able to sit up straight. Thats it. Thats the only
reference in the Yoga Sutras to physical exercise. Claudia always tells me that yogis measure
their lives in breaths, not years. Deep breathing is what keeps those breaths going.
Anyway, this isnt advice for the one-hundred-thousand-plus people this past year who typed I
want to die into Google and ended up on my blog. Some of them probably need real help from a
therapist or doctor.
But this is what I did when I wanted to die. Every one of these things. At least one item a day.
And here I am. I am still alive.
WHAT IF IM IN A CRISIS?
Before we hit the stories in the rest of this book, we have to handle the situation when were actually
on the floor and it seems like there is no way up. We cant do the full daily practice, no less our one
thing per day, if we cant even get off the floor.
Sometimes flossing one tooth to start isnt enough. Sometimes youre in agony, your teeth are about
to fall out, and you dont want dentures. Flossing will have to wait.
Ive been in that situation. And Im not talking metaphorically, Im talking about my actual teeth
being in such bad shape they were about to fall out. But Im also talking about when life hits a little
too hard, a little too fast (okay, now Im talking metaphorically).
Sometimes its enough to just climb out of bed. To be grateful for the abundance already in our lives.
And abundance is a tricky thing. Right now, look around, and list the areas where you are abundant.
If you are in the middle of a rainstorm, there is an abundance of water. Think of the bounty that can
be grown with that water. If you are in a traffic jam, there is an abundance of cars. Think of the
human achievement those cars represent in our short history on this planet. Turn despair on its head.
With each obstacle, turn it into a moment where you can reflect on the bounty that is in your life.
abundance in your life. Youre old enough that no matter what has happened in the past, there are
people you are grateful for. Please call them. Family, friends, ex-clients, ex-lovers. Whoever. And
tell them why you are grateful for them. What you learned from them. Why you love them.
B) You are very lucky. You have time on your hands. Can you try to spend one afternoon
volunteering? Youre probably spending a god-awful amount of time thinking about yourself. Just
one afternoon, volunteer someplace else. Please. This is abundance also. You have two hands and
two legs and a brain. People with less need your help.
C) See a doctor. I know you arent sick. But you probably arent sleeping. You need to sleep. Ten
hours a day. Maybe nine. But no less than nine. There are so many benefits to sleep. Google it and
see. Its amazing how I dont have to list the benefits anymore. They are somewhere on that
THING, Google. Doctors help you sleep. There are various pills that work. Dont get addicted to
them. Just use them until the crisis is over. Anyway, Im not a doctor. The doctor will tell you that.
Ask for Klonopin and see what they say. Dont forget: YOU ARE NOT DEPRESSED. Its
perfectly reasonable to be upset in your situation. But you are anxious. So an anti-anxiety pill will
help you sleep.
D) You have to exercise. Even just take a walk. Twenty minutes of exercise a day. How come? I
have no clue. But it works. Ugh, it brings to mind when I was worried about rent checks and
divorce checks and girlfriend checks and my checks and I had nothing and I would exercise and it
would feel like shit. But you have to do it. Your body is getting constantly mugged right now,
triggering that fight or flight. So you have to work it off somehow. Exercise, eat well, and sleep. Else
your body will be upset and then you will feel worse.
I just gave you a lot of things to do. Which is hard. Because who needs more shit on their plate. So
you have to replace some things with these things. No news. No TV. No junk food. No dinner if
you can avoid it (eat a late lunch and a late breakfast. And why notyoure not at a job).
I would say get rid of the worries, but thats really hard. I can say, whenever you worry, replace it
with thoughts of abundance. Sometimes this works. But its really hard to do and most people find it
corny.
Please do the things on my list, though. They are all equally important. You might not see it now but
if you do this list, things will be better. Please write me back in eight days and tell me what
happened. But make sure you do the things on my list.
Eight days later he wrote back, Thanks! Guess what? I paid the rent. Im still alive.
Thats it. I didnt ask for details. Sometimes emergency procedures are required. But then you have
to get back to living. You have to get back to the basics of how to survive. Lets see some
examples.
Kamal Ravikant went missing. We had been corresponding for more than a year, ever since I started
my blog. Im very grateful for the great friends I have met through my blog. It has been a totally
unexpected but much appreciated benefit of writing.
After hundreds of e-mails back and forth during the prior year, I was finally visiting San Francisco
and was getting all set to meet Kamal. But he didnt show up for our planned breakfast. His brother,
Naval, called him a few times. Hes at home, Naval said, but hes not picking up. His illness must
be overwhelming him today. Naval had a GPS specifically attached to where Kamal was.
Kamal was very sick and getting worse. This had been going on for months. Some days he couldnt
move or wake up. Other days he had enough energy to go outside but only for minutes and then he
had to go back inside. Kamals sickness was chronic. The doctors couldnt help him; he was
infinitely tired, feverish, in pain, and it was getting worse.
I knew from our correspondence that Kamal had been going through a hard time before he got sick.
His company, which had once been doing well enough to raise a significant amount of money, was
faltering, perhaps failing. He had recently broken off a relationship. A close friend had died.
Often when we attach our happiness to external goals: financial success, relationship success, etc.,
we get disappointed. Even when things work out, everything cycles, and the happiness is often
fleeting.
When those goals break, the external pain immediately gets reflected into our internal bodies. Our
emotions break. We feel sad, disappointed, and in pain. We cling to the past happiness, or our
hoped-for goals, which now have to change. It can feel like your arm is being torn off your body.
But Kamal was trying to hold it all together to be fair to everyone within his companythe
employees, the investors, and the customers. He was clinging to the past, depending on the future.
Clinging to everything and everyone except for his own happiness in the present.
His emotional body couldnt handle it anymore. His emotional arms and legs were torn off. And then
his physical body broke. He completely broke down. I noticed he had dropped out of touch a few
months earlier and I hadnt seen his comments on the blog in a while. Whats going on? I wrote
him. Im sick, was his reply. He dropped out.
For several months he was out of action. Then he started writing again and telling me what was
going on in his life. He started commenting on the blog again and interacting with the great
community developing there. He was alive again. We finally ended up meeting.
HOW DO I SELF-PUBLISH?
There are lots of variations on the path to self-publishing; this is the one Kamal and I have both
used.
WRITE THE BOOK. Kamal wrote his in a few weeks and made it forty pages (nobody had to give
him permission to make it a smaller book). For my last two, I took some blog posts, rewrote parts
of them, added original material, new chapters, and created an overall arc related to what the books
were about to give them a trajectory, or a direction. It doesnt matter where you get your ideas or
how you write them, just do it. That said, you probably already have the basic material.
CREATESPACE. Both Kamal and I used CreateSpace because they are owned by Amazon
where we were going to sell our booksand have excellent customer service. They let you pick the
size of your book, and then have Microsoft Word templates that you download to format your book
within. Kamal did his all himself. I did my first book by myself, as well. But for my second book, for
a small fee, I hired someone (Alexanderbecker.net) to format the book, create the book design, and
create the final PDF, which I uploaded. He also checked grammar, made proactive suggestions on
font (sans serif instead of serif), and was overall just extremely helpful.
UPLOAD THE PDF. CreateSpace approves it, picks an ISBN number, sends you a proof, and
then you get to approve the proof.
WITHIN DAYS, ITS AVAILABLE on Amazon. And youre a published author. Its print-ondemand as a paperback. And by the way, your total costs at this point: $0. (Plus whatever you used
to design your cover.)
KINDLE. All of the above (from CreateSpace) was free. Kamal had a friend design his cover as a
favor. If I didnt hire Alex to make the cover, I couldve used one of the million possible
CreateSpace covers (I did that for my first book) and the entire publishing in paperback would be
free. But with Kindle, CreateSpace charges $70 and they take care of everything until its uploaded
to the Kindle store. Now your book is available in paperback and Kindle editions.
MARKETING AND PROMOTIONS. Youre in charge of your own marketing and promotions
(as opposed to a book publisher). This might sound daunting at first, but self-publishing is the
essence of creative entrepreneurship, and entrepreneurs cant use the excuse that I dont have time,
Im running a business. This is your business. Entrepreneurs make time. Like the publishing process
itself, marketing and promotions can take many forms as well, depending on your goals, so this is
just what Kamal and I did.
Kamal reached out to his entire network. He had various friends (including me) blog about it.
Bestselling author Tim Ferris tweeted how Kamals book brought him out of a funk. Before you
know it, Kamals book was a bestseller and, as of this writing almost a year later, its still selling
strong.
I did a bunch of different things.
1. I gave away the first twenty copies or so to readers of my blog who asked for one. Many of
them then posted good reviews on Amazon to get the ball rolling.
2. I handed out the books at speaking engagements.
3. I wrote a blog post about how the book is different from the blog and why I chose to go the
self-publishing route.
4. I wrote guests posts for blogs like Techcrunch, which helped immensely and for which Im
very grateful.
5. I used my social networks: Twitter, Facebook, Linkedin, Google+, Quora, and Pinterest.
If you have a story to tell or a service to offer (it doesnt matter what), love yourself enough to
choose yourself. Take control of your work, your life, your art. The tools are out there. Now you
just need to use the tools inside yourself.
Ill let a quote from Kamals excellent book close this chapter:
If a painful memory arises, dont fight it or try to push it awayyoure in quicksand.
Struggle reinforces pain. Instead, go to love. Love for yourself. Feel it. If you have to
fake it, fine. Itll become real eventually. Feel the love for yourself as the memory ebbs
and flows. That will take the power away.
And even more importantly, it will shift the wiring of the memory. Do it again and again.
Love. Re-wire. Love. Re-wire. Its your mind. You can do whatever you want.[] The
results are worth it. I wish that for you.
When I was twelve years old I had one purpose in lifeother than getting the girl in art group at
summer camp to like me. I wanted to be a colonel. And not just any colonel; I wanted to be an
honorary colonel in the Kentucky State Militia. Just like my hero, Colonel Sanders. I had to start off
slowKentucky was the glamour state to be a colonel of. First I started off with Mississippi. I
called the governor, Cliff Finch, and interviewed him, because for some reason that I still cant figure
out, he was running in the primaries for president against another former Southern governor and
incumbent president, Jimmy Carter.
Cliff Finch invited me down to Mississippi. His campaign and my dad split my air fare, about $60
each. It was the first time I had ever been in a plane and I was scared. When I landed everything
looked the same but people talked differently. It was a weird feeling. As if I had landed in an
alternative universe. The main things I remember from that trip were getting the certificate that made
me an honorary colonel of the state (I better get an eighteen-gun salute the next time I fly there!),
presenting to Governor Finch how he would win the youth vote, and a lot of people asking me
what it was like to be Jewish.
Then I wrote to the governor of Alabama and I told him my family was moving to Alabama, I had
read everything about Alabama and I loved the state and now I wanted to be a colonel there. The
governor sent back a huge certificate: James Altucher was now a lieutenant colonel in the Alabama
State Militia. In Texas, I became an honorary citizen. In North Carolina, I became an honorary
tarheel. But with Kentucky, I couldnt crack the code. They knew how valuable their colonelship
was. They needed references, background checks, etc. I was twelve years old and decided for the
first of many times to quit while I was ahead. Still, if anyone wants to call me Colonel
(Mississippi), Im totally fine with that.
Which brings me to an important point. Probably the most important person in Kentucky history is
Harlan Sanders, the man himself, the colonel, the inventor of Kentucky Fried Chicken, one of the
most successful franchise operations in history. Extra-crispy Kentucky fried chicken still has to be
one of the best foods on the planet. You might get sick afterward, but who cares. Buddha says live
in the now!
A lot of people say to me, Im twenty-five years old and still have no idea what my purpose in life
should be. When Colonel Sanders was twenty-five, he still had yet to be a fireman, a streetcar
conductor, a farmer, a steamboat operator, and finally proprietor of a service station, where he sold
chicken. The chicken was great and people loved it but he didnt start making real money until he
started franchising at the age of sixty-five. Thats the age he was when he found his purpose in life.
I dont like the word purpose. It implies that somewhere in the future I will find something that will
make me happy, and that until then, I will be unhappy. People fool themselves into thinking that the
currency of unhappiness will buy them happiness. That we have to pay our dues, go on some sort
of ride, and then get dropped off at a big location called our purpose, where now we can be
happy.
It doesnt work that way.
You can find the tools to be happy right now. I still dont know what my purpose is. Im afraid I will
never know. That makes me very happy. Maybe I can have lots of adventures between today and
the day I die. Maybe I can do lots of different things. And if I dontif I die even tomorrowthats
fine also. What does purpose mean when we are dead? We might as well choose to be happy now.
Other people have found success after changing careers many times: Rodney Dangerfield didnt
succeed in comedy until his forties. One of the funniest guys ever, he was an aluminum siding
salesman. And then he had to start his own comedy club, Dangerfields, in order to actually perform
as a comedian. He chose himself to succeed! But not until his forties.
Ray Kroc was a milkshake salesman into his fifties. Then he stumbled onto a clean restaurant that
served a good hamburger run by two brothers with the last name McDonald. He bought
McDonalds when he was fifty-two.
Henry Miller wrote his first big novel, Tropic of Cancer, at age forty.
Raymond Chandler, the most successful noir novelist of all time, wrote his first novel at age fifty-two.
But he was young compared to Frank McCourt, who won the Pulitzer for his first novel, Angelas
Ashes, written when he was sixty-six. And, of course, Julia Child was a young fifty when she wrote
her first cookbook.
One of my favorite writers of all time, Stan Lee, created the entire universe for which he is known
the Marvel Universewhen he was forty-four, inventing Spiderman, the Fantastic Four, the
Avengers, and others along the way.
If you dont like to kill people but still need a weapon to immobilize them, consider the Taser,
invented by Jack Cover when he was fifty. He didnt sell a single one until he was sixty.
If you like restaurant reviews you might have read Zagat, started by Tim Zagat, who quit his job as
a lawyer in order to create the book of reviews when he was fifty-one.
Harry Bernstein was a total failure when he wrote his bestselling memoir, The Invisible Wall. His
prior forty (forty!) novels had been rejected by publishers. When his memoir came out, he was
ninety-three years old. A quote from him: If I had not lived until I was 90, I would not have been
able to write this book, God knows what other potentials lurk in other people, if we could only keep
them alive well into their 90s.
Peter Roget was a mediocre doctor who was finally forced to retire in his early seventies. Then he
became obsessed with words that have similar meanings. Was his purpose as a medical
practitioner or as a guy who could play with words? Do you know him as a doctor or as the author
of Rogets Thesaurus, which he wrote when he was seventy-three?
When I was in college, I ate ramen noodles every day for year. One time in a grocery store a
woman tried to tell me they were the worst thing I could eat. Really? Like worse than eating a brick,
for instance? That was when I was nineteen. Im now forty-five. It doesnt seem to have hurt me
that much to have eaten ramen noodles for an entire year. It was the only thing I could afford. If
something costs 25 cents and has a few slivers of peas in it, then its okay by me. Meanwhile, the
inventor of ramen noodles didnt invent them until he was forty-eight years old. Thank god for him!
Charles Darwin was a little bit off by most standards. He liked to just collect plants and butterflies
on remote islands in the Pacific. Then he wrote Origin of Species when he was fifty.
To top it all off, theres Henry Ford. He was a failure with his first car, the Model T, which he
invented when he was forty-five. He didnt yet have the productivity efficiencies of the assembly line.
He developed those when he was sixty.
This is not meant to be inspirational. You might never have that great thing you do. Im not even
saying its the journey that one should love, because some journeys are very painful. And nobody
says you get special marks in death if you wrote a great novel at the age of fifty. Or came up with a
great chicken, or a way to stuff lots of people into factories. Ive stumbled and fallen and gotten up
and survived enough that Im sick of goals and purposes and journeys. I want to cut out the
middleman. The journey. The desperation and despair that focusing on purpose entails.
Forget purpose. Its okay to be happy without one. The quest for a single purpose has ruined many
lives.
Someone asked on Quora, the Q&A website, recently, I feel like a failure for being 27 and not
knowing what I want to do in my life. What should I do?
My response was that when I was twenty-seven, I had yet to start a business, yet to ever fall in love,
yet to write a book, yet to make a TV pilot, yet to fail at twenty businesses in a row, yet to run a
hedge fund, VC fund, even become a chess master (which happened at age twenty-eight for me).
Most important, I had yet to fail. But I failed so much in my thirties that I practically forgot I was a
chess master. As I write this, Im forty-five and I still have no idea what I want to be when I grow
up. But Im starting to finally accept the fact that all I want to be is ME.
Meanwhile, Harlan Sanders made such a great chicken that, even though hed barely made a dime
off of it (that happened fifteen years later), at the tender age of forty-five, the governor of Kentucky
made Sanders an honorary colonel.
So I guess at age forty-five, theres still hope for me.
We get stuck. We get unhappy. Maybe were in a hopeless marriage. Maybe a hopeless job. Maybe
you picked up this book and you are thinking to yourself, Well, this is all good but its too late for
me.
Im sorry if you feel that way. Ive felt that way many times. Sometimes you wish you could start
fresh, with no responsibilities, an empty canvas you can now paint or repaint your life against. Ive
been feeling this way, on and off, for at least twenty years. As I mentioned before, the third most
popular search phrase that takes people to jamesaltucher.com is I am stuck. When we feel stuck,
we want a massive change, we want the entire world to reverse its rotation and drop us off at an
entirely new place. I tried that more than once.
In 1992 I wanted to move into a homeless shelter because I thought that girls who were homeless
would be more likely to go out with me. I had this fantasy version of what a homeless shelter would
be like. Wed sneak around to each others rooms as if they were dorm rooms. It would be
romantic. Lots of giggling. And crack smoking. Heck, Id try it. For love.
I had a job and wasnt really homeless. I had a place to live. But my girlfriend at the time hated me
and I needed a change. Plus the homeless shelter was right next to my place of work. I couldve
lived at the shelter and it would have been about a twenty-second walk to work. How great can life
be? I ask again: how great can life really be?
The homeless shelter director said no to my request. I told him I wanted to write about the
experience. He called my references. My bossmy ACTUAL boss at the timesaid I was
probably mentally ill. I didnt have that job for too much longer. Nor did I move into the homeless
shelter. They actually thought I was too deranged to move into a homeless shelter.
All of this is to say, theres something primal in me that wants to disappear. To mix with what I view
as the lowest of the low, to forget about my past, to sign up for a future that is meaningless, to think
only about right now and give up everything else.
People build up a life, it becomes unsatisfactory, and they want to figure out how to change it like an
outfit on a doll.
But you cant change life from the outside. We all know this now. In the Choose Yourself era, it is
only possible to give up the normal contraptions of externalized identity and live a life more free than
you can imagine if you start from the inside out. Maybe you cant live off the grid (unless you like a
place like Montana. Good luck with that) but you can live a life of unexpected surprise. Where
every day is an adventure. And every time you look in the mirror, a new person is there.
When I was a kid, I bought the book How to Disappear Completely and Never Be Found. I
dont know if any of the techniques still work but here was the authors plan:
Look at old newspapers from around the day you were born to find the names of babies that died
that day. Ask members of your state government for their birth certificates. This isnt unusual. Many
people lose their birth certificates. Use the birth certificate to get a Social Security card (say youve
been a permanent student up until now). Use the two forms of ID to get a bank account, credit
cards, and drivers license.
Change your hair color. Lose weight. Put a tack in your shoe so you start to walk differently. Start
siphoning money out of your bank account until it is all in cash. Find a crowded city where you can
rent an apartment cheap, and disappear in the crowd. Plan on building an employment history by
starting with temp or construction jobs.
Then disappear. Just walk out of your house and never go back. Youve just committed pseudocide.
The word pseudocide fascinates me. Its like a little death, a phrase often used to describe an
orgasm.
The book had anecdotal stories of people who had disappeared (how the author kept finding these
people was never explained). People running from marriages, lawsuits, the IRS, or maybe just every
now and then someone who needed an eraser, some Wite-Out to rub over emotions, fears, and
anxieties. A clean slate that would bring a temporary nirvana where some, if not all, of the mental
and emotional baggage can be discarded with your old life. Wrapped up in a garbage bag and left
behind a bowling alley.
The feeling never left me. When Im in an unfamiliar neighborhood, I look around and judge whether
or not I could disappear there. Would people find me? Would I ever run across someone I knew or
who recognized me? Could I just be swallowed up by the chaos here, live in a shelter, work temp
jobs in the back of a deli, and argue in broken Chinese in some broken-down Chinatown?
Think of the mass appeal that a TV show like Mad Men has. Its not for the allure of 1960s
advertising culture. Its for the fresh start the main character, Don Draper, has given himself. Don
Draper, of course, lives a secret identity. And one of the best episodes to ever appear in television
history was the episode The Jet Set, where he lived a secret identity within a secret identity
when he just simply disappeared while standing in the lobby of a hotel in California and went off with
a bunch of wealthy vagabonds, each with infinitely long back stories that we would never know and
never hear of again. By the time Draper emerged from this new identity, he found himself wealthy,
divorced, and dealing with the questions we all grapple with: who are we, really?
I have baggage. I have people I care for. Other people Id rather avoid. I have things I hope for. I
have goals and ambitions. I have grudges. No matter how much of a minimalist style you want to
have, you are still stuck with all these things in your head, for better or for worse.
What if you could just wake up in a new place and all the baggage was gone? What if you decided,
You know what, these goals arent worth it. Too many people die while climbing the perilous
mountain of their goals. When you are young, you think you can climb that mountain. But when you
start to get a little older you realize, Damn, if I fall now thats a long way down.
Disappearing into the depths of some ghetto, satisfying only your minimal needs, using your aura of
mystery to acquire minimal friendship, and just living each day as it is dealt to you, may solve most of
these issues. But they probably wont. The question is: with your current identity, can you live as if
youve already disappeared? We all want to de-clutter. To throw things out. But a minimalist lifestyle
is bullshit unless you can do it across every sheath in the daily practice: not just physical, but also
emotional, mental, and spiritual.
More important is to throw away the baggage, the grudges from the past that, a thousand years from
now, will mean nothing. Give up on the ambitions for the future that are more trouble and anxiety
than they are worth. To de-clutter your brain. To be free. To suffer a little death or to be born
again.
Meditation Exercise: Picture yourself in a brand-new identity. Truly homeless. A vagabond. A
nomad. Imagine you have enough in the bank. Imagine your prior responsibilities are all taken care
of. You can go to India and live there for twenty years on almost nothing. Nobody knows who you
are. You are brand-new. Its as if you woke up in a new body. You have no connection to the past
and no goals for the future. Really picture every detail of it. When I visualize it, I feel a great weight
lift off my shoulders. I want to feel that way all day long. Tell me the truth: how do you feel?
listings.
Last month when I called him, he had made $300,000 from his database. I tried to call him the
month before that, but I couldnt reach him. He was on vacation in Greece. For the entire month.
Im not suggesting people utilize this idea. By the time you read this book this idea might no longer
exist. But there are other ideas. Other things you can sell. Before the rent-to-own idea, my friend
was selling subscriptions to an online discount club, which searched the web every day for
interesting discounts.
One person was disgusted when I told him about all of this. He said to me, If everyone thought that
way, then the few people who remained property owners would completely exploit everyone else.
The good news is that there are 250 million people in this country. Maybe more. I forget. And only a
few of those people will read this book. Even if the book is a bestseller. And only a few of those
people will follow this specific advice. Its not easy. Particularly if you have families, jobs, etc.
These are just seeds to be planted. Most people will not follow this particular advice. But I hope
everyone follows the advice of the Daily Practice, where you internally get healthy enough to make
the decisions about what is right for your life instead of relying on century-old customs and
antiquated ideas about property rights, education, jobs, politics, and so on that have kept
people enslaved with ancient philosophical shackles.
The planet is at a tipping point. Spiritually we need to recognize the importance of wanting less in our
lives, to the point that we want to disappear. Technologically, we have the tools to make a living
anywhere we want. And most of those tools fit inside a device that fits inside our pockets. Being
physically, emotionally, and mentally healthy will allow you to combine the spiritual with the
technological and sculpt the life that most satisfies you instead of the life that most satisfies society.
Dont think, I cant come up with an idea. Youre getting ahead of yourself. Get all of the bodies
aligned first. Later in this book we will learn how to develop the Idea Machine so you can start
coming up with these ideas. But trust that when the foundation is built, the rest will follow.
And ultimately, a happy you will be the greatest contribution you can make toward a happy society.
[1] Start with my book 40 Alternatives to College, which could just as easily apply to high school.
JUST DO IT
I called up a plumber. Lets call him Mike X. Like Malcolm X but with a Mike. Is it really that
great to be a plumber? He was silent for a second and then a sort of gruff voice, Excuse me? he
said.
Sorry, I said, I didnt mean to just blurt out a question. Im writing an article. People keep saying,
plumbers make a ton of money and make their own hours, etc. Is it really that great? I want to find
out.
Heheh. You tell that to a plumber who gets a call at 3 in the morning from some lawyer because the
toilet in his guest room doesnt work and now has to get up and clean someones pipes because
they cant take a shit without their shower filling up with shit water.
What do you mean? How does that happen?
Only so much can fit through pipes. And some things are not meant to go in pipes. People think
they can do it themselves but theres only so much Drano you can use if seventy condoms are
clogging the pipes.
Jesus, are people having that much sex?
Heheh, Im only speaking from experience.
So I have to go down there and get out the stuff that never shouldve been there in the first place
but has built up over years. And then when it forms a wall in the pipes, you also have to clear out
everything thats backed out behind it. If it backs up enough then its going to end up breaking the
pipes and getting in other parts of the house, where it never should be. Or it drips onto your
downstairs neighbors living room carpet or whatever.
So I gotta crawl in there and clean out condoms, lots of condoms, blood, hair, tampons, and then
shit. Lots of shit. Ive had my hand on so much shit its as if Ive wiped a thousand different asses
other than my own.
But is the money worth it? Are you your own man?
Mike paused.
I guess you can say that. I get to take off sometimes in the middle of the day. I went to watch my
kids Little League practice the other day.
I LIKE TO:
MAKE MY OWN HOURS. Theres the myth that entrepreneurs work twenty-four hours a day.
This is horseshit. Most people, entrepreneurs or not, waste time. After starting up several
businesses, I can tell you this: I have never made one dime by traveling. And yet, Ive traveled to
most continents for business, cross country many times, meetings all over the place. No money from
any of them.
One time I put up a map on our wall and pinned all the places my first company had offices and
clients. I was walking a prospective acquirer through the room and pointed out the map. He stood
there for a while, looking at it. He was sixty-five years old and had been running his own business
for almost forty years. He said, I find that theres usually enough business right here to make me
rich. We were standing in the center of New York City, the richest city in the world! Why the hell
did I ever have to go to Paris, where its almost impossible to set up a business, to find clients? He
called bullshit on me and he was right. And then he bought my company. Thank god!
Now Ive learned the Power of No. If someone asks me to go someplace, have a meeting, have a
coffee, get on a call, etc., my first instinct is to say no. Much more value is created when I do the
things I enjoy, when I work on my own creativity and continue to build the foundation for health.
Rushing around the world trying to capture every piece of business will only result in financial and
spiritual poverty. Its much better to work smarter, not harder.
HELP PEOPLE. Here are the people who its in your control to help when you are an
entrepreneur:
a. Your employees. I always have the philosophy that I want my employees to call home at
the end of a hard days work and say, Mommy, I have the best job on the planet. My boss is
great and I can see myself ten years from now running my own business. Im learning so
much. And you know what? Most of my ex-employees are running their own businesses now,
too.
b. Your clients. You want them to look good in front of their bosses. How do you do it?
Simple:
i. Do what they say.
ii. Do it on time.
iii. Do a little extra to surprise them.
iv. Give them ideas for how their jobs can even be better. Never forget sales rule #1:
Your best future clients are your current clients.
v. Make their lives better. Listen to them. Go to their charity events. Introduce them to
potential spouses. Introduce them to new jobs because you will have a birds-eye view of
the entire job landscape in their industry. These are not just your clients of the month:
these are your clients for life. You are on this planet to serve them and make their lives
better. Ive had clients stick with me from one business to the next, even in totally
disparate areas. Youre never going to lose touch with the lives you save.
DEAL WITH CLIENTS I LIKE. Its horrible to deal with clients you hate. Thats like the
plumber waking up at 3 a.m. to clean the shit from a condom-flushing lawyers pipes. Ive had to do
that. Ive had clients call me up at three in the morning asking me for job advice. Ive had clients call
me up literally asking me Do you like me? Ive had (Im counting them in my head now) at least
seven clients call me up asking me for bribes if I wanted more business. Did I pay? Of course I
paid! I had employees to feed.
For a while I had a three-strikes-and-youre-out policy. If a client wasted my time on three deals
where I didnt make money, then he was out. But I broke that rule too many times. Now I basically
have a one-strike-and-youre-out policy. When I look at the ways Ive been ripped off by potential
customers (doing work on spec, doing a deal where red flags were flying but I was overwhelmed
by the dark side of the Force or whatever it was that made me part with my money, etc.), Im really
embarrassed. To think I paid for a great steak dinner for six just so I could hear a pitch about a time
machine and a device that makes black holes. Im about to sue myself right now.
BE ARTISTIC. Being an entrepreneur means youre going to create something in a way that a
customer cant get anywhere else. Creation is art. Its how ideas collide in your head, then how
materials collide to make your ideas real. Then its how people collide to bring your creation to life in
the real world with real users. Then its how so much value is created so people are willing to spend
money on it. How can you create that value? If you can ignore the petty worries. If you look out
your window first thing in the morning and find beauty in the silence. The silence is the only place
your creative ideas will come from.
MAKE A LOT OF MONEY. A lot of money. Lets be real. Thats the main reason to be an
entrepreneur. But the economy? someone might say. There is more money floating around than
ever before. And a lot of that money is buried and hidden from you. Time to reach out and touch it.
The stock market has a capitalization of several trillion dollars. Theres another $2 trillion in private
equity funds. Theres $50 trillion in transactions in the global economy every year. If you make
money, someone will buy your company. Or, even better, youll make so much money so fast you
dont have time to sell your company.
Yeah, its hard. Its stressful. Your employees will have sex with each other and then cry. People will
talk about you behind your back. Youll miss payroll. Your customers will drop you. Your investors
will hate you every now and then. The key is to always have the base foundation built; your physical,
emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies need to be healthy and flowing with each other. This will
provide the foundation from which your ideas will get generated, solutions and opportunities will
appear almost magically in the face of the problems that inevitably arise for all entrepreneurs, and
everyone around you will feel the benefits.
DEAL ONLY WITH COLLEAGUES I LIKE. Theres that test: only hire someone you wouldnt
mind sitting next to on a plane ride across the country.
Better, then, to be the one hiring than the one trying to be hired. When you are trying to get hired,
you put on the mask that says, Im the guy who you will like to sit next to flying across country. I
dont like putting on masks. Nor do I like the people around me to put on masks. Its very hard to
see through all the costumes. People dont even know they are wearing them; they go through so
much of their lives pretending to be someone else, someone who is liked, instead of being who they
really are.
COME UP WITH IDEAS. When you work at one job, you come up with ideas for that one job.
Thats fine. Nothing wrong with that. Im not criticizing working for a big company (although I will.
Stay tuned.). But when you have your own company, it never stops.
If you have a product company, you come up with additional features to put on your product. Every
day. Then you spec it out. Assign it to someone to do it. Put a time line on it, and check in every day
until its done. Then you roll it out. See how people use it, tweak it. Build a fan base around it. It
feels really good to see someone using what you made.
If you have a service company, you come up with more services. For instance, if you are helping
companies post to Facebook, how about you also help companies build an e-mail list out of their
millions of Facebook fans?
No matter what, every day you are coming up with ideas to transform your business. When I was
running Stockpickr .com, I wanted to create a fund that would invest in the top ideas from the top
investors. When I was running a web services company, we almost went into the rap label business,
the movie business, the tea business (!), the data business in about ten different areas. In retrospect,
some of our ideas were great and we had the software to do them. I wish I had the business sense
back then to really pursue some of the ideas. But I didnt. If an idea didnt bring in money every
month, then it was out. I never raised a dime for that business.
For my next business, I raised $30 million out of the gate, and eventually pulled together $100
million. What happened? Well, it was a bad idea.
NOT BE AT THE WHIM OF ONE DECISION MAKER (i.e., if you have a boss. Or if you
have only one big client, who then basically becomes your boss).
I hate to beg. I hate to look at someone and think to myself, If only they say yes my entire life will
be better. I hate to be nice to someone just so they like me and say yes to me and whatever Im
offering. I bet there are some prostitutes out there who like their job. I dont know. But Im not one
of them. I hate having sex with people I dont love. And thats what happens when one decision
maker has control over your financial future at any moment in time.
BE AROUND LIKE-MINDED PEOPLE. In every business, Ive loved meeting my
competitors. The reality is theres no such thing as competition. The world is big enough for two
people in the same space. If its not, then you are in the wrong business. Your sector should be big
enough for a hundred competitors. Thats great news. It means youre probably going to make
money.
In every business Ive been involved in, Ive gone out of my way to meet my competitors over
breakfasts. I always learn so much: how they build up (their secret origin story that every
superhero and every entrepreneur has), how they get past certain hurdles, how they handle difficult
clients, what clients they can throw me (!), do they want to get bought, how much do they think they
are worth, how do they get customers, and on and on. Even now Im not in any one business, but I
like to meet successful bloggers, authors, and angel investors. I learn from all of them and build good
friends. This is how you build your tribe. Your tribe, in part, is defined by you (you seek them out)
but also defines you (youre in the tribe of entrepreneurs or you are in the tribe of cubicle people).
BE AN EXPERT. When you start a business and you have a service or product that is good
enough for people to use over other similar products or services, then you are now an expert in your
space. Even if you are new to the space, youre an expert. I like that feeling. I like giving talks. I like
writing about the areas that fascinate me. I like starting businesses or being involved in sectors of
industry that fascinate me. Sometimes you shouldnt be an expert and yet you still are.
When I started 140love.com, a dating service for people on Twitter, my site failed miserably. I was
actually invited to give a talk at a Twitter-related conference. The title of the talk was Twitter and
Love. I was going through a divorce, and I had been dumped by four or five girlfriends in a row.
Now I was supposed to give a talk about love. The irony is so thick I could spread it on sandwich
bread if bread wasnt so high in carbs.
Anyway, that business died fast. And I didnt show up for the talk on the day of the conference.
They had to find a quick replacement. Sorry, Jeff Pulver. He never invited me to speak at a
conference again.
ONE LAST THING. Ive discussed the reasons why this major paradigm shift is occurring. Its
not that the system is out to get you. Or the system is imploding. This is not a conspiracy theory
about the government or capitalism or the 1 percent. This is actually a great opportunity for people
who can now navigate the rough surf that history is throwing up on our shores.
Regardless, you need to change for the changes that are coming. Some of these reasons Ive
covered in the preceding chapters, but I will go over all of them again so you dont have an excuse
for not remembering them.
1) The middle class is dead. I laid out all the statistics and anecdotes earlier. Again, I dont say
this as something to be scared of. And maybe Im saying it a little too harshly. But at the current rate
of incomes, and with the flight of capital out of the United States, you have to take this into account
when making major life decisions. Its not like you can choose for this to not happen. Its not a
choice. This is happening. In fact, its already happened and we are all the Walking Dead.
2) Youve been replaced. Technology, outsourcing, a growing temp staffing industry, and
productivity efficiencies have all replaced the middle class. The working class. Most jobs that
existed twenty years ago arent needed now. Maybe they never were needed. The entire first
decade of this century was spent with CEOs in their Park Avenue clubs crying through their cigars,
How are we going to fire all this dead weight? The year 2008 finally gave them the chance. It was
the economy! they said. The country has been out of a recession since 2009. Four years now. But
the jobs have not come back. Everyone is getting fired. Everyone is toilet paper now.
Flush.
3) Corporations dont like you. This is not a surprise to capitalists and entrepreneurs or even
artists. The entire idea behind a corporation is to set up a legal structure that takes advantage of
cheap labor. The cheap labor makes something for you for less than you sell it. Im not saying this
isnt unfair. It is what it is. But you have to make sure if you are being exploited that you learn how
to exploit back. You use the corporate job as a rest stop on the way toward being healthy, on the
way toward figuring out how to innovate and take advantage of the mythical safety net to move onto
bigger and better things.
4) Money is not happiness. A common question during my Twitter Q&A, asked at least once a
week, is Should I take the job I like or should I take the job that pays more money?
Leaving aside the question, should I take a job at all?, lets talk about money for a second. First,
the science: studies show that an increase in salary only offers marginal to zero increase in
happiness above a certain level. Why is that? Because of this basic fact: people spend what they
make. If your salary increases $5,000, you spend an extra $2,000 on features for your car, you
have an affair, you buy a new computer, a better couch, a bigger TV, and then you ask, where did all
the money go? Even though you needed none of the above, now you need one more thing: another
increase in your salary, so back to the corporate casino for one more try at the salary roulette wheel.
I have never once seen anyone save the increase in his salary.
In other words, dont stay at the job for safe salary increases over time. That will never get you
where you wantfreedom from financial worry. Only free time, imagination, creativity, and an ability
to disappear will help you deliver value that nobody ever delivered before in the history of mankind.
By the way, this is not just an opinion. We can look at one simple profession: the law.
Lawyers are ranked number one in average pay. They are also ranked as the number-one
profession for the percentage of people in that profession who are clinically depressed.
Of course, money can solve a lot of your temporal problems, and your worries in the material world.
But it tends to magnify the big internal ones as well, the bad qualities.
5) Count right now how many people can make a major decision that can ruin your life. I
discuss this in the chapter And Then They All Laughed. I bring it up again so you cant escape it:
how many people do you have to kiss ass to in order to achieve career goals? One? Two? The
point here is to not kiss ass at all. To know that there are at least twenty people who independently
can help you to achieve the success you need.
You build up this list of twenty people the old-fashioned wayyou help them. The only way to
create value for yourself is to create value for others.
Exercise: think of two people in your network who dont know each other but you think can
add value to each others lives. Introduce them. Do this every day. Get better and better at it.
The more value you bring to the people in your network (even if it doesnt directly bring value
to you in an immediate way), the greater the value of your network. And then the greater
value you will have.
6) Is your job satisfying your needs? I will define needs the way I always do, via the four legs
of the Daily Practice. Are your physical needs, your emotional needs, your mental needs, and your
spiritual needs being satisfied?
The only time Ive had a job that did all that, I had to do very little work and I had time on the side
to either write, or start a business, or have fun, or spend time with friends. The times when I havent
is when I was working too hard, dealing with people I didnt like, getting my creativity crushed over
and over, and so on. When you are in those situations, you need to plot out your exit strategy.
Your hands are not made to type out memos. Or put paper through fax machines. Or hold a phone
up while you talk to people you dislike. One hundred years from now, your hands will rot like dust in
your grave. You have to make wonderful use of those hands now. Kiss your hands so they can
make magic.
One can argue, not everyone is entitled to have all of those needs satisfied at a job. Thats true. But
since we already know that the salary of a job wont make you happy, you can easily modify your
lifestyle and work to at least satisfy more of your needs. And the more these needs are satisfied, the
more you will create the conditions for true abundance to come into your life.
Your life is a house. Abundance is the roof. But the foundation and the plumbing need to be in there
first or the roof will fall down and the house will be unlivable. You create the foundation by following
the Daily Practice. I say this not because I am selling anything but because it worked for me every
time my roof caved in. My house has been bombed, my home has been cold, and blistering winds
have frostbitten my nerve endings, but I managed to rebuild. This is how I did it.
7) Your retirement plan is for shit. I dont care how much you set aside for your 401(k). Its
over. The whole myth of savings is gone. Inflation will carve out the bulk of your 401(k). And in
order to cash in on that retirement plan you have to live for a really long time doing stuff you dont
like to do. And then suddenly youre eighty and youre living a reduced lifestyle in a cave and can
barely keep warm at night.
The only real retirement plan is to Choose Yourself. To start a business or a platform or a lifestyle
be in prison even though the door is unlocked, then I am not going to argue. They are free to stay in
prison.
9) Its okay to take baby steps. I cant just QUIT! people say. I have bills to pay. I get it.
Nobody is saying quit today. Before a human being runs a marathon they learn to crawl, then take
baby steps, then walk, then run. Then exercise every day and stay healthy. Then run a marathon.
Heck, what am I even talking about? I cant run more than two miles without collapsing in agony. I
am a wimp.
Make the list right now. Every dream. I want to be a bestselling author. I want to reduce my material
needs. I want to have freedom from many of the worries that I have succumbed to all my life. I want
to be healthy. I want to help all of the people around me or the people who come into my life. I want
everything I do to be a source of help to people. I want to only be around people I love, people
who love me. I want to have time for myself.
THESE ARE NOT GOALS. These are themes. Every day, what do I need to do to practice those
themes? It starts the moment I wake up. Who can I help today? I ask the darkness when I open
my eyes. Who would you have me help today? Im a secret agent and Im waiting for my mission.
Ready to receive. This is how you take baby steps. This is how eventually you run toward freedom.
10) Abundance will never come from your job. Only stepping out of the prison imposed on you
from your factory will allow you to achieve abundance. You cant see it now. Its hard to see the
gardens when you are locked in jail. Abundance only comes when you are moving along your
themes. When you are truly enhancing the lives of the people around you.
When every day you wake up with that motive of enhancement. Enhance your family, your friends,
your colleagues, your clients, potential customers, readers, people who you dont even know yet but
you would like to know. Become a beacon of enhancement, and then when the night is gray, all of
the boats will move toward you, bringing their bountiful riches.
This chapter is not a wake-up call. Its not a fear-mongering, get ready to be poor sort of chapter.
Its not even a rallying cry to the greatness and plentitude of entrepreneurship. Its reality.
Rule #1: Take out the middleman. Instead of going back to the company he used to sell for,
Bryan cut out the middleman and went straight to a credit card processor, worked out his own
reselling agreement with them, and did all of this BEFORE leaving his job at Sears.
Many people ask me, Im at a job, should I raise VC money yet? NO, of course not! First you
have to hustle. VCs want to back someone who shows a little Ooomph!
Rule #2: Pick a boring business. Everyone is always on the lookout for the next big thing. The
next big thing is finding rare earth minerals on Mars. Thats HARD WORK. Dont do it! Bryan
picked a business that every merchant in the world needs. He also knew that it was an exploding
business because of the e-commerce explosion. You dont have to come up with the new, new thing.
Just do the old, old thing slightly better than everyone else. And when you are nimble and smaller
than the behemoths that are frozen inside bureaucracy, often you can offer better sales and better
service. Customers will switch to you. If you can offer higher touch service as well, they will come
running to you.
Rule #3: Get a customer! This is probably the most important rule for any entrepreneur. People
want to find and take the magical path: get VC money, quit their jobs, build a product, and then
have millions of customers. It NEVER works like that.
Bryan found ten customers (out of the first 12 he approached) who would switch their credit card
processing to him. He figured he needed to make $2100 a month to quit his job. With his first ten
customers he was making $6200 a month, so he had a cushion in case some dropped away. He quit
his job and suddenly he was in business.
Rule #4: Build trust while you sleep. This rule is often Make Money While You Sleep. But
Bryan was already making money while he slept. He was making money on every credit card
purchase with his first ten customers.
I didnt want to be going up and down the street looking for customers, Bryan said. I needed to
find a way to get online businesses as customers. Someone suggested that I needed to blog. And to
blog well you need to be totally transparent or it wont work. So I started blogging about what was
really happening in the credit card industry including all the unscrupulous practices and how
merchants were being taken advantage of. Then Id put my posts on the top social sites at the time-Digg, reddit, and StumbleUpon--and sometimes the posts would get to the top of these sites and my
website would get so much traffic that it would crash.
But I became a trusted source about credit card processing. So before long all these online sites
that had previously had a hard time navigating this industry would start contacting me to switch their
payment services.
A couple of things there.
Rule #5: Blogging is not about money. Blogging is about trust. You dont sell ads on your blog
(rarely), you dont get the big book deal (rarely), but you do build trust and this leads to
opportunities. My own blog has made me a total of zero cents but has created millions in
opportunities. In Bryans case it led to more inflow and his biggest early opportunity.
Basically, OpenTable called me and they wanted a software solution to handle storing credit cards,
handing the data to restaurants, and being compliant from a regulatory standpoint. I signed a three
year deal with them that allowed me to build a team of developers and we built them a solution. We
now had more services to sell to customers.
Rule #6: Say YES! He started out just connecting merchants with a credit card processor. Then
OpenTable asked him to do software development even though hes never developed software
before. He said YES! He got software developers, built a great product, and at least quadrupled
his income. His decision to say YES! elevated his business to a whole new level, not just in the
services he offered customers but in how they perceived him. Suddenly, word of mouth was
spreading and other online companies started using Braintrees services: Airbnb, Uber, etc. And the
VCs started calling because all of their clients were saying Braintree was providing all of their
payment services. Its not that easy for startup online companies to get payment services.
Bryan told me, When I first started, for each new customer wed put together an entire package for
our credit card processor on why we thought the customer could be trusted and would be a
legitimate merchant. Which leads to
Rule #7: Customer Service. You can treat each customer, new and old, like a real human being.
We intuitively sort of knew what we didnt like in customer service everywhere else: automated
calling trees, slow response times, poor problem solving, etc. So we made sure there was as little
friction as possible between the customer contacting us and actually getting their problem solved.
When you are a small business, theres no excuse for having poor customer service. Your best new
customers are your old customers, and the best way to touch your old customers is to provide quick
help when they need it. Customer services is the most reliable touch point to keep selling your
service to them.
Ok, I said, I have to ask. At what point were you making over seven figures?
By Year 2, Bryan was making over a million dollars and the business was doubling every year. They
couldnt hire fast enough.
In 2011, after four years in business, Braintree took in its first dime of investment capital--$34
million in a Series A funding round. Two years later, according to Crunchbase, they process over $8
billion in credit card transactions annually.
Not bad for someone who quit his job and just wanted to figure out a way to get his bills paid.
So what does this mean for you?
I get BS e-mails all the time. Make a million dollars buying gold! Make a million dollars in real
estate! Here are the secrets to making a million dollars, revealed this one time only! Then I click
on the link and its all BS. Vague answers, some testimonials and then you have to buy a package.
Its all BS.
The rest of this chapter is about brainstorming specific ways to make a million dollars, to do what
Bryan Johnson did in less than two years. This is all just brainstorming mind you, and it comes from
my personal experience and expertise, so there will be limitations on its scope. But its a start. Its
where I start when I want to come up with a new business idea. Its where you can start, too. Note:
every idea I mention below is an idea Ive seen someone pursue to make a million dollars are more.
Am I recommending these methods? No. But, again, they are starting points for brainstorming.
A) Make a service business on whatever the cutting edge of the Internet is. Start with small
businesses. In the 90s, you wouldve made a website business. Right now you can build an app or
make a social media agency. Dont just set up Facebook fan pages for people. Get those people
some fans. Set people up on twitter. Then get those people followers. Set businesses up on
YouTube, Pinterest, Wanelo, etsy, Quora, Instagram, MailChimp. Every small business (a law firm, a
dentists office, a flower shop, etc.) should have a working knowledge of some, if not all, of these
tools. Your new agency can give it to them.
How do you find clients? Go to the local businesses you use. Ask them what they need and what
you can do. Take on the first few clients for free and then start charging a monthly fee. Put out a
letter to them each week about what new things you can be doing. Dont forget: the best new
customers are current customers.
If you are an employee somewhere, go to your current employer. Offer them your services. If they
say yes, then try to quit your job, start a company, and offer the services again. Heck, make them an
equity owner in the company because they gave you your start.
All we are trying to do is make ONE MILLION DOLLARS, remember? Once you have a few
hundred thousand in revenues and you start hiring people, sell the business for $1 million. Thats it.
There will be plenty of buyers (local ad agencies, bigger ad agencies trying to consolidate, bigger
social media firms, small public companies trying to break into the ad space).
Youre always selling: selling your services, selling your customers services (!) (this is the real, true
secret for keeping customers by the way), and selling your company.
B) Introduce two people. Every company is for sale. Every company has a price. And there are
many entrepreneurs trying to buy businesses. Not just entrepreneurs either, but businesses called
roll-ups, whose entire business is buying other businesses. These companies buy many mom-andpop operations in different regions, combine them together, fire all of the back-office staff that are
redundant, and now they are a national business with greater margins that can go public or get
acquired.
Sometimes companies need help finding buyers. Sometimes companies need help getting in shape to
meet buyers. Sometimes companies have no clue about what to do next once they meet a buyer. A
lawyer supposedly helps, but not really. They just add layers of process and remove layers of profit.
Its hard to navigate getting acquired. If you can be somewhere in the middle, you can get paid.
There are some regulations around getting paid for this service, but if you can figure them out and
build a business around this idea, you can make $1 million easy.
C) Write a book. I have never made $1 million writing a book. But I have a number of friends who
have made millions writing books or information products of some sort. This is a tricky area, so the
key here is that you have to be legit. Dont write a book on a subject you know nothing about. Then
youre just like one of those BS e-mail spammers, except a hundred times worse because what they
do in six hundred words you do in sixty thousand. Instead, partner with someone who knows
something and write about what they did.
D) Write a book, part II. Actually, I lied. I just realized I have made $1 million writing a book. My
very first book Trade Like a Hedge Fund. The book itself didnt make me that muchmaybe
$50,000, give or takebut in 2004, I started getting speaking engagements with companies like
Fidelity, Schwab, Profunds. A few other institutions would pay up to $20,000 per talk. Ive
probably given well over a hundred talks based on that book over the past nine years. Plus Ive
written articles for them and had other opportunities because of that book. Remember: when you
write a book, its not all about book sales. Books give you credibility in your area of expertise or
interest. Credibility gets you:
consulting (Tim Ferriss has done this very well)
speaking (the authors of Freakonomics have made a career out of this)
other media opportunities (TV show, radio show, etc.)
other writing opportunities. Most authors I know, even bestselling ones, dont make
millions from their books. But then they get paid to write for big-paying magazines or
corporations or whatever. These add up. And if they add up enough, you can outsource a lot
of your writing to people whom you trust, as long as you triple-check their work. When I was
writing finance articles in 2005, I was writing up to five articles A DAY with the help of a team
of cheap labor (high school students) who knew more about stocks than just about any hedge
fund manager I knew.
an e-mail list you can sell other products to. I have never done this but several of my friends
(see Ramit Sethis book or John Mauldins book) have done it very successfully
E) Financial Repair. I was just visiting a friend the other day who was renting a $5 million mansion in
South Beach, Miami. I asked him, Who owns this place? He said, Some guy who figured out a
way to make the points on your drivers license go away. The house had seven bedrooms, eight
bathrooms, a music studio, a boat docked right off the back porch, and a closet bigger than the
typical New York City apartment, and came with a personal chef. She cooked us lunch.
We live in an economy where the media reminds us almost every day how the divide between rich
and poor is getting greater and greater. Screw the media! The situation is what it is. Lets not
complain about politics or economics. Lets actually help people with money issues. Heres where
people need help:
Parking tickets (like above)
Student loans. There are a trillion dollars in student loans out there. A business helping young
people navigate their way through this loophole-filled landscape is easily a million dollar
business.
Credit repair
Rent-to-own. I am forever against buying houses but, for better or worse, some people want
to own homes. Who am I to stop them? Since 2008, many of these people can no longer
afford to buy a home. Banks refuse to give out loans. Remember my friend from How to
Disappear Completely and Never Be Found, who bought up all the homes databases and
built his own rent-to-own homes database? He charges a subscription fee for the database.
And guess what? People subscribe to it. So much so that hes expanded his rent-to-own
model.
He just launched a rent-to-own laptop product. He bulk buys the laptops for $200 apiece and
rents-to-own them out for $20 a week for a year. BAM! Huge margins. He started just a few
months ago. Hes bringing in $300,000 a month now, and can sell his business for at least several
million dollars pretty much any time he wants. And, by the way, he didnt go to college.
If youre like a lot of people who are doing this for the first time, all these brainstorming ideas
probably make your head swim a little bit and leave you with a lot of questions. Since I started
writing and giving talks, Ive heard them all:
So should I quit my job? I have a million ideas, which should I do first? Do I just need to be a better
multitasker? What do I do if I have ideas but Im a procrastinator? Im too busy, I have a family, I
dont have time, what do I do then?
I get it. I understand what youre going through, believe me. This is very hard. Those are very hard
questions. And I have specific answers to each of them. Unfortunately my answers dont matter
and wont matteruntil you start from the beginning and get back to basics.
When I was a kid, I was scared to death of my grandma. When she would come over, the first thing
she would do is go to my room and scream at me if it was a mess. We started having to slip more
cortisone into her mouthful of daily vitamins just to calm her down.
To prepare for her visits, I started cleaning my room. I could do it superfast. The reason was
because all I was doing was sweeping everything under my bed. My room would look spotless but
it was actually still a disgusting mess.
The same thing is true of most peoples lives. I dont say that in a critical way. I just know its true.
Every time I lost money, it was because I had fooled myself into thinking I was in great shape, but
there was still a lot of crap swept under the bed. Theres no getting around it. Cleaning your room,
cleaning the house where your freedom livesthe house you want to live intakes time and effort.
It requires you build the proper foundation, by getting back to basics.
The way you get back to basics is by doing your Daily Practice and focusing on the Four Bodies
(do one from each, every day):
The Physical Body: Am I eating well? Am I exercising? Am I flossing? Am I sleeping enough?
There are really no shortcuts. The only people I know who claim they sleep three hours a day and
still have a ton of energy are 100 percent bipolar. No joke.
The Emotional Body: Am I surrounding myself with people who love me? Am I not engaging with
the people who put me down, even if they are co-workers? Am I not gossiping? Am I expressing
gratitude to the people who are good to me? I bet this seems corny, right? Youre probably asking
yourself, what does this have to do with a million dollars?
Last year, my friend from Miami (the one with the mansion) made several million dollars in his
business. A few years ago, he was broke, living in his parents basement. He was overweight and
unhealthy. He was in a bad relationship. And his ideas were stale, left over from the last time he
made a million (which he of course then lost).
What changed?
Like many people, he realized that he had to do something different in order to get out of the rut he
was in. Theres a saying, Its your best thinking that got you here. So the first step is to literally
throw away your best thinking.
My friend realized that the first step was to get back to the basics. He simply began by jogging and
eating better. That sense of self-improvement then started to extend out to his relationships, his
creativity, his spiritual life, and all of this together transformed the way he thought about his business.
Its not that his business got better. Its that his thinking got better because it came from a foundation
of health. And from that foundation, you build the house you want to live in.
Now hes out of the bad relationship. Hes lost fifty pounds. He has a personal chef who cooks only
healthy meals for him. He hired someone to help him with the marketing of his business, which
helped him to generate new, fresh ideas. And the arrogance that he was known for in his circle
seems to be greatly tempered.
The Mental Body: People have lots of ideas, but they are mostly bad ones. The way you get good
ideas is to do two things: 1) Read two hours a day. 2) Write ten ideas a day. By the end of a year,
you will have read for almost one thousand hours and written down 3,600 ideas. One of these ideas
will be a home run. How will you know which one? Or two? Or three? Well, because you are doing
your Daily Practice and focusing equally on the other three bodies, which are essential for health.
The Spiritual Body: I was leading a retreat at a spiritual resort a few months ago. I wanted to
charge nothing and title it Creating Success from Within. Two things happened. The retreat center
said, No, you have to charge! And then they said, You cant use the word success. Our audience
doesnt like that.
I thought this was funny. Spiritual people hate the word success, yet they are more than willing to
charge their audience an arm and a leg to achieve it. FYI, Im pretty sure thats called a scam.
Not that success-oriented people are any better. They hate the word spiritual just as much. It
reminds them of New Age bullshit or their childhoods, when they were forced into boring, religious
instruction by parents who needed the threat of eternal damnation in order to get their kids to clean
their rooms.
So lets just move away from all that. Dont worry about satisfying anybody elses preconceived
notion of what spirituality is. Some people say, Oh! You have to meditate! You have to sit in the
lotus position! Blah blah blah.
No, you dont.
All you have to do is stay in the present. When you catch yourself upset about the past or worried
about the future, say to yourself, Ah, Im time traveling, then STOP. Thats what meditation is.
Thats what being spiritual means: not time traveling. Dont believe anyone who says it isnt. And
Nobody chooses themselves to make $1 billion. You dont wake up and say, Im going to do
whatever it takes to make a lot of money. You wake up and you say, I have a big problem. And a
lot of people have the same problem. And nobody is going to solve this problem except for me.
Even better, can you say A million people have this problem?
Corporate America doesnt solve problems. These companies are machines that keep churning out
the same product, with minor tweaks, forever.
With new technology, new methods of marketing, and a healthy, balanced life that helps you come
up with ideas and execute on them, you can become the sort of person who solves problems that
help millions of people.
Its the external manifestation of if you better yourself, you better the lives of the people around you.
Sara Blakely decided she had a problem. A big one. She wanted to look better when she wore
panty hose.
Specifically, she didnt want the unsightly bulge that occurs at the end of panty hose underneath the
skirt. She solved the problem by creating a seamless panty hose. You may have heard of it. Its
called Spanx, Sounds easy? Sounds trivial? It is. Even she will admit it. And now shes worth $1
billion.
Am I glorifying the billion dollars? Sure I am. Thats what people notice. Nobody cares about
someone who made a new panty hose. But thats the problem she solved that led to everything else.
She simply wanted to look better. And then her friends wanted to look better. And so on.
Here are my takeaways from Saras story:
Stay motivated. She had been reading self-help books (specifically Wayne Dyers earlier books)
and motivational books since she was sixteen years old. Whats a self-help book do? It tells you that
part of the world around you exists because you think it to exist. Extreme example: if you are lying
on the floor depressed all the time, you wont seize opportunities. If every day you wake up and say,
What adventure will happen to me today? then adventures will happen to you. So from an early
age she trained herself to look for the opportunities in life. She trained herself for ten years thinking
that way before the idea for Spanx hit her. Without thinking about it, she was bringing about the
Daily Practice in her life, from spirituality, to mental health, to emotional health, to physical health.
She was amazingly good at sales. Sara had to sell fax machines for Danka as one of her first
jobs. Within a few years, by the time she was twenty-five, she was the national sales trainer. People
shy away from the word salesman. They think the process of selling is dirty in some way. But the
only way to get anywhere is to come up with ideas and then have a strong ability to sell them. Sara
had that ability.
She solved a huge problem for women. If you want to create $1 billion in value, you need to find
a problem that nobody has solved. Right now, this second, there are about 1 million problems that, if
you solved one, someone else would say, Holy shit! Thats so easy. Why didnt I think of that?
And yet, these problems, right now, remain unsolved.
So what was the problem she solved? Ninety-nine percent of women complain about the muffin
top that forms after the panty hose ends and their stomach takes over. No problem, said Sara,
heres an idea for panty hose that solves it. Theyre panty hose that dont have feet and also smooth
out a womans body underneath her dress. Then she went out and did it. Now woman look sexier.
Not only was this a huge problem for women, it solved a pretty big issue for men as well! We like
looking at sexy women.
Prepare. How did she do it? Sara had never done anything in fashion before. So she spent every
day at the library and the hosiery stores. She had a full-time job but at night she researched every
patent. She bought every type of panty hose. She knew the entire industry. To succeed at something:
Know every product in the industry
Know every patent
Try out all the products
Understand how the products are made
Make a product that YOU would use every single day. You cant sell it if you personally
dont LOVE it
Cold-call. When I was trying to get people to use Stockpickr .coma site I built from 2006 to
2007I cold-called AOL, Yahoo, Google, Reuters, Forbes, etc. Guess what? Everyone
responded, because I knew it was something they all needed. I had at least two to five meetings with
each group and did deals of some sort or another with all of them. If you have something thats
worthwhile, you cant be afraid to cold-call. They need you more than you need them.
What does this have to do with Sara Blakely and Spanx? She cold-called the number-one place to
sell her stuffNeiman Marcusand they loved her product and took it right away.
AN ASIDE:
Someone asked me yesterday if I had any connections at a major childrens company so she could
sell an excellent set of childrens travel books to them. I think its a great idea. Why? Because I see
my kids buy every book from this childrens company. Its a doll company but they also put out
books like, How to be a child of divorce as an example (which both my kids, being children of
divorce, have read thoroughly). So why not travel books? This woman has already made a dozen
travel books for kids ages eight to twelve, the exact age group for this childrens doll company. I
know shes a good writer because my kid even did a book report on one of her books and loved it.
So I know kids would love her travel books.
She wanted a connection in because she was afraid to cold-call. But almost all sales are done
through cold calling. If theres a need, people will love to meet you. Cold-call right now!
It doesnt cost much to make a billion. Sara started with $5,000. Thats it. She never took
investors. She never borrowed money. Now her revenues are hundreds of millions a year.
Facebook spent a few thousand to get to the point where they had 1 million users a day. Google
hardly spent any money at first. Not that Im in the billion-dollar league, but I can tell you that
Stockpickr.com cost me less than $5,000 to build and was sold for $10 million a few months later.
And the first company I sold cost less than $0 to build. We had profitable clients from day one.
If you have an idea, dont focus on the money. Dont focus on how you will make a living. Do this:
Build your product
Sell it to a customer
Start shipping
Then quit your job.
Sara didnt quit her job until she was already well on her way to selling her first million in orders.
Most entrepreneurs write me before they have a product even built. They have an idea and they
want to quit their job to pursue it so they need to raise money right now. Are you crazy? Anyone
who would give you money might as well get really good with a plunger because they are going to
need it after the money gets flushed down the toilet.
Never ask permission, ask for forgiveness later. Sara didnt like how Spanx were being
displayed at Neiman Marcus. So she bought samples of her own product at Target and displayed
them right next to the cash register at Neiman Marcus. She knew innately that nobody would
question her. Nobody questions anything if you have confidence, intelligence, and you are proud of
your product. This is like the Stanley Milgram experiment mentioned in the chapter And Then They
All Laughed. You just ASK for the subway seat and people give it to you.
Sara just did it. To hell with the ramifications. What else did she do? She sent Spanx to Oprah
Winfreys stylist. Who was more perfect to wear Spanx than Oprah Winfrey?
Take advantage of all publicity. Im bad at this. I say no to almost everything. CNBC used to call
me all the time and I wouldnt even return their calls. Finally Jim Cramer said to me, Why are you
embarrassing me like this. Return their calls. He made the very good point that if you dont promote
yourself, nobody else will.
I first heard about Spanx when Sara Blakely was on the Donnie Deutsch show. But millions heard
about it through Oprah, an opportunity that Sara created for herself. She also spent a season on
Richard Bransons reality show, defying every fear she ever had. She promoted herself down every
avenue. Thats what you have to do to succeed. You cant have any shame. I have a lot of shame in
promoting myself, which I have to get over. She had no shame. Not to over-repeat a catchphrase,
but Sara didnt wait for anyone to choose her. She chose herself in every way.
Looks. Im not saying good looks or bad looks. But YOU are the best promoter of your product.
So if your product is something in the fashion industry, you should make sure you are the best model
for it. A good friend of mine is about to launch a skin cream for Latina women. The cream smooths
out wrinkles and also smooths out the different shades of color on the face that many Latinas have.
Shes about forty years old. I can tell you this: she doesnt have a single wrinkle and her skin glows.
She will be the best model for her product.
Remember, you dont have to be great looking. Im a weird, geeky-looking guy. Who better to sell
a website? Or website services in the 90s like I used to. If I looked like a J. Crew model, I
mightve failed. Instead, I had the look of a dirty computer genius (even though I was thrown out of
computer science grad school) and I can tell you, that look worked for me.
Good for her. Dont be a hater! Ninety-nine percent of people are haters. Bless that which you
want.
If you want to be successful, you need to study success, not hate it or be envious of it. If you are
envious, then you will distance yourself from success and make it that much harder to get
there. Never be jealous. Never think someone is lucky. Luck is created by the prepared. Never
think that someone is undeserving of the money they have. That only puts you one more step
removed from the freedom you aspire to. I can tell right away that when someone is so envious and
jealous, they will never get the freedom they want but will spend the rest of their life trying.
Its not about the money. Sara had to tell her fianc a few weeks before their wedding that Spanx
wasnt just selling a few million dollars worth a year but hundreds of millions of dollars worth a
year.
Thats a big difference, right? And it was only a few weeks before their wedding.
As he put it in a later interview: She said to me, Im not sure you really know how successful
Spanx is[and] I am. After she told him, her fianc started crying. I was just so happy for her.
He had already sold a successful, private-plane rentals company to Berkshire Hathaway and wasnt
doing badly himself. But it shows how little money played a role in how she defined herself.
In an interview with Forbes she said, I feel like money makes you more of who you already are. If
youre an asshole, you become a bigger asshole. If youre nice, you become nicer. Money is fun to
make, fun to spend, and fun to give away.
In the past fifteen years, the only time I didnt look at my bank account every day was when I was
doing something I was passionate about. Sara was clearly passionate about Spanx. The money
quickly became an afterthought.
This doesnt mean you shouldnt think about money. But it does mean if YOU ARE thinking too
much about money while building your business, then either you are not very passionate about the
business or you arent helping people with your business. Those two thoughts alone will crowd out
the thoughts of your own personal bank account.
My final takeaway: god bless her. Shes worth $1 billion.
No amount of schooling will teach you how to choose yourself. I dont want to do an anti-school
rant here. Ive done that before. Lets focus on the things school doesnt teach you, because these
are the exact things you need to survive: how to come up with ideas (discussed in an earlier
chapter), how to sell those ideas, and how to fail and bounce back. Then repeat.
Someone I dont know at all just wrote me with the worst-selling technique of all time. He wrote, I
really need to talk to you. Can I have twenty to thirty minutes of your time?
The answer is no. Not that I think Im so great. Or that my time is so valuable. But his message sort
of suggests that my time is worth zero. He is offering me nothing, even less than nothing since theres
opportunity cost to twenty to thirty minutes of time. I could be watching half an episode of Mad
Men, for instance. Or researching how to code Wifi into protein (not giving up on that one yet).
There are some variants on this horrible technique. Like, I have a great idea that Ill give you equity
in if you give me twenty to thirty minutes of your time. I dont know if his equity is worth anything
yet, so its the same problem as above.
Another sign of a bad salesman is a good negotiator. This might not always be true, but its true for
me. I am horrible at negotiation. If I say, This car is for sale for $10,000 and they say, Eight
thousand, I shrug my shoulders and say, Okay.
When youre negotiating you have to say no a lot. When you are selling, you are always trying to
find the yes.
Everyone has a yes buried inside of them. A good salesman knows how to find where that yes is
buried and then how to tease it out. Great salesmen know it instinctively.
When youre a negotiator you have to be willing to say no, regardless of what the other side says.
So although they arent total opposites, the goals are completely different.
In fact, not only will bad negotiation often result in great sales (and frankly Id rather be in the bed
than walking door to door) but, if you are a master salesman, it will also lead to the best result.
Some examples of my bad negotiation style that have worked out for me:
A) I sold my first business for less than other Internet businesses were going for at the same time. It
was 1998, the Internet was about to go bust, but first all the stocks went up. Maybe I sold too early.
It certainly seemed that way for a while. But better to sell early than go broke. Some people say,
why not go for the long runbuild a business that lasts forever. Very few businesses last forever.
Theres a reason its called fifteen minutes of fame. That doesnt apply to just people. It applies to
almost everything.
B) I gave 50 percent of Stockpickr to thestreet.com for no money. Blogs were written about how
bad my deal was. But when someone owns 50 percent of your business, they care about what
happens. They had to buy my company four months later rather than risk someone else owning 50
percent of it. For companies they only owned 10 percent of, they gave up on them. I was able to
sell about four months before the market peaked. After that, it never wouldve happened. My one
employee quit on me because he was so disgusted with the deal I did. At the time it didnt seem like
it was the best negotiation. In fact, it seemed like I was a horrible negotiator. And I am. But more
important is to build relationships than to kill everyone and take every last dime in a negotiation.
C) I sold Claudias car for $1,000 less than she wanted to sell it for. But now the car is gone. We
dont have to worry about it. That was worth $1,000 to me. And we stopped paying $600 a month
to park it in downtown New York City. Thats +$1,600 in my book.
D) I got my old company to do websites for New Line Cinema for $1,000 a moviewhich was
one two-hundredth of what we got for doing The Matrix siteeven though some of the sites were
the same size as that site. Why did I do that? The best designers wanted us to hire them to work on
those movies. Meanwhile, they stayed late on Saturday nights to work on Con Edison sites that paid
a lot better. I didnt negotiate at all.
E) Ive sold my books on Kindle for almost nothing. Ive given away books for free to people who
showed up at my talks or signed up for my newsletter. Does that sound stupid? Maybe. But it got
my name out there. Ive now given out more than one hundred thousand copies of my books, on top
of the sales. This will have lifelong effects for me. I feel them every day.
F) I get offers every day to advertise on my blog. I say no to every one of them. Monetizing my site?
Not part of my big picture.
The key is, dont be stupid. Only negotiate with people you really want to sell to. Otherwise it boils
down to just money. Creating value goes right out the window. And only sell something you love to
someone you love. Always think, What is the bigger picture here? In many cases, in the bigger
picture, the negotiation is not as important as the sale. Who cares if you got yourself a great price
on a product that no ones heard of or cares about? Hence, the rise of models like freemium.
1. Whats the lifetime value of the customer? When I give away a book for free, it gets my
name out there. That has lifelong value for me that goes way beyond the few dollars I could
maybe charge. When you add value to peoples lives (for instance, giving away quality
content for free), the opportunities that come back to you cannot be quantified. Ive had the
strangest opportunities this past year because of the honesty I offer on my blog. Sometimes
its almost seemed like magic. But thats okay. I like being a magician.
2. What are the ancillary benefits of having this customer? When we did Miramax.com
for $1,000, we became the GUYS THAT DID MIRAMAX.COM! That helped get twenty
other customers that were worth a lot more. I wouldve paid Miramax money to do its site.
3. Learn the entire history of your client, your audience, your readership, and your
platform. You need to love your client. Love all of their products. Infuse yourself with
knowledge of their products. I wanted to work at HBO because I loved all of their shows,
and I studied their history back to the 70s before I applied for a job there in the 90s.
4. Give extra features. Do the first project cheap. And whatever was in the spec, add at least
two new cool features. This BLOWS AWAY the client. Dont forget the client is a human, not
a company. That human has a boss. And that person wants to look good in front of her boss.
If you give her a way to get promoted, then she will love you and always hire you back.
Dont forget to always give extra. A simple effort will get you a customer for life.
5. Give away the kitchen sink. One of the biggest investors in my fund of hedge funds had
just been ripped off in a Ponzi scheme. They almost went out of business. I introduced them
to reporters at every newspaper to help them get the word out about the Ponzi scheme. They
were infinitely grateful and even put more money in my fund. Whenever the main guy was
depressed about what had happened, I would talk to him for an hour trying to cheer him up. I
wasnt just a fund he invested in but a PR person and therapist. Go the extra mile.
6. Recommend your competition. Think about it this way: what are two of the most popular
sites on the Internet? Yahoo! and Google. What do they do? They just link to their
competition, other websites. If you become a reliable source, then everyone comes back to
you; if your knowledge has value, they can only get that by having access to you. They get
access by buying your product or services.
7. Idea machine. Theres that phrase always be closing. The way thats true is if you are
always putting yourself in the shoes of your client and thinking of ways that can help them.
When I sold Stockpickr.com to thestreet .com, the superficial reason was that they wanted
the traffic, community, and ads my site generated. The real reason was that they needed help
coming up with ideas for their company. I was always generating new ideas and talking to my
contacts at thestreet.com about them. Often the real reason someone buys from you is not for
your product, but for you.
8. Show up. When I wanted to manage some of Victor Niederhoffers money [2], I read all his
favorite books. I wrote articles for him. At the drop of a dime, I would show up for dinner
wherever and whenever he asked me to. If he needed a study done that required some
programming beyond what he or his staff was capable of doing, I would offer to do it and do
it fast. Nobody was paying me, but ultimately he placed money with me (at ridiculously low
fees, but I did not negotiate), which I was able to leverage into raising money from others.
Plus, I really liked him. I thought he was an amazing person.
9. Knowledge. When I was building a trading business, I mustve read more than two hundred
books on trading and talked to another two hundred traders. No style of trading was off
limits. This helped me not only build a trading business, but build a fund of hedge funds, and
ultimately build stockpickr.com. I felt like I knew more about trading and the top investors out
there than anyone else in the world. Creating value was almost an afterthought. When I was
building websites, I knew everything about programming for the web. There was nothing I
couldnt do. And the competition, usually run by businessmen and not programmers, knew
that about me. And they knew that I would always come in cheaper.
10. Love it. You can only make money doing what you love. If you work a 9 to 5 job that you
hate, then youre on a leash that gives you just enough lead to get by and stops just short of
real freedom and happiness. And money. If you love something, youll get the knowledge,
youll get the contacts, youll build the site with the features nobody else has, youll scare the
competition, and youll wow the customers.
I didnt enjoy writing finance articles. Id write a finance article for some random finance site and
then repost it on jamesaltucher.com. I had zero traffic. Then I decided to write articles I enjoyed. To
get back to my true roots, where I loved writing and reading. I also wanted to really explore all of
my failures, my miseries, and my pain. In public. I love being honest and intimate with people. I love
building community. I love e-mailing with readers. It was about a little over a year ago that I decided
to make the shift where I was just going to open the kimono at jamesaltucher.com and say
everything I wanted to say, and at the same time indulge in my love of writing, art, creativity, and
reading. More than 4 million customers later, Im enjoying more than ever doing what I love.
[2] Victor Neiderhoffer is a famous hedge fund manager who used to work with George Soros. In his day, he was so good,
Soros sent his son to work with Neiderhoffer to learn how to trade.
The Mental Body is the third leg of the Daily Practice. It is no more or less important than the other
three legs. But many people get stuck here. They sit down with a pad and wait for God to come
down and give them ideas to put on that pad. Or they wait for inspiration. Inspiration doesnt really
exist.
Stephen King, in his book On Writing discusses an accident he once had that prevented him from
writing for several weeks. When he started to write again he could feel the difference. He said how
the words just werent connecting right. His writing muscle had atrophied. He needed to exercise it
again in order to continue writing the nonstop, bestselling thrillers hed been writing for thirty years.
STEPHEN KING!
All it took was a few weeks out of action to throw him completely off his game even though hes one
of the best in the world at what he does.
The idea muscle is no different than the writing muscle. Its no different than your leg muscles, for
that matter. If you dont walk for two weeks, the muscles will atrophy. And you will need physical
therapy in order to walk again.
The idea muscle must be exercised every day. Even if youve come up with ideas every day of your
life, it will atrophy if you give it a two-week rest.
What are the benefits of having a functional idea muscle? You will become an idea machine. No
matter what situation you are in, what problem you see in front of you, what problems your friends
and colleagues have, you will have nonstop solutions for them. And when your idea muscle is at its
peak performance, your ideas will actually be good, which again means you will be able to create
the life you want to lead.
To become an idea machine takes about six to twelve months of daily practice with the idea muscle.
Below I discuss how to develop that practice. And again, this goes side by side with the other three
bodies. You cant develop the idea muscle if youre suffering through a bad relationship, or an
illness, or you lose your sense of gratitude and wonder toward the world around you.
In the mid-90s, I had an idea that lasted about the amount of time it takes to drink two beers. I say
this because I had the idea at a bar and it was quickly squashed by the two friends I was with.
I wanted to create a reality cable channel. All reality TV all the time. Reality TV was just beginning.
MTVs The Real World and HBOs Taxicab Confessions were the only two real successful
examples at that point. The day before, I had gone to a seminar at the Museum of Television and
Radio about The Real World. All of the houseguests from my favorite season (but not Puck, or
Pedro, who was dead) were there answering questions. I felt reality TV was a cheap way to
produce TV and that people would get obsessed by it, particularly if sex was involved.
What a dumb idea, a friend said. Theres only so much reality. Which strikes me as funny now.
The other guy said, Youre not a big TV company. How will you get the cable companies to go for
the idea?
So I never thought about it again. I put up a fence around the idea and decided I would never be
able to leap over that fence to execute on the idea. Now EVERY television channel is basically all
reality all the time, or at least 50 percent of the time.
My real problem was I didnt have confidence. And I didnt know what the next step was. In
retrospect, I shouldve written down my idea, written down ten ideas for possible shows to launch
with, and started pitching TV companies to get someone to partner with me on it. That wouldve
been simple and not taken too much time before there was some payoff.
Note: what might be too big for you (thinking of the next step) might not be too big for someone
else. They might easily know, and not be afraid of, what the next step is.
Two examples. Someone asked me, How do you know when an idea is too big? I answered that
an idea is too big if you cant think of the next step. I then added that if I wanted to start an airline
with more comfortable seats and Internet access and better food and cheaper prices, I might have a
hard time because even if it were a good idea I wouldnt know what to do next.
Then I read about Richard Branson.
When Virgin Records was making him a tidy profit of about $15 million a year, he decided there
should be a more comfortable transatlantic airline. What the hell did he know about making an
airline? Nothing. Not only that, airlines are a difficult business. Three of the best investors in history,
Howard Hughes, Carl Icahn, and Warren Buffett, have crashed and burned buying airlines. Warren
Buffett once said something like The best way to make a million dollars is to start with a billion and
buy an airline.
And yet Branson came up with the idea and that very day he called up Boeing to find out what it
would cost to lease an airplane. He made a great deal with them that if it didnt work out he could
return the airplane. If it did work out, hed be a great customer for them. Im assuming he made a
similar call to Airbus and took the best deal. He then probably found out what it cost to lease space
in the various airports he would need to use. They were probably happy with more business. And
then, Im guessing, he hired some pilots, some ground crew, and put an ad in the paper advertising
his new air routes and he was in business.
Virgin Air is successful (I just flew it from New York to LA a few weeks ago), and has since spun
off Virgin Galactic. So this scruffy kid, who started a record label, decided he wanted planes with
more comfortable seats and is now, as a result, sending rocket ships into space.
Note the important thing: the day he came up with the idea, he also called Boeing and got a plane
from them. Not only did he identify the next step, but he took it. For me, I wouldve convinced
myself that the next step in starting an airline was probably too big for me. And then it definitely
wouldve been too big for me. This is not quite the same as the secretthe idea that our thoughts
can create our realitybut its close. Our thoughts can make our ideal reality possible. If you think
you can do something, if you have confidence, if you have creativity (developed by building up your
idea muscle), the big ideas become smaller and smaller. Until there is no idea too big. Nothing you
cant at least attempt. As Henry Ford said, Whether you think you can, or you canteither way
you are right.
On a much smaller scale, I can state a few examples of my own but Ill stick with one. I had an idea
to create a financial news site that didnt have any news but was just a site made up of various
methods to come up with investment ideas. In particular, by piggybacking on the investment ideas of
the greatest investors. I specced out the site on the morning I had the idea, I put the spec on
elance.com, several developers contacted me with prices, and I hired one of them. Within a few
weeks, version 1.0 of the site was released, stockpickr.com. Seven months and millions of unique
users later, I sold the profitable company to thestreet.com.
So the question is not, when is an idea too big? Its how do I make all ideas smaller and achievable?
You do this by developing the idea muscle:
Every day, read/skim chapters from books on at least four different topics. This morning I
read from a biography of Mick Jagger; I read a chapter from Regenesis, a book on advances in
genetic engineering, a topic I know nothing about. I read a chapter in Tiny Beautiful Things by
Cheryl Strayed. Her other recent book, Wild, is an Oprah pick and was also excellent. I read a
chapter from Myths to Live By by Joseph Campbell, and also, to waste time, I played a game of
chess online.
Write down ten ideas. About anything. It doesnt matter if they are business ideas, book ideas,
ideas for surprising your spouse in bed, ideas for what you should do if you are arrested for
shoplifting, ideas for how to make a better tennis racquet, anything you want. The key is that it has
to be ten or more.
You want your brain to sweat, like I mentioned earlier in the book.
Want to really sweat, and learn from my early mistakes with reality TV? Right now, list ten ideas that
are too big for me and what the next steps might be. For instance, one idea might be launch solar
panels into outer space to more efficiently generate solar power. Another idea might be, genetically
engineer a microbe that sucks the salt out of water. I have no idea if thats even possible. Another
idea might be, within one year I am going to write a book and give away a million copies for free.
The first step would be to write the book. Then maybe I can crowd fund on kickstarter to give the
book away for free. OR, I can maybe print up nano-size copies of the book so that you can only
read it with a microscope but it would only cost me a couple of sheets of paper to print up a million
copies. And so on. With the solar panels, I can call up SpaceX and see how much it would cost to
rent space. For the microbe that desalinatesI have no idea. Can you help me?
You dont ever have to look at these ideas again. The purpose is not to come up with a good idea.
The purpose is to have thousands of ideas over time. To develop the idea muscle and turn it into a
machine.
Be a transmitter. Two farmers live side by side and drink their water from wells theyve each built
on their respective property. One farmers well runs out of water and he needs rain to come quickly
or he will die of thirst. The other farmer did the work and dug his well so an underground stream ran
right into it. His well was always filled with water and he never had to worry.
How do you find and tap this underground stream?
By making sure the other parts of your life are in balance: you have no bad emotional
situations/relationships happening or you are doing your best to stay disengaged from them. You are
keeping physically healthy, limiting (or eliminating) alcohol, eating well, and sleeping well. And
spiritually (a word I hate because of two hundred years of meaningless connotations that have been
applied to it but I cant think of a better word), you realize that you cant control everything in your
life, cultivating a sense of surrender to the present moment as opposed to time traveling to your
regrets from the past and your fears of the future.
Activate another part of your brain. I write every day. Sometimes I need to reenergize other
parts of my brain, to spark fires where things have gone dark. The other day Claudia and I took a
watercolor class. I havent done watercolors in my life. We got there and the next thing I knew it
was three hours later. My brain didnt even notice the time passing. What did I have to show for it?
The worst excuse for a sunset, some mountains, some clouds, ever done in watercolor. But my brain
felt good.
Collisions. Ideas mate with other ideas to produce idea children. Read other ideas. Compare your
new ideas with your old ideas. After the Big Bang, the rest of the universe was basically created
from collisions. Hydrogen atoms collided to form helium atoms, and on and on until all of the
elements were created. Dead stars collided with asteroids to create planets and water and ultimately
life.
Collisions are the fundamental life-giving processes of the universe. Ideas are no different. The best
ideas come from collisions between newer and older ideas.
Dont pressure yourself. This is similar to the burnout issue from the chapter How to Choose
Yourself. Sometimes you plant seeds but not every seed takes and grows into a beautiful plant. In
fact, very few do. If you pressure yourself to turn every seed into the most amazingly beautiful plant
the world has ever seen, then you are going to set yourself up for burnout and disappointment.
Youve consciously done all you can, now you need to let those unseen life forces go to work on the
seeds. The best ones will sprout if you let them.
Shake things up. I have a very strict routine every day. I wake up, read, write, exercise, eat, attend
meetings (phone or live), then reverse the process: eat, write, read, and sleep. Some days I have to
work on something thats just not coming. And in those instances, I need to rejuvenate a little bit and
shake things up. Do something different. Maybe I take a walk at 5 a.m. instead of reading. Maybe I
sleep in four-hour shifts one day instead of eight hours straight. Maybe I spend a day writing
handwritten letters instead of going on the computer. And when it comes to the work, its enough to
just jot down some ideas, or look at what Ive done so far, and then set it down again. Get my
subconscious working on it.
Shaking things up makes the brain say, What the hell just happened? And while the conscious
brain is confused, the subconscious slips in and drops off what its been working on while your
conscious brain has been too busy. This is why so many people have ideas and lightbulb moments
in the shower or when they are just about to fall asleep for a nap.
An exercise to get your subconscious working on an idea: Write down your routine. Make it
as detailed as possible. What can you change today? How can you change it?
List your childhood passions. When I was six years old, I was passionately interested in both
comic books and Greek mythology. In high school and college, I took five years of French and
spent some time in France (even had an office there with my first business). Right now I cant
remember a single word of French except for maybe oui. But I remember vividly almost every
comic and book I read about Greek myths from when I was sixfrom the very first comic (the
legion of superheroes had to go back in time and stay with Clarks parents in Smallville) to every
comic afterward.
We only ever remember the things we are passionate about. Ultimately, these become the fields
where ideas bloom and are harvested. Everything else dries up inside and dies.
Try to think back to all the things you were ever passionate about from the age of five on. Youll be
surprised how many things there were. And how many ways these passions can now be crossfertilized and mate with each other to provide your next set of passions and ideas.
Surf the Internet. I just saw an infographic (infographics are quickly becoming the new blog
posts) on how to be creative. It essentially read Turn off the computer. Sometimes this is true.
Sometimes not. With the entire world of knowledge at our fingertips, it sometimes is fun to get
sucked down the rabbit hole like Alice and drift around in Wonderland. Some good places to start
are brainpickings.org, thebrowser.com, and (not safe for work), extragoodshit.phlap.net. I might not
get any ideas from what I see, but seeds might be planted. I find that I get a similar feeling when I go
into the bookstore at a museum, pick out a bunch of books, sit down, and skim through them. It
tickles the brain and lights things up that may have been dormant.
I asked people to help me come up with more ideas for coming up with ideas. Here are some of the
suggestions people came up with. My thanks to all of these contributors:
Ben Nesvig:
Three things I do when struggling for idea topics:
1. Twitter Search
Ill search phrases like:
I wish I had
I just paid someone to
is the worst product
is a horrible company
has a terrible website
is my favorite website
does anyone know how
With all of those terms, Ill think of ideas on how I could fulfill their wants or how that terrible
website or company could be a little less terrible.
2. Groupon
A lot of companies that use Groupons are struggling for customers and need creative ideas. Ill
take a look at the Groupon offers for that day and see if I can come up with other ways to
promote the company or make their product better.
3. Hyper Focus/Freewrite
By default, everyone gives the minimum amount of attention required to complete tasks. To get
ideas/insights/observations, I hyper focus. Ill set a timer for twenty-five minutes and focus and
freewrite on one single thing. That usually brings up ideas I would have never thought about.
Pat P:
Idea #10: I like to go to YouTube and put in a word relating to something I know nothing about
or that I just happen to be interested in at that time and would like to know more. Then I watch
a video on that subject. The risk is you waste some time watching a crappy videothe upside
is unlimited. After a while your curatorial instincts get better and you know which ones from the
many on any subject that YT serves up will be better than others. YT, like so much of the
Internet, is an absolute treasure trove of info on nearly every subject and that, in itself, is the
kernel of idea generation and mind-muscle exercise.
Kevin Faul:
Find someone you dont know who interests and inspires you, then figure out how to reach
them. Send them a kind note on LinkedIn or Facebook. Hit them up on Twitter. But research
them first. I guarantee a quick conversation or e-mail exchange with someone inspirational will
also inspire you. Touching someone who has made the impossible possible helps you realize
that your ideas are also possible and inspire you to do more. Dont underestimate the power of
being social.
The idea muscle is a natural side effect of putting the Daily Practice to work. When you are
physically healthy, when you are around the people you love, when you exercise your idea
muscle, and when you cultivate an ability to surrender to the reality around you, it frees you up
so you can become an Idea Machine.
Everywhere you go, everything you see, every problem you confront, you will instantly be able
to react to every situation that stands in your path. You will be like Spiderman with his spider
sense that instantly reacts and knows what to do even before the problem surfaces. You dont
have to believe me on this. I am only saying that this has worked for me and helped me to find
great success. Try it for yourself and see. Maybe it will work for you, too.
Ive given several talks and workshops where I handed out waiter pads and asked people to start
writing down ideas. Sometimes people get a little anxious. So I give them a couple of guidelines.
1. Write down as many ideas as you can. You cant ask people for just one idea. They get very
nervous because that one idea has to be the BEST idea.
2. Share and combine ideas. I call it having idea sex with each other. After theyve written down
their ideas, everyone picks a partner and they combine ideas.
Some of the results have been amazing. At one workshop, I asked people to come up with book
titles, then combine their book titles with a partner and come up with a table of contents for the first
book title on their combined list. I have yet to hear of a book from the people who went through this
process that I didnt instantly want to read.
But the reality is, most ideas are bad. Most of my ideas are bad. I want you to feel comfortable
coming up with hundreds of bad ideas. After I wrote the How to Become an Idea Machine
chapter, I decided to come up with a list of ideas, a list that could help at least a million people. The
key to ideas like this is to make sure you know what the next step is: e.g., you cant just say, A time
machine unless you can actually spec out a time machine, which personally I am incapable of doing.
So that idea is not on the list.
Help a million people is not a mandatory requirement for an idea list. Its just the idea list Im going
to create today. Having that criterion avoids genius ideas like Lindsay Lohan plays Princess Leias
daughter in the next Star Wars movie. Admittedly (take note, J.J. Abrams), that is one of the best
ideas anyone has ever heard. But it wont really help a million people. (Hmmm, I have to think about
this for a secondno, no, it wont help a million people).
Feel free to steal any of these ideas. If you want to give me a cut, thats fine also.
A) I wrote down an idea here but I deleted it. It was simply too embarrassingly bad. Im not afraid
to admit when ideas are bad. More on this later.
B) Klout as currency. Think about it. It makes sense. If I give $5 to a donut shop, that means a lot
less than if Barack Obama gives $5 to a donut shop. If Barack Obama buys a donut for $5 then that
donut shop is the Presidential Donut Shop. Bs $5 is a lot more valuable than my $5. The $5 is
just paper after all. It doesnt matter who holds it. Klout plus currency equals value in todays world.
So it makes complete sense that people with higher Klout should be able to buy more things,
because their currency is more valuable than mine. And when they buy things that infers Klout to the
seller, who can either buy more things now, or even sell services at more expensive prices. This
creates a natural social pricing mechanism around goods and services.
The world is heading in this direction anyway. Look at Oprah. Oprah has an infinite Klout score. If
she bought a pencil from me, my Klout score would go up 80 percent, give or take. The middle
class is disappearing. The temp staffers pay for goods with scrip, and rich people buy Twitter
followers. Were moving toward a Klout-currency world anyway. Making it actually happen will
encourage companies to create bigger value for their customers so that the value of their profits will
go up, causing them to hire more people, etc.a virtuous cycle.
C) Cryogenics for depressed people. Sometimes I know that in the long run things will work out.
But I get scared about the short run. Another thing we all know is that time heals all wounds. But
how much time does that mean? It differs per person. Lets say I get wounded. Metaphorically.
Someone shoots me down and I feel bad. I might need a day or two to get over it. No problem, I
step into my cryogenic tank and program it to wake me in a day. Or if I lose a loved one. That might
take a year or two. Freeze me and wake me up on my birthday. Then I can look around, see how I
feel, and go back under again. By the way, I dont age at all while Im frozen, because all of my
genes and chromosomes are at absolute zero. Sometimes its financial. I might make an investment
that will pay off in five years but I have little money now. No problem. Wake me in five years. Wake
me when Twitter goes public.
D) Use global warming to solve global warming. I dont know why nobody has thought of this yet.
Just look at the words global warming. The surface of the planet is getting hotter. That means its
giving off energy. Use photovoltaic strips (you like that?) to harness the energy coming off the planet
to reduce our need for carbon-based energy. BAM! Problem solved. The beauty of this is that if
there is no global warming, then the technique wont work. No problem! Go back to carbon then
until the planet starts heating again. I used to go out with someone who worked on Al Gores
campaign. Hey, A*, if you read this and if you still have any feelings for me will you please contact
him about my idea. He has a $10 billion fund, give or take, that he lives off of and he can really help
me out here.
E) 3-D printing of humans. 3-D printing seems to be the latest tech fad. But whatever. I dont even
know how it works. But heres what 3D Human Printing is. Lets say I cant make a meeting
tomorrow thats in India, eight thousand miles away. But I really want to go. I get in my suit at home
and turn it on. In the conference room in Bangalore, another suit opens up. It opens its eyes. On the
video screen in my suit I see what those eyes see. I move my arms and that suit moves its arms. I
talk and that suit talks with my voice. Video conferencing can never replace face-to-face meetings.
And even though this is sort of like advanced video conferencing, the minds of the other people in
the room are basically psychologically fooled into thinking I am right there with them. Its just like if
you take a robot and give it a human body, many people think its almost like an actual human even
though its just a computer. This is one idea I can invent personally. And I have motivation. I dont
like to travel. I like to sit at home and do nothing. With this invention I can travel all over the world. I
can even go to Easter Island. This is sort of like Teleportation 101.
F) Advertising in houses. This sounds ugly at first: an ad on a wall in your house? Maybe in a frame
like a picture. Or a mirror. But heres the deal: I get the price of my house reduced if I agree to allow
advertising all over the house. Like if Im sitting in the bathroom and I see daily deals projected
onto the shower curtain. The ad agencies agree to subsidize part of the price of my house. It gets
better. As part of this, they have software that listens to all my phone calls. Forget social media.
Lets see what Im interested in when Im ACTUALLY being social, e.g., talking to people on the
phone. If I say on the phone, Id really love to go skiing this year but I cant afford it, I start getting
offers for skiing trips at a discount on my shower curtain. Its win-win-win. I make money while
talking to my friends. My house is cheaper. And companies sell more, improving the economy, hiring
more people, and life goes from bad to good.
G) Happiness hotspots. For ten years Ive been getting business proposals like with our product
you will get alerted when your friends are close by. I actually think now is the time this will actually
work because of the rise of phablets like the Galaxy Note. But forget that. When I want to see my
friends, Im not an idiot. I just call my friends and say, Hey, lets meet for coffee. But lets make
this localization thing really life-improving. Studies show that its better to be around positive people
than negative people. Positive people uplift you, negative people bring you down. So lets do this.
Everyone wears an earplug that takes constant scans of your brain activity. The brain scans are
matched against a database of ten thousand brain scans labeled happy or sad, and then use
standard speech recognition techniques to classify the user brain scan as either happy or sad.
NOW, on my Google Maps on my phone I can see shades all over the map. The brightest colors
denote areas where the happiest people seem to be. The darker colors denote areas where negative
people are. So if Im trying to decide today, Hmmm, uptown or downtown? I can look at the
Happiness Map to see where the happiest areas are and go there. Who cares if my friends are there
or not? Ill make new friends in the happy hotspots!
H) Forty percent unemployment. The reality is, most people should not be at work. Why? Other
than the many reasons already elucidated in this book, its simply because most people are bad at
their jobs. Its rare that someone is actually good at what they do. I know maybe ten people who
are good at their jobs. This is not a criticism. Its just a fact. And basically, robots are better. Thats
why Apple is moving production back to the United States, because too many Chinese people were
killing themselves in their factories. Robots dont kill themselves, and they get the job done faster.
So what society really needs is 40 or 50 percent unemployment. Heres how you do it. My solution
starts off communist but ends up libertarian. Basically, companies get incentivized to replace all
humans with robots. The excess profits you get from firing people gets taxed at only half the rate. All
of those robot taxes get put into a government fund that is used to subsidize the people who are
fired (just like farmers are often paid subsidies not to farm). The subsidies, though, run out after
three years. So you have three years from the day you are fired to start a new business. Hopefully
the business uses robots instead of humans or else you wont be able to compete against your
higher-margin competitors. If you cant start a business, then you end up being a temp staffer
somewhere. Dont say this is heartless. This is the way the world is going. Thats why the middle
class is disappearing. Robots are the new middle class. And everyone else will either be an
entrepreneur or a temp staffer. Dont shoot the messenger here. Its already happening. Im just
trying to figure out a way that we can actually accept the 40 percent unemployment or
underemployment (already at 20 percent) that is coming.
I) Brain dating. This is a slightly different take on G above. No dating service works. The divorce
rate is going up. Many people are not happy and end up cheating. A friend of mine recently got his
results back from 23andme.com, which takes your spit and tells you everything you didnt know
about yourself or things maybe you knew but forgot, like how old you were when you first
experienced shame. I just sent my spit in two days ago and the day after they sent me a note telling
me the price had gone down from $299 to $99. So I got screwed again by life but do I regret it? Of
course not. Thats the way I roll.
My friend got his results back and I asked him what the biggest thing he learned was. And he said,
That my father is my real father. He said, A surprisingly large number of people are finding out
that their biological fathers are not their real fathers. Why? Because people make mistakes. They
get into relationships that are confusing, and they use confusing solutions to get out of them. Or even
worse, they have babies.
So lets solve this and end a lot of misery. Take the brain scans of a thousand couples who are
happily married after forty years. You know, the couples who say, Well, weve had our problems
but weve survived. Get rid of them. NO PROBLEMS. They are out there. Just a thousand
couples of the 2 billion couples on the planet. Now average the brain scans together.
When you sign up for the brain dating service, you have to submit your brain scan. It averages your
brain scan with the brain scans of all the women in the database. Then it matches the results against
the database of one thousand happily married people. Whichever combination for you results in the
closest match to those thousand brain scans, you get set up on a date with. Price: $10,000. The
technology is there, people. Why arent you entrepreneurs on top of this already?
J) A Like button in my contact lenses. I just read they are making contact lenses that can read
texts. Thats nice. I like to be in constant communication with everyone I know all the time. But lets
take it one step further. I meet you, I like you, BAM, I blink twice quickly and my contact lens
registers the like. Now you go about your day and other people who meet you can immediately see,
James has 158 Likes today. If youre having a bad day maybe you have only five Likes. No
problem. People will avoid you on those days and give you your space. Life is stressful and maybe
you need a break. Tomorrow you might be refreshed and get more Likes again. I dont want just
social media. I want social LIFE.
Before I get to K, I want to explain about A. The original idea was Wi-Fi with protein. When
nomad tribes got to a new area fifteen thousand years ago they would think, Wheres the food?
Now, in my nomadic wanderings (i.e., New York City Starbucks locations) I think, Where is the
Wi-Fi? Wi-Fi has clearly replaced food in our minds. So Wi-Fi with protein would solve the
problem, right? But heres the issue. For the life of me, I cant figure out how you would do it. With
every idea above I can think of the next step. Ideas are a dime a dozen. Its all about
EXECUTION. I just looked up everything I could about molecular biology on Wikipedia and I
simply cannot figure out how to make Wi-Fi with protein. So I deleted that idea. No good. By the
way, if you are Ridley Scott, please call me about licensing any of these ideas for a science fiction
movie.
K) I dont have a K. My brain is hurting. You might say Im a dreamer. Or something like that.
But if you can come up with a good K to help me round this out into ten ideas Id be really
grateful, and if I ever make a company out of it that makes a few billion dollars Ill give you a small
piece of the company and part of my Klout score. Please follow me on Twitter so my Klout score
Do you really think you are going to change anyones mind? I always wonder, who are these people
who spend all day on Internet message boards and comments sections getting really angry and trying
to prove that their opinion is THE opinion that everyone should have.
And yet, we all get sucked in. Some anonymous teenager from Dubai might throw out an opinion
that rubs us the wrong way and the next thing we know its forty-eight hours later and we are in a
drugged-out daze having spent the entire time peeing in a bottle and arguing in vain with this Internet
troll. I wish I could say now, So I went out and interviewed eighty-seven trolls and here is what
they are really like. But I didnt. Because the trolls disappear. There are 7 billion people on the
planet. The guy who disagreed with you is one of them. Good luck finding him.
What is the purpose of an opinion? To prove youre right? Youre wrong.
Sometimes I get sucked in. Sometimes I write an article and people start saying the vilest things. I
have no idea who they are, or even what their problems are, and yet I feel compelled to respond. I
get sucked in. I feel so horrible about what they are saying. And when I finally come up for air, its
three days later and I think to myself, what the hell have I just done.
Im trying to eliminate things. Not just material belongings I no longer need or never really needed to
begin with, but all those things weve been taught from birth are important or our way of life that
have actually become burdens and wastes of time because we cling to them and protect them like
they are more precious than the time and energy we waste protecting them.
Opinions are a way of clinging to the past. To some belief system our parents instilled in us, our
education system taught us, our corporate masters forced on us, our peer group shoved down our
throats, or some other brainwashing/programming that was implanted into our brain. If I have an
opinion, you can gladly take it from me. Heres why:
A) Nobody is ever going to change his mind. For instance, if I say something like kids shouldnt
go to college, everyone either already agrees with me or disagrees with me. Very few minds will be
changed no matter how correct I am (and I am correct). Here are some of my other opinions:
buying a home is ALWAYS bad. Voting is stupid. Shakespeare is Boring. ZERO wars have been
justified. Wyoming, North Dakota, and Montana should be handed over to the Jews and they
should move from Israel to the United States. There! Go argue with that one.
B) One hundred years from now, everyone reading this book will be dead. I know there is a
lab-coat army working in Science trying to change this. But, trust me, it wont work. Science has its
limits. And after seeing the shit you eat, dont count on being alive fifty years from now, let alone a
hundred.
A year or so ago, a guy I didnt like died. We used to argue all the time over our opinions. Now hes
dead. I guess I won. After he died it was amazing how many people wrote long, gushing tributes to
him. One guy who told me that he was sexually harassed by the dead person wrote the most gushing
one of all. Maybe they ended up having sex and it was wonderful. I dont know. I have no opinion
on that one.
Which brings me to the more important issue: what if we argue and then you die? What if you have a
heart attack while you are arguing with me? Is it my fault then? I dont want that kind of guilt on my
conscience.
C) Us versus Them. The World Wide Web (triple dub for those in the business) has created this
oozing lava of Us versus Them. What happened before there were message boards? Before
there were threads? Or hypertext?
Whenever some guy says something very hateful I imagine: what was it like the first time that person
kissed his wife? Did a warm gush of chocolate fill his heart? Did he say to himself, This second, I
am the happiest man alive? Did he have an erection? Did she kiss him softly on his lips and then his
cheek and then his neck? And then, erection intact, did he log onto the Internet as Guest and post,
James Altucher is a fucking douchebag.?
D) Why educate people? In poker you can spot the amateur at the table if they complain when
they lose a hand. Theyll look at the guy who won the hand and say, You are so stupid! You played
that hand totally wrong. You just got lucky. And they might be right. But the reason that its an
amateur (and insecure) move is because you WANT people to play the hand wrong. You want them
to play the hand wrong every single time so that the odds stay in your favor if you dont go insane.
What do you gain from calling them out, educating them on their foolishness?
Only worry about your own happiness, which doesnt have to be limited by anyone elses stupidity
unless you allow it to be.
E) I could be reading a book. Time is also a limited resource. You can respond to a comment on
Facebook with an opinion no one will care about in a hundred years, or you can do something.
Right now. You can take a walk by the river. Or you can kiss someone. Or you can jump on a
trampoline.
I went to a trampoline place a few weeks ago. Little kids were running up to this slanted trampoline
and doing flips. I wanted to do that. But Im too old. Kids arent afraid of doing a flip and breaking
their necks and then being paralyzed for life. But as soon as Im in the air, all I can imagine is my
neck snapped off from the rest of my body. Would I pay anything to return to that age when I still
wet the bed but could do a flip on the trampoline? No. Never. That would be a waste of my time.
But I love myself anyway.
F) Loneliness. I think most people fight because they are alone. Theres nothing we can do about
loneliness in the material world. Weve been trapped in these bodies since birth. But we try. We
want people to agree with us so that for a brief second we can feel good about ourselves, establish a
connection, and then make slow, sweet love.
Only the third part doesnt really happen. But we think it will. There are better ways to combat my
loneliness than to hold onto an opinion that makes me the same as the other 49.9 percent of the
world who share that opinion.
G) Im always wrong. I have never had a correct opinion. I dont even know what a correct
opinion smells like. When I first wrote in a prior book that zero wars can be justified, someone
mentioned some Polynesian war from Before Christ, or the Peloponnesian war. I dont know.
Some war from two thousand years ago. I dont remember; I wasnt listening to his stupid opinion.
See! Thats what happens with opinions. Even Im guilty of it.
Opinions are like money. No matter how much you know, theres always someone who knows
more. And they arent afraid to flaunt it. I have no credentials on anything. My education is
hopelessly outdated. And my ten-year-old child constantly corrects me. The other day I tried to
convince her that the United States was a republic and not a democracy. But she wouldnt change
her opinion (see A above) even though I was telling her a FACT. When I give an opinion, I know
that opinion works for me, right then. But thats about it. I dont always need to fight for the glory.
H) Hold your breath. Try holding your breath for just thirty seconds. Thats all it takes. Try it
right now while you are looking at this line. Nowon the twenty-ninth second, do any opinions
matter?
I) Less. Im trying to have fewer things in my life right now. This doesnt always mean fewer trinkets
that shine on a shelf. It also might mean fewer things that upset me. Fewer people who bother me.
Fewer regrets about things that are long dead and buried. Fewer anxieties about a future that may or
may not exist. I find that if I dig deep and throw away one thing a day, then I wake up the next day a
little more peaceful. I dont need to have so many opinions. The fight will continue with or without
me.
J) Bewildered. I like to try this exercise: every time I have a judgment about something, I change
the punctuation at the end of the judgment from an exclamation point to a question mark. She
should do this! becomes, She should do this? Or Obama should legalize crack! becomes
Obama should legalize crack? And, dare I say it, Nobody should go to elementary school
anymore because its a brainwashing concentration camp posing as a glorified babysitting service!
becomes Really?
Just try it. Its fun. Walk around bewildered all day. Its much more peaceful.
That guy shouldnt shove me! becomes That guy shouldnt shove me? We live in a strange
world. Every day, a labyrinth to explore. Clues to unfold. Its like you wake up in the dentists chair
and get thrown out into the street. The light is strange, your eyes are dilated (because of those eye
drops the dentist keeps forcing on me when Im unconscious), youre groggy, people are very, very
busy walking around you, paying with the currency of unhappiness now in order to reach their
glorious futures somedaymaybe.
And you wonder, what happens if I just sit here? If I enjoy the sunlight hitting me? If I laugh at the
dilated, fuzzy, people? If I cry myself to sleep in your arms, before you become angry again and you
try to beat me and strangle me with an electric cord?
The point is, dont focus on those things in the material world that you cannot control or possibly
ever change, when you can focus on inner health, on your inner world, on the things that matter.
I disgust myself. When I was six, I used to make fun of one kid for being heavier than me. When I
was seven, I made fun of a kid for being Chinese. He was the only Chinese kid in the neighborhood.
I was a seven-year-old racist. He was so upset that the principal had to talk to me. The punishment:
we had to ride with each other on the bus every day. He was more upset about this than I was.
When I was nine, I was caught shoplifting football cards, which put an end to a successful, yearlong
crime spree that included stealing everything from candy to Charlie Brown books to Mad books to
baseball cards. My parents were so angry that they cancelled my upcoming birthday party. Then
they never let me have one again. I still dont have birthday parties. Because I stole a football card.
I did lots of things. Things much later. Ugh. I can hardly think of it. The things that I would do. Im
like a psychopath or sociopath when I really get down to it. Worst of all, I go to the bathroom. Ive
never seen a more disgusting thing than my own human body going to the bathroom. Ugh.
Google: I need to talk to you about this! You are making a car that drives without a driver. You are
making glasses that wire my brain right into the Internet. Why the hell cant you make it so I dont
have to shit? Like, cant I wear glasses that do photosynthesis from the sun and turn it into nutrition
for my body? Nutrition with no waste. Why, for everything I eat, do I have to generate waste? This
is almost proof that Satan exists.
And even worse, some of the waste gets stuck. If youre not yet my age (forty-four) youll soon
know what Im talking about. It gets stuck forever. Ive switched diets recently. No carbs. No
processed sugars. Not even gluten-free stuff, which is all a scam. And, I have to say, the quality of
what comes out of me has become much better. Nor do I feel as stuffed.
So, okay, glass half full. Right?
Let me tell you the real bad news, though it wont seem that way. Our alien ancestors who created
us also created simple tools (call them triggers, if you will) so we can reprogram our bodies to be
happy. What does happy mean? It means various chemicals get manipulated throughout the body.
Cortisol levels go down. Cortisol is the fight-or-flight hormone. So, like, when you are sitting at your
desk staring at a computer screen and you are worried your boss is going to yell at you, your
cortisol levels are going through the roof.
In other words, your body wants to do what it wouldve done twenty thousand years ago (a
microsecond in our evolutionary history) and basically run away as fast as possible or physically
destroy whatever is scaring you. Fight or flight. Note the OR. There really isnt an in-between that
says, Dont move and simply stare at your computer screen while you are simmering in unrequited
anger and frustration. That wasnt part of the evolutionary plan. Thats probably what the
Neanderthals didand look at what happened to them. Theyre dead. Every last one of them.
So what do you do, in our modern day and age? You sit there, you stare at the computer screen,
you maybe type some words, but then your brain is distracted. You cant think. Your cortisol is
through the roof and nothing is working it off. Thats really horrible. The cortisol needs to be worked
off. Or else. You are royally *******. You can get cancer, heart disease, strokes, Alzheimers, the
whole works.
And if you are like meif you are like most peoplethen chances are this is happening to you
every day. Heres what happens. The vagus nerve stretches from your brain to your stomach and
hits every organ along the way (almost). It gets inflamed when your cortisol levels are too high for
too long. The vagus nerve basically causes every disease known to mankind. High stress inflames it,
as does bad food, smoking, etc. You get the drift.
FACEBOOK. I like to browse my Facebook time line and occasionally Like a photograph
posted by a random friend from thirty years ago. I would never in a million years call that friend and
say, That was a real cute photo of your baby that you posted. But liking the photo is my way of
connecting with someone that I felt close to at some point in my life, even if it was only because her
locker was next to mine in junior high school. Guess what? Turns out, using social media in this way
releases oxytocin. You know you feel good when you do it. Do it more. In particular, Facebook
like all of my blog posts. [The funny thing is, someone has actually done this scientific research and
demonstrated it. Not the part about liking my blog posts but about Facebook in general. Although
liking my blog posts will certainly release oxytocin. You can start now if you want.]
LAUGHTER. I will tell you my pre-date secret. In the brief period when I was single in between
separation and remarriage, I had a technique before every date. I would watch either Michael Cera
doing comedy or Louis CK doing stand-up. This would get me laughing, make my oxytocin
hormones go on fire, and then Id go right into the date, with all my sex hormones raging. Thats a
plus. I would be temporarily funnier, with a half-life of about two hours. I knew after four hours I
would be boring again so the date would have to be over by then. (I do this before talks, too.)
WALKING. Note, I didnt say take a run. Running is great for increasing the metabolism but so is
eating better. Otherwise, for me at least, running is really hard. I hate it. But I love to walk. Walk in
the sun. The sun is a nutrient. And a half hour wont kill you, despite what global warming people
say. Walking outside, as you might guess, is statistically correlated with higher levels of oxytocin.
Well, you say, I cant walk. I have meetings all day. If you can, try to take a walking meeting. This
helps you bond more with the person you are meeting with, and you might even have an adventure
along the way (guess whatscientific research shows that having an adventure with someone also
releases oxytocin. I guess because when you are chasing wolves with someone then you know you
will feel safer with them afterward). The last time I had a walking meeting with a friend, a guy started
yelling at me from a car and I challenged him (with a smile on my face) to a fight. My friend had to
drag me away while the guy was parking his car and getting ready to kill me. It was fun. It was an
adventure. I felt thrilled.
PHONE CALL. Its good to talk to a friend. I dont have a lot of friends. I have about three
people on my call list. Maybe four if I stretch it. Maybe five. I dont know. Maybe fifty. I like a lot of
people, but Im too shy to call them. Maybe I should. And just chat for a few minutes. Like we all
used to do when we were kids. Hey, how are you doing? Whats up? This feels good. Its like a
vocal hug with someone we like. Vocally hug people today.
BEING TRUSTED. This is hard. You cant force people to trust you. And trusting someone
doesnt release oxytocin. But being trusted does. So live your life in such a way that more and more
people will trust you. Guess what: you will be viewed in a more charismatic way if people trust you
than if people dont trust you. Why not try this? How can you be more trusted? Oh my god, why so
many questions today? My hands are already tired. Im about 1,497 words already.
LISTENING TO MUSIC. Just lying down and listening to music releases oxytocin. Thats why
women in labor are encouraged to listen to soothing music. Thats why people having sex listen to
soothing music. I dont even really know what soothing music means. I keep thinking of the 90s
R&B group PM Dawn. But Im sure there are better examples (Spandau Ballet?).
FOOD. Here is my oxytocin-rich meal: eggs, mixed with bananas and pepper. Each ingredient is
known to release high levels of oxytocin. So why not eat them all together: something sweet,
something savory, something spicy, a fruit, and some protein; its all good. Eat a big plate of that and
nothing else. BAM! You are off for the day on an oxytocin spurt.
And finally:
BREATHING. Deep breathing hypnotizes your body into thinking everything is calm. And, guess
what, its not like you are being hunted down by wild giraffes right now. Things are calm, relatively
speaking. When your body is calm, so is your mind, and oxytocin gets released. Ah, your body is
saying when it breathes deep, everything is safe. So now I have time to be happy.
This is all good and bad news.
The good news is that there is a chemical in your brain that when released, makes you feel good for
up to two weeks. And if a lot of it is released, you either feel like you are having an orgasm for two
weeks or, I dont know, like your cervix is being expanded for two weeks. I have no idea on that
one.
The bad news is exactly the same. A CHEMICAL will make you feel good for two weeks. In other
words, our basic, human bodies are no better than Pavlovian dogstriggered to salivate when the
right stimuli hits our two hundred thousand-year-old evolutionary brains. Were no better than the
dogs. No better than the jellyfish that crawled out of the bottom of the ocean and then formed
tentacles, then arms, then brains.
Forget all self-help. Its all garbage. Its all about this one silly chemical. The news lately is all about
the Higgs-Boson, the god particle. Well, oxytocin is the god hormone.
That said, Ill do all of the above. I need my body functioning. I need to get rid of mental waste and
physical waste and emotional waste. Why not?
But at the end of the day, its spiritual waste that Im after. And how do you get that? How do you
get to that peculiar desire of trying to have no desires? Because when you expect nothing, you have
the immense satisfaction of getting everything you want.
How do you get there?
Its not oxytocin. I wont be fooled into believing it. But if it makes me shit out my mental and
emotional waste better then sign me up. Being happy is a good start. But oxytocin is just the flower.
And you cant see the flower without the light. The goal is to be the light.
Im pretty mediocre. Im ashamed to admit it. Im not even being sarcastic or self-deprecating. Ive
never done anything that stands out as, Whoa! This guy made it into outer space! OrThis guy
has a bestselling novel! OrIf only Google had thought of this! Ive had some successes and
some (well-documented) failures, but Ive never reached any of the goals I had initially set. Ive
always slipped off along the way, off the yellow brick road, into the wilderness.
Ive started a bunch of companies. Sold some. Failed at most of them. Ive invested in a bunch of
startups. Sold some. Failed at some, and the jury is still sequestered on a few others. Ive written
some books, most of which I no longer like. I can tell you overall, though, that everything I have
done has been distinguished by its mediocrity, its lack of a grand vision, and any success Ive had
can be just as much put in the luck basket as the effort basket.
That said, all people should be so lucky. We cant all be grand visionaries. We cant all be Picassos.
We want to grow our business, make our art, sell it, make some money, raise a family, and try to be
happy. My feeling, based on my own experience, is that aiming for grandiosity is the fastest route to
failure. For every Mark Zuckerberg, there are a thousand Jack Zuckermans. Who is Jack
Zuckerman? I have no idea. Thats my point. If you are Jack Zuckerman and are reading this, I
apologize. You aimed for the stars and missed. Your reentry into the atmosphere involved a broken
heat shield and you burned to a crisp by the time you hit the ocean. Now we have no idea who you
are.
If you want to get rich, sell your company, have time for your hobbies, raise a halfway decent family
(with mediocre children, etc.), and on occasion enjoy the sunset with your wife, here are some of my
highly effective recommendations.
PROCRASTINATION. In between the time I wrote the last sentence and the time I wrote this
one, I played (and lost) a game of chess. My king and my queen got forked by a knight. But hey,
that happens. Fork me once, shame on me, etc.
Procrastination is your body telling you that you need to back off a bit and think more about what
you are doing. When you procrastinate as an entrepreneur, it could mean that you need a bit more
time to think about what you are pitching a client. It could also mean you are doing work that is not
your forte and that you are better off delegating. I find that many entrepreneurs are trying to do
everything when it would be cheaper and more time-efficient to delegate, even if there are upfront
monetary costs associated with that. In my first business, it was like a lightbulb went off in my head
the first time I delegated a programming job to someone. Why did I decide finally to delegate at that
particular point? I had a hot date. Which was infinitely better than me sweating all night on some
stupid programming bug (thank you, Chet, for solving that issue).
Try to figure out why you are procrastinating. Maybe you need to brainstorm more to improve an
idea. Maybe the idea is no good as is. Maybe you need to delegate. Maybe you need to learn more.
Maybe you dont enjoy what you are doing. Maybe you dont like the client whose project you
were just working on. Maybe you need to take a break. Theres only so many seconds in a row you
can think about something before you need to take time off and rejuvenate the creative muscles. This
is not for everyone. Great people can storm right through. Steve Jobs never needed to take a break.
But I do.
Procrastination could also be a strong sign that you are a perfectionist. That you are filled with
shame issues. This will block you from building and selling your business. Examine your
procrastination from every side. Its your body trying to tell you something. Listen to it.
ZERO-TASKING. Theres a common myth that great people can multitask efficiently. This might
be true but I cant do it. I have statistical proof. I have a serious addiction. If you ever talk on the
phone with me, theres almost a 100 percent chance that I am simultaneously playing chess online.
The phone rings, and one hand reaches for the phone and the other hand reaches for the computer
to initiate a one-minute game. Chess rankings are based on a statistically generated rating system. I
can easily compare how well I do when Im on the phone compared with when Im not on the
phone. There is a three-point standard deviation difference. Imagine if I were talking on the phone
and driving. Or responding to e-mails. Its the same thing Im assuming: phone calls cause a threepoint standard deviation subtraction in intelligence. And thats the basic multitasking we all do at
some point or other.
So great people can multitask. Wonderful. But since, by definition, most of us are not great (99
percent of us are not in the top 1 percent), its much better to single-task. Just do one thing at a time.
When you wash your hands, dont try to brush your teeth. Hear the sound of the water, feel the
water on your hands, scrub every part. Be clean. Focus on what you are doing.
Often, the successful mediocre entrepreneur should strive for excellence in ZERO-tasking. Do
nothing. We always feel like we have to be doing something or we (or, I should say I) feel
ashamed. Sometimes its better to just be quiet, to not think of anything at all. A very successful,
self-made businessman once told me, Never underestimate the power of a long, protracted
silence.
Out of silence comes the greatest creativity.
Not when we are rushing and panicking.
FAILURE. As far as I can tell, Larry Page has never failed. He went straight from graduate school
to billions. Ditto for Mark Zuckerberg, Bill Gates, and a few others. But again, by definition, most of
us are pretty mediocre. We can strive for greatness but we will never hit it. That means we will often
fail. Not ALWAYS fail. But often.
My last sixteen out of seventeen business attempts were failures. Ultimately, life is a sentence of
failures, punctuated only by the briefest of successes. So the mediocre entrepreneur learns two
things from failure: First he learns directly how to overcome that particular failure. Hes highly
motivated to not repeat the same mistakes. Second, he learns how to deal with the psychology of
failure. Mediocre entrepreneurs fail A LOT. So they get this incredible skill of getting really good at
dealing with failure. This translates to monetary success.
The mediocre entrepreneur understands that persistence is not the self-help clich Keep going until
you hit the finish line! Its Keep failing until you accidentally no longer fail. Thats persistence.
NOT ORIGINAL. Ive never come up with an original idea in my life. My first successful business
was making web software, strategies, and websites for Fortune 500 companies. Not an original idea
but at the time, in the 90s, people were paying exorbitant multiples for such businesses. My
successful investments all involved situations where I made sure the CEOs and other investors were
smarter than me. One hundred percent of my zeros as an angel investor were situations where I
thought I was smart. I wasnt. Im mediocre.
The best ideas are when you take two older ideas that have nothing to do with each other, make
them have sex with each other, and then build a business around the bastard, ugly child that results.
The child who was so ugly nobody else wanted to touch it. Look at Facebook: combine the Internet
with stalking. Amazing!
And, by the way, it was about the fifth attempt at such a social network. Twitter: combine Internet
with antiquated SMS protocols. Ugly! But it works. eBay: combine e-commerce with auctions. The
song Ill Be There. Combine Mariah Carey with Michael Jackson. If Justin Bieber sang John
Lennons Imagine, it would be a huge hit. I might even listen to it.
POOR NETWORKING. Im that guy: you know, the one at the party who doesnt talk to anyone
and stands in the corner. I never go to tech meet-ups. I usually say no to very nice networking dinner
invitations. I like to stay home and read. When I was running businesses, I was often too shy to talk
to my employees. I would call my secretary from downstairs and ask if the hallway was clear then
ask her to unlock my door and Id hurry upstairs and lock the door behind me. That particular
company failed disastrously.
But many people network too much. Entrepreneurship is hard enough. Its twenty hours a day of
managing employees, customers, meetings, and product development. And the buck stops here sort
of thing. And then what are you going to do? Network all night? Save that for the great
entrepreneurs. Or the ones who are about to fail. The mediocre entrepreneur works his twenty
hours, then relaxes when he can. Its tough to make money. Not a party.
DO ANYTHING TO GET A YES. Heres a negotiation I did. I was starting stockpickr.com
and meeting with the CEO of thestreet.com. He wanted his company to have a percentage of
stockpickr.com, and in exchange he would fill up our ad inventory. I was excited to do the deal. I
said, Okay, I was thinking you would get 10 percent of the company. He laughed and said, No.
Fifty percent. He didnt even say, We would like 50 percent. He just said, Fifty percent. I then
used all my negotiating skills and came up with a reply. Okay. Deal.
Im a salesman. I like people to say yes to me. I feel insecure when they say no or, even worse, if
they dont like me. When I started a company doing websites, we were pitching to do
Miramax.com. I quoted a price of $50,000. They said, No more than $1,000, and thats a
stretch. I used my usual technique: Deal!
But the end results: in one case, thestreet.com had a significant financial stake so that gave them
more psychological stake. And for my first business, Miramax was now on my client list. Thats why
Con Edison had to pay a lot more. Often, the secret poor negotiators keep is that we get more
deals done. I get the occasional loss leader, and then ultimately the big fish gets reeled in if I get
enough people to say yes. Its like asking every girl on the street to have sex with you. One out of a
hundred will say yes. In my case it might be one out of a million but you get the idea.
POOR JUDGE OF PEOPLE. The mediocre entrepreneur doesnt Blink in the Malcolm
Gladwell sense. In Gladwells book, he often talks about people who can form snap, correct
judgments in two or three seconds. My initial judgment when I meet or even see people is this: I hate
you.
And then I veer from that to too trusting. Finally, after I bounce back and forth, and through much
trial and error, I end up somewhere in the middle. I also tend to drop people I cant trust very
quickly. I think the great entrepreneur can make snap judgments and be very successful with it. But
that doesnt work for most people.
At this point, when I meet someone, I make sure I specifically dont trust my first instincts. I get to
know people more. I get to understand what their motivations are. I try to sympathize with whatever
their position is. I listen to them. I try not to argue or gossip about them before I know anything. I
spend a lot more time getting to know the people whom I want to bring closer. I have to do this
because Im mediocre, and Im a lot more at risk of bringing the wrong people into my circle.
So by the time Ive decided to be close to someonea client, an employee, an acquirer, an
acquiree, a wife, etc.Ive already done a lot of the thinking about them. This means I cant waste
time thinking about other things, like how to put a rocket ship on Jupiter. But overall its worked.
I thought being mediocre is supposed to be bad? one might think. Shouldnt we strive for
greatness? And the answer is, Of course we should! But lets not forget that nine out of ten
motorists think they are above average drivers. People overestimate themselves. Dont let
overestimation get in the way of becoming fabulously rich, or at least successful enough that you can
have your freedom, feed your family, and enjoy other things in life.
Being mediocre doesnt mean you wont change the world. It means being honest with yourself and
the people around you. And being honest at every level is really the most effective habit of all if you
want to have massive success.
One has to balance mediocrity, though. With the human mind, it wants to take us below mediocrity.
If given the chance, the human mind will constantly fill us up with thoughts. You would think thoughts
make us smart, but its quite the opposite.
Im really stupid. I can tell you in advance. I think at heart, if I work at it, I can be smart. But at the
moment, Im largely an idiot. I feel that I have the right knowledge but I let a lot of stuff get in the
way. My head fills up too quickly with thoughts.
You know, stuff: worries, guilt, paranoia, grudges, and resentment. Like, for instance, I resent the
people who resent me. I think they resent me for no reason. So now I resent them. What a circlejerk!
I used to think that when I added stuff to my brain Id get smarter. But this is not true. For instance,
if I look up when Charlemagne was born Id just add a fact to my head that I will forget tomorrow
but will clutter my subconscious mind. This wont make me smarter.
Subtraction, and not addition, is what makes the window to the brain more clear, wipes away the
smudges, and opens the drapes.
In the 90s I had an important business meeting. I was trying to convince Tupacs manager to let me
do his website and enhanced CD (this was right after he died). Not only was the meeting bad, but it
was embarrassing.
The manager asked me to put my demo CD into the computer and show him what I had. The only
problem: his computer was running Windows. At that point I had never in my life used a Windows
machine, only Macs and Unix. So I had no idea how to put the CD in there and get it running. He
laughed me out of the room.
I had a chess lesson afterwards. I couldnt play at all. It was like I didnt even know the rules. My
instructor, a chess grandmaster, said, Whats wrong with you today? I was ashamed. And angry at
myself. So my intelligence went way downlike 80 percent down.
So many things have put useless, wasteful, thoughts in my head. If you think back to all of your best
moments in life, were they moments when there were tons of thoughts happening in your head? Or
moments when there were fewer thoughts, i.e., when you were calm and contemplative?
If I want to be happy and productive, I think back to those moments of pain and try to figure out
what was going on in my head that made me so miserable that I couldnt function.
Paranoia is certainly one of them. Waking up in the middle of the night and wondering: is she
cheating? Is he stealing? Are they talking about me? Will they sue me? Etc. You lose about 30 to 50
percent of your intelligence. Thats a big chunk. For me, its because I cant think of anything else. I
would circle her house until the lights were on and then Id knock on the door. Or I would go to his
office and not leave until he showed up. Paranoia will destroy you.
Sometimes, in the middle of the day, Ill also experience an extreme attack of resentment. What for?
Over someone who wrote about me a year ago? Or someone who blocked an opportunity for me
for reasons only he knows. Who knows why people do these things? They are just as unconscious
as everyone else. Our goal is to be conscious. To be the one who is aware of the actions and
reactions around us. We have to be, if were going to be a ChooseYourself-er. Otherwise we will
get stuck in the same no-passing lane everyone else is slowly driving in.
I figure I lose at least 20 percent of my intelligence when I am resentful. Maybe 30 percent if I throw
feelings of revenge on top of it. Does it really help me to think of which particular bat I will use to
take out my revenge fantasy?
Regret is another one it took me years to deal with in my worst moments. Ive written about it a
billion times. I lost a lot of money in 20002001. I regret it. Or, I should say, I regretted it. I dont
anymore. How come? Because I saw that regret was taking at least 60 percent of my intelligence
away. I couldnt afford 60 percent. I could afford 2 percent, not 60 percent. I didnt start coming up
with ideas for new businesses until the regret went away.
Brene Brown has written an excellent book called The Gift of Imperfection, but Ill summarize it
here: perfectionism is sometimes the most dangerous set of thoughts you can let make their home in
your head. When I was running a fund, I never wanted to have a down month. Id be afraid to talk
to my investors. One guy, who is still a good friend (I spoke with him today even) said, Listen, if
youre going to be a fund manager you have to be able to talk to people when you have a down
month.
But I was ashamed. When I lost my house, I moved seventy miles away. I didnt want to run into
anyone. I felt shame. When I write a blog post I think is weak, I might take it down before too many
see it. Im ashamed of it. I want to win the Nobel Prize for blog writing. Or get at least ten thousand
Facebook likes. But I cant control that; Im imperfect. The shame of imperfectionism takes at
least 20 percent of my intelligence away. Because people sense and appreciate honesty, and honesty
about imperfections, believe it or not, creates enormous opportunities. Ive seen it happen in my
own life.
And related to perfectionism is certainly the feeling that you want to control the events around you. I
want to control everything around me. But sometimes things are bad and theres nothing you can do
about it. Sometimes you have to surrender and say, This is bad now but good things will happen
later. Then a great weight lifts off your shoulders.
You know why they always say a great weight lifts off your shoulders? Because thats where your
brain is. And your brain is heavy. It rests on your shoulders. When stuff is weighing it down you lose
about 10 to 20 percent of your intelligence. Give up control and get smarter. A simple example: you
are late for a meeting but theres traffic. You can think, God damn this traffic. Why am I always in
traffic? Or you can be thinking about something smart: like how good bacon tastes. Can I make a
better bacon? Or how would I start a helicopter airline to take me from one side of the city to the
other. These seem like dumb thoughts. But they are much better than God damn this traffic!
Even worse than trying to control the future is feeling a total lack of control over things that have
already happened in the past. This is regret. A good friend of mine wrote me recently. I should say,
wrote me six weeks ago. Every day when I wake up I tell myself: dont return e-mails until you read,
then write. But then sometimes I have other things to do. Meetings. Or BS stuff. Or eating. I say,
Okay, I will return that e-mail later. And then when later comes, I feel bad that I hadnt returned
his e-mail earlier. Then, at 3 a.m., Ill turn over and say to Claudia, I didnt return that e-mail.
Shell say, Urghushghshemmmm, which was not the answer I was looking for. Then I dont
sleep as much. Then I feel guilty. That takes away about 10 percent of my intelligence right there.
First theres the past but then theres the distant future. We ultimately have no way to predict the
future. But our mind does one thing over and over that leaves us less intelligent: it constantly puts us
in a fantasy world that includes our worst-case scenario. Lets say I lose $1,000 in the stock market
one day. Sometimes I think to myself, Holy shit, if I lose that amount every day for the next And
it gets worse and worse. My worst-case scenarios have my children begging for food on the harsh
streets of Bangalore. Ive spent at least a year of my life, when you add it up, thinking of the worstcase scenario. Even though the worst-case scenario HAS NEVER HAPPENED. Or if it does
happen, it was never as bad as I thought it would be. I have a scarcity complex. If I didnt have that
then Id have an abundance complex. And I firmly believe abundance follows an abundance
complex. So Im smarter (and wealthier) when I give up that scarcity complex.
If we truly want to learn, we never learn when we are talking. We only learn when we are listening.
Claudia wanted to say something important to me. But I spoke instead. I imparted my great wisdom
on her before she could get a word out. Finally, she forgot what she was going to say. Probably
because my words were so wise they were like the Bible. Or like Roberts Rules of Order. Or
Strunk & White. Thats how wise I am. STRUNK & WHITE! Extra talking probably takes away at
least 15 percent of my intelligence. Because I couldve been listening and learning. Or reading about
grammar. Or not getting into an accident when talking on the phone. Sometimes we just have to Shut
Up!
I was talking to a friend of mine the other day. She was giving me every reason why she couldnt
succeed. Her age. Her looks. Her privacy (I can never write what I want), her lack of time, and
so on. Everyone has excuses. Everyone says I cant. I cant be a medical professional unless I go
to medical school. I cant be a filmmaker unless I raise $10 million to make a movie. I cant marry a
supermodel because Im ugly. I cant I cant I cant. For every cant, you should send me $10. I
can do all those things. Particularly if I have your $10.
Dont hit yourself over the head when these thoughts are in your brain. Just notice when these things
come up. Its not like youre going to get cured of paranoia. But notice when it appears. Water
withers the rock away. Every time you notice, the window clears a tiny bit. A smudge is gone. You
get a glimpse of the light outside.
You get a tiny bit smarter. Maybe later you have to look for the deeper emotional reasons for why
you feel the way you do. And there are a lot of reasons. Everyone couldve made fun of your acne
in junior high school and now you want to be loved by everyone. (Err, maybe that happened to me.)
But right now, this second, just dont get hit by a car when you cross the street.
You can say, Hey, wait a second! All of those things equal up to more than 100 percent! Well,
what can I say? Youre smarter than me.
Admit it: you were jealous of Bernie Madoff. For a split second. That night in December 2008,
when you first heard the news, interrupting the ongoing panic of every bank going out of business,
every job disappearing, every ATM machine running out of cash, the organic fruit at the farmers
market skyrocketing to $200 an apple. For a brief moment, you heard that news and you thought,
He stole $65 billion. Man, I wouldve had cosmetic surgery on my face and then moved to Brazil
with that kind of money.
Then the truth came out. The news that the money was never there in the first place. The suicides.
The owner of the Mets managed to get his money back just in time.
A woman from Minnesota called me, crying, saying, Why is it they keep going on about the poor
Jews who lost their money. Im a Christian and I lost my last $800,000. Every day, as more news
came out, the entire horror story kept getting more real. Madoff in jail. His wife left with a measly
million or two and finally the horror of their son killing himself.
But, for a moment, there was: What would I do with $65 billion?
And then, the false reality that went through everyones head: the only way to make a lot of money in
this world is to lie and steal.
I get that question a lot in my Twitter Q&A sessions: Why is it that you have to be dishonest to
succeed in this world? And people dont believe me when I say thats not true. In fact, the exact
opposite is true. Only honesty will succeed. They say back, That has not been my experience.
Nobody asks: Do you have to be dishonest to succeed? People seem to know the answer already,
and they want to know, structurally, why is this truth?
Capitalism is still suffering from the mortal blow that was struck in 2008. Everyone was a crook.
And Madoff was just the tip of the iceberg. Mubaraks family ran away with $200 billion by the time
he was kicked out of Egypt. Every day I get news in my inbox of another Ponzi scheme. Yesterday
it was a $4.9 million hedge fund down in some backwater swamp county in Florida.
Why? people want to know. People want some justification. Maybe they are really asking, Okay,
Ive been avoiding it until now but should I take the plunge and start being dishonest in order to
make money? And then maybe the next question, Can you give a top ten for how to be
dishonest and make money?
The problem is this: they are completely wrong. Dishonesty never works. Honesty is the only way
to make money in todays world.
Nobody believes me on this. People laugh at me. Dont you know anything? Of course dishonest
people step on the honest people and have more success. People want to justify their own failures
and use their pretend-goodness to explain why they didnt start Google, or steal $65 billion, or get
that last promotion when the backstabbing bitch from aisle 3 got the raise after doing who knows
what.
But heres the truth.
Dishonesty worksuntil it doesnt. Everyone messes up. And when you are dishonest, you are
given only one chance and then its over. Youre out of the gameat least until you get your act
straight and you have to start from scratch with your tail between your legs.
HONESTY COMPOUNDS. It compounds exponentially. No matter what happens in your bank
account, in your career, in your promotions, in your startups. Honesty compounds exponentially, not
over days or weeks, but years and decades. More people trust your word and spread the news that
you are a person to be sought out, sought after, given opportunity, given help, or given money. This
is what will build your empire.
I know this through countless failures. The more times I fail but communicate about it, the more
times I make no money at all but let someone have ideas for free; the more times I try to get mine
but only end up getting stabbed by those who think its okay to be dishonest, the greater the number
of seeds Ive planted and the more money Ill make in the long run.
Be dishonest once, and all of those seeds will be washed away in a thunderstorm of life-killing
proportions. A hurricane of despair that will sweep away all of your opportunities forever.
You are left with a desert and will have to start again.
It feels funny sometimes. Sometimes people say to me, Oh, I met so-and-so, thanks to your blog.
And I think to myself, HEY! THATS MY SO-AND-SO! I have to stop that feeling. Its only
limiting. The universe has limitless resources. You have limited resources and limited time. The only
way to create abundance is to behave more like the universe.
Set the conditions for life. Then sit back and watch the matings occur. Before long you will have
created life, you will have helped create the many great things that your connections will create
together. Once again you have become the source.
TAKE THE BLAME. I messed up in October 2008. I was going through a separation and
financial crisis, and I was scared out of my mind. I was managing a little bit of money a hedge fund
had allocated me. I was down that month. It was ground zero of the goddamn financial crisis. I
would sleep in my hammock until it would rain and storm all over me and the next thing I would
know the Dow was down another seven hundred points while I was soaked and sick and angry.
The hedge fund manager called me at the end of the month and said, Look, Ive called you ten
times and you didnt return the call. Just return the call once and it wouldve been okay. Now Ive
got to take the money back. He was right. And I told him that. Eventually. Were good friends now
and have worked together since but it took a few years to build back the trust.
A No uttered from the deepest conviction is better than a Yes merely uttered to please, or
worse, to avoid trouble. Gandhi
DONT LEAD A DOUBLE LIFE. Everything you do takes up space in your brain. If you live a
double life (and you know what I mean if Im talking to you), then that extra life takes up neurons
and synapses working overtime. The brain cant handle it. It starts to degrade instead of grow.
Living a double life mightve given you momentary pleasure but now your brain is heading straight
for the gutter. And your finances, which are a reflection of the health of your brain, will fall straight
into the sewer with it.
DONT BE ANGRY. Anger is a form of dishonesty. Nobody is perfect. Its a lie to expect the
people around you to be perfect. Sometimes Im angry with my kids. But they are just kids.
Sometimes Im angry at people Im trying to do deals with. But they have their own motivations,
fears, worries, and anxieties. They dont have to do everything I expect of them. So my anger is
really a belief that they should do what I expect them to do. Its a form of dishonesty when you lie to
yourself about the expectations you have of others. Of course, you cant control your anger.
Sometimes it just happens. But note it for what it is, examine it, and try to turn it around, even just a
littlein order to learn more about yourself rather than to blame someone else. Thats where the
honesty will compound.
NO EXCUSES. When I lost money in October 2008, it was easy to blame a manipulated market
and all the criminals who led it to be that way. When I lost millions of dollars in 2000 to the point of
going completely broke and losing my home, it was easy to blame an Internet bust and corrupt
CEOs rather than my own lack of experience in the financial world. Excuses are easy lies we tell
ourselves to cover up our failures. One such excuse is, only dishonest people get ahead. This is also
a lie.
MAKE OTHERS LOOK GOOD. This is more than just giving credit. Theres a commonly
quoted rule in management, the Pareto Rule, which states that 80 percent of the work is done by
20 percent of the people. This is, in part, a product of an inferior standardized educational system
where kids for twenty years are encouraged to do the minimum required to pass and make it to the
next level on some imaginary ladder of success. But everyone wants to be acknowledged for small
achievement. Take out your microscope. Acknowledge even the smallest accomplishments of the
people around you. Bring more and more of the people around you into the 20 percent. At heart,
everyone wants to be perceived as special. Thats because everyone is special but are often never
acknowledged that way. Be different. Be aware of the smallest movements around you and
acknowledge them. Nobody will forget that.
DONT GOSSIP. One time I trashed an entrepreneur I had invested in to another investor. Later
that day I was supposed to have dinner with the first entrepreneur. By that time, just four hours later,
he had heard I trashed him. He never trusted me again. People always hear. And if they dont hear,
they feel, because word gets around. And you cant predict this. And its another way of living a
double life.
DO WHAT YOU SAY YOU ARE GOING TO DO. Be that guy.
ENHANCE THE LIVES OF OTHERS. In 1999 some of my employees in my first company left
and started a competitor company. Some of my partners were mad. I encouraged the employees.
How come? Because nobody needs to be my employee for their entire lives. Always help people
grow into their own potential. The only thing I tell these people is, If you ever find me in the gutter
with a needle sticking out of my elbow, please help me out. They laugh and say, That will never
happen. Believe me. Anything can happen. Ive been helped out of that gutter more than once.
Ten years later I ran into the employee who became CEO of that spinoff company. He ran after me
and called my name. It was in Times Square in New York. We hadnt spoken in almost ten years.
His company had greatly expanded. They had taken in major investors, and the company was now
profitable and had lots of employees. He told me that when he walked the floor, he always pictured
two people as his role models: his commander in the Israeli Army. And me. I felt really honored. He
had greatly helped me when I was building my business. And now it was an honor for me to help
him back in that way. I dont ever have to benefit off of his business. But his business is helping many
people now and, in its own way, that creates abundance for me. The abundance can never stop
when you help others.
I havent always been honest. I try. And I hope Im getting better. I try every day to improve and to
follow the advice Ive just given you. Otherwise I wouldnt have given it. But Ive seen it. With
people who have been in business for ten, twenty, forty years. Honesty compounds little by little.
And that compounding turns into millions or billions. The dishonest people disappear. They die. They
go to jail. They dont maximize their potential. They run. They are scared.
You will have nobody to run from. Some people will hate you. Some people will doubt your
sincerity. But the people who need someone to call, someone to share with, or someone to give to,
these people will know who to call. They will call you.
I wish I had been smarter when I was twenty-three years old. I did everything wrong: I felt like I
needed a college degree. I felt like I needed a graduate degree (I was ultimately thrown out of
graduate school). I felt like I needed a publishing company to choose me to be a writer. I felt like I
needed a big corporation to hire me so I could validate that I was smart, that it was okay for me to
be successful.
I needed none of these things.
You need none of these things.
The world has changed, become different. The middleman is on life support, the barriers to entry
have come down, and the Choose Yourself era has fully arrived.
Alex Day is a perfect example. If youve never heard of Alex Day, thats okay. Most people
havent. But enough have. And they LOVE him. Alex is a twenty-three-year-old musician from
England. Since 2009, when he was nineteen, hes released three studio albums, had three UK
Top40 hits, and accrued 100-plus million views on his YouTube channel. He did all of it with no
record label and mostly just the support of his YouTube fans. His third, most recent album came out
in the UK the same day as Justin Timberlakes long-awaited, much-discussed 20/20 Experience
album (his third, also).
Heres the result:
Snapshot of the itunes chart the day after both albums were released
Justin Timberlake is like the crown prince of the music industry. The labels love him. The radios love
him. He tours everywhere. He has a massive marketing machine behind him. And hes married to
Jessica Biel. Thats all pretty good.
But not enough. Alex Day beat him. How the hell did that happen? I had no idea. So I called up
Alex and asked him.
Lesson Number One about Choosing Yourself: I can choose myself to call anyone I want. If
they want to talk to me, great.
Here is my interview with Alex, re-printed in its entirety (its got too much good stuff just to excerpt):
Me: I read you started posting videos on YouTube in 2006. How long before you felt, This is
it. This is going to be something big.
Alex: Right from my first thirty subscribers, I began talking to the audience that was there and
making videos directly for them and replying to comments, but I never saw it as a fan baseI
mainly just figured we were all bored kids. My first experience of being treated like a celebrity of
sorts was not until four years later in 2010, when I did a few gigs with a band I was in at the time
(comprised of YouTubers) and would go to really small parts of the UK like Norwich and thered
be two hundred people there all screaming for us and going crazy.
Me: Ultimately, you need money though, to be an artist. You cant be a starving artist forever.
When you dont go with a big label you have three choices: YouTube ads, iTunes downloads,
and performing. Which of these avenues worked for you?
Alex: Performing wasnt an avenue for methe only gigs Ive done are one-off launch events (to
launch my album for example) or gigs with friends (as I mentioned). I really dont feel the need to gig
when I can reach my audience online and hit everyone at once, all over the world, and not exclude
anybody, which a tour doesnt do.
Lesson Number Two: All the conventional methods for making money and distribution are
out the windowbecause the barriers to entry that create the premium value are gone.
Alex: Of the other twoI released my first musical thing (a compilation of YouTube covers called
YouTube Tour) in 2007, I think it was, and it made a couple hundred bucks. Then in 2008 they
introduced the YouTube partnership program and I was one of the first partners. Back then I made
maybe $300 a month. Then it slowly rose, and at the same time my first album came out in October
2009, so with the money from that plus YouTube I moved out in March 2010 to a place with my
best friend and we paid 600 each on rent so it wasnt too bad. It used to be about equal what I
made from YouTube and what I made from music, but since Forever Yours got to #4 in 2011, my
music sales have been way more than my YouTube. Typically I make around 3500 a month from
YouTube (Im on a network so they can sell the ad space higher) and at least 10,000 a month from
music and merch sales. Ive also done other projectsI co-created a card game with my cousin,
which we sell online. I have a business called Lifescouts that I launched this yearwhich add a bit
of extra cash to the pot also.
Me: Isnt this a little like what Ani DiFranco did? She never signed with a major label. She
just did her own thing.
Alex: I think the main difference was she was constantly touring and I never have. Also she got her
independence by forming her own label. I dont have a label at all.
Me: Have the labels ever reached out to you?
Alex: Labels have never known what the hell to do with me. I always went in with an open mindI
dont like the idea that being proudly unsigned/independent instantly means Im white and theyre
black and we have to duel to the death or whatever. There are a lot of things I do on my own
because I have to, so Ive got good at them, but it would definitely be easier with outside help! So I
was willing to hear what they could offer and how we could work together and I still would be, but I
dont think labels are ready to be that humble. They want to control everything. I like being able to
decide my own songs and film my own music videos. Ive had several meetings with Island Records
in the UK, the last of which ended with the guy saying he doesnt think Im ready to be on a label
yet because We only signs artists we can sell at least a million copies of in the next three months
but if hes waiting for me to get to that point without him, why do I need the label ever? Ive also met
with Warner, Sony, EMIthey were all the same. None of them expected to justify themselves, and
at best they were just trying to figure out my secret, and at worst they were completely uninformed
and lazy (see my video on the subject, which sums it up better than I ever could here.).
Me: But what would you use the labels for now?
Alex: I guess it would be great to get their help. Ill give you an example. I write my music, play my
music, make my videos, design the albums, and so on, but it does provide some validation to be in
physical stores.
So a ten-year-old kid who liked my stuff told his dad he should work with me. The dad was with
distribution with Universal. So I did a one-off distribution deal with Universal where I did everything
but they got me in every HMV. It was great. Nobody said I could sell physical CD singles but I sold
ten thousand in the UK.
Lesson Number Three: Everyone will say you CANT. Especially when youre young, but if
you pick and choose how to work with the entrenched system, you CAN.
Lesson Number Four: The power of the community you build will be felt in ways you cant
predict (a ten-year-old fan, for instance).
Me: You clearly have a long-run view of what artists should be doing and where the industry
is going. Where do you think the music industry will be in ten years?
Alex: I dont think it matters where I see the music industry in ten yearsI look at where the music
industry is now and its not helping me, so Ive learned to exist without it! What Id like in ten years
is for the music industry to be in a place where it supports me more, but thats a long time to hope
for that. The thing with the long-run view is that its actually a series of short spurts. Its more like the
general public are on the second floor of a building and every single/music video I release affords me
a bounce on a trampoline outside. So for a second Im up to the window saying,
Heyguyslookatme, and then if they dont see me I just fall down again and make a new song and
try again. If one of my tracks catches fire, itll all happen very quickly, but when it doesnt you just
have to try again.
Lesson Number Five: Persistence is more important than industry validation because its
not the industry that is buying what youre selling.
Lesson Number Six: Focus on what you can do for your art/business right now instead of
trying to aim for things ten years for now.
Me: What should most artists/creators do to keep going when things look their most
frustrating? Most people give up. And, frankly, most people are no good. How did you keep
going from 2006 to now, even when things looked bleak?
Alex: To help with knowing if youre good or not, you need a mentor. (Lesson Number Seven)
You have to have someone who either knows the industry or knows whats commercial or
successfully experimental or whatever it is youre trying to achieve with your music and can tell you
honestly whether or not youre meeting that standard. I have a now-very close friend who used to
work in the industry a lot, broke songs like Who Let the Dogs Out and I Get Knocked Down
But I Get Up Againwe met through a mutual friend and I would just send him songs and he
would say not a hit, not a hit, not a hit until eventually I sent him Forever Yours and he said
Youve done it! Now break it.
He didnt help me, he just advised, but you need someone like that who you trust. The other thing
with giving up is that I simply cant. Sometimes I have low points and I spend a month or two not
working on music at all, but then someone will play me an amazing new song, or Ill watch one of
my music videos back, or watch the Grammys and I think I have to be doing this. I cant give up
because I want it too much, and however hard it might be, itll be worse if I wasnt pursuing what I
love.
Lesson Number Five (redux): Persistence, there it is again.
Me: How did you get into all of this? How did you build the so-called ten thousand hours to
be an expert?
Alex: I grew up with my mum listening to the radio whenever we were around the house, driving to
and from school, etc. Musics always been a huge part of my life. And theres so much more to
learning about good songwriting than the actual writing, in the same way writers tell you to read a lot
if you want to be a good writer. My favorite part about developing as an artist is spending hours
listening to music, listening to every Michael Jackson song and looking for commonalities, patterns,
the way the production sounds, how the style varies. Ive been known to draw out graphs that plot
the melody of a chorus so then I can see visually how a song moves and how it varies from track to
track. I started writing songs when I was thirteen. I started writing not-bad songs when I was
seventeen. I wrote Forever Yours when I was twenty-two and the rest of the songs on my new
collection last year at age twenty-three so Ive been doing it ten years now and I know I still have a
lot to learn. In a way thats the most exciting thingto hear the difference in the songs Im making
between this year and the last, and then think What will I be making by NEXT year?theres
always room to grow and thats exciting.
Me: How do you engage your fans outside of your music? How do you build the tribe, in
Seth Godin speak?
Alex: Its just YouTube. I have Twitter and Facebook only because I sort of feel I have to, because I
need to reach people in those places. Thats not to say Im just on auto-pilot on those places, but
Id much rather not have to use those services. Part of why its necessary right now is that I dont
have enough reach in the real world for me to allow other people to promote what Im doing on
my behalf, but my Twitter and Facebook are effectively work accounts that just update people on
what Im up to. For the personal connection, its all YouTube. I love it there. Its such a creative
outlet, Ive been making videos for seven years and never got bored of it, one or two videos a week
regularly all that time.
It genuinely saddens me when YouTube isnt lumped in as one of the essential social metrics with
Twitter, Facebook and Tumblr (I do have a Tumblr, too, but like the others I dont really know how
to use it)I understand YouTube and its changed my whole life. The main thing is that I dont
always talk about music; in fact, I try to keep a 3:1 ratio of music videos to non-music videos. Other
YouTube musicians spend all their time just doing covers or videos from tour, but it means what you
can enjoy about that channel is reduced to whether or not you like that persons music. I just
released a new music video and loads of the comments say I never got into your sound/liked your
music before but I really love this song and those are long-term subscribers of minetheyve
stayed because I can offer them other stuff, but it also means theyll give each new song a listen and
sometimes they like it.
Lesson Number Eight: Pick your social media outlet, master it. Its not enough to master your
art form. You have to personally master how you will distribute through some social medium, engage
with fans, etc.
I admit Im jealous of Alex. And Im a big fan.
Lesson Number Nine, which is really hard for me: Talk to your big fans.
Congrats to Alex for continually choosing himself as far back as 2006, when he was seventeen, and
not being shy about explaining the specifics, even the money, of how he did it. Alex is exceptional
and, for now, the exception to the rule. But not for long. He cant be. Because eventually everyone
will have to follow a similar path in the new economy we live in. Alex proves youre never too young
to take the first step on that path.
In a blog post I wrote once, I used the above image of a woman on a beach when I posted the link
on Facebook. Someone accused me of always using images of half-naked women to promote a
post.
He was correct. But I also pointed out that the picture was of a human being at the height of physical
achievement. A state I will never be in, nor will any of the half-naked critics. And, by the way,
technically shes only about 90 percent naked. So there.
Whats funny is that even in the comments to THAT post, someone asked, Why do you always
post pictures of half-naked women?
First off, when is it so unusual to post pictures of half-naked women? Most men AND womens
magazines do it. Its clearly an image that human beings like to look at.
Second, didnt you read the posts you just commented on?
And finally, the woman in the picture actually wrote me herself with a response to my
critics.
Her name is Dashama. You can find her at www.dashama.com, where she offers courses on yoga. I
strongly encourage anyone who thinks they can do the position in that pictureits called
Kapotasana, or King Pigeon Poseto take her courses and try to better himself.
At first I guess I was relieved that she wasnt suing me for using her image without her permission.
But after I read her message, it was interesting to see that Dashama, just like many of the people
discussed in this book, came at the issue not from the external barriers that society imposes, but
from the foundation of internal health she had built up that not only cured her physical disorders but
helped her create a business and life most of us can only dream about.
Dashama wrote:
Dear James,
A friend of mine forwarded me the link to your article featuring my yoga photo recently.
I read the entire article and also about 8 others you have posted on various topics. I find
your writing style both easy to read and conversational, with just enough humor and
authenticity to keep the reader with you until the end. So in short, youre a great writer :)
The controversy around nakedness is always an interesting topic and I thought about the
response you got to my photo for a while.
For the past 10 years I have been strengthening my It doesnt affect me when people
pass judgment muscles, since I know that what I do is from an authentic space of love
and devotion to make a positive difference in the world. I came from a childhood of
foster homes and poor health, so just to be alive now is a miracle every single day. The
fact that I can put my leg behind my head and balance on my hands is even more
miraculous than you may imagine, given that 10 years ago I was in a terrible car
accident that cost me the curve in my cervical spine. After every doctor I saw told me
there was nothing I could do to reverse that, I sought alternative options. Now, after
almost a decade of self-sought healing, I am able to do some very miraculous things with
my body that most people, as you commented, may only dream about.
Besides the physical miracle of my personal healing experience, the fact that I can be
living my dreams and doing what I love as a career is even more inspiring to me. There
was a time when I was the one sitting in a cubicle working an office job and hating my
life. Judging myself and everyone around me and focusing on the negative. It took a
tremendous leap of faith to decide what I loved to do and move toward making a career
out of it. Then it took another 5 years of personal development inner work to get to the
point that I could get past my limiting belief systems that held me back from my power
and authentic self-expression. The rest of it was a steep learning curve of how to operate
a business as a single woman in a male-dominated world; navigating these waters has
not been an easy task.
Despite all of the challenges, it was the best decision of my life. The ROI has been paid to
me with dividends of joy and not money, but Ill take that to the bank and cash it any
day over doing something that kills my spirit just to pay the bills.
And that is what inspires me even more. That I know, in my heart and soul, that
EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.
We rob ourselves of our joy and happiness when we stop and check in with what
everyone else is thinking and saying about us.
This is a tragic recurrence that has to stop.
Years ago I read an interview with Gabrielle Reese where she was asked how she deals
with the pressures of being a pro athlete, SI model, mother and wife of Surf God Laird
Hamilton. She said, In life, you will always have 30 percent of people who love you, 30
percent who hate you and 30 percent who couldnt care less. When I heard that, my
entire worldview changed.
Suddenly, when someone didnt like me or expressed negativity toward something I was
doing, I just said, well, thats from the 30 percent who wont like me no matter what I do
or say. Good! Now I can focus on the abundant wealth of support and love I get from my
fans and friends who love me and I can love everyone equally. Case closed. Moving on.
Thank you very much.
My simple message: You just may be astounded by the sparkly diamond you are hiding
beneath the layers of limitational beliefs. You are beautiful. You are raw perfection
already; maybe its time to polish you up, you crazy diamond! I hope to meet you in
paradise one day.
Love, Blessings and Namaste,
Dashama
Dashama is exactly right. Ive seen it in action repeatedly: no matter who you are, no matter what
you do, no matter who your audience is: 30 percent will love it, 30 percent will hate it, and 30
percent wont care. Stick with the people who love you and dont spend a single second on the rest.
Life will be better that way.
Which brings me to
I jumped off the bed, flew into the air, and landed the wrong way on my foot, breaking it. I was six
and there was every indication I was from the planet Krypton, whose sun exploded when I was a
baby, leaving me an orphan on a planet filled with people who would never fully understand me
I had a cape on (my Superman blanket). The weak gravity of Earth would not hold me down.
Nothing could hold me down. My mother claims she heard the crack of bone from the other side of
our suburban house. Crack! I landed. It couldve happened. She mightve heard it.
I had to wear a cast. On the first day of first grade, in a brand-new school, I was that kid. The one
who limped. The one who had a cast. You know, the one you probably wouldve hung out with
because clearly I was destined to be the coolest kid in first grade. At the end of the day I had an itch
inside my cast. It was excruciating. And it was raining. The teacher, Mrs. Klecor, wouldnt let us
leave to catch our bus at the end of the day unless we could spell our names. I have a bad name for
such a task: Altucher. I was sure I was going to miss my bus. I was the last one left. I started to cry.
Because I was getting the cast off after school. But not if I couldnt spell my name and I missed my
bus.
Almost thirty years later, Im still Superman.
Or rather, Im clumsy like Clark Kent. I have glasses. Black hair. Im often shy in public. People
often laugh at me. And, like many people, I have a secret identity that Im hiding. One that I reveal
bit by bit to the Lois Lane closest to me. But nevertheless, if I were to reveal everything Id end up
in jail or a hospital or an institution or more people would hate me than normally do or Claudia
would leave me or other people would be badly hurt by those who would take advantage of the real
truth. Its my secret identity.
From the age of four to the age of forty-four, Ive been reading Superman. If I werent writing this
book, I could sit down today and write fifty sample scripts to submit to DC Comics.
Why is the story of Superman so appealing? Its of course the idea that we are all Superman. We
are all shy and awkward and IF ONLY PEOPLE KNEW the real us. The one underneath the suit,
the glassesthe one who spreads the plain, white shirt apart to reveal the bright colors, the
superpowers, the unbelievable intelligence, kindness, the moral and physical strength.
It doesnt have to end. Were taught when we transition from childhood to adulthood to leave
behind the stories of our youth. Dont listen to that advice. The stories of our youth, if we all hold
onto the hidden gems inside, can help us navigate the world like a superhero. The ChooseYourselfers are the new superheroes. The ones who never lost their Kryptonian heritage.
Start off by realizing you still have a secret identity. Acknowledge it. Wake up every day and say to
yourself, Im a superherowhat can I do today to save the world? And there will be answers.
And youll see opportunities. And youll figure out next steps. Youll figure out how to fly where you
are needed. How to lift the car, how to use your X-ray vision to see solutions that nobody thought
possible.
If you think about it, Superman actually had no useful powers. We all have the same powers, but
were afraid to admit it. People always say Batman had no powers and Superman did. But its
actually the reverse. Think about it: When would you ever need super strength? Are you really
picking up a car anytime soon? No, of course not. Heat vision? What for? I have a microwave. Xray vision? I can see the most beautiful woman in the world naked anytime I want. All of my
neighbors are hideous even with clothes on. And we all know that women in general are sexier with
skimpy clothes on than totally naked. And super hearing? I already know what everyone thinks
about me. I think I would be horrified to hear them say what I already know they think.
What else? Oh yeah, flying. Where would you fly? And people would see you. And youd eat flies
and run into birds. Ew. Forget it. Im not flying. I dont even have a drivers license. Ill walk. Or
take a train and watch a movie on my iPad. Oh, and bullets dont affect Superman. To be honest,
nobody has ever shot at me so this doesnt seem like a useful power to me.
But just knowing Im Superman, with secret powers, is enough to make me happy. I AM
Superman. Im above the worries of Earthlings. And I believe that with everything inside of me.
Thats my secret. The secret has power.
The only superpower you really need is the one to constantly cultivate the attitude that forces you to
ask, from the minute you wake up, to the minute you fall asleep, What life can I save today? Its a
practice. Often we forget it. We resist it. Instead of saving lives, we worry about saving ourselves
too much. How will I pay the bills? What do I do about my boss saying bad things about me?
And so on.
Instead, superpowers are given to you if all day you try to save at least one life. Try it. Wake up
tomorrow and say, Im going to save at least one life today. Even helping an old woman across the
street counts. Even responding to an e-mail and helping someone make an important decision saves
a life. Even reaching out to a distant friend and asking, How are you doing? can save their life. You
can save a life today. Dont let the sun set without doing that. You are Superman.
Superman is the ultimate yogi. Not because of any flexibility. Hes probably not very flexible,
actually, because his joints and muscles are super tough. But he follows very well the basic precepts
of yoga. He doesnt harm anyone despite his capacity for doing so. He doesnt lie (other than his
secret identity, which he holds onto so others arent harmed). Hes never possessive (why be
possessive of anything iflike mehe can have anything he wants anytime he wants). He practices
brahmacharyaa form of self-controloutside of his relationship with the beautiful Lois Lane.
Even Napoleon Hill in his classic, Think and Grow Rich has an entire chapter on this. Superman
also seems to have santosha (contentment). He never seems obsessed with grudges from his past.
Ive never seen him worry about his future. I havent always been Superman in this respect. But
today, NOW is all I care about.
Also, I try to cultivate friendships the way Superman cultivates friendships. He doesnt hang out at
the bar with Lex Luthor. Superman is only friends with the Superfriends: the Flash. Black Canary.
Wonder Woman. Batman. They all have secret identities. They all see a world totally out of balance.
They all have powers they use for good, and which they use to bring balance back to the world. All
of my friends are superheroes, too. Each one of my friends has a different power. But they are all
amazing powers and Im blessed when I see those powers in action. And once someone joins the
bad guys, they are no longer my friend. Im busy saving lives. I dont need bad friends.
Im forty-four now. I no longer need to jump off a bed to prove I can fly. I know Im going to save a
life today. And nobodys going to figure out who I really am. But I will tell you this: Im Kal-El and
Im from the long-dead planet Krypton.
The woman is confused and asks him, Gandhi, please tell me: Why did you want me to wait
two weeks to bring back my son?
Gandhi said, Because before I could tell your son to stop eating sugar, I had to stop eating
sugar first.
#2:
One of Gandhis financial backers once said, Its very expensive to keep Gandhi in poverty.
Consequently, I suspect the financial backers felt they had some influence on Gandhi. But
money means nothing to a spiritual leader.
One time Gandhi said to a group of his backers, I need to set aside one hour a day to do
meditation.
One of the backers said, Oh no, you cant do that! You are too busy, Gandhi!
Gandhi said, Well, then, I now need to set aside two hours a day to do meditation.
Five lessons from this:
1. Nobody can tell you what to do. No matter what they pay you. No matter what obligations
you feel you owe them. Every second defines you. Be who you are, not who anyone else is,
or who anyone else wants you to be. An entrepreneur, for instance, has investors, customers,
partners, employees, and competitors. Everyone wants his input heard. But only you can act
to change the world with your ideas.
2. If Gandhi was, in fact too busy, then it meant he was not devoting enough time to his spiritual
life. Hence his backer inadvertently convinced him he needed more time to devote to silence
and contemplation. It is through silence that sound, activity, and action erupts. It was through
nothingness that the Big Bang and all creation erupted. It is only through contemplation that
the hidden shades of reality can be seen and right action can be taken. Gandhi knew this, and
singlehandedly brought down an empire. Its only through stillness that one can actively
create.
3. I dont give any advice on things I dont know about firsthand. Sometimes I find myself in a
political conversation and I realize, you know what? I dont actually know anything here. And
I give up. Or when someone asks me a question on my Twitter Q&As (held every Thursday
between 3:30 and 4:30 p.m. Eastern), I dont say anything unless I have personally
experienced or seen the advice I am recommending.
4. Sugar is bad. And since most processed carbs break down into sugar, its all bad for you if
you want to live healthy. Almost every disease out there comes from inflammation and extra
weight. The extra weight comes from the sugars that the body breaks down so quickly it
forgets to digest. Its no coincidence that, as I mentioned earlier, Ramit Sethi uses flossing as
an example in his talks about how to build discipline. Its not just about discipline but health.
Flossing is the first line of defense as sugar makes its way through your body.
5. Nothing is more important than the cultivation of yourself. So many people think they will save
the world if they defeat them, where them is some evil force that is bringing the world
down. But once you divide the world into categories, into an us versus them, then you
immediately become a them and lose touch with who you really are. And before long
youre calling me a fucking douchebag on the Internet.
Society is made up of individuals. The only way to improve society is to come at it from a place of
deep, individual satisfaction. The only way to do that is to spend long periods of time just being
silent. Find out who the real you is. Ask yourself, These thoughts that I am thinking, what is
generating them? They are not your thoughts. That is just the biological brain dancing in front of
you. Who is the you they are dancing in front of? Find that answer, and then you can save the
world.
The world is made to be filled with strife. Gandhi knew he could only be effective if he identified with
the real me, which was deeper than the body named Gandhi, who was supposedly saving the
world. India is a mess now, no matter what Gandhi did, but Gandhi provided a beacon while he
lived.
Both of these stories are about the same thing, even though they seem completely different. Gandhi
chose himself. He once said, You must first be the change you want to see in this World.
Every day I try hard to live by that quote. I hope you can, too.
Try this exercise: pretend everyone was sent to this planet to teach you. Famous people,
dead people, your neighbors, your relatives, your co-workers. This will give you a strong
feeling of humility. And guess what, you will learn from people, you will appreciate them
more, and they will actually appreciate you more. Because everyone loves to teach.
Think about what some of the titans of American industry could teach you about failure. Everyone
who has ever been a success since the history of mankind began has had to deal with failure. Has
had to start from zeroand usually more than once. Whether it was Henry Ford, who went
bankrupt with his first car company, or Conrad Hilton, who went bankrupt with Hilton hotels the first
time around, or the classic example of Thomas Edison who tried one thousand versions of his
lightbulb before he achieved success.
But Im going to start with a more mundane example. Someone who does whatever he wants, and
has built his life, his art, and his career, around doing exactly what he wants: Woody Allen.
I hate Woody Allen. Heres why. Because if youre Jewish and a little neuroticlike Woody Allen
it has become a clich to describe yourself as Woody Allen-esque, thinking it will attract
women. This happens on dating services all the time. The idea is that youll attract some waiflike Mia
Farrow-ish (or the seventeen-year-old Mariel Hemingway in Manhattan) blonde who will love all
of your neuroses and want to have sex all the time.
This only happens in Woody Allen movies. And power to him. If Mariel Hemingway wants to have
sex with him all the time, then no problem. He wrote and made the movies. He can do whatever the
hell he wants in them. Its up to you whether you believe it or not.
And people believe it. Lots of them.
Allen puts out a new movie every year or two. None of them will compete with Star Wars or Harry
Potter in terms of gross dollars. But that doesnt seem to bother his studio. They give him $10
million, his movie makes $20 million, everyone is happy, and he gets to keep doing what hes doing.
So hes built up a substantial body of work that we can learn from. Why learn from him? Because
clearly he is a genius, regardless of what other opinions anyone might have of him (and I only know
him through his work. I dont know his personal life at all.). It is interesting to see how he, as an
artist and creator, has evolved. To see how his idiosyncratic humor has changed, how he twists
reality further to stretch our imagination. He always stands out and stays ahead of the other
innovators. And for other people who seek the same, he is worth observing.
He states later in the interview that when he was younger he liked to get things out in one impulsive
burst but he learned that was a bad habit, and that he likes to wake up early, do his work, and
then set it aside for the next day.
Probably the most productive schedule is to wake up earlydo your work before people start
showing up at your doorstep, on your phone, in your inbox, etc., and leave off at the point right
when you are most excited to continue. Then you know it will be easy to start off the next day.
I read in a recent interview that it takes Allen a month to write a comedy and three months to write a
drama. On three to five hours a day, it shows me he writes every day, hes consistent, and he
doesnt waste time with distractions (going to parties, staying out late).
5. Avoid outside stimulus. These days, I make a huge mistake every day. I start off with the loop:
e-mail, Twitter, Facebook, my Amazon rank, my blog stats, my blog comments. Claudia asks me,
Did you finish the loop yet? And I think it will only take a few seconds but it actually takes about
twenty minutes. I probably do it ten times a day. Thats two hundred minutes! Three hours and
twenty minutes! Ugh.
Do you know where Allen was sitting when he won an Oscar for Annie Hall? In Michaels Pub in
Manhattan, playing his weekly jazz clarinet gig. Why get on a plane (eight hours, door to door), and
go to a party where he would feel uncomfortable, to win an award he probably didnt care much
about (although it magnified his prestige in Hollywood, the city that paid his bills)?
In a 1982 interview with the Washington Post he said, I probably would not have watched
anyway, just to see everyone he knows hunched down in the audience waiting for hours to see who
would win. Besides, he had a very nice time at Michaels. For Allen, his pleasure came first, rather
than the anxious watching and waiting.
Then he went home. He went out the back way of Michaels to skip all the photographers out front
and was home by midnight for his milk and cookies. Then, he went to sleep. And TOOK THE
PHONE OFF THE HOOK. Who even does that now? In an age where we (or, I should say, I)
literally sleep with the iPad and phone in bed. He took the phone off the hook on Oscar night and
went to sleep. In the morning, he made his coffee and toast, got the New York Times, and only then
finally opened it up to the entertainment section, where he saw hed won the Oscar. Amazing. He
didnt even care when no one was looking. Its in this way that he keeps his productivity (compared
with the lack of productivity many of us suffer now because of the constant influx of outside social
stimulants) at a very high point.
6. Imperfection. Allen has said many times that none of his films were exactly what he wanted.
That they were constantly imperfect. Its almost like hes the imperfect perfectionist. He wants things
just right, and he tries very hard to get them that way. But he knows it will never happen.
That said, he doesnt give up. He said in 1986, We go out and shootagainand againand
again, if necessary. And even at that rate, all the pictures come up imperfect. Even at that meticulous
rate of shooting them over and over again, they still come out flawed. None of them is close to being
perfect. Ultimately, he says, all his movies prove to be great disappointments.
And yet, knowing that he will always experience the same thing, he goes out, stretches the
boundaries of where hes comfortable in failing, and does it again. And again. Knowing nothing he
will do will be the masterpiece he initially conceived.
Nothing comes out exactly how we want it. But we have to learn to roll with it and move to the next
work.
7. Confidence. I watched Husbands and Wives the other day. It wasnt a funny movie. It wasnt a
pretty movie. I watched it with Claudia and by the end we were both thinking, Ugh, I hope that
doesnt happen to us in ten years. The movie itself was jarring. Instead of being shot traditionally it
was shot with a hand-held camera. It was edited with lots of jump-cuts, where youre looking at a
character and suddenly shes an inch over because some small piece of film was cut out. The editing
itself became part of the jolting and jarring in the story. It was as if the story was not just being told
with the acting and the writing but with the way it was shot and edited.
It reminded me of something Kurt Vonnegut, considered an experimental writer in his own right,
once said: To be experimental, first you have to know how to use all the rules of grammar. You
have to be an expert first in tradition. It also reminds me of Andy Warhol, who was a highly paid,
very straightforward, commercial artist, before he went experimental and started the pop art
phenomenon.
In a 1994 interview, Allen said about Husbands and Wives (note: Husbands and Wives was his
twentieth movie): Confidence that comes with experience enables you to do many things that you
wouldnt have done in earlier films. You tend to become bolderyou let your instincts operate more
freely and you dont worry about the niceties.
In other words: master the form you want to operate in, get experience, be willing to be imperfect,
and then develop the confidence to play within that form, to develop your own style. You see this in
Kurt Vonnegut, too, as he transformed from the more traditional Player Piano in the early 50s to
Slaughterhouse-Five in 1969, a novel about World War II that includes aliens who can time travel.
8. Showing up.As Allen famously stated, 80 percent of success is showing up. Nothing more
really needs to be added there except it might be changed to Ninety-nine percent of success for the
entrepreneur is showing up. What do you have to show up for? You have to find the investors, you
have to manage development, you have to find the first customers, You have to find the buyers. They
dont show up at your door. You show up at their door. Otherwise your business will just not work
out. Lets take Microsoft as one example among many. Bill Gates tracked down the guy in New
Mexico to build BASIC. Bill Gates put himself in the middle when IBM wanted to license an
operating system. He just kept showing up while everyone else was skiing.
9. The medium becomes the message. I mentioned this in the point above but it deserves further
elaboration. The jump-cutting, the handheld camera, every aspect of Husbands and Wives became
woven in with the story. Allen said, I wanted it to be more dissonant, because the internal emotional
and mental states of the characters are more dissonant. I wanted the audience to feel there was a
jagged and nervous feeling. In this he shows not only his own evolution as a filmmaker but what
hes borrowed from the artists before himnot only Godard and Bergman, who did their own
experimentations, but musicians like Profokiev, where the dissonance itself is so tightly wound with
the music that it becomes a part of the music, as opposed to just the notes being played. This is
underlined at a very high level in Allens latest movie, Midnight in Paris, when Owen Wilson, the
main character, pinpoints the roots of his own art by going back further and further in time.
My takeaway? Study the history of the form you want to master. Study every nuance. If you want to
write, read not only all of your contemporaries, but the influences of those contemporaries, and their
influences. Additionally, draw inspiration from other art forms. From music, art, and there again, go
back to the influences of your inspirations, and go back to their influences, and so on. The facets that
resonate with time, even if its hundreds of years old, will resonate with your work as well. Its like a
law of the universe.
In todays day and age, we want to transform decades of work into years or even months. Allen
built up his career over five decades and kept at it persistently, even when scandal, or a bad movie,
or a bad article, would cast gloom over his entire trajectory. But he shrugged it off.
So what can we learn from Woody Allen?
Wake up early.
Avoid distractions.
Work three to five hours a day and then enjoy the rest of the day.
Be as perfectionist as you can, knowing that imperfection will still rule.
Have the confidence to be magical and stretch the boundaries of your medium.
Combine the tools of the medium itself with the message you want to convey.
Dont get stuck in the same rutmove forward, experiment, but with the confidence built up
over experience.
Change the rules but learn them first.
The same can be said for any successful ChooseYourself-er. Or for people who are successful in
any aspect of life. Is Woody Allen a happy man? Who knows? But hes done what he set out to do.
Hes made movies. Hes told stories. Hes lived the dream, even when it bordered on nightmare. We
can only be so lucky.
On January 30, 1969 the Beatles hated each other, and they were sick of working on their album
Let It Be inside of their cramped studios. On a whim, they took all their equipment and moved it five
floors up to the roof, in the middle of winter. Then they performed for about a half hour. They had
last performed live more than two years earlier. It was their last concert ever. They broke up
shortly afterward and never performed together again.
I say it was a concert because people in the blocks around them quickly began to realize what
was happening. People couldnt believe it. You see office workers climbing out of windows and
down ladders to get a better view. Women running up and down the streets to try and see better. An
older man with a pipe climbing up a fire escape to stand on a rooftop and watch. After about ten
minutes, the streets were crowded with people staring up at the roof of the building where the music
was coming from. People on the ground couldnt see the band but they knew it was them. The effect
of the Beatles singing live shut down London for a half hour.
About halfway through, so-called reality started to hit some of the passersby. One guy said, Its a
bit of an imposition to absolutely disrupt all of the business in this area. Well never know the name
of that guy. Well never know what he was working on in January 1969 that was so important. Or
what any of the business in that area was that winter afternoon. But forty-three years later we still
watch the video. We still listen to the songs.
A couple of things I find interesting about this video:
A) The members of the group hated each other. At this point the Beatles were basically over. The
album was originally called Get Back after one of the songs in it. But they couldnt get back
together and ultimately it was called Let It Be. It was their last released album. You can blame it on
anything: Yoko, Linda, creative conflicts, Phil Spector, Brian Epsteins death, on and on. But
whatever the real reason(s), they hated each other despite the mega success they had created
together.
B) You can see on their faces as they get to the roof: they were never going to perform again. Ringo
looks sad. George Harrison looks particularly upset. In fact, a few weeks earlier he and John
Lennon had gotten into a fistfight and Harrison had run out and said he was quitting. See you in
the clubs, he said as he left. The band debated replacing him with Eric Clapton but Harrison came
back. McCartney had the wherewithal to say that the Beatles wouldnt be the Beatles without the
four members.
C) Harrison hated the fact that Lennon was growing more and more detached from the band and
doing his own thing. Lennon hated Harrisons and McCartneys music writing. (Lennon, after the
album came out, said of The Long and Winding Road and producer Phil Spectors treatment of it:
He was given the shittiest load of badly recorded shit with a lousy feeling to it ever, and he made
something of it.) In other words, they hated each other. And they didnt hold back. They just simply
did not want to work with each other anymore despite the years of creative and financial success.
George Harrison joined the Beatles when he was fourteen years old. They had grown up together.
D) The second song they sing in the video, Dont Let Me Down, is poignant. It was originally
written by John Lennon for Yoko. Despite his success, Lennon was terrified of being let down by
Yoko. Despite our attempts to climb away from the worst fears of our childhood, success only
magnifies those fears. Were like birds trying to climb a tree to reach for the freedom of the blue sky.
Only when we learn how to fly can we truly be free. For Lennon, being let down as a kid or young
adult exploded into a plea not only to one woman but to millions of eventual listeners.
It feels like hes not just singing it to her. Hes singing it to the Beatles, who he felt let down by. Hes
singing it out there to the air, to the blocks of people staring out their windows at him. Hes singing to
London. Hes pleading to his future, where he would be creatively on his ownDont Let Me
Down. And, prophetically, the world let him down in the worst way on December 8, 1980. The
song never made it to the final, released album. I like the original shot in the video, of Lennon and
McCartney singing it together, with Ringo in the middle in the background. The three were barely
speaking to each other at that point. They had all let each other down. And yet that wouldnt
prevent them from creating beautiful music.
E) Competence. Despite all the troubles. Despite their contempt for each others musical abilities.
Despite the fragmented legal and emotional fallouts that were quickly cascading them toward the
bands demise, they went up on that stage and PERFORMED. Ive listened to the video a hundred
times. Paul opens his mouth and the music begins and doesnt stop for twenty minutes. Its beautiful.
Competent people move forward and do what they do. I hope in my life I can be as good at any
one thing as the four of them were at what they did that day, but I doubt it will happen.
And finally, beginners mind.
At the end of the video, with the police now getting into the action and telling them to shut it down
because of noise complaints, they finish with the song Get Back again. Paul McCartney riffs in the
middle of the song, Youve been playing on the roofs again, and you know your Momma doesnt
like it, shes gonna have you arrested!
And when they finally put their instruments down, John Lennon only half sarcastically says (the last
line the Beatles ever say to an audience), On behalf of the group and ourselves, I hope we pass the
audition.
A creator cant ever rest. No matter what you do, no matter what your creation is. Every moment is
the audition. Every time you create is a chance to go on the roof and do something new, in a way
that hasnt been done before, in a way that is potentially disruptive, playful, unique, and vulnerable.
People will hate you, people will love you, people will climb on the rooftops to see you before the
police arrest you. The Beatles passed the audition that one last time. Now its our turn.
Everyone around the table had been brutally rejected hundreds of times. I was at a dinner with a
bunch of authors who had gone the self-publishing route via Amazon. All of them had chosen
themselves. And all of them, except for me, were fiction writers who had sold more than one
hundred thousand copies or more of their various novels. The guy sitting across from me had just
sold the movie rights to his latest science fiction series. Another woman was working on the sequel
to her young adult paranormal series. Another guy had sold more than five hundred thousand
copies of his various thrillers. The guy sitting next to me had been very successful at his childrens
chapter books series, Sweet Farts.
All of them had one thing in common. While pursuing the career of their dreams they had all been
rejected. Some of them hundreds of times. All of them were either on the verge of writing full-time
for a living or had already made the leap. Every one of them was smiling.
How many wouldve been smiling if they had given up after the thirty-ninth rejection and didnt go
for that fortieth? Or didnt go for it that moment when they decided, Im going to take control of the
creative process and not stop where the gatekeepers tell me to stop.
SO MANY TIMES IVE BEEN STOPPED BY THE GATEKEEPERS. At a job, for
instance, where my boss said, Stop working on this and focus on your main job. Or when I was
trying to sell a TV show and there were only one or two decision makers and they all blocked my
path for political reasons. Or I wanted to sell a company and there were only a few decision makers
who could make or break what I thought then was my entire life. The stark fear I had whenever I
spoke to them, knowing they had this enormous power over me, and foolishly thinking that I had
nothing to offer them.
Every day, in all aspects of our lives, we are rejected. Rejection is probably the most powerful force
in our lives. Think back on the times youve been rejected and how your response to it changed
your life completely. There are three basic responses to rejection that Ive seen (in just the past few
days Ive seen examples of all of these).
I suck. I cant do this. I give up.
They are stupid. Im going to keep pushing forward.
Hmm, what can I do differently? What can I learn from this rejection?
Obviously Im going to ignore the first two. It could be the case that you need to give up. Or it could
be the case that you should do nothing to improve and you just push forward, but that should never
be the gut response (although, again, Ive seen it as the gut response several times from various
people in just the past few days/months/years/myself/etc.).
So how can you take rejection and use it to push forward?
IMPROVE. You wanted that ONE job, that ONE scholarship, that TV show, that book, to sell
your company, to sell your product, whatever. And they said, no. Take a hard look at the product.
Can you improve your offering? Can you take a step back and improve what you are doing? Maybe
you can and maybe you cant. But brainstorm first. What are the ten things you can do to improve
what you are doing?
One time I tried to sell a company that I had started. The company didnt have enough clients or
enough revenues. And I was a bit inconsistent about the services we were offering that made us
unique. There were about ten different areas I needed to improve and gradually I improved them all
and sold the company a year later.
EXPAND THE UNIVERSE OF DECISION MAKERS. Until the past two or three years, if
you wanted to sell a novel there were basically five to ten decision makers. Every year almost
twenty thousand people would submit novels to these decision makers (the major publishing houses)
and most would get rejected. Who would reject you? Interns and assistants who had just graduated
college with a degree in comparative literature, who barely even looked at what you wrote.
Now you can self-publish via Amazon (or through this books publisher, Lioncrest), and its a great
process. You just chose yourself but, more important, the readers become your decision makers.
The universe of millions of readers will now help you make your next decisions on how to improve,
how to gain more power over your creative process, and finally, how to secure power over your
entire life.
THIS IS THE CHOOSE YOURSELF ERA. When I was visiting with Amazon, I was amazed at
what a revolution was going on. Its not about an extra device. Its about how for the first time since
Gutenberg theres an actual revolution in how you can communicate with the masses. In every way,
you can choose yourself now to succeed, to improve, to communicate, to extend your reach to the
individuals who need your message. Dont give up on this opportunity. In fact, rejection might be
what forces you into it, as it did for the twenty or so authors I met last week.
And its not just novels. Its everything. Can you widen the audience for your product? Online dating
has expanded the decision makers in your relationship life. And YouTube has greatly expanded the
universe of tastemakers who will define your fate. I hate to say it, but Justin Bieber uploading
YouTube videos of himself (and now exceeding 2 billion video views) greatly increased his chances
of success instead of trying to go the same route as everyone elsethrough the traditional five to ten
record labels deciding your fate. All respect to the kid, who chose himself and made it work.
IMPROVE YOUR APPROACH. You keep getting rejected in bars? Find a different place,
where the odds arent stacked against you. Nobody responding to your networking e-mails for Ten
minutes of your time please? Then offer something. Give something for free so people immediately
see value in your approach immediately. You keep cold-calling customers and they hang up? Find a
different way to get distribution.
CHANGE UP, DONT GIVE UP. I was the guy who gave up on the thirty-ninth try when trying
to sell a novel I had written. Sometimes the odds are just too stacked against you. Maybe it
wouldve worked on the fortieth try. I dont know. But Im glad I gave up; I changed up instead.
Rather than focusing on fiction as the only creative medium, I started looking at both TV and the
brand-new World Wide Web as creative media. Which led to a job at HBO. Which led to my first
company focusing on building content-heavy websites for entertainment companies.
I didnt give up on being creative. I expanded the power of my creativity by not limiting myself to
one domain, and vowing to return to book-writing later, ultimately to fiction-writing. Maybe Ill do it,
maybe I wont. But the Change Up certainly released me creatively, and I was able to use it to
build both my financial life and creative life. Well see if it ever comes full circle.
IMPROVE YOUR AUTHENTICITY. Social media can also be called Individual media as
opposed to Group Media. Instead of a large group broadcasting your effort, you can build up
your own presence by establishing your Facebook platform, your Twitter presence, your LinkedIn,
Quora, Pinterest, blogging, Amazon, SlideShare, Scribd, reddit, etc., presence. All of these channels
are used to create authenticity for your offering. Each follower, fan, etc., you are personally able to
sway over to your side of the world continues to establish your authenticity, regardless of who is
rejecting you. This is how you choose yourself and build your own platform rather than relying on
the whims of a meager few.
ASK FOR ADVICE. Someone rejected you? Poor baby! Now, after your mourning is over, ask
why. Youre going to be rejected all your life. In every way. It never hurts to understand why.
Sometimes they will even tell you and, in those cases, its a guarantee that you will remember.
DANCE WITH FAILURE. You just got rejected? How did you deal with it? Did you cry? Did
you give up? Did you think to yourself, Why do I ALWAYS fail? Did you think to yourself, Those
guys are STUPID for rejecting me? Understand your reaction to failure. What can you do to
improve it?
The other day I read that 76 percent of the universe is comprised of dark energy. In other words,
we have zero clues as to what it is. Another 20 percent is dark matter, i.e., matter that we have no
clue about. Only 4 percent of the universe is actually made up of matter we understand. In other
words, after Newton, Einstein, Heisenberg, and two thousand years of collective exploration of the
universe and all its elements, weve basically failed. In fact, the more knowledge we get, the more
we realize how badly we are failing. We used to think we had it down. But now even the Big Bang
theory is in serious question. We just suck at understanding the world around us.
Do physicists cry themselves to sleep every night because they have failed so badly? Of course not.
This failure has only given them opportunity to discover more. Its opened up vast landscapes of
potential understanding that can actually help us understand what the universe is, and in that
understanding, help us understand who we are.
Not every failure is an opportunity. But figure it out. Look at the times you failed. How many, in
retrospect, were opportunities. About two years ago, I had a billionaire who wanted to give me
about $50 million to start a fund. A mutual friend of ours blocked it for some reason I still dont
know. At the time I was upset.
Now Im grateful. Ive done so many things since then that Im very happy I did and I never
wouldve done if I was busy running a fund. Thank god I got rejected! I never wouldve written this
book, for instance.
ACKNOWLEDGMENT OF THE PROCESS: The NORMAL thing is to be rejected. To get
rejected by jobs, your kids, friends, family members, relationships, businesses, publishers, everyone.
As Dashama put it in her e-mail to me (see The Curious Case of the Sexy Image): a third will like
you, a third will hate you, a third wont careno matter what you do.
Its actually ABNORMAL to get close to not being rejected. Its even more abnormal to be
accepted or to succeed in some conventional sense. So acknowledge that its perfectly normal
to feel rejected over something. And its perfectly normal to fear it for the future. In fact, to do
otherwise would be to reject reality.
But also acknowledge the successes. The things that occur that are abnormal. The things you do to
improve. The things you learn on the road to choosing yourself.
Dont fall back into a story (I always get rejected) that is more fairy tale than reality.
STAY IN TOUCH. Its hard for me to not burn bridges. I tend to do it too much. But Ive found
great success when Ive not fallen into the bridge-burning pattern I often succumb to.
Example: I once tried to sell an early company I started to Omnicom, the big ad agency. I met with
the woman who made these decisions for Omnicom. She felt we werent ready yet.
Every month I sent her an update: new clients, new sales numbers, number of employees. I also
offered to help any of the agencies that Omnicom had. One time I called her on behalf of one of my
clients to see if she could recommend any agencies within the Omnicom family to help one of my
clients. In other words, I offered her real value.
After about a year of me doing this every month, she rallied three of the agencies within Omnicom to
come over and check out my company. All three made offers. Did I accept any? No, but I was able
to leverage those offers into a better offer from someone who came completely out of the blue.
I hate the phrase Life is too short. Sometimes it feels very long to me. But its certainly too short to
spend any time on hard feelings. Everyone is just trying to get by. Both the rejected and the
rejecters. Nobody is free from this. So lets all keep in touch. Itll be a tiny bit easier to make it to
the finish line.
SURVIVING FAILURE
Perhaps the best thing that happened to me in 2012 was I said no to being run over by a tank in
Santiago, Chile. You wont get hurt, said Mattias, trust me, theres enough space underneath the
tank. The invitation was at the request of the president of Chile, who earlier that year had put out a
press release saying his net worth had increased by $200 million since he had become president.
This was capitalism at work, and he had invited me down to be an eyewitness to it.
Someone wrote me that they were very upset because a deal they had been working on all year had
not worked out. How do you get past this? he asked. Many times I get asked that. How do I get
past this bad thing that happened to me? A relationship, a deal, an illness, an insult. And I deal with
this question myself. Lots of bad things happen.
How do you get past this? Diversification is everything. You get past this by having lots of
thats.
But on top of everything theres one more thing. Being like a child. Fittingly, I am finishing this
book on the last night of 2012. Last night my daughter woke me up and she was crying. I forgot to
do my homework today! she said. Thats okay, honey, well do it tomorrow. But then New
Years Eve Day is ruined, she said. Its a holiday! Okay, well do it the next day, I told her,
trying to calm her down so I could get back to sleep. But New Years Day is a holiday! and she
was crying and I had run out of days.
Like we all will at some point. Well run out of days. And a child will cry and miss us. And eventually
another child will cry and miss them when they are all grown up and the life is withered out of them.
Diversification is one thing, but a child forgets. January 2 will happen and my daughter wont care
what day it was that she got her homework done. January 3 will happen and my daughter wont
even remember if she had homework this past weekend, and January 4 will happen and my
daughter wont even remember any of the things she learned in her homework. January 5 will
happen, though, and Ill still remember all the bad things that happened to me personally in 2012.
Forget about failing at just one deal. In 2012 I had:
Three funds I tried to start and couldnt get off the ground.
I tried to get someone to buy $1 billion worth of FB stock (before it went public) and failed
I tried to get someone to sell $300,000 worth of Twitter stock and failed
I tried to get a $1 billion dollar JV on an oil deal done
I tried to buy 1 million barrels of oil for someone and failed
three companies I invested in, I had to write off as zeros
Im waiting to hear today if a company I invested in gets funding or if they will depend on me
to avoid going broke by the end of today.
I sold a house I never lived in, and lost $800,000 on it. Just glad to get rid of it now.
My oldest became a teenager (which turns out to be a much bigger loss for me than I realized
it would be. I will never have those years back.).
My mother accused me of killing my father and will no longer speak to me.
Both my sisters no longer speak to me.
I get nonstop hate mail. I got one today saying I was too Jewish, whatever that means. And
over the weekend I got one from a Jewish guy saying I was a disgrace to Jews. So I dont
win either way.
I got results back from testing my DNA. I have double the risk of everyone else of getting
Alzheimers. Ditto for Parkinsons. I told a friend I was going to write The APo4E Diet
(Apo4e being the gene or chromosome or whatever for Alzheimers). She wrote back it
would be a bestseller because everyone would forget if they had bought it already.
I was six when I got together one of those rockets that you fill up with water and then it shoots into
the air, spraying water everywhere. It goes up a hundred feet. Will it go into space? I asked my
dad. Maybe, he said. And why not? I was six, and anything could happen.
I was six when I designed a pair of glasses that could see backward. I drew it and showed it to my
grandparents. You drew this? said my grandpa, and right then I was pleased with my invention. I
was six when I believed not only in Jesus but in Zeus and Hermes and Thor and Superman, and my
only wish was to be a superhero when I grew up.
When youre a kid, everything has a question mark at the end of it. Only later do they turn into
periods. Or even exclamation points. Will I get over this? becomes Its too late. Becomes I
cant get over this!
My only hope for my future is I learn to dot the landscape of my life once more with question marks
instead of periods. To turn judgments into queries. To turn this into that? To make every problem
a maze. To be like a six-year-old. The next time the president of Chile wants me to get run over by a
tank I might say yes. Or I might ride away on my spaceship and French-kiss the angel on the moon.
Lips are beautiful, I might say, before finally falling back to Earth.
Okay.
Its over.
That whole job thing. The corporate safety net that the Industrial Revolution created. We thought
we were safe. That we didnt have to make it on our own anymore. That big corporations would
take care of us once we paid our dues with a college education.
Well, that was a myth. I cant say it was a lie, because we all truly believed it. From the top down,
we wanted to make it happen. But society isnt so simple. You cant break apart spirit from science,
arts from finance, or jobs from innovation, and expect the results to be clean and neat. They arent.
And the shift has already happened. The earth has split apart.
Some will fall into the abyss created when the earth quakes. Some will not be able to master the
tools of keeping healthy and building the platform of self-sufficiency that is necessary to choose
yourself.
But many will. I hope the readers of this book will.
The key is not different from any other time in history. But its more immediate now if we want not
only to survive but to flourish.
It is, of course, to help ourselves. Help ourselves to health. Give ourselves more choices instead of
being reliant on others. And then creating wealth for ourselves. Financial wealth, emotional wealth,
and spiritual wealth.
One way to think about it is with the image of the circle:
I want you to take out a pen and a piece of paper and do something for me.
Draw a little circle. Put what you do in that circle. If youre a secretary, put secretary. If youre an
artist, put artist. If you are a mother, put mother. Put the thing that is central to your life. If you
are unsure what is central to your life, put your job title. If you dont have a job title, put what title
you would like to be central to your life.
Draw a circle around that. Draw lines dividing up the second circle into compartments. Like
apartments in a space station. Write down the names of the people who are affected by your first
circle. Maybe you help them do better jobs. Maybe youre a doctor and they are your patients.
Maybe you are a secretary and they are your colleagues, your bosses, your family whom you
provide for, your relatives who listen to you, your friends who rely on you. If you are a blogger, they
are your readers.
Draw a circle around that one. Draw the lines again. Who lives in these compartments? The people
who are affected by the people you affect. For instance, the children of your friends. The friends of
your children. The people related to your employees. Or your employers. This would be in the third
circle.
Next circle: what your center circle can turn into. A blog can turn into a book, or a show, or a
consulting service, or a novel, or who knows? Keep thinking of it. A janitor can rise up to be CEO
of a company. Make your brain sweat. A doctors job can turn into a business, a book, advice, a
class, a mission. A secretary can turn into a boss, a company. What does your center circle evolve
into if you stick with it over time?
Draw one more circle: the people you would like to affect. Maybe you would like to affect Barack
Obama. Or a movie producer. Or a book publisher. Or the CEO of your company. Or all the
venture capitalists in the world. Put them there. Why not? Were just drawing. Were just playing.
Its not impossible. For instance, Oprah can read my blog. Maybe she has already. Or maybe the
relative of an initial reader shows Gayle King my blog or my books, who shows Oprah. Its
possible.
And then finally one more circle. This circle has everyone in the world in it. Because of Oprah or
Barack or a book publisher or if all the venture capitalists in the world are strongly affected by your
work then eventually the entire world, in some small way, the indent in a paragraph in the tale of our
history, will be changed.
Maybe you cant draw these circles. Maybe you think your work, or your love, or your friendship,
or your charitable efforts, or whatever you consider your center today (just today, we only care
about today) doesnt affect anyone else. Or if it does, maybe you feel the effect stops there. Or even
if the effect moves on, spreading like a disease, it disappears over distance or over time, until finally
its impact on the world is negligible. Nil. Nothing.
Thats okay. Start over. Tweak something. Maybe you arent a secretary or a doctor. Maybe deep
down you are an artist. Maybe youre a mother. Or a father. And the impact is further reaching than
you thought. Do the circles over. Do it over until you can draw that outer circle and affect the entire
world. Throw out the old people. Draw more circles.
When we were kids and took a bad test, everyone would yell, I want a redo! Were not in school.
Were in life. You have your redo. Again and again. Draw the circles again. Keep drawing them until
you finally have that outer circle. The circle of possibility. The one where the entire world changes
because you exist.
Redo!
Too many people, in the rush of their lives, stop at just the second circle, the ones they immediately
impact. They might even stop before that. Maybe they just wonder how their first circle impacts only
themselves. Dont stop. Push yourself outward. See the web you spin. See how the world is caught
in that web. Push yourself until that web is spun all around, circles within circles within circles. This is
not about making the most money, or having the most impact. This is about being connected with
who you are. This is about seeing how far your potential truly can unravel, simply because you are
human.
And start connecting the inner circles with the outer circles in deeper and deeper ways. Eventually
the lines between the circles go away. Its one big circle. Youre in the middle. Youre doing the daily
practice. Youre choosing yourself. Youre the source. And your light and choices are now affecting
everyone.
Are you better off? Yes. Were all better off. Thank you.
TESTIMONIALS
Im always grateful to get e-mails or see tweets where people mention the help they have received
from some of these ideas. When you share an idea that worked for you, all you ever really know is
this: it worked for you.
So its nice when people say it worked for them also. That your experiences are translatable into
other lives. And that your way of expressing them was an effective way of communicating those
experiences.
These are just a few of the testimonials Ive gotten. I took a one day snapshot of e-mails and tweets
I received.
Again, Im very grateful to receive them and others, and I hope people always stay in touch with me
to let me know how things are going.
Andrew Ferri @Andrew_Ferri
Been doing my daily practice so long I got it on auto-pilot. Now when people ask me howd I get
so awesome I just say, Ever heard of @jaltucher?
Scott Balster @scottbalster
@jaltucher. WHEN you come to CO I am building u a handcrafted throne & carrying you on my
back to a slice of heaven.
Carrie Armstrong @CarrieArmstrng
Ah Colonel Altucheryour blog is finger lickin good.
jackyism @jackyism
@jaltucher all I can say is wow and thank you.
Doctor Coke@AmielCocco
@jaltucher Loved your article 10 reasons why 2013 It gave me strength to finally start my own
business.
Your articles have served for a noble, wonderful purpose in my life. I get fresh perspectives every
time I read them. (Cesar Trujillo)
JAMES ALTUCHER is a successful entrepreneur, chess master, investor and writer. He has
started and run more than 20 companies, and sold several of those businesses for large exits. He has
also run venture capital funds, hedge funds, angel funds, and currently sits on the boards of several
companies. His writing has appeared in most major national media outlets (Wall Street Journal,
ABC, Financial Times, Tech Crunch, Forbes, CNBC, etc). His blog has attracted more than 10
million readers since its launch in 2010. This is his 11th book.
Choose Yourself!
Copyright 2013 by James Altucher
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